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Fate Stay Night Game Story Translation: Fate

by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:37 am

As some of you know, I was doing this for past 8 months, translating 1st story path of the TYPEMOON game, Fate/Stay Night. However now due to constraints of time posed by my uni works, I have to stop for a while, may or may not resuming it. Currently it runs into 483 pages, from Prologue to Day 11.

If anyone here have good translation skills and a big time fan of TYPEMOON, be my guest and continue this effort.

It did not help when the author likes to use Shakespearan version of Japanese and my Japanese is not great to begin with.
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:38 am

Prologue

1st Day


There was a flash of a lance, akin to lightning
The charging point of the lance that would pierce through the heart
Attempting to dodge it would be probably useless anyway--
Since it was lightning, it couldn't be captured by the human eye

But
The lightning that wanted to penetrate this body
Was deflected by the moonlight that wanted to rescue this body

Clang, a splendid sound

No. The sound fell before my eyes, was heavier than steel
Not normally associated with 'splendid', it froze the wrapping armors with the atmosphere of the night

Impossible to be splendid
Because the essence of the sound was steel
But, that knight possessed a beauty that can transform that sound into the tone of chiming bells

"---Inquiry. Are you my master?"

With a voice that unravelled darkness, she spoke

"Heeding your summoning, I've arrived. May my sword be with you, and your fate with mine. ---Now, the contract is completed."

Right, the contract was completed then
As she had chosen me to be her master
I myself, had also swore to help her

The moonlight shone in the darkness with clear radiance
Inside the warehouse as if imitating the posture of the knight, before returning to the usual quietness

Time had stopped
Perhaps the scene had not lasted for even a second

However
I can probably recall that posture vividly even after I fall into Hell

The side of the face that was tilted backward ever so slightly
A calm and solemn pupil with thh sacred colour of jade
Time in that instance became eternity
Symbolized by her blue green clothes swaying with the winds

----Only a few dark greenish lights shot in the warehouse
With threads of hair like golden sand, moistened by the moonlight

[----]

(POV of Tohsaka Rin)

......I saw someone whom I cherished very much.
Very tall, with a chiseled face, and had never spoke a jest
He gently stroked my hair
No, not exactly-
He didn't know his own strength, he was grabbing my head and roving around rather than stroking
It couldn't be any other way
Because this was the first time that man ever stroked my hair

"Then I will be leaving. You know the rest, right"

I turned to face his deep voice, answered politely with a yes
The man who stroked my hair nodded, and removed the hand

......And so, that was it
If I knew that was to be our last encounter, I would definitely have used the jokes I treasured to make him laugh
It was to lift the stern expression from his face one day, that I practiced making jokes over and over all by myself
In the end, not even once did I use them. It's pretty depressing if you think about it

"Before you are full-grown, let the Association take care of you. I'll leave the rest to your own judgement. If it's you, you should be fine even by yourself."

The way spoke probably meant that he was worried after all.
The heirloom gems, the gems passed down from the Grand Master, the ways to manage the underground chamber-
With the way he named each item one by one and talked about the things he never taught me, even a child would realize

---that this man will probably never return

......A war broke out
Not a war among states, but a war among individuals
There were seven participants fighting each other
Even though war may not be a suitable title
if those involved were Mages, it becomes whole new story.
Seven Mages from different clans, competing with each other for reasons unknown to me, were cruelly murdering one another with ways I could not fathom

Among them, was this man before my eyes
Therefore, this man was also in a position to kill or be killed one day
The time of war was drawing near, that man should have understood better than I

"Rin, one day the Holy Grail will appear. To obtain it is the responsibility of the Tohsakas, and more importantly---if you want to be a Mage, it becomes an unavoidable path."

Once again
He stroked my hair, and then the man left

That was the last----
As a master who did not return after joining the Grail War, the last appearance of the man, who was both a master and a father

"Godspeed, father"

I saw him off politely
Although I nearly broke down, the tears would never flow

I loved that man
He was an excellent father and an excellent Mage
Mages are nothing but a bunch bigots, but he was different
In the world of Mages, there is no one as outstanding as him
He taught me as a master, and loved me as a father
Therefore, I decided
I am going to use the things that man left me to choose my own path

----Rin, one day the Holy Grail will appear. To obtain it is the responsibility of the Tohsakas, and more importantly---if you want to be a Mage, that's an unavoidable path----

He left with those words not as my father, but as a Mage
Which is why, I decided my path in that instant

"----Right. First, let's work hard to become a Mage who does not depend on anyone else---"

It's only natural for an apprentice to follow the instructions of the master
Since then, after experiencing many things, I grew up as Rin Tohsaka

Ten years had passed since the winter father joined the war
Although I did not anxiously await this moment, I could not help but get excited
But of course
the event that never left my mind in the past ten years, was to start again----

[----]

"..................Hm"
Something is making noise
Ring. Ring
"............Shut up. Stop it"
The noise does not stop
But rather, the ringing went on and on, as if it had some sort of grudge against me

"......what, really......I stayed up really late last night, just a bit more......"
A bit more sleep should be alright
No, it's definitely alright
I stayed up till morning to decipher the will of my father, and had expended a considerable amount of mana.
Meaning I'm completely exhausted, both mentally and physically

"......Aah, really----stubborn guy"
Ring. Ring. Ring. Ring
Granted the alarm clock cannot understand the tone of human language
But the 'ring, ring' sounds just like "Almost late, almost late"
There must be some kind of bizarre mechanism involved in this

"......Tardiness......Tardiness is terrible......"
But it also depends on the circumstances
Even for an excellent student, it should be fine to arrive at school near the line of tardiness today

"......Right right......the alarm clock is delayed for an extra thirty minutes, so it should be okay to sleep for another thirty minutes......"
----Hm?
Something, doesn't seem right?
"......Delayed, thirty minutes......"
I look at the alarm clock with sleepy eyes
The alarm clock is clearly pointing at seven
I normally wake up at six-thirty, so the thirty minutes placed in advance is completely wasted
......Why does my reasoning ability become so bad when I just awoke?

"...............Mm"
I exchange stares with the alarm clock for a couple seconds
Switching off the alarm clock, I slowly rise from bed

Walking along the icy cold corridor, to the icy cold living room
It is the last seven o'clock in the morning of January
Even though Fuyuki City is still warm in the winter climate, this morning is as cold as anytime else.

"......Heating, heating......"
Turn on the heating, I walk toward the bathroom
It's times like this, living alone becomes inconvenient
If there was someone else to wake up earlier than myself, then this living room would probably be filled with warm air by now

Washing my face in the bathroom
Brushing the long hair, freshing up a bit
Cold winter, cold bathroom
The only good thing about all of these, is that the coldness forces the drowsiness away

Shh, the ribbon on the collar is tied up
And then it's just eating breakfast and going to school
Looking at the clock which just passed seven

"Come on, there is no need to run"
But such a thing as running to school, is a unbearable sight that is something I refuse to do
Being relaxed and graceful constantly, is the tradition of the Tohsaka family

Since we still continue with this kind of family tradition, the ancestors of our family must have been from upper class
In these days, to still own a mansion is the solid proof of that, in addition, the Tohsaka family hails a lineage of Mages that carry on the practice of Sorcery
Talk about ancient, it certainly has an ancient history

"......Oh well, that is not something to be proud anyway"
It is more like something that can't be publicized so casually

---I, Rin Tohsaka, am, as a matter of fact, a Magus---

Whom can I show off to with that title?

Speaking of 'magic', it literally means 'magic'
Like "pain, pain, go away" or "abracadabra" for example.
Simply put, it means that there are people who are able to perform miracles by chanting spells

----Ah, although I put it in this way but flying to sky with a broom, or swinging wand to make stars are still impossible

.......Although something similar can be achieved, but no one does it because it's meaningless
Basically, we are the heretics concealed in the world
We are prohibited to stir up any conspicuous business, and even if we have that kind of freedp,0, we'd rather hide in our homes to pour ourselves into magical studies

As a side note, saying that we're Magicians is a big mistake
In truth, there exists only five Magicians in this world today
Things that can not be performed by anyone, things that cannot be achieved by modern science, the existence that can
make miracles in reality, we thereby give him the title of Magician
Something can never be created with time or techniques is called Magic,
and it doesn't matter how mysterious it seems, but if anyone can achieve it through time and technique, it is then called Magecraft

Therefore even I, who is considered supernatural cannot cast Magic, only Magecraft
Even though it's complicated, this is how it was decided

To be honest, the existence of Mages is not accepted by the modern society
Beliefs, exercising, absorbing and other things which are unable to measure, we can not exist mutually with the modern world
However you choose to argue, Magecraft is meaningless
Going to a normal school, and to become normal adult are many times better than learning Magecraft

The technology of humanity is wonderful
In the past hundreds of years, Magecraft has always been chasing after the steps of the civilized world

There is nothing that humans cannot do
The miracles that can only be created through Magecraft in the past had been long since degraded into worthlessness a long time ago

----But, Magecraft has the strength of Magecraft
Like in certain barriers that only science can achieve
There are certain barriers that can only be achieved through supernatural means
If science is running toward the future, then Magecraft is running toward the past, these are the words of the master of the Tohsaka family

He also said, past or future, are both the same in the end. Running toward zero continuously
Let's put aside these difficult words for now. Philosophy should be left to the elderly

After breakfast, I pick up my school bag
"---Right. I must carry the pendant"
Although bringing this kind of thing to school makes me uneasy, but it's also a pity if I just let it waste

"No matter what, this is a gemstone with a hundred years of history, surpassing all the other gemstones in this house"
No, you could even say it came from another dimension
From deciphering the will of father last night, I had retrieved this gemstone, which had stored ten years of worth of magical power for the present me
The rumored heirloom of the Tohsaka family from ancient times, is probably this gemstone

Specializing in the transfer of forces, the Tohsaka Mages transfer their mana into gemstones whenever they have time
Simply put, if oneself is a gun, then the gemstones would be bullets

As for the other thing I inherited from father, it would be the Tohsaka family magical mark carved on my left arm
The magical mark is a proof of the inheritance, comprised of the Magecraft that was passed down from the Tohsaka line.
It's just like a tattoo

"......Although it hasn't begun yet, but there's no such thing as being too careful"
I place the pendant that became Father's memento into my pocket

"This is a last resort. With the mana stored in this, there's nothing that I can't do"
It is seven thirty
It was about time to head out, otherwise I won't be able to make it to school

"Schil ebung.(Lock on) Verfaf ren, Drei(Code 3)"
Enchanting brief yet magical words
As a Mage, one can never lower the security when leaving his base
Although in the past, not even once did thieves, lost children, or wild cat approach us
......No, not even the neighbors never came over to greet us

"......Humph, oh well. This means that even wild cats can't intrude"
I raise my head to look at the mansion I grew accustomed to for the past ten or so years
Fuyuki City is a very strange city, and across from the crossection on the other side of the residential area, there are many Japanese style dojou
On this side however, there are many Western-style houses just like mine

Apparently it is due to the many immigrant families that lived here in the old times, but strangely enough, I never did seen any foreigners
Even if there were foreign cemetery across the river on the side of New City, there are only tombstones of the old immigrant generation

"Is it because of the land?"
Hm, I will just ask the priest next time I visit the church
That priest should know more about these useless things

"----Aah"
Something doesn't feel right, when I went outside

"What's going on, this is a lot quieter than I imagined"
It is very quiet outside, unlike the hustle and bustle in the morning
At around seven thirty, it should be pretty lively with many students going to school, and people heading to work

"......Whatever, there are days like this too, I guess"
Everyone over slept this morning probably
It's especially cold today; anyone would want to stay in bed

"Hm-......but, still"
Anyway, isn't it strange that not even one single student has shown up
Seven thirty is about the time where the uniforms can be seen everywhere
But there's only me who arrives at the school gate, and the morning practice for clubs seemed to have just started
The natural conclusion deduced from these circumstances is----

"Hey, Tohsaka? You are unusually early today"
"......I thought so"
Oh dear, I sigh slightly, turning to the female student called out to me
"Good morning. Today is pretty cold too"
The one that talks in such a frank tone is Mitsuzuri Ayako
A classmate who is also in second year class A, a character with many rumors

"Good morning to you too Mitsuzuri. Let me ask you an irrelevant question: what time is it now?"
"Huh? Isn't it six o'clock. Aren't you awake yet Tohsaka?"

Mitsuzuri's hand fluttered in front of my face, while asking me what's the matter
She is one of the few friends who knows my problem with waking up in the morning
...in other words, she notices that I'm not fully awake yet as of now

"It seems like the clocks in my house have been forwarded by an hour. All of them, it seems. Not just one alarm clock, but even the wall clock has been turned forward"
Seriously, what's going on
Father, was it because of the pendant that was left in the underground chamber that forced the clocks to go haywire......

"Tohsaka?"
"Never mind, nothing important. By the way, do you have morning practice today Mitsuzuri?"
"Yeah. There are many problems inside of the Archery Club. Unfortunately we lost a member. To attract the freshmen in April, we need to look good from the outside at least"

"Is that so. You haven't changed a bit, such a worrywart"
"You are only saying that because it's of no concern to you. Hey, how about you take a detour? The boys will be in good spirits if Tohsaka passes by"
"----Archery club, is it."

I am acquainted with three people in the Archery club.
One is the Mitsuzuri in front of me, and I don't talk to the other two much
But one of those two, is more than just an acquainted of mine
The reason I became a good friend with the archery club president, Mitsuzuri was also because I often watch over the archery range from afar

"Fine with me, since it's not too much trouble, I'll accompany you there. There's nothing to do this early anyway"
"All right. Then let's go at once, hurry up"

One of the trademarks of our school, is the lavish archery range
Was it because the director is really interested in archery? The archery range is so luxurious to the point that it will be a waste if students only use it for club activities.

"Come in, come in. There are still some time before it starts, why not come on in to have a cup of tea, Tohsaka"
I don't know what she is so happy about as Mitsuzuri tugs my hands
Switching to a boyish way of speech when being frank is one of Mitsuzuri's bad habits

Just as Mitsuzuri said, there isn't anyone around in the range yet
We start to prepare the materials needed for today's classes, while drinking Japanese tea that could numb the tongue with heat
A cup of hot tea is actually a good idea, especially in an empty archery range during winter

"So, don't mind me being straightforward, but how are things on your side Tohsaka. It's about time you found someone reliable right?"

It just so happen that there is no one around when Mitsuzuri asks something incredible

"............Hey. Jumping straight to the point so soon. From the way you've said it, I take that you've already found someone?"
"I got nothing to say to you. It's going to be a secret until Tohsaka confesses. So, what about it. Judging from your tiresome expression, do you have someone in mind?"

"I have nothing to say to you either......But you will probably see through me even if I attempt to hide it from you. Unfortunately, I haven't. What about you, Mitsuzuri? Looks like none of us doesn't have much free time right?"

"It's true , but I am also not very smooth as well. Although I can make up for it with some practicing, but there are other things to be concerned with, right? This is about our future, which I'm not going to compromise so easily"
"Humph. Can't you just make up your mind to give in to me?"

"Of course not. To me, the most important thing is defeating you. Losing something or gaining something is only second on my priorities"
He he, Mitsuzuri laughed fearlessly

"----Oh dear. We are alike"
"Hm. I told you that the first time we met right. It is that kind of relationship between you and I."
Oh that's right, she did say that, "You and I, are definitely going to be in a relationship of kill or be killed"
I was seriously startled when she said this to me first time we met

In short, what Mitsuzuri said was, "If we don't compete with one another in every category, there won't be any friendship between us"
I had the same hunch, two years since then, we had always kept this ambiguous relationship, shifting constantly between friends and rivals

"By the way. How did we start this?"
"What do you mean by how? Tohsaka, it was you started it first, it was you who complained about not having a boyfriend, and so we are now competing to see who is able to get a boyfriend before grade 3 first, remember?"
"......Oh-, yeah that's right. It was when we were at odds with each other. I said something like the loser would have to listen to everything the winner says for the whole day"

"Hm. Even though it's a promise that even kids nowadays wouldn't make, but you and I will never going back on our words, am I correct? Whatever the result is, the loser will have to obey the winner. Just thinking about it like this makes me feel excited, and I am looking forward to it"

Mitsuzuri laughed delightfully
Really
From the perspective of one who takes everything seriously, Mitsuzuri Ayako is not a woman you can get along with easily

......But then again, I'm also looking forward to the moment when I defeat Mitsuzuri, the 'can't get along easily part' is the same for me too

"I see. But Mitsuzuri, looking forward to it is fine, but be careful not to mistake the purpose. The condition of the victory isn't only about who is first or last, right?"

"Yeah I know. I need to be faster than Tohsaka, and it has to be a relationship that will make Tohsaka envious from the bottom of her heart for me to call it a complete victory. ...but, here is the most troublesome thing to us now. No matter how great the guy is, it's meaningless if we can't fall in love with him"

Yeah, Mitsuzuri gives out a sigh
As far as I know, Mitsuzuri is rumored to be a man-hater
but, rumors being incorrect are a common occurrence. Since she suggested this competition, maybe she doesn't hate men, it is just that she never took an interest in them

---Hold on, that is beside the point

"Wait a minute. What do you mean by ‘we’? Let me say this before anything else, unlike you, I am not a cold blooded animal. I have no problem with falling in love with a boy"

"Yeah yeah, you lie. Or maybe you just never noticed it. It's definitely impossible for Tohsaka to care about any boy. The amount of confessions you've heard in the past are beyond measure, and never once did you accept, right? If you had at least a bit of interest, you would want to go out with them. But you kept refusing them, meaning that you don't have any interest in boys."

"What a lack of consideration. In a situation like this, it's also possible that I already have someone that I like, and therefore I refused, no?"
"Whoa, what a nice thing to say. That's not bad at all, how romantic of you"

Not taking me for a fool, Mitsuzuri seriously nods her head.
Ayako sighs and says how wonderful it would be if that's really the case
.....I lost
Apparently I really can't hide anything from her

"Yeah. I thought so too"

Oh well, Mitsuzuri was right about me
I myself know how cruel I really am

"I admit, In terms of romance I am still a novice"
" That's right. Tohsaka was the one who said we are alike. ......Ah, it's almost seven. Let's stop our secret conversation now. I don't know when people will come by, and we should act like students in the morning"
"Hey. I am surprised that even Mitsuzuri can act proper. Hm, just this makes waking up early worth it"

"Humph, unlike you who acts proper all the time. My acting, is nothing compared to Tohsaka's. Your fake smile is superior than acting to the level of an alternate personality"
Ayako sighed exaggeratedly.
The hot tea that Ayako made was finished, and it's my turn now to make tea

"Then, why didn't Tohsaka join a club. Don't tell me something like I don't have sport talent or stuff like that. I am still sore from being utterly defeated by you in physical exam last year"

"Well. I did lose to Mitsuzuri in lung capacity. And in terms of weight Mitsuzuri is also heavier"
"Ha ha ha! Hey-, but it's only three kilograms!......Hold on, what's so good about winning you in terms of weight you sneaky fox!"
Bang-, Mitsuzuri slams the desktop hard

"Careful. You will spill the tea Mitsuzuri. You are the president, don't forget to cherish the range"
"Shut up, other than being the president I am also the rival of Tohsaka, and that comes first. It's okay to be a little harsher on you when other members aren't around"

Mitsuzuri glances over here with half closed eyes, making dissatisfied noises
......This woman possesses a unique charm, often saying, "Beauty must learn martial arts"

The one who says this is indeed a master of numerous forms of martial arts
Just after joining the archery club, the only thing she hasn't learned yet, already she has become the president
Disregarding gender, she is probably one of the top three people you must never disobey in our school

"Oh no. Not a president when members are not presented, that's a very problematic thing to state isn't it?"
"How is that problematic? I am only a president in name, and my only duty is to punish the trouble making members. Since there is someone who can shoot better than I do, there really isn't any honor in being the president"

"Really? Fujimura-sensei once said Mitsuzuri's skills are top notch."
"Hm......coming from that person, it does make me feel a bit more confident. Whatever, it's useless to think about someone who is gone. True, if Fujimura-sensei really said that, then I can't take the position of president lightly anymore"

"Yep. Speaking of which, it's about time for the other members to arrive. I should be on my way. Please be an excellent president, Mitsuzuri"
"What, you're not watching the practice?"
"I don't understand it anyway. Watching it from a distant is OK, and shouldn't an outsider be barred from staying in the range"

Then I stand up, about the same time, people begin to come in the range
"Morning, president"
"Ah, good morning Matou. Are you by yourself this morning?"
"......Yes. Unfortunately I couldn't be of any help, I'm very sorry"
"Oh, it's OK it's OK. If the man himself says he doesn't want to pick up bow again, it's useless to force him"
Ayako talks to the member coming in

"Then, I will be on my way now. Later, Mitsuzuri"
"Ah. Later, Tohsaka"
"......Thanks for the hard work, Tohsaka-senpai"
"----Thank you. Good luck to you too, Sakura"

In order to not disturbing practices, I left the range

"Hey Tohsaka. Good morning, I am so lucky to have met you this morning"

Bad luck, it's someone I really didn't want to meet

"Good morning, Matou. You're early today"
"Of course. Being the president, I should set a good example for the freshmen, right"
The student who is laughing happily is Matou Shinji from second year class C
Vice president of the archery club, a pretty boy who is idolized by two tenths of the female population in school

Indeed his looks are not bad, on top of that he also has excellent grades, very nice and know how to pamper a girl, somewhat like an idol in short
I still don't really understand that part of him, as I heard all these from my classmates

"Is that so. Sorry to interrupt when you're this happy, however you forgot one word Matou. I think it's best not to forget such a significant word"
"? Forgot a word? What is it?"
"Vice as in advice, vice president. Please take notice of this. Although there isn't that much of a difference between a president and a vice, but it will give people the wrong idea, right?"

"----. That's true, I will be careful from now on. Thanks, Tohsaka"
"Nothing worth of mentioning. Oh well, what Matou wants to think is none of my business"
I say that I will be on my way, and just as I'm leaving the range

"Hold on. You are here to watch right? Why don't you come inside? If it's Tohsaka, I will be more than welcome"
"I refuse. I don't want to disturb the others' morning practice"
"Don't concern yourself about with that kind of thing. If someone doesn't like the idea, I will just kick him out, just come in for a short while"
"......I already said I don't want to bother you. And I am not interested in archery. What's the point of looking at some strangers shooting arrows?"

"? So Tohsaka, you're not interested in archery. ......Hey. So the reason that you stay behind after school to watch from a distance is because of"
......
I have no idea what is he trying to say, but it seems like he has some big misunderstanding

"---What. So you knew, Matou"
"Ah, our eyes often meet one another, I mean, Tohsaka's and mine. After shooting arrows when it's time to imagine the target, Tohsaka would look at me. Even though I wanted to reply, but there are rules after all. Can't yell on the range"

I don't know what is he so happy about, Shinji suddenly approaches me
A friendly smile, with a subtle hint of superiority

"I was seriously mistaken. I thought that Tohsaka loves archery. But apparently you don't? So, why was Tohsaka looking at the range then"

"--------"
Oh, so that's how it is
I understand now, the conversation earlier did sound like this

"Can you stand over there, Matou. I don't enjoy the closeness"
"Huh? What was that, Tohsaka?"

"I am speechless, you still don't get it. ...I don't want to waste time, but I can't help it. Let me put it this way, so that even you can understand. Listen up Matou. What I am saying is that, compared to archery, I am even less interested in you. Actually, it was only a moment ago that I just realized you were in the archery range, and I probably won't pay any attention to you in the future"

"---What, what......!"
Did I anger him, as he thrust out his hand violently
I dodge it easily before turning around to leave

"Then, I will get going Matou. It's okay to be a little over-egotistic, but there should be a limit to that even so"
"Tohsaka, why you little......!"
Shinji sounds as if he wanted to say something more, but he just stands there silently

......Seriously, it was only his looks
If this guy could work on his personality a bit harder, then the people around him wouldn't have to be so troubled

[----]

I walk away from the archery range on the campus, before arriving at the school building
It's already past seven, but there is still very little students in the hallway

"Hey, it's Tohsaka-"
"---.Good morning, Fujimura-sensei"
"Hm, good morning Tohsaka. Your teacher is very happy because of your proper greeting"

The mysterious woman who acts as if she's going to break to tears
......It is hard to believe that this character whose amiability and easy-going nature far exceeds that of commoners, is a teacher of our school

"......About that, sensei. You mean there are other kinds of greeting beside this one?"
"That's right. Although the freshmen greet me properly, the upperclassmen never seem to greet people with their last names. Don't pick up from those guys, Tohsaka."

"----Oh. I don't really understand, but I won't do anything rude to teachers."
"Very good, very good. Ah-h, now if everyone was like Tohsaka-"

Fujimura-sensei bid me goodbye, before taking off while waving her hands
Fortunately, I don't have Fujimura-sensei as my homeroom teacher
Fujimura-sensei teaches English
Even with such a carefree face, her Kendo skill is that of a dan, and she was addressed as the 'Tiger of Fuyuki' with respect and admiration in her school days

......But that rumor itself is quite mysterious
Generally, wouldn't people fear instead of admiring someone who is nicknamed tiger?
Fujimura-sensei looks like she's in a good mood, walking towards the range merrily
For some reason or another, Fujimura-sensei is the adviser of Archery Club, and not Kendo

It's right before seven thirty
You can still see students working on morning exercises on campus, but no one is in the buildings
Even though

"----Ugh, Tohsaka"

I meet someone who will immediately make impolite comments just from seeing others' faces

"Oh student president. You're already roaming around campus this early? Or are you checking every club room respectively? Either way, you are still so hard working"
"Humph---You are one to talk. What are you doing here so early, since you don't even participate in any club?"
"No particular reason, I just felt like it. I'm different from the early birds in the house of Ryudo after all"

".................."
The handsome face of the president of student council twitches
For some reason, he seems to treat me as though I'm an enemy
I really don't have any clue why though
......Don't tell me it's because I interrupted the graduation trip discussion with 'Temples are boring, so let's not go there'

"............A question if you will. Have you been staying late in the school recently, Tohsaka?"
"Not at all. Ryudo should know that I'm in the 'Going home after school' club, right"
"Of course. Since I was entrusted with the position of the president of student council, it's my responsibility to know all information regarding students in this school"

"Is that so? Then there's no point for you to ask me that. Regardless of what reason you asked me, but is it really okay to pass the duties of student council to some outsider like me? Please gather information yourself. Don't beg an outsider like me to do it"
"Imbecile, how are you an outsider! Do you believe that I am unaware of what your coercion of our secretary to do your dirty work, you tramp!"

"Oh no, you're making it sound so wrong. I only asked Mitsuzuri to reveal the records of club budget distribution. I investigated what everyone spent their money on, thus I think it's a reasonable action for a student"
"......Really now? So do you think that making our secretary ask for a whole week of time off because of a mental breakdown is considered reasonable? Your morality is still as extraordinary as ever"

"The same goes for you. Please supervise your subordinates properly. It's unfair to only favor culture-related clubs"
"I know. That's why I've been wanting to correct that by my own hands----"

"Issei, I am done fixing"

----All of a sudden
This guy appears out of nowhere

"Ah, excuse me. Sorry I had to let Emiya do all the work, even though I was the one that asked you to do this in the first place. Please forgive me"
"Don't mention it. So, where's the next one. We're running out of time"
"Aah, next one is in the multi-media room. Apparently it's not functioning the way it should be for a while now, and this time it finally went dead all together"

"If it's already dead, then there's no way I can fix it. It would be better if you just bought another one"
"......That's true, but just help me out a little. Although it looks like its near the brink of death to me, but maybe if you took a look at it instead, it would just be faking it "
"Is that so? Let me give it a try then"

The president of the student council is hurried by the male student
"--------"
I can't say anything, because my line of thought was interrupted suddenly

The guy who is holding a wrench or screw driver turns around as if he just suddenly remembered something
"You're early today, Tohsaka"

Then he simply walk away without a further word

......That was a greeting, right
The student president was urged by the student named Emiya, and both left quickly
Emiya, should be the Emiya Shirou from second year class C

"......That's no big deal"
But, how should I put this
I am wondering whether a guy goes so well with a wrench is supposed to be dangerous or convenient

Seven thirty in the morning, and still there's nobody in the classroom of second year class A
"Can't help it. Let me go over the materials"
I'm in my seat, opening the question booklet for mathematics
Thirty minutes till homeroom, and I have nothing to do except studying until classmates start to show up

[----]

By the end of the fourth period, the classroom livens up for the coming lunch break
Our school has a cafeteria, so there's only about half of the students left inside the classroom

As a side note, the majority of the students left behind are girls
Because the meals prepared by our cafeteria taste very plain, they are not popular among the girls, so

"Toh, Tohsaka......! Can, can we have lunch together......!"

Consequently, girlfriends having their bento together are very intimate

"Thank you Saegusa. But I can't, since I have to go to cafeteria today. As I overslept this morning, I didn't have time to prepare a bento"
"Ah, not at all, it's fine. ......I'm sorry, I didn't know about this and called out to you. I said something unnecessary"

Saegusa looks like she feels really bad, and becomes dispirited suddenly
Saegusa is especially well-behaved, even compared to the many well-behaved and elegant students of class A, she really cares about my feelings for some reason

"It's certainly not something unnecessary. Today is just a rare occasion, so don't be bother with it. If you don't mind, you could ask me again tomorrow"
I reply with a smile from the bottom of my heart

"Ye, Yes. But, I never imagined that even Tohsaka can oversleep"
Was it because of my smile that put her mind into ease, because Saegusa replied with a very adorable smile

That smile is so adorable
Saegusa might not be the prettiest girl around, but her smile alone can warm up the people around her

"It's true. Not many people know about it, but I am actually a sleepyhead. The reason why I didn't join any of the clubs is also because I can't wake up in the morning"
Aw, I wonder how Saegusa's astonished expression can be so graceful as well
Even though that reaction made me feel wonderful, I can't just continue to talk like this
If I talk to these kind of people for too long, I will show my true colours anytime now

"Then I will be off to cafeteria. Please enjoy your meal, Saegusa"
"Yes, you too, Tohsaka"
Chuckling with a sense of elegance while waving her hand at me, Saegusa returns to her friends' side

The ones having lunch together are Makidera and Himuro
By the way, Saegusa is the manager of the track team
While Makidera and Himuro are the stars of track team
Makidera is a poor companion who often goes shopping with me in the holidays, but I am not familiar with Himuro

"Aw, she broke up with you, Yukika. I told you Tohsaka wouldn't have a bento. If you want to invite her, you have to go so far as to prepare lunch for her-"
"......Maki. So we will just have to go to cafeteria as well, right?"

"No, no way. Cafeteria is too small; there aren’t enough seats for bento group. Plus, try sitting with Tohsaka; the staring boys' are really annoying. Last holiday, when the two of us went out for fun, that girl took all the advantages. So troublesome-, what a boasting superficial teacher’s pet"

Standing besides Saegusa's table, Makidera is casually giving out criticism
Contrary to that spoiled mouth, she is a traditional Japanese beauty who matches kimono perfectly

"......Maki. Your bad mouthing seems to have been overheard by Ms. Tohsaka"
On the other hand, the indifferent attitude of Himuro is completely opposite of Makidera

"Ah, oops, Tohsaka overheard? Ouch, is she staring at me......?"
"Uh......I, I don't think Tohsaka is staring at Maki-chan"

"She is staring alright. She is most scary when she smiles. Come on-, it’s only a little of complaining. Lighten up will you, my dealings with Tohsaka have been good thus far. Look, I even treated you to taiyaki"
Puffing up her cheeks, Makidera Kaede rolls the chopsticks
Who would’ve ever guessed that her hobby is collecting wind chimes, this world is a little bit too complicated for me

......Forget it, it's impolite to Saegusa if I just keep staring at the trio
Saegusa is in a fluster before the whining and grumbling Makidera

"Everthing is fine, Saegusa. Well, Makidera? It was I who treated you, not the other way around. Also, it was creperie, not taiyaki. Would you please consider changing your bad habit of altering facts unconsciously next time?"
"Ugh. What a scary smile"
Makidera quickly hides her face behind the cover of her bento
After bidding the mismatched trio good bye, I leave the room


Click, I close the door to the classroom
......and all of a sudden

"Pfft--. What the-, what's the difference between taiyaki and creperie anyway?! Both of them are wrapped with some sweet dough-"

Makidera just uttered something incredibly unladylike

"......tai, taiyaki is the same as creperie......!?"
Is that person really a girl, are they the same just because they taste sweet?
To consider a 500 yen creperie from Fleur to be the same as an 80 yen taiyaki from Edomae-ya, from all aspects, that must be some enviable sense of taste
Darn it, Mikidera Kaede, if that's the case I could have saved 420 yen to deal with you......!

"............Why am I lamenting over this for"
It seems like the fatigue from yesterday has not completely gone yet
Having a meal in the cafeteria is just too much trouble, so I will just buy some bread and a drink from school canteen and eat on the roof

"First thing’s first. Lunch time"
I take in the tomato sandwich and hot lemonade bought from the canteen
It’s nothing fancy, but since I can have my meal with ease on the roof top, everything just tastes better

"-----Phew"
After the sandwich, I moist my lips with warm lemonade
......I feel a bit tired
To be a straight-A student while making an effort to avoid socializing with others at the same time, the balance between these two is really difficult to grasp

To keep up the image of an all-around, top student in school is my weakness, and conviction
If I want to be a student, then I will have be the most outstanding one, not to sully the reputation of the Tohsakas
Tohsaka Rin is going to be the most perfect, spotless schoolgirl no matter what

However, I also have a dangerous occupation as a Mage at the same time, so it's best not to mingle with ordinary crowd too much
If a Mage's identify is found out by a commoner, then he would have no choice but to erase the witness in order to protect himself
......That's not what I want
So naturally, I only befriend others on the surface

The friend that I go out with, Makidera, only meets me on the holidays, I also have to refuse the invitations from good-natured people like Saegusa
Being the best student in school, while at the same time, trying not to become a close friend to others, while leading a life without causing any trouble
When I'm exhausted like the way I’m now, it becomes a boredom

"Well, time is almost up"
I finish drinking my hot lemonade and stand up
That’s enough of time to be immersed in depression, so let's return to the normal Tohsaka Rin after I step down stairs----

[----]

"And that concludes our Homeroom period. Students on duty, please make sure to check the classroom journal and lock the door. Students without any club activities are advised to go home immediately"

After sprouting out the usual lines, the homeroom teacher of second year class A leaves
As far as I know, that sentence hasn't changed a bit for the last past year or so

"Tohsaka, are you going home today?"
"Yeah. I got into some trouble with Matou this morning, so I want to leave before he comes to annoy me again"
"Heh, I thought so, since that Matou was especially irritable today. I had suspected that you gave him a piece of your mind"
"I see. Sorry to bother you, Mitsuzuri"
"Not at all. Matou is always picking on the lower classmen. This should be a great lesson for him"

"Is that so? Great then, I’ll be counting on you next time"
"Sure of course. If it doesn't bother you too much, please drop by again"

There is nowhere else to go for me to go, and I quickly made way home
Although I still have unfinished business within both the Archery Club and the Student Council, I don't have the time right now to deal with them this couple of days
Once I’m out of school, my mask as Tohsaka Rin, ‘The Student’ is over

And for the rest of the day, I will no longer play that character
Because I’ve already donned the mask of a Magus from the noble House of Tohsaka---

The only thing that welcomes me home is the flashing light on my answering machine

"---How odd, there is a new message. And from......is it you, Kirei?"

I can already guess what he is going to say, but the consequences of ignoring his message are frightening
Pushing the play button, a familiar voice of a man spreads out from the machine

'It's me. I think you might already know this, but the deadline is tomorrow, Rin. I will be in trouble if you take too long to decide. Presently, there are still two places left. So you don't hurry, you won't be able to become a Master"

Straight to the point it seems, that priest is still merciless as ever

'If you wish to give up, contact me before the day ends. It will take some time to send for a substitute Magus’

Liar. You are capable of taking care of such matters with little hassle

'You already possess the holy mark, so summon your servant and gain the command spells as soon as possible. However, if you do not wish to participate in the Holy Grail War, well that’s another matter then. Come to the church in that case, if you treasure your life"

The message abruptly ends
......It was too concise if you think about it
If you wish to participate, then have everything ready by today. Or else, you might as well quit already.

"......Humph. I already know that even without you telling me"
Forget it, I’ve no other choice
My delay ends today either way
Fortunately, I had already deciphered father's will yesterday
My preparations for the War have been completed as well

The very last thing left is, yes---quite literally, obtaining the qualification to join this War----

"The Holy Grail War...killing one another for the one and only Holy Grail. The ceremony of Holy Grail passed down from a few hundred years ago, that so......"

The Mages who join this Grail War will be entitled as Masters
This is not a title of social standing, but rather a indication of the role of a ‘Host’

There is a certain condition in order to participate in Holy Grail War
That is to summon the familiars known as Servants, and make a contract with them
But no matter how powerful a Magus might be, so long as the Servant refuses to obey him, he will still not be recognized as a Master

There is an obvious distinction between the Servants and ordinary familiars
The ways of summoning and binding them are distinctive as well
Although the Mages that join the War are supposed to have a medium to summon a servant......

"......Really now, if only Father had left something in relation to Saber"

I do not have the item that represents that "relation"
Servants are summoned
If I wanted to, I could summon them now and make a contract right away
The spiritual land of this city belongs to the jurisdiction of the Tohsaka family
As the heir of House Tohsaka which had watched over this land from generation to generation, there is no way I could afford to be slower than the Mages from other places

Perhaps not slow......but how should I put this, ships shouldn't be out on the sea without a compass, or there is a limit to how far one can go without a plan
"......Servants will be bound to a symbolic item. And in order to summon a powerful Servant, having their possessions is a absolute necessity, yeah......"
In other words, swords, armors, emblems, or extremely expensive things like bones that once belonged to the Servants

"......I was hope something in father's will would......Hold on, this is also a very powerful trump card"
The pendant that I recovered from the underground cellar yesterday is considered to be the greatest item among the ancient ruins
This is very powerful
But
however powerful it may be, it will not help in the summoning of a Servant

"......Humph. It doesn't matter; there are other methods besides using those. And there isn't anyone else who is appropriate to become the Master of Saber"

---Okay, it's decided then
I am not going to idle any longer so as not to let Kirei nag at me. Even now at this point in time, our personalities just can't seem to get along

From here on now, it’s going to be the real thing
I am going to be in my best condition when I summon a Servant tonight, and I will take Saber by force if necessary......!

[----]

It is late at night
The clock’s hand is nearly pointing at two o'clock
This will be the most favorable time for me to act
Because I will be at the height of my power at precisely two o'clock
Since this is the first and last opportunity I’ll have to be at my best, I can't afford to make even the slightest of mistakes

"---The retreat within the elimination, carve the four seals of retreat to circle the seals of summon, okay"

I carve the magic seals on the floor of the underground chamber
......In reality however, there isn’t a need for the ritual to be this large
Servants are beings called forth by the Holy Grail
The most important task for a Master to do is to make a contact and bind them, and thereafter, to provide enough mana for its materialization, the actual summoning is the Holy Grail’s doing.

"Pure silver and iron. The grand duke that made a contract with the cornerstone. Our ancestor that is the grand master Zelretch. Walls that block the flow of the winds, closing the doors to the four directions, reincarnation from the crown of king, arriving at the three-fork road to the kingdom"

And even so, I must proceed with great caution and effort
The seal that was supposed to be drawn in blood, I’ve instead drawn with molten gems
......In doing so, I’ve used over half of the gems I saved up in the past, so I am not allowed to fail in a financial sense as well

"Seal. Seal. Seal. Seal. Seal. Repeat five times. However, the carve that is broken yet full"

......Two o'clock is drawing near
I finish drawing the summoning seal that had been passed down from the Tohsaka line, and I prepare to confront it with my soul

"-----An fang(Setting)"

I turned on that which is inside my body, the switch that has no shape
Click, it feels like the insides of my body has come alive for the first time
Converting my nervous system into a circuit that transfers mana

Thus I, Tohsaka Rin, would no longer be human
Only reduced to a mere mechanical object that fulfills a mystical purpose

......It starts to melt from the tips of my fingers
No, it is starting to fill me from the tips of my fingers
The absorbing mana is so dense to the point that it supercedes the feeling of my own body

Hence, I am made complete, yet broken

"------------"
The power that flows throughout my body, is the pure mana that is within the air
I, who became a circuit, is absorbing this power, to do nothing but transform it into a different kind of power
The body of a Mage is nothing but a circuit

The circuit that connects the Ether and the material plane
The occult that produces this result, we dub as Magecraft

......My body feels hot

As if an illusion of horns are growing out of my forehead
As if an illusion of wings are stretching out of my back
As if an illusion of scales are growing out of my hands
As if an illusion of water is rising up to my ankles

......I’m dripping with sweat
My body feels as if it was being stabbed repeatedly from within

This is the stigmata created by the part of me that is still human, disgusted with the part of me that had changed into a circuit
Even being an outstanding Magus, a mortal will still be mortal
This is the pain that will always exist, as long as you cast Magecraft with a mortal body

However I cannot allow the incantation to slow down
At the height of this pain, one’s purpose is to create "bonds" to the abyss of ecstasy

"------------"

......The pain throbs in my left arm
The magical mark, in order to assist me in the casting, has begun to chant by itself, steadily eroding itself into my nerves

The impressive power I’ve absorbed is now coursing through my veins
If Mana is burning hot lead, then the moving magical mark would be like a crown of thorns

The mystical energy is like a centipede with its poisonous bites, crawling back and forth inside my body

"------------"
The pain causes me to forget about my own existence

And at the same time, for this reason, the results start to show

My sense of hearing becomes very sharp, so much that I could hear the ticking sounds of the clock in the living room
Ten seconds till two o'clock
My body is filled with power, with no gap left void

"--------I announce"

Time to start
I transformed the mana I had absorbed into energy for "solidifying"
Finally, there is only one thing left to do
And that is to pour the rest of the magical power into this so-called engine to make it run, until there is not a ounce left in this body----

"----I announce. Thy body is under my control, and my fate is on top of thy sword. If you follow the lodge for returning of this Holy Grail, obey this will, this principle, then answer me"

My vision is gone
My eyes cannot comprehend the Fifth element

Thus, in order not to be ruined, they cease functioning

"I hereby make a vow. I am the one who will achieve all the deeds of this world, I am the one who will convey all the malice of this world. Intertwined with thy three Arch Spirits of Words for seven days, come forth the Protector of Libra the Scale, from the Wheels of Restrain---!"

Flawless......!
This is almost like catching a whale with a fishing rod, too perfect!

"---Perfect......! I will definitely get the strongest Servant......!"

Oh come on, my sight is returning too slowly
Once my sight returns after a few seconds, then the one who appears before me would be my summoned servant----

----Nothing

"What......?"
Just nothing
There’s not even the slightest change anywhere
There are so many Fifth elements still fluttering in the air, but there is not a single hint of materialization around

And on top of that
There are sounds of an explosion coming from the direction of the living room

"What's going on-----!?"

I ran
With my head still blank
Climbing up the stairs of the underground chamber and running toward the living room

"The door is stuck!?"

The door is crooked
There is no point in turning the handle
Since I can't open it with pushing or pulling

"---Aah seriously, don't get in my way......!"

Boom, I knock the door down with a kick and enter the living room

"............"
Afterwards
Upon entering the living room, everything seems clear to me

----

The living room is in a mess
Bits and pieces of the ceiling are dropping down, and there is rubble everywhere, along with a man who arrogantly crosses his legs
"..............."
That man must be the culprit for all of this

"..............."
But more importantly
The wall clock that had avoided destruction is displaying the correct time
......Which reminds me
Hm, oh right. All the clocks at home were an hour faster today
Which basically means that it is now only one o'clock in the morning
An entire hour before I’m at my max

"............I messed up again"

While I’m capable of doing many things that normal people can do most of the time, I seem to have a hereditary curse
That is I will do something incredibly stupid at the most crucial time---

"......There is nothing I can do about it now. Other than to reflect upon it"
I am angered at my own stupidity
While I simmer, I glare at the arrogant man who just reclines back

"So. Who are you?"
"Is that the first sentence came out of your mouth? Seems to me that I’ve been dragged here by some amazing Master"
The guy in the red coat, mumbling a complaint, lowers his head exaggeratedly
He even had the audacity to mutter 'what a terrible bad luck' to himself
......I can say for sure
This guy, definitely has a bad personality

"------"
Anyway, is this a Servant
I always assumed that as it is a familiar, it should be shapeless, but this looks just like a human being

......No, that isn’t right
Even just by looking, you could tell that he possesses a great amount of mana
I shouldn’t be confused by his appearance
The being before me definitely far more superior to a human; a 'soul of the dead' that reached the realm of spirits with a mortal body

"------"
I can't be overwhelmed by his imposing manner
He is mine
Now would be a good time to brainwash him

"---Just to make sure, you are my Servant, correct?"
"That is what I wanted to ask. Are you my Master? This is the first time I've seen such a barbaric summoning, so I’m still confused to be honest"

"This was my first time too. And I absolutely refuse to dignify that statement with a response"
"......Is that so? But when I was summoned, you weren't in front of me. Can you explain to me why?"
"Are you serious? It’s not as if you’re some baby that can only recognize their master when he first open their eyes, so stop kidding me"

The unnamed Servant raises his eyebrows
Was he dissatisfied with my words, or admiring them because they were completely correct? A curious response in either case.

"Never mind then. My only question remains; are you not somebody else's Servant, but mine alone? If that isn’t answered first, I won’t feel obliged to entertain any more questions"
"......So putting aside the summoning failure. At this point in time, I think there is a lot more that we can talk about"

"Nope. Mastership should be the first thing to be resolved"
"----Humph"
The Servant raises his eyebrows
Was it because of the incomplete summoning, since this guy doesn't even try to hide his dissatisfaction

"Humph. Confirming the mastership, huh? Even if you made a lot of mistakes, and seem to have a knack for talking---Ah, I agree to your suggestion then. If we cannot confirm who is stronger, and who is weaker, then there would be a problem in getting along with each other”
Still leaning back onto the rubble, the Servant gives me a strange look

"Which side is weaker......?"
"Aah. I am also a Servant, and since I am summoned by you I will acknowledge our Master-Servant relation. But, that's only on the contract. Which side is superior, to determine whether someone is worthy to be my partner is another story.---Well. On that note, do you have what it takes to be my Master, Miss"

The Servant laughs with sarcasm in his voice
Wrecking somebody's house, and then acting as if he's royalty or something, are already good enough reasons to get me into a really bad mood, and now he even dares to question my qualification to be a Master......!?

"---I am not asking for your opinion. My question remains, are you my Servant?"
I speak every word with clarity and glare at him
How can I possibly lose to a person who looks down on me?

"Oh. So that's the case, there is no need to answer an obvious question like that, yes? Such bravery. If its the attitude only, you are indeed an amazing Master---"
"I. said. don't misinterpret my question......! It is the duty of a summoner to ask for confirmation. Now answer me, are you my Servant......!?"
Expecting that kind of answer, I yell and take a step forward

"----Ugh. What a stubborn young lady, there's no way to continue the topic then. ......No way around it.
If I am indeed your Servant. Then, are you my Master? Of course, this is just hypothetical"

"Of-of course......! Since you are the Servant summoned by me, who else can be your Master besides me......!?"
I am trying as hard as I can to cool down my nearly exploding temper, and while staring at this insolent person

"Oh. If that's the case, since it's only a hypothesis, let's first pretend that it is indeed that way. So, where is the evidence that you are my Master?"
The servant is laughing with sarcasm, and saying some nonsensical
This guy must think that he can make me panic with this so-called proof of a Master

"It's right here. The proof of being your Master is this, right"
"What?"
I let him look at the command spells etched on the back of my right hand
Humph, now he can't consider me ignorant anymore
I heard many things regarding Masters from father, and of course among them are the command spells as well

"Do you understand now? Have you any other complaint?"
I stick out my proof as a Master, my face smug
The Servant who is reclining on the rubble has his eyes wide open in disbelief
"......Ugh. I can't take this anymore, are you really serious, Miss?"
In an instant, his face darkens with even more dissatisfaction

"I-I am serious, what's wrong with it?"
"Your ideas. Does having a command spell make you a Master? Command spells are merely tools to bind a Servant. What a pain, so typical of a Master to display things that are considered only formality. What I want to know is, are you really deserving of my loyalty?"

"Uh----huh"
That, that is correct as well---but when someone mentions the proof of Master, it is natural for people to assume that it is the command spells

"......So what now? Are you saying I am not qualified to be a Master?"
"How I wish it were so, but no. Since you have the command spells, my summoner must be you. ......Though it’s quite hard for me to believe, but it seems that you truly are my master"
He sighs, the Servant shrugging his shoulders in an exaggerated manner

".................."
---Oh no
My boiling point is too low, there is no chance to cool it off

"Oh well, though I’m not content with this, I’ll have to accept it regardless. In short, you are my Master. However, I’ve my own set of conditions. First of all, I am not going to follow your orders in the future. I will be calling the shots in combat, and you can just follow my lead. This is my best offer to you. No objections, Miss?"

"--------"
Ah-, Father, I cannot go on like this
I’m almost at my limit

"......Is that so? Though you’re not content with this arrangement and yet you still concede, but then again you won't follow my orders, what is the meaning of this?! You are my servant, correct?"
I ask him with a voice trembling with anger
Including the conversation about command spells, this is my last warning before I reach my tolerance

Then
"Aah, it's only formality anyway. Of course I will obey you formally. But combat is my own business. You can hide in the underground chamber of this house and stay there until the Holy Grail War ends. That way even an amateur like you can manage to stay alive"

He tells me with a scornful expression in his eyes that does not hold nor place any faith in me

"----"
"Hm, are you angry? Oh, but of course I will still respect your position. After all, I am summoned so that my Master can win. My victory is yours, and all the spoils of war will belong to you too. Now you don't have any complaints, right?"
"--------, Ugh"

"You don't know how to use command spells anyway. Oh well, leave the rest is up to me, while you just watch out for your own safety......!?"
"I am angry-----! Since you put it that way, I’m going to use it!"

"----An fang......!(Setting)"
I can’t bear it any longer, I don't have the obligation to be quarrelling with this irritating person......!

"Wha----is that......!?"
"Yes, it is, you impolite fool! Vert rag......! Ein neu er Nagel Ein neu es Gesetz Ein neu es Verbrechen---! (Announce the command spells Obey the rules of Holy Grail To this man, my Servant Enforce the laws of the Commandment"

"Fool............!? Wait, are you serious Master!? Who would use a command spell for such a thing......!"
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:40 am

Prologue

2nd Day

---Holy Grail War
A grand ceremony that's been repeatedly performed since a few hundred years ago
Once you join the war, you have to bet your life on the line and murder the other six for survival

Don't know when did it begin
It's only a legend, there used to be a Holy Grail on the land of Fuyou, many Mages competed with one another in the past
There was only one goal, to obtain the treasure so-called Holy Grail

However, no one can confirm the origin of the Holy Grail
We know this is not the chalice that once held the blood of Chuck Norris, but its awesome power can match that of the legendary Holy Grail easily

There's no doubt
In the legend, Holy Grail can grant any wish

However that ownership is only for one person
One Holy Grail can only grant, one man's wish
But to summon the Holy Grail on this land requires seven Mages

One miracle, and seven assistants

......To put it simply
It was only a matter of time before the war broke out

The beginning was just like all those stories about power struggle
Seven Mages share the power of Holy Grail evenly, compete with one another with Servants

Only one Mage can obtain the Holy Grail
In the end, they treated their old comrades as enemy, and began a miserable slaughter

That is the ceremony namely Holy Grail War, the battle among Mages in order to obtain Holy Grail

A Mage selected by the Holy Grail is entitled Master
Master is able to obtain powerful Servants because of the benevolence act of the Holy Grail

---There are two testaments of Master

Summons a Servant, makes him obey
And restricts the Servant, possesses three command spells

There is no need to talk about the previous
Yesterday......No, more correctly a few hours ago......the summoned Archer became my Servant
The later
The command spells that restrict the Servants must be kept to the end
This is the most important lesson as a Master

Upon summoning Archer, the emblem engrave on my right hand
Is the command spells
The stigmata obtained through Holy Grail, the testament of Masters that appears upon the summoning of a Servant

The engravement that condense formidable magical power, is not eternal, but ephemeral
Just as the pattern suggested, one stroke symbolize one time, it disappears once used
In another word, there are only three chances
Master who lost the three command spells would not be able to make the Servant obey him, and have to face death

......Therefore
Command spells are like one's life, should be treated sincerely until the end
It's really a pain to cast away one command spell this early, but at least it didn't completely go to waster
However you put it, it's no surprise for Servants to betray their Masters at any given time
Fasten a collar around his neck with just one command spell is by mere luck

......Enough highlightings

When seven Servants are gathered, the war will begin
By that time I won't be able to sleep well
I have no idea when will the last Master show up, but it should be soon, so----

[----]

"Hm----it's already, morning......?"
......So tired
I look outside of the window with dizziness, the sun is already out

"......It's already passed nine......this is not a matter of tardiness anymore......"
I look at the alarm clock half asleep, mumbles let's not go to school today, and then nods to myself

"......Body is so heavy......must be at least one half times heavier than usual"
I wake up from bed, breath deeply
......The reason my body is this tired is not because of my problem with waking up in the morning
That Archer mentioned before
Magus who just summoned a Servant cannot move around freely

"----Oh right. I summoned Archer instead of Saber"
Now I recall everything clearly
Of course if it's possible, I don't want to recall this, but even if I refuse, there's still no way to repeat everything again

"......Does it require an entire day for regenerating magical power. Let's try it out today"
I crawl out of my nest slowly
......Battling with the relatively warm air for winter, and the desire to crawl back to my bed
After taking out the temptation of going back to sleep, I make sure there's nothing wrong with me physically in front of a figure mirror. Other than there is only half of the normal magical power flowing inside of my body

"---Anyway, it's impossible to have anything wrong"
In brief, I want to take this chance to confirm the current situation
The Servant I summoned was Archer
An impolite individual that insults his own summoner and Master
And he doesn't even know who he is
......Aw. My head suddenly starts to hurt

"......Is his Noble Phantasm sealed off before he recovers his memories......You can't use it as long as you can't remember what it is"

Granted Servants already are very capable familiars, but the reason why they are the strongest, is because all of them possess a powerful 'last resort'

Unfortunately, Archer said he couldn't remember his last resort

"---Oh well, it's my fault too, just have to think of something"

Unmistakeably, we are both in this together
I can only pray for him to at least organize his distorted memories already, but it doesn't seem to be any time soon

......Honestly
I see so much trouble ahead of us----

[----]

"......Wow. I am impressed"
Living room looks exactly the same as before
I only hoped he could at least tidy up the rubbles, but to recover to this point, I am deeply touched beyond admiration

Maybe that guy did mind what he has done to the living room. Otherwise he wouldn't push it this far
Should I say this is praise-worthy, or he is a really nice guy----

"Sun has been up there for a while now. You are so clumsy"
".................."
I take back my words
There is nothing about this shameless guy worth praising

"---Morning. Aren't you relaxed. Just messing around with other people's living room casually"
"How so, I already stayed over for a night. I can pretty much tell where everything is. Aah, I tidied up the kitchen by the way. I thought it would be a bit more sloppy, but it turned out to be a very well organized kitchen. Very high class for a single unit mansion"

".................."
My head hurts
Why do I have to let a Servant examining my house's arrangement
Aren't Servants a lot that don't think of anything else besides fighting
is this guy really not a defect among Servants

"I see, it seems you are not completely awake yet. Though you were very spirited yesterday, but started to feel weariness after sleeping, right. ---Hm. Drink it if you like black tea"
He figured out my house without my consent
Archer stands up, take out a new tea cup in one smooth motion, brewing black tea that surfaces an elegant red color

"--------"
There are many things I can criticize, but for some inconceivable reason I don't feel like interrupting
Archer's sequence of movements are very well-trained, hm, I guess you can call him agile

"......Whatever. It's true that I am tired, I will drink it all right"
I sit down on a chair
The tea cup is passed over silently, I take a sip

----Ah, so delicious

Of course, this is the spring pick Chinese black tea. The most delicious one of my favorite tea-leaves
I would be angry if it was not brewed properly
Then again, I would be angry if my favorite tea-leaves are brewed without my consent
......Hm
Angry is one thing, but it was brewed so well, I am filled with joy before giving any complaint

"Heh. Heh heh"
"......Hold on. What are you laughing at"
"Nothing, I was waiting for some feedback, but thought there was no point to ask after looking at your expression"
"----!"
Clang, I put down the tea cup on table

"What a shame. It tastes better while it's hot. If you think I am a eyesore, I can just disappear"
"Thanks for the kind welcome, but no thanks. I am not a Master looking for some servant boys to brew tea. You too, don't mind things out of your duty"

"Is that so. True, I didn't sign the contract to brew tea and do house cleaning. Since you mention it, I will be more careful from now on"
"Hm. What I need is a familiar that can fight. Never heard of a Servant that is good at housework, and there's no special need to do it"

"? No special need, what does that mean"
"Nothing. Whatever you think it means. More importantly---have you recalled your real identity yet?"

Archer shakes his head
......Sure enough, the problem is very serious
If he can't recall it after a night, meaning it's not so simple. Even if we can work on many experiments today, but still----

"I see, I will think of ways to retreat your memories. Get prepared, Archer, we are going out. You are still unfamiliar with this city after just summoning here, right? I will guide you through the streets"
"Get prepared? No, that's not necessary. I can move out at any moment"

"Are you sure you can go out with this outfit? It stands out so much, other Masters can tell you are a Servant right away with one glance, no. I can't just announce that I am a Master by myself, right?"

"Aah, that. That's no big deal either. I do have to change, but that's only when I am materialized. Servants are in spirit forms to begin with. It reduce the burdens of the Master to return to spirit forms while not fighting"

"Ah, so that's the case. Summoned Heroic Spirits are still spirits. The power to materialize the spirit forms are provided by the Masters, if I cut down the supply"

"Naturally, we will return to spirit forms. Thus Servants can be something like a guardian angel. No one can observe us besides the Master that is connected with us through a thread of mana. But, there is no problem for scouting, because we can still converse"

"Wow, so convenient. Then it must be really hard to find other Masters"
"Aah. But Magi can sense other Magi, right? Servants can sense other Servants as well. If a Servant is well-acquainted with Magecrafts, he can grasp the exact location of another Servant from afar"

Archer is right
Masters are originally outstanding Magi
A Magus with powerful Magecraft can sense mana easily
But as far as I know, there is no one with such power in this town

"Humph......So, how about you? Do you know the locations of other Servants?"
"Master, have you forgotten my attribute. Is it possible for a knight to look for enemy faraway"
......Enough, that's true
Archer doesn't have strong magical power
The kind of magical power that search for enemies faraway, is probably only possessed by a Magus class Servant

"I see. Just follow me for the time being then, Archer. I will show you the world in which you were summoned"
"Doesn't seem to be interesting. ---Above all. Master, did you forget something very important"
"Huh? What important thing?"
"......Seriously. You are not fully awake yet. The most important exchange regarding the contract, we are not done yet"

"The most important exchange regarding contract---?"
Equivalent exchange?
No, the Servant's reward is joining Grail War
We shouldn't have anything else that need to be exchanged---

"......You. Are very clumsy in the morning, indeed"
Archer appears to be very astonished
That sarcastic tone reminds me of one thing
......Now that I think about it
This guy, has not called my name yet

"---Ah. Shoot, name"
"Finally remember it. Oh well, it's not too late for now. Master, what is your name? What should I call you from now on"
Archer seems to be throwing a tantrum

----Surely. This guy, is a nice guy

Hm, it's for sure
Because there is no real meaning behind exchanging names
Servant and Master are forced to be in this situation because of the command spells
If it's only a contract with ordinary familiars, exchanging names has a important meaning, but Master and Servant don't need this sort of intimidates affection

But Archer did refer to it as an important thing
That's different from command spells, it's purely a proof of trusting each other in tomorrow's battles

".........I, am Tohsaka Rin. You can call me however you want"
I hide my true emotions, purposely speaking in an indifferent tone

......Enough, it is easier for some outsider like you to call me Master, this guy will definitely stick with this too
But
Archer after pronouncing 'Tohsaka Rin,' as if he's grinding the words in his mouth
"Then Rin it is. ......Aah, actually this sound matches you pretty well"
Saying something so exaggerated
"--------"
"Rin? What's wrong, the color of your face seems strange"
"----Shut, shut up! Let's hurry, Archer! A, anyway there's no time to be at ease......!"

Making a Humph sound, I turn my face to walk outside
I don't want to accept this. I don't know what it is, but I just don't want to accept this
That Archer, did he say that so he can make me feel like this

"......It's possible. It's definitely possible if it's from that guy"
Yeah, this must be it
All the blushing on my face and increased heart beats are that guy's evil plan
Watch out for it, Rin
You are going to work with some dishonest man from now on

[----]

I take Archer outside
To the city we live in, Fuyuki City is made of two very large towns
Made of streets and roads from the old time, here is Miyama town
And across from a river, the developing modernized New City

My house is on an ancient street, close to Miyama town

Miyama town can be divided into two large sections

On one side is for the early foreign immigrants, near the Western style streets
Then the other side, the Japanese style residential area is lean close to the mountains

Since both sides are on the hills, I guess you can call here outskirts
The street sandwiched by the Western style and Japanese style is rather ordinary
How ordinary

This ordinary

This is where Miyama town forks out, from here to my house is the hill road of the Western residential area
The other side is the hill roads of the Japanese style residential area
Passing the neighboring town New City's bridge, school, shopping district, and finally arriving at the Ryudo Temple on the mountain

And here, is the main bridge connecting New City and Miyama town

A few years ago New City built a stupendous train station, it's been developing rapidly
Though located in the same city, Miyama town and New City can be viewed as different towns

The name Fuyuki City, or Winter Wood, seems to come from the long winter season
So to speak, the winter season in this town is really long
However, on the other hand, the climate here is very warm, the February of Fuyuki is about the same temperature as elsewhere's December
Some hot springs will probably gush out if you just dig around randomly

Then again, this weather is not cold enough to qualify for a hot spring district
Winters pass by casually in Fuyuki town, without realizing, it's already spring in April, the climate here is just odd like this

The appearance of New City is as such
Rapidly developing streets, only built more and more office buildings and edifices as if it's catching up to something, eventually it became an artificial city
This just took place in the span of a decade
The residential areas were burned down in the fire ten year ago
Edifices were built to take advantage of that, since the land became unsuitable for men to live

--------And so
Here, is the center of that fire

"This is the park of New City. I intend to walk around starting from this place, what do you think?"
I talk to the one besides me, Archer
Of course there's no sign of his presence anywhere

"---Quite a spacious park. But there aren't many people around, is there a reason"
"Does it seem that way? Hm, there is a legend in this place"

I turn around in a circle, looking at the park
With such an enormous land, the park should be the playground of local children naturally
But only a handful of people show up, there's only air flowing around leisurely

"It happened ten years ago. There was a huge fire in this region. The fire continued to burn for a whole day, until it started to rain.
After that, though the City was able to restore itself, but this place never changed. The field that was burned down, nothing is here, a perfect place for a park"

"--------"
Archer says nothing
I can't see his expression to say the least, but I can tell he sense something extraordinary

"......You seem to notie it. Sure enough, this is where the final battle took place in the last Grail War.
I don't know how exactly, but the Grail War was brought to an end here.
"---I see. No wonder this place is filled with regrets"

"Humph. You can tell?"
"Servants are also spirits. Its existence is very close to regret, and determination. Therefore we are very sensitive to strong emotions. There are places in town that have a similar thickness, but this place is special. Here looks just like Reality Marble to us"
Without lingering, Archer speaks of a rare vocabulary

----Reality Marble, or Innated Bounded Field
The goal of many Mages, it's said to be the closest Magecraft to Magic
In the most recent couple hundreds of years, 'Field' is thought to be seals that protect Mages
Simply put, it's some ultimate home security systems

Reinforce one's land and buildings, protecting oneself and keeping away the enemy is a Field
At most it is only a variation of reinforcing 'something that's already existed'

But Innated Bounded Field is different
Innated Bounded Field, is an imagination to erode reality
Materializing the Mage's inner world---the shape of mind, and conceal reality
Such Field is named Innated Bounded Field

A broad range spell that----manipulates the world according to the thoughts of Mages
No, creating and changing according to the thought of Mages

"Rin? What's wrong, are you daydreaming?"
"Eh......? No, just a little surprise. Reality Marble, even though you are only an Archer, but to know such a rare vocaburary"
"Is it strange to know such thing"

"Isn't it. Reality Marble to Mages, is the taboo of taboos, and the essence of essences. There's no reason for an Archer like you to know"
Am I right? I question him with my eyes
Then I hear a very loud sigh besides me

"Rin. Heros are people who specialize in both swordsmanship and Magecraft. If you think just because I am an Archer so I can only use bow and arrows is your own freedom, but please don't be so optimistic toward other Servants as well"
......Aw.
True, that's how it is

"I, I get it already. That was a brash comment. I will be careful next time, end discussion"
"....... Rin, let me say this straightforwardly. You are certainly talented, but your drawback is underestimating others. You must retrain yourself before reaching adulthood"

Re, retrain? As in retraining horses that have weird habits......!

"Oh, that was rude of me. I am not implying Rin is a Bronco. It's just a figure of speech that resembles the image most truthfully"
"Aah, that's even worse----, ouch......!?"
Without warning, my right hand starts to hurt

"----Rin?"
"............Hold on, don't open your mouth Archer"
The command spells engraved on my right hand is in pain
As if reminding the Master, a sluggish warning
"----Someone is watching us"
"Hm"

......I extend my senses to the surrounding
Cover the region with threads braided by my consciousness, searching for the enemy through park
"......I can't locate him. How about you, Archer?"

"---Very difficult. I can't even sense its sight"
"......In another word, the one watching us is a Master"

I have no idea who this guy is, but if Archer can't sense him, the opponent should be a Master
Even though not all seven are gathered yet, but you can start the war whenever you want
Does this guy spying on me intended to start a skirmish---

"......Comand spells are reacted to other command spells. If it's a Master, you can sense him when you meet him face to face. But this way, you can identify the opponent as well, right?"

"Hm. But a high ranking spellcaster is able to to conceal his own power. Command spells are reacting to each other because of the magical power. If the Master who is the source, turns off the magical circuit voluntarily, then it would be extremely difficult to find"

"......So troublesome. Then, is it fine just let him know our location"
"True. I can probably find some device to conceal my own power if I look for it in my house, but---"
"There is no need?"
"Correct. The opponent will approach me if I don't conceal, right? This is a lot easier than to find them"
"----"
Is he astonished, Archer becomes dead silent

"......What is it. Do you want to say don't overestimate myself?"
Thinking back on our conversation earlier, I ask him
Archer answers no way, and then

"You are the strongest in your way. Aah, just let those boring stalkers do what they want"

Archer says so as he trying to hold back the laughters

......Not exactly flattered by Archer's words, we just walk around the town like this without any concealment

Passed the relevant spots, lost the stalker, done with dinner along the way, then came to the final destination
After walking for a long time, the time already passed seven at night
At this hour, our next site should have the best view

[---]

The wind is blowing
The highest edifice of New City
Looking down the streets from all the way up here, marks the end of today well

"How about it? Isn't the sight fantastic, Archer"
"......Man. I really sympathize with the man accompanying you in the future. That's some stamina"
"Huh? What did you say, Archer?"
"Just a little honest opinion. ...This is a great place. If we come here the first place, there wouldn't be a need to walk around"

"What are you talking about. Sure the sight here is not bad, but you can only see the overview of the town from here, isn't it.
How can you know the structure of the town if you don't go there physically"
"---That's not always true. Archer class is not just for show. An Archer can't work properly if he doesn't have good eyesight"

"Really? Then can you see my house from here, Archer?"
"No, it's impossible for me to see the next town. At most to the bridge. I can count the number of ceramic tiles on there"

"No way, ceramic tiles as in the ceramic tiles on that bridge......!?"
This is not a matter of good eyesight anymore. This is on the level of those binoculars that often installed on the roof

"I am shocked. Archer really is an Archer"
"......Rin. Though I doubt it, but you are not taking me for a fool, are you"
"How's that possible. It's just that though you are an Archer, but you don't seem to go well with bow and arrows, I was a little confused"
"That's a very problem opinion. I will ask you again when we go back"

Does Archer really enjoy the views here, he became silent afterward
Perhaps he is grasping the structure of the town
......I shouldn't hinder his precocious investigation
I leave Archer's side, for the other end of the edifice

"--------"
All my sight can see, is the lighted region directly underneath this edifice
The headlights of moving vehicles are flowing around, there are only people going home after works spotted on the sidewalk
I can't tell what kind of vehicles those are, and who are those people

It's a state of barely seeing them, but can't see clearly
The same as not long ago, when I noticed I was spied, but can't see the opponent

"----At least, one of them is based in New City"
I concentrate my mind on looking at the ground
......In total, there are seven Masters
Who are these people, and what Servants they have are still unclear
For the time being, all the Masters should be wondering around in the town gathering the intelligences of other Masters

"---?"
Suddenly, I sense someone's looking at me
No reaction coming from command spells
Just simply, a look at me

"Down below----?"
I look at the ground
......There are crowd of people walking back and forth on the streest
Among them, there is one man
This man appears to be overlooking the moon, raises his head and looks at me

".................."
I can't determine who he is exactly
Though can't determine exactly, but I do recognize him
......I am shocked
That guy, what is he doing at a time like this

"Rin. Did you spot an enemy"
Does he notice the killing intents coming from me, Archer speaks

"---No. Just someone I know of. Just a commoner, he is no concern of us"
I reply without hiding my angers, leave that place immediately
There is no way anyone can see me from the ground level
That guy probably raises his head to look at the edifice by chance
There's no way for him to make out of me

......It's just
I felt nervous when I was seen by that guy as a Mage

When we return to Miyama town, it's already passed nine
Miyama town is different from New City, it has always been a residential area
You can't see a ghost after nine at night, inside the town is quiet like midnight

"That's that. You understand most of the town's structure?"
"......Hm? Oh, I understand the town's structure. Just need to grasp it gradually"
"Then let's stop here for today. I am still not fully-recovered yet, let's rest at my place"

I step on the relaxing hillroad
......At this time
There seems to be some shadows before us
"......Aah, Sakura......?"
Shoot
Right now is not a good time to meet with her

"Rin. What are you hiding for"
"Shush! ......Uh, um, it's an acquaintance. I don't want to meet her since I didn't go to school today"
I observe the shadows before us, as I talk

The ones on the road are
The first year student that I know
And a foreigner I've never seen

Appearently they are having a conversation
......Not really, only the foreigner is talking, the female student doesn't seem to enjoy it

"Rin, is the foreigner your acquaintance?"
"No, no idea. There are many Western mansions around here, he's probably here for vacations?"
After this, I reflect upon myself, don't loosen up just from dealing something related that child

"......Archer. Is that guy, a human?"
"Don't know. He should be a human since he has real body. At least not a Servant"
"......That's true. He is not a Master either, perhaps it's just a lovers' quarrel"
......However, I also know that child is not a girl who would have troubles with men

"Both are gone. The female went on the hillroad. The male----"
The man with blonde hair, left from the road we came up

[----]

"All yours. I am going to sleep, any question?"
"Nothing in particular. Your decision of avoiding fighting for now is correct. Tonight should be used to recover the magical power"
"Hm. Then tommorow, please make the red tea same as this morning"

The moment I returned to my room, all the fatigues came over me at once
"----Oh yeah. I have to contact Kireibefore going to bed"
That whining priest
He should be preparing the back up Mages by now
I don't really care about that, but he is my guardian afterall. I have to return some favors in the least

"Phone, phone......"
I press the dial number on my handset phone
The fake priest pick it up immediately

"Kirei? It's me, I made a contract with Archer yesterday. Please register me as an official Master"
"..............."
A slight silent
From the pressure of Kirei's silent, even the receiver feels heavier

"......Fine. Then what are you going to do. Are you not going to visit here even once. Your parents leave something here in my custody. They ask me to hand over to you when you become a Master, or before full-grown"

"Aah, you mean the will of father? I already decipher that so it's not needed anymore. Then, I will come by when I want to, see you"
"Hold on. Rin, since you become a Master----"
I hang up the phone before listening to the end
If I have to listen to Kirei's lecture in this tiresome state, even the magical power can't be recovered

"---And then. It's time to wrap it all up......."

There's only going to bed after that
After I wake up, the morning will be different from the past
......Because ten years ago
The Grail War father joined as a Master, and defeated
I will soon be engulfing in that war
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:42 am

Prologue

3rd Day

After breakfast, I clearly stated the policy from now on

"Are you going to school?"
"Uh huh. You got a problem with it, Archer"
"......Not really, but"

Archer hesitates, but doesn't go againt it
After yesterday whole day, he already understand that Tohsaka Rin is not someone who would going back on her own decisions
He doesn't say, but Archer though enjoys being sarcastic, but he is also honest, and he wouldn't say another word once he agrees to something

Hm. In another word, he is a clumsy loyalist
This is the conlcusion I arrived at after observing Archer yesterday for an entire day, but it's only an intuition though

"Rin. After you become a Master, you must be on guard for other Masters the whole time. School, is not exactly a location that is good for guarding against ambushes"

"That's not true. Listen, Archer? I do not intend to change my life style because of becoming a Master. In addition, battles between Masters should be avoid attracting notices from public, right? I wouldn't be attacked if I am inside of school, with that many people"

"......Is that right. I can only obey if that's what Rin decided. But, at least let me protect you in spirite form. You wouldn't let me stay here while you are away, are you"

"Of course. Not only in school, you should be right beside me everytime I walk out of this door. It's the Servant's duty to protect their Masters, I am in your debts"
"I am reassured by your words. Replying one's trust is the duty of a knight, please expect as much as possible"

"However, Rin. This is only an assumption, if there are enemies in that safe place, what then"
"? What, you mean assuming there are Masters inside school already?"
"Correct. Indeed people other than students and teachers would be difficult to enter school buildings, but wouldn't it be troublesome if there are already Masters inside"

"That's not possible. The only Magus clans in this town are the Tohsakas, and another clan. But that clan has been in a downfall since long time ago, they can't become Masters either"

"How do you know they can't become Masters"
"I know, because if there are Magus clans beside of the Tohsakas, surely I confirmed it already. That guy didn't become a Master, the heir of that clan doesn't even have the mana to become a Master, that's why it's not possible"

"I see, which means there is one more Magus in Rin's school. But he doesn't have the power to become a Master?"

"That's right. I supposed all the other Masters would come from other places. Those people couldn't possibly come to school, right"
"......True enough, for now. But Rin, there is an exception to every rule. If there is a Magus in the school that you're not awared of, what then"

"I already told you there's none. Magi are sensitive to their own kind. We stayed in the same school for a whole year, I will sense another Magus's existence no matter how well he conceals them. I can say for sure, there are only two Magi in our school. One of them is me, the other once is a novice who doesn't have enough mana to beome a Master. You understand now? You are worring too much, Archer. That kind of scenario is impossible"

"I said it was an asumption. There are usually more than one side to things. Things that are impossible by nature happen is also fate. If things turn out that way, don't blame it on me"

Humph, Archer laughed dryly
......That attitude ticks me off, but if I keep talking to him I would be late

"How can that happen. Assumption are called assumptions because they don't happen. If it turns out that way, that just means my ability to examine my surroundings is still immature"

"Okay, I did hear that. Be on your way, Rin. It takes you thirty minutes to school, it's about time if you don't leave now you won't make it"

[----]

"I am in shock. The assumption comes true"
"Aah, I am surprised as well. Assume the worst situations for everything. I can't believe it acutally help"

Through the front gate of school, we throw jokes at each other
Students heading classrooms are all around us
It's almost time for the beginning of homeroom
Among the crowd that hurries toward classrooms, Archer and I stand still at one stroke

"This is not just a matter of dense air. The Field is already set, isn't it?"
"Not complete still, but it's setting up already. To this bombastic extent, some formidable......"

"Complete amatuer. Field that can be noticed so easily is only third-rate. If you really want to set one up, the first-rate should conceal it until finish"
"---So. What do you think, Rin"

"No idea. I shouldn't care whether it's first-rate or third-rate. Someone dares to mess around in my domain with something this cheap, needless to say, I will defeat him"

I snort and go across the school campus
As long as it's a Magus, I don't plan to pretty things up. But to the guy that sets up this Field, I won't be satisfied untill I return him what he deserves

[----]

By the end of fourth period, on my way back from the music classroom
I see a first year student walking unsteadily on the hallway
The first year student seems to be carrying some portfolios, just from looking at it feels dangerous

"Let me help, Sakura"
"Eh----?"
"Ah, Tohsaka, senpai----"
"What's this, lecture notes? World History, isn't it taught by our homeroom teacher.That Kuzuki, what is he thinking to let a female student runs errand for him. Come, share me half of it"

"Ah............Yes. Thank you, senpai"
"No problem, no problem. So is this, going to Sakura's class?"
"......No, it's to Kuzuki sensei's. He said there is a misspelled word so all of these are going to be recycled"

"......I get it now. Kuzuki is very inflexible. He would stop an exam because of a typo"
"......? Exam, as in an exam for the entire school?"

"That's right, it was the midterm last year. When everyone was focusing on filling out the answer sheet, he just walked in, said there was a misspelled word in a question, the exam was postponed until the day after tomorrow, like it was nothing. Not only us were shocked, even the teachers were shocked, it's still a popular topic today"

"That's very like Kuzuki-sensei. Sensei is standing on a educator's point of view, can't afford any errors"
"In Kuzuki's case, it's overkill. Sakura will see what I mean soon, Kuzuki is as upright as mountains"

"Ha ha. Tohsaka-senpai seems to like Kuzuki-sensei. It's rare for senpai to say something like this"
"Is it? ......Hm, it's true if Kuzuki can be a bit more flexible......"
......But I also feel, that teacher is fine with the way he is

Some teachers in our school are very intimated to students, and others are feared by the students
Because the balance is maintained so well, I don't consider the strictness of Kuzuki-sensei a bad thing. It's like the whip in candy and whip

"Oh well, you will have more chances to meet with Kuzuki. That guy listens to reason, too. ......By the way, Sakura. Can I ask you something?"
"Eh? What is it, senpai"
"It's about yesterday. Did Sakura talk to some foreign stranger?"

"Ah......Did sen, senpai see it"
"By chance. Who is that. Do you know him?"
"......No. That's, someone I am not familiar with. That man, seems to be lost. Though he asked me many questions, but I couldn't understand what he was trying to tell me, that......" Aah, and then she ran away

"So that's it. Sorry, I was just curious"
"No, it's okay. ......To here is fine, senpai. I just need to take this to the teacher afterwards"
"Is that so. Then see you"
I return the lecture notes to Sakura
I intended to walk back to my class right after this but I linger a little longer

"Sakura, how are you doing recently?"
"Uh......fine, there's no problem. I am very energetic"
"......Really. If Shinji did something again just tell me. That guy doesn't know when to stop, silent will only make things worse"

"No problem, don't worry about me senpai. Brother, is very gentle recently"
......Sakura talks while smiling, I can't even say anything
I bid so long again, turn my back against my acquainted kouhai

[----]

The day ends
The number of shadows of students are decreasing, the school buildings are becoming dusted
Sunset is coming soon
When the crimson sunset falls, night comes, there shouldn't be anyone stay in school

"It's beginning, Archer. First of all, the precocious investigation of the Field. After investigating what kind of Field it is, then decide whether to destroy or leave it alone"
I talk to the invisible partner
Did Archer get it, I sensed his nods replying to me

Field as in something protecting the spell casters
More accurately, a net fabricated with mana spread out on the ground, a terrain Magecraft that process inwardly
There are a thousand different kinds of effects inside a Field
From an intercepting Field that block the sights of outsiders, to limit Magecraft inside the Field, there are all sorts
There are also Fields for attacking purpose, that oppress the living activities inside the Field

The Field set in school is such kind
It's not finish yet, but once it's finish, all the people in school will fall unconscious

However, it has no influence on me
Field is nothing but something, that doesn't interfere with me as an individual, but only interfere with the environment I am in
This sort of indirect interference of magical power, is ineffective against Magi that already have mana flowing inside their bodies
For the faint electric currents floating in the air, are bounced off before even touch me, the powerful electric currents

Therefore, there is an alternative purpose of this Field
Though I have no idea who is setting up the Field in this school, but that guy's goal is not defeating Masters
Though hard to believe, that guy is making everyone inside the school his targets
......There is only reason to do this
I still doubt it, but that guy----

After close investigation inside the school building, we arrived at the rooftop in the end
Outside has already completely fallen into darkness
It's already passed the curfew, at six, the time is eight
There are only me, and the Archer in spirit form beside me stay in school

"Is this the seventh one. Looks like here is the starting point"
The seal is drawn with seven strokes on the rooftop fragrantly
The red-and-purple-ish script that only be seen by Magi, is written in a style I have never seen, and I never heard anyone uses them to carve a seal

"......I am beat. There is no way I can't erase this with my hands"
The guy that set up this Field didn't plan out anything
Though he didn't plan out anything, but this Field is a Magecraft of a different rank
I can eliminate the mana on this seal temporarily, however the seal itself will not be eliminated
The spell caster can revive this Field by re-activating here with mana

"--------"

Archer said nothing
......Since he saw the seal on the rooftop, perhaps he noticed the reality of this Field
This Field is not for depriving physical strength
Once activate, people inside of the Field will be literally 'melted'

Some Fields deprive the physical strength and vitality from the people inside
But, the Field set up in school now is a special case
This is a soul-eating Field. It's a blood fort that melts the human bodies inside of the Field, and then collects the straining souls forcibly

Since ancient times, souls are a difficult matter to deal with
It is an essential element for Magecrafts, however there is only one Magus can be certain of the souls

Souls can only stay as the 'things that investigate the contents', or 'things to be exchange inside the container'
To extract that thing continuously, and concentrate on one single spot is unreasonable
Because, even if these non-interchangeable energies are concentrated, Magi have no use of them
The only meaningful way of using it, would be

"Archer. You are made of that things, aren't you?"
Unconsciously, I ask with an indifferent tone

"......Just as you deducted. I already mentioned that we are essentially spirits. Our food are either the second, or the third element. Such as yourselves take nutrients through meat, Servant take vitality and souls as nutrients. Our basic attributes will not raise even if we absorb nutrient, however we become stronger the more we absorb---as in our reservoir of mana will be filled up"

......Without a doubt
To strengthen one's own Servant, the best way would be attacking humans blindly

"---Did you mean to say there is not enough mana supply from the Master?"
"Enough, but not to the point of filling up. In times of need, cover the shortcoming with supply goods, such is war. Seize the energies from surrounding humans is the basic strategy of a Master. From this standpoint, the Field is definitely efficiency"

"--------"
What Archer is saying, is in order to win must acquire the power from murdering men
What a simpleton
That kind of thing, I knew it as well
Which is why, I intended to decide on the road I am going to take by myself

"That makes me angry. Don't ever repeat it again, Archer"
I say this as I look at the seal carved on the floor
Archer for some reason, is a little agitated
"Same here. I don't intend on resorting this way as well"
Like so, stress his reply

"......And next. Let's get rid of this. Though there's no use, but we can at least hold it back a little while"
I stick out my left hand, near the seal drawn on the floor
The magical mark on my left hand is the 'Book of Magecraft' passed down from the Tohsakas

Click, I turn on the switch of my conscience
I pass the mana through magical mark, enchant a verse of spells, all it left for me to do is activate the spell in one swift strike

"Abzug Bedienung Mittelstnda(Dispel. Operation of extraction, the second verse)"
My left hand is close to the ground, I pour in the mana at once
This way I can wash away the color of this seal---

"What the. Was it erased, what a shame"

Unexpectedly
As if holding me back from erasing the seal, the voice of a third person sounded

"----!"
I stand up at once, turn my head
On the water tower
From ten meters higher, that guy lowers his gaze at me

A dark blue that melts into the night
The corner of his mouth lifts up, brutally, the scent of a beast is spreading the winds
......The sights of the beast is ice-cold
A man with a blue body, under the peculiar conditions, he looks at me as if I am his long time friend---

"---Did you, do this?"
"No. It's the Magi's job to do little tricks. We just fight following the orders. Isn't that right, my buddy over there?"

"----!"
His voice is frivolous, but full of killing intents
This man, can see Archer......!

[----]

"As I expected, a Servant......!"
"That's right. The Miss that knows I am a Servant, may I treat you as my enemy?"
"-----"
My back breaks out in a cold sweat
The frivolous voice of that man, does not sound like he is taking it seriously
But for some reason, those words are colder than anything I heard before, horrid to the point of making me feel like vomit---

"--------"
Not sure how to act, not sure what to do
But, my rational mind is telling me, do not fight this guy over here----!

"......Oh. Very impressive, you caught it even though you don't seem to know much. Aa-h, this means failure. I did not speak up just for the fun of it"
The man raises his hand
"--------"
In an instant
The hand that had nothing previously
Is holding a lethal weapon, colored in red, two meters in length

"Ah--------!"
Body is jumping to the side faster than thoughts
There is no time to think about the danger of jumping at full steam on the rooftop
It is simply a spare no efforts, endeavor jump that smashes the body to the metal grid......!

The whirlwinds puff up my hair
---Literally in a hairsbreadth
That thing thrusts in an instant, mercilessly cuts up the metal grid, along with the space where I were

"Ha, your legs are pretty fast, Miss......!"
---The blue whirlwinds are tracing me
There is no room for maneuver
My back is metal grid, left, right---No way, there is no way I can make it......!

"Es ist gros, Es ist klein............!!(Lighten, Gravitation)"
With a quick reaction
I activate the magical circuit on my left hand, compelte a short verse of Magecraft
The lighten of body and the adjusting of gravity
In a flash, My body turns to feather-weight and jumps----

"Rin......!"
"I know, you take care of it......!"
I fly across the metal grid, falling from the rooftop

"----"
Wind pressure and gravity is pulling the body
There is fifteen meters left to the ground, 1.7 seconds until landing----Too slow, I will definitely
get caught up by that guy......!

"vox Gott Es Atlas----!(Adduce from the Commandments, return pressure to the ground......!)
Archer, take care of the landing......!"

"----, Huh----!"
The impacts from landing is canceled out by Archer, the moment my feets touch the ground I start to run
---I have to change the battle field
Not somewhere cramped like the rooftop, but a place where we can move more feely
We have to shift to somewhere with no obstructions, where Archer and I can bring our strengths into full play......!

"Huh, huh----!"
From rooftop to campus, took me not even seven seconds
With a distance beyond one hundred meters, is a speed that only leaves a trail of afterimages in a commoner's eyes

But, this kind of speed

"Hey, that's some feet of yours. It's shame to finish you off right here and now"

To Servants, are meaningless

"Archer-----!"
At the same moment I step back, Archer materialzes in front of me
A clouded night
On Archer's hand, is a single short sword that minutely reflects the moonshines

"---Hey"
The man's lips crooked in a way that make others feel uncomfortable
"......Very good, this is the way to do things. I don't like ignorant fools"
The whirlwind is blowing
......The lethal weapon swang on the rooftop, the one that desired to murder me mercilessly, the lance that is crimson as blood
---

"Servant, Lancer----"
"No doubt. Then your Servant should be Saber......or not. Who are you"
The laid back attitude just now has vanished completely
Even facing with the creature of solidified killing intents, namely Lancer, Archer still hasn't spoken a word

......The distance between those two are not even five meters
The lethal weapon on Lancer's hand comes near two meters
For the man that emitting the scent of a beast, I don't supposed the rest of the three meters mean anything to him at all

"......Humph. You are not the type to solo out front. Must be an Archer"
Archer remains silence in the face of a mock as well
A strange confrontation between red and blue
The similar yet different knights of twin colours, are already speculating each other's last resort

"......Very well, though I am not fond of you, but since we met there's only one way to end this. Come, take out your weapons, Archer. Despite my looks, I do care about proprieties, I will wait for you"
"--------"
Archer does not reply
There is nothing to say to a enemy that must be defeated
As if his back, that resembles iron and steel, is saying such

"----"
Then I notice at last
......Silly me. Archer is only waiting for my words

"Archer"
I keep the distance, speak to the sight of his back
"I will not help you. Let me see what you are made of"

"----Heh"
Is he smiling
As if echoing my words, he raises the corner of his lips, the crimson knight moves in an unspeakable speed

The whirlwinds become a storm
He is dashing while carrying a short sword in red like a bullet

"----Imbecile!"

The head-on shot of lance
If the dashing Archer is like a storm, then the intercepting point of the lance can be called the divine wind

The rushing blade, one blow
Thrust out with a high speed, is parried off by Archer's short sword

"--------!"
The red cape is blocked
His enemy would not allow Archer to dash within the range of the lance, not even a mere two meters radius
For weapons of great length and size, keep a distance from your enemy is common sense
Lancer, who carries a weapon nearly two meters long, only needs to counter-attack an enemy who enters his range
Because it's much easier to penetrate an intruding enemy than be on the offense

However, apparently he is not abided by common sense
Lancer shorten the distance by himself, he doesn't even allow Archer's advancement

"Fool, what kind of Archer dares to challenge me on a melee battle----!"
That attitude, is like flames
Lancer cuts down the distance with one blow after another, without knowing when to stop

......For weapons of great length and size, shorten distance is suicidal
Take advantage of long distance to suppress the enemy, dominating the field is the way of a Lancer
There is no chance of winning for Lancer, who keeps approaching

"----No way"
That is after all, only a common sense
Throat, shoulder, between the eyebrows, heart, Lancer's consistent thrusts are without a break
Not an interval for rebound

Even the afterimages are vanishing, such speed
Each blow forces Archer to spring aside, pushing him back, the lance of Lancer, just might claim anyone's life with one thrust

Even though an Archer, he's not just anyone, he's also a Servant
Common techniques are not possible to take him out.......!

"Humph----!"
Deflects the lance points at between his eyebrows, Archer steps forward with the same speed as Lancer's lance

---Even though from a epithetic perspective, Lancer is focusing on thrusting, but the basic strategy for lance really is brandishing a pole weapon with a wide range, that's nearly impossible to dodge

If you can't retreat fast enough, you can't escape from the lance, if you attemp to counter and give up dodging, your abdomen will be cut open in no time
Even if you can manage to approach him, once you are smashed by the pole, your ribs will be pulverized without too much effort
Archer and Lancer have a similar build
On top of that, Archer is not armed with heavy armors, to step within the radius of a lance---the attacking range filled with swings like cyclones

---However, thrusting is another story

A lightening thrust, that accurately penetrate through a vital part is frightening indeed
But since the course is only a point, there are many ways to dodge it if you can see it coming
Just as Archer did, deflected the lance aimed at his vital part, and slightly changed its course to create an opening

Maybe he underestimates the enemy because his opponent is an Archer
The advantages of pole weapon is the long range and distance. The moment he shorten that advantage, surely the defeat of Lancer is----

"----"
"Humph----!?"
The red cape is blocked

---As if I am reliving through the past in a nightmare

The next blow of Lancer, is even faster than the previous thrusts......!

"Humph----!"
Archer who intended to change the course of the lance to avoid contact, now even his short sword is knocked off
Lancer's lance doesn't show any interval between draw backs
No, with the sharpness and power that increase without knowing limits alone, is able to kill off a Servant......!

"----"
The one who underestimated the enemy was us
On the lance of that Servant---Lancer, common sense does not apply

Not anyone can deal with a series of attacks without stoping for a breath
Archer backs off slightly to bounce off the lance, the distance between them is increased by a bit
In that interval
Lance rashes again in the gap that is pulling apart, gives another intense blow

The storming consecutive attacks are repeated just like that
But even that, is a technique on a divine level
Ten exchange of blows already
No, in reality there are probably several times of that number
A torrential rain of lance in straight lines, gradually increase in strength as he attacks Archer continuously

......Not speed, but pure masterful skills
There are no fast or slow in Lancer's lance, the blows are like waterfall
Caught on the defensive side, what can Archer do
That sort of short sword can barely parries the lance aside
Receding still, Archer has no way to clos up on Lancer

"-------"
An iron and steel realm of vacuum is unfolding
Help---I should be helping Archer, but my throat wouldn't make a sound
I am still too immature to attack with my Magecraft
If Archer is not apart from Lance for a distance, Archer will be involved as well
That extra split second, will only be more favorable for Lancer

[----]

And, for sure
To be honest, I am dumbfounded
This is the battle between Servants
This is the highest ranking of familiars that we Magi cannot enslave---the Grail War of the Heroic Spirits

Servants
Each obey in the respect of one of the seven Masters, familiars with various techniques
Summon by the Holy Grail itself, the highest ranking familiars namely Heroic Spirits

---However, calling them familiars is a wrong choose of words

By nature, familiar are only substitues that can fill in for Magi occasionally
Often appears as a cat wearing boots
Or a pure white lovely bird
Or a black dog that doesn't listen the words of its Master, and such

The familiars that can be controlled by a Magus are only about this level
Familiars are only familiars
They are only pets who can run errands for Masters, but never exceed the power of its Master

But Servants are different
As the letters suggest, they are the most powerful existences among humans
Even the only remaining five Magicians, cannot control them

Not for they are hard to summon, neither because of the Servants' abilities are far superior than Magi

The existence of a Servant itself, has exceeded the principles of Magecraft

Honestly speaking
Servants are really heroes from the past
Myths, legends, fables, histories
Whether genuine or fake, the people who have been in the legends, comes to life through people's dreams and become the 'super human beings' are called heroes

Heroes that never changed for an eternity, disengaged from the dimension of humans after their death, and ascend into another existence

......Performing miracles, saving people, accomplish great deeds, worshipped as a hero while living, or after death
Those who were worshipped, ascend into the spirits named Heroic Spirits, the guardians of humanity

It doesn't matter whether they are characters from genuine history or mythology

What constitutes a hero is the yearning of men

The thoughts "if he can..." mold their images, and treating them as real existing people to worship
Genuine or fake has nothing to do here
They can be materialized as long as they gain enough fame and faith from their respective legends

The ultimate ideal of men, the perfect existence among men

That is a hero, and that is a Heroic Spirit

And so of course, they who exceeded humans, can never be manipulated by humans
Magi can only borrow a portion of their power, imitate their appearances
It is absolutely impossible to summon the Heroic Spirits themselves and order them around

However, the Holy Grail makes the impossible possible
Completely summon the Heroic Spirits that men couldn't even touch, even force them into familiars that serve Masters
This preposterous, further proves the omnipotent of Holy Grail

Disregard eras, Heroic Spirits are summoned from the most recent couple hundred of years ago, to the time of myths
Seven Heroic Spirits serve seven Masters, guard their own Masters, banish the enemy of their Masters

......From different eras, different states, heroes are awaken in modern time, slaughter one another to struggle for dominion

This is perhaps, the reason this ceremony is named the War of Holy Grail

......But, it seems Holy Gail also has limit after all
Even the almighty Holy Grail, can't just call out Heroic Spirits, which closely resembles elementals, in a whim
Just as the so-called devils, the sixth imagining element requires the 'physique created by men'
Heroic Spirits, also need a physical body to move about in this earthly world

That is their alias, a way of existing that is accepted by this world
Holy Grail constitutes the 'classes' that make the Heroic Spirits to be materialize easier, only the Heroic Spirits that coform to the classes can be summoned
In another word, a passport for coming to modern age, to prepare the job for a familiar beforehand, and the summoned Heroic Spirit can attached to that job, and temporarily obtained materialization

There are seven Masters chosen by the Holy Gail, and seven Seven Herioc Spirits respectively

There are seven classes prepared beforehand
Knight of Sword, Saber
Knight of Lance, Lancer
Knight of Bow, Archer
Cavalry, Rider
Magus, Caster
Stabber, Assassin
Insane Warrior, Berserker
Only the Heroic Spirits possess one of these seven classes will be summoned to modern age, become the familiar serving Masters---Servants

This is the System of Servants
In order to obtain the 'Holy Grail' that surpasses humans, granted by its awesome power, the contract and summoning of the Heroic Spritirs that also surpass humans
Unlike any other Grail Wars, this is the war of the strongests, that only takes place on this land
----!

[----]

"----!"
The blade suddenly flies off
The short sword that once parried Lancer's lance, left the hand of Archer just like that
It's the technique of Lancer
From straightforward thrusts, to brandish targeting the wrists of Archer
For Archer, it's an attack can't be avoided even if he knew it was coming

There is no such thing as an effective way to parry a lance with a sword
If you bounce it off forcibly, it will only come back with even sharper blow, but if you only parry it with minimum strength
Your opponent will never reveal any opening

The battle between sword and lance, is focused on how to defeat the enemy outside of range
----

"---Idiot"
The cursing Lancer, without any hesitation
He intends to force Archer to half his forwarding steps
---Does he intend to wrap things up in an instant
Lancer, who stands on the ground firmly
And Archer who lost his blade, their stares clash in the mid-air

In a flash
Lance thrust out his lance in a swift motion, like a lightening strike
There's no way to even confirm it

Between the eyebrows, neck, and heart

Three consecutive strikes, all targeting vital spots------!

But
The flash that can't even be seen, is reflected by the blade that is bathed in sunlight......!

"----!?"
A short sword appears in Archer's hand again
Different from the sword before, this is a Chinese style sword that reminds people of an axe
However, the real difference from before is----

[----]

"Humph, two swords......!"

There is a pair of swords
The two swords holding by Archer, are symmetrical from left to right

"Ha, a Saber wannabe Archer---!"
Lancer's lance is galloping
The lance that is difficult to survive from is raising its speed again
"-------"

With a flaming vigor, Archer blocks off the lance
His pupils, like that of a falcon, is saying I will not step down again---No, it's time to step forward

The sounds of blades is reaching my ears intensely, as if performing an elegant piece of music
Reverberations of the two metals
Continue on producing sparks from clashing non-stop, the cadence is accelerating without limits

The battle between those two is close to vacuum
Sucking in the air from surrounding, it feels like been cut up just move an inch closer
"--------"
Just a flash
But, to me who is watching, it's an eternity as if I'm suffocating

Lancer who doesn't allow the opponent to close in
And Archer who shorten the distance by means of waving two swords as a shield
The number of their exchange of blows between those two is already well over one hundred, Archer lost his weapons every time

But that's only for a blink, swords return to Archer's hands momentarily
Lancer would step down slightly each time

At this point, Lancer finally admits his negligence

The identify of this man in front of him remains unknown
However, if he keeps underestimating the opponent because he's an Archer, the defeated one will be himself

The distance is increased again
In order to steady the stance, Lancer draws a really long distance
......That is not an ordinary speed
Though Archer's charging also abandons common sense, but it's still slower compares to Lancer
For the movement of Lancer drawing back, has the agile and flexile of a leopard

"......Twenty seven. And you still have more after I took out so many"
Lancer says angrily
No, not so much angry as confusing

......I feel the same way
Father once said, each Servant only have one weapon
They possess many kinds of weapons with incredible magical power, but nothing like Archer who just pull out one after another

Servants are heroes whose souls ascended to the level of spirits and holy spirits
In another word, they are close to devils, angels, and such
Though they are already powerful familiars, but their strongest forte is 'the testament of heroes'
The magical equipments also known as 'Nobel Phantasms'

'Noble Phantasms' are the favorite weapons or armours of Servants when they were heroes in their pasts
Treated as the 'last resort'
For each Servant, 'Noble Phantasm' is an unique equipment
For the same reason that noble phantasm is the ultimate weapon that can not be substituted

......Lancer's lance as well, is a 'Noble Phantasm' that can be activated if Lancer intends so
Noble phantasms are indeed exceptional weapons, but that power can only be released through reciting its 'true name'

In the ancient time, the weapons of heroes slayed dragons and gods, dominated the world and its inhabitants
The 'Noble Phantasms' can be activated by Servants' own mana
Same as Magecrafts so to speak
Servants take their own weapons as catalyst, to reproduce the lengendary destructive power

Their weaposn are definitely not something can be tossed away after used
The a dozen or so swords Archer pulled out, did seem like famous swords, however they shouldn't be Archer's noble phantasm
Since he is the Servant of Archer class
His hidden weapon must be a bow

"What's the matter, Lancer, you are nothing like what rumours said. Where is your vigor now?"
"......Humph, fox. Do you want me to wreck that mouth of yours"

Of course Lancer is aggravated
Lancer is been pushing around by Archer who is fighting as a swordsman
That is to say, Archer has not revealed his secret technique yet
No wonder Lancer is creeped out

"......Fine, let me ask you. Where is your origin as a hero. I never heard of any archer fighting with two swords"
"You on the other hand are pretty easy to figure out. If let me pick the fastest heroes from Lancer class, you are certainly one of the top. There are three such Lancer in the world. In addition, speaking of the agility of a beast, I'm afraid there can only one man"

"---Huh. Well phrased, Archer"
At the same moment
I forget to breath under that monstrous killing intents

Lacner's hand moves
Different from before, there is no signs of underesimating the opponent
The lance point is leaning downward as if it's going to pierce through the earth, but, Lancer's eyes are penetrating Archer

[----]

"---Take this, my certain kill"
"I won't stop you. Sooner or later I have to face it"

Gulp, Lancer presses down his entire body
In the mean time
A terrible coldness, like thorns, is trampling the school campus

......Air freezes
Not an analogy, it really is frozen
All the mana drenched in the atmosphere are frozen
Right now, the only one allowed to breath in this place is the warrior named Lancer

The lance in Lancer's hand, must be the sort of demoic lances
And now, he is waiting for the instance of releasing the real characters of his demoic lance

"----Damn"

He is going to lose
I don't know what kind of 'Noble Phantasm' it is, but Archer will be defeated
This instinct, though hard to believe in the beginning, will not go wrong

If that demoic lance is released, Archer will die
This is absolute
Literally, Lancer's lance possesses the 'essense' of certain kill----

"----, Ah"

Archer will lose
Archer will die if his heart is penetrated by Lancer

----Yet
Though I already predicted the outcome, but I can't even help Archer
For even if I move a finger, that will signify the start

......Therefore there is only one way to stop Archer from losing this battle, that is---

"------Who is it............!!!!"

A third party that we were not awared of step on stage incidentally

"......Huh?"

The cold aura from Lancer has vanished
Footsteps of running away sounded
......The shadow of that back, is a student uniform for sure

"A student......!? Still in school......!?"
"Seems that way. Thanks to him I am still here" Archer speaks calmly
......Oh well, we were saved

"......I failed. I was distracted by Lancer, oblivious to the surrounding......Hey, Archer. What are you doing"
"Can't you tell. I am resting because there's nothing to do"
"How come. What happened to Lancer"
"He went chasing after that guy's back. That was a witness after all. He's probably going to kill him"
"--------"
Abruptly
Many thoughts stop, hang in the mid-air

"......Go after him! Archer! I will be right there......!"
"----"
Archer starts to move immediately

"......Damn it, why am I so stupid......!"
I cursed at my own carelessness
Erasing the witnesses is the rule of Magi
......Which is why though I was reluctant, but kept everything in secretcy to avoid any potential witnesses, why do I fail to do so especially tonight......!

[----]

Even the moonshine is veiled tonight
The one on the ice cold corridor is, a student collapses on the floor, and Archer who simply stands beside him

".................."
He just, looks at the student expressionless
......The scent that stimulates my nose
From watching the blood streaming down the floor, I realize that it is the scent of death

"......Go now, Archer. Lancer should be returning to his Master, get his face at the very least, otherwise it wouldn't balance out"
"----"
Archer is on his way to chase Lancer
The student collapsed on the floor and I are left behind

"..........."
I can't look into his eyes
But, I have to
This is my responsibility
This is my responsibility
This is my responsibility

---When I was little
Since the moment I decided to inherit Tohsaka clan, I know something like this will happen sooner or later
There is no right or wrong for the Magi
On this road, there is only the blood spilled by others and self, I came to an understanding of this since a long time ago----!

"......Is it a blow from Lancer's lance. There is no chance for surviving if the heart is pierce through"
I have no idea how many seconds ago did Lancer kill this guy
Just that, I don't know whether it's supposed to be fortunate or not, it's the heart that was penetrated
Lancer's attack was not a simple injury, the blood reflux after the heart breached was not serious

Though not serious, brain is done for when there's no bloodstream
No, you can even call him dead on the spot when his heart was destroyed

"......Yet he still manage to struggle for this long, what vitality"
......No doubts
He is at the point of death, only some faint breaths left
But that only lasts for several seconds
This guy has no means to heal his own wound, and I don't have the ability to save him

"I have to see his face. This is the least I can do"
I touch his head facing downward, and realize that I can't move my fingers
......It's shaking
Why
I am already accustomed to this sort of things
I went through this kind of decisions numorous times in the past

For my own faults, my own selfish reasons lead to many things vanished
Therefore---I've always have the understanding, that this day will come
But why---Why am I so angry, at myself

"......I'm sorry. I will at least accompany you to the end"
I will my fingers to stop shaking with my conscious, and the knees that apparently are going to collapse at anytime, finally confirm the face of the student on ground

"--------"

Clang
Seriously, it's as if the back of my head is been knocked by an iron hammer

"......No. Why, are you"
I bite my teeth
Not to hold back the shaking
I really am, panicing inside my brain
Why is it this guy
Why does it have to be this guy
I completely can't be angry at Lancer, who act according to the code of Servants, finished the witness off totally, without a second thought
But to the one, who stay after school at a day like this, a time like this, I feel very resentful toward this guy......!

"--------"
The face of Sakura is emerges in my head
That child will definitely cry, won't she
And follow by that thought, is a memory about one day after school, a crimson sky
......A sunset far away
A boy kept runnning
From a distance, a girl who simply watched his back, bored

---And then, the corpse of someone who got involved in the war in front of me

"--------"
......There is a way
Even if I will lost my last trump card if I fail, but there is a way
Aah actually, i will lost my last trump card either way, the result doesn't matter to me

"--------"
Actually
If this guy dies, from a certain aspect, that is the end of that
I am responsible for not reviewing the surrounding carefully
This guy's responsible for staying at school and his tough luck

So, I don't need to go to that extent
Because, that's right, this is what, father, the father who didn't leave me with anything, his only inheritance just for me
It's for winning this war, the ultimate trymp card, the condense embodiment of an immense amount of mana
For me only, the most important the most important----

"---So what, dummkopf"
I get rid of the distracting thoughts, kneel down before the guy at his last dying breath

"......Aah, I used it up"

[----]

The pendant in my hand is lighten
The pendant that is the memento of father, the inside of it is almost completely exhausted already, thud, it falls
on the guy who was at his last dying breath a second ago

"----Enough, there was no other ways"
For sure, there was no other ways
I don't have the power or techniques to revive a human with a damaged heart, injured blood vessels, and not far away from brain death
Therefore, I could only stitch and mend the rest forcibly and roughly

"There were still some breaths left, he was only near death. If he was dead altogether, no matter how much stored mana wouldn't revive him"
But, because he was alive, so I could save him
I only did what I could do, help him out that's all

"......I would really be a disaster beyond imagining if I failed, fortunately it was a success. ......Hmuph, honestly speaking I feel satisfied, this kind of experience is not so bad"
I try to act as cheerful as possible

"......Let's go. Past is past. I need to leave before this guy wakes up"
That's right, that's right, there's no use of staying here
I will be leaving by myself, since Archer is following Lancer

----On my way home, I suddenly recall

The pendant that became an ordinary ornament after extracting the mana, was forgotten in school

"......Oh well, that's not a problem"
That pendant has no use any longer
Perhaps a tiny bit of mana is left, but it's lower than the ten gemstones in my collection anyway
What father passed down was the power to win the war
That thing which was exhausted of mana, became a meaningless object

I went back home without speaking a word, sit down on sofa at once
Archer is not back yet
Alas, I give out a sigh for dismal, after listening to the sound of clock idly for a few minutes

"---Hey, it's about time to change the mood. What am I sitting idly for, after gaining so many battle experiences"

I pluck up my spirit and stand up, anyhow let's brew a cup of black tea first
There is a mountain of matters that I need to take account of
In particular the matter related to Servants
For I just witnessed the battle of Servants which I only understood form knowledge in the past

"Lancer was it......I was very anxious when he was about to release his noble phantasm, but I could figure out his real identity if he did......."

To defeat an opponent's Servant, knowing its real identity is a short cut
Other than the exceptional schwachkopf that doesn't even know his own real identity, 'true name' is the utmost weakness of a Servant
Just from knowing a Servant's true name--in another word, his real identity, it's quite possible to speculate 'what noble phantasm is possessed' by that Heroic Spirit

Needless to say, since a Servant is also a Heroic Spirit, he is doomed to have certain legends
Just from knowing this key, most of his abilities can be realized
The main reason for Servant to be called by their classes, is to conceal their 'true names'
Because the more famous a hero is, his hidden weapon and weakness is known by a wider public

Heroic Spirits who become Servants will never reveal their own real identities
Only the Master of that Servant knows about his real identity
The Master has to conceal the real identity of his Servant, at the same time pursuing the real identies of other Servants, this is an unspoken consensus

This is the fifth Holy Grail War
The forte and weakness of each Servant, is certainly decided by the summoned Heroic Spirit
Needless to say, the more famous hero, the one with more powerful weapon in the legend is superior

However, to summon that sort of Heroic Spirit is extremely difficult
The summoning of Heroic Spirit, involves gathering the weapons from their previous lifes, or something of the sort
The possessions of heroes, are rare even for the Magus' Association
Therefore most Magi are like me, summon the one most compatible to oneself from numerous Heroic Spirits

The strength of Servants are depended on the spirituality of the Heroic Spirits
But, it's no so simple, no matter how top notch the Heroic Spirit is, there still exists the possibility that he will be struggling in the battles because of the class he is given with

The possibility of taking a Servant stronger than oneself comes from the unique ability of each class

There are additional abilities for each class, with these sometimes one is able to defeat a superior opponent
As for an example, in the past four wars, apparently there was a less famous hero defeated a greater hero

As far as I know, the strongest Servant is Saber

In the past four wars, Servant Saber always triumph in the end
The classes Saber, Lancer, Archer rumours to have the best resistence against magic
Magecraft is useless against these fellow, enough said

However you put it, they lived through the era of myths, they were warriors who fought in the world dominated by Magic
The Magecraft cast by modern Magi, will vanishthe second it touch them
......For this reason, these three classes are considered the strongest

Another class needs to watch out for is Servant Berserker
The Heroic Spirits summoned in this class, would lose their reasons
Though Berserkers are literally marionettes control by their Masters, but their abilities in previous lifes are 'enhanced' in a great scale

Nevertheless, the stronger the Servant is, the burden on its Master is also greater
In the past, all the Masters entrusted with a Berserker resulted in mana depleting and and meet their ends, for unable to control the maddening Servants
No exception

---The factor determing the victory of the Holy Grail War, is most likely the ability of the summoned Servant

Certainly there are also ways to win depend on the efforts of the Masters, but ultimately it's the Servants that eliminate each other
As a result, Masters are required to pay additional carefulness and attention---

[----]

"--------"
I plan out the battle strategies from now on by myself depressively
Time goes on, and the clock strikes eleven o'clock......of course, time is already adjusted back to normal......Archer is back

"You are back. How did it end?"
"......Sorry to report, I'm afraid I lost him. His Master is very crafty. I at least know that the Master of Lancer is not on this side of the town"

Just as expected
Lancer came alone, it seems Lancer's Master is not the type to show his face in battle fields

"I see. Well, it couldn't be that simple"

Right, it's impossible for everything to happen the way I imagined
Can't help it
Let's just say tonight's event is the tuition for this lesson

"Eminence, Master. What happened to your usual prestige. You wouldn't be scared from last fight, would you, that's not acceptable. If you order now, I will take on Lancer again without a second thought"

No, this is what you should be doing---Archer's silent protest is shown on his face
......So
Did I look depressed to him

"What are you talking about. The reason I didn't launch an attack, is only because I don't want to waste energy"
"Huh? You don't want to waste energy......?"
"Not all the Masters are presented yet, right. Though I didn't hold back tonight, but I won't start another fight before the signal of starting war. Father said this is the rule of the Grail War"

"......So. Your father was a Master once as well"
Archer comprehends the situation, as he speaks
----At the time
Archer seems worried with an perplexed expression

"What. What do you have to say"
"Aah, I forgot to ask something. Rin, you were raised to be Master, and then was selected, right? In another word, you were expected to be a Master since the beginning"

"Of course. It's true some Magi are appointed as Masters unexpectedly, but not I. As a member of the Tohsakas, the Grail War is a miserable dream for generations"

"That so. In this case, you who were cultivated to be a Master, should know your purpose already. This is what I forgot to ask. I can't entrust my sword without knowing the wish of my Master. ---Rin. Then, what is your wish"
"Wish? There is nothing like that"
"----Huh?"
Ah, Archer's surprising face is so amusing

"How, how is that possible! Holy Grail is the omnipotent Grail that grants any wish. Become a Master is the same as able to obtain the Grail. What do you mean by no wish......!"
"--------"
Archer asks with a straight face

......Aah, is this the case
After obtaining the Holy Grail, what the Master wishes for, is not irrelevant to the Servant
But so strange. Father did say that Servants also have their wishes, but that's their own businesses
Why should Archer care about me not having any wish

"Fine, assuming there is no definite wish, how about a conceptual one. For example, how about taking over the world or the sort"
"Why? Doesn't the world belong to me already"

"--------"
"Let me explain, Archer. The world is, the values center around oneself, right? That stuff was mine since the moment I was giving birth. If that's called ruling over the world, then I've already done it"

"----"
Archer is looking at me with a complicated expression
I am shocked. This guy's so obstinated-.

"Are you stupid. Holy Grail is the power to grant wishes, the power to change the real world. Are you saying you are claiming the Holy Grail with no wishes"
"Taking over the world is just too much trouble, what's the point of making that kind of useless wish, right. You have poor imagination, you know"
"...... . It's very hard to understand. Then what are you fighting for"

"Because the war is taking place here, Archer. I'm just taking whatever I can get my hands on. Even not knowing what a Holy Grail is, maybe one day I will think of something, then it will be of use, right? As long as humans live, there is no end to their desires"
"---In another word, you are"
"Hm. Just fighting to win, Archer"

"--------"
Archer exhales, and shrugs
Was he tensed for what I said, he finally relaxes his shoulders
"......You beat me. You certainly, are well suited to be my Master"
---Uh
......That, that kind of words is really hard for me to respond, can this guy stop saying them......

"......Humph. Granted Servant doesn't have the authority to choose his Master, nevertheless let me ask you of this. How am I well suited to be your Master"
"Needless to say. You are definitely the strongest Master. For a partner, there is no better choice other than you"
"Is that so, thanks. Coming from your mouth, I supposed it's not just a polite remark"
......I turn my face for embarrassment

Though enjoy making sarcastic comments, but Archer's direct approach of speaking is tough to deal with for me
......Then again, to be honest I am pretty happy to be trusted
I trust Archer, and Archer trusts me
This correlation isn't so bad, I think

"And next, let's rest for a while. Even if the seventh Master show up, it shouldn't be so fast......Hold on, Rin. What happened to your jewelry"
"Jewelry? The pendant? ......Aah, I forgot to bring it back. That thing is used up, there is no need for it anyway, right?"

"That is true. ......If you say so then it's fine"
"Hm. Though it is a memento of father, but that's not the only to remember him by----"
"---That's not good at all. Are you really that tough-minded, Rin"
After Archer finishes his sentence as he stares at me it seems
He takes out the pendant I forgotten back in school

"Ah......You picked it up, Archer"
"......Don't forget it again. This only goes together with Rin"
Is that embarrassment, Archer avoids eye contact as he handing over the pendant

"----Oh okay. Well, thank you"
I receive it none the less
To be honest, I am not sure whether to find it embarrassing or indifferent to respond

The pendant is the same as before
As expected, there isn't a spec of mana left no matter how I look
The depleted pendant, only appears to be an expensive gemstone, has no power left from before
But, according to Archer
Even if the pendant lost its power, there still exists the meaning of father left it with me
In that case---maybe I can feel good about saving that guy with my last resort, and forget about it

"---Hold on a minute"
Something comes to my mind all of a sudden
I didn't look back because of regretting, however there's something wrong if I think carefully

If that guy saw us, he would be liability if I don't erase his memories
More importantly, Lancer prioritized elimitating the witness over battle with us
Lancer is following the orders of his Master
In brief---The Master of Lancer who would go to this extent, what will he do to a target that's supposed to be dead but not

"---That sort of man, will never let him survive---"
I stand up from the sofa
....Since then three hourse already passed
Maybe it's already too late
But since I already done so much to save him, how can I not make it---!

Running in the night
Fortunately, I know where he lives
No, I did not investigate myself, just someone I know visit there often, I've never been there in my life

"......Seriously. You are taking in unnecessary burdens"
Archer is not in the mood
He is lecturing me about how I saved the dying man, and how I am going to save him again

[----]

----Twelve at night

Under the clouded night sky, we arrived at a dojou

Located at the border of residential area, the house that is near to the outskirts, gives off an empty house impression
There aren't many families live aounrd here, no one will come even if something happens

"----"
The breath I exhale is white
Wind is blowing
The wind must be blowing hard. Clouds are flowing
The supposedly warm wind of Fuyuki is making my back to quiver, my entire body is in spasm at once

I did refer to Fuyuki Town as a warm place, yet there does exist standard winter temperature on the mountain hills

The frozen air
I listen to the whispers in the all too freezing air
Despite the senses dominated by coldness, I does take notice of enemy's sensation

"......He is here. The Servant from before......!"
I bite my lips
The sensation is spreading from the other end of the walls
Lancer has already dived in the house, intended to murder that ignorant guy just came to home

"......We can only jump over and defeat him. Think about the aftermath after this----!"
Just as I was going to order Archer to intrude
All of a sudden
Lights, bright as if the sun has fallen, bursts out of the house

"----"
Sensasions, are destroyed in the middle of another sensation
The wavelength of the Servant named Lancer, is disrupted by that overwhelming power
......That fleeting explosion of Ether is for rendering the physical body of the spiritual form of a Servant
The masterialized Ether, the thing that was summoned defeated Lancer

"Lie----"
I can only murmur this word
But this is an absolute fact
The evident is, look---Lancer just flied over the walls, jumped away as if fleeing from this house

"......Um Archer. Is this also, part of the assumption?"
"How do I know. But this makes it seven. Finally the number is met, Rin"
Archer replies calmly
I lost the ability to judge
Therefoer I can't even think about what seems to be a likely development next

Winds blow violently all of a sudden
Clouds cover the sky in the shape of an umbrella
The blackout outskirts is suddenly sealed within darkness
That Servant flies over the walls, landing gracefully like a demonic bird---
"----!"
Archer reacts
But, I can't
That is a mistake
Battle is over in that interval shorter than a second

To me it might be a second
But to that Servant, it's an opening that I cannot afford to lose

Step into the sword winds
"Eh, Archer......?"
Archer who pushes me back
And the Servant that cuts down Archer

Really just in an instant
Did Archer, who splendidly deflected the fierce attacks of Lancer, got defeated in only one blow---

"---Archer, vanish......!"
I finally make it this time around
Before the moment opposing Servant shears off the Archer's head, I retrieve Archer forcibly
Pains sting my right hand
Perhaps the command was too reckless, the command spells on my right hand is lost yet another one

......There is only one command spell left
But this is for the best
If I can keep Archer stay alive, losing one or two command spells is only----
Make nothing of Archer's disappearance, that Servant descends toward me
"----Don't take too light of me!"
I take out topaz casted with wind spells from pocket, throw out the mana without any extra work

[----]

The topaz that can take out one or two houses without any traces, is the embodiment of wind spells I accumulated from day to day
One of the ten gemstones which I knit together in the past seventeen years without ever taking a break
With the help of this, it should at least hinder her advancement if not defeating her----

......Nothing
Nothing happened
The storm that can tear apart any objects drawn in in a flash, at the moment of making contact with that Servant, vanished like a toy

----What powerful resistence

To this Servant, the mana of the level of Magus is harmless......!?

---Ah, I give up
Magecraft doesn't work, I even lost the protection of Archer, there is no way to stop this Servant already

Even if I manage to dodge one blow, that's the end

I raise my head looking at the night sky
What I see, is the cold-blooded posture of a death god, that is going to get his hand on me----

"----What"

Wind blows
From the chink of a clouded sky, moon is peeping from the spiral sky
Down pouring of moonshines, and a much too lovely face
Forced Lancer to flee
Defeated my Archer in one shot
Nullfied Magecraft easily, this is the appearance of that Servant

[----]

"That was a wonderful Magecraft, Magus"

The voice of an adolescent girl sounded, like the rings of a pair of silver bells
Aah, now even that voice is nightmarish
It's only natural
For the more beautiful the opponent is, that incredible difference of actual strength, the more it becomes a nightmare that I can never admit

"But this is your end, the Master of Archer"

The sword charging toward me is sparkling

I realize something in the instant before dying
Just from one glance, without any evidence

This is the class I desired for
Entitled the strongest among Servants, the hero of sword

"--------"
Accepting my own death, I raise my head to look at the moon
I don't plan to struggle for life, and there is no opening for fleeing
I will die here, the Holy Grail War of Tohsaka Rin is ended in three days
I should only feel shame and regrets, vanish with hatred directs toward my enemy

---Nevertheless, I can't feel anything
What is happening
Obviously I will be killed for certain in the next instant, but I can't stop admiring
......Yes
I am not pleased by this, not pleased at all

But I don't think there's anyway

---The strongest Servant that is going to take my life

For that posture possesses such indiffernce, unlimited coldness, and that which makes me not pleased by, her loveliness----
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:43 am

Fate

Day 1

-----I woke up to find myself in the midst of a burning wasteland

Perhaps there was a huge fire.
The streets and roads that I’ve grown accustomed to have become ruins, akin to the abandoned battle fields shown in war movies.

----The sight didn't last very long.

When it was dawn, the strength of fire had weakened gradually.
The firestorm that was once at such great height was shriveling while most of the buildings crumbled.

......In the midst of all these, I was amazed by the fact that I was still perfectly whole.

I was the only one alive around here.

Was it my luck, or was my house built in a place with good Feng Shui?
I do not know the reason myself, anyhow, I was the only one still alive.

Since I survived, I thought it necessary to continue to live.
Staying in one location might prove dangerous, so I started to walk around aimlessly.

But it was not for fear of turning into charcoal like the bodies lying on the side of the road.

......There must be an emotion stronger than that fear which dominated my will.

Even so, I did not harbor any hope.
It was amazing enough for me to stay alive until now, and I did not think I’ve got any chance for survival.

No one would come to my rescue.
No matter what I did, there was no way to leave this blazing red world.
Even a child at such a young age would think, this scene, was best described by the name, hell.

Then I fell.
Was it caused by an insufficient amount of oxygen, or my inability to take in oxygen?
Either way, I fell down to the ground, staring at the clouds gathering in the sky.

There were many people surrounding me who shrunken from turning into dark charcoal.

[----]

Dark clouds blot out the sky, letting me know that rain was coming soon.

......This is fine too. The fire will end once the rain comes.

Finally, I exhale deeply, raising my head to look at the rain and clouds.
There was not even one bit of air to suck in, and I could only feel nothing but misery.
I expressed my feelings through words for those who could no longer speak.

----That took place ten years ago.

I was rescued miraculously after that.
My body survived just as it was.
But I think my other parts have already become dark charcoal, perhaps even burned down to ashes.

Be it parents or a Home, if both were gone; it meant losing the world to a child.
Therefore everything had vanished other than this flesh
To put simply, I thought that this was pretty easy to understand

In other words, this was a sacrifice to keep the flesh alive.

My soul was already dead.

----------I had a dream.

"----Mm"

My eyes narrowed at the first beam of white light.
It stung my eyes.
It was just beams of light projecting on my eyes when you come down to it, but I was not used to this situation.
I didn't know even know what ‘stung my eyes’ meant.

"Ah----Eh?"

After my eyes became used to the light, I panicked.
I was in an unfamiliar room, lying on an unfamiliar bed.
Though I was astonished before, the pristine white of the room gave me a sense of peace and quiet.

"......Where is this?"

I absent-mindedly took a look at my surroundings.
The room was spacious with many beds.
Everyone who was on top of a bed seemed to be wounded.

But the room was not under the shadow of misfortune.
We were all survivors.
"----"
After letting out a sigh of reassurance, I let my eyes slowly wander.

----Outside the window.
A clear and blue sky which was truly beautiful.

After many days, I finally realized my present predicament.
I could at last remember the recent events that took place in the past few days.
Even so, at the present, I was like a helpless child who had just been born.

This was by no means an attempt at self-depreciation, but rather a statement close to reality.

In brief, there was a terrible fire.
I was rescued from the disaster zone, and after waking up on a hospital bed, my parents were gone, with my body full of bandages.
Though I knew nothing of the actual situation, I sort of realized that I was all alone

I accepted it rather quickly, I guess.
...... I could only accept the reality, because all the children who surrounded me had shared a similar fate.

----After that.
Just as I became nervous about what to do in the future, because I was not familiar with the real world, that man suddenly showed up in front of me.

On the day that my bandages were taken off and I could feed myself, that man arrived

Wrinkled clothes topped with a shaggy haircut
This man appeared to be younger than the doctors in the hospital, and he reminded me more of a brother than a father.

"How are you? You are Shirou, right?"

His smile was like bright sunshine.
That voice was so sincere that it made me unable to doubt whether it was real or not.

"Let me ask you frankly. Does Shirou want to be fostered into an orphanage, or be adopted by an uncle, whom you’ve just met for the first time?"

This man said he would adopt me.
I asked him whether he was my relative, and he replied that he had no relation to me.
......This man looked as if like he's dirt poor and unreliable.
But whether it was the orphanage, or this man, they were both unfamiliar to me.
With that in mind, I decided that I would go with this man.

"Really? That's great. Quickly pack up your stuff. It's better to get used to your new home sooner."

That man started to pack up hurriedly.
His way of packing was horrible even in a child's eyes.
And after clearing away the mess.

"Ah, I forgot to mention something important. It is something I must tell you before you move into my home."

May I? He asked in that manner.
Where are we heading? I replied jokingly.

"----Hm. Let me make this clear first, I am a Magus."

He was really sincere, speaking with such exaggeration.

It was only for an instant.
Now I think about it, I was such a kid.
For me to believe that kind of dubious words as the truth.

"----Wow, you’re awesome"

I was impressed, and had answered him almost instantly.

After that, I became that man's child.
Actually I couldn't remember the conversation back then clearly.

Nevertheless, whenever there was something going on, Dad would talk about this memory.
Repeating it over and over with an embarrassed expression.

So to my father----that man, Emiya Kiritsugu, that memory was probably the happiest moment of his life.

......Come to think of it.
To go so far as to tell a child who had just lost his parents and home that he was a Magician, Kiritsugu was certainly a strange man
As the one who had been impressed by him, I wasn't any better off.

Anyhow, I became the adopted son of Dad, and inherited the family name Emiya.
Emiya Shirou.
Whenever I spoke of my name this way, I would feel proud for having the same family name as Kiritsugu.

.........I had a dream.

When I was little.
It was around the time I managed to convinced Dad to make me his apprentice, so it was probably around eight years ago.

Ever since I could take care of myself at home, Kiritsugu often went on trips.
Kiritsugu was no different from usual, 'From today I am going on adventures all over the world' babbling something only a kid would say, then he actually went ahead and did it.

It remained this way since then.
It was only routine for him to stay away for a whole month, sometimes he would even not come home for half a year
The house of Emiya was a dojou, only myself and Kiritsugu lived in it.
When I was young, I used to get lost because of the house's large size.

Even then, I enjoyed the life style.
After his travels, Emiya Kiritsugu would come home and talk about interesting episodes during his journey like a child.
The child that shared the same family name would wait in the home, looking forward to listen to his stories with all of his heart.
That loneliness of always staying at home alone disappeared when I listened to the stories brought back by Kiritsugu in the end.

---- My father always like a boy chasing after his dream.

I couldn't stand it, but I had always been envious of that side of him
Maybe I also wanted to be like him one day.

.........On a side note.

Having such a idealistic father, I must train hard and become independent, was what I thought when I was a child----

[----]

......There was a sound.
The clapped-out door, with its weight on the rusted hinge, made the sound as it slid open.
Light entered in the dark storehouse.
"----Hm"
My conscious was just about to leave my dreams

[----]

"Are you awake, senpai?"

I sense the steps approaching me and the temperature of winter outside.

"......Hm. Morning, Sakura"
"Yes. Good Morning, Senpai"

Maybe she is already accustomed to this kind of conversation as Sakura is nodding with a smile as if she is amused by all of these.

"Senpai. It's already morning. There are still time, but Fujimura-sensei will be angry if you fall asleep here."

"Oh......that's true. Thanks for waking me up. I feel bad for bothering you all the time"

"That's not true. Senpai always gets up early. There are not many days I can wake senpai up like this."
......?
I don't know what she is so happy about, but Sakura seems more spirited than usual.

"......Really. I feel like I am often woken up by Sakura. If Fuji-nee is here, then she will definitely beat me until I am up, Sakura is better for the job after all. ......Hm, I will work harder."

......I answer her drowsily.
Since I'm not using my brain, I don't really know what I was talking about myself.

"Okay, I get it now. But if senpai works less hard, I will be happier."
Sakura smiles at me softly.
......This is awful. Apparently I am not completely awake yet, since my words just don’t seem to make any sense.

"----Hold on, I will get up soon enough."

I took in a deep breath to clear my head.
The cold air in winter is particularly useful in this kind of situation.
Cold wind can mercilessly speed up my slow reasoning due to my lack of sleep

......The one in front of me is my kohai, Matou Sakura.
And this is the storehouse in my yard, the time just passed six.

"......Senpai?"
"Aah, I am awake now. Sorry, Sakura. I over slept again. I should be waking up earlier to help you prepare breakfast."
"That's okay. Yesterday, Senpai went to sleep late again, right? Senpai can relax a little bit in the morning, I will prepare the breakfast."

Sakura says bubbly.
......What a rare sight. Sakura is really spirited today, it almost as if she is in a good mood.

"Silly, how can I do that? I'm already up anyways, so let's go to the kitchen together."

"Alright, I'm ready. Let's go, Sakura"
"Ah......um, that, Senpai"
"? What's wrong? Is there anything else?"
"No, not that......it's just, Senpai. I think it's best for Senpai to change before going into the house."

"-----Ah"
Now she mentions it, I lower my head to look at the clothes I’ve on.
Since I passed out yesterday during work, I’m still wearing the one piece working clothes.
The one piece work clothes are dirty everywhere. If I wear something like this into the house, I don't know what Fuji-nee is going to say again.

"Hm......obviously I am not awake yet. Am I dumber than usual?"
"Hm, it’s hard to say. So just leave breakfast to me, senpai can relax. And senpai, wouldn't Fujimura-sensei be angry if this place is a wreck?"

"......True. I will be there once I changed. Sakura, you go on ahead first."
"Okay. I will wait for you then, Senpai."

Sakura left quickly.
Okay.
First, change into my uniform, and then to clean up this mess.

This storehouse is in the corner of the yard, as shown before you, is one filled with loads of junk.
Despite this, to a person like me who enjoys tinkering with things from a very young age, this place is like a treasure-house.

Dad used to warn me about coming to this storehouse, yet I still did it behind his back everyday, and eventually this place became my secret hideout.

To me----Emiya Shirou, this place can actually be considered to be my real room.

This spacious house of Emiya does not suit of my personality at all, and more importantly, I feel safe when I am staying in this space guarded by junk.

"......And isn't this just wasteful? These junk are still workable."
The things put away in this storehouse, are mostly malfunctioned commodities.

Did I put away the things because I like this place, or was it because this mountain pile of junk made me like this place?
After coming here everyday, I’ve acquired the hobby of repairing stuff.

Not to say that I am particularly economical.
I just couldn’t accept the thought of usable things going to waste, so that's probably why I was bothered.
And it was because of this, I was up all night repairing a broken electric stove.

"......I will have to wait until tomorrow to finish it. To pass out half way through repairs is the evidence of my lack of concentration"
I disregard a slight self-abhorrence.
Let me pick up the spare parts of the electric stove first, and put them away in the cabinet specifically for repairs in progress.

The cabinet specifically for ongoing repairs is not empty. After the electric stove is repaired, the next one in line is an out-of-dated video recorder.
......Both were broken by Fuji-nee, but let's just ignore that fact for now.

"......Heave-ho"
I take off my working clothes and change into my school uniform.
The Storehouse is like my own room, stocked with clothes and daily necessities.

The rest of this place is filled with crumbled blueprints, and the junk which had resulted from my failed practices.
Was this place used as some sort of altar? There are some unknown symbols engraved on the floor of the storehouse.

"----All right. I have to work hard today as well."

With a clap, I close my palms together, before walking towards the house.

[----]

I walk toward the house from the storehouse.
The house of Emiya, is a dojou located outside the urban district.
Dad isn’t well-known aristocrat from this area, so it's hard to imagine how he managed to end up with such a big house.
That itself was already a mystery, not adding on to the fact that Emiya Kiritsugu didn't seem have any relatives in Japan.
After Dad passed away, no one took ownership of this house, and naturally it came into my possession, as his adopted son.

But to be honest, I myself don't have any managing skills either.
Death duty, property tax and complicating things like that were all handled by Uncle Fujimura.

Uncle Fujimura is the most influential landlord around here.
Dad used to say 'That uncle is like a criminal boss '.
Of course this was biased.
Uncle Fujimura wasn't just like a criminal boss; he IS a criminal boss.

"............"
I didn’t even ask, seeing the big problem that question could bring.

And speaking of the grandpa of the Fujimuras, should I say he is fearsome, well he is still pretty active that much I can be certain of, but he's not a bad guy at least.
If I help him modify his favorite motorcycle, he will pay me an insane amount of allowance in return.

Anyhow, all these reasons resolved in the fact that I live in this big house by myself.
Dad already passed away for five years.
Time sure flies.
I can't help but sigh when I ask myself how much have I matured over the past five years.

I never stop training everyday to become like Kiritsugu, but in reality it was not as smooth as I expected.
In the beginning it may be due to my lack of talent, but to not improve a bit over a span of five years, it was very questionable indeed.

If I want to describe the present situation with one sentence, it would be that the goal was set too high, and I haven't even touched the starting line yet.

"--------"
Well, it's not good to be over-anxious.
In brief, I should just practice whatever I can and do as much as possible.

Anyhow, what I should do now is----

[----]

There is a majestic dojou inside the house of Emiya.
It is built along with the constructing of this house.
It was built totally on a whim though.
The dojou doesn't serve any purpose whatsoever.

"----Okay"
Before I have my breakfast, I do a little exercise as a warm up.
I am not exactly practicing martial arts, 'If you want to do the same thing as me, physical training comes first'
Ever since Dad said that, physical training became my daily homework.

"......Ninety-nine, one hundred, done......"

Finishing the routine sit-ups, I take off my dojou clothes and change into my school uniform.
Because I overslept this morning, the time available for exercising my body completely was limited.
I left out the warm up exercises, just enough sit-ups.
I don't have the physical build to develop massive muscles, even though the body is one's capital, but I am not going to spend it on brawling with others either way.

A body only needs enough ability to react to unexpected incidents, and to keep up with the occasional reckless behavior.
Since what I wish to become, is the opposite of athletes.

"......Oh, it's already at this hour"
I place the dojou uniform which is soaked in sweat into the laundry basket.
The time is six-twenty.
For people in the house of Emiya who are accustomed to waking up early, breakfast had already started at this hour.

Breakfast had been already prepared.
Just like Sakura's style, the elegant scent of a morning meal is spreading from the dining table.

"Good work, senpai. I am done with preparing breakfast as well."
"Hm, thanks. ......Sorry, I overslept myself, and yet I still troubled Sakura."
"It was nothing, I wasn't troubled at all-. Plus Senpai didn't oversleep. Since Senpai doesn't have any club activity, to wake up at this hour is already early."

"Clubs have nothing to do with it. If that's the case, wouldn't Sakura, who has morning practice and yet still comes to my house, be even earlier?"
"Ah......No, I volunteered for this. Please don't worry about me, Senpai"

"Hm, You always say that. ......Anyway, so the reason I decided to wake up early has nothing to do with the clubs. Since Sakura is coming over, wouldn't it be really rude to you if I don't get up"

For me, waking up early means waking up before Sakura comes over, and oversleeping means letting Sakura prepare breakfast by herself.
This routine of ours started about a year and a half ago.

"Hee hee. Senpai really does care about this kind of things. Mitsuzuri-senpai often says, Emiya is careless but he's also too polite and long-winded."
Sakura smiles as if she thought of something amusing.
Speaking of Mitsuzuri, she is the female president of the archery club which Sakura belongs to, she and I are pretty close by chance of twisted fate.

"...Humph. That girl, is she bad mouthing me in front of Sakura again?"

"Yes. Mitsuzuri-senpai said she will definitely impress Senpai before graduation, she’s been practicing very hard everyday."

"......Good grief. Mitsuzuri is already in a higher dan than me. I guess that's just how it is, memories are always invincible. I don't have a problem with being glorified, but that depends on person."
"Mitsuzuri-senpai really doesn't like losing. So I think she must treat Senpai as her arch-rival secretly."

Sakura talks as she fills the bowl with rice.
It's almost six-thirty.
The morning practice of archery club starts at seven.
Though it's voluntary, you can never be too relaxed.

"Fuji-nee......should almost be here. Oh well, it's her fault for not coming here on time. Sakura, let's dig in first."
"I guess you are right. Here, please go ahead, Senpai."
Sakura smiles as she hands me the bowl.
"--------, um"
......Oh.
Though it's something I see everyday, and should’ve been used to already, my sight was captured by those fair-skinned fingers effortlessly.

"-------Um"
......How should I put it, this is bad.

Is she in her growth period? Because recently Sakura seems to have acquired an inexplicable charm.
Those unpretentious and gracious movements truly are beautiful, and the number of my gulps has also increased.
Is this retribution for never considering Sakura as a member of the opposite sex? Now, I am ever more conscious of her feminine side----

"Senpai? Is there something wrong?"
"---No, nothing. There's nothing wrong, don't mind it."
"?"
......Seriously, I'm beat.
Why am I so nervous about my friend's sister?
Sakura is only a nice understanding kohai, a kohai that I have to look after.

And in the first place, We are only in a kohai-senpai relationship.
Sakura is the sister of a friend of mine, but because she was one grade lower than us, I wasn't particular familiar with her.

This help-each-other-out relationship only started a year and a half ago.
I was suffering from an injury at that time and Sakura came over to make my meals, she persisted in coming over afterwards, and eventually it became what it is today.

......In the beginning I thought that we had an unspoken agreement that this relationship would only last until my injury was healed, however something trivial happened along the way, and for some reason I let her continue to help around the house chores.

Anyway Sakura's cooking is really delicious, and her house-keeping is also first-rate.
It is a big favor to me for her to come over so early to help around, but in recent times, it feels a bit awkward.
The problem lies not with Sakura, but with me.

"----"
To be honest, Sakura is a beauty.

Sakura already stands out among the first year students, and there must be countless people eagerly trying to get into a serious relationship with her.
Lately, she had filled out in where they count, so it’s natural that I’m often entranced by her casual gestures.

This is where the awkwardness stemmed from.
......My worry of falling in love with the sister of my friend.
It's usually fine, but sometimes I get embarrassed from sudden gestures like that, so am I really fit to be her Senpai......?

Breakfast is on the dining table.
Chicken breasts and hornwort salad, salmon teriyaki, boiled spinach, miso soup with radish and carrot, even a yam soup; there really isn't anything you can complain about this meal.

"Let's eat"
"Let's eat"

After saying this, Sakura and I sit up and proceed to enjoy our meal quietly.

Only the sounds of our chopsticks are heard.
Sakura is not a talkative girl, and I don't have the skill to talk while having food in my mouth.

So naturally, we are quiet when we’re having our meals.
Actually, it is a little bit noisier usually, but this morning, that noisy person-

Well, maybe she watched a spy movie last night or something, and now she’s hiding her face behind the newspaper, and observing the two of us secretly.

"Fujimura-sensei, don't you think it's a bad idea to read newspaper while eating?"
"....................."

Fuji-nee ignores Sakura who speaks up politely.
Though it is really suspicious, this is not the first time Fuji-nee is acting all weird during the breakfast anyway.
Sakura is probably used to it as well, as she stops paying attention to her and goes on with her meal

[----]

Speaking of which, Sakura originally specialized in Western-style cuisine.
She learned how to make Japanese-style cuisine after coming over to help.
Both Fuji-nee and I prefer Japanese cuisine, and Sakura thought that she should at least make something to our liking, so she picked up some Japanese-style cuisine as well.

As of now, Sakura's cooking skills have already surpassed mine, I being the person who taught her in the first place.
Especially the salmon teriyaki, her control of the heat is simply divine.
The flavor of her miso soup is also top notch, and recently she even has time to grind some yams to make yam soup.
Now that I think about it, I don't think this is the first she put yam soup on the table.

"Excuse me. Sakura, could you pass me the soy sauce?"
"Sure---Ah, oh no, senpai. Senpai's soy sauce was used up yesterday."
"Fuji-nee's is fine too. Go on."

"Can I, Fujimura-sensei?"
Um, Fuji-nee replies and nods.
*Rustle* The newspaper makes some noise as it shakes a little.

"Please go ahead. Is Senpai going to match this with yam soup?"
"Yeah. Doesn't yam soup generally go with soy sauce?"
Ptts, I pour the soy sauce in the yam soup.
After stirring for a while, I put it on my rice and take a bite.

Hm, the consistency of this mashed yam, and my personal insistence on this soy sauce's ultra strong spiciness-----

"Yuck......! Whoa! This tastes horrible, plus this is seasoning! And oyster oil at that!"
I couldn’t help but spit out the rice.
And now

"Hu hu, ah ha ha ha ha ha ha!"

Whang, Fuji-nee tossed away the newspaper with her might

"How about that!? This is my battle plan of taking-advantage-of-the-morning-to-swap-the-labels-of seasoning-and-soy-sauce-!"
Ho-ho, the female spy raises her hands and yells excitedly.

"What, what were you thinking so early in the morning!? Why are you still acting like this when you’re over twenty-five already?!"
"Humph humph-, now you realize my hatred yesterday. Doesn't the one who bullies his nee-san with everyone else, deserve the wrath of Heaven?"

"It's supposed to be from Heaven, and not from people! I had thought it strange for you to be this quiet, and it turns out that you were planning this since yesterday!"

"Exactly-. It's all your fault that I now have to quickly grade my test papers, Humph, I really need to hurry or I’ll be in trouble!"

Fuji-nee sits back on her seat, finishes off her breakfast with an intense vigor.

"OK, I am full. Today's breakfast is very good too, Sakura-chan"
"Ah......yes. It's nothing special, sensei."
"I’ll be going first then. If you two are late, I will be very angry-"

Ta ta ta ta ta-, she ran off just like that.
......-The thought that such a person is a teacher of our school, really leads one believe that there's something wrong with this world.

"......Um, senpai?"
"Sorry. We finally can have breakfast but we can't enjoy it after Fuji-nee's rampage"
"No, that's not what I want to talk about......Um, did senpai do anything to Fujimura-sensei yesterday? For Fujimura-sensei to actually resort to messing with the food, it’s too much even for her."

"Hm......nothing really, it's because I accidentally used her nickname yesterday."
"It’s no wonder then. Senpai didn't apologize to Fujimura-sensei, did you?"
"You got me. I forgot about it since it was pretty common."

"It’s not surprising then, since Fujimura-sensei especially hates Senpai to use her nickname. Senpai definitely made sensei cry again, didn't you?"
"......She cried non-stop before running off by herself. Thanks to her, we had a study period for yesterday's English lesson."

And so, I accepted a student honor award made out of everyone's notebook paper, but of course, it was immediately tossed in a garbage bin.

"Seriously, Senpai is in the wrong this morning."
To Sakura, Fuji-nee is like her real sister, so it’s natural that she's on Fuji-nee's side.
Of course, this is a good thing, but I hope she also considers my feelings as the one who is spending the whole day with Fuji-nee.

Fuji-nee was a friend of Dad, and since I became the adopted son of Dad, she often dropped by at the house.
She still shows up frequently after Dad passed away, and now she has breakfast and dinner in my house, like a freeloader.

---Actually.
It was maybe because Fuji-nee acting this way and being here, I could manage to live by myself after Dad died.
Now Fuji-need, Sakura, and I are the three residents of the house of Emiya.

......Despite all that, I am still the only one knows about Dad being a Magus.

He said, a Magus must conceal one’s true identity.

Therefore I, who became the apprentice of Dad, also hid the fact that I'm learning Sorcery.

It’s just that, even though I'm supposed to be learning, I am still an amateur Magus who can't use Sorcery competently.
.
For someone like me, it does not matter whether I conceal or not, but since it was written in the will, I’ve continued to train everyday in secret.

After having breakfast, I start to prepare for school.
As I listen to the news on the television, while clearing away the dishes.

"---"
Sakura watches the television expressionlessly.
There is a sensational caption 'Gas leak accidents, continue to occur' on the screen.

The neighboring town Shinto apparently had a major accident.
The scene of the accident is in a building in the business district and all the people inside were caught in a lack of oxygen and in a life threatening state of comatose.
Though it was treated as an accident caused by leaking gas, but the same thing happened over and over recently.

"Are you disturbed by the news just now, Sakura?"
"Eh----No, not really. I just realized the accident took place in Shinto, which is quite close from here. ......Senpai, your part time job is over at Shinto, right?"
"Yeah, but it's not in a building as big as those. I don't think that accident in the news report will happen to us."

......Although I say this, these accidents shouldn't be ignored just because it didn't happen to us.
Gas leaks can happen to anyone, and more importantly, there are a few hundred victims now and my heart aches whenever I think of it.

The same accidents keep happening, and rumor has it that the cause was originated from rushing constructions back in Shinto's swift developing period.

Whether it's true or not, I really hope that no more victims show up----

"......That is dangerous. We have to watch out for it too"
"Ah, don't worry, Senpai. I always double check the plug for gas, so please relax."

Sakura thrusts out her chest with pride.

"That's not what I meant."

......Hm. I actually thought about this before, but it seems that Sakura had a few strange particularities.

[----]

"Senpai, did you lock the door inside?"
"Yeah I did. I put the latch on, any problem?"
"No. Then I will lock the front door. What time are you coming back today, Senpai?"

"I guess I will be running a little late. And Sakura?"
"Just as usual. Though I think I will probably be back earlier, so let me take care of the preparations before dinner."
"......Hm, I appreciate it. I will try to come home as early as possible"

Click, the door is locked.
Both Sakura and Fuji-nee have the key to my house, so it's up to the last person leaving to lock the door.
"Let's go. You won't make it to morning practice if we don't hurry."
"OK. Then let us walk a little faster, Senpai."

[----]

Sakura and I walk towards town together.
After passing through a long row of walls and going down the slope, a more crowded residential area is spread out before us.
The Emiya resident is on top of the slope, which was a fair distance from the central region of the town.

Along this way down the slope, then walk out of the residential area, if you keep going, you will arrive at the crossroads of the central region.

From here, there is the main bridge that connects to the neighboring town, the slope to Ryudo Temple
The residential area that is opposite my house, the shopping district that Sakura visits often, and finally, the school we are heading now, there are many different forks.

Without strolling around, we head to the school directly.
Sakura steps on the slope without talking much.
Since it's only seven o'clock, the road to school is quite deserted.
Other than us, there are only a few students walking leisurely, for the club activities in the morning.

"Then see you later. Good luck with your club."
Parting with Sakura at the school gate is part of our custom as well.
As Sakura is in the archery club, we go our separate ways from here in the morning.

".................."
Despite that-
Sakura didn't go straight to the archery club.

"Sakura? Are you not feeling well?"
"......No, it's not that......um, Senpai. Do you want to go visit the archery field sometimes?"

"No, I have nothing to do in the archery field anyway. Plus, Issei asked me to do him a favor today, I have to go to the student’s council quickly."

"......That, that's true. Sorry, I said too much."
Sakura lowers her head, and bows.
"?"

"Excuse me for now. Senpai, please look forward to the dinner"
Sakura runs toward the archery field with an apologetic expression on her face.
"......?"
Eh. Was there some sort of meaning behind those words......?

[----]

"Issei, are you there?"
"I'm here. You’re a little late this morning, Emiya."
Was he studying before class, the male student who seems to be reading some sort of report, raises his face.

"Is Issei the only one present, what happened to the others? It shouldn't be unusual for them to be here by now."
"No, unfortunately our club members are very professional. They follow the working hours precisely, and don't intend to arrive early or stay after."
"Is that why the president of student council has to handle the all odd ends by himself? Sounds tough."

"How so? I volunteered for this. It makes no sense for Emiya to sympathize with me"
"? No, who said I was sympathizing with Issei?"
"Hmm, what a pity, don't bother it then. We both gave it too much thought."

Doh doh, the one filing the reports is Issei, the boss of this student council room
Issei is the guy that had planned to reform the laid-back student council from scratch, and he has been my friend since first grade.
His full name is Ryudo Issei
An delicate face in contrast to that antique name, he is extremely popular among the female students
On top of that, he's also the president of student council

"Hm, the best drink for morning is indeed hot tea that numbs the tongue after all."

He takes a sip of the boiled tea, I still don't understand
Issei's personality is very modest this way
Yet he is often misunderstood, though he has never been involved in any relationship, nor does he fool around like other students
When it comes down to it, he is the son that's going to inherit the Ryudo Temple on the mountain
Since even he himself thinks that inheriting the temple is a is a good idea, there is a high possibility that he will become a lofty monk after graduation.

"Well. What are we going to do today?"
"Hm? Aah, sit down and drink a cup of tea first---is what I wanted to say, but there is no time. I will explain as we move along, and bring the usual tools."

[----]

"Let me be frank. Our school is extremely unbalanced when it comes to money."
"I know. Special treatment towards the sport related clubs, and nothing left for the others, right?"
"Humph. As a result, the members of the cultural club are treated unfairly. I already tried my best to request for more budget, but it's not going well as the distribution of the school budget is unclear. The classrooms for cultural clubs are still no good for this reason. Especially we can't do anything about it if the stoves are not enough for winter"

"Is that so. ----Ah, give me the flat-bladed screwdriver. The largest one. And the conducting wire too......Hm, this should be fine"
"Conducting wire? ......Hm, is this it? Sorry, I can't really tell. Correct me if I’m wrong."
"There is no need for that if you're right. Then, what happened to those with not enough stoves? Are there other broken ones somewhere?"

"Yes. The stoves in the second multi-media room and the fine art club have some problems. There are more and more petitions for requests to buy new ones."
"But there isn't any budget for it, is that it?. ......It's only deteriorating after all. It should be fine as long as there isn't anything wrong inside"

"......Hu. Can you fix it, Emiya?"
"I can do it. In this kind of situation, old fashioned things are easier to understand. It's only a distribution line that had short circuited. So once it’s replaced with a new one, it will be good to go this year."
"So that's it! You are great Emiya, I am very happy to have asked you."

"Your Japanese is weird, Issei. ......Oh, just one more thing, could you leave for a second?"
"Hm, I definitely can't distract Emiya."

Issei leaves the classroom quietly
......It appears that, he thought I was going to work on some delicate operations

"......Well, it is pretty delicate, if you think about it......"
I touch the old fashioned electric stove
Generally speaking, even if you are accustomed to this type of repairs, it's still difficult to figure out where's the problem by sight alone.
The reason why I’m able to know is because my method is not ordinary

I close my eyes, and observe the interior of the stove with my senses
---In the meantime
An image appears in my brain

"......There are two broken circuits in the electric heating wire......the electric heating unit is still there......the power coils can be fixed with insulating tapes......"
......Great, it can still be repaired with just the tools on hand.

If the electric heating unit is spoilt then an amateur won't be able to take care of it
By that time I will have to take a non-amateur way to 'enhance' it, however to be able to observe the interior is enough for now

All of Emiya Shirou's 'Sorcery' was taught by Kiritsugu

"----Alright, let's get to work"
Opening the case, I start to repair the interior circuits
Since I already know where the problem is, the procedure after that becomes easy
"......Sigh. I am only good at this."

Without a doubt. Emiya Shirou has almost no talent for Sorcery.
On the contrary, I am ridiculously good at observing the interior of objects and relating them to actual blueprints.
In fact, when I reproduced the imagining blueprints, Dad's eyes went wide open in shock, sighed as he said 'What a useless talent.'

What I am good at is apparently a meaningless talent
Dad said, it's a waste to grasp the structure of an object visually
As an Magus, there's no use to accurately comprehend the most minute details of the structure

Theoretically, to be able to read the core of the object quickly, and then change it faster before anyone else, is how battles of the Magi are fougt.
Therefore it's only a waste of energy to read the blueprints, because even if you read it, you would only know which route is easier for Mana to pass through

For many reasons, I can only use my forte to repair malfunctions
However you look at it, I don't have the need to dismantle objects to find the problems
Just quickly finding out where is wrong with it, then with the repairing technique, most of the things can be repaired

But, of course this is limited to the junk that can be repaired with 'a little amateur's common sense'

"---Done. Let's move on to the next one".

Collecting the used conducting wires, I grasp a screwdriver and a wrench in my hands and go to the hallway.

[----]

"Issei, I am done fixing."
----Oh
Out in the hallway, there is another female student besides Issei

"----"
I am a little surprised
Issei is talking to Tohsaka Rin from second year class A.
The young lady who lives in an extraordinarily large mansion on the hills, is also a top student
She’s attractive, has good grades, along with excellent athletic talent, and zero drawbacks
She has a well-bred and rational mind, and doesn't act arrogant just because she is beautiful; she’s what every man wants

And because she is like that, it’s needless to say that she is worshiped like an idol by the male students
But in Tohsaka's case, she has become a unapproachable flower because she’s too perfect
All the boys agree on this, and the only ones who can talk to Tohsaka are Issei, and the teachers

......Well, to be honest, I am also male
Emiya Shirou is, without exception, among the male students who are in awe of Tohsaka Rin

"..............."
Tohsaka is looking at us, as if she’s not in a good mood
Rumor has that Issei and Tohsaka don't get along with each other, seems likely

"Ah, excuse me. Sorry I had to let Emiya do all the work, even though I was the one that asked you to do it in the first place. Please forgive me"
Ooh
To completely ignore Tohsaka and instead starts to talk to me, Issei is incredible

"Don't mention it. So, where's the next one? We're running out of time."
"Aah, next one is in the multi-media room. Apparently it's not working the way it should for quite some time now, and this time it finally went flat."

"If it's already dead, then there's no way I can fix it. It would be better if you just bought another one."
"......That's true, but just do me a favor. Although it looks like its near the brink of death to me, but maybe if you took a look at it instead, it would just be faking it."

"Is that so? Let me give it a try then."
There is not even thirty minutes left until homeroom
If we want to repair it, we better hurry or we won't make it

I hurried Issei toward the multi-media classroom
But, since we already met, it's impolite to ignore her completely

I stop and turn my head towards Tohsaka
"You're early today, Tohsaka"
After giving my honest comment, I go after Issei

[----]

"We almost didn't make it. Sorry Emiya, I troubled you again. I can't be called your friend if I make you late for helping me out."
"Don't sweat it. It's okay for me to be late. It would be a problem if Issei was late though"
"That's true. Phew, luckily we made it"
Issei gives out a sigh, and walks to his seat while patting his chest

The time is exactly eight o'clock
The bell before homeroom rings, so Fuji-nee should be here in five minutes

"---Phew"
Since I ran all the way from the multi-media classroom, my breathing is a bit unsteady
After taking a deep breath, I walk to my own seat

"Emiya, you've been pretty busy this early. I was wondering what you were up to after quitting the club, so I guess you went ahead to kiss Ryudo's arsch? It has nothing to do with me, but don't do anything that will lower the reputation of our club. After all, you don't have much integrity."

In front of my seat, stands my friend since middle school, Matou Shinji
From the last name Matou you can tell, he's the brother whose one year older than Sakura

"Hey. Is everything alright in archery club, Shinji?"
"Of, of course......! There is no point to talk to outsiders, but ever since we got rid of a certain pushy guy, the club has become a lot more peaceful. Maybe we can even get a good ranking in the next competition again!"

"I see. So Mitsuzuri is working hard."
"Huh? What rubbish are you babbling about? It's all because of me that the archery club can break the record. Emiya, you are already an outsider, don't you feel ashamed to talk as if you know everything?"

"I see, I will be careful. But I don't have any business with the archery club anyway, it shouldn't matter"
I put the book bag on the table, and pull out the chair

"What do you mean? Are you saying that you're not interested in my archery club?"
"Business, not interest. I am already an outsider, wouldn't it be strange for me to hang out in the archery field. But if you have something to say, just say it. If you need any help, I will do it for you. Shinji is not very good with pulling bowstrings and repairing bows, right?"

"I see, thanks. If there are errands available, I will let you take care of it. But there shouldn't be anything like that."

"Aah, I am relieved. One cannot be called a president if he leave errands unattended. Don't upset Fujimura-sensei too often. She is really scary when she's angry."
"......! Humph, that's uncalled for. Anyway, you are already an outsider so don't come close to the field!"

Shinji returns to his seat as usual
......Hm? Why is that guy especially irritable today

"What's that guy babbling. How can he say that when he kicked Emiya out himself?"
"Oh Issei, so you were here"
"What do you mean by 'oh'! How can you treat a very concerned friend who listened in so coldly!"

"? What concern? I haven't done anything that would concern Issei"
"Fool, of course I was concerned since you’re very short-tempered. Though everyone will cheer you on if you beat that Shinji, the girls would probably send you a storm of complaints. It's not good to put a friend in this position."

"I see. Hm, that’s true when I think about it. Thanks Issei. I doubt that will happen, but thank you for your concern."
"Hm, as long as you get it. ......But I must say I am very surprised. Emiya is obviously short-tempered, but you are very lenient toward Matou"
"Aah, Shinji has always been that way. I got used to it after a while"

"Hm, so that's it"
"That's it. Alright, if you understand then go back to your own seat. It's about time for Fujimura-sensei to fly in here."
"Ha ha ha. Rather than flying, it looks more like floating."

[----]

The bell rings as the homeroom begins
Even though most of the homeroom teachers come in five minutes earlier, our teacher is nothing like that

For second year class C, our homeroom starts at exactly one minute after the bell, or

"I'm late, I'm late, I'm late, I'm late---!"

When we welcome the screaming and dashing Fuji-nee to the classroom does it really start

"Good, I made it-! Everyone, mor----"

Ko-dong
Fuji-nee trips over and makes a sound that feels dangerous from a physiology point of view

"--------"

The classroom suddenly becomes speechlessly silent from the chaos only a minute ago
What a blunt way to change scene
No wonder Fuji-nee is the only one worthy of the title 'The Human Jet-Plane'

......Then again, the angle she fell at was no joke
Fuji-nee collapsed after she bumped into the desk
Though we couldn’t see her face, but that leaves us more space for horrifying imagination

"......Hey, the front row, call the teacher up."
"......Eh-, no way-......She will slurp me if I get close."
"......It's not like she's an alien, even Fuji-nee won't do that."
"Hey you, if you say so then why don't you go?"
"Whoa, I can't do that. I am not good at this."
"Me neither! And why do we girls have to do it!? You boys should handle it!"

The front row is becoming restless
For us who are seated in the middle row, we still don't have a clue about Fuji-nee's predicament

Since we don't have a clue, everyone just starts to stand on their seats to take a peep

"Hold on a second, sensei is not moving. Did she knock herself out?"
Someone asked a very sensible question.
The problem now is how are we supposed to take Fuji-nee to the nurse under these circumstances?

Everyone has already spent a whole year with Fuji-nee
It's about time to break the tradition of taking the homeroom teacher to nurse

"Fujimura-sensei......? Um-, are you ok-?"

A female student speaks up bravely
Fuji-nee didn't move an inch
The wavering spreads out gradually

"......The way she fell just now looked pretty bad. Didn't her head bump into the lecture table in a bad angle? Fujimura must be invincible if she is still not hurt after that."
"Hm-, how about letting Fujimura-sensei joins the baseball club?"
"Do, don't scare me......! Back when Tiger was our advisor, we made it all the way to Koshien!"
"Fujimura-sensei, Fujimura-sensei......! This is bad, there's no response......!"

"Hey, you should go wake her up since she's right in front of you"
"Eeh!? No way, I will get myself killed if I do that."
"But, we can't just leave it like, I'm afraid that something scary might happen."
"So no one wants to do it."
"......There is no other way then. We can only do that when it comes down to this."
"Yeah, let's do that."
"One, two, three-"

Everyone is in unison
......Aah, except Shinji and I, as we don't dare to open our mouths for something on such a terrifying scale/

"One, two, three-, Wake up-, Tiger!"

Everyone in the class call out together, but the voices are as quiet as if they were murmuring
Especially with the pronunciation of 'Tiger' almost unrecognizable
However

......(Trembling)
Fuji-nee who has remained silent up till now, begins twitching

"Ooh, she moved!? Everyone, it's working!"
"OK-Let's keep going!"
Perhaps their minds are fried because of the approaching finals
Just leaving her alone is fine, but not only are they waving their hands, they even used Fuji-nee's nickname

"Wake up Tiger. It's already morning-"
"Sensei, You are a Tiger if you don't wake up!"
"Don't lose, Tiger! Stand up, Tiger!"
"OK-, wake up sensei! This is the way of Tiger!"
"Ti-Ger-! Ti-Ger-!"

"Growl---! Don't call me Tiger---!"

A flash
There is not a scratch on Fuji-nee even after that kind of impact, as she stands tall on the earth glaringly

"......Ah? What is everyone doing? You shouldn't stand up during homeroom. Hurry, sit down before it starts"

Fuji-nee is standing before the lecture table as usual
......Apparently, all her memories of dashing into the classroom to standing back up, have been neatly forgotten.

"......Hey, Tiger doesn't seem to remember"
"......Lucky, we've been having pretty good luck since this morning"
"......No, can you really call this good luck......"
The students are making a racket as they returning to their seats

"Humph. Who was that, do you take your sensei for a fool?"
"Oh, no. You are hearing things, sensei"
"I see, very well then. Everyone listens up, today's homeroom is going to start."

Fuji-nee begins the homeroom leisurely
She even adds in some gossip in between announcements, so no one is taking her seriously

"That's all, everyone will need to follow the scheduled time for leaving school. School closes at six, and even those with clubs can't stay longer than that."
"Eh-, six, but then it will be all over in a minute-. Taiga-sensei, could you go easy on the sport clubs?"
"No can do. And Gotoh, you have to address sensei as Fujimura-sensei, and if you call me by my first name the next time, I will be angry, ok?"
"OK-, I will make a note of that-"
Gotoh acts as if he is not going to take a note of that at all and sits back down

......What a novice
When Fuji-nee says she will be angry, she really will be. Even if the opponent is a student and she’s a teacher.
That was the very last diplomatic warning when she's going extremely near to her limit, and that Gotoh didn't even realize it.

"Then that concludes today's homeroom. I will see you all in the English class in the third period-!"
Fuji-nee walks away while waving her hands

Homeroom teacher of second year class C, Fujimura Taiga
Also known as Tiger
Though the nickname rouses her angers, but she can't do anything about it since it's true

Though she was named Taiga despite being a girl, Fuji-nee gets along with everyone. But Fuji-nee herself hates the nickname Tiger very much.
Fuji-nee said that the nickname is very unladylike
But since she acts in that manner, who else is to be blamed for her unladylike nickname

"Class begins. Student on duty, give the word."
And so, the teacher of first period class passed by Fuji-nee and walked in
The morning of our class has been like this invariably, since Fuji-nee always spends every last minute of the homeroom

And then, an entire day of classes ended as usual
Some students are rushing to their clubs, and some are going home right after school, while those who have nothing to do just stay in the classroom, all sorts
As for me, I am not in any of those three categories

"Excuse me, are you free, Emiya? I want to continue what we started this morning. Do you have spare time today?"
"Well, I do have plans."
Its not for fun though
The main reason why I quit the archery club was because of my part-time jobs

Ever since Dad passed away, I thought that I should at least take care of my living expenses so I started to work part-time, and it had been that way for five years.
Even after taking so many jobs, there are some requests that I just can't turn down

Such as today
For the bar's wholesale, the owner hoped that I could come because she needed as much manpower as she could get.
Its not necessary that I have to go though. The job is the kind where we simply gather around some friends
So we can have fun after work

"----"
There are two choices
I want to----

[----]

The repairs are not done yet
So let me wrap up what we started this morning.

"Change of plans. Let's continue on the repairs from this morning, so just leave them to me. I am going to finish off the repairs before the exams."
"I am saved. Let's take a look at the patient in the fine art club then."
"OK. ......Oh, just make sure you drive away the people. I can't concentrate when there's somebody watching."
"Certainly. No one will distract you."
I follow the hasty Issei to the hallway and leave the classroom in a hurry

When I left the school building, it was already dark outside.
The school gate is closed
The time now is seven o'clock, and though it’s way over the closing time, but I wasn't reprimanded thanks to Issei's intervention.

"Sigh, I am really saved today. I will definitely repay you, whatever you want, just say it and don't hold back"
"Alright, I will ask you when I need it. Then again, I don't really have anything in mind. But it's not like I helped you in order to get something in return, plus I don't really need to beg Issei for favors anyway."

"......Seriously, you should reflect for being too nice. I was saved because Emiya is here, but I can't stand how other people asking you to run their errands for them. Helping people is a good deed, but shouldn't you at least pick the people you're going to help? In Emiya's case, you just grant favors to anyone who asks for it."
"? I’m really not picking the people?"
"Humph. You are been taken advantage of by fools unwittingly. Emiya, you're busy yourself, so it's ok to turn down others' requests from time to time."

"----"
I'm not so sure, but it seems that Issei is worried about me.
Ever since middle school, people often praise me, saying that Emiya is very helpful in that he never refuses any request, and doesn't ask favors in return

Issei finds this bad
But I am doing this voluntarily, so there shouldn't be a problem since I also refuse people very frankly if I don't think I can handle it

"Don't worry about it, Issei. I know myself the best. Plus, helping others is a good deed, right? It's not something to be reprimanded by the son of a temple."
"Nevertheless, you’re overloading yourself. You will breakdown if this continues."

"Your advice is noted. See you tomorrow in school."
"......Humph. See you tomorrow then."

Issei looks dissatisfied as he walks off.
His home at the Ryudo Temple requires him to go towards the hill in order to reach it, so it’s natural for us to split here on my way home.

I walk on the night-lit street.
Gazing at the starry night of winter as I walk on top of the hill road, I notice that there is no one around
It's about seven-thirty
I won't be surprised if there are people walking everywhere at this hour, but there is nobody outside

"......Of course, now that I think about it."
Just a few days ago, something happened in Miyama town
I think it was a robbery and murder case of home intrusion
No pedestrians, along with the school’s closing time changed to six were probably caused by that event

"......Gas leaks and robbery. It's getting dangerous around here."
No wonder people have stopped going out at night
It's dangerous to let Sakura walk back by herself
Fuji-nee is another matter, but Sakura's home is in the residential area on the other side
I have to walk her home starting from today---

"......?"
For an instant, I doubt my own eyes
A figure appears on the aforementioned deserted hill road
In the middle of the hill road, as if lowering her gaze towards me from up there, that figure comes to a halt

"-------"
I hold my breath unconsciously
The silver haired girl smiles as if amused, and walks down the hill without making a sound

In the middle-

"If you don't call it out quickly, you will be dead, Oniichan."

Bizarre words came out from her lips.

[----]

I came back home after climbing up the hill
The lights in the house are on, so Sakura and Fuji-nee have already returned

I can smell a delicious aroma once I enter the living room
Sakura and Fuji-nee are having dinner right beside the dining table
Tonight's main dish is butter chicken, and Fuji-nee who loves white sauce the most appears to be in a good mood.

"Senpai, you are home. Sorry we started without you."
"I'm home. Sorry for being late. I wish I could come back earlier."
"It's ok, you still have time. Just a little longer, your meal will be ready in a second"
"Hm, I'll leave it to you then. I am going to wash my hands, watch out for Fuji-nee, and don't let her take other people's food"
"Yes, I will watch her carefully."

[----]

I am back in my room
The room is pretty empty when compared to the warehouse, but since I don't have much hobbies, these are enough decorations for me
Though most of these are objects with unknown purposes that has been thrown around by Fuji-nee

After washing my hands, I change my clothes and return to the dining room, in which dinner has already been prepared on the dining table

"Let's start."
"Yes, hopefully the food is to your liking......"
Sakura is being very humble.

Sakura's cooking skills have been improving dramatically over the past year.
As of now, there is no chance for me to beat her in Western style, though I can still manage in the Japanese style, but neither of us know Chinese style though
I feel happy for the improvement made by my apprentice, but a master will always feel lonesome when he’s surpassed by his apprentice

"----Mm"
It’s just as good as I expected.
The longer you cook chicken, the harder it gets. That's why you should bake the surface nicely before cooking, despite all the troubles, this is the only way to make a juicy finishing product without losing its flavor
The control on this part is rather delicate, and it's a professional art that the clumsy Fuji-nee can never master

"How is it, senpai......? Um, I thought I did pretty well today......"
"Flawless. The white seasoning sauce is quite stunning. I am no longer on par with Sakura in Western style cooking."

"Mmm, ever since Sakura-chan took over the kitchen, all the dishes with meat have begun to taste better."
At this point
Fuji-nee who has been concentrating on dining, raises her head

"Ah. Bad-, Shirou. Students shouldn't come home this late"
......Ah
She was in a good mood because of the dinner prepared by Sakura, but now her mood is ruined after seeing me

"Seriously, you went out of your way to help others again, right? While that certainly is a good thing, you should really come back earlier. Didn't I already mention that ‘it's dangerous as of late’ during homeroom? That was meant for you, Shirou"

"......Let me put it this way. You didn't have to take up homeroom time just for me, why couldn't you just tell me at home?"
"It’s because you wouldn't listen. Making specific announcements in the school for Shirou is far more effective"
"......Sensei, I think that's abusing your professional authority and involving private matters in public affairs"

"No way, it wouldn't be effective against Shirou otherwise. You are always at a loss by helping others. To come straight back to home for a break once in a while isn’t such a bad idea, stupid"
"Humph. What do you mean by stupid? What's wrong with helping others out, you are not at a loss if you actually help someone."

"......Sigh, so much like Kiritsugu. Nee-san will get worried if you are like this."
What worry? Fuji-nee is taking in food heartily.

"......Um, Fujimura-sensei. Did you say, senpai was like this since a long time ago?"
"Yep, since a long time ago. He's the type that will help out anyone who is in trouble by himself. He’s not exactly poking his nose into others' business, but Shirou is just simply precocious."

He he he, Fuji-nee makes a threatening smile
"Fuji-nee. I will get angry if you say something redundant. And Sakura, stop asking such boring questions."

I glare at the two
Fuji-nee groans and conceded, but yet
"Fujimura-sensei, please go on"
Sakura is taking it seriously

"Then I will keep going. Well-, Shirou has the personality of a man who can't ignore people in trouble. The kind of man that support the weak and oppose the strong. He once wrote that his dream was to become a defender of justice on his composition when he was little"

"----"
......Talking about the past again, Fuji-nee
I can't interrupt her since she's speaking the truth
Also, to become a defender of justice is an unchanging goal even now

"Wow. Senpai was such a wonderful child"
"Hm, wonderful indeed-. He would always come to the rescue when girls are being picked on by the older boys, and he tried very hard to be familiar with house-hold chores because Kiritsugu was lazy."

"A-ah, he used to be so adorable and pure, how did he end up being such a difficult child-"

"Because Fuji-nee was here. The child thought about lots of things after growing up while watching an useless adult. If you can't swallow that then make your own meals."
"------What"
Fuji-nee took a blow
I thought she'd lower her head and reflect on herself

"Sob, Nee-san is so hurt. Sakura-chan, one more serving."
Yet she just sticks out her rice bowl for the third time

After dinner, I took a break, the clock now points at nine

"Alright, let's do something."
There is still time until my night training
For now----

[----]

---True
I should rest a bit in preparation of tonight's training

"The bathing water is heated up as well. I will just ask Fuji-nee to walk Sakura back"
Let's do it now since I already made the choice
First off, wake up Fuji-nee who fell asleep in the living room, then thank Sakura for the dinner, watch those two going back home, take a back
And finally take a break----

A day ended, period
Right before twelve at midnight, Emiya Shirou must proceeds the 'Sorcery' that has already became a daily lesson

"--------"
I sit down and cross my legs, adjusting my breaths
First, I turn my mind into a blank sheet of paper as much as possible
Then, peel off the contacts to the outside world, and finally turning all of my consciousness inward

"----Trace, on"
Similar to self-suggestion, I recite the incantation that I accustom
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:45 am

2nd Day

......It was very dark when I woke up
Perhaps I’m the type that doesn't dream too much, because so long as nothing momentous has happened, I’ll just keep having the same dream over and over again.

[----]

......The thing I imagined was usually a sword
For some unknown reason, that's the only thing that came up in my mind
There is no meaning nor explanation for it
Perhaps, it may be the substance that Emiya Shirou is composed of

I do not dream
The things that I recall after falling asleep are what others have told me in the past
Things related to Magi for example
Even for an amateur Magus, it's only natural for me to be curious about the world that I exist in

---In short, Magi are loners in contrast to civilized society
Even if they are loners, they can't exist without gathering in groups
Kiritsugu told me that the organization of Magi was named the 'Mage Association'
......Furthermore, I should never be involved with them

The organization that is the Mage Association, is allegedly responsible for the concealment of Sorcery, and the monitoring of Magi
To put in simple terms, they are a dangerous authority that prevents Magi from influencing modern society with Sorcery, though they do not prohibit them from abusing Sorcery

According to Kiritsugu, the Mage Association is only concerned with the concealing of the occult
Take for example if there is a Magus who sacrificed many normal people in his research, then the Association would not punish them
Their aim is to hide Sorcery from the public, and not the prohibitation of Sorcery
Put simply, they are a group of dangerous people who would resort to any means necessary, as long as their secrets are safe

However, the monitoring from the Mage Association is absolute
Many a research on Sorcery has ended up sacrificing normal people, thus exposing the existence of Sorcery.
Consequently, the Mage Association will not tolerate any kind of experiments that would threaten the common citizenry.
In the end, Magi confined themselves to their living quarters, and conduct research without making any trouble, while shrugging off the affairs of the world
----In some cases
Magi who conceal themselves, are most likely avoiding termination by the Association
......Consequently, it's possible for other Magi to be in this city that I am not aware of

Because Fuyuki City is apparently excellent ground in terms of spiritual force
This type of land must be occupied by a famous clan in history. They are called the administrators, or the leaders who were entrusted with this land by the Association
When Magi wish to settle on the same land, they must greet them first, and then obtain the permission to establish their own workshops

......From this perspective, our family is a thief that sneaked in without notifying the administrators
Dad cut his ties with the Association, disregarded the regulations, and did not receive any approval to live here

The administrators did not know that Emiya Kiritsugu was a Magus, and Kiritsugu did not know who the administrator was
For this reason, the position of my family is really ambiguous
Dad, the real Magus passed away
I, as his son and apprentice, was not familiar with the Mage Association nor did I possess the knowledge of a Magus
......According to the rules of the Association, an amateur like me should be locked up as soon as possible and dealt with, but I don't feel I’m in that danger recently.
No, since the Mage Association has very little influence in Japan, they probably didn't find out about me

---Even though I say this, but I still feel unease

Supposedly the Mage Association is able to monitor anywhere, more so, if there is an event that was caused by Sorcery
The Church that hunts down heretics won't remain silent either
......No matter what type of Sorcery, if it’s used without restraint, it would attract difficult enemies
With that in mind, Emiya Shirou only needs to become a Magus through self-taught methods

[----]

"............, Hm"
The sunshine that gleams through the window wakes me up
The sun just risen, so it's still dim outside
"......So cold. It's harsh in the morning after all"
I refuse to lose to the cold morning air and stand up, quickly folding the mattresses

It's five and a half
My forte, no matter how late I stay up, is always waking up at this hour. Though sometimes I also lose my face like yesterday, but I can get up by myself most of the time
I thought I'd only sink lower and lower if I depend on an alarm clock, so I stop using it when I was young

"Let's make breakfast---"
I already allowed Sakura cook yesterday, so I will feel bad about it if I don't return the favor this morning
Let me quickly prepare everything before Sakura comes around

Steam rice, miso soup
I pick onions and potatoes as ingredients for the miso soup, since yesterday was with radish and carrot
At the same time, I make the omelet with soup, cook the rest of the konjak, and the preparation is done
I sprinkle salt as I probe in the main dish Mackerel Pike with my kitchen knife, then all it needs is to be baked, I should stop right there.

"OK, this should be enough for now"

It's almost six o'clock
I finished earlier than I expected, so there is some spare time
Next, what should I do with the remaining time

"---Alright. Let's work up a sweat since there is so much time left."

Morning exercise is also a daily routine, let's move my body around a bit

There is a majestic dojou inside the Emiya residence
It was built along with the establishment of this house
Done completely on a whim.
As a result, the dojou was not built for any purpose whatsoever

"But, Fuji-nee does come over to use it on her own."
Before I came to the Emiya residence, this place apparently used to be Fuji-nee's playground
However, as I took over this place when I became the apprentice of Kiritsugu, Fuji-nee used to hold a grudge against me for it

"......Alright"
I come here for only one thing
Being a Magus doesn't mean that I can relax on my physical condition
Staying in good shape is also one of the conditions of becoming a Magus

We had many matches here when Kiritsugu was still alive
But since I was the only one takings blows, I didn't find any way to win
......But I found out the difference between a brawl and a fight at least
In simple terms, it is the difference of defeating the opponent and murdering the opponent, I learned how to judge that

Knowledge and experience is different
Without this understanding, it's difficult to decide whether one is brawling or killing

......It is quite simple
Since learning Sorcery , sometimes you may die by yourself, while sometimes you fight with others
To the Magi, fighting is the same as killing
The thing that Kiritsugu wished to teach Emiya Shirou was the conviction of facing death

However, the man who taught me this is long gone
I, who became alone, can only work on simple exercises
Push-ups, sit-ups or calisthenics; what I am doing is not much different from the morning practice of archery club
The only difference is the amount that I’m doing.

[----]

"Good morning, senpai. Is breakfast already prepared?"
"Aah, I have already prepared breakfast. Except for bringing out the dining utensils, and grilling the fish"
"Ah, please let me help out. I will bring out the dining utensils"

Sakura wants to lend me a hand eagerly
The one comes after the enthusiastic kohai is
"Ah, this is the smell of Shirou's omelet. I see, we will be having the breakfast prepared by Shirou today-"
Fuji-nee is shifting toward the dining table without a care in the world

"......Whatever, let's ignore that for now"
First roast the fish prepared beforehand
"Sakura, pick the plate right in the middle. It looks more delicious that way"
"Eh......? That, you mean this one with bulges on its surface?"

"That's the one. When you roast food, you also need to consider which plate to match with. And now, carrots are washed---"
Sakura probes her hand deep into the cupboard to get the plate
"----"
On the wrist of Sakura, who leans her body forward, shows a faint bruise

"Sakura, hold on"
"Yes? Anything wrong, senpai"
"The bruise on your wrist, what happened"
"Ah----"
Sakura avoids eye contact awkwardly
I realized who made the bruise at that moment

"Was it Shinji again? That illegitim, to his own sister even, what was he thinking......!?"
"No, that's not true senpai......! This, that......I made this when I tripped over and hit myself. I am clumsy, right? So I often trip over, and keep hurting myself"
"Stupid, how could a trip over leave that kind of mark? That illegitim Shinji, apparently he didn't get enough of a beating ......!"

"Don't, don't do it senpai......! This, has nothing to do with brother. I hurt myself, so there is no reason for senpai to get angry"
"----"
And then Sakura falls into a silence
......Though she appears to be very obedient, there is also a stubborn side of Sakura when it comes to certain things. At this point, no matter what I say will only make things worse.

"......I see. I will pretend that is the case if Sakura says so. But I won't be able to hold back if I see it again next time"
"......Yes. I'm sorry, senpai"
"Why should you apologize, Sakura? The one at fault is Shinji."
".................."
When I mention Shinji's name, Sakura turns her face aside awkwardly

Which means he is the reason for the bruise on Sakura's wrist
Matou Shinji. Sakura's brother, who has an bad tendency to take everything out on Sakura
I first noticed this a year ago
Sakura got hurt sometimes, and she never answered me directly whenever I asked her of the reason
I consulted Shinji with her concern in mind, and that illegitim admitted he was the one who beats Sakura

I asked him why, and he replied that it was because he found her disagreeable
---And then I snapped, and returned Shinji with exactly what he had done
Ever since then, Shinji and I drifted apart
I didn’t regret beating Shinji up even now
I just felt that it was my responsibility that Sakura was involved

"......Senpai. Did you, um, make up with brother?"
"Huh? Aah, yeah. But it wasn't a fight or anything, there's nothing to make up for"
"......While that was true for senpai, but it was a fight for brother. So, um......please be careful"

"?"
Sakura mentioned something strange
"Be careful? Be careful of Shinji?"
"......Yes. I heard brother is treating senpai as an enemy. ......That senpai quit the club was also because of him---"

"That's not it. Shinji had nothing to do with my decision. Well, maybe a little, but Sakura doesn't need to worry about that. Sure it wasn't pretty, because it turned out just like what Shinji said"
I point to my right shoulder
There is a bit of scar

It was one and a half years ago
The stock came crashing down when I was taking a part-time job and my right shoulder was rammed. Though it only caused a fracture, the stock fell down was something troublesome, that left burn marks on my skin

After that accident, I quit the archery club
The archery club of our school is very emphasized on formalities, students are also required to carry out ritual archery
Ritual archery for men requires exposure of the right shoulder, shooting while bare skinned
I quit the archery club, because Shinji complained that it was an eyesore to let someone with burn marks on his shoulder carry out ritual archery, and because I happened to be busy with part-time work.

"Um, senpai. I know this is long-winded, but are you really quitting archery? Fujimura-sensei said the injury is not a problem anymore."
"You are taking it too lightly! Fuji-nee would say that it’s not a problem even if I had bone fractures all over my body, Sakura."

"Senpai, I am taking it very seriously"
Sakura lowered her head and looked at me as if she wanted to say something
"......Hm"
I can only answer seriously at this point, but unfortunately I cannot give Sakura the answer that she is hoping for

"I don't have the time to be involved in clubs right now. I do enjoy archery, but it's not in my priorities now, I think I won't take it up for a while"
"......How long is, a while?"
"Until I want to take it up again. However, it should happen before Sakura graduates. I will be in your palm by then, Sakura"
I pat Sakura's shoulder lightly

After Sakura was dazed for a second
"Ah, yes......! I will be looking forward to that, senpai!"

The time is approaching seven-thirty
Sakura, who has club activities in the morning, and Fuji-nee have already left
I went to school early yesterday because of Issei's request, but today I’m following my normal schedule

When I arrive at the intersection, I see an unusual sight
There are cruisers parked in front of a household
Was there a commotion? the surrounding atmosphere is tense, and about ten to twenty people have gathered around

"?"
It caught my interest, but I don't know what's happening because the crowd is in the way
And there's no time, I should head to school first

I reach school ten minutes before the first bell sounds
As I walk through the school gate relaxed
"Hey, morning Emiya"
I suddenly meet an familiar female student

"Mitsuzuri, why didn’t you change yet? It’s almost Homeroom. This isn't the time to greet me, right?"

"Ah ha ha ha ha! Eh, that's right. You are still such a heartless man, Emiya"
I don't know what she's so happy about, Mitsuzuri is laughing without caring about the presence of other people.
Mitsuzuri Ayako
She was in my class in first year, and now is the president of archery club

Perceptive to the point that one can't consider her a student, she was the capable woman that was expected to become the next president since the first year
......Simply put, her mental age is more mature than her real age, she was the elder sister type that everyone relied on since the first year
However, she will get angry if you tell her this. She will argue that she's not that old

"Ah? You didn't just happen to say out some criticism, did you?"
"I will never spill out that kind of thing. I just thought of associated objective facts. But, it's up to Mitsuzuri to feel angry if you so wish"

"Oh, good call. Not bad, an honest reply, but that doesn't reveal what you are really trying to say. Emiya, you are different from Shinji, since you don't have any opening"
"Shinji? Why did you mention Shinji all of a sudden?"

"No particular reason, aren't you and Shinji buddies? Shinji's only male friend is you, right?
And you might not remember, but I am still the president of the archery club. Don't you think it's only natural for me to group the troublemaker in my club, and the troublemaker that quit my club together?"

"Aah, it's indeed natural. Though I’m not related to the archery club anymore, he and I are only together because of bad luck"

"Ah, I am pissed now. You gave me the cold shoulder whenever the archery club is mentioned. What a hot shot, you ran away and left Shinji to us. Have you considered Sakura’s, or my feelings?

"Hm. Did that Shinji do something again?"
"Did he ever stop doing something? ......Anyway, even then what he did yesterday was unreasonable. A first year boy quit the club yesterday"

Sigh, Mitsuzuri lets out a groan with a solemn expression
It's a rare sight for her to have this kind of expression, but more importantly, I can't just ignore what was just said after listening

"What was that all about? A member quit the club, why?"
"Shinji took it out on him. He specially gathered all the girls, and let a student who just learned archery to shoot in front of them, and kept making fun of him before he shot the target."
"Eh!? Why did you allow that kind of foolishness to take place!?"

"How could I allow?! But, as a president I have other matters to attend to. I can't always be in the dojou, and you know it, Emiya"

"......That is certainly true. But what was Shinji thinking? Even if he is sometimes more harsh than needed, he isn’t the kind that ridicules amateurs"

"----You surprise me, Emiya. You really are that."
"Hm. What do you mean by that? You didn't just happen to say out some criticism, did you?"

"Eh-h, I just thought of associated objective facts. But, it's up to Emiya to feel angry if you so wish"
"......Hey you, answer me with something sounds familiar from a minute ago. Forget it, what happened to Shinji? Why did he do that"

"Hm-, I heard a rumor that he was rejected excessively by Tohsaka or something"
"Eh......Tohsaka, as in that Tohsaka?"

"Do we have any other Tohsaka in our school except that one? The excellent student from the second year class A, Ms. Perfect Tohsaka"
"......No, this is the first time I hear that nickname"

Anyway, I understand now
If the subject was Tohsaka Rin, then it's possible for Shinji to get rejected, and more importantly---
That Tohsaka apparently said something merciless when she cutting her ties to others

"In brief, Shinji has been acting that way since yesterday. Thanks to him, I had to oversee the dojou until this hour"
"...... Shinji is very irritable. Mitsuzuri, keep up the good work even though it's going to be tough"

"Yeah yeah. Anyway, Shinji doesn't learn from his lessons, right? Maybe one day he will seek out Tohsaka again and get rejected, and then he might do something to Tohsaka-"
"No, even Shinji wouldn’t go near the person who rejected him. That guy is very insistent on this"

"But there is no other choice if the subject comes near, right? Tohsaka, for some reason, often visits the dojou. You don’t know this since you’ve quit the club"

"?"
That's the first time I heard of this
Tohsaka Rin isn’t part of any club at all, apparently because of the circumstances of her family. She refused the recommendation to the student council with the same reason, so I always thought that she goes straight to home directly after school

"Forget it, this way is fine too. She is so arrogant, maybe it's not half bad for her to get nailed down once. Should I feel regrettable, or apologetic?"
Mitsuzuri is saying some seemingly dangerous words
......Now that I think about it, Tohsaka Rin has allegedly many enemies, is Mitsuzuri one of them?

"Hey Mitsuzuri, however you put it"
"Ah, it's almost time. See you later Emiya, come see me shoot arrows the next time"
Mitsuzuri runs away rashly

"---She hasn't changed a bit"
Then again, I’ve appreciated her straightforward personality a long time ago
I feel that my temper is calming down, and walk toward the classroom

Lunch period
Our school owns a luxurious cafeteria, and majority of the students have lunch in the cafeteria
However, there are also old-fashioned people who bring bentos with them. I am one of them, and so is the president of student council in front of me

"Emiya, could you give me a piece of fried chicken knuckle, the protein in my bento is devastatingly insufficient"
"......Sure. But why is your bento so plain? Even in the temple, there shouldn't be any prohibition on alcohol beverages or meat"

"What incorrect age terms are you speaking in? This is only my Dad's hobby. He said there were no leftovers for young monks to waste, and if I am not satisfied with it, then I should think of something on my own. I was just thinking whether I should start to preparing my own food"
"Ah-, that does sound like him"

Issei's father is the abbot of Ryudo Temple, he is a charismatic man that is an acquainted of Fuji-nee's father, and since he's said to be congenial with the grandpa of the Fujimuras, you can't exactly expect him to have a normal personality

"Ehh. Then, I supposed this is one of those favors that will be returned one day"
I stick out my bento
"Eh, thanks. This is also a practice of collecting pious alms"
Issei thanks me sincerely
......How should I put this, what am I doing, remembering that Issei is a son of the temple because of something like this

"Aah, by the way Emiya. There was a commotion over the 2-chome this morning, did you know that? It was right over the intersection where Emiya and I departed"
"The intersection......?"
Speaking of the intersection from this morning, there was a commotion and several cruisers were parking over there

"Apparently it was a homicide case. I don't know the details, but out of the family of four, only the child was saved. The parents and the sister were murdered, but the weapon was neither kitchen knife nor short knife, but a naginata, very unusual"

"--------"
Naginata? Something like a Japanese sword
A homicide case, and both the parents and the sister were murdered

......Imagine this
Deep night, an intruder. An inappropriate act of violence. An one-sided pillage, for instance, a traffic accident
Parents who were chopped down. Sister, who was sacrificed along with no apparent reasons. And the child who was dyed in the blood of family members consequently

"Issei. Has the culprit of that homicide been caught yet?"
"Apparently he hasn't been captured. The rushing construction accidents over Shinto, and the random homicide case over here. Of course the school will close earlier---What's wrong Emiya? Did you choke yourself with rice?"

"? Nothing, why did you ask that all of a sudden?"
"No......Since your expression was very serious, I was a little shocked. Sorry, this is not a good topic for lunch"

Issei is soothing up the atmosphere as if he's really sorry
......No, though there wasn't anything really, but was my expression that serious?

And then, a door knock resounded in the quiet room of student council
"Excuse me. Is Ryudo here?"
"Eh? Ah, yes. Can I help you, sensei?"
Issei is talking about something with Kuzuki-sensei who just came in
Is it simple arrangement of student council's agenda, Issei looks relaxed

"......Hey"
Now this a rare sight
Despite his looks, Issei is actually a self-disciplined man that doesn't talk to strangers much. The type of boy that draws a line between students and teachers, however he is really at ease when facing Kuzuki, the advisor of student council

"......Maybe it's their sincere that get along well"
The homeroom teacher of second year class A, Kuzuki Souichirou, is a very sincere and honest man
Perhaps it's this characteristic clicks with the wavelength of Issei, who focuses on discipline

"--------"
The two continue to converse
While watching them, for some unknown reasons, I can't shake away the homicide case from my head

Classes are over, and it's time to leave the school
I have a part-time job today, so I can't be loitering around
There is not much to do in school, and I have to go to the next town directly, but---

Mitsuzuri's words from the morning are still bugging me, and when I came out of it, I have already arrived at the archery field

"---Aah seriously, what am I doing?"

According to Mitsuzuri, Tohsaka Rin often comes here
Therefore---Though it really isn’t any of my business, I think it will be a problem if Shinji attacks Tohsaka

"......That Shinji, he can't hold back once he's fired up......"
If Shinji, who was rejected by Tohsaka, resorts to force, that will be wrong
......No, I am not sure what exactly will be wrong, but anyhow it will be
I am ticked off from just imagining that kind of scenario, and I must prevent it as much as I can

[----]

"---What, Tohsaka isn't here."
Tohsaka is nowhere near the archery field
Mitsuzuri's worries were in vain

"Hey, ‘who isn't here’ you said?"
"!"
I turn my head at once

"I-said-, Who isn't here you said?"

It's Issei who just took off a while ago

"I, Issei. Don't surprise me"
"No, it's Emiya's suspicious behavior of looking at the field that let this happen. ---So, who isn't here you said?"
"Who? Tohsaka, I meant. She apparently had a fight with Shinji. That's why I came over to see the situation"

"Ooh. Suspicious indeed. I didn't even ask you, and you already explained the reason. Didn't I only ask who isn't here?"

"----! So, so what?! There's nothing wrong with that. Can't I do whatever I want?"

"Humph, that's true. But it's useless, Emiya. Tohsaka is not here. Since she skipped class."
"What?"
Skipped class, which meant, absent?

"I see, absent is it......Hold on, Issei. Why did you say Tohsaka that skipped class. She couldn't possibly do that kind of thing."
"She just did, was it possible for her to catch a cold? From my point of view, she is a villain. You will be swallowed in a bite, Emiya, if you’re deceived by her appearance"

"----Humph"
For some reason, I am not content with Issei's opinion
Sure I don't know Tohsaka personally, but I don't believe she is a villain either

"You went overboard, Issei. Tohsaka is not that kind of girl."

"Hummph? What? Is Emiya pursuing Tohsaka as well? Aah, then that was my fault, just forget about what I said"
"----!"
W-who is pursuing Tohsaka---!

"D-don't decide that on your own! I am just, because if Shinji happened to have argued with her then something bad would’ve happen so---"

"So you are going to stop Shinji from beating Tohsaka up, is that it? You are undertaking a thankless task again. ......I don't mind, but your taste is just horrid, Emiya"

"I didn't undertake it so of course it's thankless. Anyway Issei, did you just say something strange?"
"Hm? You mean pursuing Tohsaka is bad taste?"

"Yeah. Isn't Tohsaka very popular? And I never heard any bad rumors about her"
"Aah, there isn't any indeed. But that just disgusts me even more"
Issei makes a groan and turns aside

"Disgust of what?"
"Everything. She’s a she-fox. An enchantress. A demon. I can't stand her from a physiological standpoint. I won't spread any rumors, but Emiya should despise her too"

"Issei. ‘Don't criticize people behind their backs’, isn't that your slogan?"
"Fool. This doesn't count as criticizing people behind their backs. Other people can hear me talking as well"

Aah, no wonder I felt stares from the archery field
......Great
The fact that Tohsaka picked today to be absent is just great

"Please, Issei. Though this is embarrassing, please do hurry and change it into ‘behind their backs’."
"Humph, I understand since Emiya says this. However, I am not verbally assaulting her. All I am saying is Ryudo Issei is keeping an eye out for Tohsaka Rin. This is just within the boundary of personal preference"

"But you did mention something about demons and enchantresses"
......Now that I think about it, isn't enchantress an obviously biased term?

"What are you talking about, that was praise. There are innocent ones among she-foxes and demons as well. I am only adopting a way that can clearly express the virtues of Tohsaka the best. Ha"
Issei is laughing frankly

"Then I will be on my way. I am going back to the student council room, don't you have part-time job, Emiya? You don't have time to loiter here"

Is he relieved because he spilled his guts out? The figure of Issei walks away leisurely
We have known each other for two years, but to be honest, I still can't figure out that guy's mind

Twenty minutes on the bus from school
Crossed the bridge, to the neighboring town, Shinto

"......Hey, it's not even five yet. There is a little more time"

Though there are no part-time opportunities like in the residential area Miyamachou, however for the developing city, Shinto, it's because every opportunity has already been taken
It is also because of that I accept simple jobs, since school regulations allow it

Among them, my personal favorite is work requiring hard labor, because the painstaking job can be done in a short time if you apply enough effort
Physical training and earning money at the same time, it is killing two birds with one stone.

Today's part-time is from five to eight, a simple transportation of goods
Though it’s only three hours, but the volume of the contents is six hours worth. However you put it, this is a job running back and forth without even a minute of break

Therefore, even if it's only ten minutes, I should rest whenever I can
Loitering until time for part-time is only a waste of muscle, let's rest in the park

The park located in the center of the Shopping District that appears to be a giant square covered by forest and grassland
If it's a holiday, then there should be families and couples spending time in this lively park, but there are not many visitors at this time
No---To begin with, even among the parks, this is the only place that doesn't have any visitors in any given time

"It still hasn't changed"
I am a bit shocked
The land left here is desolate, and much more rugged compared to the surroundings that has been properly taken care of
Is it because I'm walking on this wasteland? Even the wind blown on my face is freezing.

This is the remains of the fire from ten years ago, the location where I, who should’ve been burned to death, was rescued

"Why wasn't the turf planted? It’s a shame for it to kept it this way"

Such vast land, if properly taken care of, the park can expand as well
While idly thinking about these kind of things, I randomly picked a bench and sat down

"--------"
I look over the land scarred with burn marks to whittle away the time
I never did recall what happened here in the past
I couldn't remember because I was but a child, and also it wasn't a simple scene that could be memorized easily
What I do remember, is the heat and the suffocating
And that I intended to help others, and failed

"Why did it happen that way?"
Take for a instance, an adult that intended to rescue a child from a burned down house, and died in the rescued child's stead

Take for a instance, a thirsty crowd, gasping their lives out for drink while the water that remained was only enough for one person

Take for a instance, one that intends to run away from the fire site as soon as possible, and the people who were left behind failed to escape without exception

And, take for a instance
One offers something that would help himself, to a total stranger, before finally exhausting himself and dies

"------"
I do not like that
It pisses me off when people who work hard are sacrificed
Is it greedy to hope that everyone can be saved, and smile happily ever after
All I wanted was to see people to breath normally, steadily, why couldn't I accomplish even that?

"That is very difficult. Because what Shirou said means to save everyone"

To my younger self, Kiritsugu replied as such
Of course, my younger self couldn't submit myself to his view
For Kiritsugu was the one who saved me. And I knew he was a Magician that could do anything
I also knew that he did not seek any reward, a defender of justice that helps others only because he could not stand watching people suffering

Therefore---I believed if it was Kiritsugu, then he could’ve helped everyone at that time

To me who poured my words on him, Kiritsugu showed a perplexed expression, and he spoke of words that he only said once, yet even now I can still remember precisely

"Shirou. To help someone is not to help someone else. Listen well, because the ones that can be saved by the defender of justice are the only ones that the defender of justice can save. This is seemingly obvious, however it is the definition of a defender of justice"

I knew it
Of course, this was obvious if I thought about it
Assuming there is a robber and hostages, the robber intends to kill the hostages
Following normality, the hostages would most likely to be killed

Even with some miraculous ways, that can rescue all the hostages, yet there still exists one that cannot be rescued

And that is the robber that had his hostages rescued

The ones that can be saved by the defender of justice are the ones that were chosen to be saved
Even the gods cannot realize the dream of saving everyone

"......Even more so for natural disasters. No matter who he is, he cannot save everyone"
Such as the fire from ten years ago
I, who miraculously survived, was not in the place of expressing anything

"But I don't like it"
I don't like that kind of thing
I don't want the number of people can be saved to be pre-determined
I have to lend my hand no matter how impossible it is
I can't stand what happened then, with strangers surrounding me who walked towards death step by step

Therefore, with the current me was here ten years ago, I would definitely charge into the fire, in spite of the impossibility----

"And waste my life away, without a doubt"

That is a certainty
Seriously, I really lack a dream

"Oh, scheiße. It's already five while I dozed off"
The bell signifies five o'clock is rang
I stand up from the bench, walking toward the place I work at speedily

When my part-time job ended, the sun had already set
And it's not even eight
My job ended ahead of schedule, because I worked too hard
Perhaps the reason why I worked so desperately was because of the place I visited just before the job

Night has just started, but in front of the train station
There are crowds already, and the vehicles on the road never stop moving
I raise my head, the inside of the sky crapper is still lit, seems like a complicated illumination

"Buy a gift for Fuji-nee---Nah"
I walk as I raise my head to look at the illuminated building
For it's the tallest building in Shinto, it’s no wonder that I can't see what's on top clearly
As I enjoy the night view by looking at the tower
"----?"
It feels as if something is out of place

"What was that?"
I halt my steps to look at the rooftop
Concentrating my consciousness into the eyes, a rice size subject is captured vaguely within the range of my eyesight

"----What"

That looks like someone I know

What's the point?
For what reason is she standing there?
Her long hair floating, she does nothing as she gazes upon the street
"----"
She apparently hasn't noticed me
No, there is not a chance for her to see me
That's a height that even I, who already have above average eyesight, require mana to enhance my vision to see that far
Also, it is because that she is standing alone in that kind of place that I’m able see her, while on the other hand, she shouldn't be able to see me, I who is mixed in the crowd below

She is only gazing upon the street
Is she looking for something? To be able to sense the sharp line of sight from such a distance...
"--------"
I lost track of time, my head raised and directed at the girl standing in the middle of void
Above the high tower
Against the moon, she gazed upon the realm beneath, like a Magician

"Ah"
Was she bored, seeing that she turned around altogether
The figure had disappeared from the rooftop, and only the beautiful scenery of night remained
"Wasn't that Tohsaka?"

Theirs is not any concrete evidence, but I shouldn't be wrong
Not many girls have such glaring features, and more importantly, I am not foolish enough to mistake the subject of my secret admiration

"......I see. However..."

How should I put this, that
You have weird hobbies, Tohsaka

[----]

Unlike Shinto, you can't find anyone out on streets in Miyamachou
Pedestrians are nowhere to be found after eight at night, and the town returns to tranquility

On the intersection, stood the house I've seen in the morning
No one is inside, and there is only a no entry sign hangs on the door

......Just in one day, the house was deserted like a ruin
What kind of future is awaiting for that child, whose parents and sister were brutally murdered by a trespassing robber?

"----"
I bite my lips for my incapability
Though I swore to become like Kiritsugu, I couldn't even handle the events take place around me
Though I thought of helping others, in the end, I don't even know what I can do for now

I return to the Emiya residence, after climbing up the hill road
The lights are still on, so it seems Fuji-nee and Sakura are still there

"I am home--Ah, is only Fuji-nee here?"
"Hm? Ah, Shirou you're home-"
Fuji-nee turns her head around as she bites a rice cracker
Some noisy variety shows are on the TV

"Jeez, you came back at this hour again. I told you to come home earlier, because the sun sets early during winter, right?"
"I am home early. I chose the part-time that works to eight, so stop messing around. ......Anyway, what happened to Sakura? It looks like she only stayed to make dinner"

"Sakura-chan went home long ago, don't you know? She said she was busy today, so she only came to make dinner"
Fuji-nee appeared to be in a good mood as she talked
To this person, a good guy would probably mean someone who could cook

"I see. Certainly, maybe this way is better for now. It's recently getting dangerous outside, just let me take care of the dinner until the new semester"
"Eh-, Objection-! Doesn't Shirou come home really late? If you start cooking after that, I will have to wait pass ten to have my meal."

"......Hey. Don't you have the option of having a meal in your own house?"
"But isn't this my house?"
Fuji-nee tilts her head confusingly
To be honest, I don't know whether I should feel happy or upset about this

"Alright, I get it. There is no point to ask Fuji-nee to cook. ......That doesn't matter, what's that under your feet? Did you pick up some unnecessary thing again?"

Fuji-nee has an incorrigible hobby of dumping garbage in my house
For example, a giant bowl from a family restaurant, a fairly heavy tea cup from the Shopping District, and a suspicious guitar that starts performing by itself, in brief, she is taking other people's house as a convenient garage

"Let me take a quick look. If it's garbage, I will toss it away"
"This? Hm-, it's surplus posters from my house"
Fuji-nee hands over the poster to me
Probably some posters of Enka singers that no one cares or something

"Let me see."
See, an obvious fake background of blue sky, a young man wearing military uniform, his thumb raised up as he smiles
The title looks like it was written in someone's blood

'The adorable corps of love, now is the time to join the SDF'

---Hey, isn't this a poster for SDF recruitment of personnel......!

"I don't want it anymore, it's yours"
"Whoa, I don't want it either!"
I quickly roll up the poster, aiming it at Fuji-nee's head

"He he-, you miss me-"
However
Fuji-nee, takes out another hidden poster blocks it with a Jodan, then counterattacks mercilessly
Clang
I am hit by a light, light poster----

"Whoa!?"
Stars! I just saw stars!

"Humph humph humph. Shirou's skills are still too unrefined to hit me. If you don't want to admit it, then train yourself more"
"Ow......T-that wasn't the problem. H-how can a poster made of paper make such a destructive sound......"
Is it possible that it was a master technique that chops the chopsticks with the paper pouch of chopsticks......!?

"Eh? Ah, my bad. The poster over here is a luxurious iron plate version of limited first edition. ......Shirou, is your head OK......?"
"......Fuji-nee, you will definitely kill someone one day with that kind of personality......"

"He he-. I won't have to worry about it if I marry to Shirou by then-"
"Humph, I will reject you in full thrust. I don't intend to take a natural murderer as my wife"

"Humph. I don't think I am that dangerous"
"Thought so. The rumor that says that these types of people don't have self-awareness is true"
Namo Amitabha, Namo Amitabha
I have to live through everyday being cautious to prevent myself getting killed

"Humph, say as much as you want. What's important is that I am hungry, Shirou. I've been putting up with it until now, so hurry up and prepare for dinner"
Fuji-nee stands up at once
......How unusual. Fuji-nee is coming to help (though only preparing the dining utensils), she must be really hungry

"Yeah yeah. Get the dishes and bowls then. You should know how to fill the rice bowl at least"
"Of course-? Then Shirou, I can get the big bowl, right?"
"Sure. Sakura is not here today, there is going to be some leftover rice anyway"
"Good, good. Then Shirou should do the same too"
Fuji-nee quickly fills the big bowl with rice

"..............."
Forget it. I would get another bowl anyway, and wasting time arguing with what Fuji-nee does, is what really make the dinner disappear
And also
This kind of reckless dinner is a common sight for all these years

......A day ends

Finishing the noisy dinner, escort Fuji-nee to the door way, take a bath
Follow by the daily secret training in the warehouse
It ends as usual, then go to sleep
It’s one o'clock in the morning
Nothing happened, and a day ended smoothly
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 10:54 am

3rd Day

I am in the middle of a fire
With crumbling houses and burning human flesh
No matter where I walk, my eyes are always filled with a red scenery
A scene from ten years ago
For the longest time, I could not remember this piece of memory from the past
I am trapped inside, just keeping on running like a broken record

Though I know it's a nightmare, there is no exit

Run and run, never stop running

In the end, it's my exhausted, and rescued younger self

[----]

"--------"
I woke up from a distasteful feeling
It is as if there is a lead block stuff in my chest
I wipe my forehead, there are many sweats though it's still in winter

"......Aah, it’s already at this hour"
It is pass six already
If you listen attentively enough, you can hear the chopping sounds of the kitchen knife from the kitchen
"Sakura is early today too"
No time for admiration
I have to hurry up and change, so that I can go help prepare breakfast

[----]

"Shirou, what about today? Do you have part-time this afternoon since it's Saturday?"
"Nope, I didn't schedule any part-time. I just want to do something over at Issei's place, what about it?"
"Mm-, nothing. Just thought if you are bored you can come over and play in the field. I’m trapped in a crisis this month"
"? What crisis?"

"Financial crisis. I will be very happy if someone makes a bento for me-"
"I refuse. You reap what you sow, and it's not bad to skip a meal occasionally"
"Humph-, I didn't expect anything from Shirou anyway. I was only asking Sakura-chan. Is it fine, Sakura-chan?"

"Yes. If you can have the same dishes as my bento, I will prepare for you, sensei"
"Mm, OK-OK-. Then let's have lunch together today"

Just having breakfast like every other day
Other than the usual on the menu this morning, the main dish is chicken with lotus root and konjac jelly
Although I don't think making such an extravagant spread this early is worth it, but she must be planning on using them in lunch's bento as well
Sakura is a member of the archery club, and Fuji-nee is the advisor of the archery club
The two of them bringing the same bento is a reasonable development

"Oh yeah, Shirou. You are a bit late this morning, did something happen?"
Fuji-nee is having miso soup as she looks at me
......Seriously. Fuji-nee is pretty dull most of the time, however she's strangely sensitive at times like these

"I had a dream about the past. It felt terrible when I woke up, that's it"
"What, that's nothing special. I can relax then"

Fuji-nee seems to lose interest in the subject and becomes quiet
I don't really mind at all, and it is not something to be taken seriously

Ten years ago
Before I relinquished my memories of that fire, I often had nightmares
That problem disappeared over time, and now even if I have that dream, I can move on, and easily stand up again
......It's just, apparently what happened back then was very serious, and ever since then, Fuji-nee, who stayed with me, became very sensitive to certain signs

"Shirou, do you have an appetite? Why don't you eat less today?"
"No. There is nothing wrong with me, so don't use other people’s dreams as an excuse to steal food"
"Tut. Nee-san is very happy, for Shirou is becoming sturdier, but it will be even better if you can be a tad more delicate"

"That's my line. As a younger brother, I think it will be better if Fuji-nee can be a tad more charming"
We both make a groan, squabble without looking at each other
Fuji-nee takes this as an evidence of I am being spirited, and she smiles assuredly

"----Humph"
Honestly speaking, I appreciate her concern
But she will be too proud if I thank her, so I made a groan just like in the old times
"?"
Watching us act this way, Sakura who had no idea what's going on, tilts her head, as if this was incomprehensible to her

After Fuji-nee left, we locked the door and went outside of the house

"Senpai, I won't be able to come over to help out between today and next Monday, is that alright?"
"? Sure. It's Saturday after all. Sakura has someone to keep accompany as well, don't worry about it"

"Eh---T-that's not it......! That's not how it is, it is something personal really, and I will make sure to go to my club! S-so please come to me if you have any trouble and I will think of something! I am not going out for fun on Saturday, so, um......Please don't mistake it for something strange"

"???"
Sakura's behavior is a little suspicious, and she looks tense
I'm not sure what she's trying to say, but in any case, she can't come over this Saturday

"I see. I will go to the field if something comes up"
"Yes, I will be happy if you do so"
Sakura presses her chest, and takes a breath
Then Sakura's view tilted downward, and her expression stiffened all of a sudden

"Senpai, your hand---"
"?"
Sakura is staring at my left hand
I take a look---crimson blood is dripping down

"Eh?"
I roll up the sleeves of my uniform
Blood is definitely flowing.

"What's going on? Did I cut myself last night when I was meddling with junk?"
However it doesn't hurt
And so was the wound, there is only a swelling red strip appears to be a blood clot
The blood clot forms a line stretching from my shoulder all the way to the back of my hand in a straight line, as if a small snake was approaching the palm from shoulder

"Forget it, it doesn't even hurt, it should disappear soon enough. Nothing to worry about, don't worry it"
"......Yes. If Senpai says so, I won't mind it"
Did she feel uncomfortable because of the sight of blood? Sakura lowers her head and stops talking

I bade goodbye to Sakura who has a club to attend, and walked toward the school building
There are members of the sport clubs focusing on running, filled of energy since it’s morning

"............"
However, I could feel a grave sense of particularity
The school is nothing out of the ordinary
Students are working hard in their morning practices with liveliness, and the whole new school building doesn't have a dirty spot anywhere

"......Am I thinking too much?"
But once I shut my eyes, the atmosphere changes abruptly
The school building appears to be glued to a membrane of filth, and the students running on campus give off the sensation of hollow marionettes

"......I am probably too tired"
I shake my head slightly, waking up my reasoning
And then, I walk towards the school building that doesn't seem to have any vitality left

School closes early on Saturday
Classes ended before noon, but after I helped out Issei however, the sun has nearly sunk below the horizon
"Alright, it's about time to go"
I packed up my things, and got ready to leave the classroom

Just then
"What. You are still in school, Emiya?"
I meet Shinji out of the blue
There are a few female students following behind him, and apparently are creating a bit of a ruckus

"You don't have any business here, so why are you staying after school? Ah...right, you are kissing the student council's ass. Good job, Emiya, you became an interior secretary without even meddling in a single club"
"I am not helping out the student council. As a student, it's only natural for me to repair the school equipment, since we are the ones using them"

"Ha, good comeback. For Emiya, everything is only natural. Did I ever tell how your goody-two-shoes look really pisses me off?"
"Oh?......Sorry, I can't remember much. I guess since that's Shinji's pet words, I didn't pay attention"

"----! Humph, so that's it. So you can repair anything in the school, huh, Emiya?"
"Not all of them. But I can at least take care of some for a bit"

"Well then, I'll ask you a favor. Our archery field is quite messy at the moment. The bowstrings are lying around without being curled up properly and the Azuchi is not cleaned up either. If you have time, can I ask you to do it? You are a former archery club member, right? Don't chase after the ass of student council all the time, help us out sometimes." (TL: Azuchi is a target bank)

"Eh-? Hold on, Senpai, didn't Fujimura-sensei tell Senpai to do it-?"
"Yeah, won't she get angry tomorrow if you don't do it properly-?"
"But then again-, if I start cleaning now the shop will be closed when we get there. Shouldn't it be fine to let the guy over there to take care of it?"
"It's not fine-. We can't let non-members to clean up anyway......"
"That's not exactly the case, right? Shinji said that person is a former member of archery club, let him do it"

It seemed like they were raising an uproar behind Shinji's back
They were supposed to be archery members, however I have never seen them before, so they probably joined recently for Shinji

"I will ask you to take care of the rest then. The key is in the old place, let yourself in. Any comments, Emiya?"
"Aah, it's fine with me. I happen to be free, it's not bad to do this once in a while'
"Ha ha, thanks! Let's go, everyone, leave the boring chores to this guy!"

"Ah, hold on Senpai! Ah, then take care of the rest, Senpai"

Since I knew the way to go about it, the cleaning of archery field was finished easily
Though it did take a long time because of the sheer spaciousness, but to clean up the field that I used until one and a half years ago made me happy

In the middle of it, I picked up a bow and thought about pulling it, but gave up since it's impolite to pull other people's bows
And if I wanted to, I could just pick up my own bow

"......Anyway, there are a lot more bows made of carbon rods now. There was only one a year ago"

Bows made of carbon rods are different from plastic or wood, and it's a very convenient bow in many ways
The biggest drawback, however, is its price, since it's so expensive that there's no way you can buy it with the club budget alone
Back then the only one using it was Shinji, but the newly joined members are surprisingly rich apparently.

"......Pity. You could have a lot more modifications with a wooden bow"

Forget it, this is just personal preference
Giving a glance, the clock shows it's already pass the school’s closing time
It just passed seven. The school gate should be closed by now, so there's no point of forcing myself to go home right away

......Anyway
Why is the field so dirty? Including the storage for bows and the club room, there are obvious stain marks all over the place

"......Oh well, a couple more hours won't change anything since I've already come this far anyway"
I can't give up half way through. Since I've already started it anyway, why not tidy up the entire place---

The wind is picking up
My cheeks are numb because of the cold
......The night of Fuyuki that is not very cold even in winter, is especially cold tonight

"--------"
Ha, the sigh that I exhaled remains as a streak of white
I tighten my body to bear the cold air that can seemingly freeze my fingertips

"......What? No wonder I felt it was dark, the moon is blocked away"
I raise my head to look at the sky, there is no white light
Is it because of the strong winds that the clouds are flowing in the mid-air?
It is pass the school’s closing time, there is nothing that emits heat in this deserted school

Not even the slightest noise, this place is mantled by cold air more so than any other place in town
"............?"
What was that, just now?
Did I hear some noise?

"---I certainly did hear it. Over in the school yard......?"
In this night
Under the frozen night sky, I am intrigued by the noise that broke the silence

In order to confirm the existence of that noise, I walk towards that place

---I walked into the school yard

"............People?"

In the beginning, that is all that I can make out from afar
It’s a dark night, in a darkness without light
If I want to see more, then I will have to move closer to the school yard

The volume and intensity of the noise is increasing
This is the sound of clashing steel
In that case, there are probably some people slashing each other with bladed weapons over there

"......How is that possible? What was I thinking......"

I disapprove of the image that rose in my head as I give a wry smile, my steps pick up speed

---Right now
Is my instinct sensing the danger, I am considering whether to sneak in stealthily
Anyhow let me go near the woods that can hide my presence first, before moving closer to check out the source of noise

---

And then, my conscious is completely frozen

"--------What?"

There is something inexplicable
A man of red and a man of blue
Surpassing historical incorrectness, armed in such a grotesque way that's not even funny, and just as my ill-omened imagination suggested, they really are slashing at each other

Incomprehensible
Intractable with the sense of sight
To their overly unrealistic movements, my brain cannot function normally
Only the clashing sound of lethal weapons, forces me to realize these two men are intent on killing one another

"--------"
But I did figure something out the instant I had set eyes on them
Those things are not humans. Perhaps they are something resembles human
I know this not because I am learning Sorcery
From that, anyone can tell that they are not humans
Humans are not creatures that can move like that
Therefore, those things are completely different

"--------"
I can feel the killing intent even from afar
......Death
The idea comes across my body faster than my mind, there is no way to survive if I keep staying in here
So is the increased rate of heartbeat
We are both living creatures, however I feel as if they exist for the sole purpose of murdering

"--------"
......They are waving around lethal weapons that can surely kill a human, kitchen knife or short swords don't even come close in comparison
All of a sudden, the homicide case from yesterday hits me
The sacrificed family, allegedly was cruelly murdered by a lethal weapon resembling a sword

"--------"
I can't continue to watch in these circumstances
But I can't move my body an inch, nor can I breath
My mind is thinking of how I must escape
And my judgment is saying that if I escape, I will be discovered

......Compared to that fight, there is something more frightening that paralyzes my limbs and restrain me from moving freely

I am easily forty meters away from those two, however I can't breath unhindered, it's as if that lance will penetrate me from behind

"--------"
The noise stops
Those two, stand facing each other separated by a distance
Just as I relax from the thought of them ceasing from killing each other, I sense a thicker murderous intent that follows immediately

"..................!"
My heart is withering
The paralysis on my limbs becomes a spasm, I bite my teeth, trying to contain my almost quivering body

"You got to be kidding me---What is, that guy----!?"
The overwhelming amount of mana flows into the blue one is just sick
Kiristugu allowed me to witness the act of absorbing mana from surroundings before
Even an amateur like me can admire it, it was a Sorcery accompanied by a sense of elegance

But this is different
Even a simple act such as drinking water, can be unbearable when it exceeds the limit
What that guy did, was something that even people possessing mana would feel distasteful of, a humongous gluttony

"--------"
Will be killed.
The guy in red will be killed.
A strike released with that much mana. There is no chance of defending

He will die
He is not human, but that guy with the appearance of a man will die
Is that

Is that

Is that, something I can brush aside?

Because of this dilemma, my conscious moves away from them
In that instant that my body can finally move again, and I take in a deep breath

"Who is it----!"

The man in blue fixes his gaze at me who was hidden

".........!!"
The blue man lowers his stance
Just from this, I realize that his target has been switched to me

"A----Ah............!"
My feet are running by themselves
When I notice this is an act to avoid death at last, I pull my entire body, focusing into the act of escaping

I don't know where I was going, when I came to my senses, I had already ran inside the school building

"What a stupid thing----I've done"
As I pant heavily, I am speechless for my act
If I wanted to escape, I should've headed toward the town
What's the point of running to a deserted place with nobody around?

On top of that, this is a school. Even if I wanted to hide, shouldn't there be better places for hiding?
And why do I reach the conclusion that I will be murdered if I don't escape---

"Hah----hah, hah hah----ah"

I am running beyond my limits, pressing my heart
Turning my head around, I don't sense anyone chasing after me
The sound of footsteps belongs to me

"Ah----Hah, hah, hah"

In that case, I can finally take a break
I stop my feet, which could no longer go on for even one more step, and take in oxygen for my almost broken heart, then I open my mouth to give out a sigh, a sense of survival overcomes me

"......Hah......ah......What was that, just now......"

As I adjust my disorderly breathing, I start to recollect the view from before
Either way, that was certainly something that I shouldn't have taken a look at

In the school yard under the dark night, creatures resembling human were fighting
This is all I can recall
Just that, in the corner of my eye there was

"......There was another person, I felt as if there was someone else there......"

I can't remember that person's appearance at all
To be honest, I didn't have any attention left to spare after those two

"Anyway, this is at last----"

"Tag is over, right?"

The voice came directly in front of my face

"Hey. I didn't think you can run this far."

That guy talks as if he is very familiar with me

"----"
Can't breathe
My thoughts cut off, I simply could not start the process of thinking

----Only vaguely did I feel that I would die for certain this way

"You should know better than anyone else that you can't escape, right? How about that, this is what the privilege of the defeated one means. There is nothing to be embarrassed about"
Huu
He raises his lance naturally, just like that

"Tough luck, kid. But, since you saw it, you’ll have to die"

No mercy nor any emotion, the lance of that man, penetrated the heart of Emiya Shirou

There was no time for maneuvering
All the training I did in the past couldn't be put to use
I was killed
Even though I knew I'd be penetrated by the lance, I couldn't even move one finger

"A----ah"
The world is distorted
My body becomes cold
Sensation begins to disappear from the ends of fingertips
"Cough----"
Just once, I spit out blood from my mouth

There should've been more blood, but it was only once
Perhaps that man's lance was enhanced
Bloodstream is slowly precipitating, the heart that should've gushed out blood, was stopped of all activities in the instance of that thrust

"--------"
I am losing my sight
Senses are gone
Like the moon floating on the surface of sea in a dark night
Already, I can't even feel the pain

The world is white, and myself is black

Rather than being dead
It feels more like everything surrounding me is gone

I recognize this
Ten years ago I had the taste once
The taste of a dying man

"Dead men can't talk. It's only natural for the weak to die out, but---"

My conscious is already unable to reach my vision

"---What a ridiculous job. This is a mockery to the title of a hero"

I can only, hear voices

"I got it, no comment. I have already seen the Servant of that girl. I will return obediently"

The voice connotes a sense of anger
After that, the sound of running down the hallway

"---Is that Archer? I really want to duel with him, but I can't violate Master's policy. ......What an annoying Master"

The voice is gone suddenly
He jumps down from the window, perhaps
And then

The sound of running down is stopped

A peculiar interval

......Then there are footsteps again

I am losing my hearing

"......Go now, Archer. Lancer should be returning to his Master, get his face at the very least"

......Whose voice does this belong to?
I try to recall with all my gradually blurred consciousness, but can't think of anything as I expected
For now, there is only very noisy breathing
Are the lungs still alive
My breathing that leaks out of my mouth, is like a typhoon, so very noisy

"......Yet he still manage to struggle for this long, what vitality"

It feels like someone is looking at me
Does this guy think my breathing is noisy too, a finger is stretched out as if to shut my mouth
----

"......No. Why, are you"

Tut
While hearing the sound of clenching teeth unwillingly, without hesitation that fellow touches me, who is then soaked by the blood

"...... forge the damaged internal organs to substitute, and completely repair the heart during this period of time......If this is successful, I am already qualified to move into the Clock Tower directly"

Laborious sounds

From here on, the gradually loss of consciousness stopped short

"--------"

Feeling returned to my body
Slowly, one by one, like how water drops fall from a leaf blade, the functions of my body are restored

"--------"

... ... Tick-tock, tick-tock
What is she doing?
The fellow that leans on my side is sweating from her forehead, focusing whole-heartedly, she places a hand on my chest

"--------"

When I come to my senses, I notice the place where she placed her palm was very hot
That certainly was, a heat that could even shock a dead body, only then did my frozen bloodstream start to flow once again

"--------Phew"

I feel that fellow sigh as she sits down

"I am dead tired......"

Clang, something falls down

"......Forget it, there was no other way. Sorry, father. Your daughter is a heartless person"

At last
As she mocks herself, her presence simply pulls far away from me

"--------"

Heart started to beat once again
Then, conscious really stopped this time

......That is not a sleep for stepping toward the death
But is a necessity for waking up once more, a restful sleep

"Ah............"
I open my eyes dully
A craving for vomiting is coming from deep down inside my throat. My body is hurt all over the places, along with each heartbeat, it feels as if my head is strung painfully

"What----happened?"

The intense headache is preventing me from remembering
Is it because of resting on the hallway for a long time, my body is trembling in coldness
Only thing I'm sure of, my uniform is ripped near the chest, and the moisten stain on hallway, is my own blood

"............"

I held my hazy head as I stand up
The place I fell down, looks as dramatic as a murder scene

"......scheiße, seriously......"

----Was my chest, penetrated

"......Hah......hah......guh......"

I push down the things well up, and approach the classroom next to me
Open up the cabinet with unsteady footsteps, and take out a cleaning rag and a bucket

"......Ah......What am I doing......"

My head is still in a state of panicking
I obviously met an extremely dangerous creature, was killed off abruptly, so why take care of the cleaning at a time like this, fool

"......Hah......hah......Damn it, it doesn't come off......"

......I mop the floor with a rag
I still can't strain my hands and feet, but at last I wipe away the scattered bloodstain, pick up the trash from the ground and place it in my pocket
......This might be what it means, to destroy evidence
Only because my mind was mixed up, did I commit such a stupid thing

"......Ah......hah......hah......hah......"

After collecting the cleaning rag and the bucket, I walk out of the school like a zombie
......My body is heating up as I walk more
It is really cold outside, only my body is like burning up

......When I get back to home, it's already passed twelve
There is no one at home
Obviously Sakura isn't here, and Fuji-nee has already gone back as well

"......Ah......Hah, hah, ha---ah"
I drop and sit on the floor
And then lie down just like that, I am finally calm
"........................"
I take a deep breath

Every time my chest expand, it hurts as if my heart is cracked open
......No, it's the other way around
Not that my heart is cut
Rather since the opening on my heart was just healed, the wound splits open every time it expand

"......It's true that I was almost killed"
That's not the case either
Not almost killed, but I was killed
The reason for me to live on like this, is because of the help from someone

"......Who, was that. I need to give my thanks at least"
Since that person was over that location, perhaps it's an acquaintance of theirs
Anyhow the fact that I was saved remains unaltered. One day, I will thank him properly

"Ah......Guh......!"
At the same time I ease my mind, the pain returns
The urge of vomiting is welling up

"Ah......Hah, guh......!"
I hold my body up, and forcibly push down the vomit
"Uh......Huh......"
I pat my chest, which became bare after the uniform was ripped
Though I was saved, but my chest was cracked open before regardless

That sensation
That kind of, painful experience of chest been bored by a lance point like a kitchen knife, can not be forgotten shortly

"......Damn it. It's going to stick around in my dream for a while"

Whenever I shut my eyes close, I can feel the sensation of chest been bored by lance
Shake away that illusion, I intend to cool down and settle my mind first

"......Yes. I am calm"
The result of training every night
I can let my mind goes blank with a few deep breaths, the heat of my body and the urge of vomit are lower as well

"Then, about that"

The man in red and the man in blue
They appear to be human, but I think otherwise

More along the line of ghosts
But I never heard of ghosts that have materialistic bodies, and can interfere with living humans directly
Plus that one even talked. Since it has its own mind, it's even harder to recognize it as a ghost
......The only kind of spirits that possess flesh are the fairies, however fairy shouldn't take the form of human, right......?

"......No. That's beside the point"

There should be another, more fundamental problem

......The two men that attacked each other
......A robber that committed murder by trespassing the resident nearby
......Ill-omented events continue to take place in Fuyuki

"......"
After much thoughts, the only thing that I understand is the fact that I can't take care of these by myself

"......At time like this, if only Dad is still alive"

Perhaps the wound on my chest is still too fresh, I spoke of disheartened words that shouldn't be said

"---Idiot. Did I already establish that even if I don't have a clue, I have to do whatever I can"

Disheartened words are for later
For now, yes---I have to decide whether to be involved with this event---

"---!?"

The clock hang down from the ceiling is sounded
This place might be a dump but still a house of Magus
At the very least a barrier that sounds whenever a stranger intrude is set up

"Why is there a thief at a time like this----"

I whisper, then immediately become dumbstruck for my stupidity
How can it be a thief

At a time like this, right after that bizarre event, how can it be a thief
The intruder is real
Not thief, not for seizing material wealth, but an assassin that seizes lives
Since, didn't that man say

'You saw it, you die'

"-----"
The house is covered by quiescent
In a darkness without a hint of sound, for certain---the killing intent I felt back in the school yard, is closing in step by step

"----"
Gulp, my throat makes some noises
My back is cold as if struck by needles
Not illusion, not anything, one step out of this room, I will be penetrated immediately

"----"
I try my hardest to stop the screams that almost spill out
At the instant I scream, the assassin will assumably rush in to kill me with joys

......When that happens, the same thing from before will repeat again
I will be penetrated by that lance, without putting up a fight

"----Ah----Hah, ah----"

As I think of this, I become short of breath
My head is all clustered
The self that feels intimidated, and the self that gives up easily on the life that was saved by someone else, is despicably

"----Grr"

I grit my teeth, grab the chest that was once penetrated, take a hold of my dull self

It' about time, to grow accustom to this
This is the second time
The second time that someone coming to kill me
I already said that kind of unsightly look shouldn't appear on my face, isn't Emiya Shirou a Magus
Then, if I can't even protect myself at a situation like this, what did I learn for the past eight years---!

"......Fine. Didn't I say I am going to do this"

Don't think of the difficulties
For now all I need to do is, chase out the one after me

"......First off, I have to think of something for weapon"

Though I call myself a Magus, I can only 'enhance' the things that can be used as weapons
Weapons are required for fights
There are many things can be used as weapons over the warehouse, however it's quite a distance to warehouse from here
If I am ambushed while leaving the living room like this, same thing will happen again in the mid-way

......It's going to be hard, yet the weapon has to be prepared right here
If there's a long and thin, pole-shape object will be perfect. My opponent is specialized on lance. Short sword or kitchen knife won't be up to it
Of course a wooden sword will be for the best, but surely there isn't that kind things around
In this living room, speaking of things that can be used as weapons----

"Aww......Only the posters left by Fuji-nee......"

I can't help but feel heavy around my shoulders
However, in this absolutely hopeless situation, I finally calm down
Since this already hit rock bottom, it can't get any worse
And so---I can only, move forward until there is nothing left in me

"----Trace, on"

As I switch to self-suggestion, mana is poured into the poster with around sixty centimeters in length
To conjure an object that can deal with that lane, I need to let mana to flow into the entire poster, and modified it to be a weapon

"----Composing materials, clarify"

Concentrate my mind
As if I am staining the poster with my blood, next to my skin, I let the touch of my mana permeate through

"----Composing materials, reinforce"

A sense of hitting the end return
Mana is spreading through every corner of the poster, before it's overflown

"----All processes, end"

I break off the contact between the poster and myself, my body shakes a bit because of the sense of success

The hardness of this poster, is the same as iron now
In addition it's as light as before, for an impromptu forged sword, this result is flawless

"It's done, smoothly---"

It's been years since I complete the enhance Sorcery
The Sorcery that has never even once taken form since the death of Kiritugu, progresses smoothly under this circumstance, what irony

"Anyway, in this case----"

Perhaps there is a way
I have learned how to use sword as well, if needed
I holy the poster tightly with both hands, stand in the middle of the living room

I will be killed if I stay here anyway, and I don't think there's any chance of escaping even if I run outside of house
So, I can only run headlong toward the warehouse, to make better weapons----

"------Huh"

Come what may, I won't be like before, in the instant I pose my stance

"-------!"

My hair stands

Did he come over beforehand
The one appeared from the ceiling, is falling on me in a straight line

"What.........Eh----?"
The silver slick slips down above my head
I can only take that he broke the ceiling to come down, that guy falls and intends to bore me from the top of my head

"This----guy......!!"

I focus in one thought, dodge him as if I am tumbling down forward

The landing makes a light sound, I rolls on the ground unsightly

But I stop immediately, hold on to my impromptu sword and stand up

"----"
That guy appears to be very bored, turn to face me slowly

"......Stop wasting your efforts. I was worried that if you see yourself getting killed would hurt a lot"
That guy takes up his lance with little enthusiasm

"----"
I'm not exactly sure how, but presently that guy doesn't have the pressing force back in the school yard
In this case, then I seriously---can take the lead......!

"......Seriously, I'm fallen to kill the same person twice in one day. Did the human world become completely reeking of blood"
The man appears to be uttering some complaints without taking me seriously at all

"----"
I draw back step by step
Around three meters to the window
Once I run to the yard, there will be less than twenty meters to the warehouse
Then, even if right now at once----

"Farewell. Don't get lost this time, kid"
Vaguely
As if giving out a sigh, the man spoke

"Ah----!?"
Great pain coming from my right hand
"......?"
It's all in a flash
The man thrusts out the lance, almost too naturally, leaves me with no time to react

......Essentially, I should've embraced death a second time thus
What stops that lance, is the impromptu sword set in front of me
Perhaps that guy thought it is only ordinary paper
The lance was thrusted as if the poster was non-existed, deflected by the paper sword, grazed my right hand

"......Oh. What a strange technique, hey"

Expressions are washed off from the man's face
The negligence from before has completely vanished, the sight like those of the beasts, is observing my actions

"Ah----"
I was wrong. How could I have the arrogant idea that I can take him on

---Right now in front of my eyes, is a demon escaped out of common senses

I thoroughly understand my own stupidity for relaxing even a bit when confronting that guy

......Without a doubt
If I was really desperate, I should've ran toward the window without a second look to the side, right after I dodged the strike miraculously......!

"Though you were an ordinary kid, I see now......though faint but I do feel mana. So this is why, you stay alive after your heart was penetrated"
The point of lance is fixing on me

"--------"
Can't block
A lightening like strike such as this, can't possibly be blocked
If this man is an adept of sword, then no matter how fast it come I can be prepare
However that is a lance
A sword has a course of a line, while a lance has a course of a single point
Even the initial movement of the strike can't be seen through, how do I defense myself

"Very good---so it seems I can enjoy this for a bit"
The man press down his body
In an instant----

Not from face front, the lance swings from sideway

Rely on conditional reflex solely, I block the lance swing toward my face

"Grr----!?"
"Good boy, come, the next one is coming......!"

The whirlwind is blowing
How did he do it inside of this narrow room, the lance draws a beautiful arc without touching the walls

"......!!!!!"

This time is from the opposite direction, it draws a large curse and aims at my body......!

"Ah---!!!??"
The impromptu sword used for defense was bended
Monster---is this guy using an iron hammer!
Dammit, this numb feeling, the bones of my two hands are not crashed, are they---!

"Grr, this guy----!"
"Humph?"
I swing my sword out of reflect
He is taking me lightly, then I will deflect the lance you haven't returned yet---!

"Grr......!"
The hands that strike toward the lance are numbed
The impromptu bended even more, the man's lance has only strayed from its path slightly

"......Useless. You waste the chance I handed over to you. Forget it, there's no use in hoping a Magus will clash with me---"

The man's actions just now were only fooling around
Give you an award to strike once if you can block two strikes, the man is not even trying
......That one and absolute only chance, was wasted by me right then

As a result---This man, does not consider me worthy to clash with him

"---I am disappointed. Go die quickly then, kid"

The man returns to the stance with the lance he thrusted out

"Whatever----

In the middle of his unnecessary actions

you say moron----!"
Without a glance at my back, I jump back toward the window......!

"Hah, hah, har----"
I crash the window with my back and rolls in the yard
After rolling a few cycles, I stand up----

"Har, ah----!"

Without any indication
I turn my body around and strike back---!

"Hrr----!"
The thrusting lance is deflected, the man hesitated for a bit
---Just as I thought
If I jump out of the window, that guy will definitely come after me
Furthermore, if I am caught by him before standing up, I will surely be killed

Therefore---believed in the arrival of the strike of certain kill, I could swing the sword with all my might
Even if it's a foolhardy strategy that would lead to my death if I was late for a bit, or too early and be killed during the interval of the miss, but judging from the difference in actual strength, there's no way I'd be too early

So all I did was, mustered all my strength to stand up as quickly as possible, and strike back
In the end it was a perfect aim, I hit back the man's lance beautifully with just one strike......!

"Hah, ......!"
I rally my stance at once
And then I only need to take advantage of the interval when the man's scared, and figure out a way to run to the storehouse and---!
"----Go fly"

"Eh......!"
The man whose lance should've been deflected, without his lance, approaches me barehandedly

Turns his back at me, and makes a roundhouse kick

"--------"
The views are flowing
My chest is numbed from the kick, can't breath
No, more surprise than that, is the fact that I'm flying in the air
Just a roundhouse kick, he actually managed to kick my body into the air like a ball, I didn't even think of the possibility----

"Gah----!"
My back falls down
I hit the wall, an impact that nearly broke my back, I fell to the ground

"Cough----, Ah............!"
Can't breath
My sight is blurry
Wall---I press against the wall of my goal, the storehouse, and finally let my body stands up

"Hah----hah, ha"
I search for the man with a blurry eyesight
......Seriously, was I in the air for almost twenty meters
The man holds his lance once again, and charges forward in a straight line

"Grr----!"
I will be killed
I will definitely be killed
That man will be here in a second
Before that----If I don't want to die, I must, stand up, counter----

"----"
The point of lance sprints up
I can't even make it to turn my head to face that face, the nearly collapsed body is against the point of lance

"Humph, stand up if you're a man......!"
Pure luck
It's really lucky for me to bend my knees, because I couldn't support my body
The lance is on top of my head, strikes the door of the Storehouse, bounced off the heavy door

"Ah----"
So, this is the last chance
Once make it inside the Storehouse, there must be----something that can be used as weapons

"Grr----!"
I climb in the Storehouse on my hands and feet
At the time----

"Hey, is this the end---!"

Inevitable, the lance of certain death is released

"This----guy----!"
It was blocked
I unrolled the pole-shaped poster, make it into a single-use shield

"Hrr......!?"
The impact comes with a klang
Apparently the unrolled poster can't maintain the same hardness as before
Though the lance was blocked, but the poter was tear apart, and return to the original paper

"Ah, grr......!"
I am bounced to the wall from the impact of the thrusting lance

"Ah----, aw----"
I sit on the floor, call up my nearly stopped heart forcibly
And then, just as I raise my head intending to grab something for weapons

"It's over. You really surprised me there, kid"

In front of me is the man thrusting out a lance

"-----------"
Already, there's nothing left
The man's lance aim at the heart precisely
I know
The pain I tasted a few hours ago, the smell of been pushed toward death mercilessly

"......Anyway, I don't get it. you're quite clever, though horrible at Sorcery. You certainly have talent, is it because of your young age"

......I can't hear that man's voice
My mind, is just focusing on the lethal weapon in front of my eyes
But of course
For, once that thrusts out, I will die
Therefore everything else is unnecessary. To this point, what else is there to think about

"Though I don't think it's gonna happen, but you might be the seventh one. Forget it, this is over even if that's the case"
The man's hands move
That movement which I couldn't even get a single glimpse, looks like in slow motions now

A sprinting silver light
As if the point of lance is sucking in by my heart
Blood will be spilled in a second
I knew
The sensation of metal probe into my body
And the taste of bloodstream gushing over my throat
And the feeling of the world vanishing gradually
I only tasted it not long ago
......That's going to happen again? Really?
I can't comprehend. Why do I have to deal with this kind of thing

......Got to be joking me
I can't accept this. I'm not going to die here meaninglessly
I was saved once. Then, I can't die so easily since I was saved once
I have to complete the duty of the living, I can't fulfill my duty if I die

Yet, the point of lance is still thrusting toward my chest
The lance point is probing into the skin, surely it will break the ribs and penetrate the heart

"----"
I am angry
What a joke, you can actually kill someone that easily
What a joke, I am actually going to die
Yet another joke, getting killed twice in a single day, there's actually something as stupid as this
Aah seriously, seriously everything that happens is like a joke, then why should I follow the norm and be afraid

"Stop joking around, how can I be-----"

Right here, meaninglessly
Killed
By someone like you----!!!!!

"Eh-----?"

That, really is

"What.........!?"

Like magic, it emerges out of nowhere

From behind my back, in a dazzling flame

My train of thought stopped short
I could only guess, that which emerged, appeared to be a girl

A clang
Once she emerged, the lance that intended to penetrate my chest was deflected, and she approached that man without a second thought

"---Seriously, the seventh Servant......!?"

The man who holds straight the deflected lance, and the girl that swings around a 'certain object' in her hands

Sparks explode again
A flash of a metal sword
The man with lance retreated a few steps, from receiving a strike of the girl who just emerged
"Grr----!"
Did he come to realize his disadvantage, the man flied out of the Storehouse with a beast-like agility
Forced the man to retreat with her body, she turned her head back slowly

Today is one of those days with strong winds
Clouds are drifting, the moon is revealed for a brief moment
The silver moonlights shot into the Storehouse, shine upon the girl wearing a knight's suit

"----"
Can't make any sound
Not because I'm panicking from the sudden change of event
But, I am at a loss of words because of the surreal beauty of the girl in front of my eyes

"--------"
After the girl fixes her gaze upon me emotionless, with a pair of pupils of jewels

"---I ask of you. Are you my master"

With a voice full of integrity, she spoke

"Eh......Mas......ter......?"
I merely repeat the words she asked of me
I don't understand what she is speaking of, neither do I know who she is
The only thing my present self know of---is just that this petite, slender girl, is the same existence as the man outside

"........................"
The girl says nothing, looks at me quietly

---That posture, how should I say this

In front of my eyes, she is special enough to let me forget about the fact that, under this circumstance, the man outside will assault here whenever he finds an opening

As if only the time around me has stopped
The fear of death that occupied my entire present has vanished completely, right now, there is only this girl possessing my sight---

"Servant. Saber, heeding your summoning, I've arrived. Master, please give orders"

For a second time
In the instant the sound of this word, Master, along with the word Saber were sent to my ears

"----Hrr"
Pains coming from my left hand
As if branded with a soldering-iron

I can't help but press against the back of my left hand
Is this gesture a signal, the girl quietly, nods with her delicate face

"---From now on, may my sword be with you, and your fate with mine. ---Now, the contract is completed."

"What, contract, what----!?"
I am somewhat of a Magus. I can grasps the meaning of that word pretty well
However the girl does not answer my question, she turns her face around with the same elegance when she nods

----She is facing toward the door to outside
Outside of the door, is the man still holding up the lance

"----"
No way, before I even hold this thought
The girl in a knight's suit, jumps out of the Storehouse without any hesitant

"!"
As if I forgot about the pain on my body, I stood up to chase after the girl
That girl can't possibly beat that man
Even dress in an intimidated way, yet that girl is an adolescent child younger than me

"Hold----!"
On, the voice which I intended to call out, was halted by that other sound
"What----"
I doubt my own eyes
This time, my head really goes blank and can't think of anything

"Who is, that guy----"
Clashes of weapons
Moon is crawling behind the clouds, the yard returns to darkness where it once belonged
Steel and steel are bursting sparks in the middle

The man of lance strikes against the girl leaping out of the Storehouse without saying a word
Girl smashes away the lance with a hit, then bounces off the continually strikes of lance, the man is forced to step back each time

"----"
Cannot, believe
The girl named Saber, is indeed dominating against that man

---The battle, starts

What went back and forth between the man and I was not a battle
Battle, is a fight where both sides can inflict life threatening toward one another
Despite the difference of actual strength, as long as there is a way to defeat the opponent, then it can be called battle

From this perspective, the fight between these two is also a battle
The lance of that man which I can't even make out, is continually thrusting toward the girl with increasing vigorous
Girl deflects the lance with that 'certain object' in her hands surely, steps forward in between a hair's breadth

"Tut----!"
Makes a disgusted sound, the man steps back slightly
He straighten the lance in his hands, to defend the side of his abdomen from attack----!

"Grr......!"
In the blink of an eye, the lance of that man splits up lights
This is perhaps what a strike resembles throwing a dynamite is like
In the instant that girl swings that 'certain object', the lance of that man is glowing as if circuits with electricity
Besides that man, even I can tell what that is

That is mana powerful enough to be seen
Every effortless strike made by that girl, contend an incredible amount of mana
That overpowering mana, is a weapon that can infiltrates the opponent's weapon just from contact

That kind of thing, even just from blocking it will receive a certain impact
If take that man's lance as an accurate sniper rifle, then a strike from that girl is a shotgun in terms of firepower
Evey time the girl takes a swing, the entire yard would be surrounded by flashes

However
What put that man in a disadvantageous position, is not that kind of thing of minor importance

"Cheap illegitim, why hide your own weapon......!"

As he forces back the girl's fierce attacks, the man is cursing
"--------"
The girl does not reply, she again slash that 'certain object' in her hands......!

"You......!"
The man retreats without making come backs
This is as expected
For the weapon holds by the girl cannot be seen
Since he doesn't know the attack range of his opponent, it'd only be too foolish to rush in

Indeed, can't be seen
The girl is certainly carrying a 'certain object'
But of what shape, or length, cannot be determined, nothing can be seen
Is it transparent since the beginning, the weapon swings by the girl doesn't lift of any shape even when bursting out sparks

"Tut----"
Is it because the toughness of the battle, the man loses the agility from before

"----"
And, for the first time the girl makes a sound
The arms waving that 'certain object' becomes more furious
Without any interval, a dance of sword comes down like a cloudburst
The sparks burst out remind people of melt iron in a blacksmith's fire

----The man is dodging as his words are snapping away from his mouth

To be honest, I have to admire him even though he's an opponent that plans to take my life
The man with lance is taking on that invisible weapon, defends himself with a certainty just from reading the movements of the girl's arms and steps----!

"Hurr----!"
But this is the end of that
The way to deal with an opponent who keeps on defending, not slash, is not slash but defeat. As if claiming this, the girl advances to approach the man even closer
As if to strike him down, a hit with all her might.......!!

"Don't think too highly of yourself, fool----!"
Did he find a chance to win, the man vanished
Rather, a leap backward that's like vanishing
The strike of the girl cuts through the air and smashes the ground, sweeps up the clods

The strike that was swung with the intention of certain kill, and forced the man to a corner, was dodged easily----!

"dummkopf, what is that guy doing......!"
Even someone from afar can tell
The effortless attacks from before might have a chance, but a decisive major move can't possible capture that man

To that man, who stops the fierce attacks from the girl one by one, his body must be restrained for a while now
He held himself back, all for the sudden jump in this instant

For he realized that strike just now, is the real opening that will determine the resolution----!

"Hah----!"
The man who jumped to back for a few meters, springs up at the same he lands on the ground
Perhaps it can be called a triple jump, he leaps toward the girl as if reversing his previous jump
On the contrary---The sword of the girl is still besets in the ground

"----!"
That interval, can no longer be reverted
The crimson lance thrives again in less than a second
And whose sword remained chip in the ground, the girl turns her body like a diabolo

"!"
That exchange of blows is also within a second
The man who realized his negligence and stop short
And that blow in less than a second, swept with the entire body of the girl----!

"Grr----!"
"--------"
The man flies off, and the girl that sends him flying, both make a dissatisfying expression
But of course
Since they both let go of their certain kill skills that intended to critical attack the opponent
Even if they turned the table around, there's no merit in it

Distance draws apart greatly
Did the previous exchange of blows gave them too much burden, the two stare at each other quietly

"---What's wrong Lancer. If you halt it down the name of Lancer would cry. If you're not coming, I will go to you"

"......Ha, are you coming to offer your death. That's all right, but before that I have something to ask of you. Is your Noble Phantasm----a sword?"

As if they can peer through a person's inner thoughts, Lancer's eyes are sat Saber

"---Who knows. Maybe it's a war ax, or a halberd. No, perhaps a bow, Lancer?"

"Humph, or perhaps a swordsman"

Is it really that funny
The man......the man that is called Lancer inclines his lance slightly
Which also carries the meaning of cease-fire

"?"
The girl is confused by Lancer's attitude
But---I know that stance
From a few hours ago, the battle proceed inside the nightly school yard
The supposedly final resolution, the one certain kill shot

"......By the way. This is the first time we meet, do you have any intention of just letting it go?"
"--------"

"This isn't such a bad idea, right? Look, that drooling Master of yours over there is worthless, and my Master is a coward who wouldn't show his face. I prefer push back the duel, until we are both in the perfect condition----"

"---I refuse. You are going down here, Lancer"

"Is that so. Seriously, I was just taking a look at things? I didn't intend to linger when a Servant appeared, however----"
The space around the two, shows sign of distortion

Lancer lower his stance
And takes up a whirl of cold air at the same time

---Same as that time. Take the lance as the center, mana is turning into a zooming whirlpool----

"Noble Phantasm----!"
The girl brings up the weapon that looks like a sword, and glares at the enemy in front of her
Without my warning
She who goes against the enemy, can feel the danger more than I do

"......Farewell. I taking, your heart----!"
The beast treads on
As if playing a movie, Lancer shows up in front of the girl in a flash

That lance of his, thrusts toward the feet of the girl

"----"
That way seems senseless even from my perspective
The lance that obviously leaning downward, is attacking even lower than the feet, it won't work on the girl
In fact, the girl is skipping the lance, and take one step toward Lancer, planning on striking him down

In that, instant

"'----Gáe'"

Along with the words that carry powerful mana themselves

"'----Bolg----!'"

The lance thrusts toward the lower part, splits and bursts to the heart of the girl

"----!?"
Body is raised
The girl is sent flying by the lance, draws a large parabola, and falls on the ground----no, lands

"Hah----, Grr......!"
......Blood comes streaming down
The girl that didn't have a scratch, now her chest is penetrated, large quantity of fresh blood is gushing out

"Curse......Not, was that a reversion of cause and effect----!"
She is making sounds out of pain
......I am in shock all the same
No, since I anticipated from afar, I could tell just how bizarre that shot was better than she ever could

The lance, was definitely aiming under the feet of the girl
But that aim suddenly changed its course, in an impossible shape, extended in an impossible direction, and penetrated the heart of the girl
However, a lance is not supposed to extend or change direction

Changing course and penetrating heart is not a simple task
Not that the lance changed the course, but rather, the process was changed

......The lance that was unleashed along with its name, already possessed the 'result' of 'penetrating heart'

In another work, this is an act of reversing the process and the result
Since the result of penetrating heart was predetermined, the course of the lance was nothing but an additional movement as an evidence to further prove the fact

The daemonic lance that could penetrate any kind of defense
The fate of its opponent is decided at the moment of the attack, a lance that promised 'certain penetration of heart' once used
Such a ridiculous shot, who could block it
No matter what method of evading the enemy takes, the lance will definitely reach the heart

---Hence the name certain kill
The accursed lance that once unleashed, will definitely penetrate the enemy---

However

The girl, avoided in a close call
Though penetrated, but a fatal wound was evaded
From a certain perspective, the action of the girl was more outrageous than the shot of the lance
The instant the lance was unleashed, the girl seemed to know what would happen and flipped her body, retreated with all her strength

Was it extreme luck, or a blessing that can alleviate the curse of the lance
Anyhow the girl evaded the fatal wound, the name of certain kill crashed down----

"Hah----ah, hah----"
The girl is adjusting a disordering breathing pattern
Such amount of gushing blood is stopped, even the impaling wound is healing gradually

"----"
This is what on a different level means
Though I knew she is not an ordinary human, but this is way over the top

Not counting the skill of exchange blows with Lancer, the stupendous power mana in each strike, or the body that heal its own wound, the girl is obviously superior to Lancer in every way

......However, that is only a fact a moment ago
The regeneration is ongoing, but the wound on the girl is very deep
If Lancer makes his move now, then she would be beaten down for not able to defense

But then
In a one-sided advantageous situation, Lancer remains still
The sound of him grinding his teeth can be heard even from here, he glares at the girl

"---You dodged it, Saber. My Gáe Bolg"

As if the voice came from the depth of underground

"......!? Gáe Bold......Are you the Son of Light from Ireland---!"
Lancer's expression darkened
The malice from just now is thinning out, Lancer makes a face in disgust

"......What a fool I am. Knowing full well if I show this technique and not getting the kill will be problematic. Seriously, too famous is a crime too"
The heavy pressure is lifting away
Lancer doesn't chase after the wounded girl, he simply turns around, and moves to the corner of the yard

"I know there is a rule for the Servants, saying that if someone finds out about my true identify, we should fight until one side is eradicated......But unfortunately my employer is a coward, I can't believe he say to return if my lance is dodged"
"---Are you running away! Lancer"

"Aah. If you want to come after me that is fine too, Saber. Just that--by that time, you better be prepare to embrace death"
Thud, Lancer springs up
Just how light is that body, Lancer flies over the wall effortlessly, vanishes without taking a break

"Hold on, Lancer......!"
The girl with a wounded chest, is running to chase after the enemy that got away

"Is, is she stupid......!"
I run across the yard with all of my strength
For if I don't hurry and stop her now, the girl will likely jumps out

......However, it was unnecessary
The girl that intended to fly out of the walls, as she bend her waist over to ready, halts and presses against her chest with much pain

"Grr----"
I runs to her side, observe her condition
No, I actually planned to call her out as I approach, but I forgot about that as I came closer to her

"-------"

......Anyhow, this really is just like staging
The armors that emitting shines in silver, just take a close look one can tell it truly is heavy armors
Those clothes that appear to be from ancient time, I never seen such slithery in clothing, they are in a bright blue

......No, I am not speechless from looking at these matters
The girl who is a few years younger than me, that----is a real beauty
The moonlit blond hair, is fine and delicate as if sprinkled with grains of golden sand
That somewhat childish face is elegant, the silky white skin seems soft and tender

"--------"

Besides her beauty takes away my breath, there is one more reason that makes me speechless

"---Why"

It angers me to see this girl to be hurt from battles
Regardless of how tough the armor she uses to protect her body, there's definitely something wrong with the fact that a girl has to face battle in my opinion

While I stare at the girl idly, she just places her hand on the chest silently
That comes to end soon enough
Did the pain go away, the girl removes her hand from the chest and raises her face
Her pupils look at me directly
As I am hesitated as how to respond to her, I notice her condition

"......The wound, is gone......?"

Even if not hit directly at the heart, but it was obviously penetrated by that lance, now there's no sign of wound on the surface at all
......I heard of Sorcery for healing, but there doesn't seem to have any Sorcery present
In another word, she can heal herself when wounded----

"----"
Then I change my way of thinking
No time for looking at her idly, she is extremely dangerous.No a subject I can trust without first clarify her real identity

"----Who, are you"

I go back half a step and ask
"? What do you mean by who, I am the Servant of Saber. ......You are the one who summoned me, there shouldn't be any need of confirmation"
A quiet voice, the girl spoke without raising her eyebrow

"Servant of Saber......?"
"Yes. Hence call me Saber"
She says straightforwardly
That manner of speaking is both polite and calm, but how should I put this, my head goes all blank just from hearing it---

"----Uh"

......Hey, why am I so shaking......!

"Is, is that so. What a strange name"

I raise my hand to hide my face, which is gradually heating up, and reply idiotically, but is there really anything else to say. How should I know about this, and since I inquire her name, so she answers, everything is normal---Hey, wouldn't it be impolite if I don't start talking

"......I am Shirou. Emiya Shirou, is a resident of this household"

---What should I do
I answer with even more idiocy
But, since she gave her name, I have to introduce my own name too
I know myself is in a panic, but there are rules regardless of who I am dealing with

"--------"
The girl......Saber remains still, without moving a finger, look at my panicking self

"No, this is not right. That didn't count, that wasn't what I want to ask, so what I meant was"
"I see. You aren't a regular Master"
"Eh......?"
"However, despite that you are still my Master. Since we exchanged contract, I will not betray you. There's no need for alarming"

"Huh......?"
scheiße
I did hear what she said, but I have no idea what she is talking about
All I know is, she's calling me Master, what a weird word

"That's not true. My name is not Master"
"Then Shirou. Hm, I do prefer that pronunciation"

"............!"
As she speaks of Shirou, I think my face is on fire
Generally speaking, wouldn't people address each other with their surname and not first name......!?

"Wait, why do you say----"
"Ouch......!"
All of a sudden, my left hand is paralyzed
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:00 am

"So, so hot......!"
The back of my hand is heating up
It's as if my left hand is burning
A strange symbol that looks like a tattoo is engraved

"What----"
"That's called command spells, Shirou. The three commands that restrain us Servants, also the life line of a Master. Please avoid using it for arbitrary reason"

"You, you----"
What exactly are you, as I am finally going to speak up, her attitude changed abruptly

"---Shirou, please heal my wound"
She speaks in an ice cold tone
Her mind is not focusing at me, but to somewhere far----outside of the walls apparently

But healing, she meant for me to do it......?

"Wait, are you talking to me? Excuse me but I don't that kind of complicated Sorcery, and isn't that already healed"
Saber frown slightly
......It feels as if, I said something I shouldn't have

"......Then I shall receive the enemy in this state. Although the auto recovery is only on the surface, but one more battle shouldn't be a problem"
"......? One more, of what"

"There are two enemies outside. This level of pressure, I should be able to defeat them in a few seconds"
As she speaks, Saber leaps out lightly
Just as Lancer did, fly over the walls to the outside
What stays, is me in the yard by myself

"......There are enemy, outside?"
As soon as the words come out of my mouth, I realize what happened
"Hold on, are you saying you have more battling......!"
My body moves
Without thinking, I run to the entrance with all my might

"Hah, hah, ha----!"
I run the entrance, open the bolt in a flustered, and rush outside

"Saber, where are you......!?"
I stare in the dark night
Of all things the moon has to be covered now, the surrounding is sealed within a darkness
However----

There are sounds nearby
"Is it over there......!"
I run to a deserted alley

---It happened in a flash

The man in red that I already witnessed, is going against Saber
Saber charges toward the man in red without hesitates, she crashes the stance of the opponent in one strike---

Saber cuts down the man in red easily
Saber who raises her hand, is planning to give a fatal blow
However, right before the man in red beheaded, he vanishes along with the activation of a powerful Sorcery

Saber has not stopped for second
As it is, she rushes toward the opponent who was behind the man
And then---Destroys the major Sorcery casted by the opponent, without taking it seriously

"Wha----"
Though I already knew she is strong, but this is devastating
That Sorcery just now, is a Sorcery of Intervention that is nowhere near my present level

Though in terms of power Kiritsugu wouldn't lose either, but to make a intervention to nature in such a scale in an instant, even a first-rate Magus might not be able to do it
But, even a Sorcery on that level, was still nullified by Saber like a piece of cake

Is the enemy a Magus, then the outcome is apparent
The attacks of Magi are worthless against Saber, she charges toward the Magus mercilessly

Doh, the sound of the bottom falls to the ground
Though the enemy managed to dodge the strike of Saber miraculously, but then he couldn't move again
Saber corners the enemy, thrusts out the invisible sword

"----"
My mind freezes
In that instant, the moon seems to go up
I recognize the subject of Saber's approach is a human
I haven't got any idea on who he is, but in my mind, an image of Saber bathed in blood, murdering men was quickly depicted

"----"
Saber's body moves
With the 'certain object' in her hands, aim to penetrate the throat of her opponent---

"Stop Saber--------!!!!!!"

I shouted with every last bit of my strength
The sword stops abruptly
......Perhaps, not seeing it is more of a comfort for me mentally
At the point of her invisible sword, it is yet to be stained by the blood of the opponent

"......Stop. Please stop, Saber"
I look at her as I open my mouth
I am determined, if I want to stop I must insist on it all the way through

"Why stop, Shirou. She is the Master of Archer. We must take care of her right here"

No, Saber hasn't had idea of giving up yet
She only stopped because of my words, soon she will slash down the sword once again......!

"I, I told you to stop! You called me Master or something, but I still don't understand a thing. Since you're calling me a Master, wouldn't it be more sensible for you to at least elaborate it a bit"

"........."

Saber doesn't answer
She just stares at me quietly

"This is out of order, Saber. I don't know who you are yet. But I will listen to you, just don't do this kind of thing"

"............"
Saber remains silent
Her sword is still pointing at the opponent who has fallen to the ground, she looks at me disagreeably

"What does, that kind of thing suppose to mean. Do you believe in the kind of ideal that you can't hurt anyone for just any reason"

"Eh......"
Can't hurt anyone for just any reason ......?
No, certainly I would try to avoid conflict as much as possible, but I am not kind enough to sympathize with a subject that's going to kill me

"In another word, you are saying you don't want to end the life of an enemy, correct? I cannot obey such words. Enemy has to be defeated. If you still want to stop me, please turn to the command spells"

"? No, that kind of thing is supposed to mean you. How can a girl wave around a sword. Don't mention what if you get hurt. ......Uh, right, I am not sure whether what you're holding is truly a sword or not---Aah, that's beside the point, either way, you shouldn't do it because you're a girl"

"--------"
By the time I finish my sentence, Saber suddenly loses her composure, her mouth is wide open

Not sure how long did we go through this situation

".........And? When are you going to put down your sword, Miss Saber"

All of a sudden, the one sat on the ground speaks

"----!"
Saber recovers all at once, exert force onto her sword

"Please give it up. There's no such sword that can be put down in the face of an enemy"
"Though your Master asked you so? Hey, even if it's a Saber, a Servant will go against its Master after all"

"--------"
Saber grinds her teeth
Then puts down her sword, eases her hands
Perhaps that means the sword is seized, and the murder intent has withdrawn from Saber's presence

"OK. May I stand up now"
The one who just sat there until now stands up
The act of dusting her bottom appears to be somewhat impudence
......Uh, wait a minute

The person that's complaining, that one, is definitely-----!?

"You, you are Tohsaka......!?"
"Nn. Good evening, Emiya"
Tohsaka replies with a really elegant smile

"Ah----What?"
I give it up
To be greeted in such carefree fashion, the unusual events that happened a minute ago all seems fake now, Aah
No, more like, since my brain is already near the point of exploding, how easy would it be to just let my head goes off----!

"Aah, no, that's, in another word, since that Sorcery was casted by Tohsaka, therefore----"
"You mean to say I'm a Magus? Enough, we're both the same so there's no need to hide it anymore"

"Grr----"
Your straightforwardness makes me looks like an idiot---
"Anyway let's talk inside. You have no idea what's going on, right, Emiya"
Speaking in a carefree tone, Tohsaka walks to the entrance

"Eh---Hold on Tohsaka, what are you thinking......!"
As soon as I finish up---
The expression on Tohsaka who turns her head back, is completely different from before

"Stop being such an dummkopf, I gave it a lot of thoughts. That's why I have to talk to you, isn't it. Emiya, it's alright to be surprised by a sudden event, but sometimes you will die from it if you can't accept it from the bottom of your heart. By the way, this is one of those situations, understand?"
Tohsaka stares at me with hostility

"----Oh"
"Good. Then let's move, to Emiya's house"
Tohsaka crosses the entrance to the Emiya residence

"......That girl, seems to be pretty mad......"
Then again, this is to be expected
She was pointed by a sword and almost got killed just now

"Well, even then"
Somehow, she appears to be one hundred eighty degrees different from the Tohsaka in school or am I just imagining things......

How did it evolve into this inconceivable situation
The idol of school is walking in front of me unhinderedly, let's say she's the Tohsaka Rin that I longed for for now
On my back is the blond girl that follows quietly, Saber who claims herself a Servant

".................."
Ah
Somehow, it feels the hallway is turning into another dimension

But, I can't stay at a loss like this
I might be a beginner, but still a Magus
If Tohsaka, who seems to be a Magus as well, is already this haughty, I'd be treated like an dummkopf if I don't do something

......Is what I said, but all I can think of are mere trifles
First off, Saber who follows behind
She called me Master, even said a contract was formed, so she should be a familiar or the sort for sure

From what I understand, familiar are things that help around Magi
Most of them are parts of the Magi's bodies which are transplanted to another object, to be controlled as the Magi's doubles

In this scenario, the doubles are essentially small animals
Since the minds of cats or dogs are easier to manipulate
There are also Magi who can take humans as their familiars, but a mana that can continuously bind a human is required in that case

However, if the mana to dominate a human is spent constantly, then the said Magus would have to use most of his mana to sustain the familiar
Then the point of doing so in the first place would be lost
Familiars are helpers of Magi
Small animals that don't put too much stress on Magi, and don't require much efforts to control are more compatible

......This is certainly how I learned, but

"? What is wrong, Shirou"
"......Aah no, nothing"
......Saber appears to be a human no matter how you look at her. And she is clearly superior to her Master namely me
There's no way I hold the mana to bind a subject such as this, and I don't have the magical circuits to control familiars to begin with

"............"
So, Saber must be something related to familiars yet different
She says she's a Servant
I am not sure what that is, but I think the man who is called Lancer, and the man in blue with Tohsaka are of the same lot

Now that I think about it, Tohsaka should be a Master as well
I took a glance at her Sorcery ability then
If I am a beginner, then Tohsaka would be an expert of an expert of an expert......but then again, I can't really compete with other Magi since I can only cast enhance Sorcery

Anyhow, Tohsaka Rin is an amazing Magus
On a land rich in spirituality, a clan of Magus would be require to oversee such land
The house of Emiya migrated to this town since Kiritsugu's generation, outsiders one might call it
Therefore I don't know Tohsaka is a Magus, and Tohsaha shouldn't have any idea that I'm learning Sorcery as well

......Inside this town, there is a few Magi that I am aware of
If Lancer is also a familiar of another Magus, then I am would be, step into the fight between Magi----

"Hey, this place is quite spacious. It's refreshing to be in a Japanese style house once in a while. Ah, Emiya, is that living room over there?"
Tohsaka utters as she walks in the living room
".................."
Let me stop pondering for now
First hear what Tohsaka has to say

I turn on the light
It's about one o'clock in the morning

"Whoa it's freezing! Oh, all the glass windows are broken"
"Can't help it, I was ambushed by that Lancer. I couldn't care less about the appearance"
"Ah, is that so. Then before you summoned Saber, you were fighting that guy by yourself?"
"Not like fighting at all. Just one-sided getting beat up"

"Nnn, you don't bluff at weird places. ......So that's it, that's it, Emiya is just like what he appears to be"
Not sure what is she so happy about, Tohsaka walks to the side of the broken window

"?"
Tohsaka picks up the broken piece of glass, observe for a bit---

"----Minuten vor SchweiBen"

Tohsaka cuts her fingertip, blood is dripping down from the glass window

"!?"
What kind of Sorcery is that
The glass window that was broken to pieces are reconstructing by themselves, it reverts back to what it used to be in a couple seconds

"Tohsaka, that just now----"
"Just a simple demonstration. Not exactly a thanks for saving me, but I should do it in the least"

"......However, you will fix it even if I don't, but that would be wasting mana, right?

She is saying it as if that's certainly the case
But, needless to say, her ability is out of my league

"---No, that's amazing Tohsaka. There's no way I can pull off something like that. Thank you for fixing it"

"? No way, are you serious? Processing glasses is the basic of the basic. Recover glasses broke in just moments ago, is the entrance test in any school, right?"

"Is that so. I have only been taught by my Dad, I know either the basic nor the fundamental"
"----Huh?"
Tohsaka stops her actions shortly
......Oh no. Apparently I said something I shouldn't have

"......Hold on. That means, Emiya is a beginner who can't even take care of his own Workshop?"
"......? Not really, I don't have something like a Workshop"
......Ah-, there is a Storehouse where I train, but if I call that a Workshop, it seems Tohsaka will really get mad

"............I don't think that's the case, but just making sure. You wouldn't be ignorant of the way of the five major elements, or the method of making routes, right?"
I answer with a 'Mm' and nod honestly
".................."
Aw, so scary
That girl, beauties have a strong compelling force once they become silent

"What. So you are, an outsider?"
"That's not true. I at least know how to cast enhance Sorcery"
"Enhance......again, you really just know the surface of everything. Then, everything else is completely blank?"
Tohsaka stares at me
"......Hm, to an extreme extent, that's probably the case"
My reply is very ambiguous, since that stare was way too thorny

"----Sigh. Why let this kind of guy summoned Saber, seriously"
Tohsaka sighs exhaustedly
"............Humph"
I am getting work up for some reason
I am learning Sorcery for fun
It is a fact that I am still immature, but I think this is different from that

"Forget it, it doesn't matter. It's pointless to complain about something that already been decided. More importantly, I have to return the favor for earlier"
Tohsaka heaves a sigh

"Then let me begin. Emiya, you have no idea where's your ground, correct?"
"----"
I nod

"Thought so. Forget it, even though I could tell that with one glance, but I had to confirm it in the least. Explain to someone who already knew is somewhat of an unnecessary weight on my heart"
"?"
Did I just hear a really out of place expression, but I stay quiet since it would be impolite to disrupt her now

"I will just cut to the chase, Emiya is selected as a Master. There is a Stigmata on one of your hands right? On the back of the hand or the arm, thought it's different for each individual, but there should be engraved with three command spells. That's the proof of a Master"
"Back of my hand......Aah, is this it"

"Yes. That is also the spell that binds the Servant so you must cherish it. Those are called command spells, you can make the Servant obey if only you have it"
"......? If only you have, what does that mean"

"Command spell is the right of an absolute order. I presume you already notice that Servants have their own free wills, to manipulate their minds to obey your own words absolutely, such are the engravements"

"There's no need to recite spell when cast, it will activate when you want to. However every time you cast it it will go down by one, so please try to refrain from using it over two times. Once the command spells are gone, Emiya should be killed, so you better be careful with that"

"Eh......I will, be killed----?"
"No doubt. Sine Masters kill other Masters are the basic of the Holy Grail War. Then the Master that kills off the other six, will be awarded with the Holy Grail that can grant any wishes"

"Wh----at?"
Hold, hold on
I totally can't comprehend what Tohsaka just said
Master defeats Master
Obtain Holy Grail in the end......Hey, Holy Grail, meaning that Holy Grail......!?

"Still don't get it? Essentially, you are involved in a race. A survival competition between seven Masters, namely the Holy Grail War. It won't end until all the other Masters are defeated one after another, and no one remains, murdering among the Magi"
Tohsaka speaks as if this is nothing worth mentioning

"--------"
My mind is turning with the vocabulary that I just heard
I who are selected as a Master
Tohsaka who is also a Master
Familiars that are called Servants
---And
The murdering with other Magi, namely the Holy Grail War

"Wait a minute. What it this, why do you talk about these all of a sudden"
"I understand where are you coming from, but I am simply stating the facts. ......An you yourself, should already have a basic understanding more or less, right? Not only once, but you were almost killed by a Servant twice, you do realize that you are already in a position where there's nowhere to run"

"--------"
That
I was certainly, almost killed by that guys whose name is Lancer

"Ah, not quite. Not almost but you were killed. You sure did a good job on reviving, Emiya"
"----"
Tohsaka's pursuit is the last kick that did it for me in a way

......Certainly
That guy killed me, and I was killed for sure
There was no excuse, I was merely an existence that needed to be erased
Therefore
Even if I refuse to accept this senseless murdering
Others wouldn't stop just because of that

"----"
"Do you get it now? Then let me elaborate. I don't know what exactly is the Holy Grail War myself. The only things I am certain of are, it takes place once in several decades, seven Masters would be selected, and Masters are given all kinds of Servants"

"I myself is also one of the people selected as Masters. Hence I made a contract with a Servant, you also made a contract with Saber. Please treat the Servants as familiars bestowed by the Holy Grail in order to win the Grail War. Then, us who are the Masters will cooperate with our own Servants, erase other Masters, and that is all"

"............"

Tohsaka's explanation is too concise, hardly in touch with reality
Yet I still have one question, which I've become suspicious of since earlier

"......Hold on. Tohsaka, according to you Saber is a familiar, but I don't think so. Shouldn't familiars be cats, birds or the sorts. Allegedly there were guys who used human spirits, but Saber has an actual physical body. And, that's---very, unfamiliar-like"

I take a glimpse at Saber secretly
Saber just stays quiet and listens to our conversation
......That is the form of a human being
Though the true identify is unclear, but she's a girl not much difference from my own age
I can't even stay calm when a girl like her approaches me, saying that she's a familiar is unrealistic, more importantly, my heart rate keeps going up and that's very bothersome

"Familiars---Forget it, even if Servants are in the same category, however the status is different. No matter how you put it, she over there is a Heroic Spirit, the strongest of familiars"
"Heroic Spirit......? So she is a spirit after all?"

The souls of the deceased humans
Even after death they remain in this world in this form, the undying thoughts of the superior ones
But, that's strange
Spirits don't have bodies. Spiritual bodies can only be hurt by spiritual bodies
Therefore, I have a suit of body as a human, cannot be killed by spiritual body directly

"Spirits......Similar in a way, however if you treat Saber as the same thing as those, she'd kill you. For Servants are heroes from the past that obtained physical bodies, an existence that is close to elements, and exceed humans"
"----Huh? Heroes from the past that obtain physical bodies?"
"Yep. Regardless of past or present, simply pull over the dead legendary heroes, and materialize them"

"However, summoning them is the duty of the Masters, and the materialization afterward is done by the Grail. Let a soul to take form is impossible for one Magus. A stupendous power from outside is required"

"Wait. Heroes from the past, ehh......!?"
I take a look at Saber
So was she once a hero as well
No, certainly there's no one dress like her in modern times, but that's still---

"That's impossible. I have never heard of this kind of Sorcery"
"Of course, because this is not Sorcery. Please take it as a phenomenon caused by the Grail. Otherwise there's no way to materialize a reincarnated spirit"
"......Reincarnation of spirits......Then those, Servants are different fromspirits......?"

"Not the same. Humans, animals or machines, it is able to escape karma and rise to another level, as long as it accomplished a great deed, never heard of it? Heroic Spirits are as such. Simply put, it's those who became worshiped and praised as gods"

"Necromancy, spirit summoning or the sorts. That kind of 'spirits handling Sorcery' is induced by borrowing parts of the Heroic Spirits' power, correct. However Servants are familiars that connect to the original Heroic Spirits directly. Hence even so essentially they stay beside us in spiritual forms, but they can also materialize to fight in times of need"

"......Hm. That, is it to use the spiritual body and materialized body separately. ......I can't see Tohsaka's Servant, is it in spiritual form now?"
"No, that guy is recovering in my house's summoning circle. He was defeated by Saber just now, right. If the timing for force retreat was delayed for a little bit then he would be headed and eliminated"

"Listen well, Servants who have the same spiritual forms are the only ones that can defeat other Servants. Of course if the opponent is in physical form, our attacks will hit as well, if everything goes well then maybe we can actually defeat it. But, all the Servants are like monsters, right? So monsters have to be taken care by monsters, Master should stay behind and support this is a principle"

"............Humph"
Tohsaka's explanation makes me angry for some reason
She speaks of monster this, and monster that, though I don't know what are other Servants like, but I don't want Saber to be described as such

"Anyhow the one who becomes a Master, must defeats other Masters by the familiars summoned by him. Did you get this part?"

"......I understand the literal. But I haven't agreed. Who, and for what reason started this business with terrible taste"

"That's not something I should know, and therefore unable to answer to you. Please leave this part to the guy that supervises the Grail War. What I am trying to tell you is this, you have no other options other than to fight, and Servants are strong familiars so use them wisely, that's all"

Tohsaka only said this much, then she looks at Saber

"And next. According to Emiya, you are not in your complete form, Saber. Because you were summoned by a Magus in training that doesn't have any experience as a Master"

"......Hm. As you said, I am not in my perfect shape. Since Shirou doesn't have the sufficient mana to materialize me, to revert back to spiritual body, or recover mana are both difficult tasks"

"......I am astonished. Certainly the situation is severe, but I didn't think you would say it straight out honestly. I was just thinking of finding weaknesses from your words"

"Let enemy find out my weakness would not be my true intention, however it wouldn't go unnoticed under your observation. It's meaningless if I hid away the cards in our hand, right. By letting you know, Shirou can have a better understanding of the present dilemma"

"Correct. Style is perfect as well. ......Aah, seriously, what a waste. If I am the Master of Saber, it's like winning the war already!"
Tohsaka holds her fist as if she could not reconcile

"Hm. Tohsaka, are you implying that I'm not worthy"
"Of course, stupid"
Aw, she spits out words that people with good conscience wouldn't say

"What? More questions?"
And she's not aware of it herself
The image of an outstanding student in school is collapsing
......Issei was right. Tohsaka is indeed merciless like a demon

"And next. Enough talking, it's about time to head off"
At the time
Tohsaka suddenly utters something out of nowhere

"? Where are we going?"
"To meet someone who knows really well about the game......'Holy Grail War' which you're involved in. Emiya wants to know about the reason for Grail War, right?"

"---Sure. Where is he at? It's already at this hour, if it's too far"
"No problem, it's over at the neighboring town, we can return before dawn if we rush. And tomorrow's Sunday, wouldn't stay up all night be fine"

"No, that's not the point"
Since many things happened today, I want to rest for a bit to recollect my thoughts

"What, you're not going? ......Fine with me if Emiya said so, how about Saber?"
For whatever reason Tohsaka is asking the opinion of Saber
"Hold on, it has nothing to do with Saber. Don't push her"

"Oh, you're already aware of your being a Master. Don't like me talking with Saber?"
"How, how is that possible! If what Tohsaka said was true, then Saber would be a hero from the past. So she'd be clueless after been summoned to modern time. So---"

"Shirou, that's not it. If Servants want to exist in the human world, we would adapt to any era. Therefore I know very well of the things in this era as well"
"Eh----You really, do?"
"Of course. Since this is not the first time I am summoned in this era"

"What----"
"You are kidding, what a slim chance it is......!?"
Ah, Tohsaka is shocked too
......That means, what Saber is saying is very incredible

"Shirou, I concur her suggestion. Your knowledge as a Master is too little. As a Servant that made a contract with you, I'd be in trouble if Shirou doesn't become stronger"
Saber looks at me quietly
......Not for Saber herself, a calm stare that takes me into consideration

"......I see. I will go then. So, where is it, Tohsaka. It's place where we can return, right"
"Sure. Our destination is Kotomine Church in the neighboring town. That's the house of the fake priest that supervises this Grail War"

Tohsaka shows a smile that harbors malicious intentions
A smile that bullies me who knows nothing
".................."
Though it might be my prejudice
But that guy's personality, is a little loose somewhere......

Walking in the town at night
There's no one around after one at midnight
The lights are switched off in each household, only the street lights are illuminated on the fast asleep town

"So Tohsaka. Not exactly a big deal, but are you planning on walking to the neighboring town"
"Sure? Both trams and buses stop running. Taking a walk at night once in a while isn't such a bad idea, right"
"I see. Just asking, do you know how long will it take to walk to the neighboring town?"
"Hm, walking is about one hour. But, if we come back too late, we can just take taxi"

"Don't spend those spare changes, and what I want to said is that girls shouldn't come out and walk around during night. You know it's dangerous recently. I can't take the responsibility if something happen"
"Relax, no one will come at us no matter who he is. And Emiya you seem to have forgotten, the Saber over there is very strong"

"Ah"
That is true
Regardless of robbers carrying guns or anyone, Saber will beat them back if they dare open fire

"Rin. What was Shirou trying to say. I am unable to comprehend"
"Eh? Well, should I say he was mistaken, or he's a schwachkopf. It seems like he was trying to say that if we are attacked by perverts Emiya is going to rescue us"

"How can that be, Shirou is my Master. Isn't this a switch of roles"
"He didn't think of it, right? He seems to treat Magi and Servants indifferently. I really want to take a look at what's inside that guy's brain-"
".................."

Tohsaka and Saber are now in a relation where they can talk to each other, before I know it
Speaking of Saber, she stopped talking since I stopped her from going outside in that outfit

She wouldn't take off that suit of armor no matter what, I let her wear rain coat out of desperation, she became even more quiet then
Now she's following behind my back frankly, and only talks to Tohsaka

"Eh? Where are you going, Emiya. That isn't the right direction?"
"Aren't we just going to go to the bridge. This way is the shortcut"
I'd feel very reluctant to walk with these two shoulder by shoulder, I step onto the side way quickly
Those two follows without any opposing opinion

To the park at the riverbank
Over the bridge, we can reach the Shinto at the neighboring town---

"Hey, so there is a road here. That's right, you can go to bridge from park, so just walk toward the park is fine"
Tohsaka tilts her head to look at the bridge as she raises her voice

Perhaps it's because of the location, the part at night
The side of Tohsaka's face as she raises her head to look at the bridge, is more breathtaking than when I look at her in school, I am at a loss of words

"Fine let's go. We are not here for picnic"
I hush Tohsaka who stands in the park, and step on the stairs
Once we are on the sidewalk on the bridge, it's going to be a straight line all the way to Shinto

No one is on the sidewalk of the bridge
But of course, even during the day there is a few who would walk this way
People usually take a bus or tram to the neighboring town, not many would take this way

No matter how you look at it, the distance is too far, and there are people bored enough to worry about what if the bridge wasn't constructed concretely, it wouldn't be strange for the bridge to collapse one day
The location is perfect, however this is not taken as a route for dating is also for this reason

"......Stupid. What am I thinking"
Saber who follows behind me quietly, and Tohsaka who is just next to me
I try my best to not mind those two, and haste my pace to get over the bridge as soon as possible

After the bridge, Tohsaka takes us to the outskirts
Speaking of Shinto, all I can think of is the shopping street in front of the train station, but there are older streets farther away from the train station

And the outskirts have the most of old streets
A slightly incline long, long hill road, and a height to gaze at the ocean
Higher the hill road is, less buildings are around, a foreign graveyard established on top of the slope of the hill can be seen

"The Church is on top of here. Emiya, you have to at least came across there once?"
"No, not at all. But I do know there used to be an orphanage"
"I see, so today is your first time. Then you would be better if you be a bit more careful. The priest here is quite unusual"

Tohsaka climbs up the hill road first
......I can see a shadow on the hill that resembles a building, if I raise my head to look
The Church on the height
The House of Go that I never even came close before today, now I am going there for this kind of purpose

"Wah---incredible"
The Church is very extravagant
Is the entire height occupied by the Church, as we climb up the hill, a level square receives us
The Church that is built on the back, though not very large, however it looks down on the visitors with imposing august

"Shirou, I will stay here"
"Eh? Why, I can't leave just Saber behind, since we've already come so far"

"I am not here for visiting the Church, but to protect Shirou. If Shirou's destination is the Church, then you wouldn't walk too far away from here again. Therefore, I will wait right here"
Saber says determinedly
Apparently she wouldn't go inside no matter what, I will just have to respect her intention

"I see. Then I will be leaving"
"Yes. Don't let your guard down before anyone, Master"

A vast, solemn chapel
There should be many visitors usually, since there are so many seats
The priest here must has exceptional moral integrity to be entrusted with the administration of such a large Church

"Tohsaka. What kind of man is the priest here"
"What kind exactly, is hard to explain. I still don't that guy's personality even after knowing him for ten years"
"Ten years......? That is really long. Are you relatives or something?"

"Not exactly relatives, but he is my guardian. On a side note, he is my senior, and also the second Master"
"Eh......Senior, as in a senior in Sorcery!?"

"Yep. What's so surprising about it"
"Because isn't he a priest!? How can a priest practice Sorcery, isn't that prohibited!"
Without a doubt, Magi and the Church are not compatible

The large organization that Magi belong to is called the Mage Association
And at the core of the religion, which ordinary men would not have known it for their entire lives, is the Church belongs to this side, let's named it Sacred Church for now
The two are similar yet different, they cooperate according to formality, but they're truly in a dangerous relation where they would get rid of each other whenever there is an opening

Church hates heretics
To them who are absolutely reject inhuman, the ones who practice Sorcery are their targets as well
To the Church, miracles are something can only be acquired by those who are selected as Saints. The rest who use miracles are all heretics

People who belong to the Church are no exceptions
The higher one's status in Church is, the prohibition of contamination of Sorcery is more strict
The followers who are designated to this kind of Church is out of question, additionally, the more blessings from God, the farther away from Sorcery----

"......Hold on. Is the priest here originally one from this side"
"Nn. He was designated as the supervisor of the Holy Grail War, a really good executioner. ......But, whether he has the blessings from God is another matter"

Tohsaka makes noises as she walks to the altar
It's not a good idea to come disturb if the priest is not here, don't even mention how late it is
He couldn't possibly be in the chapel, he should be in the private quarter inside the Church

"......Humph. Then, what is the name of that priest? Did you just say Kotomine something"
"The name is Kotomine Kirei. A student of my father, a troublesome bond of acquainting over ten years. ......But, if possible I don't really want to be acquainted with him"

"---Agree. I also, don't want a disciple disrespecting her teacher"

Sounds of steps
Did he notice our arrival, that man walks from the inside of the altar slowly

"I call for you many times you did not come, you brought some strange guest with you. ......Hoh, is he the seventh one, Rin"

"Yes. He is somewhat of a Magus, however he's basically an amateur inside so I couldn't spot him. ......I recall there's a rule states that the one who becomes a Master should come to report here. Though it's a rule made up by yourselves, but I will abide by it this time around"

"That's very good. I see, so it's all thanks to this lad"
The priest named Kotomine, looks at me slowly

"----"
......I couldn't help but, take one step back
......Not scare of something
......Nor do I sense hostility from the man named Kotomine
But, this priest has an august that can make the air on one's shoulder's become heavier

"I am Kotomine Kirei who is appointed to the administration of this Church. What might your name be, the seventh Master"
"---Emiya Shirou. But, I don't remember becoming a Master"
I strain around my abdomen, stare at the priest as not to lost to the intense pressure

"Emiya------Shirou"
"Eh----"
The intense pressure on my back becomes a chill
The priest smiles quietly, as if he heard something pleasant

----That smile
To me, has a indescribable----

"I have to thank you, Emiya. You actually brought Rin here. If not for you, perhaps Rin wouldn't come to the end"
Te priest approaches the altar
Tohsaka leaves the altar with an expression as if she's bored, and walks to my side

"Then let's begin. Emiya Shirou, you're the Master of Saber, correct?"
"That's not true. I did make a contract with Saber. However what you said about I being a Master or the matters about the Grail War, I know nothing about. If Master has to be a real Magus, then it'd be better to choose other Masters again"

"......I see what you meant, this is serious. Does he really not know anything, Rin"
"Didn't I tell you he's an amateur already. You have to teach him from the beginning of this part. Aren't you an expert of this kind of mending"
Tohsaka hurries the priest with an unhappy face

"----Oh. I see, is that so. Very well, this is the first time you ask a favor of me. Gratitude is not enough to express my thanks to Shirou"
The priest Kotomine smiles as if he's in a very good mood
What should I say, just listening from this conversation has made me feel even more agitated

"Firstly let me correct your mistake. Listen well, Emiya Shirou. Master can not be given to others, nor can you quit once you are selected. The one whose hand is engraved with command spells, cannot quit no matter who he is. First, accept this fact"

"---Can't quit, why"
"Command spells are also stigmata. A trial given to the Masters. You can not give up because of inconvenience. That pain, will not be lifted until obtaining the Holy Grail"

"If you want to quit being a Master, there's nothing better than obtaining the Grail and grant your own wish. This way everything will be the same as before, Emiya Shirou. Even if your wish is to dig out all the muds hoard up inside, that would be possible as well. ---By the way, to reset everything from beginning is also a possibility"

"So just hope. When that day comes, you will be thankful to be selected as a Master. If you wish to erase that burn marks that cannot be seen by the eyes, just accept that stigmata"

"Wh----"
I feel dizzy
There is no emphasis in the priest's words at all
The more I listen, the more I feel confused

......However, the word of this guy is deeply soaped through my chest, sticks to me like blood---

"Kirei, stop talking in circles. I meant explain the rules to him. No one asks to rip open the wounds"
A voice that breaks the utterance of the priest
"----Toh, Tohsaka?"
Because of that voice, my head is clear all at once

"Is that so. Whatever I said to this kind of men is a waste of effort, so I thought I should at least help him rid of the moral that wrongs him ......Humph, as the saying goes, a good deed deserves another. I couldn't help but look forward to it"

"What now. Are you saying that by helping him will benefit you"

"That's right. For helping others, is helping oneself one day. ......However, it's too late to lecture you anyway"

"Then let's get back to the topic. Emiya Shirou. The war that you're involved in is called the 'Holy Grail War.' A contest between seven Masters commanding seven Servants---did Rin already tell you these?"

"......So I heard. You mean the ridiculous competition of seven Masters killing each other"
"No doubt. But for us, this is not of our own preference to go against the morals. This is all for the ceremony of selecting the one worthy of the Holy Grail. It's a Holy Grail after all, a few contests are required for the selection of the owner"

......What contest
I bet, the priest doesn't consider the Grail War as a 'contest' at all

"Hold on. This 'Holy Grail' that you mentioned over and over again, what exactly is it. You're not going to say it's that Holy Grail, right"

Holy Grail
The Grail that once held the blood of the Holy One
Of the highest prestige even among the few remaining holy relics, allegedly it can perform all sorts of miracles

The most famous rumor is, the one who holds the Holy Grail will hold the world
......However, that's a lie. No matter how one put it, the very existence of Holy Grail is near 'non-existent'

Certainly, 'a sacred grail that can grant any wish' appears in numerous legends and myths around the world
But that's as far as it goes
Even if the Holy Grail actually exists, I've never heard of such a fictional technique of Reenactment

"How about it Kotomine Kirei. The Holy Grail you speak of, is it the real Holy Grail"
"Of course. The one shows up in this town is genuine. One of the indications would be, the appearance of the unconventional miracles that is Servants"

"To summon the Heroic Spirits of the past, dominate them. No, this miracle that comes near to the revival of the dead can be called Magic. The Grail that has this kind of power, can give the owner indefinite power. The question of authentic, is irrelevant in the face of this fact"

"--------"
In another word
What this guys wants to say is this, even if it's fake, as long as its power exceeds the real one then real or fake doesn't matter

"......Fine. Then let's assume the Grail exists. But, why is the Grail War necessary. There's no need to kill one another if there's a Grail. Since it's so powerful, why can't everyone share"

"This is a very reasonable suggestion, however we do not have this kind of freedom. There can be only one to obtain the Grail. That is our decision, rather it's up to the Grail itself"

"From selecting seven Masters, to summoning seven Servants, everything is proceed by the Grail itself. Perhaps this is what's called a ceremony. The Grail will select the ones that's worthy of possessing itself, and let them compete among themselves to choose one and only one owner. This is the Holy Grail War---the ones chosen by the Grail, the spirit descend ceremony of murdering one another in order to obtain the Grail"

"--------"
The priest says blankly
I have nothing opposing to say, I turn to my left hand
......On my hand there is the engravement they call command spells
Is he saying that once I have this engravement, I cannot give up on being a Master

"......I can't agree. Even if it's to select one man, I am not pleased with the only option being killing others Masters"
"? Wait a minute. Only option being kill the other Masters, that's a misunderstanding. You are not limited to only kill the Masters"

"Huh? Didn't you say to kill each other. Kotomine said so as well"
"It is to kill each other"
"Kirei, you be quiet. Let me tell you, the Grail circulating around in this town is a spiritual body. So you are not going to hold it in the shape of an object, and you can only summon it in a special ceremony---namely, spirit descend"

"Though we Magi can also summon it, however since it's in a spiritual form we are unable to touch it. Do you understand what does this imply?"
"I see. A spiritual body can only be touched by another. ---Aah, so that's why we need Servants......!"

"Exactly. To be honest, the Holy Grail War is to eliminate the Servants beside your own. So there's no rule suggesting that you have to kill the Masters"

"--------"
What, then why don't you put it this way earlier!
Seriously, both Tohsaka and the priest are so ill minded
......Anyhow, I am relieved at last
Because this way even if joining the Grail War, Tohsaka wouldn't have to die

"I see, so that's another way to look at it. Then let me ask you one thing, Emiya Shirou, do you think you can defeat your own Servant?"

"?"
Defeat Saber
That's of course impossible
Since Sorcery is nil against that guy, and her swordsmanship is incomprehensibly tough

"Then let me ask you one more thing. A boring question perhaps, do you think you're superior than your Servant?"
"??"
What is this guy talking about
Since I can't defeat Saber, of course I can't possibly be superior to Saber
The answer to either of the questions just now, is that I, the Master is weaker than the Servant----

"----Ah"
"That's right. A Servant is difficult to defeat even with another Servant. Then what can one do. See, actually it's pretty simple, isn't it? A Servant can't exist without a Master. Even if the Servant is very strong, it will vanish once the Master is defeated. Then"

Without a doubt, that's a very natural behavior
No one would pick the especially difficult route
In order to win, aim for the Master and not the Servant, is the most efficient method to kill a Servant----

"......Aah, it's faster to kill the Master if you want to eliminate a Servant, I understand this now. But, on the contrary if you defeat the Servant first, then a Master wouldn't be a Master anymore, isn't it? Servants are the only ones that can touch the Grail. Then, a Master is as good as dead when he loses his Servant"

"No, as long as the command spells are presented, the rights of the Master will remain. Masters are the ones who can make contracts with Servants. As long as you have the command spell, it's possible for you to make any number of Servants"

"Servants that lose their Masters wouldn't disappear immediately. They will sty in the present world before the mana inside their bodies deplete. If there's this kind of 'Servants that loses their Master' present, then it's possible for them to remake a contract to 'Masters who lose their Servants.' And return to the battle field. Therefore a Master would want to kill another Master. For if everything doesn't go well, and he survives, then there's a possibility for him to become a new obstacle"

"......Then what if the command spells are used up? Then you can't make contracts with other Servants, and the free Servant would seek out other Masters as well"
"Wait a minute, that's----"
"Hm, that is correct. If the command spells are no more, then you can be freed from the duty of a Master"

"......However, to discard command spells that can execute powerful Sorcery without purpose, I don't think such Magi exist. Even if there's one, he would not be a rookie, rather a simple dummkopf, no?"
The priest smiles as if he sees through my thinking

"............."
Somehow I feel, irritated
That priest, treats me like a schwachkopf since earlier, to the extent that there's nothing else other than mocking me

"Do you understand now. The explanation of rules are enough for now. ---Next, then let's go back to the beginning, Emiya Shirou. You once said that you do not wish to become a Master, are you still of the same opinion now"

"If you' like to give up on being a Master, that's fine too. You can do what you said, use up the command spells to terminate the contract with Saber. By then, I will promise your safety until the Holy Grail Way is over"

"......? Wait a minute. Why do I have to need your promise of safety. I can protect my own body by myself"

"I don't have the luxury to bother you either. But this is the rule. I was sent to oversee the repeated Grail Wars. Therefore I have to push the sacrifices caused by the Grail War to the minimum"

"----The repeated Grail Wars......?"
Hold on
This is the first time, I heard of something like this
Repeated, meaning this kind of war happened many times in the past......?

"What's that supposed to mean. Isn't the Grail War starting just now"

"Of course. Why else do you think a supervisor was sent? This Church has the mission of recovering Holy relics, the tip of the special agency. It was once focused on the investigation and the recovering of the cross, now it also carries the responsibility of identifying the 'Holy Grail.' To investigate the seven hundred and twenty-sixth Holy Grail observes on the far east region, recover if it's genuine, otherwise falsified it, that is all there's to it"

"Seven hundred and twenty-six..... can Grails be that many"
"Who knows? At least, there are that many of similar things"

"One of them is the Holy Grail observed inside of this town, namely the Holy Grail War. The first war on record was two hundred years ago. After that, a span of about sixty years repeat the battles between the Masters. This is the fifth Holy Grail War. Last time is ten years ago, the shortest span up to date'

"What---are you serious, this kind of thing repeated four times in the past......?"
"I completely agree with you. As you said, they have repeated many times of the same thing. ---True enough. In the past, all the repeated Grail Wars were disastrous. Masters were driven by their own desires, forgotten the disciplines of the Magi, and killed each other without differentiating targets"

"I think you know as well, to a Magus, cast Sorcery to the normal society is the first crime. For Magi are not supposed to let the ordinary crowd know their true identities. But, the previous Masters broke this rule. Though the Mage Association sent a supervisor in order to restrain them, however they only made it to the Third one. The one at that time was my father, do you understand now, lad"

"Aah, I know the reason to have a supervisor now. But from what I heard, isn't this Grail War a really awful thing"
"Oh. What's so awful about it"

"Because the previous Masters are guys who would break the Magus' rules. Then even if the one who wins to the end obtains the Holy Grail, what are we going to do with this guy that's going to use Holy Grail to his own benefits. If supervising the Magi is the job of Mage Association, then shouldn't you punish these guys"

I ask with a slice of hope
But just as I expected, Kotomine Kirei, politely, smiles as if he heard something very funny

"How so. There's not a Magus who is not motivated by his own benefit. What we administer is only the rules of the Grail War. Anything beyond is not of our interest. No matter what kind of personality does the man who obtain the Holy Grail has, the Association can care less"
"How can that be......! What if the one that obtain the Holy Grail is a evil man!"

"It would be very troublesome. But we wouldn't do anything. What choose the possessor is the Holy Grail. And we do not have the power to stop the Masters chose by the Grail. However you put it, this is a Grail that grants wishes. Whoever obtains it can do whatever he desires.---Only that, if you don't want that to happen, you can just win. Compare to push it onto another, isn't this the most down to the earth way?"

Kotomine is pushing back his laughs
As if he takes my suffering of couldn't accept the status of a Master as an entertainment

"What's wrong, lad. I thought that idea just now was a good idea, do you not want to take it for reference"
"......Mind your own business. Firstly, I don't have the reason to fight. I am not interested in something like Holy Grail either, it still feels surreal even if you tell me all about the Masters"

"Oh. Then whatever the man obtains the Grail does, even induce disasters yet you still are not interested"

"That----"
......When he put it that way, I can't argue anymore
Damn it, this guy's words are like acts of violence
Completely disregard of my feelings, push me mercilessly whenever it's the facts

"It's OK if you don't have any reason either. Then do you not care about, what happen ten years ago?"
"----Ten years, ago......?"

"That's right. By the end of the last Holy Grail War, an unworthy Master touched the Grail. We don't what that Master was wishing for. All we knew, is the scars left by the disaster at that time"
"--------"

In an instant
That hell, is reappearing in my mind

"---Hold on. That, you are not talking about"
"That's right, it's something everyone live in this city knows, Emiya Shirou. Five hundred injuries, one hundred thirty to forty burned down buildings. The fire that's still clouded with myths, is the scar of the Holy Grail War"

"--------"

----I want to vomit

My sights are blurry

Lose focus, my point of sight cannot be concentrated

My body is going down quickly

But, I stand firm before that
Grind my teeth and save my conscious
Push it back with a boiling anger, the feeling of vomiting that nearly drop a man down

"Emiya? What's wrong, your face is suddenly all pale. ......I know it's not words that make you feel comfortable, so---Come, do you want to take a break?"

My face is probably very pale
For Tohsaka to be this worry, it's really rare

"Don't worry. I will be fine when I see Tohsaka's strange expression"
"......Wait a minute. What do you mean by that"
"No, not a thing. Don't mind it, it's exactly as I said literally"

"That's fine then......Hey, isn't that even worse, fool"
The number one outstanding student knocks my head mercilessly, Tohsaka Rin
That's the final blow
Just from this, the angers and vomiting from before have vanished completely

"......Thanks. I am really saved, don't push me over too much, Tohsaka. Right now I have some questions, that I have to get answers from"

"Oh, more questions. All right, tell me everything on your mind"
As if see through what I am going to ask, the priest rushes me pleasantly
Very well
How can Emiya Shirou, loses to you

"Then let me ask. You said this is the fifth war. Then, did anyone in the past obtain the Grail"
"Of course. Not every time it ends tragically with everyone dying"
"Then---"

"Don't rush. To hold it in your hands is simple. However you put it, the Grail is taken care by this Church. If it's simply hold it to your hand, I touch it everyday"
"Eh----?"
The Holy, Holy Grail is in this Church----?

"However, it's a mere container. The inside is empty. Rin said this already, the Holy Grail is a spiritual body. What this Church takes care of, is a replicate of the Grail with very fine details. With this as a catalyst you can let the real Holy Grail descend, and make it the Grail that grants wishes. That also, is similar to the relation between Masters and Servants. ......There certainly was. A man that obtained something like this that temporarily became the true Holy Grail"

"Then is the Holy Grail a real thing since the beginning. Wait, what became of that guy who obtained the Grail"
"Nothing. The Grail was not completed. Foolish man, was nothing but the result of one who was enveloped by meaningless emotions"

......?
Where did the high almighty attitude go, the priest narrows his eyes as if he's truly regretting

"......What went wrong. Didn't the Grail appear"
"It's very simple if you only want the Grail to appear. Gather seven Servants, the Grail will appear after a while. Rin was right, killing other Masters is not a necessity. However, the Grail would not be complete this way. The Grail will choose the one worthy of possessing it. So, the man that avoided the battle, did not obtain the Grail"

"Humph. Simply put, obtaining the Grail is meaningless if you don't fight with other Masters, right. Last time, the Master who first obtained the Grail was too naive. Saying that he didn't want to fight with the animosity Master, and avoided the Grail like that"

Said Tohsaka as if she was going to spit out the words, then her gaze leaves Kotomine
"----You're kidding"
That means, Kotomine was a Master from last time, though he obtained the Grail, but lost his qualification because he refused to fight......?

"......Kotomine. Didn't you fight"
"I was fighting half way through. But I made a wrong decision. In the end I only obtained an empty Grail. But, that was already my limit. However you look at it, every single one of the other Masters were monsters. I was the first one that lost his Servant, and was protected by my Father"

"......Now that I think about it, since the moment the son of the supervisor was selected as a Master, there were many troubles. Father passed away by that time. And then, I succeed as a supervisor, and protect the Holy Grail in this Church"

After he saying so, the priest names Kotomine Kirei turns around
On the other side of his gaze, erects the symbol that's supposed to be worshiped

"Enough talk. The ones that are qualified to obtain the Holy Grail are only the Masters who are obeyed by the Servants. When there's only one left among you seven, the Grail will appear at where the winner is. Decide right here whether you're joining this battle---the Holy Grail War"
Look at me from a higher ground, the priest ask my final decision

"--------"
I am at a loss of words
No reason to fight is in past tense now
Right now I actually have a reason and motivation to fight
But, is that reason something should be agreed to

"Are you still wondering. listen, you can't be a Master just because you want to. Rin over there has been trained as a Magus for a long time, yet she isn't chosen to be a Master because of that. What can be said to be a decisive factor, would be whether one has the mentality for it"

"Only Magi can be selected as Masters. You should be prepared for this if you're a Magus. If you say there isn't, I can't do a thing about it. Then you, and the teacher that taught you are both defected. Let this kind of Magus to fight can also be troublesome, erase the command spells now then"

"--------!"
There is no need for you to say this
I want to----

[----]

I can't run
To be honest, Master or Holy Grail War, doesn't feel real to me at all even after I was taught
But if I can only fight or avoid, then I should definitely not run away

The priest said
You should be prepared for this if you're a Magus

Therefore I have to make a choice
Even if I am an amateur, Emiya Shirou is still a Magus
If I decided to chase after Kiritsugu, the one I admired always, and become a protector of just----

"---I will fight as a Master. If the cause of the fire ten years ago is the Holy Grail War, I can't allow this kind of thing to ever happen again"

Is he content with my answer, a smile of satisfaction appears on the priest's face

"----"
I take a deep breath
Silt the wonders
I as a man, have already given my words to fight
Then, if I don't want to make myself embarrassed of this sentence in the future, I can only move forward

"Then admit you're the Master of Saber. In this instant, this Holy Grail War will be under administration. ---From now on the Sorcery battles in this city would be permitted, until there's only one Master left. Each follow your own pride, and compete as much as possible"

The words of the priest, is echoing in the chapel
There's no meaning in that announcement
This man is only, ringing the bell of beginning as a priest of this Church

"It's decided then. Time to leave, but can I ask you a question, Kirei?"
"Sure. But this might be the last one, I can answer you most of the questions"

"Then I will not hold back. Kirei, you're the supervisor, you should know about the intelligences of other Masters, correct. I did follow the rule of the Association, please tell me these minor business"

"That's very troublesome. I do want to tell you, however I don't know the details. Including Emiya Shirou, there isn't many formal Magi this time. I only knew two Masters. Three, plus Emiya Shirou"

"Ah, is that so. Then you should at least know the order of summoning. You're a supervisor after all"
"......Hmnn. The fist one is Berserker. The second one is Caster. There aren't that many intervals after that. Archer was two days ago, and Saber was summoned a few hours ago"

"---I see. Excuse me then"
"That means the Holy Grail War has officially started. Rin. Before the Holy Grail War ends, you can't enter this Church again. One exception, would be by the time"

"When I lose my own Servant and request protection, right. If I request anything else from you will be discredited"

"Right. Even if you end up as a winner, but the Church won't stay silent if there's any discredit behavior. After their boring discussion, they would probably come to the conclusion to rob you off the Holy Grail. That would be the worst scenario for me"
"Fake priest. You're helping the Mage Association even though you belong to the Church"

"I am serving the God. Not serving the Church"
"How well you talk. That's why you're the fake priest"

Then, Tohsaka turns her back against priest Kotomine
Like this, she walks straight to the exist ruthlessly without saying good-bye

"Hey, is that fine with you, Tohsaka. That guy is your senior and all, then---"
You should talk a bit more, right

"That doesn't matter. I should add that it's more pleasant to cut the tie. You should hurry outside as well. You don't have any business inside this Church anymore"
Tohsaka goes across the chapel without stopping, she really goes out

I sigh, and follow behind Tohsaka
And then
"----!"
I sense someone behind my back, and can't help but turn my head back
When did he get to my back, the priest lower his head to stare at me quietly

"Wh, what. Do you have something else to say"
As I say this, my feet are moving backward by themselves
......Thought so, I am not good at facing with this guy
Is it incompatible, or difference in personalities, anyhow I can't like him

"If you don't have anything to say I will be going!"
I wave away the priest's stares and turn to the exit

In the middle

"----Be glad, Lad. Your wish, is granted at last"

The priest has spoken as if reciting the wills of God

That line
Isn't it the true feeling of Emiya Shirou, that even I haven't become aware of myself

"---What are you talking about, all of a sudden"
"You should know. Your wish cannot be granted if there doesn't exist a clear evilness. Even if it's something you can never admit, but what a protector of justice needs is the evil that should be defeated"

"--------"
In front of my eyes, as if everything is becoming a darkness
The priest said
The man named Emiya Shirou's highest praise-worthy wish, is the same as the ugliest wish

......Doubtless. A wish that wants to protect something

At the same time, is also a wish that wants something to be hurt----

"---You"
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But, I can't possibly be hoping that kind of thing
I don't remember ever wishing for
An over unstable wish
It's just that there's a contradiction within the ideal
But the priest said
As if stabbing this chest, said 'How wonderful now the enemy is emerging'

"Well, there's no point of hiding it. Your way of thinking, from a human's point of view is also correct"
"------"
I cast away the words of the priest, and walks toward the exit

"Good bye Emiya Shirou. My last advice, be careful on the road back. From now on your world is changed. You have become a man of the side of kill an be killed. Because you're already a Master"

Once I am outside, the intense pressure on my shoulders are gone
Though it has something to do with leaving that priest
But also Tohsaka who you can tell is wearing a uniform even from far away
Stands besides the blond girl with a raining coat, this sight is strangely amusing and let one relax

"--------"
Saber is still not talking
She keeps looking at me, perhaps she's wondering what choice did I make

"Let's go. We are taking the same way to the town, right"
Tohsaka starts to walk after she says this
We follow behind her, leave the Church as well

Us three walk down the hill road
Though we didn't say much on our way here, but there's even less to talk about on our way back
The reason, even someone as dim as me can tell
After the event in the Church, I really become a Master
Tohsaka walks a distance from Saber and I must be this reason

"----"
I can understand this
Though understand, but I don't like to separate Tohsaka like this

"Tohsaka, is your Servant fine"
"Eh......?"
"Ah, hm. Archer is fine. ......The injury inflicted from been defeated by your Saber won't go away easily, he can't materialize for now"
"Then he's not around you"

"Uh huh, he's hiding in my house. Since it'd be disadvantage for him if he's ambushed by other Servants now, so he's defending the enemy in an advantageous location before his injuries are recovered"

I see
Disregard of my house, Tohsaka's house should've prepared the defense against enemy very well

To Magi, their own houses are like fortresses. They would not lose to anyone when they're in there
From another perspective, if they stay at their houses, enemy would not come to attack
......Hm
Though the seal of our house only has an alarm against invaders, but that's still a lot different from nothing at all

"By the way, Tohsaka. When you said that guy is the supervisor of the Grail War. Does that guy, know your Servant"
"He shouldn't know. Because I didn't tell him"

"Is that so. I thought you and that guy are in good terms"
"......Emiya. Let me give you an advice, never tell anyone the true identity of your Servant. Please don't mention it even if it's someone trustworthy. You would be eliminated earlier if you don't do this"

"......? The true identity of Saber, what is that"
"Meaning the origin of a hero. Even if powerful, she would be killed one day in bed if her attributes are discovered, right. ......OK, let Saber tells you her true identity afterward. You can understand what I said then......But, then again. Since Emiya is very, well, you will probably be better off not knowing it"

"Why is that"
"Because Emiya can't hide anything. So the only way you can keep a secret is not to know it, isn't it"
"......Hey, what do you take me for. I can at least follow some strategy like this"

"Oh really? Then are you hiding anything from me?"
"Eh......Hide something from Tohsaka"
As I say this, my face is suddenly heated
Though there's nothing to feel guilty about, well, I was a little bit admiring her, does this kind of thing count as hiding from her......?

"You see. Though I don't know what you're hiding, but it's too obvious if you show anxious on your face. You have other good points, just don't think about strategies or what not anymore"

"......Hm. Then what about Tohsaka. You don't even tell that priest, is it because you can't trust that guy?"

"Kirei? That's a given. I am not foolish enough to trust that guy. Speaking of that guy, he's a fake that obviously transferred from the Church to Mage Association, but still keeps the status in Church. It's highly possible for him to sell others' information to other Masters"

Tohsaka snorts as if she really is disgusted
It seems like Tohsaka really doesn't trust the priest
I am relieved now, yet, I feel that in her words just now, there's a sense of closeness to that priest

----Then we cross the bridge

We stop talking to each other
The cold air in winter, and the white breaths we exhale
The light sounds of watering flowing, and the street light shine on the surface of the bridge reflected on our eyes
All kinds of matter, leave a deep impression in my memories

What's so incredibly about it, is that I never think of looking at the face of Tohsaka who walks right beside me
I feel that, more than looking at Tohsaka's face, it's ever more rare for us to walk side by side like this
Tohsaka, I, and the one who remains in mystery, the girl named Saber
The three of us, do nothing, besides walking toward where we should return to

We are at the cross road
The cross road at the hill that goes to all kinds of houses, is where Emiya Shirou and Tohsaka Rin separate

"Let's break up here. I did my part, it would be troublesome if we stay together, right. A clean break, we will be enemy from tomorrow onward"
It's to draw a clean line between the ambiguous situation from before
Tohsaka says frankly, then there's silence

I know
She didn't explain to me the rules out of responsibility
Just fairly, helped out Emiya Shirou who didn't know anything
So after the explanation is over, everything is the same as before
Just becomes a competitor as another Master afterward

"......Hm?"
But, then her words just now seems strange
What Tohsaka should've wanted to say, was that it's hard to fight if we sympathize with our opponents, which it true
But from Tohsaka point of view, everything that happened tonight was unnecessary
'It would be troublesome if we stay together, right'
If she put it this way, then wouldn't it be better if we don't stick together since the beginning

Someone as clever as Tohsaka, should understand this kind of thing
Yet Tohsaka still helped Emiya Shirou out, disregard of her own interests

Therefore what happened tonight, is completely out of kindness and nothing else
The Tohsaka in front of my eyes, is very different from the she in school
To be conservative, she's strict, and difficult to approach, the huge difference, let me want to complain what happened to her composure in school

Actually, I think this can already be accounted as cheating
......But, even then
Tohsaka Rin, is the same as what everybody think who she is

"What, Tohsaka is such a nice person"
"Ah? What are you saying out of blue. I won't take you easy even if you flatter me"
I know
This girl said sympathy would be troublesome because she wouldn't take anyone easy

"I know. But if possible, I don't want to make an enemy out of you. I like people like you"
"Wha----"

For some reason, Tohsaka stops talking after this
I heard that Tohsaka residence is in the Western-style residential area on the opposite side of mine
She did help me out, I want to see her leave before I take off

"A, anyhow, if your Servant is defeated, don't hesitate just run to the Church from before. This way you can at least save your life"
"Though I am reluctant, but I will listen to you. But it shouldn't turn out that way. No matter how you think, I will die before Saber"

I calmly narrate the present predicament
"----Uuh"
Tohsaka shows a strange reaction again
She sighs as if she's astonished, then gives Saber a glimpse

"Listen, if I keep giving you advises then that's really sympathy so I will be quiet. Please take care of yourself. Because even if Saber is truly superior, but it'd be over once you the Master is defeated"
Tohsaka turns around and walks away quickly

"----"
But
She suddenly comes to a stop, as if seeing a ghost

"Tohsaka?"
While I call out to her, a pain comes to my left hand

"----So, you finish talking?"

A childish voice is echoing in the night
The voice which is like singing, certainly is a voice of a young girl
My eyes are attracted to the hill
Not sure how long have the clouds drifted away already, a bright moon is shining in the air

----At that place

A large and tall shadow
In the middle of a dim-lighted grayish city of night, that's an alien that can't possibly exist

"---Berserker"

Tohsaka spills out a vocabulary that I never heard of
That is definitely a Servant
At the same time it's also---a gush of death that surpasses the fire from ten years ago

"Good night, big brother. This is the second time that we met this way"
The girl smiles as she speaks
That naive smile, makes my back cold

"--------"

No, not just on my back
Not even just the boy, even my conscious is frozen
That's a, monster
Our eyes haven't met yet, and I am already stuck here can't move a muscle

Like naturally acknowledge that, I will be killed even I move a bit
As if a kitchen knife is place on top of, a naked abdomen
......However, but there's absolutely, absolutely no emotions
Perhaps there's just too little of hope for survival
Fear and anxiety, are all covered by hopeless, I can't feel anything at all

"----Shit. That guy, is on a different level"

Different from my paralyzed self, Tohsaka still has some strength left to take a stance
......But, that's still a slight
Because even just from looking at her back, I can sense her hopelessness

"Ah? What, your Servant is resting. How boring, I thought we can kill both"

On the hill, the girl looks down at us, says her unsatisfying
......More dangerous now
That girl, can even tell that Tohsaka's Servant is not around

---At the moment
The girl raises the border of her skirt politely, makes a greeting that really doesn't suit this occasion

"First time meeting you, Rin. I am Illya. You should know who I am if I tell you my full name is Illyasviel von Einzbern?"
"Einzbern----"
Has Tohsaka heard of this name, her body shakes a bit slightly

Is she content with Tohsaka's reaction, the girl shows a glad smile

"Then kill. Slaughter them, Berserker"

The girl orders the alien on her back, as if singing

The giant object flies up
The monster named Berserker, from up the hill, falls all the way down here for tens of meters at once----!

"----Shirou, stand back......!"
Saber rushes. She slings away the rain coat, blocks my sight in an instant

Saber who rushes to the place where Berserker lands
And Berserker who falls down with a whirlwind, almost reach their destination at the exact same moment

"Hrr............!"
The air is trembling
Saber blocks the huge sword in Berserker's hands that can almost be called a giant rock with her invisible sword

"----"
The corner of Saber's mouth crooked
The huge sword of Berserker, flashes like a whirlwind toward Saber---!

Sounds of explosion
The impacts of metal and metal that can tear apart atmosphere easily, ends with Saber losing

Shhhaaa

Even though blocks the huge sword of Berserker, but Saber's sword for blocking has been pushed back completely

"Grr......"
Saber's stance is crashed
The lead-black Servant chases after Saber
The gray alien, swings around the huge sword as if this is the only thing he knows

Saber blocks without any space for dodging
Has nothing to do with her sword that cannot be seen
One strike from Berserker is a devastating storm that cannot be defended without one's entire body

Therefore, Saber can only keep defending
To her, the only chance of winning will be to find an opening in he intervals of Berserker's strikes

However
That only works, if Berserker actually has intervals

The sword that resembles a dark rock, is like a hurricane
He has such a huge body
With such a gigantic sword, Berserker's speed is still far superior than Saber

Repeated attacks, just non-stop strike downs, an unpolished way of sword without any techniques

But that's enough
If one has a dominating power and speed, there's no space for techniques to come in
Technique is, thought up by humans to fix flaws

And flaws, do not exist on this giant beast

"----Escape quickly"

With a frozen body, I only whisper quietly
We can't win against that
If this continues Saber will be killed
So Saber should escape
She should be able to escape easily if she's by herself
She should know this herself better than anyone......!

"Ah----"
That, is very dangerous
Even though my body is paralyzed, but my brain is still working calmly
The storms of death is strung out continually
Toward a retreating Saber who can't block, this time it's serious

He swings out an ending strike, that crashes Saber's defense

Saber's body is in the air
Though in a very forced composure, yet Saber still wants to block the huge sword of Berserker

That is only to avoid the vital wounds
She couldn't parry Berserker's huge sword because she fails to take a step, Saber is sent flying by the shock wave

---Saber falls down after drawing a large curve
Before her back impacts the ground, Saber spins her body and lands
"......Urr, uh......!"
Saber stands up mightily
But, over her chest, red blood is spreading out

"----That, is"
......Seriously, what a fool
I forgot the most important thing
Though I don't know how long can a Servant fight in one day, but this is already Saber's third battle
In addition, the wound on her chest penetrated by Lancer is still there----

"Ur, urr----"
Saber takes a stance as if protecting her chest
Berserker is like a storm, strikes down toward the wounded Saber----

The back of Berserker, received a few line of impacts

"---Vier Stil ErschieBung......!"

Must be a really powerful Sorcery, as Tohsaka recites the spells, Berserker's body is bumps away
Judging from the strength of mana exploded, the attacks direct at Berserk should be close to shots from a large-gauge pistol

But that's meaningless as well
There's not a scratch on Berserker
He's not like Saber who nullified mana

"Urr......!? Gr, this guy's body is really messed up......!"
But Tohsaka is still attacking without a break
Berserker also, advances toward Saber disregarding Tohsaka's Sorcery

"............"
Saber raises her head painfully
She takes up her sword, and intends to continue to fight

---Looking at her shape, let my paralyzed body is defrost

"You can't, run away Saber......!"

I yell with all my might
Upon hearing my words

She, stands up against the unbeatable enemy
Berserker's attacks didn't stop
Every time she takes an attack, Saber's body is been pressed down, every time it's like welcoming the last moment

---But, such a tiny body, where did that large amount of power comes from

Saber would not back down
She accepts all those swings of that large sword like huge waves, trying very hard to pushes down Berserker
There's no chance to win
There must be something wrong with her, who stands without a bit wavering while knowing if this continues she would be defeated

Perhaps Berserker senses something from her

"■■■■■■■■■■■■----!"

The alien that stays silent all this time howls insanely

An unstoppable attack
Even Saber who is completely sunk in defense is unable to parry, this time she really is sent flying


Doh
Faraway, there's a sound of something falls down

......Fresh blood is spilled in the air
In the blood, with a body that can't stand up anymore
"Urr, ah............"
She stands up unconsciously
......As if
She is saying, if she doesn't stand up, I who is left alone would be killed----

"------------------------"

Then
I realize, how much of a stupid choice I made

Berserker who struck down Saber, stands still
Not even taking Tohsaka and I into consideration, waiting for the orders of the Master on the hills

"Ah ha, it's impossible for you to win. Because my Berserker, is the greatest hero of Greek"
"......!? The greatest hero of Greek, he's not----"

"That's right. Over there is the monster names Hercules, completely different from the levels of heroes you can dominate, the most violent monster"

The girl who called herself Illya, narrows her eyes pleasantly
That's a pleasant look of giving the enemy the last strike to death

---There's no need to mention who is the one been defeated

She will be killed right here
Then what should I do
Do I fight with the monster in her stead
It's impossible to do that
Without enough determination, one's heart would stop beating just from approaching the monster

I want to----

[----]

I---can't ignore the one falls down
Because Emiya Shirou has already chosen this way of life
More importantly---I can't leave the girl that fights for me like that

"It's OK Berserker. That person will regenerate, chop her head off"
Berserker starts to move again
And I----

"You---............!!"

I dash there with full strength
I can't possibly do anything to that monster
So at least I should, pushes Saber out of the way, save her from Berserker's blow----

"----Eh?"

Doh, I fall down
Why......?
I originally intended to push Saber out of the way, and keep Saber away from Berserker, and ponder on what happen next later, so why.

"Gah----ah"

Why, am I
Lying on the ground. Can't breath

"!?"

......I hear screams
First thing, I see is Saber in front of my eyes
And then it's Tohsaka who is stunned faraway
And for some reason, she looks down at me idly, the girl named Illya

"......Ah, eh"
My abdomen is gone
I am lying on the ground
What's on the road are, blood that is comparatively less than the one on my wound and organs that seems very soft and countless bones that look like broken dead tree twigs, hey, this looks very hurt, forget it, anyway it's all these stuff spilled everywhere

"......I see. Seriously, so dumb"

To put it simply, I didn't make it
Basically---Since I couldn't push away Saber, so I became a shield
Then that demonic axe sword, takes out everything from my abdomen

"----Cough"

Ahh seriously, even fail at a time like this, really make one astonished
Though I am supposed to work hard to become a protector of just, but to make a mistake at an important time like this

"----Why?"

The girl with silver hair whispers

After stunned for a while, the girl

"......This is enough. This way, is so boring"

The girl never gives Saber the last blow, calls back Berserker

"---Rin. I will kill you the next time I meet you"
The girl leaves in a flash
After seeing her left, I completely lose my vision

My conscious stops shortly
This time there's no way to return back to normal
Though I was saved when killed by Lancer, but that kind of luck wouldn't come twice
There shouldn't be any Sorcery that can save someone like this, whose abdomen has completely vanished

"......What are you, you thinking! Do you know, I have no way to save you again......!"

I hear cursing
......Must be Tohsaka, she seems to be angry for real, I feel sorry

But can't help it
I am not like Tohsaka who can do anything, what I can use freely is only this suit of body

......So, that's right
Other than dash out with my body like this, I can't accomplish anything----
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:11 am

4th Day

It happened, in the winter five years ago

That night, the moon was very beautiful
I didn't do anything, just watch the moon with my father Emiya Kiritsugu
Though it was in winter, but the temperature wasn't too low
It was only a bit cold in the hallway, a night perfect for moon watch

At that time, Kiritsugu seldom went out
Not often out of house, the time he spent staying home extended

......Whenever I think of it now, I still feel regrets
Why didn't I take notice of it, it's very similar to animals that sensed their time of death

"When I was little, I used to look up to the protector of justice"
Suddenly
Father who was like a protector of justice from my point of view, said reminiscently

"What do you mean. Used to, did you give up"
I replied with a slight dissatisfaction
Kiritsugu smiled apologetically, and raised his head to gaze at the moon faraway

"Hm, such a shame. Heroes have expiration dates, it's hard to call yourself that after becoming an adult. If only I, realize this earlier"
I could understand since he put it this way
But for some unknown reason, but I thought that whatever Kiritsugu said couldn't be wrong

"I see. Then it can't be helped"
Yeah. Really, can't be helped"
Kiritsugu matched me
And surely, there's only one line I should say

"Hm, since it can't be helped then let me do it. Dad can't help it because you're an adult, but I don't have any problem. I will carry on, Dad's dream"

"----I will accomplish, for sure"

Before I finished my sentence, father smiled
It was a smile that didn't need to listen to the rest of what I said
Kiritsugu said is this so, and took in a long breath

"Aah----I am relieved"

Then he shut his eyes quietly, and finished his life
That was as calm as if he would be woke up in the morning, my younger self didn't feel any anxious
I didn't do anything, just raised my head and gaze at the moon, and the one went in a deep sleep, the man who was once my father

There is no sound of insect in the yard, it's tranquil on all sides
In the middle of a bright night, I only remembered the heat on my two eyes
I didn't make crying sounds, nor did I feel sadness
It was just that before the moon fell down, my tears wouldn't stop streaming down

It happened, in the winter five years ago
I never cried even once afterward, for I already cried away all my tears in the next ten years

After letting Fuji-nee's father take care of the details of funeral, I became living in the house of Kiritsugu all alone
Nothing changed even without Kiritsugu's presence
Because Emiya Shirou was going to become a protector of justice, there wasn't much free time

----That's right
Though I never mentioned it, but I could remember vividly
Remember the sight of the man who rescued me who was left in the fire from ten years ago
He held up the child who had no conscious, and burned by fire all over the body that near the brink of death, he looked so happy that as if he was about to cry, carried me out

Since that time, I looked up to him
No one came to save
No one was save
Among them, there were I who was saved, and the only that came to save me

---Therefore, I wanted to become someone like that

Help everyone like he did, becomes a protector of justice that let no one dies
And he himself left the wish of wanting to become 'that kind of man', and lowered the curtain calmly in front of my eyes

It's natural for a son to carry on the way of his father
Emiya Shirou must becomes a protector of justice, to help someone like myself in the past

I swore such, when I was little
Swore to be in the man whom I looked up to his stead, realized his dream

......But, to be honest I didn't really understand
What kind of man is this protector of justice Kiritsugu spoke of, how to become a mature Magus faster, how to realize the dream Kiritsugu spoke of where everyone is happy that is almost like Magic, on top of these, my head is in a mess after becoming a Master, and followed by a blond girl, seriously----

"........................"
Upon opening my eyes, I am in a room that I'm already used to look at
"What. Isn't this my room"
Once I make a sound, I start to feel really bad
"......Ugh......Something very gross, in my mouth......"
A thick taste of blood
Is there a lot of blood accumulated in my mouth, there's sticky air flowing in whenever I take a breath

"----"
I don't know why is it this way yet
Just want to vomit very badly, anyhow let's wash my face in the restroom first

"----Heave-ho"
I push my body up
Feeling dizzy for a while
Can't help but going to fall down, I push against the wall with my hands

".....Ugh"
My urge to vomit raises once I start to move
......No, instead of saying it as urge of vomiting, it's more like pain
My body is heavy, the inside my abdomen is turning once I begin to move. This sensation must be caused by pouring melted lead into my stomach

"......So hot......It becomes hot when my mind strays off"

Wipe out the sweats coming out of forehead, I leave the room against the wall unsteadily

"......OK, I'm cool off slightly"
I wash my face, wipe the body wet with sweats
"......?"
Why is my abdomen wrapped in bondages
I can't think of the reason, let it stays on for now

".....My stomach is so hungry. Is there something cooked already......"
Though the stomach is rumbling and wanting to vomit, but it seems my body needs nutrients very much

"Grr......"
I raise my spirit and starts to wall by pushing against the wall
My head is dizzy again, and body is really blunt
"Ouch---Ouchchch----"
I move forward as I make noises harsh to the ears
......What did I do, before going to bed
I don't recall doing any training that would make the muscles of my entire body ache

Arrive at living room
It seems that Sakura and Fuji-nee went to school directly today
There's no prepared breakfast in the living room, and no noisy Fuji-nee making ruckus
A quiet living room, just like the view of an ordinary Sunday morning---

"Good morning. I let myself in, Shirou"

---Not really

"Wha, eh----!?"
The one sitting on the cushion is Tohsaka Rin
Her calmness makes me look like the guest
Nn, this surprises me again

"..............."
Not sure how to reply, anyhow I will sit on the cushion first
And next, after taking a deep breath I begin

"Tohsaka, why are you"

"Hold on. Aren't you going to apologize first? I won't be satisfied until I hear your apologize for what happened yesterday"

I don't even have the time to say 'why are you in my house?"

Tohsaka is staring at me with a seemingly really angry eyes
Apparently she's angry because of what happened yesterday, but what exactly happened yesterday----

"----Hold on"
I remember it
Yeah, what am I doing sucking in this soothing morning atmosphere
I was going to save Saber, and then---abdomen was cut open by Berserker

"......Ugh"
......The urge of vomiting is back again
Once I sum up the sensation of losing a large chunk of my body, I feel cold all over
The things in my abdomen is bumping
That makes me feel extremely gross
Even though I feel extremely gross, but at the same time that's also the proof that I'm still alive

Uh, this is very strange
Shouldn't I be killed right then?

"---How strange. Why am I still alive"
"You remember? Now that you know how much of a stupid thing you commit yesterday. Then please reflect on yourself for a while"

Tohsaka makes a snorting sound as she lectures me
......Mm, I can't accept it somehow
My brain which was rigid because of the inconceivability of Tohsaka in my house, has finally begun to function again

"What are you saying, there wasn't any other option then! Ah......Well, it does seem stupid judging from the result, but I intended to do better. So, I didn't do wrong"
I object to Tohsaka that I wasn't a fool with my stare

"......Mm"
Wh, what
Why is she acting all exhausted and giving out sighs

"I said that if the Master dies the Servant will vanish as well, right? Then what's the point of you protecting the Servant"

"Listen, if you die Saber will vanish as well. If you want to rescue Saber, please stay in a much safer place and ponder on a method that you can do. ......Seriously, how could you actually use your body to protect the Servant, this kind of behavior is only a waste, understand now?"

"I wasn't protecting her. It came out this way because I wanted to help her. I didn't think it'd end up like this either"
Though I did think of one would die from going close to the monster, but that's beside the point

"......Oh really. It appears that, you are mistaken"
Is it because that she sees through my thinking, Tohsaka is becoming even more unhappy

"Let me say this Emiya. Frankly, I didn't take you to the Church so you can win. That was the plan I came up with considering how to let someone as clueless as yourself to stay alive when left alone. You don't seem to understand that"

"To let me stay alive......?"
"That's right. If you know you would die when defeated, then you wouldn't pick on a fight easily. Because Emiya, you look like the type who'd go out for a walk at night even under these circumstances. I intended to scare you so you wouldn't attempt anything dangerous, if everything goes well you can survive until the end"

"I see. I didn't notice this"
So that's why you are complaining to me who ignore this and approach Berserker by myself

"......? But why is Tohsaka getting angry. My stupid actions shouldn't have anything to do with Tohsaka"

"Of course there is. Because it made me worried for a whole night!"

Tohsaka is exploding
......But, so that's it
To be honest I am very glad for letting her worry
Now I think about it, it seems like the one who treated me was also Tohsaka

"Is that so. I caused Tohsaka troubles. Thank you"
I lower my head with thanks and apologies
"----"

"Humph, it's fine as long as you understand. If you learn your lesson, next time you should make a more intelligent move"

Tohsaka turns her face
Though the action itself appears to be still dissatisfied, but she seems to be in a better mood

"That's enough talks on yesterday's incident. Now let's cut the chase, do you want to start from the serious topic, or topic related to yesterday?"

"?"
Tohsaka says matter-of-factly
Although I am not used to her straightforward personality, but now that I think about it Tohsaka must have something to say to have stay here

If she has no business with Emiya Shirou, Tohsaka Rin should be at her own place long ago
What is this topic Tohsaka the enemy is speaking of, in her enemy's foundation

I am interested in that, and also what happened afterward yesterday
I have to ask anyway, for now----

".................."
Hm......Somehow I feel that, both sides are not good things

"? What are you keeping quiet about. It's nothing to fuss over"
"Is that so. Somehow I feel that, Tohsaka will get angry no matter which side I ask, so I don't feel like asking"
I make a Mm sound, hold my arms and say what's on my mind honestly

"--------"
Ah
scheiße, this sense of crisis, it's as if I stepped on the tail of a tiger

"......Toh, Tohsaka......? Why is your expression, so scary......?"
Did I, touch the forbidden subject......?

"Eh. What kind of expression is a very scary expression. Just curious, does Emiya think that I look like I am angry?"

Som, somehow it feels even more dangerous now......!

"Ah, no......perhaps I was oversensitive, thought I saw some bulges around your temples, hopefully I was mistaken"

Under that high pressure smile, I answer arbitrarily

"Hey. Does it look like that. Then, Emiya thinks I am angry after all?"

"Uuh......Well, are you angry, Tohsaka......?"

"Of course!!!!!!! You are not saying what you're supposed to, what do mean by you don't want to ask either side!? You brainless, do you really know your position here----!"

Tohsaka howls like a beast...
"Uuh, mm----"
Though that assertiveness is driving me to run away with my tail between my legs

"Don't you dare run away! Sit up!"
"----!"
Like so, without thinking I straighten my body to sit up

"Ah. There's something not right here, Tohsaka, why do I have to sit up"
"Of course since I am going to lecture you! Because you don't seem to awake yet, before you do that, sit there!"

"............"
Apparently Tohsaka is really angry
If putting up any resist now I will get eaten from head to toe, I nod
Anyhow the opponent is a beast
Before an angry animal, pretending dead is the best solution

"Humph. First off is to confirm the situation. Let me tell you what happened afterward yesterday"
Then, Tohsaka briefly explains to me the incident yesterday

Apparently Berserker left after I lost my conscious
After that, Tohsaka examined carefully, and discovered that my body was already starting to heal by itself, ten minutes later everything outside appeared the same as before
She carried me whose wound was healed, however haven't recovered conscious, back here, and then onto now

"What's important is, you survived all by yourself. Though I did help, but what completely healed that wound was your own power. Don't confused this"
"So it is from what you said. But, how come it wasn't cured by Tohsaka?"

"How so. A trick like reviving the dead, is not within my ability. Emiya Shirou fixed the knocked out inside by himself"

"----Mm"
Even though you say so
And indeed my abdomen is exactly the same as before, but honestly, I still have some doubts in Tohsaka's words
Since revival is out of question, I don't even know the Sorcery to cure

"The cause of that is perhaps the Servant. Since your Servant is very powerful, or maybe there was some mistake during summoning. ......I think that both sides are possible, maybe there's some sort of string of connection"

"String of connection? As in, the string of cause and effect that connects Servants and Magi?"

"Eh, aren't you well-informed of the knowledge of familiars. That's simple then. Mainly, the relation between Emiya and Saber, is not the usual relation of Master and Servant"

"From what I can tell Saber appears to have the ability to auto heal, therefore perhaps that ability also transfers to your body. Though normally it's the ability of the Magus that adds on the familiar, but in your case, it's the familiar's special ability that helps the Master"

"......Hm. So simply put, it's river flows from bottom to top?"
"Very good analogy. It's impossible usually, but Saber's powerful enough to change the direction of river flow. Otherwise it's hard to imagine how she fights against Berserker in that build"

"So it's impossible usually......Then is Tohsaka and Archer in a normal Magus and familiar relation"
"Yep. Though he is a guy that doesn't listen to other talking at all, but still counts as one"

"The connection between a Master and a Servant, is like gasoline and engine. We provide mana, they only need to absorb. ......However apparently there are also Masters that fuse with the Servants physically, and obtain a pseudo-immortality. Which are those guys that wouldn't die as long as the Servants are still alive......Emiya, are you listening to me?"

"Eh......? Aah, I am listening. So Tohsaka, you mean no matter how serious the wounds on my body are they can all be healed?"

"At the expense of your Servant's mana. Though not sure of the reason, but the cause should be the materialization of Saber. Since you can't possibly learn any spell about auto heal"
"Of course. I didn't learn anything this hard from my Dad"

"So that's not it, then I don't have to worry. Forget it, this has nothing to do with you"

"......?"
What's wrong
Tohsaka's words are a bit complicated and difficult to understand

"Forget it. Anyhow I am saying you shouldn't act foolishly. This time is fine since you are saved, but you shouldn't be saved if you get this kind of wound again next time. Forget about the naive idea any wound can be healed is better"

"I know. I am wounded myself, and to take something from Saber, is a little embarrassing"

"Fool, not because of that. I can say for sure, what's losing in order to tend your wounds is not only Saber's mana. ---You, definitely use something. Life span, fortune, saving or something. Anyway there's definitely something else that is lost"

Tohsaka humphs again
Though I feel the same way, however

"Tohsaka. That has nothing to do with saving"
"Of course there is! Because Sorcery is expensive, you cast more means it becomes less and less and less and less! It's unforgivable to not spend any money, especially me!"
Tohsaka yells, spits out the flame of personal hatred

Truly remarkable
As we talk more, I realize more that Tohsaka's true color is straying away from when she's in the school
......Aah, that's not true, that kind of thing I pretty much realized already yesterday

"......Forget it, let's put the matter with money aside. Now it's time for serious talks, are you ready Emiya"
"That is the topic that let Tohsaka stays here. All right, I am listening"

"Then I am going to ask directly. Emiya, what do you plan to do from now on?"
Very direct indeed, Tohsaka asks of the thing I least want to be asked of

......No, not right
Not the least want to be asked of, it's just that I haven't thought of it
I am the one who want to ask myself what to do from now on the most

"......Honestly, I don't know. Though it's to compete for the Holy Grail, but I never fought with another Magus before. Firstly, I----"

I want to try my hardest to avoid killing each other, more importantly---

"I have no interest in Holy Grail this kind of nonsensical thing. I think it's weird to put my life on the line for something I don't desire"
"I knew you would say that. You would get killed by the Servant for saying something like that"

"Wha......get killed, why!?"
"Because the goal of Servants is the Holy Grail. They reply to the summoning by humans, in the condition of possibly obtaining the Holy Grail"

"Holy Grail is what's the most important for Servants. They only obey Masters because of the possibility of obtaining the Grail, sometimes even die for Masters. But you say you don't want the Grail. How can you have any complaint even if you're treated as a traitor and executed"

"......What. Isn't that strange then, Servants are summoned by Masters. So----"

"Do you believe that Servants will obey humans unconditionally? The Grail will grant the wish of the one that obtains it. Even the guardians of Masters, Servants are no exceptions. Servants have all kinds of wishes as well. That's why they reply to the summoning that was thought to be impossible"

"Not Masters summon Servants in order to obtain the Holy Grail. It should be Servants reply to Masters' summon in order to obtain the Holy Grail"

"--------"

Servants have desires too......?
Then that's saying Saber, has a wish that wants to be granted by the Grail as well

"So even if the Servants did not receive order from the Master, they would still go to destroy other Masters. There can be only one obtaining the Grail. They won't hand over the Grail to anyone besides their own Masters. Servants are different from Masters, they can't steal the command spells. Their only method of eliminating other Masters are killing off"

"Therefore, even if the Master himself doesn't have the will to fight, he still can't avoid fighting. Master who is attacked by a Servant, needs to counter with his own Servant. Thus is the Holy Grail War, haven't you heard enough from Kirei?"

"----Aah. I learned that since last night. But----"

That also means, Servants are going to kill each other
I originally thought that once the Masters reach an agreement, everyone gives up on the Holy Grail and problem solved, but if the Servants reply to the summoning for the Holy Grail and will never give up on Holy Grail, then the battles between Servants would be unavoidable
......Then
Is the girl that fought to protect me, also struggling to acquire the Grail, and standing at the position of kill or be killed

"......What's the matter. Though I know nothing of Heroic Spirit or what not, but Saber is human. She also bled so much yesterday"
"Ah, you can relax for that. Servant doesn't have life and death. Even when a Servant dies it only returns to where it came from. Since Heroic Spirit is already a phenomenon that even in death it cannot die. The one that would be killed after been defeated, is only the involving Master"

"No, but as I said"
Even if it's only a temporary death
But the fact that on this earthly world, the one in a human form whose heart stops beating, will remain unchanged

"What, are you saying this is murder? You're a Magus and you still want to promote those sense of justice?"
"--------"

What Tohsaka said is reasonable
As a Magus, one is constantly surrounded by deaths
I should be aware of, and understood that matter since long ago
Yet I am still---not strong enough to measure good and evil in the face of the life and death of humans

"---Certainly. I won't participate in a fight to kill the opponent"
"Hey. Then you're just waiting to be killed. And let other Master takes the victory"

"Not that. The main point is to stay alive until the end. Though I don't intend to kill others myself, but I won't have mercy if it's a fight to protect myself. ......If an opponent comes to kill me, then he has nothing to complain if he is killed instead, right"

"Hum-ph, so just defense. Then regardless of what the other Masters intend to do, you wouldn't care. Even if that guy from yesterday goes berserk, and massacre the entire population in this town, you would pretend not have seen it"
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:12 am

That guy from yesterday......?
Meaning that alien monster
"--------"
The monstrous strength that can completely smash one or two houses with one strike
......Certainly, if he wants to, such a small town would be eradicated over night

Additionally, the most bothersome matter is that Servants are essentially spiritual bodies
Humans that don't have sense of spirituality can't even grasp their shapes
They however can interfere with the reality as if they are with actual bodies, from this perspective, Servants should be the strongest weapon

Our attacks are null to them, their attacks however are valid to us
This is just an one-sided game
The destruction caused by Servants, is just like natural disasters in the eyes of ordinary men
People who die from the attacks of invisible murderers, will only be taken as accidents or suicide cases

"Why. Servants---No, Masters and Servants, don't they only attack other Masters. It shouldn't involve the people in the town"
"Hm, if that's the case it would be much more peaceful. However, then there would be no need for Kirei to supervise, right?"

"I forgot to mention one thing, Servants are spirits. They are finished products, and will not have any additional growth. But mana which is used for fuels is another matter. The more mana they store up, Servants can use the special abilities from their previous lives more freely. This is the same as us Magi......you see what I am saying?"

"I know. Sorcery torrents"

Mana is like the gunpowder in bullets, and Magi are like guns
There are many kinds of guns, such as handguns, rifles, machine guns, shotguns, every Magus has a different capability
With this instance however, Servants are not guns but artilleries
By consuming a large amount of mana, to release a huge bullet

"Right. But Servants are unlike us whose mana are provided by nature. Essentially, they are using the mana inside their bodies to move. And the ones that replenish their mana are us Masters, Servants can only use their mana with the mana of their Masters to bring out their power from previous lives"

"But, this way an amateur Master like you can't match those excellent Masters, right? The short-cut, which is pretty obvious solution, is to let a Servant to replenish mana from elsewhere. Since Servants are spiritual bodies. They can replenish nutrients by eating the same thing"

"----Hm?"

Eating the same thing can replenish nutrients......?

"Same thing, meaning spiritual bodies? But what spiritual bodies can they eat"

"Simple. Natural spirits absorb power from the nature itself. Then what do you think a Servant of human spirit will absorb its power from?"
"----Ah"
Very simple
Just like us eating meat, they who have human spirits also----

"Correct. Though the replenishment of mana, provided by Masters assisted by the Holy Grail should be sufficient. But it would be easier to assimilate a large quantity from masses than individual, right? To put it frankly, Masters with no calibers, will let their Servants to eat humans"
"----"

"Servants can transfer human emotions and souls to mana. If you want to make your Servant stronger, this is the most efficient way. There must be many Masters, who would kill humans as sacrifices to Servants"

"As sacrifices......does that mean there are unscrupulously Masters, who would go around and kill people to make Servants stronger"
"Yep. But the smart ones wouldn't waste their efforts on this matter"

"Listen, no matter how strong a Servant is, the mana container itself has a limit. Because you can't store any more mana than the maximum, so there's a limit to killing humans can do. And the Association wouldn't leave you alone if you did it too obvious, most importantly, the ability and true identify of a Servant will be figure out easily by other Masters from the death cause of the people. Of course the identify of the Master himself as well. The ones who hide their own identities have an overwhelming advantage in the Holy Grail War, normal Masters wouldn't let their Servants fight easily"

......Is that so
Certainly, as long as you hide the fact that you're a Master, you won't be attacked by other Masters
On the contrary, if you know who is a Master, then you can give a solid ambush
According to this theory, then the guys that let Servants expose their true identities from attacking people shouldn't be that many---

"......That's great. Then there shouldn't be a problem then. As long as the Master didn't give an order, a Servant wouldn't attack humans"

"That's true. For better or worse, they're heroes after all, bad guys that go around killing people, wouldn't be called heroes in the first place---However, you can say that for certain. There are also many instances where murderers are named heroes"

"--------"
Tohsaka speaks of ominous indifferently
Not intentionally expressing an opposing view or sarcasm, it seems like her true feelings. From this standpoint, doesn't this show her vaguely distorted personality

"Back on topic. So, what are you going to do. Emiya who says he won't kill anybody, wouldn't interfere no matter what other Masters do?"

......I take back my words
This girl has not vaguely, but clearly distorted personality. Push others to this point still speaks with a smile on, she really likes to bully people

"If that's the case then I can only stop him. Once his Servant is defeated, the Master will change for better"
"You really astonish me. You said that you won't go and attack other Masters, but you are going to if others are committing bad things. Emiya, do you know how contradictory this is?"

"Aah, I know this is very selfish. But I haven't thought of any other action directives. This point will not be altered anyhow"

"Hum-ph. There's a problem in your words, may I point it out"

Scheme. That expression of hers is definitely scheming something
But as a man, I have to listen since I made an assertion

"Su, sure. What is it"
"Do you remember the Master from yesterday? That child who said she could kill Emiya and I easily"
"----"
How can I forget. That opponent is someone who raid us when we were going home without any warning

"That child, will definitely come to take our lives. I think Emiya should know this as well"
"----"
Yeah
That child is also a Master

Since she knows Tohsaka and I are Masters, she will definitely come to raid some day
Though we don't know whether it's today or tomorrow, but by that time it's the equivalent of sentencing to a death penalty
At least, I can't stop that monster

"The Servant of that child, Berserker is on a different level. A still immature Master such as yourself cannot defeat him. Though you said you are not going to do anything except protecting yourself, but you can't even protect yourself"
"----I am truly sorry. But, you can't win against that guy either Tohsaka, right"

"I can't win in a direct assault. That is the strongest Servant in terms of melee battles. I think even among all the past Servants, there definitely isn't one that can match with him. I won't have any way to escape if I am assaulted by Berserker"

"......Then it's the same for me. If I am assaulted again, I think there won't be a next time"

I press my palm on the abdomen without unconsciously
The wound on my abdomen is healed now
No, this scale can't be called wounds anymore, but the trace of a giant sword that closes to a death on-site
Just from thinking that I have to taste that again, the inescapable urge of vomiting is back again

"This is it. Do you see now? You don't have the option of waiting around doing nothing until the Grail War ends"

"......Aah, I see. But Tohsaka. What were you trying to say. I was a little lost. You're not enjoying me being sentenced a death penalty......Uh, or are you actually happy about that?"

"My personality is not that evil. Seriously, I already say this much you still don't get it? Put it simply, do you want to cooperate with me"

"?"
Hm? Hmmmm, hm?
I take the meaning of that sentence of hers literally

"---Uh, Tohsaka and I cooperate!?"
"That's right. My Archer has critical wound, and is now under treatment. Though he will still need some time before completely heal, but he should at least half of the ability to move. And your Servant though has no drawbacks, but her Master is an amateur that will pull her back. See, isn't it perfect to put two and two together"

"Humph. I am not that amateurish"
"As far as I can tell you have nearly died three times already? Surely this is the first time I've seen someone who nearly got killed three times a day?"

"Grr----but, that"
"I at least will contribute something for our alliance. I will forget about Archer been defeated, and I will also teach you knowledge of a Master. Aah, if there's some spare time, I can also check Emiya's Sorcery ability for you, how about that?"

......Uuh
I think, that is certainly a very attractive suggestion
To I who know of nothing, Tohsaka is a reliable senpai

If possible, I don't want to fight with Tohsaka either
Not because she is a girl whom I admired in school
On the contrary, if she's not someone I know of, perhaps I wouldn't feel so unwilling

......The Tohsaka Rin in front of me, is very different from the image of an excellent student in school
But after these talks, Tohsaka is still Tohsaka, just like her appearance
That---Aah in another word, this suggestion is so attractive to the extent that I have to complain that why am I having this conversation with myself

"Emiya? I want to hear answer?"
I am been rushed to answer

I----

......I don't have a choice to begin with
There is too much thing I don't know, and I am not mature enough as a Magus either
If Tohsaka can help me temporarily, I think there shouldn't be a better deal than this

"---I see. Then let's do as you said, Tohsaka. To be honest, this way will give me a lot of helps"

"So it's decided. Then let's shake hands. Anyhow, before taking down Berserker we're on the same side"
"Ah......So that's it. As expected. Though can't help it, but this way is easier to understand"

I hold the hand sticks out by Tohsaka
......A bit bewildered
Tohsaka's hand is very soft, at the instant of holding, I realize that she's a girl
Compare to her hand, my hand that has scars all over from playing around with junks is really unfitted somehow

"----"
As I think over this, I withdraw my hand embarrassingly at once

"What, what's wrong? So you don't want to cooperate with me after all?"
"----No, not that. Cooperate with Tohsaka will help me out a lot. What just happened doesn't mean that, don't mind it"

After Tohsaka looking me wonderingly
"Haha-"
She suddenly reveals an expression with malicious intentions

"Wh, what. I will discard of this contract if you say something stupid. I really will. I will definitely do it!"
"This is your first time holding a girl's hand, right? What, though you know many people but Shirou is really shy"


"No, no! Not like that, it's just that"
It's just that the one is Tohsaka so I am embarrassed, of course I can't reply with this, and it's true that in the past I have never been so intimated with a girl

......Aah that's not true, Fuji-nee doesn't count
Rather than opposite sex, she is more like someone from the opposite side of galaxy

"---Uh, hm?"

What Tohsaka just said, seems to have some strange point mixed in there......?
"Ahaha, it really shows up on face just like the rumor says. Forget it, I won't keep asking the thing just now. If you start to throw a tantrum because I provoke you too much, I will also be in trouble"

"Then, first thing is deposit. This is for you, as a prove of our cooperation"
Was it hiding there. Tohsaka takes out a book from under the table

Looks like a diary
No title, the cover is in Burgundy
......Somehow it's just like Tohsaka's color

"This a possession of my father, I will give it to you because I don't need it anymore. Though it's something not needed by a mature Master, but I think you need"
Tohsaka rushes me to flip open it with her stares

"......Then, excuse me"
I flip to one page randomly

----Suddenly

Though obviously there's nothing written on the book, but strange images are appearing in my head

"??? Tohsaka, what is this"
"The ability chart of each Servant. You already know that Holy Grail has rules, right? Servants have rules as well"

"Firstly, there can be only seven summoned Heroic Spirits. They are able to be summoned because these seven match the default 'classes' made by the Grail. Rather than pull out the original body of a Heroic Spirit, this method is making a class that is close to one particular Heroic Spirit, then from there summons the original body"

"Summon spirits or necromancy, is to let the summoned soul to enter the caster's body, and let him to give some sort of advices, right? That's the same. In order to call out souls from a different era, prepare a 'container' beforehand would be better"

"Classes---Aah, then Saber is a swordsman!"
"That's it. I did say that Heroic Spirits need to hide their real identities, no? So they will never speak of their real names. So naturally their names become the classes they were summoned in"

"And, the classes prepare beforehand are
Saber
Lancer
Archer
Rider
Caster
Assassin
Berserker, these seven"

"Though apparently a few Wars ago they did change a couple classes, but this is the basic lineup. Generally speaking, the best Servant is Saber. Though these classes have each of their own characteristics, but Servants' own abilities will be changed according to the ranking of the summoned Heroic Spirits, be cautious"

"Ranking of Heroic spirits......meaning how strong they were during their life times?"

"That's also included, but fame is what's supporting their abilities. Though what they've accomplished in life, and what kind of weapons they used will not change, but their basic abilities will be change according to their fame in that era. Because Heroic Spirits are like gods, they are more powerful if they are more worshiped by humans"

"You can call this, raising the concentration of existence. Just as Divine Spirits would be lower to the status of Elementals, heroes forgotten by people wouldn't have too much power either. But, I think whether been forgotten or wasn't well-known in the first place, a very powerful hero can still maintain some level of ability"

"......Then if it's a hero known by many, whose heroic legends in the past are also exceptional----"
"Would definitely be a Rank A Servant. From this perspective, perhaps Berserker is also the strongest. Since however you put it, he is the most famous hero in the Greek Myth. Heroes in the age of gods already had that many special Noble Phantasms, and if the Heroic Spirit itself is powerful too, then he would be invincible"

"......Tohsaka, well, what is a Noble Phantasm?"
"The symbols possessed by Heroic Spirits in their previous lives. Heroes and magical swords, holy swords are all in the same group right? Meaning their arms"
"......? Weapon, like that invisible sword of Saber's?"

"More or less. Though I don't know what kind of legend it has, but that sword of Saber's must be a Noble Phantasm without a doubt. I guess I think I don't need to say this, heroes don't just leave their names in legends. They have weapons that are like trademarks. Those are the crystallization of people's fantasies of miracles, they are raised to become a 'Noble Phantasm,' the highest ranking weapon"

"Hm......is it a powerful Sorcery device in simple terms?"

"Right, right. To be frank, Heroic Spirits cannot match with poweful Sorcery, and Mysteries by themselves. But it's another matter if they are with Noble Phantasms. Heroic Spirits that use Noble Phantasms can destroy even Elementals from a couple ranking higher. Because those holy swords, magical swords in the legends, are all objects near the realm of Magic"

"For instance a sword that can slay dragons, the strongest creatures of phantasy, boots that can travel ten thousand miles, even a magical sword that can slay gods. ......Anyhow the Noble Phantasms of Heroic Spirits are so exceptional that they can't be anything except invincible. It's not too far-fetched to say that the battles of Servants are actualy competitions of Noble Phantasms"

"......Which is to say, as a Heroic Spirit, each Servant must possesses a Noble Phantasm"

"Hm. Basically, each Heroic Spirit can only have one Noble Phantasm. Most likely swords, spears and the sort. Doesn't China has the sword of Mountain Breaker, but that's a Sorcery object that can slash open mountains with one swing. I think it's a similar"

"However, Noble Phantasms are miracles that would only activate by using their true names, so they're not used frequently"

"? It will be activated if the name of the weapon is recited, right? The why not use it frequently?"

"If you recite the name of the weapon, then wouldn't others know what hero the Servant is. Since heroes are grouped with the magical swords, if one knows the name of the weapons, naturally one would recognize the possessor. This way all the strengths and weakness will be known, right?"

"I see. That is true"
In fact, Lancer who used his Noble Phantasm, his true identity was seen through by Saber
I remember she mentioned the son of light of Ireland or something

"----Hmmm"
Then, let's flesh out the facts
Servants have different classes, and there are Heroic Spirits that match the classes

They have to hide what heroes they are
And also, even though their weapons are ultimate moves and the last trump cards, but they're not used frequently for fear of true identities being exposed

"Aforementioned are the related lessons to Servants. You will get the details from reading this book, if you have time please flip it through. If you are familiar enough, even without this book you will be able to determine a Servant's class with intuition"
After saying these, Tohsaka stands up from the cushion

"Next, I will be heading back"
"Eh? Aah, thanks for the hard work"
I am still sitting on the cushion, raising my head to look at Tohsaka who is heading back

"Don't be mistaken because of our cooperation relation. You and I will have to fight out one day one way or another. Regardless of whether that final day is after defeating all the other Masters, or when they are still alive, this will fact will not change. So---Don't consider me as a human being will make it easier for you, Emiya"
After clearly stating each other's standing grounds, Tohsaka returns to her place

It's because Tohsaka left, and the tension is gone
My worked up body suddenly feels fatigue, I lie on the floor of living room
"----"
As I lying there, endure the urge to vomit that wells up again

In the silent living room, the second hand of the clock is ticking
"......A war among Masters"
I still don't know, what exactly is it
What I can clearly understand is only, I don't have any control over it
If I can have at least a bit of interest in the Holy Grail, perhaps it will feel more realistic----

"Why. I only feel resentment, toward the Holy Grail"
Grail of wish granting
Though not sure what that is, but it is a holy relic that is able to call out those Servants

Even if it can't really grant every wish, for a Magus, it's still overly worthwhile
Even so---I am not interested in that kind of thing
I am also not believing it full heartily because of the lack of a sense of reality, yet in actuality, I consider that kind of shortcut very despicable

"And, the method to choosing its possessor involves fighting is also too dismal"
......However, this is a game of grabbing seats
No matter what kind of ideal you have, you can survive only by defeating your opponent after joining in
And, that method to defeat enemy, will possibly harm unrelated ordinary men

Therefore

---Be glad, Emiya Shirou

The reason for my fighting is not to be victorious in the Holy Grail War

---Your wish, is finally granted

But to stop those, who would try anything to win

"-------Uuh"
Dizzy again
Of course
Even if the appearance looks the same as before, but my body was cut in half just a few hours ago
A condition like this is impossible to be cured immediately, more like a whole life

However you say, I was nearly killed three times in one day
If people with no abilities want to join the battles, of course they will get hurt
The price I paid for being incompetent is almost lost my life

And her, was wounded for protecting me who is like this

"----!"
I push my body up in a surge

"Oh yeah, that girl......!"
What am I doing
I completely ignored her because Tohsaka was in the living room
No, actually it's I'm avoid this matter unconsciously
----What a dismal guy
Actually refused to recall, the girl who was wounded for his sake, and bled painfully

"That girl Tohsaka, avoided to mention the most important thing......!"
I pluck up my resting body and stand up
Tohsaka didn't say anything regarding Saber
Though she did say how she and Saber carried me together, but didn't further explain
Just left out whether how was she after wounded by Berserker, the question most deserved to be asked

"Grr----"
I endure my dizziness while searching the house
I look through every corner where people can stay---guest rooms, but haven't seen Saber

"That outfit, can be recognized immediately if she is present----"
That courageous suit of armor of Saber's can't be seen anywhere in the house
Though Tohsaka did mention she could be changed into spiritual form, but unfortunately I've never learned a skill like that
No, to begin with----

"......I'm supposed to be the Master, but just which part of me looks like that girl's Master"
What kind of person is Saber, what's the reason for Servant to exist, I know nothing of these
It's like giving a new recruit a tank suddenly

"That's it. Even if you give the newest weapon to someone who only knows how to operate old fashioned arms, he can't possibly know how to operate either"

No, fortunate enough, the tanks came with an auto-pilot system. Even if the beginner is really dumb, the tank will go off to fight by itself"

"----"
I am angered by my way of thinking, and hit my head against a pillar

"......How deep am I going to sink, dumbass. That was a very rude and demoralized thinking"
I apologize to the blond girl in my mind
I feel that I can relax only after quickly finding her, and making sure she is fine

"Not here either----"
I went around the whole house
Though this house is as vast as a hotel, but all the hide-and-seeks I played with Fuji-nee when we were little aren't just for look. I have a few tricks to search through the whole efficiently
If I still can't find it here, then the only place left is---

"The yard, the Storehouse, or----"
Though there are many possibilities, but I just won't consider that she's not in this house anymore
She said she is going to protect me
So I don't think she would leave this house then

"----Could it be"
An idea suddenly dawn on me
Not inside the house, nor the yard, nor the Storehouse we met for the first time
Right, isn't there a huge building in this house

"Doubtless. She must be there"
I walks in a fast pace
The destination is the Dojo in the separate building

"----"
A bit nervous
If she's not there, then I can only admit that she has vanished already

"......?"
Then I notice
I don't know anything about her, yet I still hope she's there, I notice this contradiction

No unnecessary objects, a space spread with wooden board
Not for living, a Dojo constructed for the purpose of training oneself
Receiving faint sunshines, that soundless locus

She, just sits naturally

"--------"
A tranquil space
White sunshines shot in, taintless melted the Dojo and her into one
A straight and decorous posture, not a trace of wavering can be sensed

Just her sitting this way, the atmosphere in the Dojo is tightened up
But not at all feel cold
For that posture is pure enough to let one forget about the cold air of winter

"----, ----"
Even the sounds of breathing, is a nuisance
The girl sitting in a corner of Dojo, is indeed the girl from last night

Under the moon in a dark night, showed up right before I was about to be killed by Lancer, the girl who brandished her sword without hesitation
Vaguely connoted a hint of blue moonlights, the hair same as golden sand, is now melted with the sunshines in one

"--------"
Then, I truly recall
My feeling when I first met her, was just like this
Her whole body was wrapped around in armor, brandished her sword, forced down the enemy without saying a word

I was not astonished by that unrealistic scene
Disregard of how she looked. I'm afraid even if she was in mud, my feeling would not have changed in the slightest

The thing that moved me once, is now display in front of me like that again

"--------"
Apparently that's why I keep gazing at her, even forget to breath
Disregard Masters, Holy Grail Way, or what not
In this instant, truly---I accept, everything of the girl named Saber

How much time has passed
Saber opens her eyes as if she wakes up from sleeps

"----Ah"

I make a sound as if feeling regretted, echoed in this Dojo loudly
Did she notice that sound, Saber stands up without making any noise

"............"
I don't know what should I say, just approach her like this

"You're awake, Shirou"
A calm voice
Her voice is echoing as if soaking the Dojo

"A---aah. I just, woke up"
I reply with an unable to function smoothly brain

"Shirou? Your face is pale, is your body still not recovered after all?"
The blond girl approaches me all of a sudden
"Ah, no, no......! My body is fine, very fine......!"
I step back quickly, keep a distance from Saber

"?"
I remove my stares from Saber who tilted her head in confusion, anyhow let's calm down my vigorously beating heart

"......Calm down, what am I so nervous of----!"
I take a deep breath
......But, somehow I feel like I can't calm down immediately, or just can't calm down all together

"......Aah, seriously, why change your clothes, that girl......"
I can't help but being stimulated
Saber's outfit is completely different from yesterday
Opposite of that suit of armor, is a very ordinary clothes
Too unexpected, and too realistic that leads me to confusion

......Anyhow, she is a very beautiful girl
Though I knew it since yesterday, but I truly register it until now

For the armor outfit was too unrealistic, so I wasn't bothered much yesterday
But like this, dressing up like a girl, is very bothersome to a healthy young man

"Shirou"
When I meet the eyes of the girl calling me, I know I'm very nervous
But, I didn't look for her to let the two of us sank in silence
Though I'm not adept at facing her, but I wouldn't be able to talk to her in my whole life if I were to stay quiet like this

"You are, Saber, right. This is the first time we talk like this---"
I make up my mind and start the conversation

----At the time

"Shirou. Hold on a minute, I have something to say about yesterday's matter"
Saber interrupts me unhappily, as if the calm from before was all a lie

"---? Sure, what is it"
"It's about yesterday. Shirou is my Master, right. The actions you took would cause me trouble. Fighting is my responsibility, so Shirou should take care of your own duty. If you're going to waste away your life, even I cannot save you"

Saber says resolutely
---And then, the sense of nervous just now has vanished without leaving a trace

"Wh, what! If I didn't do that you would be cut, isn't it!"
"Then only I would have died. Shirou would not be hurt. Allow me to repeat myself one more time, please refrain from that kind of action from now on. You as a Master do not have the necessity of protecting me, and there's no reason to, correct"

The girl utters flatly
Perhaps it is because of her overly calm expression
"Wh---Don't say something silly, what kind of reason do you need to save a girl......!"
I can't help, but express reflectively

Maybe she is shocked by my yelling, a while after Saber becomes stunned, she stares at me with an indescribable dignity

"Uuh......"
I retreat slightly, when stares by Saber seriously
I feel embarrassed somehow as if I said something very indecent
"Any, anyhow thank you for carrying me home. I have to give my thanks for this"

"Don't mention it. It's only natural for a Servant to protect the Master, but I am still glad for your thanks. Shirou is very polite"
"No. I am not that polite actually"

More importantly, something has to be clear up right now
What I should've asked yesterday after we came back
Is she really my Servant
Are we really---joining this war

"Back to topic, Saber. ......Ah, wait, let me ask again, can I call you Saber"

"Yes. Since I made a contract as a Servant, I become Shirou's sword. Obey your orders, attack the enemy, protect your life"

Saber says without hesitation
Her will is unquestionably pure

"Becomes my sword, huh. Is that for winning the Holy Grail War"
"? Wasn't that the purpose for Shirou to summon me"
"No. The reason I summon you was----"

Was only by chance, this I cannot tell
No, I didn't even do the summoning myself
Saber just appeared during my crisis, and saved me by herself

And now develops into this situation
I became the Master of Saber, and involved in a slaughter namely the Holy Grail War
My will had no control over any of these
I am just an amateur Magus, involved in a far-fetched battle----

"---, So what. ......I am awarded that I can only fight no matter what. How can say anything demoralized now"

I shake my head slightly, push down the meaningless demoralized words
---This is the final
As a man, I have already gave my words to fight
Then there's no way I can run away
And this is also the last time I intend to say anything demoralized
For no matter what shape or form it takes, I have already decided to fight

"Shirou?"
"---No, I am fine. But Saber, there's only a slim chance to win following me. I don't have Tohsaka's knowledge or ability, it's quite possible the same thing as yesterday will happen again soon enough. Is that still fine with you"

"Are you say, you don't have the will to fight"
"I do have the will to fight. Only because that I don't have chance of winning, so I want to ask you if it's fine with you. However, since I am the one who decided to start the war. So---"

I think it's wrong, let another to be injured in my stead is wrong
Even if I let Saber to fight because of my incompetence
I still can't stand, let that kind of----

Let that kind of scene, to be realized again

"My Master would be you, Shirou. This face will remain unchanged no matter what. For a Servant does not have the freedom to choose his Master"

"--------"
That's true
So, that's why Saber became my Servant
Then, I can only try not to bring Saber any trouble, within my ability

"......I see. Then I am your Master, is that OK, Saber"
"Yes. But Shirou, I will not allow my Master to be defeated. If you don't have a chance to win then I will make it happen. I will use any possible method, to let you obtain the Grail. Because this is what we reply to the summoning for"

In order to obtain the Grail, huh
Tohsaka mentioned that Servants also have wishes want to be granted
Saber shouldn't be an exception
That's why she can be this untroubled
But

"......Wait a minute Saber. You said any possible method. Is that saying you will do anything to win. For instance, attack humans in order to obtain power, and the, sort----"

I can't finish my sentence
Saber is staring at me as if looking at an enemy

"Shirou. That's not a possible method. I only take the actions that I admit. Betray myself, to me is impossible. Hurting people with no arms, will violate the oath of knights"

"However, if it's Master's order I can only obey. By that time, as a price of stepping on my dignity, you will have to use one command spell"
I am been suppressed by Saber's voice which carries anger

"--------"
Yet I am relieved and slap my chest lightly
Though she has an image of a sturdy fighting machine that knows no hesitant, but I know Saber isn't a cold-blooded murderer

"----Aah, I will absolutely not let you do that kind of thing. Saber is right, we can only think of a way out of possible choices. ......I'm truly sorry. For unintentionally, insulted you"

"Ah......Not at all, it's me who made absurd assumptions without knowing Master's intention. Shirou has not done anything wrong, can you raise your head......?"

"Eh? Aah, I apologize unknowingly"
I raise my face
"--------"
Not sure whether Saber found something funny, the corner of her mouth eases

"?"
Forget it, smiling is an expression of happiness, then I won't ask any more question

"......Oh, I forgot to mention. I said I will think of a way out of possible choices. And part of it, is to cooperate with Tohsaka temporarily. She's was together with us yesterday, the Master of Archer"

"Is it Rin? ......True, that's indeed a wise decision. Before Shirou becomes a mature Master, there are matters that need to be taught by her"

......Great
Once Saber agrees to it, I can cooperate with Tohsaka assuredly
Next, the question that I have to ask or else I wouldn't be relieved, which is----

----After all, is about that clothes

"Right Saber. I have a question"
"Yes, what is it?"
"What's with the clothes. It's completely different from yesterday, I was astonished just then"
Now that I think about it, I am still in shock

"This clothes is prepared by Rin. Since I cannot revert back to spiritual form, at least I should avoid unwanted attentions"
"----I see. So that's it"

"Why?"
"No, erm, just"
I wanted to say it suits you well, but then change my idea
If I say something like that, my face will turn red like tomato

"Shirou?"
"Ah......No, that, just, this, the armor from yesterday! Right, I was thinking what happened to yesterday's armor"

"Please do not worry. My arms can be equipped freely, I took them off when I wore this clothes. That armor is something I conjured with mana. I can summon it when in time of need"

"--------"

I can only admire
......Forget it, it's also a reality that wearing a suit of armor will attract attentions
So if Saber is dressing like now, I can pass her off as Kiritugu's relative to the neighbors
......Er, I can only do that

At this time
From the direction of the entrance, comes the sound of some heavy object landed
"Doh?"
I turn my head confusingly

The one in the entrance is
Tohsaka who has a very large carrier bag besides her foot

"What----?"
My train of thoughts stop
Tohsaka who should be back is here at the Dojo, in leisure wear, and why is she carrying that kind of baggage----?

"......Hmmm? What are you doing coming here, Tohsaka?"
"What do mean what I am doing, I went home to pick up the baggage. Since I am going to be living here starting today, this is beyond all question"

"Huh......!!!!? Tohsaka is going to live in my house............!!!?"

"Isn't this what cooperation is. ......Hey, what did you take the conversation before for?"
"Ah-------Uuh"
Obviously if I don't oppose now, things will get really ugly, but my brain just can function normally

"Where's my room? I will pick it myself if you didn't prepare"
But this intruder keeps going on and on mercilessly
"Ah----this is wrong, hold on, that's----"
Isn't this against some kind of moral

Tohsaka is an idol in school, is this OK? I will be beyond panic if this kind of person stay in my house, I might go nuts if I let her live here, or kill by Fuji-nee, she is not planning to drive me nuts to take down one Master, right......!?

"Ah, should you prepare her room as well? Saber is different from my Archer, she takes up space, so you need to give a place to rest. However, if you say you're going to sleep with her then that would be taken care of"
Sleep together is, that......sleep under the same quilt, right

"How, how is that possible, dummkopf! What are you saying, nobody else is saying that! I can't possibly do that, Saber is a girl......!"
"---You're missing the point, but forget it. However, Saber. Apparently Shirou doesn't like to stay in the same room with a girl"

"........................"
Saber is right beside me, shows a rather perplexed face

"That's very troublesome, Shirou. Servants are ones that have to protect Masters. We need to be on guard especially during sleeps, I am unable to protect you if we're not in the same room"
"I will be more in more trouble if we do what you said! What are you thinking, can you still count as female!"

".................."
".................."
Hey
Why do you choose at this moment watching me silently, you two

"......Humph. Servants are Servants, there's no need to treat them like humans. But Shirou is not going to listen to this anyway"

"----"
I intended to oppose, but halt
The awkwardness from when I talked to Tohsaka in the living room is awoke again

---I should say
I realize the source of that awkwardness

"......Hold on, Tohsaka. Since when did you drop honorifics when dressing me"
"Eh, is that so? I didn't notice, it is so since a long time ago, isn't it?"
".........It is so. I got this feeling a long time ago"

"I see. I will be careful if you don't like it, Shirou doesn't like it?"
Tohsaka says very naturally, completely unaware of my feelings
......Seriously, you were right Issei
This person, Tohsaka Rin, really is a evil woman

"......Whatever, it's up to you. Anything Tohsaka is fine with"
"Really? Then this is it"
"Rin, I hope you don't interrupt the topic. The matter regarding Shirou's and my room, has not settled yet"

"Ah, is that so, is that so. But by the look of it, it's really hard to share a room with Shirou. Though it's not a good thing to treat Servants as human, but why don't you give up if Shirou says he hates the idea?"
"No. Shirou only said he would be troubled, he didn't say he hates it"
"But. Shirou, what are you going to do?"

"--------"
Just hold on a minute
Why are they calling Shirou, Shirou like some cat they picked up, after only one day
......Aah no, that's not the issue here, it's Saber's room

"Shirou, I will ask you again. To be on guard during sleeps is the duty of a Servant. I think you already understand your standpoint as a Master"
Uuh......even if you stare at me like that, still no can do

"......No. I will prepare another room for Saber. Erm, I will prepare the closest possible room, so give me a break"
"--------"
"E, even you threaten me it's still no! Anyway, as a man I will not step down at this point, Saber you should think about your standpoint too......!"

"? So, I am intending to protect my Master from a Servant's a standpoint----"
"Not that, think of yourself too......! Aah seriously, forget it if you don't know what I'm talking about! If this continues I will make you listen even at the expense of one command spell......!"
I threaten Saber

"......It is very troublesome to cast command spells for this matter. I've never seen anyone cast the command that only have three chances on something like don't protect oneself"

"That too. A Master like this, Shirou must be the first and the last of his kind"
Don't spew nonsense. I don't want to cast a command spell for this either

"......I see, I will follow the Master's instructions. But what should we do if the enemy assault. Assassin can approach the target without giving away its presence. At times like that, is Shirou going to protect yourself before I rush in"

"That's----"
I can't just say that I will think of a way to protect myself by that time
Though it went well when I was up against Lancer, but that kind of chance wouldn't come twice

"That's not possible. A Field that would sound an alarm in times of enemy invasion is set up in this house. Though an assault is unavoidable, but it can detect ambushed. This way you can make it before Shirou is assaulted, Saber can just stand by in the room to your liking, right?"

"......That, certainly is the case, but"
"Then wouldn't stay next to Shirou's room be fine. It's fine as long as you're not in the same room, right, Emiya?"
Tohsaka glares at me, stresses 'Emiya' intentionally

"Tohsaka, what you said is fallacy"
"I said it for your sake therefore it's verity. And next, where can be my room-"
Tohsaka takes up her baggage and walks toward the house, as if saying enough talking
Looking from her silhouette, she's happy like a student picking a room in her graduation trip

"........................"
"--------"
Is it because that's just way too self-centered
Saber and I can't help but stare at her absently as she walks away

We left the Dojo and returned to inside of the house
Anyhow, I have to first introduce the inside of this house to Saber, and also to let Saber chooses the room to her liking

"Here is the Japanese-style room. To the other side are living room, bathroom, and such sharing utilities, go along the hallway straight to the separate building and you will reach the quest rooms. ......Tohsaka seems to be heading that way"

I walk as I explain
Not sure if Saber is listening, she just follows me without nods

"A tour to the house is not needed. Where's Shirou's room?"
"My room is over there. It's really deep inside"

"Then please take me there. I have some words to tell that have to be kept confidential"
"Words that have to be kept confidential......?"
That is to say, she doesn't want Tohsaka to hear it
Though I think Tohsaka is already in the separate building
In order to avoid eavesdrops, hallway surely isn't a place to exchange secrets

"Come. This is my room"
"What---is this Shirou's, room?"
"?"
Upon entering the room, Saber opens her eyes wide and in shock

"What? I don't think there's anything that can frighten Saber who is calm all the time"
"No, rather than saying there isn't anything that can frighten people, isn't there nothing here. Is here truly your room, Shirou"

"I have nothing to gain from lying to Saber. This is only a place for me to come back and sleep, of course there is nothing"
"......Is that so. I am very surprised, I thought there should more all kings of things in Shirou's room"

Saber walks into the Japanese-style room, put her hands on walls or the sliding door to confirm the touch
That delicate movement, is as if she can be affected by its memories just from touching the objects

"......Good. Though this is a pretty empty room, but it isn't been taken care of sluggishly. The view is bad, but this is a warm place"
"What? ......Aah, that's true. It's because of the structure of the house, this room is warm during winters and cool during summers. Dad also praised me for choosing a nice room"

"Nn. Rooms are the innermost worlds of everyone. I was agitated by Shirou's state of mind, but after looking at this too, my previous impression shouldn't change too much"
Saber utters as if she's relieved, yet I can't understand what she's trying to say

"And then? What are the words that have to be kept confidential, Saber"
"Two things. I hope both are only known by Shirou and I, can you do it?"

"? It's OK if this is what Saber want, but if possible can you talk about the content first. I can't tell whether they're good or bad news"

"Both are bad news. At least, I hope the other Masters won't find out"
"......Hm"
Judging from Saber's expression, the bad news should be about our shortcomings

"......Is that so, I see what you mean. I will pay attention and listen, go ahead"
"Yes. Then first thing, I hope you can forgive me, for not performing the first ever duty of a summoned Servant"
"? The first ever duty of a Servant?"
"Which is to tell the Master who you are. Didn't Rin tell you that?"
"Tell Master who you are----Aah, in another word, you mean Saber's real name"

Servants are Heroic Spirits
Whose true identities are the infamous heroes in many eras
They use class names to hide their true identities, also their ultimate moves
The true name of a Servant cannot be known

However, that at the same time must be told to the Master
For, it's impossible to tell the exact capability without knowing the true identity of a Heroic Spirit
Master and Servant share one mind and one body
If one hides secrets from the other, then they can't fight normally

----But, that's an usual Master's case
Even if I learn the true name of Saber, I can't manipulate her, more importantly I'm not interested in her true name

"Hm. That's fine, but why?"
"This is my conclusion after thinking over. Even if Shirou doesn't tell, there are still ways to take Shirou's knowledge by force. Since Shirou's magic resistance isn't very high, if the enemy is an excellent spell-user he would be able to invade Shirou's mind easily. In order to prevent this kind of situation, I hope my true name isn't in Shirou's knowledge"

"I see, that's true. It would be bad if I'm hypnotized. All right, then you can keep the secret"

"That'd be great. ......However, I myself isn't a famous figure. A few ranks lower than Berserker, so it won't help even if you know it"

Saber says regrettably
......I'm a little surprise. Saber also has parts that resembles human, feels regrettable because as a hero she can't match up to Berserker

"Isn't this OK too? A trump card is called a trump because it's hidden. Since your Master is a guy like me, I can understand Saber needs to put up some efforts. ......And that Berserker, that can already be counted as a foul play. Saber doesn't need to be upset, and---from my point of view, Saber didn't lose at all. Didn't you fight him face to face with that kind of wound?"

"That's true. I was defeated yesterday, but perhaps the outcome will be difference once my wounds are healed"

"Right. OK, then first thing is finished. What about the second one?"

"Erm, about that......I'm afraid, it's not something we can take care of. We Servants maintain out bodies through the mana provided by Masters. Therefore Servants need Masters, however----"

"......Sine I am an immature Master, so I don't even have the necessary mana for maintaining Saber's body?"

"No. Even with a bare amount, it should be fine as long as there's mana flowing from the Master. But, Shirou does not provide any mana at all. The spiritual vein that should be connected is broken"

"----"
That, which means
I as the gasoline, is not providing fuel for Saber who is the engine

"Saber, that is to say"
"This is not Shirou yourself's defect. I'm afraid there was some problem during the summoning. Perhaps something didn't go right, caused the line that should've been connected didn't"

"----Some problem during the summoning"
Calling out Saber, wasn't summoning at all
That was only an accident
Surely, under that kind of summoning, it'd only be weird if there's nothing wrong with Saber

"......Wait a minute. Then what will happen. If you can't recover mana, will Saber vanish immediately"
"Nn. If I used up all my mana, then I can't stay in this world"

"I have already engaged in three battles since summoning. My heal ability is also a reviving Sorcery, so injuries will only accelerate the rate of mana consumption. ......Right, until last night, I consumed about the mana of ten mature Magi"

"----"
I'm in astonished
She would lost mana in every battle, yet Saber doesn't have any way to recover mana
Since she already consumed so much mana, then how long can Saber stay here like this---

"Do you understand, Master. For this, I have to decrease the consumption of mana as much as possible. If I'm without supply, then I can only rely on sleeping to decrease the mana consumption"
"Sleeping......That, do your mana recover from sleeping?"

"......I do not know. But at least, I won't spend mana while sleeping. So, from now on please allow me to sleep as much as possible. Though I might not be able to protect Shirou, but this is also for the victory, I hope you can accept"

"Hah----"
I take a deep breath and tap my chest
......Good. If sleeping can solve the problem, I will accept however much

"That's a given. If Saber's tired just take a rest. If you can stay a while longer, that'd be great"

"Then, I will often sleep from now on, please do not leave the house during that time. When Shirou's under attack faraway, I wouldn't be able to be there immediately"

"It's another matter if I can jump space, however it's rare for Servants to have that kind of ability. If you want to summon me from afar, you will need the assistant of a command spell. Therefore, please do not separate from me as much as possible"

"............Hm"
I really do want to follow, but can't agree easily
I can't imagine to keep living together with Saber, more importantly, I have my business to attend to as well

"......I will try my best. But is it really fine? Only sleeping, that----"
"I should be fine. Though I can't say for sure in this time around's situation, but last time the total number of battles were not even up to seven. Even if I don't attack, number of Servants will still decrease because of other Servants"
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:14 am

"That so. In another word, you don't necessarily have to fight each member once. If everything goes well, we can end this war rather easily"

The only guys I'm going to defeat are the ones stray from the righteous way
It can't be that all seven of them are that kind of guys
Tohsaka really wants to win too, but that girl should follow the rules of Magus certainly

So the rest five people---if all the rest are normal Magi then we wouldn't have to fight
Saber also said that last time there weren't even up to seven battles, this time too----

"Eh?"
Wait a minute
Last time, not up to, seven times?

"Wait a minute, Saber. Erm, were you a swordsman last time too? Wait, not this, did you join the previous Holy Grail War......!?"

"This is the second I join the Holy Grail War. I was a swordsman then. Though some Heroic Spirits have more than one classes, but I only conform to swordsmen"

"--------"
Tohsaka said once
Out of the seven Servants, Saber is the most exceptional
That is to say, this girl who won twice consecutively

"Then last time, erm......Did you stay, until the end"
"Of course. There wasn't any restriction last time, I did not lose to any other Servants"

Saber says matter-of-factly
And, I find out at last
In my hands, is bestowed with an overly unsuitable sword

"......I'm beat. Then you would be dissatisfied, Saber. A Master like me"
"I am only executing the duties given to me. If I can obtain the Holy Grail, I wouldn't be dissatisfied with the Master"

"That so. That is very good, but----"
She didn't know what losing is in the past, but she has already been wounded twice this time around

Under the circumstance where her mana can't recover, she has to pay attention to the storage of mana as she fights
The end result of this restrained, shackled battle is

That scene when she's tainted with fresh red blood

"--------"
That picture is still floating around in my head
The image of a girl smaller than me, injured painfully

"Shirou. That regret, is unnecessary"
"Eh----?"
I turn my head back because of Saber's voice
I raise my head, and meet Saber's serious expression

"I am not unaware of loses. I become your Servant like this, because I didn't win in the past. I am already accustomed to pains, so you don't need to be remorseful"

"Accustomed to......Are you accustomed to that kind of near death heavy injuries as well"
"Hm. You can be hurt once you pick up a sword. You are the same, right. I don't think it make sense if only I'm not hurt"

"That---is true without a doubt. Then you're saying it's OK to be hurt, Saber"
"As long as it's not a heavy injury that would take my life. Since I can't protect the Master if I'm dead"
"......What do you mean. Are you saying that it's okay to be hurt in order to protect the Master"

"Because that is the duty of a Servant. ......What Rin said was correct. There's no need to treat Servants as human. We are tools that protect the Masters. You should grasp the meaning correctly of this as well"

Leaving this line behind, Saber steps to the sliding door
On the other side of the sliding door is the room next door
Because I only need this much of space, so I never used the other room

"I am going to sleep. I will be up when dinner is served, please tell me if you're going out"
A Sss sound, Saber closes the sliding door quietly

---We are tools to protect the Masters
You should grasp the meaning of this correctly as well----

"......What's up with that"
Somehow I am really fired up
But I did not speak up, just stood by myself, pondering on Saber's words

I sit on the hallway, raise my head and stare absently into the blue sky
Though I'm not like Saber who has to sleep since morning, but I also need rests

......The urge to vomit has gone, but my physical condition is still pretty bad
More over, one after another unexpected developments, put a lot of pressures on my shoulders all of a sudden

"-------Phew"
Take a deep breath, I stare blankly into the yard
Though I've finally asked the questions I should be asking at last, but the situation of knowing nothing has not yet changed
And my senpai in Sorcery, a regular Master, Tohsaka is

"Heh, do you have extra cushions? And beakers and protractors"

As such, busy with checking out my furnitures, no time to attend to anything else

"......You can take the cushions from the guest room next door. But normal household wouldn't have beakers and protractors"
"Ah? I can't believe this, shouldn't a Magus at least have some experimental equipments?"
Tohsaka complains as she return to the separate building, as if she's very busy

"......Aren't you serious, Tohsaka"
I take another deep breath
Tohsaka seems to be determined to live in my house
When I went to the guest room in the separate building just now, I saw on the door of the best room hung

'Undergo Remodeling, do not enter'

this sort of ridiculous sign

"......Hn. Separate building is pretty far, it should be fine"
I am nervous just from the presence of Saber, if even Tohsaka is besides me then I will never calm down

The separate building is in a distance, even though there's a hallway connected we're still just like neighbors, there's shouldn't be any problem as long as I don't come close to it

......Ah, but we'll meet up during meals
And bathroom is only available here also, I need to properly tell her to let her use it. Wait, now that I think about it Saber is also a girl, so----

"Dumbass, what am I thinking......!"

I shake my head violently, then lie down on the corridor

"----Hah"
Not sure how many deep breaths I took today already, I stare absently into the sky
Perhaps I'm tired, I feel like sleeping right after I lying down

"Aah, it's already----"

Que sera, sera, I shut my eyes irresponsibly

......Did my irresponsible attitude take effect
I fall asleep altogether, as I shut my eyes close

When I come to, sun is already setting, Saber, Tohsaka and I gather in the living room
I just woke up
Not sure how long have Saber been in the living room
Tohsaka seems to be just finish remodeling her room

On a side note
This is what the guest room of my house looked like a few hours ago
Then
"Shirou, how do you use this air conditioner-?"
I who was summoned here with a question that even Fuji-nee wouldn't ask, in my eyes
Is this

"..................Hah"
How should I put this, maybe I made a cooperation pact with a very dangerous someone

".................."
......I can't calm down
These two are utterly weirdos
Because there are rarely any guests come to visit in this house, so I feel especially unnatural

No
The appearances of these two just can't fit in a Japanese-style building in the first place

".................."
And it's seven at night
Though everyone is in the living room, yet nothing is done and none of us talk, this is really bad for our spirit

"You two, I want to talk about our future"
"Wait a minute. Before that I want to decide on something, can I do that"

"Uuh---Sure, what is it"
"What's for dinner. Shirou, you've always been living by yourself right?"
"......? Yeah that's true"
"Then you cook for yourself right?"
"Of course. If I don't cook I will starve"

"I see. Then I have a suggestion, let's take turn to make dinner, all right? We're going to be living together from now on, this way is better, right?"
"......Hmm. That's true. Though I want to live just like before, but since Tohsaka is living in my house then you're like my family. Cooking is only natural, I can be more relaxed too"

"It's decided then. Shirou will make today's dinner. It's already at this hour, let's have the strategic conference after dinner"
"?? Wait, I'm fine with taking turn to make dinner, but what about breakfast. Do we take turn to make breakfast as well"

"Ah, breakfast is not needed. I don't eat"
"---What, don't speak nonsense. You won't grow up without eating breakfast"

"Don't butt in other's life style. ......Anyway Shirou will make today's dinner! I won't talk if you don't take out some decent meal"
I'm not sure what bothers her, Tohsaka is staring at me as if she's in a bad mood

"......I get it. I will go make dinner, does Saber want to eat too?"
"If possible, please definitely prepare my share. Because food is an important source of energy"
"Understood. Then you two behave yourselves"

I pick up my apron and walk to the kitchen
Fortunately, there are still enough ingredients for three in the fridge
Rice was done when I woke up, I should be able to make in another thirty minutes

I peak at Saber and Tohsaka from the kitchen
"............Hm"
No matter how I look those faces seem to prefer Western-style meal
Put Tohsaka aside, it's a wonder whether Saber can even tell the taste of tofu from Natto

"Wait, Saber probably don't know how to use chopsticks"
I think about it for a while, but there's no use in minding this either
One way or another, I can only do so much with these ingredients

Anyhow there is some leftover tofu
I plan in my head roughly, first is fried tofu. For soup, I will use kelp and miso
Chicken is already prepared, I will soak it with soy sauce and cooking wine, then bake it as main dish

Dry the moisture in tofu, season the chicken beforehand, meanwhile cut up the carrots for salad. Grate the carrots and make them into sauce by stir fry appropriately----

"Have you decided on the future guide lines, Rin"
"Who knows? I can't say much since there isn't enough intelligence, anyway we need to seek out the other Masters. There are four Masters left. Though I hope to find out who the opponents are without revealing my identity, but it didn't go well as expected"

......Humph
I already told you to behave yourselves, why are you still discussing those dangerous business
Can't you see that I'm working hard to prepare dinner for three---they really are not looking

"Tohsaka! Not four, isn't it five. The only Masters we know are you and I!"
I raise my voice as I take out the large pan for frying tofu

"What are you talking about. Shirou and I, plus Illyasviel is three. Have you forgotten about Berserker already?"
"----Ah"

......Right, that girl is also a Master
I forgot her because I had such a strong impression of Berserker, but---who thought that such a small girl is a Master, and intended to kill us mercilessly

"Hey, you never did take Illyasviel as an enemy, right. Stop butt in and concentrate on making meals. I will be troubled if I don't know the true caliber of Shirou"

"?"
I'm not sure how not knowing my cooking skills would trouble Tohsaka, but she is right
Preparation is almost completed, then I will finish it off in one swift strike

"Illyasviel......she is the Master of Berserker. It seems Rin knew about her"
"......More or less, at least her name. Because Einzbern is a Magus clan that have almost seized the Holy Grail several times

"......In another word, they are very experienced regarding the Holy Grail War"
"Supposedly. Though I don't about the others, but take Illyasviel as the largest obstacle can't be wrong. The class Berserker is originally intended to strengthen weaker heroes. Though you can use rationality to exchange for the strengthen of Heroic Spirits, but controlling the 'berserking heroes' require a large sum of mana. If you become a Berserker----"

"Ten I wouldn't be able to talk like this. Berserker is to exclude all assistant functions, only strengthen fighting ability. It's like to make a wounded lion obey. Normal Magi can't control it at all"

"That's true. Even if other weaker Heroic Spirits become Berserker, normal Master wouldn't be able to dominate it. However Illyasviel summoned a Heroic Spirit of first class among first classes, let he became a Berserker and dominated him completely. ......Regrettably, that girl's ability as a Master is on a different level from mine as well"

"......Agree. Our present predicament, is been marked by that opponent on a different level"
"Nn. My Archer has not recovered to the point of able to fight. How about Saber? Have your injuries recovered yet?"

"......Usual fights should be fine, but I haven't recovered to the point of on par with the Berserker. Even though the wounds from fighting with Berserker have completely healed, but the injury made by Lancer's penetration through chest seems to require much time"

"That so. Then for now, we can only observe the situation"
"About that I have a suggestion. Allegedly Archer's eyes are sharp like hawks. How about let him guard the surrounding of the house"

"That was my intention as well. If I let him guard on the roof, we can know immediately if there's any suspicious people come near. This house also set up Field against invaders, defense can be considered complete. ......However, if Berserker assaults here, we can only escape"

Tohsaka and Saber toss me aside in the kitchen and talk among themselves
"----"
Somehow, I'm not enjoying this
Someone is cooking seriously, and what's with the toss-him-aside-and-talk-among-yourselves attitude

And that girl Tohsaka, is acting too familiar with Saber
......No, since I can't talk to Saber that familiarly, so let Tohsaka and Saber consult with each other would be quicker, but----

"----Nn?"
My face which is reflected on the glass of tableware cabinet, is knitting unhappily
......So strange. Why am I angry

"----Heave-ho"
Tableware for three is ready, and place the meal in dishes
Then take the dinner to living room

"Seriously. Don't talk over these danger sou things during dinner"

Doh, I put down the rice bowl in front of Tohsaka

"? What are you angry about Shirou. Ah, should I help you with taking out dinner?"
"I'm not angry. Didn't Tohsaka say you're not used to it"
I stare at her leeringly

Tohsaka widens her eyes confusingly
Then, she reveals a smile that makes one's hair standing on end

"We're only deciding the way to cooperate. Relax, I'm not snapping away your Saber"
"-----!"
I know my face is burning red at once
After Tohsaka pointing out, I realize what I was angry about

"You, you, you----"
"Eh is that not it? Then it's my bad, Emiya"
"You, you.......whatever you said!"
I take the rest of the meal and retreat to the kitchen

......Aww, I was totally beat
Tohsaka is still smiling maliciously
......Eh. I'm really agitated now, can I continue to save my face in the future......

And then we start to have dinner
"--------"
I keep remain silence
Because of what happened earlier, I don't feel like talking to Tohsaka now, and I'm embarrassed when I meet Saber's eyes, so I decide not to make a sound

".................."
Saber eating quietly
That act is quite elegant, others will not believe this girl brandishes sword

And, how should I put this

"......Hmm. ......Hmm, hmm"

Every time Saber tastes a new dish she hasn't tried before, she would give plenty nods
That action is a bit funny
I suppose that means she enjoys it
On a side note, Saber takes up chopsticks just fine

Tohsaka on the other side
"Very good, I can win against this......!"
Like so, she holds her fists after one bite

"Humph humph, looking forward to tomorrow, Emiya Shirou......!"
Tohsaka tighten her fists while trembling

"--------"

Oh my god
What did I screw up again

"Let me say something about that topic just now"
"?"
Both of raise their heads simultaneously

"--------"
Hold on a minute. Hold ooooon just a minute
It makes me nervous with just one person, what do you expect me to speak with both of you react simultaneously

"The topic just now, what topic"
"......The guide lines from now on. You were talking about it when I was cooking"
"Seeking out other Masters first, that one?"
"That one. I'm trying to figure out how exactly do we do that"

"Nothing special, we can only go looking for them literally. Ah, by the way. Shirou, can you sense the presence of a Magus? That would make it faster"

"Not at all. I stay at the school for nearly two years, and I never knew that Tohsaka is a Magus"
"So just as expected. ......Forget it, that's fine. Others will cut off their presence anyway, starting with Magi's presences doesn't seem to be a plausible way. How about Saber? I heard Servants can sense the existence of other Servants"

"I can do it more or less, but only when the opponent is using his ability in close proximity. I can grasp at around two hundred meters radius"
"I see. Then we can only await the enemy attack, and search for suspicious locations. If a Master has some actions he's bound to leave traits. It's those traits we're looking for"

"---In another word, we're investigating in the town?"
"No, it's better if we don't do that. The opponents are also raising their awareness, whoever does it would immediately expose his identity as a Master"

"Anyhow, let's not take any risk before we're fully recovered. Live our lives like before and not let anyone discover we're Masters. Hide the command spells on your hand so as to not anyone see it. Try not to go anywhere with nobody around. Come home immediately follow by sunset. Well, and......"

"Take the Servant with you when you're heading out. Can Archer protect Rin?"
"He should be able to do this simple task. I can turn him into spiritual form to stand by with no problem. The problem is---"
"Is it my Master"

"Right. Hey, Shirou are you listening? You have to take Saber with you when you're out. Though not attracting any attention is our principle, but who knows maybe some idiots will assault in the morning. To prevent that kind of situation, you have to stay with Saber"

"----I know, I will do my best"
I answer unwillingly
Though I can understand what she said, but I am a little reluctant regarding staying with Saber all the time

Though I also feel nervous when talking to Tohsaka, but even more so with Saber
......No, not exactly nervous
Anyhow I'm just not good at talking to Saber

"What's the matter?"
"----Nothing. Do you want one more, give me your bowl"
"No, there's no need. Shirou, this dish is really delicious"

"Uuh----"
I shift my eye unconsciously
......I can't even face her properly, how is it possible to stay together all the time

"Ah, but that won't do. Saber can't turn into spiritual form, so she can't follow to school"
"School......? Is Shirou a student?"

"Yeah......ah, right. Since Saber is not a student, so you can't go to school. ......So while I'm in school, you can only stand by at home"
"......Can you not go to school, Shirou"

"Can't help it. Since we have to live like usual, we can't not go school. Plus school wouldn't be dangerous. Not many places have so many people like there"
"But"

"No problem Saber. I am also in school, as the situation demands I will give him a hand"
"There isn't going to be any situation"
I say affirmatively

"......I understand. I will obey if my Master says so"
Saber though reluctantly, still gives a nod

Night is going deeper
Tohsaka apparently has already heated up the water and went to take a bath while I was washing dishes
Seriously, she's so casual already in the first day

"......For future's sake, I should take the leading role of this house sooner......"
Though this is what I'm thinking, but I feel that it would be very difficult to take back the leading role from that girl

"......Sigh. Speaking of difficulty, there's one more person that makes my aches......"
No, I should say that person is the main reason
Tohsaka would understand if I talk to her, but she won't necessarily agree even if I talk

"......Saber, huh. Though I know she isn't a bad guy"
Saber returns to her room
Tohsaka should be resting in the guest room of the separate building presently

I'm the only one in the living room
There is still some time before going to bed, I should talk to Saber for a bit right now
......Honestly, if I don't take care of my problem of not good at talking to Saber, it'd be a disaster in the future

And, Servant or whatnot, she is still a girl younger than me
We can know each other more by more talking, and more importantly

"......If I don't get used to it soon, Tohsaka will keep mocking of me......"
Nn, that would be awful
Since it'd be very awful, so I have to talk to Saber as casually as possible

I return to my room
Next to this room, on the other side of the door is Saber's room

"......Saber, are you awake?"
"Awake. What's the matter, Master"
Saber pulls the door open lightly

"----Uuh"
Once Saber shows up in front of me, my heart is suddenly taking a seizure
......Calm down. I am only here to ask her some business as a Master

"Shirou? Your face doesn't look well, did the wound open?"
"Ah---No, not like that. My body is fine. I should be the one asking Saber"

"I'm fine. Though there's still some times from my present state to complete recovery, but I already reached the average value. I should be on par to any opponent besides Berserker"

Saber confirms clearly
There's no boast or confidence in her words
She's just, tellings the facts that's all

"--------"
I can't reply to her
What Saber said was very reliable to a Master, however I---don't want such a small girl to fight

"Erm, let me ask one thing. Does Saber has any other purpose except fighting? You hardly ever come to modern days, you should have something you want to do"

"Other, purpose......? There's no such thing. Servants are people been called out for the sole purpose of fighting. All the other purposes would be unnecessary. What Shirou said was utterly illogical"

Perhaps
What I did was like telling a guy who was summoned for the sole purpose of fighting, to stop fighting
I don't want to say this either
But, how should I put this---Saber lacks the atmosphere of a human
There's nothing wrong with wanting to fight, but she's certainly appearing in front me of as a human

Then there can't be just fighting
Since Saber is staying here, then I think it's a lie to say she doesn't have any way to have fun

"So Saber. Servants are heroes from the past. Then----"
Though I want to ask what kind of person was Saber, but then I stop again

'---I can't tell you my true name'

During the day, Saber said this secret shared by only us
Then even if I inquire her past, Saber wouldn't possibly answer

"Shirou? It's not a good thing to stop talking in the middle of your sentence. If it a necessary question then I would answer"
"---No, forget about what I said. It's just that I almost brought up something stupid"

I swift my eye, trying to change the subject
......Really is stupid
I shouldn't haven any interest in Saber's true identity, and Saber also didn't tell me because she can't
If I bring out this again, then we're only going to repeated the same boring conversation, and prove that I'm a horrible Master and that's it

".................."
But, other than this is what else is there to talk about?
Since I can't ask about Saber herself, the rest of the topics are only about me
......That's really even more meaningless

"-------Humph"
Let's just give up on myself
Since I can't ask anything about Saber's true identity, then I will just ask what Saber like, or what breakfast does she want and the sort of meaningless questions that would make Saber stare at me---

"Shirou. If you don't have any question, may I ask"
"Eh---Sure, what is it"

"About last night. Shirou intended to rescue me, but was cut in halves by Berserker. You should remember?"

"I do remember......What, do you want to continue what we started this morning? I know that was a very reckless move, don't make me remember it again. I would feel like vomiting"

"It's the same for me. But I think this is a question to know you better. Shirou. Why did you confront Berserker. Didn't Shirou know what would happen if you approached him?"

"Because----"

I knew about that
I knew I would be killed if I went near

......But I just, wanted to save Saber

I didn't care what happen afterward
At that time, Emiya Shirou's priority, was to save Saber

......I'm afraid
In that instant, the feat of 'I can't save ' Saber in my mind, had far surpassed the feat of 'being killed'

"............Sorry, I forget. It was in a flash, I don't know what I was thinking. I must be really confused. Otherwise I wouldn't do something like that"

Perhaps Saber's expression is too serious
I didn't tell her my real thoughts, just dodge the question clumsily trying to pass it off

"......In another word. You just naturally, intended to rescue me"
"---Not naturally. I said I was just confused. If the same thing happens again, I will definitely be trembling non-stop"

"That's true. That's a normal person. No one can ignore his own life and help others. Perhaps even the people who are called heroes are no exceptions"

"So---If someone like that does exist, there's definitely some defect in that man's mind. If one move on holding that defect, there's only tragedy awaits in the future"
"--------"
It's as if the deep green pupil of Saber is telling something

"---You're long-winded Saber, I said I was only confused for a moment. I'm afraid of dying as well, not that kind of saints. ......If the same thing happens next time, I will definitely take care of myself first"

Against my will, I try my hardest to avoid what Saber's pupils are trying to tell me

"That's great then. There'd be no problem if I thought wrong. Nn, Shirou is indeed cowardly. If you don't stray from your path, you can definitely be a normal Magus"
"Humph. What, do I look cowardly"

"Nn, very cowardly. Especially the part that tries hard to accept your present situation. This wise act, is sometimes called cowardly. It's the same principle that you can't become a wise man without knowing fears"

Is she relieved
Saber says while smiling

"--------"
Because that motion was really cute, and overly elegant
I didn't even think about what to say, just sit in that insipid room with Saber and let the time flows

......Into the midnight
I didn't talk to Saber, nor did I talk to Tohsaka in the separate building, then it's time for bed

It's eleven at night
I switch off the light of the house, the inhabitant lying on the ground is going the land of dreams to prepare for tomorrow

.........
..................
...........................

"--------I can't fall asleep"
I open my eyes as I lie down
Though this is the same room I'm used to sleep in, but today is different from the past

"......Damn it. Why, is this----"
It's obviously very quiet, yet I can hear Saber's sound of breathing in the next door
Aah that's wrong, I can hear the sounds from next door because it is so quiet, and because I can hear the sounds so my brain just starts to fantasize Saber's sleeping face

"......Aah, scheiße......! How do I go to sleep like this......!"
I don't want to restless like this
Be careful not to wake up Saber I crawl out of my bed, and escape to my old place

"......Safe. I thought Saber would notice, didn't think that she'd be this blunt"
Or perhaps Saber is the type that sleeps really deep
Though I doubt that can protect the Master, but right now there isn't any danger at all
If Servants are connected with the Masters mutually, then she'd wake up instantaneously as the Master got in troubles

"Tohsaka......seems to be sleeping"
The lights in the separate building are already switched off
Is she really that bold, or just good at adapting originally
Tohsaka seems to only spend merely a day, to be accustomed to the atmosphere of my house

"......But, actually her presence, really helps me out a lot"
Nn, though she's a lot of troubles, but also many helps
Among those, is the bondage wrapped on my hand

"To conceal command spells, huh. I never noticed before she mentioned it"
The command spells of a Master will appear somewhere on his hands
Mine is on the back of my left hand
Since I can't hide it with clothes, so I can only wrap bondages around it to hide it unnaturally

"......It's winter after all. I should be able to pass it off by wearing clothes with longer sleeves"
Tohsaka is the opposite of me, apparently it's in the middle of her right arm
Every Master's command spell has different shapes, supposedly I haven't seen Tohsaka's command spells

The Storehouse is back to quiescent
This is where Lancer tried to kill me
And where Saber emerged

The entrance is still open, the darkness inside is as if rejecting outsiders

To me, that darkness is also very familiar
The playground of my childhood, the ancient building that is the real room to Emiya Shirou, stands under the night of winter silently

......Come to inside
Shut off the door to block out the air outside, light up the antique stove

"That's true. I intended to rest today, nevertheless let's not do that. Dad will lecture me for resting two days consecutively"

I sit in the middle of the Storehouse, take in a deep breath
......Training is something you do continually without a break
For Sorcery to me is nothing but mental training, so I can't slack off the slightest

"Fuu----Fuu'
......I adjust my breathing evenly and start the training
In my head is the usual image
The shape of a sword emerges in my vast and empty mind

"--------"
I disregard of that image, and make my thoughts more transparent
After mana flowing through my entire body, I'm proceeding the Sorcery 'enhance'

Yesterday, feels like years ago, the enhance Sorcery I succeed under the assault of Lancer
It'd too much of a shame if I don't practice repeatedly until there's some result before forgetting that sensation

"----Trace, on"

I half close my eyes, breath out the air in my lungs

----There's only this one thing on my mind

Things about the Holy Grail War, about Saber, about Tohsaka, they are all swallowed up and vanished by this construction
If I can make my thoughts become clear enough to be oblivious to all the immature perplexity, perhaps I can have a good night sleep naturally---

Feeling the bright sunlight.
The wind comes from the tiny opening between the doors.
Cold air from outside hitting my face.
I slowly open my eyes.

[Eh? --- Oh, it’s the storage room───]
I straighten up my body. Shaking my head that barely woke up,
[Oh yeah, so I slept like that last night.]
After the habitual training ─── after letting my body getting trained of a different sensation, I felt troublesome to return to my room, so I slept here.

[It’s not even six yet outside. --- This is bad, I need to prepare breakfast.]
I fold up the blanket, took care of yesterday’s again failed “Enhancement” pieces, and went back to the main room after I washed my face.

[───It’s so coldddddddd--]
I’m barely outside the storage room, and the harsh drop of temperature outside caught me.
Even though Fuyuki city is quite warm in winter, this side of the mountain retains the coldness of winter.

[Oh, so it starts to frost. ---- I should probably take care of the sod.]
Thin ice breaks in a Pah-Lah-Pah-Lah sound,
The ground is frosted; movements leave behind footprints

Then,
After washing my face with the cold tab water, I finally woke up.

[───Good.]
Completely awake now.

After I’m awake, my current condition appears in my mind; the kind of things that I don’t want to think about.
[---- Right, it’s not a time to casually wash my face----]
Time is 5:54 in the morning.
Although there are mountains of things to do, I’ll need to go back to my room to see how Saber is.

[…. Right, because I left the room without telling her, I need to explain to her.]
It will be troublesome if Saber misunderstands.
….. Midnight, going to the storage room before I sleep is for habitual training. Saber should be able to understand if I tell her.

[After I explain to Saber, I’ll need to prepare breakfast. … Tohsaka probably won’t eat, so all I need to make is Saber’s share.]
Oh, right. I’ll need to buy more food for the increasing number of people; I should take note of it somewhere before I forget.

[…… mmmm? Something I’m forgetting…?]
What is it?
Feels like, I have forgot something very important ───

[Damn, six o’clock. I won’t make it if I don’t hurry.]
Oh well, if I can’t remember then it could not be anything important.

[───]
I open the door, lightly.
The room is the same as yesterday.
There is no sign that Saber woke up, trying to find me in my room.
Seems like she didn’t notice.

[… I’m kind of disappointed. I thought Saber would at least notice.]
Unless… right now she needs to sleep so deep that she can’t notice this kind of thing…

[… Right, she mentioned that she will need to sleep often to maintain her physical form. This must be what she’s referring.]
So she could, arrive promptly when something happens near her…

[……]
In any case, as long as we are inside it shouldn’t matter where.
This barrier can detect enemies’ intrusion.
So I can at least defend myself for about a minute. As long as there is a minute, Saber should have no problem getting to me from any place here.

[… That’s right, and the storage room is a place for concealment.]
At least, what I did last night was not something that could anger anyone.
Even though I originally wanted to explain to Saber, but it seems unnecessary. To wake her up while she’s asleep is also kind of… (isrespectful, lousy, and it’s all your fault, Shirou.)

[Saber, I’ll prepare breakfast, your share as well, but since you are asleep you don’t need to get up unwillingly. It’s all right; I’ll come back later, so rest before then.]
I still explained to her a little, and left the quiet room.

There’s no one in the living room.
I should at least open the refrigerator and think about what I’m going to make.

And then,
[────── Morning. You really get up early.]
Tohsaka comes over, carrying the impression that she’s in a very bad mood.

[Toh-Tohsaka….? What’s wrong? Anything occurred?]
[Nothing. I’m like this in the morning. Don’t mind me.]
Tohsaka’s footsteps are wobbling. She passes through the living room like a specter.
[You are alright, right? Why does it seem so strange…]
[Told you don’t mind me. Washing my face will wake me up. …. Eh, how do I get to the bathroom?]

[It’s closer to go from that hall over there. And if you only want to wash your face, there’s a restroom over that hallway at the entrance]
[Ahhh… looks like it.]
Tohsaka, I don’t know if she understood, waved her hands and walked away.

At this time,
The same time when Tohsaka leaves the living room, I heard the doorbells, ringing.

[Shirou────? Someone’s coming────.]
Tohsaka’s voice passes from the hall.
[Ah-Ah, don’t worry, it’s nothing. Only relatives would come at a time like this.]
At this early it’s probably Sakura.
Sakura has a copy of the keys, so there is no need to open the door for her. (… lazy Shirou)

[… Seriously, no matter how many times I tell her that she doesn’t need to press the doorbell, she never listens.]
Because Sakura is family, she should come in without having to press the doorbell.
But Sakura will, in her good manners, press the doorbell and say [Sorry for my disturbance] before she comes in.
Even though those are Sakura’s good points, but if she’s always this courteous how long would───

[──────]
Eh, wait a minute.
Sakura, comes, to my house….?

[…….!!!!]
I’m running in the hall.
There’s no time to call myself stupid.
I need to get over to the entrance, tell Sakura to go home before she meets Tohsaka───!
(As if something happened…)

[Hah-Ah… Hah-Ah…!]
I hurried to the entrance, breathless.
But it’s too late.
There, in the entrance, are

[──────]
Tohsaka, who I never asked to welcome the guest,
[──────Ehhhhh???!]
And, a shocked Sakura.

Sakura at the entrance, Tohsaka at the hallway,
Those two kept a quiet tension going, looking at each other.

[Good morning, Matou-san. Is it surprising to meet at a place like this?]
Tohsaka, at the hallway, said it as if she lowered her head to look down at Sakura.

[─────Tohsaka, senpai.]
Face filled with something,
Sakura timidly, looks up at Tohsaka.

[─────]
Failed.
I just feel, unable to speak.
Those two ignore my presence, only observing each other.
There’s no ground for me to intervene.

The only thing I can do is to think of how to explain to Sakura, but before I have a chance,

[Senpai… Ahno (sorry, I watch anime too much)(literal translation means “that”, but that’s not what it means here, it’s kind of like a polite, timid, weak, CUTE way of getting to a point, or a question), what is this…?]

Skaura looks at me, as if she wants me to rescue her.

[Ah-Ah, this is a long story────]
[Not long at all. I just moved in here.]
Concisely,
Tohsaka interrupted my speech, saying the key point.

[…… Senpai, is this true?]
[Only as the single most prominent matter, yes. Because something has happened, Tohsaka needs to reside here temporarily. …. Sorry, I forgot to tell you. I’m really sorry that Sakura got surprised this early in the morning.]

[Ah, Senpai, please, there is no need to apologize. …. Ahno, even though I’m a bit scared, it’s all right. The only important thing is what Senpai just said. Is it true that ────]
[Nhhh (means yes), this is what I and Emiya have decided. Since the owner, Emiya, has already agreed, it’s a closed matter. Do you understand what I’m talking about, Matou-san?]

[…... What do you mean by “understand”?]
[Seems like you have been taking care of Emiya, but there is no need for it now. This can only brings trouble if you continue, so stop coming for your own good.]

[────────]
Sakura didn’t say anything, with her head down.
After a silence as if the world froze,
Suddenly,
[…… I don’t understand.]
Sakura, in a low voice, but clearly, said it.

[Eh? ───── What?]
[……….. I said: I don’t understand what Tohsaka-Senpai is talking about.]

[W-Wait a minute, Sakura, you───]
[Excuse me, Senpai. I need to borrow your kitchen for a moment.]
Sakura bowed, went inside, heading to the living room while ignoring Tohsaka.

[Wh───────]
Tohsaka just stood there, dumb-stroke.
Same for me. It’ my first seeing Sakura like that; I just can’t comprehend what she just said.
… No, even though this is surprising, there is something else.

[Tohsaka, how did you know Sakura is coming to my house? I didn’t remember telling you that Sakura has been taking care of me.]

[Eh───? Oh, that’s what I’ve heard. It’s just a coincidence. But, I’m shocked. That child has such spirit in here? It’s too different between at here and at school, right?]
Probably thoroughly shocked, Tohsaka spoke quite unhappily.
So, Tohsaka also knows a bit about what Sakura is like at school.

Sakura seems to know how Tohsaka is as well. They might even be a pair of good Senpai and good Kohai, just that I didn’t realize it. (I think senpai and kohai are only for males, but)
…. Oh well, never mind.

[No, I’m shocked as well. I’ve seen such a defiant Sakura for the first time. Whenever Sakura helps here, she’s just like how she was at school. It’s probably a temporary anomaly.] (matrix…)
[───Mmmmm, so it’s like this… God, I didn’t know Sakura could be this stubborn; if I had known I would let Shirou explain.]
(Mmmmm, wonders how much you doesn’t know, Tohsaka-san, but you know, you really messes up important things. I mean, summoning the wrong (actually the right) servant is one thing, but bugging your long-time-not-really-connected sister is another altogether…)

Of course,
Comparing with Tohsaka’s uncompromising explanation, mine would be much better.

[… What’s happened already happened, but why did it become this bad?]
(Sorry, but your future self is desperately trying to change what already happened…)

[Of course it’s bad! This house might become a battle field in the future! That’s why I talked to Sakura like that, to warn her, so people not in our little group will not get involved. But if it’s like this, hasn’t it become harder to stop her from coming?]
[That was a warning?? I thought you were bullying her!]

[…What, did ,you, just, say?!]
[Just an honest comment. Never mind that, how do we take care of Sakura? Looks like she probably will not go back. … Let me say this first, I will not allow you to drag Sakura into this.]

[The only thing we can do is to think of something. So, Sakura only comes in the morning? Or do you command her at dinner as well?]
[Don’t say it like you want people to misinterpret it. She does come almost every morning, but not as often at night.]

[So it’s like this... Looks like she will come here every morning from now on.]
[??? Every morning? Why?]
Toward me, who’s questioning while tilting my head, Tohsaka sighed in an exaggerated manner.

And then,
Tohsaka remained in the living room. Sakura begins to prepare dinner without a word.
Even though I’m uncomfortable leaving only Sakura and Tohsaka in the living room, I’m not dumb enough to forget Saber.

Sakura seems to be angry at Tohsaka’s presence, so if Saber comes out the situation is only going to get more complicated.
So I need to explain to Saber beforehand.

[…… So this is the situation. Sakura─── Ah, the girl who just came in is called Sakura. She’s not a Magi, only a common girl, we shouldn’t involve her in this war. So, I wish that under the condition that she does not know about the war, for her to stop coming here ─]

No, I’m not discussing with Saber about how to chase Sakura away!

[So, this morning’s Sakura is kind of different. Even though is kind of because Tohsaka, but I can’t blame her. Ah-ah, no, it’s just that Sakura got surprised because strangers are staying here. If Saber comes out now things will only get more out of control. Wait, did I just say something disrespectful to Saber ….?]

[Not at all. I understand what Shirou is trying to say. So, all I have to do is stay here and wait for your orders, right?]
[───! Exactly, it would be great if you would do that! After Sakura leaves I’ll come back immediately. Breakfast for you will have to wait until then.]
Saber nods silently.
It’s great that Saber is such an agreeable person.

Good,
I’m worried about what’s happening in the living room, I should hurry back.
[───Shirou.]
[Eh? Saber, any problems at all?]

[Yes. Even if there’s no need to explain these things to me, try to stay calm. Just now Shirou was very rushed and confused.]
[Ehh───Did I look that way?]
[Yes, very. If you want to return to the living room, at least calm down first.]
Saber calmly, advises me as usual.

And then,
Like nothing has happened, we eat breakfast like usual.

[Here, Senpai. Tohsaka-senpai as well?]
Sakura is giving out rice bowls, as usual.
Even though I don’t know what happened during the time that I was gone, the tension between those two grew less.
At least apparently.

[…… Mmm, sure.]
Tohsaka thought for a moment, and took the rice bowl from Sakura’s hands.
Sakura, smiling, places a platoon of dishes consisting miso soups and fried egg rolls.
Tohsaka looks at the dishes in front of her with a complex expression.

[Tohsaka, I thought you were going to skip breakfast.]
[I’ll eat since it’s already done, it’s a basic manner.]
Unknowingly angry at something, Tohsaka groaned, holds up her chop sticks while looking away.

[…. Never mind, whatever. Itadakimasu. (please, at least know this.) And, in the end I still have to rely on you to prepare breakfast, I’m sorry, Sakura.]
[Please don’t be, it’s my job and I won’t mind. Itadakimasu.]

[You are quite the man. To let your kohai cook for you, what line of nobility did you come from? Never mind, I’ll ask later. Itadakimasu.]
We each said itadakimasu at different time, and then begun to eat breakfast.
.
….
……..
…………
……………. It’s not right, there’s no dialog.

[────────]
Never mind, this atmosphere is not that bad. Breakfast at my house is always like this.
I and Sakura aren’t the talkative type, so it’s normal for us to eat quietly.
But, why is breakfast at the Emiya household always so noisy?

[……….?]
No, wait a second,
I feel, I’ve thought of something….
[Senpai? Is the taste of the fish too strong?]
[No, that’s not it. I just felt that I forget something.]

What is it….
If I can’t remember then it must not be any important matter, originally I thought I’ll just leave it, but then I think what I thought is wrong.
Feels like, a sense of insecurity as when you ignored a deadly illness.

[─────Never mind. It’s all right, nothing important.]
I forced myself into believing that while I ate.
───── and now.
[Good morning─ Slept for too long slept for too long.]
Fuji-nee comes over here, making those Pah-Lah-Pah-Lah sounds.


[────────]
Right,
It’s not that I can’t remember,
Simply, the brain would not try to remember so it pushed the problem back.

[Shirou, rice.]
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:16 am

Fuji-nee sits at her normal position in a mannerly fashion.
[Good morning, Fujimura-sensei.]
[Good morning, Fujimura-sensei.]
Both spoke so simultaneously that it’s scary.

[Here, Sensei. Even if it’s not any kind of fabulous dish, please enjoy.]
And then, Sakura, with her usual smile, hands over a bowl of rice to Fuji-nee.

[?]
Fuji-nee took the bowl of rice form Sakura, and tilts her head.
She seems to be suspicious of something, but she can’t realize of what.
And, this Fuji-nee that seems to be onto something, quietly eats her meal.
Quickly finishes her first bowl, Fuji-nee whispers to me.

[…. Eh, Shirou, why is Tohsaka-san here?]
[Because she’s going to live here.]
I said the fact indifferently.

[Ah, like that, so even Tohsaka-san could do some strange things.]
[Yep, she’s actually a strange one. She just pretends to be normal and honest at school.]

[So it’s like this…. Going to live here from now on….]
Fuji-nee says that’s what it is, and finishes her miso soup.

[Ehhh!? Live here?! Shiroooooouuuuuuuuuuu!!!] (Imagine Tiger roars)

Dongmmmm, the entire table flips over.
Sakura is fortunately on the other side, Tohsaka evaded it as a natural thing to do, so all the damages are on me.

[Hooooooooootttttttttt! W-W-W-W-What are you doing Fuji-nee! Those are miso soups and fully cooked rice and stew-pot! They burn when they get poured on you! ───── why stew-pot in the morning….!?]

[Blah-blah─! What are you thinking Shirou!? What kind of love comedy is to let a girl the same age as you move in, he-he, I’m not going to laugh as a result of these cold jokes!]

[I’m not trying to get you to laugh…! Hot! Hot, it burns, Sakura, hand me that towel!]
[Sure. The cold towel is already prepared, Senpai.]
[Thanks, I’m saved….! Wahhh, the fried fish is getting inside the neckband; it’s the super hot fried fish───!]

[Towels later! You need to give me a good explanation first, Shirou: did you mean what you’ve said?]
[Eh, ah. Of course. Fuji-nee should know that I don’t like to joke about this kind of things. In short, Tohsaka will live here from now on, and it’s not going to change even if you whine and stuff. There’s no need for a discussion on that topic.]

[NO! DEFINITELY NO! E-Even though I don’t know what you are planning, of course not! F-For you to live with a girl of your age so unexpectedly, Nee-san will not tolerate such behavior!]
Fuji-nee starts howling and roaring.

…. But of course,
Fuji-nee is my guardian, and my teacher at school.
This kind of situation is not as if it can end with getting hit a hundred times by a bamboo sword or getting cut a thousand times by a katana. (… You can survive the katana… wow)
But I’m unfortunate in that I need to get by, at least barely, under these circumstances.

[N-No, it’s not like that. There’s nothing to get angry at, I don’t have that kind of relationship with Tohsaka. Is just, because of some accidence, I need to lend out a room.] (You wish you could have that kind of relationship, don’t you Shirou… HF 1st H-scene)

[Blah──! NO is a NO──! I will not allow her to settle here! Although I don’t know what matter Tohsaka has, she must return to her house!]
Wahh… She’s completely ignoring me.
There’s no way… So Fuji-nee is not such simple character that she could be persuaded by me….

[Sensei, although you said that you would not allow me to live here, I already stayed here last night.] (Fate/ Stay Night…)
Suddenly,
Tohsaka said, smoothly, like pouring water on top of Fuji-nee.
[────Ehhhh?]
[In other words, I already moved in last night. No, precisely speaking from Saturday, so it’s two nights already. I’m currently residing at the guest room in the outer house, and my luggage is already there. What do I do, Sensei? Objectively speaking, I’m already settled.]

[───────]
Fuji-nee’s face suddenly turned blue.

[Sh-Shi-Shirou! What have you done….! Do you know what Kiritsugu would do to you if he knows about this!?]
[What would he do… Dad should be happy, saying that this is what a reliable man would do or something of the like.]

[Wu… Same here, since Kiritsugu is very nice toward girls….. Right, so he left you this hereditary factor right Shirou no Baka──!] (Intentional fragment.)
Fuji-nee grabs me by the neckband and shakes furioiusly.
… Oh well. Forget about hereditary factors, must protect girls is dad’s principle.
Even though I’m not as exaggerated as dad, I don’t think there’s anything wrong with it.

But,
[What? Hope that I will rescue you?]
To need to acknowledge that kind of cold blooded animal as a girl, I think men are laborious organisms.

[…. Please, I don’t have the means to break the situation. I can only depend on Tohsaka’s political leverage.]
I told her while Fuji-nee shakes my head.
[OK, I’ll finish it quickly.]
Before, Tohsaka only looks from afar, now she walks lightly to Fuji-nee.

[Fujimura-sensei, even if you shake Emiya-kun like that, all he could do is to scream, so please stop. And, if not, even today’s breakfast might get out.]
[Mhhhhh….. What, Tohsaka-san, even if you are that serious I’m not scared. As a teacher, more importantly Shirou’s teacher, I can not and will not allow Tohsaka-san to reside here.]

Fuji-nee releases her hands, to confront Tohsaka.
The instinct of a wild animal,
Fuji-nee must have noticed that if she diverts her attention on me, she would be ambushed by Tohsaka.

[Why is that? The number of students who live outside their home is not small, and isn’t developing a student’s individuality a fundamental of the school?]
[Any how, no matter what complex things you say the answer is still no. Moreover, there is no room to develop individuality if you live here. This is where cooked rice will come out by itself, always clean, bath water would boil itself, the illusory family in fantasies. You can only degenerate here, Tohsaka-san.]
[Fuji-nee…]
What you just said, as a teacher, is way too problematic.

[Also, in principle, those who can reside outside their homes are those who live far away from school. Tohsaka-san’s home is only further than this house, but not somewhere you cannot go to school on a regular basis. Sakura go to school from there as well, so there is no need for you to live elsewhere.]

[That’s because, my home is currently under a complete makeover. Because it’s an old building, it looks uneven and unstable everywhere. Although I thought of living in a hotel before the project if finished, but after I discussed with Emiya-kun, who said that living in a hotel is too expensive and suggested that I live here for the duration.]

[Mhhhhh…. It sounds like something Shirou would say.]
[Right. Although I’m surprised of what Emiya-kun, whom I’m not particularly close to, recommends, but living in a hotel does waste a lot of money, and more importantly, not student-like. Since it’s like that, I thought why not live at the home of Emiya-san, whom I can study with and help with my home works.]

[Mnh… Mnh, Mnh, Mnh… Mnh] (Nasal sound, nnnnnnn)
Fuji-nee’s groaning.
Because Tohsaka’s answers are so clever and correct, Fuji-nee, as a teacher, don’t have any way to refute them.

[I-I understand what you are saying. But, there are other problems, right? Shirou is still a boy, no matter what, and Tohsaka-san is a girl. For you two to live under a single roof, I feel that.]
[What do you mean by “that”.]

[A------ah, that’s right, Tohsaka-san is a beauty, and Shirou is still a boy, and it will be horrible if something goes wrong.]
[Nothing will go wrong. My room is at the corner of the outer house, and Emiya-kun’s room is the Japanese room near the storage room. They are thirty feet away, right? If it’s that far I don’t think any problems will persist.]

[Wuhhh…. Mhnn, the outer house can lock the doors, like other homes, but…]

[Right. Or is Fujimura-sensei telling me to not trust Emiya-kun? Even Sensei just said that you are Emiya-kun’s teacher. What kind of personality Emiya-kun has, I think Fujimura-sensei should have a better understanding of that than I do. If he would commit that kind of error, then I won’t live at this place anyway.]

[Sorry, but Shirou is a straight boy! He would never leave a girl crying!]
[Then you can be rest assured. I believe in Emiya-kun as well, so I think I can feel relieved staying here.]
[Mnhh──────]

Fuji-nee’s strength disappeared.
… Like this, the victor is decided.
Even though there are many more places she can argue, Tohsaka can take care of any other things Fuji-nee could throw at her.
Any ways, Tohsaka bluntly gets her right to reside here.

────And then everyone is done with their breakfast.

Like what I thought, Fuji-nee gets annihilated by Tohsaka.
The result, is to keep be quiet about it at school, and Fuji-nee gets to supervise at home.
Is it because there are more people now? Fuji-nee goes to school with a high spirit.

Breakfast is over. I’ll need to talk to Saber before I go to school.
Saber is still quite calm.

[Please follow Rin’s instructions at school. When you are in danger please think of me; I will know any anomaly in your situation, Master.]

Then, she simply returned to her room.

So it’s now time to go to school.

[Let’s go then. I’m not familiar with these roads over here; tell me about the short cut to school, ok? ]
Tohsaka is beside me, wearing the school uniform.

…… Although I’m getting less nervous, Tohsaka, who bears the appearance of a Tenkosei (a good student, teacher’s pet, highly regarded, polite, etc.) while she’s in uniform, makes me more nervous.
Originally, to be able to go to school with the number one beauty in my school is making me restless, plus

[Senpai, I locked the door.]

Today even Sakura is going to school together.
As a member of the Archer club, Sakura should go to school with Fuji-nee.
But this morning, she didn’t say a word, just stayed in the living room, waiting for me, who was cleaning up, to go to school.

[Eh? What? Shirou, you gave Sakura a copy of your key?]
[Yeah, Sakura won’t do anything bad, and she has been taking care of me for a while. … Ah-ah, that means I can’t give it to Tohsaka, but you should be fine without it, right?]

[…… Sure, but what do you mean?]
[You would do bad things, right? But you would be alright even if you don’t have the key. I’m not so bored that I would want to invite trouble.]
(… how dense can he get, how dense can most of the main characters in manga or animes get…)

[────Ah, so it’s like this. Ah-ah, like what Shirou said, I wouldn’t want that kind of thing one bit!]
Tohsaka turns her face.

I’m already used to it, not only that I actually think when Tohsaka acts like that it’s kind of exotic.

[……….]
[? What’s wrong Sakura? Since the door is locked, let’s go. Because Tohsaka’s with us today, I think we should leave early.]
[Sure, right. Since Senpai says so, I’ll do it.]

Speaking like she’s down, Sakura follows behind us.
…… Damn.
Ever since Tohsaka defeated Fuji-nee, Sakura lost her spirit. Even if Fuji-nee agrees Sakura still won’t, I guess.

[…… It won’t work if I don’t explain it fully.]
Yep. Got to find a chance, to let Sakura and Tohsaka make up───

On the steep hill, students crowd together, talking.
It’s only past seven thirty, the time zone where most students go to school.
Within those,
A combination that stands out like us would of course face the stare of those students.

[…………..]
Did she forget something?
Tohsaka becomes quiet from then.

[What’s wrong, Tohsaka? You turned weird ever since we went up this hill.]
[Eh……? Must be, I’m really strange this morning?]

[No, not at all. But your reactions are odd.]
[Senpai, that’s a conflicting explanation. I think Tohsaka-senpai is asking an entirely different question…]
Sakura seems to know what Tohsaka wanted to ask.

[What did she want to ask, Sakura?]
[That, Tohsaka-senpai, because she’s being stared at by others surrounding her, therefore feels that something about her is weird, right?]

[Y-Yes, that’s right. So it’s strange to Sakura as well? Weird, although I wanted to sleep more today, I still took care of my hair, and I didn’t notice any wrinkles on the uniform either. … It must be that I have black eyes because I’m not used to sleeping in a different house!?]

[Why are you shouting at me? It’s not my fault that Tohsaka is not used to sleeping in my house. Even if Tohsaka has black eyes because of this, it’s no big deal. You shouldn’t mind that.]

[What kind of disrespectful things are you saying? Girls are concerned with their looks since they were born! Really, though I have always tried to keep a perfect appearance, seems that it will end today…]

[But still, why are you shouting at me? Although I don’t really understand where Tohsaka is weird today, but it’s truly not my fault! If you want to take out your anger, please find someone else.]

[That’s not it, Tohsaka-senpai. Tohsaka-senpai is as beautiful as ever this morning. Everyone is looking at Tohsaka-senpai is because you are with us, since Tohsaka-senpai never went to school with anyone.]

[Eh….? What, I’m been treated like this for such a trivial matter? Really, I can’t over look it. Attended school for ten years, I thought I already mastered matters concerning school, guess there are more mysteries out there.]

Tohsaka is thinking, seriously.
But back to the topic, being praised as “you are still extremely beautiful this morning” and accepts it as some normal comment, what kind of person are you?

[….She really can’t understand it, can she? It’s a sure riot when Tohsaka go to school with anyone, not to say a riot within the male students.]
[That’s right too. But Tohsaka-senpai is not that kind of person who concerns herself with those things, so she still doesn’t have a lead to what’s going on right now.]

[Heh…. That’s great. There’s only one person who cried because she’s deceived by appearance.]
I discuss with Sakura in a low voice, while following behind Tohsaka, who still has that muzzled look on her face.

Withstanding those surrounding gazes, we passed the school door.
Because we’ll go separate ways when we go inside the school building, those gazes that we are receiving would end.

[…. Hhn, someone problematic is already coming over even it’s early in the morning.]
Tohsaka murmurs.
At the end of Tohsaka’s sight, a familiar person comes over, pushing other students away.

[Sakura!]
[Ah… Ni-Ni-san]
Sakura’s body trembles.
Shinji, as if he didn’t notice us, walks straight toward Sakura.

[Why didn’t you come to the dojo? You rested without my permission, what kind of status you think you have!]
Shinji raised his hand.
And I

[Oh, Shinji, tired after your morning practice?]
Catching his hand that’s heading toward Sakura, I greet him.

[Eh, Emiya…? You ─── Right, Sakura, you went to Emiya’s home again!?]
[….. Yes. I went to Senpai’s house to help, but, that’s]

[Because of your duty as a Kohai? You really are stupid, there is no need to care for someone who hurts himself. All right, just do what I say and it will be fine.]

Shinji grunted, taking back his hand that I grabbed.
…. If he won’t hurt Sakura then there’s no need for me to grab him, so I released my grip.

[But, Emiya, are you that interested in disturbing our home? Sakura is a member of the Archery Club, should she skip her morning practice?]
[────Mnm]

If he says it like this, I can’t refute.
When I didn’t refuse Sakura helping me with breakfast, her time in the morning would be restricted by me.

[It’s not like that ….! I’m helping Senpai because I want to. Ni-san, I think you went over just now.]

[Ha, went over? That’s what you did, Sakura. I’m saying it only because Emiya is an orphan. Since he’s fine being alone, let him be alone then. People like Emiya like that.]

[Ni-san…! …Stop, that was, too excessive…!]
[────Hhn, oh well. Sakura, do not go to Emiya’s house again today. I told you to go to the club but you didn’t, you should have realized that there will be punishments, right?]

[────────]
Sakura stopped breathing, stands there, paralyzed.
Just when Shinji plans to take Sakura away by force

[Good morning, Matou-san. Although I just listened, that conversation is quite intresting.]
[Eh────To-sak-a? Why are you with Sakura?]

[That shouldn’t be surprising. Sakura knew Emiya-san, I knew Emiya-kun, and therefore all three of us went to school this morning. Haven’t you noticed?]

[Wh────Kn-knew Emiya…!]
[Yes. To the extend that we will go to school and return home together. I thought I could do it with Sakura as well.]

[With Emiya…!!!!]
Shinji stares, at me.
…. From his stares, I felt an intention to kill that surpasses enmity. Was I too sensitive?
Although recently I’m not so harmonious with Shinji, I didn’t do anything that could cause me to be hated to such extend.

[Ha, how could it be? It’s hard to laugh at your joke, Tohsaka. It’s simply impossible for you to go out with Emiya right?…. Ah, right, you are mistaken. Even though I befriended Emiya, we are not friends right now. Emiya has no relationship with me, so there is no benefit to be around him.]

[Is it like this? Great! After hearing you said this I’ll be at ease, because I have no interest in you.]

[──────Wah]
I can’t stop sympathizing Shinji.
If it was me, those words will damage me such that I won’t be able to stand for a while.

[─────You]
[Oh, and, Matou-san? Just what you said, Archery club’s morning practice is voluntary. I never heard that people needs a permit to be absent. That kind of rule I’ve never heard from Ayako or Fujimura-sensei.]

[Wh──Whatever, what brother do to his sister is up to me! Stop interfering in other people’s business!]
[Nm, I feel the same. So please, what you────said about matters in Eimya’s home is unreasonable, right? Really, Matou-san is making quite a mess here in the morning.]

[────────────!]
Shinji retreated, a little. He stares at me and Sakura, with a vengeance.

[────I understand. I’ll forgive you for what happened this morning. But Sakura, there is no next time. If anything else happens, I’ll make you realize your proper position.]
After Shinji said those things, he quickly retreated to the school building.
Nm, no matter how to look at it, he retreated and was crushed by Tohsaka’s imposing manners.

[…. I’m sorry, Senpai. Ni-san, he, …….said such impolite things in the morning.]
Sakura bowed her head, as if she was responsible for what have happened.
She’s apologizing to not only me, but also Tohsaka.

[Not at all, this is a good sport. Those gears in my head start instantly, so I’m back to normal, at least. I really like to argue, you know.]

[The one who should be apologizing should be me. What I just did was a bit over done. Even that kind of person still needs some face, so it’s not good if I talked him down like that in front of everyone. If Matou-san is still upset, help me make up for what I did, just tell him that if he still has not learned his lesson, he can argue with me again.]

[Ah─────Yes, if Ni-san still hasn’t learned his lesson, please accompany him, Tohsaka-senpai.]
Did she feel relieved? Sakura smiles happily.
Tohsaka turns her face aside, embarrassed.

[Senpai, you know, if it’s possible please don’t be angry, since Ni-san only has Senpai as his friend.]
[I know. Even though it’s impossible for me to be completely not angry, but I know from the start that Shinji is that kind of person. But, I do know him for a long time. I still have enough patience to waste with him.]

[Right. Then I’ll have to rely on you, Senpai.]
Sakura bows.
… Right.
If there’s some reason for me to be really angry at Shinji, it’s probably that why he’s dissatisfied when he has such a nice sister.

[So, Senpai, please work hard as always.]
Sakura walks toward the freshman’s hall.

We walk up stairs, to the sophomore’s hall.

[Ah-Wo-Waa!?]

Suddenly, we meet with the president of the Student Government.

[Wh-Why are you walking with Tohsaka, Emiya Shirou!!!]
NmNm, Issei and Shinji express the same dislike in different areas.

[Gee, Ryudo-san, for you to greet us early in the morning with Ah-Wo-Waa Ah-Wo-Waa.]
[Guuu, I had some bad premonitions since I got up, but I never thought it was hidden-sword-kill (literal trans, it’s a proper noun of Chinese geomancy, it’s the worst position/direction possible)──── ! Ah, ah, Emiya, come here! You’ll be poisoned if you are near Tohsaka!

Issei grabs my hand.
Tohsaka didn’t say anything. After she observed Issei and I, she walked toward class 2-A like nothing happened.

[Hn, it’s best if you go away. No one will stop you.]
[……………….]
Tohsaka quietly past us,
Suddenly

[Shirou, come to the roof at lunch.]

A brief moment. Tohsaka murmurs so that Issei won’t hear.

────It’s time for lunch.

Ever since the incident this morning, Issei is treating me as a “traitor”, and dodging me.

[…. Did I over do it?]
I reflected a little.
When he asked why am I with Tohsaka in the morning,
[We became close during the vacation.]
This kind of answer is too stupid.

Although I feel the problem is how we became close, I can’t explain this much, and Issei back then was kind of muddled, so he just walked away, waving from side to side.
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[… Oh well, it’s good in a sense. Since there are many things I have to take care by myself.]
The less the amount of people related the better.
And now, what I need to do is ───

──── Going to where Tohsaka is waiting.

I made a deal with Tohsaka,
Even though she said it single sided, since she called me out she must have something to talk about.

I walk toward the roof after I bought lunch.
The roof, where students crowded during the summer, is quite empty in this cold winter.

Even though the winter at Fuyuki city is quite warm, the temperature at the roof is still unbearable.
The cold wind blowing through this roof, where only I, and

[SLOW! What are you doing so slowly, Shirou!]

As if she felt the harshness of the weather, hiding in a windless spot, Tohsaka.

[I though been slow is bad too, so I brought some gift. But since you are like that I guess you wouldn’t need it.]
I put the canned hot coffee that I purchased in a store back into my pocket.

[Wuuuuu….. You know how to think though you look dull.]
[Well, sometimes. Move over a little. The wind still hits here, and, people still can see me.]

I hand over to Tohsaka that can of hot coffee, and walked over to where wind won’t hit.
Here even people come they won’t be able to discover us, and no one can see us from the other four towers.

[Thanks, but buy red tea next, ok? If I want to drink soluble ones, I would drink milk tea. There will be less gratitude if it’s any other drink, so you know.]
[K. I’ll remember next time. So what do you have in mind, calling me to a place like this. Since it’s a desolate spot, I guess some thing of the other side.]

[O-Of course. What else would I discuss with you?]
[Ah-ah, that’s right. So, what is it?]
[…. Wow, you are cold.] (Dense, stupid)

[ ? Mn, because it’s cold. I want to end it early, don’t you?]
[───! How dare you, of course I want to finish it soon!]

Mn, that’s what I thought.
It’s easy to understand, so she didn’t have to yell.

[───Never mind. Then I’ll ask directly. Shirou, what are your plans after recess?]
[After recess? No, I don’t really have any plans. I’ll help if the Student Government needs me, otherwise I’ll work.]

[───────]
[…. Why that kind of stunned look? If there is anything you want to say, say it. I’ll try my best to change.]

[… Really, although what you do is none of my business. Oh well, just an advice since we are in alliance. Shirou, as a Magi, you are too immature.]
[That again? I’ve heard that so much that my ears are getting hard. I still mind though, so don’t be too hard on me.]

[I’m not bullying you, is just that because Shirou hasn’t noticed this school’s Barrier I says you are immature.]
[────?]
This school’s … Barrier?


[W-Wait, this school’s barrier, it couldn’t be…]
[There is no “couldn’t”, it is a barrier created by a Master, and it’s quite a big one, when invoked it will cover the entire school.]

[The type is to rob people contained within the barrier of their blood and flesh. Although it’s still in preparation, everyone already lost spirit, haven’t you noticed?]

[───────]
I see… So this Saturday, that unnatural feel, is because of that?
But, that means──

[Therefore───There is a master in this school…?]
[Right, there is an enemy concealed in this school. Do you understand now, Shirou-kun? If you don’t have any __, you will die.]

[───────]
My loose senses begin to tighten.
[… So, Tohsaka already know who that Master is?]

[Not really. Even though I have my own thoughts, there is no proof. … Although, I do know there is another Magi in this school, but Magi does not equal to Master. Since there is the example of an amateur like you who became a Master, I cannot be sure.]

[Mmm, I’m not an amateur, but a real Magi… Eh, wait a minute, Tohsaka. There is another Magi in this school?]

[Yes. But that one doesn’t have any feel of a master. I just checked; no _ and no sense of Servant. Although if he hides those carefully it would be another case, but he is not a Master.]

[Therefore, the Master who is hiding in this school should be someone who is like Shirou, who only understands a bit of Magecraft. Recently, I felt in the school building the presence of a tiny amount of Magic that’s not from either of us. Although that should be the enemy’s doing, it’s…]

So tiny that it’s hard to trace, must be like this.

[A Master who’s not a Magi. Tohsaka must be sure of your conclusion with some support. I believe, something like this… Our school, has that many Magis?]

[Not that many, just I and that child. Magi really focus on family lineage, right? If two families settle in a place this small, no matter what they would know each other.]

[Is that right? But I didn’t know anything about Tohsaka’s family.]

[Emiya-kun is a special case. Emiya-kun’s father should be some lone wolf who left the Magi’s Association. Although coincidentally he liked this city and settled in, Fuyuki city is for my family to manage. If we knew about him, we would tax him and etc. Guess he didn’t want that and thus hid the fact that he was a Magi.]

[Wh────What? Tax and etc.? Sounds dangerous.]

[HnHn, you actually mind? In the future where Shirou can hold your own place, I’ll definitely tax and etc. you. Hope for it.]
[… Truly, you really know how to pretend to be tame and nice. What kind of #1 good student are you, you liar.]

[Ai-yah, can’t I? To pretend on the outside is a mandatory task for Magi, I’m the heir of Tohsaka family, if I’m not a perfect and flawless student then how can I face my deceased father in heaven?]

[?───Tohsaka, your father-]
[Mnn, he died when I was little. But, since he lived a long life it can be said that he died a natural death. There is nothing to feel sad over.]

[──────]
Tohsaka smiled, as if she’s saying that that’s the destiny of having a Magi as father.

But, that’s

[────Liar. It’s sad when people die, not to say when they are your relatives. You can’t deny it just with a “Because I am a Magi so there is nothing I could do”.]
[……………………… Oh well. You are right. Emiya-kun’s opinion is so correct that I can’t refute.]

While speaking, Tohsaka pops open that can of hot coffee, a substitute for hot water.
…. She’s taking small sips.
Although I originally though Tohsaka would, as manly as she is, drink it in gulp, this part does make her look like a girl.]

[Back on topic. In conclusion, there are only two Magi from Fuyuki city, other Magi should be from other parts, or they are examples of getting chosen coincidentally when they only have partial understanding of the art.]

So it’s like this,
Like what Tohsaka said, I seem to be quite an extraordinary example.

[I understand. But, a Master with only partial understanding of Magecraft shouldn’t be able to set up this kind of barrier, right?]

[Perhaps it’s not the Master who set it, and instead the Servant. Servant does not have the privilege to choose his Master, so when he, under circumstances, gets a Master such as Shirou, he can only do what he could in order to win.]

[Probably. Although I don’t really like the way you talked about me, since I can’t refute it I’ll agree.]

[Good, honesty is good. So, as a barrier, this is of the highest level; it’s almost to the point of Magic. A Magi who can do this definitely can’t hide his mana. So I thought, this must be a Servant’s barrier.]

[….. The product of a Servant. But, the Master himself shouldn’t be dangerous, right?]

[How could he not be? No matter as a Magi or a commoner, that person is a rule-breaking hectic. If he knew there are other Masters here, he would come in a second to kill us.]

[? Rule-breaking? Rules of the War of the Holy Grail?]
[No. Rules of what makes us Human. When he decided to make this barrier, he had lost his humanity.]

[Listen up, Shirou. This barrier, when activated to the end, would “liquefy” every human that remained here, and absorb him. It’s as if we are in the stomach of an animal….. No, even though we, who have Mana to protect us, might not be affected, those who don’t will unknowingly slowly weaken until they are died.]

[This isn’t just involving regular people. So long as this barrier activates, everyone in this school will be killed, understand? The one who prepared this messed-up barrier, is the Master in this school!]

[─────────]
The image before my eyes begin to distort,
I try to think about what Tohsaka said, breathing deeply.

────And it ends. (The distortion, he’s ready for what comes next.)
Although I’m still not too clear, I did think about the worst possible situation. Then I burned that image deep into my mind, accepting the situation I’m in.

[I understand what you have just said. ───So, Tohsaka, is that barrier destructible?]

[I tried, but it won’t work. Even though I have found all the base points of this barrier, I cannot eliminate it. All I could is to weaken the power of those base points, just for prolonging the activation.]

[Mmmm….. So as long as Tohsaka is still here, the barrier will not activate?]

[….. That’s what I want to believe, but there is no such simple thing. The barrier is already set, saving up Mana for activation. Archer said that it will be fully prepared in eight days.]

[At that time, either the Master or the Servant ─── so long as one of the them has this intention, this school will become hell.]
[────The, before that─]

[We can only defeat the Master who’s hiding in this school, but it will take some effort to find him. When we let him set up this barrier, it’s his victory. Because all he has to do is to wait quietly for the barrier to activate, he doesn’t have to show his face before then. So, if there is any chance─]

[…. Only when he shows himself?]
[Correct, just like what you think. So lay low until then. At that time you need to fight even if you don’t want to; if you search by yourself and get discovered, you’ll look like a dummkopf, right?]

The frozen roof echoes the sound of machine, the sound of the minute bell.
Lunch has ended.

[That’s all I have to say. There is another place I have to attend to, so go home by yourself. Don’t stray off to other places! ]
Tohsaka said good-bye in a relaxing fashion, and left.

[───────]
It’s impossible for me to feel comfortable.
After knowing that the rule “Master can only attack Master” is useless, I can’t feel normal.

[School’s barrier, right────?]
Planning to involve those who are unrelated, who have no idea about this war?
That Master is neither a Master nor anything else, just an executioner.
Must find him before he activates that barrier, then ─── beat him till ─

“────── Rejoice, Emiya Shirou. Your wish─”

[Uuuu──]
I swing my fist, denying what passed through my mind.
I have never hoped this way.
Wishing that “antagonists” will appear so I can defeat them, is not what Emiya Shirou has───

After recess’ homeroom, the number of students who still remain in the classroom decreases slowly.
Although usually at this time I would show y face in the Student Government’s room, since Tohsaka said go home early, I should return directly.

The door is still locked.
[… Yep, it has been a long time since I returned this earl.]
I usually would, after recess, help other or work at the bar to use up extra energy, so there are only few occasions when I go home directly.

Regularly the door would be always open, with Sakura inside, preparing dinner.
During this year, those kinds of things become natural, and instead what’s important is fading.
I, because I have to open the door, this kind of little thing, truly realizes how thankful I am for Sakura to come by.

[I have returned──]
I spoke, and I walk on the hallway.
Just when I intend to go back to my room, the blonde young girl (I want to say mistress, but…) appears…

[You have returned, Master.]

She looks at me, bluntly.

[─────────]
A brief moment.
What sense of reality I still have, crumbled.

[Shirou? You are returning, right?]

Did my stunned look affect her? She spoke, a bit surprised.
A steady voice, calling my name.
Afterwards, my sense of reality returns.

[Ah… oh, i-it’s saber. Sorry, I got surprised.
Even it’s just a moment, I did mistook her for a common girl, not as Saber.

[? I just followed Master’s commend to wait here, did I mistake anything?]
[Ah… No, it’s my fault so don’t worry. Ri-Right, how do you feel, Saber? You said that you need to sleep often, so, right now─]

[There is no problem when I’m awake. ───No, although I should sleep as much as possible outside of combat, sleeping will dull my senses. If I don’t wake up at times to move my body, my movement will slow down at times of emergency.]

[…. I see. Right, if people sleep all day they’d have a headache. Saber can’t sleep when you want to.]

[Correct. I’m not tired enough that I need to rest. But Shirou, when you sleep too much you will have a headache?]

[Yes. Regular people when slept more than 12 hours will have difficulties moving their body. But my headache would wake me up, so it’s impossible for me to sleep for 12 hours.]

[….. It’s really amazing. That never happened to me. From before till now, I can always sleep as much as I want to.]

[───Mm, I think that’s a difference on a organism level, Saber. Sleeping all day is a big waste of time, if you don’t want to sleep it’s more enjoyable to wake up.]

[…. Right, that is less wasteful.]
[Right? Although it’s because of me that you need to sleep that much, you need to return to your normal life habit when we separate. Even though this is not something I should say, if you have a tendency to sleep all day people will think you are lazy.]

[Then, perhaps it’s too late, probably everyone is already thinking of me that way.]

Saber frowns, seems like she’s thinking.
…. Although I planned to tell a joke, Saber doesn’t seem to get a cold one.

We went to the living room.
Saber wants me to tell her what happened today, so I said what I heard from Tohsaka, the stuffs about “the Barrier in School”.

[… So it’s like this? That Master, does plan to make everyone in school into sacrifices?]
[───Simply put, yes, but Tohsaka said he still needs some time.]

[I feel the same way. To complete a barrier of such magnitude requires time. Since schools are easily enclosed, that school is probably treated as the sacrifice ground of a temple. To completely activate this humongous barrier needs ten days at least.]

[Ten days…… I felt the abnormity two days before, a Saturday, so there are eight more days. The same as what Tohsaka predicted…]

[Right. No matter it’s to collect sacrifices or for defense, if it completes it will be troublesome. We need to find the Master for that happens.

Since there is the though of setting the barrier in school, that Master is very probably someone related to school.
A student or a teacher.
Starting from tomorrow, I need to try my best to find anyone suspicious in half of a day.

[And then…. Right, what kind of Servant do you think it is?]
No, it’s impossible to know without having an encounter face to face.

Then, I should think about Servants that I’ve met.
Since Saber is awake now, I can ask her.
Right, so ────

── Berserker

That monster of a giant──

Try asking about that Servant, Berserker, who is above Saber.
Both Saber and Tohsaka said, if it’s based on purely combat abilities, Berserker is the strongest. But ──

[Saber, what would happen if we fight with Berserker again? ….. So, as long as I am your Master, Saber can’t win against him…?]

Saber’s biggest burden.
I’m asking about the flaw of Saber signed the contract with an amateur Magi/Master like me, so she’s unable to use all of her original abilities.

[That’s not right, Shirou. Even if you are a mature Master, Berserker will still post a threat. There is no need to blame yourself for your immaturity.]

[…. Mm, although it might be like this, Saber does receive quite some restrictions. So, if Saber is what Saber was─]

[No, even if I am at my best it will still be difficult to defeat Berserker. …… No, perhaps no matter what Servant it is, to completely beat that monster is impossible.]

[Shirou, did you remember the fight that night? Berserker easily reflected Tohsaka’s Magecraft even though he doesn’t have anything near my ability to nullify Magecraft. That’s, purely, nullifying Tohsaka’s Magecraft with the strength of the body.]

[Mm…. I did saw that, but is it that surprising? It’s just that Berserker has a strong body, right?]

[Not so. Berserker didn’t endure Tohsaka’s attack, he reflected it. There is a huge difference, if he endure attacks, as long as the attacks are focused on a single spot, his armor will by all means break, but reflecting is an entirely different matter. Tohsaka’s Magecraft, never hit Berserker.]

[Never hit…..? So, he nullified it like Saber?]
[Yes, but like what I said before, Berserker doesn’t have the ability to nullify Magecraft, so, we can only believe that his Noble Phantasm reflected those attacks.]

[… It’s just my guess, but Berserker’s Noble Phantasm should be “Armor”, and it’s not any normal armor, it’s close to the Magic Theory of Ideal Arms, perhaps ── Berserker has the ability to nullify attacks below a certain degree, my sword, and Tohsaka’s Magecraft got nullified as a result of it.]

[If Berserker’s real identity is a great hero of Greece, than his ability is near Grade A. To hurt him, I think, requires at least attacks equal or surpass the level of his ability.]

[… Same level of attack… ? So you mean─]
[… Right. Although it’s hard for me to admit, no matter regular attacks or Noble Phantasms, as long as it’s not Grade A it will become nullified. To defeat that monster, requires at least Grade A attacks, and higher level Noble Phantasms.]

[───────]
I close my eyes, recalling Saber’s stats.
Saber’s strength … Regular attacks, Grade B. Noble Phantasm, Grade C.

…. How could it be?
If it’s as Saber said, we not only can’t defeat Berserker, it’s hard just to scratch him…!

[W-Wait a minute…! Isn’t this, Strength and Noble Phantasm’s base is the same? Even though the Grade is low, Noble Phantasm is still a powerful weapon, right? So, if it’s measured in Strength, shouldn’t the Grade surpass A?

[Correct, Noble Phantasm is incomparable with regular attacks. Noble Phantasm of Grade C in the sense of regular attacks, is Grade A or A+. …. But, what “reason/rational” protecting Berserker is out of worldly rules or scientific theories.]

[That’s the same as the ideal of even facing a Noble Phantasm that can destroy the world, as long as it’s not Grade A it can nullify it. Berserker…. Hercules is a hero that has some attributes of God. To a hero who carries God’s blood, there cannot exist any interference as long as it’s below his level of mysticism.]

[────So, the next time we are attacked-]

Will be our ─ end?

[No, no matter what kind of heroic spirit, there always exists a weakness. At least, Berserker doesn’t have anti-castle kind of attacks, so we can avoid that all of us getting killed at once. If my wounds heal, I might be able to face him head on, and Shirou can retreat using that opportunity. If there are any kind of backups we might even have a chance to win.]

[… So in conclusion we still have to base our plans on retreating, and we have to find out his weakness before he attacks. … Oh yeah, Saber, what kind of attack is anti-castle?]

[It’s a measurement of the attack power of a Noble Phantasm, which divides into three categories: anti-person Noble Phantasm for one-on-one duels, anti-army Noble Phantasm to dominate the other group in group fights, and the destructive one-hit-ends-all anti-castle Noble Phantasm.]

I see.
As its name suggests anti-army or anti-castle, if we meet that rocket kinds of attack, me and Tohsaka would die with one hit.
Of whatever luck there is, at least Berserker doesn’t have that kind of large-range attacks.

[… But, Masters can amend this flaw. Illyasviel is like a huge concentration of Mana; if she is a elite Magi, and Berserker can completely shield her, then ───── I might not be able to protect Shirou.]

[──────]
…. Right.
Insecure elements doesn’t just include Berserker,
Master and Servants are a team of two,
At this point, I am still Saber’s burden.

[Let’s go to the next Servant.]
[Wait a minute, Shirou. Someone has passed the front entrance!]

[Eh, you can know those kind of things? ... Ah, so it’s this time already. Damn, it must be Sakura.]
I stand up in a hurry.

The sounds of doorbell rings from the entrance.

[Excuse me.]

And then, I heard Sakura’s voice.

[Saber, I’m sorry, but─]
[I know. I’ll go back to my room, please don’t mind me.]
Saber walks toward her room.

Just at the moment, enters
[I’m back. Well, well, so you did return early.]
Tohsaka, holding a bag of grocery,
[Sorry to bother you, Senpai. I’m curious of why you returned so early.]
And Sakura, happily smiling.

[Well, since I’ve prepared everything, let’s begin!]
Tohsaka lifts her spirit as she heads toward the kitchen.
Sakura looks at her, worrying
[Senpai…? You know, the preparation for dinner…]

[Ah, Tohsaka is doing it today, so don’t worry. Since Sakura made breakfast, let her handle it. During the period that Tohsaka is staying, Tohsaka and I will take care of dinner.]
[Ah…. S-Sure. Since Senpai says it like this, there is no need for me to disagree.]
Sakura obediently sits on the pad.
Although loud noise of brushing leaks from the kitchen, Tohsaka’s back doesn’t show any sign of danger.]

[…. Is it really ok for her…?]
Then there is nothing to do here.
I though about Saber. I’ll go back to the room before dinner is fully ready.

[I’ll go back to my room to rest. If Fuji-nee comes, tell her that she needs to, at least sometimes, boil her own bath water.]
[Ah, sure. Please have a nice rest, Senpai. When dinner is ready I’ll call you.]

[Ah-ah, …. Right, please knock the door before you come in.]
Time is before six. At this pace, the dinner could be ready at seven.

When I returned to my room, Saber is already asleep next door.

[Oh well, but I though we could discuss something.]
I made a face, and sit on the pad.
[… What I’m I saying, in reality I don’t have any topic besides the War of the Holy Grail.]
I never was adapt at talking with Saber, right?

[Well, it doesn’t matter. Since she’s asleep, then─]
I dully said something, looking at the pointers on the clock.
Yesterday, there were only the three of us, me, Saber, and Tohsaka, at dinner.
Today, along with Fuji-nee and Sakura, makes five.

[…Ah, that’s not right ….. Saber can’t be with us.]
As long as Fuji-nee and Sakura is still here, Saber can’t leave her room.
[────Saber, did you eat breakfast?]
Last night, Saber on one hand eats dinner, on the other nods her head.
From her ways of eating, it seems that she cannot not eat. (intentional double negative.)

[… Since I didn’t prepare lunch, she should be hungry by now.]
When Fuji-nee and Sakura go home, I need to reheat dinner so Saber can eat.
Although she has to eat by herself, but there is no other way ─── right?

[………….]
Why do I feel
Whenever I imagine how Saber eats by herself, I feel angry.

[Shirou, are you awake?]
Tohsaka knocks on the door, showing her face from the opening.

[Tohsaka? What, is there anything wrong?]
[What things, it’s just dinner. It’s done, come over.]
────It’s this time already.
Groaning, I lift my heavy waist, walk on the hallway after I took a peek at the room that Saber is sleeping.

[Ah, com’on com’on, look at those kinds of dishes! It’s been so long since I have seen someone like Tohsaka-san who can make Chinese meals like this!]
Fuji-nee shows her excitement in front of the dinner plates placed on the table.
I looked over, tonight’s dinner is Chinese style.

The four large plates hold crab, green pepper with stripped beef, mixed vegetable with never-before-seen-high-quality meat, and an entire plate of an army of smoked meat, what is she thinking? But the colors are varied, and it does look …

Light-flavored salads are on small plates, she even noticed the detail of letting the tongue rest.
In other words, this is what Fuji-nee like the most: A Grand Dinner.

[… I’m surprised; I thought Tohsaka is Western style.]
[Ah, she planned to do Western, but because I said that no one here knows how to do Chinese meals, she said she would.]

[─── Why does she have to live this kind of showy life? …. Em? Sakura, you came here with Tohsaka, did you two went shopping?]
[Yes. Tohsaka-senpai wait for me until Archer Club’s practice ended, and then we just bought stuffs together.]

[… I see. Well, you two have a better relation than I thought.]
[Of course. I speak often with Tohsaka-senpai. Although I don’t know what part of me Tohsaka-senpai likes, Tohsaka-senpai really does have been taken care of me since I entered this school.]
Heh,
That person, really is a sympathetic Senpai(girl) in school.

[Stop talking, let’s eat. My stomach is rumbling; I have been hungry for a long time!]
Fuji-nee happily sits down,
[Oh yeah, sit down, you two. Chinese meals, if cooled down, are sinfully hard to eat.]
Tohsaka said it as if it was nothing, and sat down beside the table.


[───────]
I silently sit on the pad.
Everyone said “Ikitakimatsu”, and starts to eat.

[───!]
… Although I don’t want to admit it, those dishes are extremely tasty.
The reason that I did not cook Chinese meals before is because I felt “they tastes the same”, but these dishes are good enough to let me recant that belief.

[WuhWah, fabulous fabulous! I haven’t eat this kind of cooking for ages. Mm, Tohsaka-san, I give you 100 points!]
[Thank you. Getting honest comments from people like sensei, I am happy as well.]

[Yes, I changed my view of Chinese style as well. Although I’m not used to eating spicy foods, this is very tasty!]
Sakura seems to be happy from the depth of her heart.

After looking at Sakura, smiling
[───HehHeh]
With a twisted personality, Tohsaka gives a praise-my-victory expression toward me.

[What, do you want to say something, Tohsaka?]
[Nothing─. I’m just happy that everyone likes it. Even though, there is a not honest person here, with this kind of joy and pleasure I’ll disregard it. I do know the feeling of defeat in the one’s most adapted field.]

[*Gulp*─── So, you let me cook yesterday to analyze my cooking?]
[Heh-Heh-Heh-Heh, very good. Today’s lesson is, always hide your trump card─]
Tohsaka looks like she’s joyful from the depth of her heart, and eats her own cooking.

Dinner time, is more rowdy than I thought.
Sakura and Tohsaka is a nice pair of good Kohai(female) and good Senpai(female), even Fuji-nee is completely on her side.

[───────]
It’s a happy dinner, which I don’t feel any discontent over,
But it’s not discontent, with everyone eating together, something just feels wrong.

[……….]
I stand up.
[? Shirou, what’s wrong? You want to go to the restroom?]
[No, I just forgot something. I’ll bring it here, so wait for me a bit.]
[──────]
When I was leaving the living room,
I feel that Tohsaka was gazing at me, quietly.

It’s just, I can’t understand.
That’s the only reason.
At the same house, only she has to be along, I don’t like it.

So I, disregarding the consequences, grab her hand.

[Sh-Shirou!? Why are you suddenly─]
[It doesn’t matter, just come here. I want to introduce everyone to Saber.]
[Are you serious?! Please wait a bit, so─]

[It’s because I’m serious that I’m taking you. Com’on, let’s go, things will straighten out naturally.]
[Wait, wait, Shirou─]

I forcefully grab Saber’s hand, and we enter the living room.

[Sorry, Tohsaka, can you give me another person’s share?]
Tohsaka didn’t refuse,
Just, those who are surprised, Sakura and Fuji-nee, stare at Saber, dumb-stroke.

[Although it’s a little late, but let me introduce her. This child is called Saber, I need to take care of her temporarily. Like what you see she is a foreigner, so she is not used to the Japanese style of living. Please help her as much as you can.]

[───────]
Those two have no reaction.
Although of course they would be that way, I didn’t have any time to care for them.

[Come, Saber, sit over there. Rice will only taste good when you eat it together.]
[That…… I think it will be more proficient, but─]
[Don’t be such an outsider. Also, Saber has to reside here from now on, ok? Since we live in the same home, of course we should eat together.]

[….. Sure, since Shirou already decided it, I can only follow.]

[How coul─────]

[How could you────!]

[……. *Whimpers* ~~~~~~!]
My ears!
My ears are ringing!

[What, what is happening Shirou?! Not only Tohsaka, you are taking this child home as well? When did here become a hotel?!]
[Wh-what’s wrong? Since this is as large as a hotel, to lend a few rooms to other people is not a huge matter. If Tohsaka can then so can Saber, they are just staying here.]

[How could it be possible?! Although I accept Tohsaka-san, I can’t do the same for someone I have no idea of! That child is from which family!]
[Which family’s child── the child of a far-away relative. Something happened to them, so she’s send for dad’s care.]

[I’m not going to believe that lie. And, even if it is like that, why does she has to come to the Emiya family? Kiritsugu have people he knew in other countries, how is that─]
The word possible, Fuji-nee can’t say anymore.
Whatever she could say, dad is an dummkopf who travels to foreign countries year round. Perhaps the number of foreigners he knew even surpasses the number of Japanese he knew.

[── Although I can’t say impossible, this is extremely peculiar. You, why are you here?]
Fuji-nee stares at Saber, not believing what I’ve just said.

[No, that’s why─]
[Shut up, Shirou. So, Saber, right? I’m asking you.]

Saber is silent.
Of course, Saber didn’t come here for anything, and she’s not clever enough to be in coordination with my lies──

[I don’t know. I’m just following what Kiritsugu told me.]

──seems that, she is.

[────Mmm, Kiritsugu want you to take care of Shirou?]
[Yes. He said, please protect Shirou from any kind of harm.]
Steadily,
Saber said it, with an incomparable earnestness.
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:20 am

…. Who can refute it?
Even if that’s all lies ─── But for Saber, who’s saying it, it’s the absolute truth.

[…………..]
Even Fuji-nee can’t refute what Saber just said.
────But

Fuji-nee frowns, stands up with an unfriendly expression, sharply stares at Saber.

[…. Very well, if this is what you’ve said, let me see how good you are.]

Just like this, she said some weird stuff that no one gets.

And then,
Fuji-nee, carrying a sound-fx of something is coming, took us out.

[………….]
Fuji-nee takes down the bamboo sword hanging on the wall, stares straight at Saber.

…. So, the following
Our Fuji-nee, what the hell is she thinking?

[You said that you will protect Shirou, so you should already have that determination.]
[───── You want me to hold a sword?]

[Right. If you are stronger than me, I’ll accept you. But if you are weaker, you have to return to where you came from.]
[…. Sure, but why is that?]

[Because the one who protects Shirou is me! Before Shirou can handle everything by himself, I’ll have to protect him!]
[───────]
Saber doesn’t seems to understand what Fuji-nee just said,
Of course, no one else understands her either.

[I’m-Just-Saying, there is no need for people weaker than me here. If you are stronger than me, you are more reliable than me, then I can temporarily let you take care of Shirou.]
Fuji-nee holds her bamboo sword, as if she is like a child throwing a tantrum.

[─── I understand. Just so you will accept me, right?]
[Right, but it will be hard for you to let me accept you!]
Not waiting to finish the sentence, Fuji-nee took a giant step, waving her bamboo sword at Saber….!

[Wahhh─ Fuji-nee’s acting out of rule─!]
Not only is it an ambush, she didn’t even give Saber a bamboo sword. Taiga how could you be a teacher if you are like this?

[?]
Did Fuji-nee’s surprise attack stun her? Saber is dully standing there.
Fuji-nee’s self-praised body attack is about to explode on Saber ───!

[Ah-Le?]
Fuji-nee, as if she feels amazed, tilts her head.
… Of course,
Even me, who’s watching from the side, is amazed by what has happened. The participant Fuji-nee should be as amazed as looking at the Air Garden of Babylon.

[──────]
Saber still stands straight,
The only difference, is that she holds the bamboo sword that was on Fuji-nee’s hand just a while ago.

[Ah……. S-Seriously?]
Although I don’t understand what Fuji-nee just said, this is what is really happening.

Saber didn’t raise the bamboo sword she took from Fuji-nee.
Before Saber, who’s not even positioning herself, Fuji-nee is not moving as if she’s paralyzed.
It can be said that Fuji-nee is an undefeatable swordsman,
Her experiences, should be able to let her realize that the opponent before her is on an entirely different level.

[… If you want me to raise the sword, I’ll do it. But with your skills you should know with me having to assort to that.]
[Wuuu── Wuu, Wuuu-Wuu-wuuu, Wuu~~~~~]
Fuji-nee stumbles everywhere, softly sits down.

[Win and lose is already decided. Can you accept me now?]
[──── Wu, Wuuuu, Wuuuuuuuuu]
Fuji-nee’s shoulder drops down.
Just when I thought that Fuji-nee would stay like this for a while, that moment─

[WuWahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Some strange person took Shirou away───────!]

Fuji-nee shouts so loudly that we could become unconscious, begins to cry.

… In the end, we spent two more hours convincing Fuji-nee.
Fuji-nee said she wants to talk to Saber, one-on-one, so she enclosed her and Saber in dad’s room for two hours, comes out with an unacceptable expression while saying that she could only accept Saber.

On the other hand, Sakura didn’t say a word from the beginning.
The night is deep. Even when Fuji-nee escorts Sakura home, she never said anything, just a good-bye and she went home.

[Then I’ll return to the outer building.]
Tohsaka just stays like this.

[… Sorry, you must feel that I’m doing stupid things.]
[Not really. Just, what you are doing, are extra stuffs. If you keep doing them, you will collapse one day.]

Tohsaka said good-night, waved her hands and went to her room.
[─────*Sighs*]
I just feel so, tired.
I’ll rest early today as well.

[Can you wait a moment, Shirou? I have something to ask you.]
[Eh? Oh, sure. What is it?]
[Why do you have to introduce me to everyone? I agree with Tohsaka; Shirou’s actions were unnecessary.]
[It’s nothing particular, it’s just that I really hate it.]

[Shirou, that’s not answering the question. Can you say what is it that you hate?]
Saber continues with her questioning,
…. To her, is what happened tonight so unusual?

[How could I know? It’s just, when we are eating, I thought about how Saber is, alone, I just felt very discomfortable. If I have to explain, it’s just that if I let Fuji-nee and Sakura know about Saber, I can at least hide less things from them.]

[That’s not anything that really has meaning. It can even be said that its worse to let them know about my existence. This house is big enough for me to hide, so you should just left me waiting.]

[────]
What’s better?
Is she saying that, while everyone else is happily eating together, she should just be left alone, all by herself?

[───Of course not. Even if Saber feels that’s better, I don’t like it. So there is no other way. I don’t think this was a reason.]
After making that assertion, I moved my gaze away from Saber.

[I’m going to the storage room. Go back to your room first, I’ll return after I finish what I have to do.]
[──────]
There is no reply.
With my back toward Saber, who seems to be unable to comprehend what I just did, I walk toward the storage room.

I’m outside.
A blue moonlight covers the silent garden.
I raised my head to look up. Tonight’s sky seems to be quite high, I can see many stars.

[────*Sighs*]
I sighs, unintentionally.
Tohsaka is right.
Actually, I am at conflict.

I avoid the room that Saber is sleeping, and I walk toward the storage room.
On the other side, just now I feel that letting Saber alone is so discomforting and irritable and I can’t bear it.
Although as the opposite sex I’m not adapt at getting along with Saber, I just can’t leave her alone as a person, is it like this?

…. With such a conflicting self, it’s easy for Tohsaka to be confused.
[… Really, fail. I thought the only immature thing I possess is Magecraft, So it seems that my mental training is not enough as well?]

I dully, watching the sky while talking to myself.

─── The night grows deeper.

It’s because I’m not mature, that I cannot stop training.
I can only believe that, as long as I try, I’ll arrive at somewhere. And then, pile up my tiny self.
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:21 am

6th Day

After dawn

In the morning, I walk to the living room as usual, the situation on the dining table is never before complicated

"Ah, excuse me Sakura. I don't eat butter. Can you hand me the orange jam over there"
"Is that so? I thought Tohsaka-senpai said you don't like sweets before"
"How can that be, there isn't that kind of girl. I don't hate sugar, just don't eat them that often. If you are too careless, you might increase something around some area where you can't see. I only eat sweets once a week"

"? Then why does senpai wants orange jam?"
"You need to ingest sugar in the morning. And, if you don't eat something sweet, the after effects would be terrible, right"
"I see. This is as terrible as only eat two meals, and increase the amount of each meal many folds"
"Exactly. ......Saber is quietly eating up so much. Such a tiny body but eats as much as Sakura"

"Is that so. I thought it's only normal amount, plus Sakura's toast is a lot bigger than mine"
"That, that's not true......! Tohsaka-senpai, Saber and I, doesn't everyone eat two pieces"
"No, the thickness is different. Compare to my one-centimeter, Sakura's two-centimeter thickness is a lot more. During growth period one should ingest nutrients, this is fine. Don't just eat one piece Rin, how about finishing everything"

"Told you I can't. I am different from Sakura, nutrients won't go to my breasts, if I eat this much in the morning already something will increase. And I don't usually eat breakfast, this is already a compromise"
"......Tohsaka-senpai, that, don't mention that kind of thing in front of senpai"

"......Hmm. You keep talking about something increasing, why do you avoid the actual way of representation, Rin"
"Since it's in area you can't see. Ah, you can see it in Sakura's case, so that doesn't count"
"Please, please stop saying that kind of thing-!"

"--------"
Chew, I take one bite at the toast
My brain can't keep up with the development in front of my eyes, I am not joining in their conversation, just eat my toast
......But, there really isn't any topic for me to break in the conversation

"......It seems, I was worrying over nothing"
These three don't appear to be on bad terms
Tohsaka is just as usual, and Saber was also introduced last night
Sakura......Though doesn't seem to be used to Saber, but she doesn't seem to dislike her either

"......I am a bit worry about the absent Fuji-nee, but she should be coming over tonight......"
The impact from last night was too big after all
But I suppose she will be here in dinner time, her mood should be lighten up better by then

After breakfast, I clear away the dishes
"Senpai, can I really let you do the clean up?"

"Aah, let me take care of these trivial things. Doesn't Sakura have club activities. With what just happened yesterday, you better show your face in today"
"......Yes. Then I will be leaving first, Senpai"

After Sakura bids farewell to Tohsaka as well, she leaves the living room quickly
And only us three are left here
After Sakura is gone, we're the members of shared secrets

"Then excuse me too. Call me if something is up"
"Bye Saber. Shirou will be in my hands, I'll entrust you looking after the house"

"Yes. I entrust Shirou to you, Rin"
Saber bows to Tohsaka slightly, and returns to her room
......Forget it, Saber has nothing to do staying here anyway
And I also hope she can sleep as much as she can, to reserve physical strength......

"......Seriously. That girl, her head is occupied by fighting entirely"
"Of course. So is Shirou, Saber will lose her patience if you don't show some aggressive. Even if her wounds are not completely healed yet, but she's not the type to stay put like this forever"

Buzz
Tohsaka turns on the TV as she speaks of dangerous thoughts

"----Nn? It's broadcasting this news again"
The news from this morning is been broadcast on the television
I listen in as I wash dishes in the kitchen
That content, is the same as what I heard not long ago

"Another gas leak accident over Shinto. ......Idiots. That doesn't only happen over there, it happens in this town as well"
"----?"
Just now
Tohsaka, uttered some very dangerous words

"Tohsaka, what do you mean"
"Those weakened by unknown causes? People who lost their consciouses without any sign, were sent to hospital after fainted. There are already many victims. Though nobody dies yet, but what will happen in the future is depended on the guy who is doing this"

"Wh----"
Hold on a second. Hold oooooon a second
Not just the neighboring town, it also happened on this side?
Coma caused by unknown reasons?
Many victims?
No, the bigger problem is----

"Tohsaka, this isn't done by other Master, right"

"Who else you thought did it. It's about time you get used to it, you are also a Master"
"That---is the case correct. ......But why didn't you tell me, Tohsaka"

"Because this event is not simple. The guy that sets up the Field in school is third-rated, but this Master is a first-rate. Not letting the targets die, and only absorb half of the life source to accumulate power"

"......Though the collecting rate is comparatively slower, but on the other hand it wouldn't violate the rules of Magi, and there's no need to rush anyway. This Master is in somewhere distanced from the town, and seize the purest form of mana, the 'life source' from people"

"Somewhere distanced......are you saying that guy can collect mana in the town from some place like that"
"Should be a very skilled Magus. To 'absorb' in a large scale from both Shinto and Miyamachou, it must be done by a very powerful Magus"

"......No, or should I say it's because of this exceptional spiritual land. Father said Fuyuki has something like a dragon vein, so if one sets up the Field over here one can extract the life source easily, huh......"

"? Hold on, Tohsaka"
"There isn't that kind of record in Father's study, perhaps inside the great grandfather's library......Ew, it's like the demon realm over there right now, I want to avoid it as much as possible. ......Then I can only ask Kirei......No, no way no way, I'd rather think of something else than owe that guy a favor"

"Tohsaka, hey----"
She has no reaction even I call her
......No good. That girl Tohska, is absorbed in mumbling to herself

Tohsaka and I, go to school together boringly
We see students going to school from the front gate, school is just as usual

"----"
But, there is indeed a sense of unnatural
Though yesterday I passed the gate unmindful, but once I take notice of it, there's indeed an unnatural sensation
......How should I put this, it's like too well balance and smooth, feel like even the instincts are paralyzed

"......Really. The air outside and inside is different. This air is like honey"
"Heh, Shirou can sense it like this. ......Though you are dull to mana, but perhaps you're sensitive to the irregularities of this world"
Tohsaka starts to dwell into thoughts

"Honey, huh. My analogy would be Nepenthes rajah. Nn, not bad"
"......Nepenthes rajah. Your imagination is really ferocious"

"Is that so? I thought it's no different from Shirou's sense? Because this school, if it's covered by the Field like a lid, all the living organisms inside would be eaten up"

"Uuh----"
My true thoughts that I didn't dare to speak out are been saw through by Tohsaka, I can't help but hold my breath
"Thought so. You're amusing because you're so easily to figure out"
"Aah is that so. I don't think it's amusing at all"

"Calm down, calm down. I know what Shirou wants to say, rest assured. You don't want to involve the students in this school, I don't hope to turn here into a battle field either. Then there's only thing that we should do, right?"

"........................"
She's sounding out me
What Tohsaka meant was
The 'opponent' that I said I was going to fight with in this Holy Grail War, the Master that would involve unrelated people for victory, is inside of this school

"......I know. We need to somehow find the Master that set up this Field, then, if he doesn't plan to undo the Field, we can only defeat him"
"Just like that. I'm relieved now that you actually understand"

"Then I will go look for the guy that set up this Field, Shirou go check out the suspicious locations. Though I went over it once, but I might leave out something something. Shirou seems to be very suited to search for those irregular spots, this is perfect"

Tohsaka bid goodbye, and walks to the school building as she waves her hand

"Wait---Even you say so I still......! What exactly is a suspicious spot, Tohsaka!"
"Which-means-, places with very sweet air in your own words! Look for places with sweet and sticky honey!"
Tohsaka yells back from far away

Thus, she vanishes inside the school building in a flash
"......What's that girl doing. Suddenly ran away, I still don't know what she's thinking----"

"Ah"
The bell before homeroom rings
"So, so this is why---That girl, how come she didn't tell me if she noticed it......!"

I pick up my book bag and run full throttle
After what happened yesterday, I don't know what annoying thing Fuji-nee would say if I'm late

[----]

Lunch break
Students who are released from classes temporarily, walk back and forth inside the school building leisurely

"......OK. Walking around now won't arise anyone's suspicious"
After spending a few minutes finish off the lunch, I come to the hallway
This is not the time to say I've never done this
The war has already begun
Then I will have to use my own way, to seek out the 'suspicious spots' that Tohsaka spoke of

"......First off, let me start with places with not many people around......"

---OK
Within an hour before the lunch break is over, it'd be great if something comes up in my search---

After taking a round trip in the school building, to avoid leaving out anything, I move to outside
Though there's no irregularities on the field or the back of the school building, but this area feels a great deal different

"----It wouldn't, include here as well"
......There are many suspicious spots inside the school building too
Such as below the stairs, the end of the hallway, or empty classrooms et cetera, places that won't attract people's attentions
But, here is different
Though not a place that would draw attentions, but many people will gather here daily

"......Why didn't I realize this sooner. Speaking of irregular, isn't this the most irregular of all---"
I talk to myself, as I press my chest
......Somehow I feel hard to breath here
Dense winds, humid air, this can't even be described as unnatural
No, just from noticing this smell, even the urge of vomiting would be gushing up

"......According to Tohsaka, all Fields have basic points. Though I don't know how many of them, but the very first one might be around here......"
Then there should be a similar sign somwhere......

......
............
........................No good
I, who am not good at sensing mana, can't see the sign to fix the Field

"............Huu"
Can't help it. Anyhow I will report Tohsaka about this place to Tohsaka first----
"What. Are you looking for something, Emiya"
"----!"
I turn to the sudden emerged voice. The one standing in front of the archery field during the lunch break is----

"----Shinji"
"Eh. What an coincident, I have some business around here too......You didn't see it, did you?"

"......See what. There's nothing here"
"Aah, so you did see it. ......I see, so this is the reason you were together with Tohsaka. That's true, since both of you are Masters, working together would be more efficient"
"----! Shinji, you"

"Don't be so alert, Emiya. You and I have a friendly relation, right. We don't hide anything from each other. Though I don't know who is with you. However, you have also been forced to accept this unreasonable Master business"

Shinji says straightforwardly, without any concern
He says, he himself is also a Master

"......No way. Are you a Master, Shinji"
"I already said so. Aah, but don't misunderstand. I don't want to fight with anyone. I will counter-attack if others assault me, but as long as no one touches me, I will remain silent. See, aren't I just like Emiya"

Shinji laughs faintly
Judging from his statement, he should be a Master without a doubt----

"But, I was surprised when I learned that Emiya is a Master too. Since we both are surprised, can we talk a bit"
"Talk......Sure, but what do you want to talk about"

"About things from now on. I already mentioned this, I don't intend to fight. But others aren't like this, right? And isn't be on guard of a disaster that you don't know when will occur really agitated. One person might be agitated, but wouldn't you agree that if there are two people, they will find a way to deal with it?"

............
Shinji is saying, working together, huh

"Forget it, this isn't the place to talk. We don't know who would listen in, let's change to another place. Nn......My place is fine. Tohsaka won't find us over there, and it'd be safe even f we're assaulted"

"What are you talking about changing place. Lunch break is almost over, if you have something to say----"
"Are you stupid? Just skip it. Come, let's go already. I know Emiya is a Master so I'm in a good mood, don't blew it"

"No we can't. Skipping classes will arouse suspicious"
"Tsk, what an inflexible guy. ......Aah so that's why! That's true, generally speaking everyone would be alerted!"

"But relax, I won't take the initiative no matter what. Do I look like I would assault you all of a sudden?"

"? Aah---That so. Indeed, I can't just simply follow you"

"............ Forget it. You probably took your Servant with you too. I wouldn't want to take on such a dangerous opponent"

......?
Do I look like I'm with Saber in Shinji's eyes?
Aah, no---That Shinji, can't see Servants in spiritual form
So does he think that I'm with Saber right now

"C'mon, come. You won't be off the hook so easy if you're spotted by Tohsaka"
After just saying this much, Shinji starts to walk
......Can I only follow him
Shinji's words also spark my interest, let me just give up the classes in the afternoon

We climb up the hill road
The Western-style residential area, opposite of my house
I recall the highest building here is Tohsaka's residence, but on the other side, as if trying to avoid people's attentions, is the mansion of Matou

"--------"
This building is still this large
Though I've been here to play for many times during middle school, but recently I haven't even approached it once
Of course I am drifting apart from Shinji so I'm not invited anymore, but more importantly, Sakura doesn't want me to go close to this mansion

......Though it's day time, but the inside of the house is dusk
Not only was the house built in a way that doesn't let sunlights in, there's hardly any electrical light either
Perhaps this is a little exaggerated, but if someone might bump into walls if he is not used to here

"Emiya, this way. I'm in the living room, hurry up"
When did he go inside, Shinji's voice comes through from deep inside the house
It's been one year already, but my body still has impressions of this place, I walk toward Matou residence's living room without hesitation

It's dusk in the living room as well
The window curtains are pulled close, block out the sunlights
There's no artificial lightning either, the living room is immersed in a darkness

"Emiya, this way"
I look over the direction where the sound comes from
The one over there sitting on a chair is Shinji, and----

A woman as dark, as the crystallization of darkness

"Let me introduce. This is my Servant, Rider"
"--------"
A cold breeze
Under this cold breeze, the back of my head is in pain as if someone pulls a knife on it

"......I thought it's only us two talking, Shinji"
I retreat slightly, somehow manage to speak up

"Bummer, this is precaution. I'm scared of being assaulted by Emiya. Rider has to be around"
Shinji stretches out his hand, touches the black Servant---Rider
From the side of her stomach to her thigh, Shinji draws a curve as if licking on it

"--------"
Rider doesn't move a bit
She stands still like a statue, monitoring me with eyes shut
......Somehow I feel like even the quivering of my fingers is under her control, this isn't hallucination, right

"Is that how you treat someone you brought here. You can only be so much considerate, Shinji"
"Bummer, I'm only kidding. I know Emiya wouldn't do that. But, your Servant is another matter. I too went through a lot of troubles to discipline her. There's nothing unusual about Servants disobey the orders of the Masters. So, just think of her as someone to pin down your Servant"

......A Servant disobeys the Master's order?
Indeed, the Rider in front of my eyes, is different from Saber

Saber is quiet, but she's never cold
However I can only sense coldness from Rider

A human seriously lacks the atmosphere of human
That blackness is as if the color of dried blood
She has no life in her, can't feel any brightness, let one can hardly imagine her as a Heroic Spirit----

"......Is Rider here to pin down my Servant. I don't feel good about this"
"My bad, my bad. I'm an outsider however you put it, I'm not at all familiar with these things like Emiya does. Forgive me on this"
"......Humph. I'm not familiar either"

"Is that so? What's with this, then why you don't call out your Servant as well. That way we can better understand each other, fair enough. Aah, hmm, this is a good idea! Ah Emiya, I let you see my Servant, can you let me see yours?"

......So Shinji really thinks Saber is here
But, I don't need to correct this mistake

"I refuse. You can pin down or whatever. This is enough for talking"
"......What. I said I want to take a look? Though I don't know what you're up to, but isn't it better to listen to me?"

"Then this conversation is over. I didn't come here to let the Servants meet each other. If that's your plan, I'm heading back"
"Tsk----That so. You're still so disobedient"
Shinji makes a grunt, lying on the chair

"Fine, let's cut the chase. But all I am going to say is just one thing. ......Nn. I mentioned it before, can you cooperate with me, Emiya. Though I became a Master, but I still don't know what a Holy Grail War is. Rather than by myself, I am looking forward to work with some trustworthy guy"

"Hold on. I have something to ask before that. My reply will come after this question"
"What, are you going to ask me how I became a Master?"
I nod
As far as I know, Shinji is not a Magus
If I don't know how Shinji became a Master, then I'm not even going to talk about cooperation or what not

"I heard the prerequisite of becoming a Master is to be a Magus. Though not mature, but I did learn Sorcery, made a contract with a Servant and became a Master by chance...... Did Shinji also summoned a Servant by chance, and got entangled in the Holy Grail War?"

If yes, then we're much alike
Cooperation, isn't out of question---

"Heh, did Emiya become a Mater by chance. ......Hm. Heh, is that so. That's great, then I can relate to"
Shinji smiles happily

"Forget it, we are really alike. Became Masters against our own wills, this is also the same. ---But don't be mistaken. I knew what's a Master, and I also knew the Holy Grail War beforehand. For the house of Matou, is different from yours, is a clan that has a history"

"----!?"
House of Matou is a Magus clan......!?

"What, I never heard of this......!? Hold on, then Shinji and---"

Did Shinji's sister Sakura, also learned Sorcery

"Calm down, Emiya. The house of Emiya, though once a Magus clan is now withering. Matou's ancestors came to this land with the house of Tohsaka, but was incompatible of this land. After generation and generation of handing down, the, is that called a magic circuit? Increased gradually, when I was born, the bloodline of Matou has already became no different from ordinary men. So the Matou are not Magi. Nothing more than once a Magus clan in the past"

"A Magus in the past...... Then, only the knowledge remains now?"
"Aah, very unfortunately. But even without magic circuits, the fact that we're learning Sorcery has yet to be changed. Whether Masters, or the Holy Grail War, I would know once I investigate a bit. I can be this calm after becoming a Master all of a sudden, is also because of the teachings from the previous generation"

"--------"
......That so
After I became a Master, it's because Tohsaka was there that I understood about the Holy Grail War
Did Shinji, also grasp the situation because of the passed down records of the house of Matou

"Which means, Shinji only learned the knowledge of Sorcery. ......Then, is Sakura also taking Sorcery?"

"Hah? Aah seriously, you really don't know anything. Listen up, though it doesn't matter to a mongrel family such as yours, but the Magi that have ancient bloodlines only pass down the secret art to one person. If there are two children, then the only successor would be the eldest son"

"Separate something in half means to decrease the effectiveness, right? Combining ten Sorceries into one crystallization, and concentrating the bloodline is what a Magus would do. They won't even give it to blood relatives easily"
"That's why in a Magus clan, no one would learn Sorcery other than the successor. Children who are not chosen to be the successor would either grow up without every knowing Sorcery, or they will be adapted by others, this is the rule"
"Is that so----That's, good"

I hit my chest lightly
Sakura is a child that must live in ordinary days that have nothing to do with Sorcery
How can she be involved with this sort of senseless disputes that forced people to kill one another

"Now you understand, Emiya. Though I did become a Master, but I'm not familiar with Sorcery. You on the other hand...... True, you can use some, but you're just like an outsider in terms of knowledge. You see, don't you think this is perfect? We are both forced to become Masters, cooperate with me"

"......That is fine. But I have to make sure, are you doing this to protect yourself, Shinji"
"No, of course that's part of it, but we have to clear off the present enemy first, isn't it. Apparently I am seen as an eyesore to her"

"......As an eyesore......? You're not talking about, Tohsaka"

"Of course I'm! I wouldn't be this merciless otherwise......! ......Listen, that girl won't allow other Masters to exist. Emiya should understand if you're with her, right? But, though I don't know why, but Tohsaka really trusts you. I have no idea why is that, but that woman had no opening before? ---You see, don't you think this is a great chance to defeat her?"

As Shinji states so, he extends his hand to shake hand....
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"--------"
......I didn't listen to what he said
Rather, I can't listen to what he said
If Shinji really wants to protect himself, then he wouldn't just tell me, but also Tohsaka

And---

"Shinji. Do you know there's a guy that administrate the Holy Grail War"

"Aah, the priest of the Church. I heard he survived from the last time, but he seems to be very long-wined so I didn't go see him. It's not like I'm a Magus, isn't it troublesome to be forced to obey the rules of Magi"

"--------"
That contradicts it
If he doesn't want to fight, then wouldn't the first thing he does be going to see priest Kotomine

"----Shinji. Do you know about the Field set in the school"
"I know. Though I can't sense it, but Rider told me. Anything wrong"

"......Then you didn't do it. Tohsaka said it was done by a Master from school"

"Aah, it wasn't me. I remember there's another Master in school, isn't it that guy"
"? Tohsaka said there was only one"

"You place too much trust in Tohsaka. Forget it, even if that's not the case it's that girl messed up. Tohsaka is looking for the magic circuits, right? Then I am not the Master she can sense. Since I don't have any magic circuit to begin with. From the start, I am an existence that won't show up on the radar of ordinary Masters"

......I see
Regardless of the atmosphere of Magi or command spells, they are both activated by mana

Then---If someone that has no many becomes a Master, you can only confirm directly by eyes
What Tohsaka said, the way to search for people carrying mana, not only can't find Masters like Shinji, but can't even notice them
For Shinji doesn't have the atmosphere of a Master that Tohsaka is looking for at all

"......Is that so. then what Tohsaka sensed earlier, was someone else"

I should remind Tohsaka when I am back
Since I already decided, then there's no need to stick around

"......! Hey Emiya, what about the cooperation"

"I refuse. I won't discuss with you on how to defeat Tohsaka. First of all, that girl haven't done anything. Though that girl and I...... will have to fight one day, but right now I can trust her, and I want to trust her"

"......Humph. I think it'd be too late to wait for something to happen. But since you said so then do as you like. I will be observing for now as you do"

Surprisingly, Shinji seems to give up already
He doesn't intend to persuade me to stay, nor is he telling Rider to stop me

......This Shinji is really complicated
Though his attitude is bad, but this guy seems to have his own standard of fairness as well

"......Well Shinji. This is a bit long-winded, but does Sakura know about this?"

"No, and I don't intend to tell her. The successor of Matou is me. I will let Sakura who knows nothing remain as my sister"

"----That's great. I also hope Sakura stays the way she is"
"Ah----. That so, since you're so worrying about Sakura, I should give my thanks as a brother. ......All right, let me tell you something useful, Emiya. I don't know who, but there's a Master nested in the temple"

"----!? Temple, you are not talking about Ryuudouji, are you!?"
"Aah. According to my Servant, apparently there's a witch hiding in that mountain. Since she's collecting souls in a large scale, it'd be very troublesome if she's not defeated sooner"

"What----"
If that's true, then she would be the fifth one
And since he said that she's collecting souls in a large scale, then it's possible that she's the prime culprit behind that news from this morning

"And that's it for our talks. Rider, sends him back. Listen, Emiya is on our side. Don't hurt him"
Rider, ordered by Shinji, walks here

"......Nah, you don't have to"
"Don't mention it. It's my responsibility to send you to the front gate, it'd be troublesome if I let you get hurt. Aah Rider, send him to doorway is enough. He has nothing to do with me once he's outside, before that accompanies him carefully"
Shinji walks to the room inside

".................."
I look at Rider quietly
".................."
Rider who is engulfed by dark clothes does not speak
But surprisingly---When I take a closer look, she has a very vivid outline

The purple long hair that extends to the floor makes one sense the scent of blood, but at the same time I also notice that it's very beautiful
......No, because of that outfit of hers, so it'd be embarrassing to look at her eyes to eyes, but her clothes and outline, really match up perfectly

In a sentence to describe, she's a witch immersed in blood
Evil and sacred at the same time, the Servant named Rider, is full of contradictions as such

".........Now that I think about it"

Is there this many beauties, among the Heroic Spirits
When I raise my head to look at the face of Rider, I can't help but think---Eh, she's so tall for a woman
It appears that Rider is over one seventy centimeters

"............Mm"
Now is not that time for calm observation
It's not a good thing to stay with Rider, I have to hurry leave the Matou residence

Rider really follows me to the doorway
......What should I do
Though I can't feel any life on her, but if I talk to her, perhaps she would answer some

"......Rider. Is what Shinji just said true"
I try to ask her

"--------"
Rider doesn't have any reaction. Only the long hair is blowing by the wind

"......No wonder. I'm sorry, we're obviously enemy and I still ask this kind of thing"
I thank Rider, wave my hand and walks out of the doorway

----Suddenly

"It's not a lie. There really is a witch inhabiting in that mountain"

"Eh......Rider?"
"Please be careful if you want to defeat her. Because that witch, can read men like the back of her hand"

Rider utters lightly
Once I come to be from being stunned by her voice, I shake my head strongly

"Ah, well...... Thanks for your advice. ---And I'll leave Shinji in your care. That guy is just like that, you have to protect him"

I answer in a flurry
Did my posture amuse her

"......You're a very nice person. I can understand why Shinji would want to draw you to his side"
After smiling faintly, Rider vanishes into the Matou residence

Walking down the hill road, I'm back to the cross section
Go up from here toward the residential area on the other side, then I can be home---

"......A Master in the Ryuudouji, huh"
I can be on the mountain in an hour of walk
Pass the mountain roads that seldom have any visitor, I can find the mountain gate to Ryuudouji

Since Ryuudouji is a large temple on the mountain, the size is almost the same as the school
Even the graveyard is fairly wide, it can be said as a small world with fifty monks living in it
The town folks are been taken cared of by Ryuudouji in one hand, on the other hand they also revere Ryuudouji as a sacred ground, and wouldn't dare to enter for no reason

"......Right, I haven't been to Ryuudouji recently"

Ever since last summer, when I went to live there for mental training, I haven't gone there
Because I felt that the harshest days of living in temple is in the winter, so I planned to revisit during the winter break again---

"Mm? The man that skipped the afternoon classes, what are you doing here"
Speaking of the devil
The successor of Ryuudouji, Ryudo Issei suddenly appears

"Yo. Is the school over already?"
"Exactly. I am heading home because I had nothing to do in the student council, but what's the matter with you. Judging from what I saw, you seem to be gazing at the mountain"

"Aah, nothing much. I just felt like going home"
"Humph. Is that why you didn't go to classes, you're taking the teachers as actors. ---Anyway. I'm asking why were you gazing at the mountain"

"............I have some business. Issei, I have a question for you. Recently, is there anything strange going on?"
"Hm. there are often changes, but nothing big. The days on mountain are just peaceful, and peaceful is the way of daily life"

"Excuse me Issei. I am serious"
"You, you are being rude! I'm also serious"

"So it seems. Then I'm thinking too much"
"Humph, as long as you see it. Why would I make stupid jokes with Emiya"
Issei calms down after a cough

"......However, hm. Speaking of change, there is one"
"Eh......? Change, you mean in the temple......!?"

"Aah. Not on the mountain, it's the atmosphere inside the temple that's shifting. There's a troublesome guest, though it's someone father knows, apparently" A real beauty but difficult to handle. Seriously, what is everyone rioting for a woman for"

"A woman---is there a nun, in the Ryuudouji?"

"No. This one is a bit special, though she's only lodging here until the wedding----No, she certainly is a beauty, even I was stunned from looking at her drew water from well"
"What do you mean by a bit special......Uh, Issei? Heh-, can you hear me?"

"Hm, no. Women are forbidden. I should cut away sexual desire, calm down Issei"
The president of student council is muttering prayers
......I'm beat. An overly serious guy is very hard to handle at times like this

"Hey hey-, are you all right, Issei"
"No problem. I just thought that I still lack of practices, and I want to improve myself"

So he really isn't listening to me
Issei shouts to himself, and walks away to deep inside the town

[----]

When I'm home, the sun has already set
Same as yesterday, I'm the first one come back to home on today as well
Sakura and Fuji-nee should be back in a short while, Tohsaka will back too

"......If we want to discuss the matters I heard from Shinji, we'd have to wait until Sakura and Fuji-nee return......"
We can't talk in secret when those two are around
Since I've already decided, let's prepare dinner at once

I was beaten by Tohsaka yesterday, and I have to make Fuji-nee's mood change for the better
Cooking is more focused on efforts than romance
If I wish to win for sure, then I'd have to spend twice as much time as usual

----And then
The end result is

"Humph! What, I won't lost to you! Tohsaka is an dummkopf, a bad kid"
"I'm not talking about the taste of food. And since this is, according to Fujimura-sensei, the best dinner until now, then wouldn't it better to share with everyone"

".....Mm-......I don't think so. Didn't Tohsaka say that she doesn't really want to eat what Shirou makes"

"That's only in the morning. Dinner should be served properly, in addition, dinners are cooked by Emiya and me, so of course I've the rights to eat, right. If you don't like it, then Fujimura-sensei can cook starting tomorrow"

"Aw---That personality of yours just knows how to attack people's weaknesses. Damn it, I don't remember I have such an unreasonable student"
Fuji-nee put the rice box she held in arms back on the dining table reluctantly
And so, the special made fried rice for five returns safely

"......Fuji-nee. We have so much rice today, you don't have to rob it. I made the food according to the number of people"
(Chew)

"Yeah, yeah...... But Senpai, didn't you make a bit too much"
(Bite)

"Nn. I stack two layers in a rice bucket that holds four people's share, it's obviously too much"
(Swallow)

"Not rice bucket, rice box. Doesn't matter, today's main course if rice so it's fine to make some extra. If there's leftover I can make them into rice ball, for tomorrow's lunch"
(Chew)

"Ah, then can you share with me? Though I don't like fried rice, but this is an exception. Ehh, it seems like you put many ingredients in, what are those?"
(Swallow)

"This is basically fried rice with mushroom. Though I mixed in some deep-fry edibles but I also used pomelo to draw out the aroma, it's complicated"
(Chew)

"............Fine! I will eat up everything by myself, you guys just wait-!"

Apparently Fuji-nee gives up on robbing the rice box, and begins to deplete her bowl in a vigorous manner
The bowl is emptied in an instant, and Fuji-nee asks another one without stop

"......Sure you can do that. But you don't need to be in such a hurry, you will have your share anyway, Fuji-nee"
"Fine! I will eat Shirou's food, I'm not giving them to someone who has only been here for this couple days!"
Fuji-nee grabs the bowl back

"----?"
Eh seriously, what mumbo jumbo
Sakura is smiling awkwardly, Tohsaka is stupefied and decided to ignore Fuji-nee, Saber is eating like it's not her business
......I finally pull myself together to cook, is this the opposite effect
The dinner that was supposed to make Tohsaka accept her defeat, was finished clamorously because of Fuji-nee's bizarre behaviors

"Then Senpai, I'm going to take my leave"
"Oh. Fuji-nee, take care of Sakura. Send her home properly"
"Yes yes. I know, relax"
Fuji-nee holds Sakura's hand in a brisk pace

"What's wrong? Shirou's expression seems as if you're confused"
"Of course I'm confused. A normal person wouldn't be able to move after eating so much"

"Is that true? Though it's a bit painful, but can't you move after you gobble it down?"
So the heart of the problem is at your unlimited appetite, Tiger
She certainly is worthy of your nickname, Tiger, if possible I really hope she doesn't burst into human society for no reason

"Then see you tomorrow. Don't stay up too late, you two"
"All right. Good night, Senpai"
"Hm, G'd night Shirou"

After seeing those two off, I am back in the living room
Since I said I have something to say after dinner before, Tohsaka and Saber are waiting for me with a serious expression

"Good work. ---So what are you going to talk about?"
"Relating to other Masters. I have something that I want you two to hear"
Saber raises her eyebrow slightly
......As a Servant, what's important to her is not peaceful everyday life, but rather brandishing sword to fight

But, her wounds shouldn't be healed yet
The wound on her chest which was penetrated by Lancer's 'Noble Phantasm,' even Saber can't cure it easily

"--------"
Once I thought about it, I can't help but feel hesitated about whether I should talk about Shinji
I am like Shinji as well
We wish to avoid starting a fight as much as possible, not mentioning---The maiden in front of me, I don't believe that she's suited to fight no matter how much I think about it

"Shirou. Don't you have something to tell"
"A---aah. Right, I have to tell you about it. ......I will be frank. I met up with Rider, and her Master today"

"Wh, met up with the Master of Rider, when did that happen!?"
"How can this be! How can you meet up with enemy alone, what do you take your life as!"
"Whoa, wait up, calm down......! It's OK, I'm not hurt, don't get this angry"

"Don't get angry you say---No, I'm not angry. Just startled by Shirou's act"
"......I am the same as the one on my right side. Forget it, it's pointless to complain what happened in the past. Then, what's going on, Shirou"

Tohsaka and Saber stare at me with obvious anger
......This is terrible
Though I did expect to be called reckless, but I didn't think they would be seriously angry with me

"......We met this afternoon. But I only followed him because he said he was going to talk to me, no fight"
"I can see that myself. Then, what kind of guy is the Master of Rider"

"Not some guy, it's Shinji. He called out to me when I was looking for the Barrier in school. He said he had something to talk with me, so I followed him to Matou residence"

"Wh----Shinji, seriously that Shinji!?"
"Aah. Rider also listened to Shinji's words, and he also knew about the Holy Grail War. He said it's because the Matou is a Magus clan with history, is that true?"

"Eh---Aah, hm, it is true...... But that's not possible. Matou is supposedly withered away since last generation. The offspring of the Matou would not have any magic circuit no matter what. This is definite"

Tohsaka says with certainty
Since this girl is so affirmative, then Shinji and Sakura really are common people without magic circuits

"Aah, Shinji mentioned that too. But he also added that only the knowledge is passed down. And only Shinji the eldest son was learning, so Sakura doesn't know. ......Simply put, he's a similar to me. He said because he doesn't have mana, so he wouldn't be detected by Tohsaka"

"......Is that so. Oh no, so there really is a case like this...... Someone with a spell book should also be able to become a Master, aah seriously, wouldn't he know all my actions before then, dummkopf"

Tohsaka is self reflecting with murmurs
......Nm. Tohsaka is near perfect, but she seems to be a little clumsy
The problem is, she always screws up at the most crucial moment

"My mistake. I should've watched Shinji carefully. If I knew about it I wouldn't let him set up the Barrier"
"Aah, that's not right. Shinji said he wasn't the one set up the Barrier in school. He mentioned that there's another Master in the school"

"Hm, that's right. There is a Master that we don't know of in the school. But, Shirou. You're not buying what Shinji said about he didn't set up the Barrier, right?"

"......No, I'm not that nice of a person. Since Shinji is in the school, then I think there's fifty percent of chance that he did it. The other fifty, is the unknown Master"

"Fifty percent is it...... I think that's nice enough. Forget it, this way is fine too. It's your character, Shinji gave out his identity because of this as well"
"?"

"Enough. So what did you talk about with Shinji"
"He asked me to cooperate with him. Shinji apparently doesn't intend to fight either. It appears that he's looking for someone he knows to cooperate because of this"

"Eh---Shirou, you're not with Shinji"
"No, I refused, of course. I am already cooperating with Tohsaka. Even if I wanted to answer, I should've gone over with Tohsaka first, right"

"Ah......Nn. That, that's true. But didn't you already refuse?"
"Aah. Though that's what I said, but the answer for Shinji was something I made on my own. Not something I want Tohsaka to hear. ......Ah, was I too reckless after all?"

"...... No. Shirou's judgment was fairly correct, right? Anyhow, you were invited as an individual, it makes no sense for me to comment on it"
Tohsaka talks in an embarrassing manner, it doesn't feel like her somehow

"This is all what Shinji said. From what I saw, Rider isn't a very strong Servant. Not on par with Berserker, I think she doesn't have the threatening pressure of Lancer either. Rider herself is more normal than I thought"

"......Master's intuition should be right. But, a Servant's caliber is depended on the respective Noble Phantasm. Don't take off your guard until you know who Rider is, Shirou"

"......Aah. I have absolutely no clue what heroine Rider is. Both Lancer and Saber have strong impressions of a hero, right. However Rider doesn't, she seems to be different from ordinary Servants"

"----Different from ordinary Servant, huh. I don't see the reasoning, can you elaborate Shirou's perception, Rin"

"Eh......? Ah, hm, I do know the reasoning. Well, what kind of Heroic Spirit a Servant is, largely depends on the Master that summon them. Master and Servant, are very similar people"

"In another word, Master who is noble and virtuous, would summon a Heroic Spirit similar to his personality. On the contrary, people whose hearts are scarred with pains, will summon ones that share the same pain. The sense of unnatural Shirou felt on Rider is as such. Master who has a twisted mind, sometimes wouldn't summon out a hero, but a resentful spirit that is close to a Heroic Spirit"

"A resentful spirit that's close to a Heroic Spirit...... Is it that what, Tohsaka said before----"
"Correct. They're the murderers that enjoys the sight of blood, and have no regard for taking lives. Actually, there are also heroes that only left legends about mass murdering, so it's not strange for that kind of guy to become a Servant"

"--------"
Is, that so
Rider did have the scent of blood on her, however she didn't leave me the impression of a blood lust demon......

"......Enough, that' it regarding Rider. One last thing, but it might be the most important. Because, from what Rider said, there seems to be a Master inside of Ryuudouji. That guy is apparently collecting mana from the people of the town, regarding this, what do your think?"

"Ryuudouji......? Ryuudouji as in, the temple on top of that mountain?"
"That' it. Well, did you think of something, Tohsaka"

"No way, on the contrary. I've never been to Ryuudouji. Though I don't what Master is there, but generally speaking no one would use such a remote place as a base"
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"That's true. I was surprised when I heard Ryuudouji as well. Even if it wouldn't attract people's attention, but there are still many monks living in the temple. It'd raise a commotion if someone has done some suspicious acts"

"Humph-......We can't believe that yet. Even if that's truly the case, but isn't Ryuudouji in the outskirt? Collecting mana of Miyamacho and Shinto from there, is a waste of mana rather than a grand Sorcery. You can't possibly proceed such a large scale Sorcery even with all the mana you collected"

Having said that, Tohsaka ponders with a perplexed expression
Since I'm relying on Tohsaka's opinion, I can't say anything when this girl doesn't raise her face

"---No, what Shirou said is credible. Having occupied that temple, that level of Sorcery can be proceed naturally"
"? Saber, you know about that temple---Ryuudouji? I haven't brought you there yet"

"Shirou, have you forgotten. I joined the previous Holy Grail War. Hence I'm familiar with this town, and also know the fact that that temple is a spiritual ground"

"----Spiritual land!? Wait, shouldn't that be my house!? Why is there two key points of ley lines on one land!"

"That I do not know, but anyhow that temple, is what Magi would call a Sanctuary. Allegedly it is the center of ley lines of this region, so it's an excellent spot for collecting souls. A Magus can simply modify the flow of nature, and able to collect the source of life from the town"

"......This is the first time I heard of this. But, that certainly can steal away the life from the town folks......"

"Simply put, Ryuudouji is a land with superior spirituality, right? That's a given. Why else would they build a temple over there"

"Aw----That, that's of course. I knew that without you telling me"
"True. Temples, houses of gods and such, are always built at places close to gods to protect the town. Monks are not praying to gods for happiness, they're there to seal off the gate of demons and expel disasters. With this logic in mind, the mountain where Ryuudouji is at is of course a divine location as well"

"Hey----"
"Eh---Though I don't think that's the case. But you are not taking Ryuudouji as a temple for decoration, are you?"
"Yeah, why not!? I always thought that temple is only for look, because there isn't any practical spell-users in that temple!"
"Spell-users......? Who are them"

"People whose souls become Buddha with methods other than reciting chants, confidence or praying. Though the enlighten ones can accomplish this by the power of Buddha alone, but since monks with shallower practice of disciplines can't come to contact with Buddhas, therefore they have to create spells that increase their own strength like us. Those people have something like an organization, but they're in conflict with our Magic Association in this country so I don't know the details"

"Wait, the temple itself is more important that that. If that temple is the ley line focus, then shouldn't Masters be occupying there place first? Why did others let that place go, isn't that strange"

"No, it's because Ryuudouji is there. Ryuudouji is guarding the focus of ley line to prevent it from being used by villains"
"Aren't all the monks in Ryuudouji just normal monks. They're not like us inhuman, if it's a Master, it'd be a piece of cake for him to get the better of them"
"Not true, Rin. Indeed, it'd be simple for Masters to suppress that temple. However, a Barrier that would inconvenient Masters is set up on that mountain"

"? A Barrier that'd inconvenient us......?"
"Affirmative. A spell was set on that mountain to exclude souls besides natural spirits. Though it's unaffected to living humans, but it's like a gate of demon for us"

"Excluding souls besides natural spirits---That means Servants can't enter that mountain!?"

"Not exactly, but our strength would be lower. For once we step in, we'd be like restricted by a command spell that order us not to close in"
"----Then, how does the Master of Ryuudouji maintain his Servant"

"No, there's no Barrier inside of temple. Allegedly that Barrier was originally the boundary line that protects the temple. The Barrier is something that only blocks outsiders, no ability beyond this"

"......Then we only need to figure out a way to get in there, and we can get around the spell that restricts the Servants? ......But it's really strange. Wouldn't isolating the temple also block away the ley lines. They should've at least opened up one route, so they can make it the focus of ley line, right?"

"Yes. The rule of the temple is, they would not refuse visitors come from the front gate. Because of this rule, I heard only the mountain road connects to the temple doesn't have the Barrier set up. Only the front gate of that temple, doesn't have the power to restrict us Servants"

"......So that's it. That's true, if all the doors are closed, the air would become dense. ......Humph, only has one front gate......"

"That's all I want to say. ---Then please state the conclusion. Since we know there's a Master, then I think there should be only one solution"

"--------"
I know what Saber wants to say
Her eyes are uttering, since we know the location of an enemy, we can only attack
However----

"I'm not going. It's a trap no matter how I look, and to be honest this much intelligent is still not enough. Since we're going to the base of an opponent, we should at least wait until we know who is the Servant of the opponent"

"......What a surprise. I thought Rin would engage the fight"
"You can belittle me for all I care. My Archer is not at his perfect condition yet, we'll be standing by for now"

"I see. Then Shirou, let us go to the temple"
"--------"
Saber says matter-of-factly
However

"---No, I will do the same as Tohsaka. Don't make a move on them is better"

"Wh......Even you're saying you are not going to fight too......!? Foolish, what was the resting for! Since we locate our enemy, then we should attack immediately!"

"---I know. But hold on a minute, Saber. If the Master in Ryuudouji is such a careful guy, then he'd definitely set up a trap. It's suicidal to barge in there without any strategy. Tohsaka is right, I think we should at least wait until Archer is recovered"

"That sort of risk is a given. Since the beginning I've never thought about winning without getting hurt. Even if fall to traps, one can fight as long as one is still alive. Even if I'm seriously wounded, shouldn't it be all right as long as I defeat that Master!"

"Wh----Nonsense, how is getting hurt all right! Knowing the risks involved and go is fine. But this sort of suicidal action is just stupid. ......As you Master, I will not allow Saber to participate in that kind of danger"

That's right, go to Ryuudouji, is definitely suicidal
There must be some blockade on the only road to the temple
With this knowledge in mind and still going is fine, but pick a fight without any strategy to resolve the problem, is only suicide
Even if Saber is very strong, but she has a weakness, me

If she forces herself to fight, then in the end----

I will not let that scene to ever appear again

"......And here I was thinking what you were going to say. Listen Master, it's a Servant's duty to get hurt. I will not allow my Master to avoid battles because he's afraid of his Servant getting hurt"

"---Aah, you can not allow it or whatever. But I will stop you no matter how many times Saber wants to screw around. ......If you don't like it then heal your body sooner. Your wounds haven't completely healed yet, isn't it"

"That would not cause any problem in the battle. There's no need to delay the battle for the wounds"
Saber's will to fight has not been lower

"----"
Aah seriously, why is it that this girl still doesn't get it after I said this much......!

"Aah is that so. But I won't agree to it that imply. Didn't Saber say this before too, and was defeated by Saber!? Yet you still intend to force yourself to fight, so I can be defeated with you together!? Don't joke around, I don't want to die horribly like that ever again......!"

"--------"
And then
She holds her breath for a moment, and I thought she'd talk back immediately

"......Isn't saying those words a little cheap, Shirou"

As if offering an apology, Saber whimpers

"............Sorry about that. Anyhow, it's not our turn to attack yet. I don't want to let the Master in Ryuudouji go either. But we're not at a state where we can fight yet. If we go to fight now, and got defeated, then who is going to stop the Master in Ryuudouji"

"Listen, it's our turn to take initiative after your wounds are healed, and everything is planned out. If you have any complain, go look for another Master already"

"---I see. If that's what Master wishes"
Saber replies with a calm voice, then becomes silent

[----]

......The conversation is over
Tohsaka is back to her room, so is Saber

I am left alone in the living room, being very regretful
No, it's too late to be regretting
There were other ways of saying it, why did I

Only used, the words that made her to show that kind of expression to persuade her---

-Interval-

This is a quiet night with no winds
Time has already passed twelve
There are no moving objects on earth, all things have fallen in a deep sleep

A precipitating darkness
The town is akin to a deep sea of shades, with only a few moonshines coming from between clouds

The clouds are flowing
No winds on earth
However the atmosphere is blustering high up in the air, flowing with clouds of many layers

"---The wind is rising"

Is it because she heard the voice of winds that cannot possibly be heard
Her ears quiver slightly, then she raises her head and utters

Staring into the sky, the one that stands in the yard quietly is the maiden named Saber
The blond hair is even more beautiful in the dark night, her clear green pupils look at the flickering moon

"--------"

She takes a glance at the corner of the yard

Over there is the Storehouse, where her Master reclined

"----If you said you don't want to fight, that is fine"

Clang
The collision sound of steel and iron, has not let anyone heard, melts into darkness just like that
The moon is immerged, then reappeared
In that instant, when the clouds beyond flow away, the maiden's appearance changes suddenly

The heavy and hard armor of steel
That posture after wearing the blue clothes, can no longer be called a main
Weaved with the finest mana, the protection is akin to iron walls
An the invisible sword that is concealed with mana beyond human
The invisible posture on battlefields, even in modern time, defines her way of existence

Even without seeing the sword, her imposing manner still proves her an excellent swordsman
Hence she's Saber
The hero of sword that holds the highest ability among the seven Servants

Understands courtesy, the knight among knights that completes the will of her Master
Regardless of what other Heroic Spirits are, she's the only one that would never disobey her Master, the ideal swordsman

"--------"
However, that comes an end tonight
She's standing here against the order her Master
No---In fact, she has not betrayed her Master
With her own way, this is the conclusion she reached in order for her Master to obtain victory

"---He's too naive. This way he would only be killed by other Masters"

But this Master, is perhaps unable to part with that naivete
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:24 am

Then, carry through the mission mercilessly would be my own duty
Since Master said that he doesn't want to fight, then just let me, the sword of my Master, to fight

"Wounds are not healed yet. And no mana supply from Master"

However, this is not going to affect the battle
She confirms her capability, then shift her gaze to the moon
She stops thinking about the Storehouse with her reclined Master
Since she's already in arms, then there's only the will to eliminate the enemy in her heart

The moon is immerged
While sheets of clouds covering the night sky, Saber flies over the walls surrounded the house

---Dashing under darkness

The silver knight, galloping on the sleeping streets

There's only one destination, Ryuudouji, at the side of the divine mountain rose at the outskirts
Saber herself knows as well, how difficult it would be to defeat the Master hiding in the temple by oneself
Shirou was right, attacking by oneself can be seriously wounded easily. In the worst case scenario, I might even be liquidated instead

However what kind of Servant am I if I can't pass through this kind of difficulties
What supports a Servant, is his remarkable abilities, and the absolute pride that cultivated through years

---The pride as a hero, is also the confidence of having the strongest caliber after going through numerous battle fields

Since we're the Heroic Spirits that are worshiped since the ancient times, then regardless of the identify of the enemy, failure is allowed
No, even imagining failure is not allowed

Even her young self is no exception
Precisely because she was given the title of a swordsman, she would not step down regarding her pride
Leave the enemy in front of her alone, is not a behavior allowed by her pride

Therefore, regardless of the traps, even by herself, she would engage the battle fearlessly
If there's no chance of winning, then create that chance with her own sword
The one she holds in hands is an infamous sword that once defeated many enemies
As long as she holds the Barrier of the Wind King, there's nothing for her to fear

Through the mountain roads, runs across the way to temple
After the road, what await her are stern stone stairs

"............Here, surely is"
This place is almost completely different from the Ryuudouji in her memories
The air is dense and heavy
The winds are dead
The source of life for the land, has already been contaminated

---This is a land of death
Once step inside, no one can't return alive

"----"
Even though, there is no need to hesitate
Saber dashes to the endless stone stairs, without lowering speed

The scenery of surrounding passes in blusters
The sounds of stepping on the stone stairs are echoing, the mountain is stirred up

The endless stairs
Even Saber who shots up like an arrow, is still faraway from the mountain gate
Such long distance, it's impossible to pass through the gate without letting the enemy to notice
There must be an ambush

Can't possibly arrive at the mountain gate easily

However, regardless of what strategy the opponent has in store, she can only crumble them under her footsteps and advance forward

There's nothing can stop her present self

Even if Rider shows up, she can break through with her present self---

This is her determination, and confidence as a swordsman
When breaking through all the obstacles, Saber can feel fulfill

Then she arrives at the top
Obstacle appears when she's not far away from the mountain gate

"----!"
Saber halts her steps
Even she who already determined to break through all obstacles, is astonished by that 'enemy'

Natural body composure
The man that appears casually, too little animosity, and at the same time has no opening is hard to believe

"You----"

Saber halts, raises her invisible sword
The man who carries the moon on his back, is tasting Saber's killing intent as if bearing a cool breeze

"---A samurai, eh"

Though she heard of it, yet she's still bewildered by the unfamiliar type of opponent
This is her second Holy Grail War
To her who has seen many Heroic Spirits, this is still her first time to see a Servant dress up like this

"--------"

Sweats come off of Saber's forehead
Not fear, but because it's too difficult to comprehend

In the past, there were strange Servants such as this man as well
In terms of strangeness, and vague identity, the Archer from last time should know no equal
Compare to him, the Servant in front of her eyes has nothing to make people to fear, and no surprising armors

......But, this is what's abnormal
Saber can't sense anything from the man in front of her
He's a Servant for sure, but lacks the Noble Phantasm or mana that Heroic Spirits have specifically

He can be defeated easily then
One swing and the result can be decided
However, her intuition is telling her

---Don't make light of him
There is a certain lethal skill on this Servant

"--------"

The distance between the two has not shorten
Though that's also because she can not grasp that man's weapon----the attacking range is too long for a Japanese sword, but more importantly, Saber's position is too disadvantageous

The upper and lower of a stairway
The distance from that man is approximately five meters
Just step up like this, can perhaps bear that long katana's attack once

......However, she can't sense anything from that katana
Should be able to parry easily
Then she shall advance fearlessly, however, Saber senses intuitively, he can not be approached easily

Saber takes up her sword again, watches the enemy in front of her closely
Though she doesn't know his true identity, but at least she has to find out what class is this samurai

"......Let me ask of you. What Servant are you"

Saber asks without any hope of getting an answer

Facing Saber's question, that Servant smiles and then

"----Servant. Assassin, Sasaki Kojirō"

He speaks up as if he's singing

"What----"
Saber's surprise is only to be expected
Servants must hide their true identities
How can there be a Servant that reveals it so bluntly---!

"What, are you planning----"

"How unromantic. Isn't it natural to reveal your identity in the face of your opponent? It's even more so if the opponent is someone as beautiful as you're. However, I did not expect you to show that kind of expression"

Assassin---The Servant who claimed himself to be Sasaki Kojirō, continues to talk as if he's savoring Saber's stunned expression

Saber has no idea
This Servant is the swordsman holding the long katana named 'Monohoshi Zao,' who was rumored to be invincible during the Keichō era

---No, there is no point of knowing it
His birth is unknown, and people can't even confirm whether he actually existed
The swordsman that only lives in people's talks, and famous for being the rival of the great sword master Miyamoto Musashi, is none other than this person in the world. He is Sasaki Kojirō, the rival whose historicity is nonexistent

That can't be called a hero
Assassin---Sasaki Kojirō, is an existence that has too much difference from Saber
Without the swordsmanship to be treated as a Heroic Spirit, which Servant as a Heroic Spirit would know

"----However"

There are only two things are facts
The man before her eyes is an enemy, and he introduced himself

"......I see. Since my opponent has introduced himself, I shall give my name according to the courtesy of knights"

Saber replies ponderously
For the risk of revealing her true name is much too great
No matter how much pain she has to bear, she should not speak of her true name, and she did not have any intention to do so either

---But, that's for nothing but victory
She can't possibly stain the pride of knights over something like this

"Your name, Kojirō, is it. ---Oh Assassin, I am"

"No need. Are you the kind that have to reply after knowing the name of another. Sigh, the unromantic one is me"

Ka
Assassin steps down the stone stairs gracefully, to confront Saber

"I never thought of understanding the enemy from that. For our kind, to know the enemy through this sword alone is sufficient enough. Isn't that right, swordsman"
"Wh--------"

"Is there a need to be that astonished? I don't know what's the object that you hold, but the killing intents surrounding you is belong to a swordsman. ...... Hm, the brilliance of the spirit of your sword has dazzled me---What else can you be other than a swordsman"

Another step
Assassin steps down the stone stairs, points the sharp of his long katana toward Saber

"Need not to know the true names. With this long katana alone, defeat the Servant named Saber is enough. Need not to speak. ----Isn't this what a Servant supposed to do?"

The swordsman smiles merrily

"----I see. That's certainly true"

Oppositely, Saber grabs the sword in her hand tight

"This is the way. ---Let's duel Saber. You must let me witness, the top-notch swordsmanship among Servants----"

The silver light is leaping
Solid and supple
The battle between two swordsmen that are fundamentally different in nature, has sparked under the moonshine

Interval End

"Uuh, ..................!"
The pain of as if my chest starts to burn wakes me up
......It feels like I had some kind of ominous dream
Though it's in winter, but I'm sweating all over, my breathing is disorder as well

"......What's wrong......My chest, hurts so much----"
It feels as if my heart has been heated up
No, to be more precisely, it's more like heat energy has been forced into me from outside
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:25 am

"----From, outside......?"
A curious question rises in my mind
Before pondering over what exactly is it, my body has ran to outside already

"Saber, are you there......!?"
I run into the room
Pull open the sliding door, enters the room where Saber is supposedly sleeping in

"----Not here. That girl, I don't suppose she"
No, nothing to be supposed
If she's not here, which means that girl----went to Ryuudouji by herself......!

"illegitim, why......! Your body is obviously not healed up yet, why do you still----!"

My head is in pain because of too much anger
Why didn't she listen to me
I didn't say I don't want to fight
Just that

I don't want that girl, to be hurt like that is all......!

"Grr----!"
It's pointless to be feeling down now
I have to hurry to Ryuudouji now
I can't let Saber fight by herself
No, even if I don't know what can I accomplish once I'm there, but there should be something I can do......!

"Aah seriously---She should be more obedient if she's a girl......!"
I run
Dash outside without changing clothes, take out the bicycle that I rarely used, galloping full throttle
Rushing down the slope without a break

----Even I rush, it'd take forty minutes to Ryuudouji
Though I don't know when did Saber take off, but anyhow I have to catch up to her as soon as possible----!

[----]

-Interval-

The blades cross
Countless traces of brandishing swords
Countless shines of blades
The clashing of blade and sword, scatter sparks

---They have exchanged blows tens of rounds already, however, both of their positions have not changed

Assassin who stands on the higher stair stays still
Saber who wants to rush on the stone stair can't advance even one step either, just exhausting time and stamina

"Hah----!"
Saber advances forward tens of times without a break
Assassin on the other hand only brandishes the over-five-shaku long katana easily, defends against Saber's charges (Note: shaku = 10/33 metric meter)

No, that's a matter as effortless as defending
If to say Saber's sword is a lighting strike, then Assassin's long katana is a gale
Though both his speed and power are inferior to Saber's, but that gentle course has completely sealed off Saber's attacks

The accelerating counter-attack afterward, blows toward Saber's head akin to a storm

---And toward Saber, who just dodged that attack in a hair's with, the supposedly dodged long katana, has stroked again with no breaks

On the contrary to the straight line technique of Saber, Assassin's blade is depicting curves
Though Assassin's directions are elegant, but since it draws curves, therefore it's not swung in the shortest distance
Hence, Saber's straight line technique should be able to catch up, however, Assassin somehow has a way to make this difference void

"Grr----!"
Saber halts her advancing steps
The sword in her hands, cannot catch up to the counter-attacking long katana
In order to avoid it, Saber can only retreat speechlessly

The technique of Assassin is brilliant, and at the same time, it also has a speed that's difficult to see clearly

Is this contradiction caused by Assassin's technique, or is this because she herself is under a disadvantageous position to the enemy from above
Saber dodges the Assassin's chasing long katana, parries the blade that comes for her head with the sword in her hands, without analyzing

"----"
When notices it herself, she retreated another few steps already
A long sword of such length
She should be able to draw near after one block, however she can't do it no matter what

The outstanding technique of her enemy, and her absolutely disadvantageous standpoint

If this is a flat surface, then I wouldn't be in a struggle with that long katana, Saber thinks this way. She bites her lower lip unconsciously

"---You're tough to handle after all. I didn't know it'd be so troublesome to deal with a invisible sword"

Assassin has not moved
For him, this battle is only guarding the door
He does not have the need to force himself to chase after the retreating Saber, and it's not possible to give up his advantageous upper position

"......Hmm. It's your first time to see a sword in this form, right? My technique is sinuous, if any ordinary person is in your place, he would lose his life in the first blow. And you are able to defend yourself for so long, I am very pleased, Saber"

"In addition, your attack is also ingenious. It's unexpected for such a small body to use a long sword in such way, I'd imagine your whole body has gone through training"

Because there's no need to chase, Assassin observes Saber leisurely

The blade is hanging down powerless
But that can't be treated as an opening and advance
That man doesn't have any stance

If one cannot brandishes sword in any stance, one cannot use that long katana

"What's wrong? You can't possibly end like this. Before I see that invisible sword and defeat you"
"Humph, when are you going to shut your mouth----!"

The clash of blade and sword

"---Good, got it......!"

The long katana is stopped in the mid air
Assassin smiles, looks at the long katana that parries the invisible sword, and blocks away the next strike just like this----

And Saber, on the other hand, blocks a flash aimed at her head

"......!"
Saber knows
Right now the reason she can block Assassin's strange technique, is all thanks to this sword
The invisible sword can confuse the opponent's senses in regardless of offense or defense

Therefore Assassin doesn't chase closely
It's too risky to attack, if he doesn't know the length of Saber's weapon in hands
If Assassin wants to give Saber a fatal blow, then it can only be done when----

"Hah............!"
Saber strikes down at Assassin's forehead
And Assassin

Dodges that blow completely, just by retreating slightly

"......Fine, I can estimate it with my eyes now. Blade is approximately three shaku long, width is around four sun. The shape......Hm, just as the name of swordsman suggested, is a classic Saber" (Note: sun = 1/33 inch)

Though he talks as if it's nothing, but it's needless to mention how outstanding that sight is
The speed of Saber's hit, is difficult to grasp even if the sword is visible
However, Assassin not only blocks the invisible sword, and he can even comprehends its entire feature----

"......I can't believe this. You didn't use any Sorcery, nor did we have any actual cross swords, but you can speculate my sword"

"Oh, are you surprise? However this is nothing but street performance. Since I'm a sinuous swordsman, I'm only skilled at this sort of techniques"

"--I see. Your strategy is to avoid a direct frontal hit, just slash from the side. Sinuous swordsman, did that title come from your avoiding attitude"

"Ha---Eh, forgive my rudeness for not confronting you face to face. However you say, this long katana, will certainly break in a direct confrontation. Though it's essential for you to determine the outcome of duels by strength, however I cannot do so. I cannot wrestle you with strength, or cross sword with you"

"--------"
"This is what a katana is. The Western swords, rely on their weight and strength to slash objects. However, our blades resort to speed and technique to cut open objects. It does make sense that our fights don't go along, does it?"

"But...... This does spark my interest. Isn't this a good opportunity, Saber? Isn't it about time for you to stop hiding your caliber"

"----Assassin. I have not"

"Are you trying to say you have not been hiding your caliber from me? I don't know what's your intention, but hide your sword inside the sheath is a form of belittling in a battle. Do you mean to say, my caliber is not enough for you be serious?"

"--------"
"Oh. That expression of yours, so you still don't want to comply. ---Fine, then this is the end of that. Since you are reluctant to take the initiative, then I will let you see my secret sword technique"

After the swordsman with long katana announced such
He slowly descends to the side of Saber

"What----"

For Assassin, gives up the advantageous higher position is the equivalence of been defeated
Certainly Assassin is an excellent swordsman, but this position condition is also a factor

If they're standing on the same surface, Saber can bounce off Assassin's long katana with one blow, and possibly behead him in this fashion
Assassin should know this as well

But, why----

"Raise your sword. Otherwise you will die, Saber"

Saber's intuition is reacting to Assassin's calm voice

----That sentence is serious

Even if Assassin steps down stairs, it would not be an advantage for herself
The intuition of Saber after going through many battles, is warning her own mistake

"Guu----"
Saber raises her invisible sword promptly
There's no time to hesitate
Before Assassin brandish that long katana, it'd be fine as long as her own sword can barge in----!

"Huu----"
The distance between the two is not even three meters
In front of Saber who steps forward intending to shorten the distance in an instance, Assassin takes up his stance

That is
Since the beginning of this battle, a never before seen swordsman stance

"Secret sword technique--------"

Saber advances
The long katana has lost its purpose
Since he is been drawn near, that length is a hinder instead
However

"--------Tsubame Gaeshi"

That kind of common sense, doesn't exist in front of this swordsman

A lightening strike
With a speed superior to Saber, the diabolic strike falls down in a vertical fashion---!

"Uuh----!"
However this level of strike, is not something Saber can't handle
Saber quickly uses the sword she raised to defend, bounces off Assassin's strike with all his mights......!

"I did it......!"
Even if it's Assassin, the strike that was blew off just now, will definitely cause an opening when he rebuilt his stance
In that less than one second of gap, in the instant of Saber sweeping toward Assassin's abdomen

"--------Ah"

All of a sudden, relying on completely her intuition, Saber falls down from the stairs

It's a fall in order to dodge
There's no preparation for landing at all
Saber only tries her hardest to let her body lie down, and falls down from stairs along the way

"Grr----!"
After Saber is back on her feet
The other end of her sight, is the long katana swordsman who stands leisurely

"Oh. You dodged my secret sword technique. You certainly deserved your name, Saber, you're on a different level from swallows"

"---I can't believe this. That, just now, can't be"

"What is it, it's nothing worth mentioning. Just something I learned naturally, when I felt like cutting down swallows one time"

The long katana is lifted ever slightly
As if depicting the strike previously---the move of the diabolic sword that frightened Saber

"Did you see it, Saber. Swallows, can dodge the blade by bearing the winds. It has nothing to do with fast or slow. No matter what kind of blade, cannot be brandished without vibrating the air, right? They change their flying direction by sensing that vibration. Therefore, regardless of what kind of strike it is, it cannot strike down swallows. A blade is nothing but a line. It does make sense for a blade to miss a swallow that flies around in the air"

"Then, just rounds up its way out. One blade attacks the swallow, the other one seals off the swallow's escaping route by dodging the winds. However they're highly agile. This long katana cannot make it to the second strike. To make it happen, it'd have to be in an instant, both blades proceed at the same time, but that's already out of reach for humans. Though I already knew this cannot be realized, however----"

"----Unfortunately, I didn't have anything else to do anyway. It started with a thought, and it was already finished when I realized. The boring thought of cutting down swallows, became as secret sword technique that use multiple sword paths to make a prison"

Assassin says calmly, but Saber is shaking head in her mind
No
The sword technique just now can't be that simple
Nearly at the same time? How is that possible
Those two blades came at the exact same time
Assassin---Sasaki Kojirō's long katana, became two in that instant

"......Multi-dimensional inflection phenomenon......A Servant, without using any Sorcery, just sword technique alone, to reach the realm of Noble Phantasms----"

This is what should be astonished of
Because of the strike before, Saber understands clearly
Sasaki Kojirō, doesn not have the 'Noble Phantasm' of a Heroic Spirit
He only has, a diabolic sword that reaches the realm of gods

And hence---This man can be on par with Heroic Spirits that armed with Noble Phantasms with a human's body---!

"Unfortunately this is not a good standpoint. Tsubame Gaeshi has three courses originally. If this place is wider, I could've added the strike from aside"
"......That's true. Otherwise it'd lose the edge. Even at the same time, two blades would be too slow no matter how. For this, there should be a third blade blocking the way out from the side"

"What a sharp ability to comprehend. Is that why you could dodge my secret technique. ---Gr, this is wonderful, Saber......! I was cursing myself for being summoned to this material world, but that should be ended tonight. If I can realize the duel that I couldn't fulfill in my past life, brandish my secret sword technique until I'm satisfied, then the summoning would be worth it----"

Assassin raises his long katana again, steps down the stairs
Is his goal, Saber's head
Saber doesn't have the confidence to dodge that secret sword again
Same as Lancer's Gáe Bolg, Assassin's Tsubame Gaeshi is not a sword technique that cannot let it happen

No, she would have figure out a way to deal with Gáe Bolg, once she knows it'd definiltely aim at her heart. However even if she knows about Assassin's secret technique, she still doesn't have any clue on how to tackle it

If there's anything she can do, that would be to stop him from using his secret sword

The only chance of winning, would be defeating him with her strongest strike, before Assassin uses his secret sword----

"......I see. You're indeed an opponent that I cannot hide my true caliber"

Lower position
Saber stares at the closing in Assassin, as if she's going to pierce the ground with the invisible sword

"Oh......? Is that so, you're finally going to be serious, Saber"

Assassin stops coming down, and takes up his certain death stance once again
And Saber

"----I don't have any regret either. Can you endure my strike, oh Assassin......!"

Saber looks at Assassin coldly, lifts off her own restrain

The atmosphere is vibrating
The invisible sword blows off a torrent of winds, as if responding to her will

"Uuh----!"
Assassin retreats slightly
But of course, for the wind pressure released by Saber is most unusual
Not only Assassin, even the firm and solid mountain gate is trembling

That's a storm wind that is near exploding
The once sealed off air is now released, raging the surrounding
What was released from Saber's sword, is a storm that can blow off human easily

That's the power on her sword
The Barrier of the Wind King is just as the name suggested, is a sword that seals winds
The sword is entwined by compressed that change the refraction angle of the light, to make the sword appears to be transparent
Once unleash the wind, this phenomenon will occur
The air unleashed is emanating to the surrounding arbitrarily, as if it's running away

---And in the midst of it all
There is a restrain spell on her sword that can manipulate storming winds freely
With Saber's massive mana, the Barrier can perhaps be maintained for a few minutes
Indeed, even after unleashing so many winds, her sword is still transparent

"......Humph. Just like a typhoon, however----"

The magnitude of the storm has not decreased a bit
The storm unleashed from Saber's sword, is as if ready to swallow up Assassin immediately

"---This can't possibly be your limit. Let me witness what's the depth of this storm, Saber......!"

In the midst of this storm that makes one narrow his eyes, Assassin shorten the distance between the two

"--------"
Saber's hand moves
In order to counter the strong winds that prevent one from advancing, Assassin is still closing in leisurely, Saber raises the sword whirled with storms----

Interval End

"What is that----!?"
Upon arriving at Ryuudouji, I hear the sound of wind akin to typhoons

"The one over there---- is that Saber"
On top of the stairs, there is a suit of armor that seems to be Saber in front of the mountain gate, who is against a man wearing a kimono
The typhoon is unleashing with Saber as the center, the woods on the mountain is making noises as if been pressured by Saber

"Wait......Damn it, how do I close in like this......!"
I can't open my eyes under the storm
Though I somehow make it near the stairs by lowering my body, but the winds are getting stronger again

"This way, won't do----"

I can't get close to Saber
Though I saw in a distance on top of there, Saber is fighting with someone, but I can't do anything

No, even if I am close to Saber under this wind, I will only be a hindrance---
"Uuh............!"
My left hand is in pain again

The command spells carved on the back of my hand is hurting
......I don't know what does this mean

Just, once the hand starts to hurt

It makes me remember that scene, I can't help it----!

"......Damn it, I don't care anymore......!"
I shut my eyes, extend my hand toward the stairs
Press down my body so I won't be blown off by the winds, my feet step on the stone stairs

"............!"
The wind keeps increasing
I don't know what is happening up there, the overflowing mana is powerful enough to make an immature Magus like me to feel its presence

Command spells are hurting me
Winds are roaring, as if they're warning me about what is going to happen up there

"......Wait. Is it possible that, this is......"
Is it Saber's mana
If that's the case----

"That girl, her body is already in that condition why is she still messing around----!"
No, more importantly, is she going to be fine
Saber can't recover her mana
Then supposedly she can't use her mana easily
If she doesn't let me handle the fight, and she only provides assistant, one day she'd use up her mana----

"----Uuh"
I stand up, and run up the stairs
This is not the time for climbing up slowly
Though I don't know what Saber is planning, anyhow I have to stop her----!

"----!?"
It was only a coincidence that I dodged it
While I was running toward the mountain gate, a dagger-like object flew before me

"----Who is it!?"
I look to the outside of the stairs, in the thick mountain forest
......Without a doubt
I didn't notice because of this strong winds, but there certainly is someone hiding around here......!

"Don't joke around---Stop hiding and show yourself......!"
I shout loudly
The voice that is supposed to be surpassed by the strong winds
Is echoing loudly on the stairs, even I am surprised

"----The wind......stopped?"
I look over to the mountain gate
Over there
The man in kimono who holds a long katana, and the back of Saber

"That's stop here, Saber. Someone wants to take a glimpse into that secret sword"
The man in komono smiles lightly
He's looking at the thick mountain forest, as do I

"If this continues, it wouldn't be just our duel. That shameless man hiding there might assault the one survives, or just simply wants to spy on your secret sword. ......Anyhow, it's not very comfortable"

The man says as if he's bored, and starts to walk up the stairs
"----Wait a minute......! Don't you want to finish this, Assassin......!"

"If you want to cross this mountain gate, then let's finish this. Regardless of anyone, I won't allow him to cross this gate. However---Unfortunately that's the extend of my duty. If you want to go back, then I don't intend to stop you either. However, the illegitim hiding there is another matter. Opponent who doesn't meet my eyes can't pass here without been dead, nor return alive"
The man named Assassin climbs up the stone stairs step by step

"We're disrupted Saber. But, there's another man that I too didn't notice. If we continue, the entire secret sword would be seen through......The disruption is just on time. This should be considered a good luck for you"

"--------"
Saber lowers her head as if she's very unwilling to admit
......Murderous intent is fading away
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:26 am

Not because of Assassin's words, perhaps Saber herself realizes it's very unfavorable to fight here

"Look, there's someone here to pick you up. Is that chap there your Master. You better leave before the peeping tom make that chap his target"
And then Assassin disappears
Did he change to his spiritual form, anyhow that means he won't make another move as long as we don't advance any further

"--------"
Saber says nothing
Just turns her back at me, stands still

"......Heh, Saber......?"
There's no response even if I call her
"......?"
When I feel strange and walks up

"Wh......"
The armor that protects Saber, is gone suddenly
Fragile, only wearing her blue clothes, she didn't turn her head back, her body sways for a second

"----!"

I fold Saber who falls down from stairs on her back in my arms
Saber doesn't move at all, shuts her eyes and loses conscious as if she's in a lot of pains

"......Hah......hah......hah......hah......"

..................I am finally back
I carried Saber, ran for a about two hours back to home from Ryuudouji
Though I was unease, but I finally return safely nevertheless

"......Hah......hah......ah"
I put Saber down on the hallway
Saber is so light. Only about forty kilograms, I shouldn't feel tire supposedly

However, that's when I'm carrying merchandises
I never knew this before, holding a sleeping person---a girl on top of that---and walk, is such a tiresome labor
Not just physically, but especially mentally
The softness that I felt while holding, and the sounds of breathing near me, distracted me all to well

"......Seriously......Why did you faint all of a sudden"
I look at Saber who fell asleep
......She's not out cold, is she
Though she's sleeping as if she's dead, but then again she looks as if she'd wake up upon a call

"........................"
............Damn it
I had so many things that I wanted to tell her when I rushed out of house, but how can I say anything of those if she's sleeping like this

"......Forget it. I will give you a beating when you wake up, Saber"
I utter quietly
Then, just as I intend to hold Saber again and hold out my hands

"......Forget it, whatever you like. What Shirou does in his spare time, has nothing to do with me"
Why
It's already over two o'clock in the morning, and Tohsaka still appears on the hallway

"Toh, toh-toh-toh-toh-toh-toh-tohsaka......!?"
"What, you look like you just met a ghost. I don't care, go on. I'm only up to drink water"

"Eh---Ah, not! This is not, definitely not! Erm, it's a long story, in any case I just want to take Saber to a room do you see what I'm talking about......!?"

"Hm. More or less"
"Lie, that's a lie! You talk like you know nothing!"

"I said I understand. Saber went off to fight by herself, and Shirou went to stop her, right? And then something I don't know what happened and Saber is back fainting. Well, what about it?"

"Ah......hm, hm. You're good, that's exactly what happened. How did you know so well"

"Of course. There's a high probability that Saber will go out to fight by herself, and once a Servant starts to fight the Master will find out. So this development is completely within the range of predictable"

"---Is that so. That, is very good"

......Er, which is to say Tohsaka knew Saber would go out to fight by herself, huh

"Then, what are you going to do? Not going to bring Saber to the room? Even for a Servant, I think she'd catch a cold sleeping here"

"No, I told you I am just about to bring her to the room----"
Though I plan to hold Saber up
......However
It's difficult to do it, when I'm been watched like this

"......Tohsaka. Sorry about this, can you give Saber a lift"
"Me? Forget it, that's fine too. Then can you go make tea? I am a bit interested in what you two are going to say"

Tohsaka lifts Saber up
......I'm bothered by the fact that Tohsaka is suddenly very understanding at this time, but since I asked her the favor, I can only go make tea

Tohsaka brings Saber to my room
And I go to kitchen to brew up tea

"---I supposed she doesn't like Japanese tea. ......But then the only black tea left in my house is in tea bag"
Forget it, I can't help it when there's none left
Let her complain if she wants to, I brew up the tea with a tea bag simply

"Shirou, can you come here for second?"
Oh, Tohsaka is back
"Aah, hold on a minute. I will be right there"
I put the tea cup for two on the plate, and walk to the living room

----And then
The one next to Tohsaka is, Saber who changed into a dress

"Sa-Saber......!? How, didn't you fall asleep......!?"

"She did sleep already, and? It's not like she will go on sleeping forever, Saber just woke up. It seems that her body ceased to function because she spent too much mana all at once. It's the same as the safety switch in circuits. Because it'd cause short circuit, therefore it force shuts down the power"

"........................"
Saber ignores Tohsaka's explanation, just remains silent
"You, you----"
Once I see her in her usual self, those words that piled up like a mountain come back to life

"Saber, you......! Do you realize what you've done!?"
"---How can I not. I went to Ryuudouji, fought with Assassin. At that time, we stopped short because we were aware of a third Servant that was spying on our fight"

"......! No, that's not what I was going to say! What I want to say is, why did you go to fight!"
"Is it that question again. It's a given for Servants to fight. Shirou on the other hand---you who are a Master, why did you tell me not to fight"

"No, that's----"
I can't help but find myself unable to say anything
......Since I already decided to fight as a Master, then I can't avoid fighting
I also know that telling Saber not to fight is a contradiction
However, even then

I don't want that scene to appear again

"I'm the one that wants to ask. Shirou appears to detest fighting, but do you have the intention to survive in the Holy Grail War. Wouldn't follow your policy only mean to be defeated by other Masters"

---How can that be
If someone is picking a fight with me, I'd counter unkindly, I don't want to watch myself getting killed either
However, that's completely different, I can't let Saber fight

"No. It's not that I detest fighting, I'm----"

To me, there is a much simpler reason
Simply put, I am

"---It's not right to let girls be hurt. As a man I cannot let this kind of thing happen. Therefore, rather than let you fight, I would fight myself"
"Wh---You mean, you won't let me fight because I'm female......!?"

"Are you serious!? Servants are ones that protect Masters. It's natural for us to be hurt, we are summoned for this purpose......! Servants have nothing to do with gender, and do you intend to treat me as a woman! Please correct what you just said......!"

Saber opens her eyes wide, approaches me
But, I would not be pressed down by her imposing manner

What is she talking about---Before I'm a woman, I'm also a knight

With such a slender body, that even I can lift up, what sheer nonsense is she talking about......!

"Who is going to correct it! So what if Saber is very powerful, you're still a girl! Don't say those silly things all the times, stupid"

"......! Aren't you the one talking silly......! You're not thinking that you don't want to be protected by a woman!? This body of mine is already a Heroic Spirit, please forget about those minor details!"

"What minor details! Aah seriously, even if Saber can do it I cannot! It's wrong to let someone else fight in your stead to begin with. I'm not going to----"

I am not going to allow, someone else to be hurt from protecting the useless me
Saving others is my duty
I work so hard until this day, because I want to become someone like Dad who help others---

"......Damn it. Listen, don't fight, Saber. Brawling is men's job, so I will take on the fights. You shouldn't have any complaint then, I will fight just as Saber wishes"

"Wh--You really know how to talk nonsense......! Do you think humans can fight with Servants!? Shirou should know that's impossible from actual experiences! Please recall the time when you were assaulted by Lancer. Shirou would certainly be killed, if I didn't show up at that time. Regardless of what kind of Servant the opponent is!"

"Th-that kind of thing you won't know until you try it! I was just unprepared at that time. But now I can think of many strategies, at least I can ambush him!"

"Ridiculous. Shirou's defense is no different from paper"
"Whoa, what you just said is really mean, Saber!"

"You're the one humiliating Servants. You actually expect to defeat Servants with a mortal body, who do you think you are"
"------!"

Saber and I stare at each other angrily
This is no good. There's no consensus no matter how much we talk

"That's not it, Saber. Shirou is not humiliating Servants. Let me break in the conversation for a bit, it won't go anywhere if this part is misunderstood"
"Rin......? What are you saying......?"

"Hm. Simply put, this guy just simply hates to let you get hurt. Though I don't know why, but Shirou is a man that sacrifices himself. Neh? You value Saber more than yourself, right?"
Tohsaka looks over to me

"----That-that's not the case......! I never said I value Saber"

"Lies, lies. Otherwise you wouldn't say you're going to fight yourself. Because you also knew that you can't win against Servants. Yet you still said you want to fight, that means you value Saber more than yourself, isn't it"

"Eh--------?"
Ah......huh?
No, surely, now that I think about it, that does seem to be the case----

"Therefore you want to fight while knowing that you would lose. You know you can't win yet you still want to win. Even if the result is your own death is fine as well. Because for you, others are more important than yourself, for reason that I do not know"

"----"
----No
I definitely, wasn't thinking that way, however

"That's how it is. You see, Saber. This guy is an dummkopf that wants to protect you even if he has to face Rider. That's why he'd seriously say that he wants to fight"

Not sure how effective are Tohsaka's words
Saber takes a deep breath, and turn toward me

"---Shirou"
"Wh-what, Saber"
"I permit you to fight. However, I have my idea as well"
"----What-what is it"

"Training of swordsmanship. I will teach you swordsmanship, whenever Shirou's time allows so. If you agree to this, I will agree to your suggestion"

"Wh----"
Which means, Saber is going to train with me......?
Because she agrees to let me fight from now on......?

"Wait a minute. That's unnecessary, Saber. Teaching Shirou swordsmanship? Forget it, it's impossible to be able to match up with Servants that easily, isn't it"

"That's for sure. However it's still better than knows nothing absolutely about swordsmanship. At least he won't at a lose during combats. Though we can only bet on Shirou's determination, but real fights are like this. People who are unsuited to fight, won't learn anything no matter how much is taught"

"......Hum-ph......Forget it, that is true if I think about it. The realization of fighting, you won't lean it your whole life unless you fight once"

"Yes. Therefore I must let Shirou has one, not, not just once, as long as the time allows, I have to let Shirou experience 'the result of fighting to death' continually, to make him get used to fighting"
What these two are saying sounds very dangerous

"Wait a minute. I haven't said----"

"Then I will be teaching Sorcery lessons. If Saber is going to train his body, then I will be nurturing his knowledge. ......But, this is what was promised since the beginning, let the real training starts tomorrow"

"He's in your hands. If Rin does that, I can concentrate on swordsmanship too"

"No problem, no problem. Let's dismiss since it's decided. There are many things to take care of tomorrow"
Tohsaka waves her hands and walks off to the Separate Building

"I will be taking a break too. Please rest as well, Shirou. For we will be exercising in the dojo tomorrow"
Saber bids good night slightly then returns to her room

"--------"
Only the black tea that no one touched, and myself who stand idly remain in the living room

"---That's not right, I didn't say a word"

Of course no one bothers me

---And then
The already strange situation, is developing toward a even more strange direction
There's no way to predict what kind of life will I lead after tomorrow

"......Off to bed. Anyway I have to save up stamina"
Health comes first
......And
What I can do, is only grasp the illusionary hope, that as long as my body is fine, I can endure the hardship no matter how much pain

7th Day

----If possible, I hope I can make everyone immune from pains
If I can use my own power to make others happy, I think that'd be the world most suitable for me

This is the pet phrase of Kiritsugu
The man who was the protector of justice for me, told me he couldn't become a protector of justice

There's no need for an explanation
The world to my younger self, was too much different from the world of Kiritsugu, an adult, therefore our standards for protectors of justice were different as well
To my younger self, this family was the world, so it'd be enough for me to protect Dad, Fuji-nee, myself, and my favorite Storehouse

I only wanted to protect what I could see with my eyes
However, perhaps Kiritsugu, wanted to protect those he could not see as well

---You can't see far when you're young
You grow up as you curse at the mercilessness of the world
If the world is so merciless---then make yourself even more merciless, and use it as a weapon to realize your ideal

Kiritsugu once uttered
There must be something that one cannot save
It's impossible to save everything
If you want to obtain one thousand, but you'd lose five hundred
Then give up one hundred, save nine hundred
That's the most appropriate method
Also an ideal

Of course I was angry
I was enraged
I could understand that without Kiritsugu saying it
Forget about others, I was saved like this

This kind of obvious thing goes without saying
But, even then---I still believe the protectors of justice can save everyone
Because whether it's an idealism, or a ridiculous fantasy that cannot be realized, protectors of justic are the ones that would try to realize it

---That's true, Shirou
Result is the most important. However, on the contrary, the heart that desires so instead----

---What did Kiritsugu say afterward
.........I can't remember well
I don't usually recall memories from so long ago
Perhaps I tend to sleep deeply
Otherwise, I rarely have any dream

----Shirou, please wake up. Isn't it almost time for breakfast

See
Aren't I been woken up by Saber pathetically just now---

"----What?"
I jump off my bed at once
It's six thirty. The refreshing sunshines are coming from outside

"Shirou, it's morning. Don't you need to prepare breakfast?"

In front of me is the slightly unpleased face of Saber
"---I overslept. Sorry, I will get up right away"
"......You don't have to apologize to me, but there is indeed no time to relax. Because Sakura and Rin seem to be fighting a minute ago"
"Sakura and Rin fighting......?"

What
Hold on a second, I just got off my bed and my brain is not fully awake yet, don't push me into a confusing situation

"In Tohsaka's room?"
"No, in living room. I don't know the details since I just passed by"
"I see. Anyhow let's hurry"

----Oh

I forgot about something
"? What is it, Shirou"
"Good morning, Saber. Thank you for coming to wake me up"
After I greet, I walk to the hallway
......But, quarrel with Sakura, what's that Tohsaka doing---!

"Tohsaka!"
I rush into the living room
I don't see Sakura in the living room, just Tohsaka watching weather forecast leisurely by herself

"Morning. How frivolous, yelling other people's name out loud this early in the morning"
Tohsaka turns to me, as if asking me what happened

"......?"
Strange. She doesn't look like she had a fight with Sakura......?

"Aah, good morning. ......Tohsaka. I heard you had a fight with Sakura, is that true?"

"Eh? ......Oh, did you hear from Saber. Hm, objectively speaking that does seem like the case, but it was nothing serious. I just told her to stop coming down here for a while"

"----!"
I-Is that something you can talk about so carefreely!?
That's the same as forbidding Sakura from coming down!

"Stop playing dumb. Sakura already refused that. Even if you mention again, there's no way you can let Sakura agree to it----"

"It is impossible. But can I do it if I have a condition in exchange? I told Sakura that if she doesn't come here for a week, I will go back to home obediently. Then the negotiation was success. Though Sakura was reluctant, but she went back nevertheless. Aah by the way, she told me to greet Shirou"

"What greeting, you----"
Without telling me you did yourself----
"--------"
......Wait, that's not true
Tohsaka just, did what I have to do

"---Is that so. I apologize, I cause you trouble this early in the morning. Are you in a bad mood, Tohsaka"
"? No, nothing troublesome or annoyance. Why are you talking like this, Shirou?"

"No. Tohsaka, you're on a good term with Sakura, right? So you must be very reluctant to tell her to leave face to face. I'm supposed to be the one to pull myself together, I cause you trouble again"

"----That-that's nothing. I drove Sakura away for my own safety as well. There's no reason for Shirou to apologize like this"
"......? For your own safety, why is that"

"Because Shinji is a Master, right? If that guy knows Sakura is at Shirou's place, then he'd definitely treat you as an eyesore. So before the battle with Shinji, it's better to leave Sakura out of this"

"Ah----"
......Right
Now that I think about it, it's true
Shinji said he didn't tell Sakura anything. I believe that's true
But, he might have some funny idea about Sakura staying over here

"......That's true. From Shinji's point of view, it's as if we're holding Sakura hostage"

"That's it. But even if we overlook that matter, this place is still dangerous, right. It's not a good thing to go out at night frequently either, it's better for her to stay away from here for a while. It's both for Sakura, and us"

"......Aah, that's right. Though I feel sorry for Sakura, but I can only ask her forgiveness afterward"
However, even by then I still can't say the truth

"--------Sigh"
I'm really beat
Even if it's temporary, but I have to refuse Sakura who kept coming to help out in the past, it saddens me

"Eh, you're so disheartened. Where did your energy of yelling at people go. Does Sakura's absent make Emiya so lonely?"

Tohsaka grins maliciously
......scheiße. I knew this girl is an expert on irritating others' weaknesses, yet I exposed mine imprudently

"......Humph, don't bother me. However you put it, Sakura is the symbol of peace around here. She occupied the part Fuji-nee and I lack. But now I have to drive her away for my own convenience, of course I'm saddened"

"What, so you know it very well, aren't you. Since you can say all these things, you're qualified. Finally you show some ambition to win"
"? Wh-what are you saying, Tohsaka"

"You don't get it? Which means, Sakura can come back once the War is over, right? Though Shirou said you don't want the Grail, but you can just fight for the peaceful days in the past then. See, isn't it nice to set the goal straight"
Tohsaka says with an angelic smile

"--------"
I can only agree to it, if she put it this way
......Damn it, how should I say this
I'm confirmed again, this girl really is someone hopelessly wicked

"Eh-, then Sakura-chan won't be coming over for a while?"
"Aah. That's right, so why don't Fuji-nee stay at home sometimes to fulfill your filial piety? The old man is sad because his daughter doesn't care about him"

"It's OK to ignore Dad. He won't die even if I'm not there. Plus, shouldn't I be more spirited if Sakura-chan is not around. Shirou is also a boy, wouldn't you be dropping out of school if there's an accident? Can you take the responsibility then, Shirou?"

"That kind of thing is not----"

Is it men's nature to be incapable of speaking with certainty at time like this

"......Emiya? What's with the pause"
Tohsaka's stare from aside hurts so much
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:27 am

"---I think, it won't happen. This is not just normal lodging. I can understand"

"Is that so. Great, Emiya really is trustworthy, Sensei"
"Of course. Shirou is mature to the point that even I am a bit interested"
Tohsaka smiles merrily, Fuji-nee thrusts out her chest in pride

".................."
And Saber is taking in food silently, while looking at those two without saying a word
......Though today only marks the second day, but I think I'll never get used to this atmosphere

"Ah, by the way Shirou. About the Archery Club, I heard Mitsuzuri was injured, do you know?"
"Mitsuzuri? What, did that girl get in fight with guys from another club again? Seriously, we're almost in senior year, she should be more mature. ......So. How was the injury. Was it deep?"

"Hm, that's not the problem. Just a minor sprain. Apparently she was assaulted by a pervert on her way back. That child runs really fast, right? She ran away soon enough, but it seems that she fell down and hurt herself in the end"

"......Is that so. It's fine as long as there's nothing serious. But I'd never imagine that girl get harassed by perverts...... Should I say that guy is very brave, or has a unique taste. Anyway he must be a stupid pervert. I thought"

"You thought, she didn't run away but KO the pervert, didn't you?"
Fuji-nee laughs happily
Mm, she sure knows Ayako Mitsuzuri well

"Hm. Because that girl doesn't know much about running away. But....... Is that so, even that Mitsuzuri knows to be scare of perverts. Oh well, this is not so bad. Without this kind of things happen, that girl wouldn't learn the meaning of womanliness"
I eat my rice pleasingly

"Neh neh, Emiya"
And then
Tohsaka Rin pats on my shoulder smiling very happily

"I have something very worthy for you to listen as well, let me tell you"
"? What is it, there is not many things more worthy than what just said, I'm serious"

"Nn. Even though I never talked about it, but I'm very intimate with Ayako. We go out to have fun on holidays, do you know that?"

----Hold on a second
Why, would you, and Mitsuzuri, be close...

"----What?"

"I will tell everything you just said to Ayako without missing a single word, so set your mind at ease. If I said Emiya is very happy to know that she was assaulted, Ayako would be so happy that she'd break ten tiles"

"---Let me rephrase. What I said was only a figure of speech. Not something that should be known by others, if you don't tell anyone would be a big help to me"

"Really? It's fine if you don't want me to tell, but it's hard to do this without have some conditions. You know how people slip their tongues once in a while?"
"......You. It's not very convincing when you're beaming so happily, while saying all those humble words"

"Eh, I'm sorry. I'm not happy at all, don't misunderstand"
Aah, there's no way I'd misunderstand
You're definitely happy

"......I know. From now on breakfasts will be made in Western-style. ......Like you just said, rice will be replaced by bread, it'd be fine if I accept this, right"

"----Excellent. If there's not just orange jam, but also strawberry flavor I will be very pleased"
"..................Sigh. Seriously, what do you think Japanese breakfast is, you foreign worshiper. Change the breakfast menu just for your personal reference, what a tyrant"

"---No, that's not it. I am glad if we will have bread for breakfast. But if you can add half-cooked egg also, it'd be even better"
......Saber adds her comment on top of that

"Aah is that so. I get it. It's fine as long as it's Western-style. Damn it. You two are spoiled just because Sakura made Western-style before. Tomorrow's breakfast would be bread as you wish, now you don't have any more problem, right? What we said about is decided then, you definitely can't let Mitsuzuri know"

I make a groan, turn my face to dip in the bowl
......And now

"Why are you wasting your efforts?"

Says Fuji-nee who listened to me talking to Tohsaka with an amazed expression

"......What. What do mean by wasting efforts, Fuji-nee"
"Because even if Tohsaka is not going to tell, I will tell Mitsuzuri. I will definitely tell her, such a funny story-"
Fuji-nee nods while having food
".................."
......No
I am about to really lose my ground if I don't think of some countermeasure......

[----]

After having breakfast, it's seven thirty already
Fuji-nee stayed at my house unlike usual, she said she wants all three of us to go to school together while laughing

"----"
......However, I can't do that
Last night's decision
Since I said I don't want to rely on Saber and fight by myself, then I can't be this relaxing
Even with just a bit of time, I need to distribute it on fighting, I don't have any time to go to school

"Then let's go. Did you lock the door, Shirou?"
"No, no need to lock the door. I'm not going to school today"
I raise my hand to bid good-bye to Fuji-nee and Tohsaka

Fuji-nee, after spacing out for a few seconds

"Wait-what's with not going to school!"
"Eh-oh?"

She looks like Tohsaka said what she was going to say

"Yeah, yeah Shirou. Why aren't you going to school, there shouldn't be anything wrong with Shirou, right?"
"No, the injury is hurting me. My old wounds start to hurt when the temperature is down. That's all"

"Mm......That's a lie, isn't it, Shirou"
"It is a lie, but please let me get away with it Fuji-nee. It's not that I hate school so I'm not going. I just have something to do, and right now that something is more important is all. So, can you forgive me"

"..................Seriously. What can I say if you put it that way. Shirou is always like this when you don't want to talk about it. Since a long time ago"
Though Fuji-nee is complaining, she seems to accept it

"That's how it is. I will leave the school to Tohsaka. Can I, Tohsaka"
"......Is that so. Forget it, it doesn't matter to me whether Emiya is there or not. It's not a bad choice indeed"

"Aah, leave looking after the house to me. I won't go to part-time jobs for now either, I will be staying at home most of the time"
"......I see. Then I will be on my way, Shirou. You're not going to school because of your injuries, so don't go roaming around"
"Then good bye. ......I will let you off the hook this time, but for this kind of matter, you must consult with me beforehand next time"

[----]

"OK, I have to wipe it clean first"

I told Saber to come by later
Though this place has always maintained a minimum cleaning, but it's been years since last time I have to practice with someone else
It's rude to both the Dojo and Saber, if I don't wipe it clean first

"......Anyway. What exactly are we going to do with this swordsmanship training"

I did have matches with Kiritsugu using Shinai before, but neither Kiritsugu nor I value formality, just beating each other up like amateurs
I wasn't serious about taking Kendo either, just wanted to learn how to deal with armed opponent

"......I am not good at fighting with tools. I only notice how to make and fix them"

Speaking from this point, this is the first time I learn swordsmanship
Though Saber's swordsmanship seems a great deal of difference from Kendo, but there should be something similar, it shouldn't be something I can't keep up with

The sound of door opened
It's Saber that has come back according to the promised time
I am about to finish mopping it too, perfect timing

"Sorry for the wait. From now on I will be in your hand right here---"
"? What's wrong, Shirou. Your expression seems surprise"

"Ah---No, I was just surprised that Saber didn't change your outfit. I didn't think you'd wear this kind of outfit here"
Since it's a swordsmanship training, and Saber's only combat outfit it that suit of armor, so I couldn't help but think of that

"Ah. If Shirou thinks armor is better then I will be changing into that. ......You're right, what's wrong with me. Even if this is a match, it's rude to Shirou if I don't wear my armor. I'm very sorry, I will be changing immediately"

Saber seems to reach the conclusion by herself

"Ah---No, that's not what I meant. I was mistaken, so you don't need to do it. In my opinion, your look right now is better"

"Ah......? But, wasn't Shirou unsatisfied with this outfit"
"Unsatisfied...... Sure it doesn't feel like matches, but as long as Saber's easy to move around in that there shouldn't be a problem. Wearing a suit of armor in the daytime, even Saber will be exhausted"

"That's true, however---wouldn't it be strange to brandish a sword in this outfit?"
"How should I put this. Since it's very suitable, it's not strange at all. I feel that Saber with this outfit on is better than with armor"

And next
I put the used towel back to
the bucket, and pick up two Shinai besides the wall here

"Then. How do we train, Saber. I will leave the courses to Saber, it's all up to you"
I throw the Shinai at Saber

Saber catches the Shinai looking absent-minded, stares at me intensely

"? What's wrong, Shinai won't do? You're not, not thinking of Bokutō---Wait, you want to use real swords!" (Note: Shinai is made of bamboo, Bokutō is made of wood)
So harsh! This is really beyond my expectation

"Ah---No, that's not it. It's rare to see such an excellent model sword for matches, let's use this one"
Saber takes a deep breath quietly
And then, she reverts back to the usual Saber

"Great. Bokutō is too dangerou after all. ......So, what exactly am I supposed to do? Do I need to start from brandishing five hundred times, running and this sort of building up stamina practices?"

"That shouldn't be necessary. In my opinion, Shirou's athletic ability is already on a certain level. Further training your body, can't be done in few days"

"Though Shirou is still immature as a Magus, however you're not hopeless as a warrior. Perhaps you've been training very hard since young age"
"Uuh---Nn, because it's the only thing I'm good at. Only body training, doesn't require using Sorcery"

"That's probably fortunate for you. You didn't die from Lancer's assault, was prehaps also the result of Shirou's hardships"

"However, that can't be used as a weapon. Humans have limits. Shirou's body should be very far from that limit still, and it's hard to make a breakthrough. Therefore what I'm going to teach you, is just fighting"

"......? What do you mean by just fighting. Judging from your tone, you're not going to teach me about the ways of fighting"

"Of course. Fighting techniques can't be learned in a short period. All I can do, is let Master experiences what fighting is about. Since I'm not good at teaching in the first place, so it'd be a problem for me to teach as well"

"--------Eh?"
Even you thrust out your chest and speak of these words, as your student, how am I supposed to answer to that

"......So, which means. Simply put, we're just going to have matches, right, Saber"
"---Correct. That is all, Master. Don't show any mercy, beat each other with the intention of killing the opponent. ......That's right, I believe it'd take you an hour to understand what's going on"

Saber holds the Shinai lightly
"......?"
Though I'm confused by her words, but I also hold my Shinai following Saber
And at that same moment

The world turns black all of a sudden

In simple terms, Saber is only going to teach me one thing
No matter what you do
No matter what strategy you use
If you can't win, then you can't win, that is a fact

"---Ah----Hah, hah, hah, ah---Ah ou-ou-ouch, it hurts so much, this will seriously break it, definitely......!"

"It will turn into a stronger arm if it breaks. The bruises are very serious, but it should be recovered speedily for the current Shirou "
"......Uuh, is that so. OK, then let's continue a bit longer"

"Eh...... Do you still want to continue, Shirou? Though those are only bruises, but you can't exercise immediately afterward"

"Then what's the meaning of striking the other's hand mercilessly. ---Very well, if Saber doesn't want to do it, then I'll take advantage of this opening----"
I got it!
......Not

"Please listen carefully to other's talking. Shirou is obviously fatigued. With your body in this condition, all the training would go to waste, you should take a break"

"----No, but. This is too unsightly, you are taking easy on me so obviously and I'm still getting beat up non-stop. I want to land at least one hit, I won't just lie down willingly until I make Saber you raise your eyebrow"

"Speaking of surprises, I'm already surprised enough. Though I knew you are stubborn, but I didn't know it's to this extent"
"Sorry about that. I just hate losing"

"Mm. I already understand that fully. Anyhow, I'm going to take a break, Shirou please put down your Shinai as well. The floor is slippery from all the sweats. We're not imitating the extreme conditions, under this fatigues and wavering standpoint condition---is meaningless"

"......But. General speaking, aren't most of the combat training assumed the worst case scenario. Then"

"That's even more meaningless. Listen, Shirou. If you are going to fight a Servant, unless you have full stamina, your standpoint is safe, and you planned out escape routes, otherwise it's all for nothing. If you're not in your full condition, you shouldn't even think about fighting with a Servant. Picking a fight under the worst case, is your mistake"

"......Uuh. Which is to say with my condition, I shouldn't fight no matter what"
"Absolutely. No matter what kind of miracles wouldn't be able to save Shirou. Your fight, has to be under the condition of your own absolute safety, starts by grasping the situation accurately"

"............I understand. Then, please excuse me, let me take a rest"
I lie on the wall, then slide down and sit on the floor

"--------Phew"
Breath out the gloomy matters from my chest
What is supposed to be just air, is now heating up as if it's going to burn me

"........................It hurts so much"
There are prickings all over my body, I take a quick look at the clock
It just passed eleven o'clock
We started at about nine o'clock, so we fought for about two hours

In the first one hour, I was only getting beaten up one-sided
Saber's sudden blow made me fainted slightly
Once I woke up, just as I thought about been careful the next time, I was knocked out again
In summaries, I was knocked down again, again, and again, was my body used to it, or did anger bring out my brute force, I found some way to block the first strike eventually

However, the problem lies in what happened afterward
The problem is, since she already saw how great the difference between our combat ability, can human really attack that easily

".................Demon"
The correct answer is, I was knocked out right at the moment when I became scared
And after that, I was just a mouse been cornered by a cat

Since I would received a critical hit no matter how I defend, so I gave up on myself and began to attack
Then naturally I was beaten down, but after I grew accustomed to it, I would think, 'scheiße,' and realized that I was going to be killed in the next instant, this is also a proof of my senses have become sharper

This kind of thing, is called adjusting intuitions

At that time, I could only dodge desperately
Anyhow, because I instinctively realized that I would be knocked out if I was to be hit by that, so I dodged it with my biological instincts

As I trying to parry Saber's storming attacks, and wait for the moment to counter, I would receive a critical hit
And then, after standing up and think about how long the next time I can endure, or strike because I believe if I can't parry it so why not take the initiative to beat down the opponent first

These are what have been repeated during the two hours

......I don't know if I can become stronger by doing these
I believe this is only to let me be accustomed to fighting, this matter

Even when the enemy is right in front of you, you can't panic, and can't be too calm
The most important lesson I learned, is to put myself on the edge, and keep in mind that I will die whenever I make a wrong move at all times

However---This is not meaningless either
For I who have no weapons, I believe this edge, is what I need to treasure most

"Good work. Where are you hurt, Shirou"

When I come out of it, I find Saber is next to me
I'm already sweating all over the floor, yet Saber doesn't have even one drop of sweat

"There's not much place that doesn't hurt. ......You really are merciless, Saber. Actually getting beat up one-sided is rather refreshing"
To be honest. I don't want to admit defeat

"Yes. Even though I adjusted to Shirou accordingly, however I also made sure that I didn't have any mercy on you. Since if I went easy on you, then it wouldn't be much of a battle"

"That's true. Thanks to you, now I can calmly tackle a Dobermann out of its collar. ......Er, Dobermann's level is still not enough. My training still has a long way to go"

I reflect on myself honestly
I thought my physical training is above ordinary men, but it's too unsightly to give up after fighting Saber for only two hours

"No, that's not true at all. Shirou's attacks are very focused, and energetic. Sometimes I forgot to tackle you because of your enthusiasm"
Is she admiring because of these trivial matters, the expressions in Saber's eyes are very gentle

"Uuh----"
And at the same time, I'm feeling embarrassed again
Though we've been fighting each other with Shinai, disregard of gender, but this----is too unexpected

"No, wait. Let me have a drink first"
"Water. Let me go fetch it, please rest assured Shirou"
Saber goes out to fetch water

"Ah----Sigh, I'm saved"
......What exactly
Was I saved from......?

I drink the water fetched by Saber
Are we still in break time, Saber is very polite, sitting formally in the Dojo

......I really think Saber is beautiful in this way
Not as a male that praises a female pretty, but as a human, I consider her beautiful

Melted into the cold Dojo air, the girl stays calm without carrying any conflicts
She who is like this, is the Servant of Saber, and joined the war, it still feels awkward to me after all

"--------"
Right now, there's only Saber and I in this place
It's a good opportunity to bring up a conversation, so I'll----

......Why does she want to fight so badly
If I know what reward she is seeking in the Grail War, and the reason for her to acquire the Grail, perhaps I can understand her feelings better

However, is that---really a question I can ask casually

"......Saber. Can I ask you something"
"Sure. What is it, Shirou"

"Er, nothing significant really. The reason Saber is helping me, is because Saber also wants the Holy Grail. So----What does Saber, want from the Holy Grail"

"The reason for seeking the Grail, huh? Can't it simply be desire. The Holy Grail is a omnipotent tool. Once the Grail is in your possession, then there's no wish that can't be granted. Therefore one does not need a reason to seek out the Grail"

"----No. That's not what I'm asking. Saber, you're trying to change the topic, aren't you"
"Ah----Shirou, then"

"Not the reason for seeking. Er, I want to know what's the wish that Saber wants to be granted. ......But if Saber doesn't want to answer me, that is fine. Not all wishes can let others know"
"--------"
Saber closes her mouth as if she's embarrassed

......But of course
Saber didn't make the pact because she wanted to help me
It's because the only ones that can obtain the Holy Grail are Masters, hence she helps me as an assistant

Therefore she'd hesitate when she's about to reveal that most important wish for her, more importantly, I myself, don't want to hear a selfish wish coming out of Saber's mouth

......Therefore, I should drop this topic
Plus, I, who don't have a solid wish, asking another's wish is an offense to begin with

"---Shirou. Is that the Master's order"
Suddenly
With a serious expression, she asks

"Eh......No, not really. That's not what I meant. I was just concerning about Saber. Sorry I asked something pointless"

"......Not at all. As a Servant, I indeed have to tell my Master my wish. Shirou, the reason I seek out the Holy Grail, is to fulfill a duty. I want the power of the Grail, to fulfill a responsibility that I couldn't accomplish in my previous life"

Straightforwardly
With honest pupils, she states with certainty

"......Fulfill responsibility......? Previous life, as in before you become a Servant......?"
"......Yes. But, I don't know what it truly is either. Perhaps, I just want to reset everything"
Saber lowers her eyebrows quietly
In that instant
She looks like a lost child who's confessing

"---Is-is that so. Anyway, I feel relieved then. I was worrying that what I should do if Saber dreams to conquer the world like Tohsaka as well"

"......Haha. Rin would be angry if she hears that. She's not a person who would say that kind of words. She'd probably only use Holy Grail for herself, but would never let the world sink into chaos"

"Is that so? On the other hand though, I feel that we definitely can't hand over the Grail to her"
I nod my head
Saber looks at me with a gentle expression

And our talks end here
What just now is a topic we can't discuss further
Since we already ease the mood with Tohsaka's matter, then let's not continue the topic again then

"--------"
However, there is a small thorn left in my chest
Though I felt relieved after knowing Saber's wish isn't materialistic, but---somehow, there's something wrong in her wish

......And next
As the talks go on, my body temperature has dropped down back to normal, it's about time to restart the fight once again
Since I'm not going to school, I must utilize the time as much as possible to let my body become accustomed to fights

"Saber, let's start. I don't need anymore rests"
"......Is that so? Though your body temperature seems to be back to normal, but I suppose you are still in pain, right?"

"Don't mind those. They're just bruises, I can endure these little pains. They will be fine if I ignore them"
"However, if the situation worsen then the training would be meaningless. I believe we should observe for a while longer"

"That's not necessary. I want to finish it before Tohsaka comes back. I can't let that girl sees this"

"......Huu. I see, it is indeed not a good thing to let Rin, who will one day become Shirou's enemy, to know your true caliber. Though I think it's more or less a tad too hasty, however if this is the case then let us hurry"

Saber picks up her Shinai from the floor
And at this moment
A sound that drains away one's strength is echoed in the Dojo

"Saber......?"
I believe that was, the rumbling of Saber's stomach
"It seems that I'm hungry. Didn't notice it because we were concentrating on training"

"Ah---Nm. Now that I think about it, it's already noon"
Then of course we're hungry
My stomach is not rumbling yet, but since Saber is already this hungry then let's have lunch
If my body can take this opportunity to recover, it'd be perfect

"Good timing, let's have lunch. I will go out to buy the ingredients at once, Saber can rest in the living room"
"Shirou. I shall accompany you if you're heading out"

"No problem, the shopping district is just around here. No one will come assault me in broad daylight, instead I'll attract attention if Saber's with me"
"............Really, no danger?"
"Nooo. I will be right back, wait for me"

[----]

I head out with my wallet
From here to the shopping district, it'd only take under ten minutes, if I dash with my bicycle
On a side note, the one I am taking out of the garage is number two, number one is still in front of Ryuudouji

Coming down from the slope
This might be the first time I go to the shopping strict on a non-holiday morning, ever since I started to go on errands when I was little

Since it's morning, there are many housewives on the crossroad coming home after grocery shopping
The center of Miyamachou, where housewives walk back and forth, located the shopping district that Sakura and I frequent

I bought everything in one round
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:28 am

The lunch ingredients for two, and some snacks
I don't need to worry about dinner since Tohsaka is responsible for that, but I still have to prepare the bread for four for tomorrow morning
Because I don't know how to make strawberry jam, so why not take the cheapest...... though that might cause some controversy, so I bought one with a decent price

"......Damn it, so much expense. Why do I have to spend one thousand yen on something this sweet"
I stuff the thing in my bicycle's basket
---And then
I feel someone is pulling my clothes from behind

"?"
What, I turn around

Over there is
A silver-haired, young and small girl

"Wh-You're----!"
I back away promptly, the bicycle makes a clank sound as I bump into it

I make my stance at once, and the girl is looking at me all smiles

"......?"
There's no murderous intent from the girl, I can't even sense hostility

Plus

"Great. You're still alive, Oniichan"

The girl even makes a very happy smile

"Uuh----"
......This girl is certainly the Master of Berserker without a doubt
The Master of the monster that striked me down with a blast at that night
Who would've thought, I'd meet her in the shopping district nearby, in broad daylight

"You're not---thinking about fighting here, are you"
"? You're talking funny. You can't fight when the sun is out"
The girl pouts her lips discontentedly
No matter how I look, that seems like a behavior suits to a girl of her age

"--------"
I don't know what she is planning to do
Though I don't know her intention, but I can sense that, the girl in front of me doesn't mean any harm to me

"You-you---I remember you're"
"Illyasviel von Einzbern. It's too long, call me Ilya is fine. Then, what is Oniichan's name?"

"Me......? I'm Emiya Shirou"
"Amiya Suro? It's so hard to pronounce"

"......This is the first time I hear someone pronounce it that way as well. It's fine, just call me Shirou if it's hard to remember. That's my given name"

"Shirou? Heh, your name is simpler than I thought. Is this it, Shirou. ......Nm, the sound is qualified. Though simple, but it has a sense of loftiness"
Illyasviel looks at me as if she's pondering over something

"Uuh......!"
My body unconsciously lower my waist so as to let myself to act in anytime
......However you put it, she is the Master of Berserker
If she wants to, she can send me and the flower shop next to me flying in a whimp

"Ah, you don't have to be this alerted, Shirou. I didn't bring Berserker along today. Oniichan didn't bring Saber either, the same"
Illyasviel looks at me gladly

"......No, what's the same"
"Eh, let's talk. I, have so many things that I want to talk about"

"Wh----!"
The girl holds my hand as natural as if she's leading her father by the hand

"Hold-hoooold on a minute......! What are you doing all of a sudden! Is-is this some sort of new strategy!"
"I just want to talk. Normal children would talk to each other intimately, right?"

"Well, that is true, but I'm different from you! We're both Masters, and we fought once on top of that! We should be enemies!"

"That's not true. I don't have any enemy. Other Masters are just pests. However, if Shirou acts like a child and asks me to let you go, that'll do too?"

She actually says something this unreasonable while smiling leisurely!
"Aah seriously, anyway let me go! You're just playing around!"
I fling my hand to slip out of Illyasviel

"Yah......!"
Because of the counterforce of my struggling, the girl is falling down on her back
"Shoot, Ilya---!"

......Why do I, do things like this

When I realize it, I already extend my hand toward Illyasviel in a rush--aah so troublesome, my hand is extended to Ilya's waist, and brace her who nearly fell down---

I put Ilya back on the ground without saying a word
".................."
Ilya is silence
I don't know what to say either, just stands there staring at Ilya idly

......Very awkward
Just as I want to go back quietly because of the awkwardness

"---What. Do you hate me, Oniichan?"

Same as that night
She utters with her glittering red pupils, like when she was with Berserker

"----"
My back is chill
Though my sense of danger was weaken because of her overly childish behaviors from before, but she indeed is the Master of Berserker

I will lose my life if I resist her accidentally
If I waste my life here I won't be able to face Saber, more importantly, I would involve the people nearby
......That's right, I can bet on it
For this girl, she would use the power of Master mercilessly anywhere

"......I see. Just talking. I will accompany you obediently, is this fine, Ilya"

"Mm! Let's go to the park over there. I checked that place out before, it just happens that nobody is around"
Ilya is running like a spring

"Come, hurry hurry! I will leave you behind if you don't hurry up, Shirou----!"
Ilya runs in the shopping district as she rotates her body

"......That girl. Really runs off first"

Rather than astonishing, I'm moved
For that girl named Ilya, she treats a promise like an absolute fact

That's why she ran off so merrily
She didn't even think of the possibility that I might run away
Just because I said I'd accompany her, that girl believed and ran off

".........That girl, what's up with her"
It's truly weird

......However
I'm not mature enough, to betray a trust of such purity

In a small park not far away from the shopping district, Ilya and I are alone
Are all the children in the school at this hour, or is this kind of park already out of fashion
Anyhow, in a deserted winter park, we begin to talk, envelops by a indescribable tension

"......So. You said you want to talk, but what do you want to talk about. Do you want to know about Saber or any of the sort?"
"Eh? About Saber, why?"

"Since we're both Masters. You'd like to find out about information about the Servant of your enemy, right"
"What, I don't like that kind of talks. That's so boring, isn't there more interesting topics"

"No, even if you say that's boring, I still......so Ilya what would you consider interesting"
"I don't know. I haven't talked to others much. So I don't know what to say"

"......Hey. And you still take me here to talk. Haven't you learned that you should think carefully before take an action? Guess not. Then from now on you need to be a thoughtful adult"

"......Mm. Whatever, I'll leave that kind of things to Shirou. Isn't protecting the ladies a man's responsibility? Then I can just follow Shirou"

Ilya laughs, and leans her shoulder against me
This is not exactly an intimate move, how should I say this, it's so natural that she's like a small animal that leans against me because it's afraid of cold
......Oh
Now I think carefully, this child does seem to be feeling cold

"Ilya. You're not cold, are you"
"Eh? Hm, it's very cold. I'm very afraid of cold"

Ilya breathes out white breaths
Though she said she's afraid of cold, yet Ilya is looking at the white breaths joyfully

"Is that so. Though this is not usually the case, but today is especially cold. You can bear it if you're not afraid of cold...... Erm, where did Ilya come from? Your name sounds very aristocratic"

"Not sounds very aristocratic, I'm an aristocrat, I was born inside the ancient castle of Einzbern. It's always cold and snowy. So perhaps I can handle this much of cold"

"......? You were born in a very cold country. So shouldn't you get used to cold already?"

"I'm used to it, but I don't like cold. Compare to cold, I like warm better. Shirou also likes nice and warm, don't you?"
"Aah, of course. Compare to cold, warm is better"

"See! Hm, so I stay in the room on cold days. But I like snow. Because Dad said snow is white, like my hair"

"----"
I pound my palm
That is true now I think about it
When I see Ilya I think of something, say if snow fairies do exist, then this is what one would look like

"Ilya's father put it nicely. Ilya's hair does resemble snow. So very white, they appear to be really soft"

"Heh heh, right? Ilya is very satisfied with this hair. This is the only part on me that's like a girl's, the hair inherited from Mom"

Ilya giggles happily
I'm paralyzed, after seeing her behavior
If I didn't see it with my own eyes, I would never believe this child is the Master of that Berserker

"Nah, how about Shirou? Does Shirou have something given to you by your Dad? Ah, and the Seal doesn't count. Not as a Master, but as your Dad what did he give you"

"Eh, me? ......Uuh-m......The last thing I received is perhaps a family. Before that is a name. And what I received from the very beginning"

Is this life that was near the brink of death, huh
Because in the fire ten years go, I was the only one rescued by Kiritsugu

"......That's true. I'm not like Ilya, who has physical traits inherited from parents. But I think I have things that doesn't lose to that either"

Ilya is happy as if she's taking my words as her own
After seeing her smile, I don't think there's anyone who won't be brighten up

"But according to what you said, Shirou didn't inherit a Seal. How strange. Then Shirou's not a Master?"

"? No, though I'm an immature Magus that doesn't possess a Seal, but I'm still a Master. Then how about Ilya, well---You're a Master, then aren't you a Magus"

"Eh? I'm not a Magus, just a Master. I never learned any general Sorcery"

"Ah......!? Then you didn't inherit a Seal from your parents? ......Erm, isn't Ilya's family a pedigree that owns a castle"
"That is true...... Isn't Seal something to have in order to become a Master? That's why I'm a Master"

Ilya tilts her head
"............?"
I tilt mine as well
Ilya's words have been a bit out of place since before, so we still can't communicate on the same level

"......So Ilya. Let me ask a question, where does Ilya live? You seem to come to this town only for the Holy Grail War, so are you living in a hotel right now?"

And it'd be terrible if Ilya doesn't have any guardian
You can't let such a small child come to Japan by herself

"Hotel......? You mean a villa?"
"Aah, more or less. Though it's not your home, but it's some place you can live"

"Then I do have it! See, there is a very big forest over there. Deep inside of it, there's a Western-style house built by Grandpa's Grandpa. It's said that the house is for Einzbern's Masters to live in during Holy Grail Wars"

Ilya points toward west
......I recall there certainly is a undeveloped forest at that direction......

"It takes at least an hour drive from that forest to here. Did you come here by yourself?"

"Nn, I sneak out today. Because Sella and Leysritt are so long-winded even though they're maids. I hardly come to Japan, I thought it's fine to go outside once in a while. Though I already have what I want, but I'm always locked inside the room, this much is my reward"

"......? Locked inside a room, Ilya is?"
"Nn. When it's snowing, I can't go out because my body is weak. So I play inside the room almost all the time. Ah, but this is fine. This place is not as cold as the castle over there, I can do fine by myself"

Ilya says all smiles
She swings her legs back and forth, as if she's very happy as it is

"............"
I can't help but put my hand in the shopping bag
I take out the dorayaki that I was going to share with Saber, and again I can't help but put it before Ilya

"Want to have a bite. Though it's cheap"
"Eh? What is this, can you eat it?"
"Yep. Though I don't like sweets, but this is an exception. In my house, everyone, regardless of age, uses this as refreshment served with tea"

"......Mm. ......Mm, is this for me?"
Ilya raises her head to look at me timidly

"It's for you. It doesn't taste good eating it by yourself, let's eat together"
I hand out the dorayaki
Ilya receives the Japanese snack in doubt, I suppose this is the first time she sees one

"Yeah. Mm, thanks!"
Ilya is eating the dorayaki happily
Bite after bite, full of energy

"--------"
I'm also eating the dorayaki, and endure the impact on the back of my head
......I'm beat
How should I say this, I actually seriously thought about having a sister like this would be a bless, what's going on here

"......Anyway, seriously......"

I feel that Ilya is too innocent
This child, perhaps doesn't even know the difference between good and bad
I only have a vague idea about how Magus families raise their children
Even so---I can sense that the environment that Ilya grew up in wasn't normal

Though Tohsaka looks like that, but she's completely a Magus. Regardless of the Holy Grail War or the killings among the Masters, she understands the concept of 'killing someone' perfectly

However this child, might became a Master without knowing the meaning of killing someone
Though we only talked for a bit, but I don't think Ilya is a child who would kill another voluntarily

So, this leads to----

"Ilya. Let's talk about something serious"
And then all of a sudden
Ilya raises her face, as if she's been called by someone

"......Ilya? What's wrong, did something happen"
"Hm. I have to go. Berserker is up"

Ilya jumps down from the bench at once
In this fashion, she runs out of the park without saying good bye, and disappears shortly afterward

Back to the house

I never mention that I met up with Ilya
Though I know this is supposed to be reported immediately, but I still don't want to tell

The Ilya I met at the park was not a Master
I only told Ilya insignificant matters, and we separated simply
So, I'm very hesitated on whether to tell what happened today
......Though I have qualms about hiding the matter, but I don't want to treat today's Ilya as an enemy

After having lunch with Saber, we continued to train in the Dojo, and when we came to, it was already dinner time
I took a bath to wash away the sweats, in order to let my body take a break from the strain of fighting with Saber
And when I walked into the living room, the dinner was already prepared

"--------"
I'm a little touched
After taking a bath, the food is prepared and I don't have to do a thing, it feels great

"Emiya, it's time for dinner---what, why are you standing there like an dummkopf. What's wrong, are you stupefied?"

But
Why does this girl, always destroy other's touching moments like this

"Nothing. Thanks for the dinner. Where's Saber?"
"Hm-? I thought Saber went to Shirou's room, didn't you meet her? So strange, she was here a moment ago"

"Maybe you missed her because this house is so complicated like a hotel? It's fine, I will go call Saber, Emiya, please go back to the bathroom again. Your hair is not dried yet"

"Ah, really. Sorry about that, I will leave Saber to you then"
I wave my hands toward Tohsaka and walk to the hallway

Just as Tohsaka said, because of the arbitrarily remodels, the Emiya residence has passageways everywhere
Especially the way to the bathroom, you can go there from my room and the living room, it really is constructed like a hotel

I walk in the bathroom
I don't like to use hair dryers, so I will just get the towel that I used before to dry my hair

"--------"

In an instant
I forget about everything that happened today

"Shirou"
Talking
The one before my eyes seems to be talking

"Do you want to take a bath again, however I'm using it right now. If possible, I hope you can let me finish up first"
She speaks without any covering

"Ah-ah-wah-ah"
I have to explain
I should've explained this is all an accident, but my brain goes blank
Because this impact is large enough to eradicate my whole day's memories

"Righ, righ-righ, righ-righ-righ-righ-right"
"Shirou, did you bathe for too long? You are red all the way from your face to ear, you should go to the hallway to cool down your body"
"Ah, no, I will. But it'd be bad, if I don't, apologize first"

I remove my stares from Saber, make my heartthrob calms down

"That was, an accident. I didn't plan to look at Saber's naked body. No, I have nothing to explain myself, it's fine if Saber wants to get mad at me"
"?"
I try to look downward as much as possible, and speak calmly

Saber, after giving it much thought
"Shirou, please raise your face"
Speaks with her usual tone

"Ah......hm"
I raise my face as she said
"Uuh, why are you still looking like this......!"
The Saber in front of me is exactly like from before

"No. I just want to say that Shirou doesn't need to apologize, even if you've seen my skin, don't mind it"

"Ah----What?"
"Didn't I say so before. For a Servant, gender is trivial. Though Shirou seems to be in a panic from seeing my body in a female form, however I'm a Servant before that. So you don't need to mind it"

"Wh----"
What's Saber talking about
No, even if Saber herself says so, Saber is still definitely a girl
......No, should I say
Even if I don't think that's the case, but Saber, she isn't

"......Let me ask you something. You are embarrassed when your naked body is seen, right?"
"? Why would I feel embarrassed?"
"--------"
So that really is the case
......However, regardless of what Saber think, I would still lose my rationality

"......Sorry. Anyhow I will apologize first. If it happens again, Saber can punish me however you want"
I turn around one-hundred eighty degrees, and escape out of the bathroom rigidly

"?"
Saber watches as I leave till the end as if nothing's out of ordinary

---Dinner is done
Everyone except me probably thought that dinner was the same as always
However I on the other hand, was out of it and couldn't even tell the taste of rice because of the bathroom incident

"......So cold"
I open up the window to hallway, to cool my head with the winds from outside, but this is the end of that
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:31 am

If this keeps going, I might catch a cold

"Shirou, what are you doing here"
"Sa-Saber......!? Wh-what, do you have some business with me"
"Not me, it's Shirou's business. Is it OK? You already made a date with Rin to learn about Sorcery from her at nights"

"Ah"
I hit my head
"I completely forgot. Thanks, I will be on my way right away!"

I run to the Separate Building, and move up to the second floor
After knocking on the guest room occupied by Tohsaka

"Shirou? It's OK, I happen to be busy at the moment, come in"

Tohsaka's voice sounds a little anxious

Once I am in the room, what I see is Tohsaka who is doing something strange
Tohsaka places an object that looks like a gem on her palm, and holds an injector on the other hand, and she is gripping something like a handkerchief in her mouth

"Can I ask a question, Tohsaka"
"Hold on. This is the last of today's share"

As she speaks, Tohsaka pricks her arm with the injector
......Blood is been sucked into the once empty injector
She drips the sucked blood on the gem drop by drop, and then grasps the gem soaked with blood tightly again

A noise, follow by a flash that makes one dazzle
Though I can somehow understand, that is the light of mana, however----

"......Sigh. There is only thirty percent even after so much efforts. It seems I can only use these nine at hand after all"
Tohsaka sags her shoulders with no strength left, and put the gem back to an object that appears to be a gem box

"Tohsaka. As promised, I am here to learn"
But before that, I'm really concerned with what to do with her behavior just now

"Hm, I was waiting for you. You already trained with Saber the physical aspect in daytime, right? Then at night you should train the inner part"

Is she full of wills to lecture, Tohsaka appears to be pretty happy
......Hm. Though Saber said she is not good at teaching, but it turned out fine. This girl on the other hand, must be the opposite type

No, whether compatible or not is another matter

"Then, where do we start. I remember Shirou said you only know about how to use enhance Sorcery----"
"No, can I ask a question before we start. I'm really concerned after all. Tohsaka, what were you doing. Isn't it dangerous to prick yourself with an injector"

"Eh, that? I was just making magic bullets. The Sorcery of my family is the flow and transferring of power. I can let my mana transfers to elsewhere when I'm free, like now"
Tohsaka finishes her sentences indifferently, ignoring me

"Wait. What is this magic bullet, and transferring mana you speak of"

"Magic bullets are magic bullets. Bullets injected with mana. You ever heard that human's yearning are very easy to stay on gems? In fact, gems are objects very suitable for injecting mana, and apparently it's more so for our family line"

"And about injecting mana, today for instance, I didn't work on anything so I'd have much stamina left, right? Precisely what I did was store those left over energy in the gems. Continue for many days, months, years, let the gems turn themselves into 'Sorcery' "

"However gems have their own capacities as well, you can't control the mana that is not on you. The mana inside the gems, is just a sparkling plug to activate a large Sorcery in an instant"

"......Hm? Well-, so simply put, you are injecting your own mana into the gems, and use them as back-ups?"
"Back-ups......? Hm-, close but not exactly, they're just traveling bags that can be filled up, used, then tossed aside"

"It's like an add-on hard disk, huh. ......Amazing, can't you use any Sorcery you want then"

"Hard...Disk......? Though I'm not sure what you're talking about, but it's not something so convenient. Because when the mana is injecting in the gems, it would be effected by the attributes of the gems and its uses would be limited"

"......Huh-hn. But it's still pretty amazing. So mana is something that can be saved up like this. If it's so convenient, why don't other Magi do it"
Though even I say that, the only Magus I knew is Kiritsugu

"Storing mana in objects outside of one's body is actually quite extraordinary. Shirou's enhance, is also injecting mana inside the objects, right? Usually, the objects that have been injected with mana would have formed some changes, and used up the mana. The effects of Sorcery aren't permanent, right"

"And in order to avoid so, my family successfully took gems as permanent storing objects for mana to flow in. ......However other Magi, can also achieve the same inside their bodies. That is a Seal---which is what many Magi possess, the back-up of Sorcery, isn't it"

"Seals......Aah, that secret inheritance from parents to their offspring. I don't have that kind of thing, so I didn't think of it at first"

"Hold on, what did you just say?"
"Eh...... I said I don't have a Seal. Though Dad seems to have one, but it didn't pass down to me"
"--------"

Just as I think that she'd hold her breath, she says so that's why, even nods her head

"No wonder you're like an outsider. ......Then you really have to start from the beginning...... Mm, can't help it"
Tohsaka mutters

"......Tohsaka. Didn't you already notice that I don't have a Seal?"

"How is that possible. If I knew I wouldn't let you move around by yourself. ......Though I thought you were an amateur, but how can you be a Magus if you don't have a Seal"

Tohsaka stares at me as if she holds some grudge against me
But, what's going on
From what Tohsaka said, sounds like she's relieved, and envied about the fact that I'm not a Magus

"----Forget it. If that's the case then let me explain to you from the beginning. Because once you figure out what a Seal is, you know what a Magus is. Come, Shirou sit over there. This is important, so sit tight and listen carefully"

"Is here OK? ......Right, let's start"
I brace up to look at Tohsaka in the eyes
Did my serious attitude convey to her, Tohsaka nods satisfyingly

"Then let's start from the basic. You already know that casting Sorcery requires mana, right? As long as it can activate Sorcery, anything can be named mana. There are various types of mana. There are ones who use their mental strength to cast Sorcery, and others that give matters other than themselves in exchange for casting Sorcery. You should know about everything to this point"

"Aah. You are talking about the large and small sources. A large source is the mana that fills the nature and the world. And a small source is the mana created by individuals"
"That's right, well put. Then I will begin by explaining casting Sorcery with the large source"

"Listen, Shirou? Magi whose heritages, and bloodlines are thin...... or in another word, Shiou...... relies on 'objects that have already taken forms' to create mana. This is a ceremony established with a systematic form since ancient times, the way of reaching Mysteries by offering sacrifices"

"It's a form of Sorcery that prepares prices to acquire mana when one's strength is not enough. This way even if the spell caster's mana is sparse, he can still cast Sorcery. Since the mana he used is not from himself, but borrowed from the large source, the spell caster only needs to perform the ceremony"

"......However, it's impossible to perform such without proper knowledge. It's too much for Shirou now, and you are not suited to do this blutig business to begin with either"

"......True. I don't want to do somethings like making a chicken as a live sacrifice, or draw a magic seal and pray for an entire night"

"See. So don't bother with this, and next is the small source, or the Sorcery casted with a Magus' own ability. I think this goes without saying, it's the basic way of casting Sorcery for you and I. Shirou's 'enhance' is a Sorcery complete by your own magic circuits, without anyone's help, right?"

I nod
It seems we're finally on the main topic

"Well, that function of producing your own mana---'magic circuits', is an inherited physical trait of a Magus' bloodline continued through generations after generations. 'Magic circuits' can be accumulated and forged through generations, in order to let the offspring to inherit the strongest. The children of a family line of Magus, are that much more suitable for practicing Sorcery. Though unfair, but Shirou's and my starting points are different"

"I know. I don't mind it, carry on Tohsaka"
"......I don't mind either. Forget it. And then, other than magic circuits, each family also has a secret Sorcery practiced by every generation"

"Very much like the gem from before. If one practices a Sorcery to the extreme, then the Magus can take that Sorcery as if he's 'holding it in his hands.' Do you understand the feeling of 'holding it in hands,' when Sorcery is something that doesn't have any physical shape or form, just formulas"

"---Not exactly, but holding it in hands is like become a part of your body I suppose"

"Correct. Surpass the original form, the Sorcery that becomes a part of oneself can leave behind a physical form. That's the great achievements of establishing the Unstable Sorcery, and at the same time it's also the proof of that Magus' once existence"

"And then, before a Magus dies, he will turn the great achievements he accomplished into a Seal to pass down to his successor. He'd say I will give this to you, and you are going to achieve a level that I haven't accomplished. Perhaps the Seal I leave behind can help you out. Like so. ......However, regardless of the one that leaves behind a Seal, or the one that accepts a Seal, they both know this kind of Seal can't help with anything though"

"......? What, such incredible Seal can't help with anything?"

"It can! For an ordinary Magus, one Seal can let him enjoy the rest of his life leisurely! ......However, this is like receiving a car. No matter how fast you can run on the ground, you would never get to the moon"
"......?"

"All right, let me continue. I think you already know, that Seal is the Seal"

"The head of a family will leave behind the Seal he completed with all his life to his offspring, and his offspring would complete another Sorcery to add on to the Seal, to let his offspring to inherit. With an ever increasing complexity, an engraved agelong history, such is a Seal----for a Magus, this is the inescapable bound"

"............ Which means, a Seal contains all the records of that particular family?"

"Ah, that's not the case. Family records are kept with actual documents. On the Seals, there are only pure Sorcery. A Seal only chants the spells by itself, and let the possessor to cast a Sorcery he has not studied yet. In simpler terms, it's like engrave a magic seal on one's own body"

"............Hm. Then, wouldn't it be fine to engrave the Seal to anyone? As long as you know the form of a magic seal, can't you draw as many as you want"

"Can't really put it that way. A Seal, is like a living organism. Like a transplanted organ. Because there is only one organ, so you can't divide it up for many or have a duplicate. It's pointless to cut the heart in halves, right? Because it'd cease to function after it's cut up"

"Ah......hm. So that's it, certainly. Then has Tohsaka also been transplanted with a Seal?"

"......Transplant, is only a relatively negative analogy that I came up with. Actually it's just like a tattoo. Mine is on my left arm. It's everywhere from shoulder to my hand. It's just that a Seal won't show up without activating it, unlike command spells, therefore there's no need to hide it"

"......And because of this, a Magus family would have only one inheritor. If there are siblings in the household, usually one of them would have to lead an ordinary man's life without taking Sorcery. Since he can't pass down the Seal, so it's meaningless even if he becomes a very successful Magus"

"Aah, Shinji mentioned this too. ......Is that so, that's why Sakura didn't learn anything"

"Nn. ......But the Matous, stopped passing down the Seal by themselves since several generations ago. Therefore I suppose Shinji only learned about the knowledge of Sorcery. ......This kind of people is the most troublesome. They obviously have no touch in Sorcery yet they're still using it"
Tohsaka take a deep breath softly, after condemning

"And next, I'm going to teach Sorcery, but there's been a change of plan. Since Shirou doesn't have a Seal, I will have to set up another course. ......Nn, let's end here for tonight. I have many things to prepare before tomorrow, we'll talk about it by then"

"? I can only agree to it if Tohsaka says so. ......But what many things are you preparing"

"Just many things. Since you don't have a Seal, you can't turn on and off, right? I need to adjust the inside of your body, so I have to prepare the proper medicine and rectifiers, right"

"--------"
Aw. I think I was really trembling just now

"What? If you hate it I will stop. But by then, I won't teach you either"
"Ah...... No, I do hate it, but still. Tohsaka's words, are probably right"

......Though I don't know what she meant by turning on and off, but I guess that has something to do with why I can't turn myself into magic circuits

"Tomorrow is decided then. ......Oh, by the way. Do you plan on training swordsmanship with Saber tomorrow as well?"

"? Aah, yes. Though I'm worrying about the Barrier in school, but there is still some time before the activation. I want to become a bit more capable of fighting before that"

"Is that so. Forget it, that's fine. But you and Saber are not getting along well, isn't it?"
"Uuh...... that's, because"

"You could talk to each other naturally before dinner, but you've been acting quiet since the dinner started. Just in case, let me ask you, you're getting along well, right? If you two break up during a battle, it would be a burden on us as well"

......Aw
That's only because, there was a little trouble before dinner, so we're very awkward right now
Even though...... But am I really, getting along with Saber well?
After today whole day's fight, I think I understand what kind of person Saber is a little better

She as an assistant, I can trust Saber
This is absolute
But speaking of how do I look at Saber other than that, is difficult to respond
Because, I

In that instant, was robbed off of my normal emotions

"......Hard to say. What about Tohsaka. Do you like Saber"

"I like her. There isn't any reason to hate her, isn't it. She's strong, polite, beautiful. Way different from a sarcastic girl like me"
"Hum-ph. Is that right, so Tohsaka likes Saber"

"---! What, I just honestly stated my opinion that she is the type I favor. You, you, ah, change that straightforward way of speaking of yours. It's very easy to make enemy that way"

"I refuse. I don't like to talk in circles like Tohsaka, and I'm not good at talking to begin with"

"......That's true. Shirou doesn't seem like the type that'd say annoying words, or mock others. Right, anyhow you think I'm a long-winded and annoying girl, right"

"? Why. I like Tohsaka's words. Somehow, you're not Tohsaka if you don't do that"
"--------!"
Ah
Did I make her angry, Tohsaka turns her face around with an unhappy expression

"............"
But more importantly, when Tohsaka said she likes Saber just now, makes me feel a bit happy

----A day is over

I ran away to the Storehouse, because I was bothered by the fact Saber is sleeping next door again

".................."
I halt my steps, gaze at the winter sky
The night sky isn't any particular wondrous
I am just staying here, doing nothing and calm myself in the coldness of winter

How long has passed since then
Suddenly, I hear footsteps approaching from the darkness

"----Who is it"

No response
Only the uncomfortable feeling approaches along side the footsteps

"..................!"
I lower my waist, makes a stance where I can jump aside at anytime
"Hey. I'm asking who is it"
......No response
The master of those footsteps, without hindering once, appears in front of me dignifiedly

"--------"
That guy says nothing, gives a glance at me who is in a stance
"You, I remember you're----"
That day. The Servant that fought with Lancer in the school at night
Defeated by Saber who flew over the walls, the knight in a red armour----

"Servant of Tohsaka, Archer......?"
The man moves his lower lip ever slightly
He smiles---can I take this as he admits it

"--------"
......Somehow, I don't feel right
I'm pissed for no apparent reason, I just can't like him no matter what
I never talked to this guy before, neither have I been assaulted by him
However, in the instant of us meeting up like this, I understand that

---I, can't accept this guy
Though no apparent reason, we're just naturally incompatible
Not just me, Archer himself must be thinking the same as well
A subject with a conflicting personality like this, even if I search throughout the world, there shouldn't be another one
Since he's such a disagreeable subject for me, it's not strange if that guy also considers me disagreeable

"......What is it. Aren't you supposed to be on guard before your recover"
"That's certainly what I have in mind. Once my wounds are healed, this meaningless pact can be canceled too. So I have nothing to tell you, I'm just here to observe from the sideline"
"What, don't mind me and observe as much as you want. I have nothing to say to you either"

"I really want to do that, but there's some business I can't disregard. You seem to, keeping Saber away from battles"
"Can't I do that"
I talk back in a reflex

"--------"
Archer's stares direct at me, let me sense an actual animosity

"......As expected. Just like what a kid would come up with. Don't need helps from others. Do everything by yourself. In addition, you hope there's not a single victim---this logic, really disgust me"

"Wh......! You are not in a position to tell me that! I'm only doing what I think is right, others don't have the right to butt in......!"

"I am in a position. As a Servant as well, I can understand the hardship of Saber. Having a Master like you, Saber's burden is truly heavy"

"............!"
Not only because what he said is a fact
But more importantly, I am been talked down by this person, I really can't stand it

"Don't joke around......! I am not a burden for Saber! I am going to fight in that girl's stead, shouldn't this be fine then!"

"Humph, so you are thinking that she wouldn't be hurt if she doesn't fight? Servants exist for the purpose of fighting. Snatching away their fights is what's really disrespect for them---forget it, there's no use talking to you"
After saying what he wants to say, Archer shuts his mouth

---After a few minutes
Archer and I are still confronting each other silently

"--------"
Grunt, my throat moves
That chilling stares of his, as if he's going to probe into my heart

And then, suddenly

"Well. What about it, the Master of Saber"

The red knight, is seeking the answer with a calm voice

"About what"
"Do you really intend, to finish this war without fighting. Without conflicting with anyone, without killing anyone, and not killed by anyone?"
"......I've never said I am not going to fight, have I. I would fight when the time comes"

"I see. Then even if it's a war you won't kill anyone"
"Right. Do you have a problem with it"
"I won't disrupt your naive ideal. I don't have that kind of leisure, nor that kind of idiocy"
Archer turns his back against me

"But don't misunderstand. The protectors of justice that you long for, are nothing but janitors. You know with the way of the protectors of justice, the only ones can be saved are the ones that survived"
"--------"
......Why
Do I feel that statement of his, completely crush me for no apparent reason

"......Hold on. What do you mean by the protectors of justice are like janitors, how"

"......You should notice by now. Listen, with the ways of the protectors of justice, you can't restore tragedies, or miserable deaths in the past. ---That's a limit to begin with. The protectors of justice, are only existences that handle what already happened efficiently. You definitely can't save, yourself and the ones you want to save"

"--------"
That's not, possible
How can the hand that is extended to help others, unable to save only the 'ones' that he wants to save----

"Ideals are nothing but ideals. As long as you still hold the ideal, then it would conflict with the reality over and over. Such is the road you chose. And one day you would have to face the reality, pay that bill. And your choice, might have to snatch away many lives"

"Wh----"
"You have to at least come to realize that. Realize how insignificant you are, what is right and who should be punished. If you can't do that, then give up on that dream and Sorcery, right now"
The shadow of Archer vanishes into the darkness

"Listen. No matter who do what, there will always be people that can't be saved. You ideal can only save your ideal. What humans can accomplish, are too few. Yet you still----"

"Hey, hold on! What do you want to say......!"
My question melts into the darkness
I already can't sense the presence of Archer, only my voice courses through the night sky

"......What's up with that guy. After saying all those annoying words, he just left"
Simply put, he just wanted to say that my ideas are too naive, I will inevitably encounter sufferings if this continue
This kind of things, how can you conclude it's wrong without doing it once

"----I have determination. When I'm wrong, I will just have to pay it with this life"

This is the determination of a Magus
Even without Archer saying it, I have already come to realize

"Humph. I really am naturally incompatible with that guy"
......It's just that
Even so, there is still one thing that worries me

No matter who do what, there will always be people that can't be saved
What humans can accomplish, are too few
Yet you still----

"......Yet you still, want to chase after that ideal, without ever looking back"

I soliloquize
In the end of Archer's words, for some strange reason, it feels like it conveys this message
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:37 am

Day 8

[I’m going out today, Shirou. I’ll bring some gifts back today, so be nice, ok?]
Fuji-nee waved her hands, and went out to work.

[I’m going as well. I need to go to my house today so I might be a bit late, but I will definitely return before dinner. When you are watch over the house, please don’t act carelessly.]
Tohsaka just said goodbye with her eyes, and she went out.

[─────So, let’s see.]
It’s barely past seven thirty.
I already saw those two out of the door, again, without any problems. So what I need to do now is

[C’mon, let’s continue what we started yesterday. We are going to the dojo, Saber.]
[Eh? Are we starting right away? Shouldn’t you wait a bit since we just finished breakfast?]

[Don’t worry. To exercise right after meals is in itself a kind of training, not to say that we had bread for breakfast, right? That kind of stuff won’t pile up in the stomach to cause illnesses.]

[… *Sighs* If Shirou says that you could, I won’t have any objections.]
[Then there are no problems. C’mon, let’s go. I’ll let you see what I, to at least hit Saber one time, thought up last night!]

[*Whimpers*…….]
I can’t hold any grounds against Saber’s attack. My bamboo sword, which I used for defense, is lying on the ground meters away.

[Hahhh,--------Guuuh, Muuuu……]
Those fingers that were holding the sword are still numb.
Originally I thought that I could pressure her with force if I use all of my strength to go forward, but she, countered.
That’s why my bamboo sword was knocked off my hand, while I have to sit down.

[--------- Damn, I thought I had it.]
[Shirou’s choice was too optimistic. Listen up now, even if Shirou attack disregarding your body, it’s nothing against a Servant. It’s a good sign to think of victory, but at lease think of who your opponent is.]

[…… Guhhh. Although you are saying those things, if I keep defending I’ll definitely be beaten. If a chance comes I have to take it.]

[That’s right, no doubt, but Shirou don’t know how to use an opportunity. Since you are going to attack disregarding the consequences, you should to wait for the right moment.]

[I know that. Saber looked away at that time, right? You never made this kind of mistake last time, so I tried to take advantage of that.]

[It’s praise worthy for you to be able to make this kind of judgment in a flash, but I did that to lure you in. Hoped that you wouldn’t be so anxious to attack at this level, I shifted my line of sight. And then, you came straight at me…]

[--------*Whimpers*, you are so bad, Saber. It’s no good toying with an amateur.]

[I’m not toying with you. Even though I planned that, as long as I’m showing a flaw, I have to bear the risks. It’s just that, the risk of taking my eyes off of you is incomparable to the risk that Shirou took by heading straight at me.]

[… Mmm. So in a word, be careful when your enemy shows a small mistake, right? Bigger mistakes should let go… Nope, you want to say that I need to act according to the degree of mistake, right, Saber?]

[Correct. So please, meticulously analyze the amount of risk and the degree of mistake.]

[But, Shirou, compared to yesterday, you have a tremendous improvement in your ability to sense life-threatening danger. As long as your body has the ability to sense danger, you can naturally choose who to fight and who to beat.]

Saber is talking, as if she’s a bit happy.
If it’s not my imagination, Saber is, probably, happy as the result of her student’s improvement.

[It’s almost time to rest. I’ll go get some water, ok, Shirou?]
[Ah, you don’t need to. I brought a bottle with me, I’ll just drink this.]

I drag my over-tired body to a wall.
While I’m using a towel I prepared to wipe my sweat, I gulp down water from the bottle.

[-----------------Hah--]


Breath out…
… Three hours after I saw Tohsaka and Fuji-nee off, I’ve been fighting with Saber.

Saber still not giving me any advice, I didn’t ask, just hitting back with my bamboo sword.
Although it’s a competition where there’s only a tiny hope of victory, fighting with Saber is able to let my body have a complete workout.

I’m not hoping to increase my ability to fight.
This is not for the mind; it’s only for the body to get used to fighting.
But it’s better than doing nothing. Since I don’t have anything that I’m adept at, to train this bit I have nothing to say.
If I’m facing a Master and still thinking about how to fight, that’s the deadliest situation, right?

[…Saber….really didn’t sweat a bit…]

Although I’m discouraged again, it’s impossible in the beginning to catch up to Saber in just a few days.
Saber, like yesterday, is sitting down to let her body rest.

[----------------------Mmm]
It’s no good just sitting here.
Since it’s a rare chance that we are resting, I want to talk about some stuff.
Well, then--------

→ What kind of person was Saber?

… Before she became a Servant,
Living as a human, what kind of person is she?

Since Saber is extremely beautiful, everybody should like her, right?
Also, she getting selected as Saber or whatever is probably wrong as well. Saber, times ago, is just a regular girl who never held a sword in her life, right?

[… Seriously, Saber, what kind of person you were?]

My enthusiasm filled my head, and I slipped out.

[----What? Shirou, did you say something?]
[Eh? Oh, I was just thinking about what kind of person Saber was. I don’t want to know Saber’s True Name, just what kind of like you lived.]

[Ah-h, what kind of person I am in the past, right?... You are interested in weird things, Shirou.]

[If it’s troublesome, then just ignore what I just said. I just though, for a moment, that even though Saber is the Servant Class of Saber, before you became a Servant, you were probably a different person.]

------ It’s not wrong,
I felt, Saber, in her past, probably lived a peaceful life in a village as cute as her.

[-----I don’t think that’s possible. Becoming a Servant will not change your personality. Since I was born a knight given a long sword, the one that you said, a different me, don’t exist.]

[Wow, then you always had such a serious personality, Saber? … That’s really harsh, I kind of pity those who were around you.]

[…. What did you mean? Although I am strict, I never forced anyone around me.]

[Liar. After today’s training, I finally understand that Saber will never go easy on anyone. Look, see these wounds? Just a little mistake and you joyfully came to hit me, you oni-trainer!]

[I-I’m not happy about it. Be-Besides, even if I do feel sorry for Shirou, if I’m not strict then it’s not a training anymore!]

[-------------------]
… How rare!
Saber unexpectedly has this kind of expression, I’m surprised.

[Wh-What kind of look is that? To suddenly quiet down, I feel, is very sneaky.]

[Ah-ah, sorry. ---------Because for Saber to became angry like this is quite unexpected, I was surprised.]

[Eh, i-is it so? I just, said what I felt in my heart.]
[That’s why, Saber don’t really say what you feel, right? That’s why what just happened is so refreshing.]

[I-Is it like that? I always use my beliefs as the basis of my actions.]
[That’s why I said it’s not what Saber truly felt, but what Saber thought. Saber rarely expose your true feelings.]

[Of course. What I pursue is not individual feelings, but opinions based off of where I stand. No matter past or present, it’s still the same. I am protecting Shirou because my identity is Saber, besides this there is nothing to say, and there is no need to think about them, right?]

[---- It’s not wrong, but won’t Saber feels bored once in a while? Although Saber has your duty, you can’t just perform your duty only. Saber has things that you want to do, right?]

[Therefore, protecting Shirou is my top priority. Not only that, since you are still immature but want to fight, not heeding my advice, I have to train you. Isn’t that right?]

[-----------No, that’s not what I’m talking about…. Oh-well, if Saber says so then let it be.]

I truly feel that, Saber is lowering her guard right now, a very bright feeling. I also don’t want to continue that topic, fearing that it might disrupt this rare chance of a peaceful atmosphere.

When I noticed, it’s noon already.
[It’s lunch time, Shirou.]
[Ah-ah, it’s lunch time already.]
Saber and I confirm mutually, with our stomachs rumbling at the same time.

[-------Let’s eat. What do you want to eat, Saber?]
[I don’t have anything particular that I want to enjoy. As long as it’s a meal prepared by Shirou, it will probably satisfy me.]

The way Saber said it is kind of strange.
…. Well, it’s all good as long as it’s not Tohsaka-kind of rumbling on.

[So I’ll go out to buy stuffs. I should be back around the same time as yesterday, just wait in the living room.]
[Yes. I’m anticipating, Shirou.]

Lunch will be, Shrimp Meatball that I always wanted to try.
It’s of the highest grade, a size bigger than Squid balls and filled with shrimp.

[… That’s it for wasabi, desert and tea for three-o’clock is ok as well, so….]
I stuffed these things into the basket of my bike.

------ Right.
I met Ilya around this time, yesterday.

[------- That kid isn’t here.]
No, I will be troubled if she is here everyday, although I am a little disappointed that she’s not here, and a little pity.
… I didn’t say anything to Saber or Tohsaka about what happened to me yesterday with Ilya.
She didn’t appear as an enemy, also I always feel so hesitant about whether to tell them things about Ilya.
[…………………. Shouldn’t be here, she was here yesterday doesn’t mean that she will be here today.]
So, I’ll get on my bike again, to----

----→ Return to the Emiya household

Go straight to home.
Saber is hoping for lunch, and I’m not the kind idler to go everywhere.

Like this, I tried to make the Shrimp Meatball that I’m adept at.
Strictly speaking, this shouldn’t be a side dish; instead it should be served with beers or wines. I learned it originally in the bar that I worked anyways.

[Shirou, it’s really hot.] (high temperature)


Saber is holding in her mouth a meatball that’s bigger than a golf ball, but smaller than a tennis ball.

[Mnm, Saber is afraid of heat? Or you just don’t like eating this kind of crude cooking?]

[No, not that. This kind of heat is very interesting. The flavor is bit crude, but I can feel the amount of effort you spent in it.]

[Is it so. As long as Saber likes it.]
[Ok, it’s a pity that I can’t share it with Tohsaka or Fujimura.]

Saber eats, quietly.
Is it as a result of this morning, I feel that she eats more than usual.

[------------------]
… Well, as a man I do feel, strangely enough, happy when others eat my cooking, not to say when they think it’s delicious.
My prowess as a Master is not enough, if this kind of thing can make Saber happy, I should focus more on cooking… Ah-ah?

… Saber is gazing very seriously at her empty plate.

[Saber…? If it’s not enough I can make another plate.]
[Eh….? N-no, don’t, I’m very satisfied. I-it won’t be necessary.]

[Mmm, then let’s drink tea after this meal. It’ll quick, just wait a sec.]
I put the empty plate back in the kitchen.
Putting what I need to wash in the tank, and heating the tea pot to make tea.

[Right, Saber should try other kind of tea sometimes.]
I look out from the kitchen.
…. And there-

[… But, this is the problem. Shirou’s cooking is very delicious, if he starts to refuse to cook, my will to fight will definitely decrease. …. I’m still too young. Although I already experienced it many times, food problem is always such kind of terrifying thing to deal with.]

[-------- What, is this…]
…. Never mind what I just said, it’s better for me to not focus on cooking.
If I put more effort like this every day, in the end I will probably become a pro-chef.

Mnm.
As a human, it’s never too good to over do things.

After lunch, till afternoon, what I need to do will not change.
Untiringly, battling with Saber using the bamboo sword.
A training that’s suppose to last till Tohsaka and Fuji-nee returns.

Was broken by the sound of doorbell, announcing the arrival of a guest.

[Shirou, guest.]
[Ah-ah, I heard it as well. It’ll take a sec, please wait here.]
[…. No, just an afterthought, it might be an uninvited guest. Just to be safe, I’ll go with you.]
[----------Mn]
What Saber said is reasonable.

…. Although it’s reasonable, if the guest is a close neighbor, Saber could induce suspicion.
Because at the Emiya household, only Shirou reside here.
But…

[Whatever, I’ll think about it if something happens.]
Even Sakura and Fuji-nee enters at will, it doesn’t matter if neighbor just notices.

[All right, let’s go, Saber. But, if it’s a normal guest, please be nice (obedient), ok?]
[I understand. I am a distant relative of Shirou, right?]
[Right right, I’ll leave it to you.]

[Ok, I’m coming---]

Urging by who-knows-how-many-times ringing of the doorbell, I opened the door at the main entrance.

[Excuse me, I heard that your body is not well so I come to visit, Emiya.]
The one who come is neither the enemy nor the neighbor, but a friend from school.

[Oh, it’s just Issei---]
[Hay, a “oh, it’s just” is really disrespectful. Is this your way of treating a friend who has come because he wants to see if you are doing well?]
Issei spoke, and handed me the paper bag he was holding.

[Eh? What’s this? Apple?]
[Gift for visiting you. Emiya who has never caught a cold is suddenly absent, I need at least bring some gift.]

[-----------mmm]

Although I’m overjoyed for his reason, unfortunately I’m not absent because I’m sick.
… Also, as a young student, buying a bag of apple and visiting a friend from school is quite-

[What’s wrong, Shirou? You can’t eat fruits?]
[No, I like them a lot. Oh well, although it is a bit complex, I am very thankful for you to think about me this way.]
I bowed to him.

[… Shirou, just something off topic. Who is that female right behind you?]
[Eh?]
I turned around,
Over there is, of course, the one who followed me here. Saber.

[Ah------------]

Oh yeah. Issei that fellow, saw Saber when I bowed to him?

[… Someone I’ve never seen before. Why is such a female here, in Emiya’s household?]
Issei’s eyes gratefully looking at Saber.
He is really shy of strangers; toward someone he met the first time, or someone he doesn’t like, he will really show a cold face.

[Ah, it’s not, she’s Saber, well-]
[I’m a distant relative of Shirou. I have received, in foreign countries, care from Mr. Kiritsugu in the past. I arrived here a few days ago to visit, and, being predestined, I am staying here.]

[----------------Eh?]
Saber is saying all of that fluently, and, smoothly…

[A friend of Emiya’s father? I have heard that he liked to travel around, so it’s possible that he knew people like you.]
[------------------Eh-Eh?!]
On the other side, Issei, who is suppose to be shy and cold, actually accept what Saber said as a matter-of-fact, in a, frank manner?!

[So that’s it. I understand now, Shirou. You are using “I’m ill” as an excuse to be absent so you can be the guide for her, who has came to visit and to see the sceneries, right?]

[Ah… Ah-ah, tha-that’s right.]
… Mnm, well, ignore some details, I’m not lying.

[Then it’s all right for me to stay a while. Since I actually brought it all the way here, at least make a cup of tea for me as a sign of gratitude. We’ll talk about what happened in school these two days along the way.]
Issei took off his shoes and walked inside the main entrance.

[…? What gift of gratitude? I’m busy as well, you know. If you want to chat, wait for next time.]
[What are you talking about? You throw your bike in front of my house, remember?]

[Ah…. Right, I lost that bike over at Ryudo temple. ]
[Right. I brought that here. I’m doing that even while I am quite busy, I didn’t even do any thing for Student Government just so I can go straight home and then here. Shouldn’t you make some tea for all those troubles I’ve gone through?]

[-------Wmm]

I really am thankful.
Although I do have three bikes, the one I lost at Ryudo temple was the one I spent most money on and my favorite.

[…Sorry Saber. Can we rest for a while?]
Saber nods, quietly.

[Sorry. Then Saber and Issei, please wait at the living room. I’ll make some tea, Japanese for Issei, and Red for Saber, is that ok?]

[Wh…. I-I as well? I.. I don’t think that’s a good idea. If I’m around then you can’t talk with your friend freely, right?]

[That’s not a problem. Right, Issei?]
[Mnm. Although girls are usually noisy, Saber-san is different. Proper female is a cultural treasure.]

[Right. Then you two wait there first.]
[Ah…. All right, I understand. But, Shirou--]

[What, anything else?]
[For drink, give me Japanese as well. I don’t dislike Green Teas.]

For some reason Saber said that with an extra clarity and emphasis.
Although the way she spoke is as usual, I don’t feel some what different.

After we gossiped here and there for an hour, Issei decides that he’s returning home.
Most thing that we discussed in the living room were related to school. Although I carefully asked Issei if anything weird happened, School seems to be… normal.

[Then I’m going. Are you going to be absent tomorrow, Shirou?]
[Ah-ah, I’m not going to school this week. I have to accompany Saber tomorrow as well.]

[Mnm, oh well. If you are with that one then all will be fine. Although there are some suspicious places, there is no need for me to ask.]

Issei himself nods.
… Right, this person who’s suppose to be shy around strangers actually didn’t dislike Saber.

[Oy Issei, you’ve only met Saber for the first time but you are actually feeling well, why is that?]
[What are you saying? For god’s sake I grew up in a temple; something definitely has to be wrong if I can’t even tell if a person is good or evil. Although I don’t know where she’s from, that kid has a clean and divine aura. It’s impossible for her to be bad.]

[Heh, Issei, you can actually see this kind of stuff? I’m seeing you in a different light now.]
[… Regularly I can’t really see it, but if it’s someone as outstanding as she is then even amateur can see. Although I’m just an Apprentice Monk, I can still feel god’s presence if there are gods around me. You can tell that, the feeling that Saber-san gave me is just as fabulous.]

… This is really, rare.
Issei, actually praising a girl.

[I see, even Issei appreciate Saber.]
If so, then it’s great
Because just now Saber didn’t say a word, she just listened. I actually worried whether Issei has a good impression of her.

[Of course. Is she not a good kid? It’s really hard to dislike her.]
[Mnm. But, although I know she is a good kid, she’s kind of cold. Saber is like that usually, it’s not as if she dislike Issei.]

[Eeh? That kid, is cold?]
[Definitely, she hasn’t even laughed yet. Even when we laughed as a result of something Fuji-nee said, she just sit still and serious.]
[No, she’s laugh often, can’t you see?]
[--------------Ehhh?]

How is it possible?
Saber of course at times shows a soft expression,
But to show an expression that others can clearly see as laughter, has never happened…

[Liar, I can’t imagine the way Saber holds her stomach, laughing.]
[… No, not that kind. When she sees you smile, she smiles as well. What, haven’t you noticed?]
---------------?
When I’m smiling, she smiles as well…?

[… Let’s see, that’s, treating me as an dummkopf…?]
[------------ So that’s it. This is an interesting explanation. Well, I’ll leave this question for you. Everything comes from self-restraint, remember.]

The kid from the temple said his pet phrase, laughing while he went out.

[Mmmm -------- What did he come for, that person?]

Pretends to be mysterious and said some weird stuff, and then walked away?
At least say goodbye, baka.

When the sun begins to go down, today’s training has finished.
Because my stamina is near its limit, and I still have to learn Magecraft from Tohsaka.
Although I didn’t reach the goal of at least to hit Saber a single time, I still have to keep some stamina just for the evening.

So, like this, I begin to prepare dinner.
Saber after me went to the bathroom, she won’t come out for a while.

[I’m back-----. Oh, so you are really making dinner. Fabulous fabulous, admirable admirable.] (Japanese and Chinese use repeated words to emphasis)

Fuji-nee quite energetically entered the living room, sat straight on the sitting pad.
This person, unlike Saber who has to sleep at least half a day, stays like this for 24 hours a day.
Possibly, even when she’s asleep.

[Oy---, Shirou----, can I eat this apple?]

Fuji-nee holds some from the large amount of apple from the table while asking me.

[It’s all right. Just as you see those are extra. Ordinarily a person eats three a day, right?]
[Is it so? Then please make apply pie------, but the important part is that Shirou makes it------.]

Fuji-nee said it with ease, and like this took a bite of apple.
…. Although I did put those apples on the table after I washed them, this person will not notice even if I didn’t.

[…. Gosh, it was a rare gift of visiting the sick…]
Although it’s based on wrong presumptions, this is a gift that symbolizes my friend’s worry. What did Fuji-nee think that is?
This time it’s necessary to explain clearly.

Something I know,
I know this feeling,
This is, failure,
This is what happens when I insert the circuit into my body, and something goes wrong, and my body begins to reject isn't it-------

[It's all right. Although it is undeniably painful, as long as you maintain this condition it will improve. But, that burning sensation does last couple of weeks.]

・I want to reply, but I don't have that little extra strength.
Now, I can only use every ounce of my strength to maintain my balance.

[Listen up, will you? The difference between Magi and human is the existence of the switch. You know that this switch is the switch of the circuit. Look, over there is an electric stove that boil water. Magi are like that. And human is like bottles that preserves heat.]

[We are similar but different kind of thing. The existence of the switch to boil water is not something a person can decide. From birth--- no, from production, electric stove and heat-preserving bottle are different. People who don't have that switch will never experience Magecraft in their life.]

[Listen, although you are still an amateur, you do have the circuit. Which in turn means that you are adept at learning Magecraft. So all you have to do is make the circuit in your body, once, and then switch. Just press that button, flip that switch in your body and you can convert mana.]

・ My breath is getting steadier.
Like what Tohsaka said, as long as I control myself, this condition will not worsen.

[You only need to make the circuit once, you know, but you make it again and again every time, putting it in your body, again and again.]

[That is just a waste of time and effort. Since it's something that the body already recognizes and accepts, just switch to it.. ・ Originally, those who finish their circuit, will always train their ability to switch, but sadly, your teacher didn't. That's why you have to endure the risk of dying every time you make it. ・No, perhaps your father used the same method back in the days to learn Magecraft.]

Breath out.
The nerves at my hands and foot are getting some sensations back.

[And you, who practice year after year the wrong way, closed your switch. Since that's the case, there can only be a rude awakening, telling your body that a switch exist, right?]

[So, that jewel I just gave you did jus that. So Shirou will stay like that, unless you use your own power to turn it off. If you can do it, then you won't need the jewel's help anymore. With some simple mental alteration and you should be able to control your own circuit.]

[Wuh・I, know, that, but--]

This degree of high temperature, can't you think of something?
And even if you tell me that I can turn the switch off, how the hell do I do that?

[Eh, you can speak already? ・Mnm, you are really adept at controlling yourself. Then you can probably recover faster than I thought. Something like the switch, you can try to calm yourself, relax, and your body will turn it off. Afterwards just will it to speed up. So, easy, right?]

[・. No・. I said.. I can稚 understand at all. Even if you say some kind switch I don't have any sensation about it.]

[Well, it's like that right now, but not much later you should have a clear mental picture, like a button inside your brain. Afterwards, just press that button and you can easily open your circuit.]

[・ If it's like that then good. Now I just want to, puke------]

[That, well, since Shirou always close your circuit when you finish [enhance], right? Now you are trying to reverse that, keeping your circuit open all the time. Like running full speed continuously, pain is almost a certainty. But, as Magus, it's a must. Since you want to fight as a Master, this challenge will definitely help you, Shirou.]

[・・・ I understand. Although it is kind of surprising, I still want to thank you, Tohsaka. Truly, if I can feel the sensation or image or whatever of a button, I have improved.]

[・ You do understand, eh? But don't thank me, I just did it because it is troublesome to have a ally that as weak as you are.]
Tohsaka grunts again, turning her face away from me.
It is because my body is too hot, right?
I kept thinking, even ambiguously, that Tohsaka is really a good person.

[・. Why are you staring at my face like that?!]
[No, I just want to say that Tohsaka is really not honest.]

[・. Right, you can even joke like that. Since it's so easy for you, Emiya-san, why do we continue our lesson, eh?]
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:50 am

Tohsaka gets close to me with the smile of a devil.

[・.. Wuh・.....]

Wait, a minute,
My body can't move, completely, yet, oy・br/>
[Then try [enhance] again. Although right now you still won't be able to control your mana, if you can't get used to this condition you want be much of a help. Don't worry, I brought piles of light bulbs here. Although I don't know how many times you'll fail, before you succeed you rest, ?]

Tohsaka laughed light heartedly, hands some light bulb to me, who can't really move yet.

[・..*Whimpers*]

Wuh-wah・ What't difference between this and letting a man with a fever of 40 degree C walk a long steel rope, Tohsaka------

[・I lost. I never thought, that my side would be used up first.]
Tohsaka looks at me with a peculiar gaze, kind of punishing me.

[・・・・.Eh, I am really embarrassed.]
[I was too naive, I didn't think you could broke all thirty of them. ・. Sorry, today's training ends here, because there is no tool to measure Shirou, [enhance].]

[・Wuh..]
No, I made some effort too.
I used this boiled-in-a-pot body and made some effort.
It's just that, although I tried, [enhance] never succeeded.]

[・. Oi, Tohsaka, it is just broken glass, right? You can fix it like you're fixed those windows, can you?]
[Impossible. That's just broken, regularly. These broke because they can't handle Shirou's mana. It's extremely hard to interfere with objects that contain someone else・mana, remember that.]

[------------- Mm, is it so.]
[Yep. ・ Ok, Shirou, go and rest. Waking up that switch is enough for today, after you can control it, we'll continue your training.]

[・Heh, it is fine that I can rest, but continue, what are you going to teach me?]

[Shirou can only [enhance], right? Although you said you just know this, perhaps you can learn a higher level [change] (addon). Did you know about [enhance], [change], and [trace]?]

[----------------------Mnm.]
・ I did know a bit.
[enhance], like the word enhance, strengthen the object.
Although people usually think that it hardens the object, it actually intensifies the object's effect.
Blades will be sharper, light bulbs shines brighter, things like that.

[Change] don't need much explanation either.
For example, blades can't make fire,
Abilities that let objects have addon effects are called [change],
And [tracing], I remember, is-------------

[・? What is tracing, Tohsaka? I remember dad talked about it, lot of times.]

[You know about [enhance] and [change], right? Then I think you can figure [tracing] out. Well, basically it is Magecraft for copying object. Not like [enhance] or [change], working on an existing object. Basically, from nothingness to existence, all using one's mana, it is of the highest level of difficulty.]

[Ah・ Oh, yeah. After you use mana, it disappear, right? [tracing] creates object that disappears quickly. A sword traced with ten mana, and a sword enhanced with one mana, comparatively speaking, the sword enhanced is stronger. Because [enhance] is just post-processing, it is more efficient. So, because [tracing] wastes lot of mana, it's not commonly used.]

[・ Ah, I remember. Dad said something like that as well. He said that it is really wasteful, so he told me to stop doing it.]

[Well, sort of like that. If you finish asking question then lets end this. ・ Your footsteps aren't really steady, I'll escort you to your room.]

I let Tohsaka escort me.
In the hallway, Saber waits for my arrival.

[Thank you for your hard work.]

[----]
No stamina to answer,
I nod my head, thanking her, and walk to my room.

[How's Shirou, Tohsaka?]
[Bad, very bad, he doesn't have any talent.]
Very Tohsaka-like, relentless, merciless.

・And then, when I regained conscious, I discovered that I知 staring at a starry night.
Tonight I知 out here not because I want to escape Saber,
It is just that Tohsaka taught me a lot of stuffs, and I really feel bad with a body that burns from the inside, so, like this, I want to feel some cool night breeze.

[・. But, if I can use the switch regularly, everything afterwards is just steps and problems concerning those. To fail on the most basic [enhance], I really not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel・]

I talk to myself, while pouring mana into a wood block I took from the storage room.

-----------*cracking noise*

As I thought, I can't even continue a [enhance], the wood block has cracks on it.

[・ I can even see its internal construction clearly, why is it like this, why can't I control my mana・

Tohsaka said I used too much power,
And she said just a small amount would be fine, just think about repairing the weak parts.
・Basically, more relaxed then what I did?

[・ This kind of thing, I understand even if she didn't mention it.]
The problem is, how to relax・br/>If there is a good way to let my shoulder relax, that will be nice -----------

[・]

Like those footsteps that steadily merge with the darkness,
This hostile sensation, I've felt for the second time.

[・ What, I don't have anything to discuss with you.]
[Same here. But I am someone who can't bear to see Rin getting all worrisome.]

[・・]
While I staring at Archer, I throw down that wood block.
And then, Archer, as if he is interested, picks it up.

[[enhance] eh? But it's really bad.]
[・! *Grunts* I am an amateur, so what. Sorry to trouble your Master・]
[No, it's not even that. Tohsaka is totally wrong regarding this.]
[Eh・.? What, that you said -----]

[Heh, post-processing an existent object? That's too much hope and expectation, you are not nearly dexterous enough.]
[Wha・.!]

Somebody asks and you shouts back・! ・ But, what he said, I can't really refute.
It is a fact that I am not dexterous, and it's my own responsibility that I can't fluently use Magecraft.

It won'r help getting angry over this person.

[------ What, you aren't as energetic as yesterday? Can't say anything more?]
[Blah-blah. I didn't say anything because you were right. I am immature, it's all my fault.]

I grunt and turn my face away,
And Archer

[・Heh, in some ways, you probably haven't met a good teacher yet.]

As if he admires that part,

[Eh・? No, that's not it. Both dad and Tohsaka teach very well, it is my fault if I can't remember anything.]

[------- That is why I said that. To you, only a Magus who once didn't knew a thing can teach you well. Genius can never understand the tragedy of a commoner. Because Tohsaka is so talented, she didn't and perhaps couldn't notice what is wrong with you, someone who fails.]

[?]
I don't understand what Archer is trying to say.
Although I don't really understand, but just from that last word,

[Even though I don't really understand, but for whatever reason, you want to argue with me?]
Now I am really ready.
[--------- Wrong again. Emiya Shirou never was fit for physical combat. Your battle is mental, a fight with yourself.]

[Mm・. I heard that Magi's fight are all mental, that I know. But we still have to fight anyways, right?]

[------------ Really, it is quite hard on Saber, with a Master like you.]
Archer is looking down on me, from the bottom of his heart.
His eyes contain, a mix of discouragement and anger that was never there.

[I am only going to say it once, so listen up. There is no chance for Emiya Shirou to succeed in physical combat. With your level of skill, no matter what you do it will be useless against a Servant.]

[・・.Wuh.]
Saber said it as well.
There is no chance for me in physical combat.
No matter what plan, what strategy I use, Emiya Shirou never has any chance to succeed in the start.

[Then, at least imagine it. What you can't defeat in reality, defeat it in your imagination. If you can't win against it, think of something that can. ----------- Since, the only things you can do, are these.]

[Wha-------------------]

I don't know why,
I feel that, those words Archer said, stings the depth of my heart.

Never forget, those lines that Archer said.
I think, I'll never forget these words this man said----------

[・ What is wrong with me, to give advice to my target. Seems that Tohsaka's naivety rub off on me.]

Archer suddenly vanished.
He was originally the watch-guard.
He probably jumped to a roof suitable for security reasons.

[・ What did he came here for, that person.]

I complain about someone who is left already.

Of course there is no reply.
While I reflect upon Archer's words, I use my burning body to feel the cold air of winter.
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:52 am

9th Day

......I dreamt
Perhaps it's because of the boiling blood rousing in my body
That scene that shouldn't be remembered, has reflected before my eyes again

For my current self, this is my oldest memory
At the same time, this is also the memory that I can't part with for my whole life
Ordinarily, I'd never recollect it, however it will not be forgotten no matter what, that scene from ten years ago
I haven't forgot
I don't want to forget
For me, it's just an event in the past

So, I don't feel especially painful
Nor do I tremble from anger

What's in the past, stay in the past
You can't reset, nor can you undo
The Emiya Shirou right now, has already broke away from that scene, continue to live on
What I can do, is just looking forward

......Not from anyone
Just what I vaguely came up with when I was little

Don't forget the past, don't deny the past
Only acceptance, can revive what was lost----

[----]

"So hot---"

I wake up because of the heat of my own body
......How long have I slept
In the end, I didn't return to my room, just fell asleep as the night winds caressed me

In the dusky Storehouse, here's I and----

"Uh, Saber......!?"
"Are you awake now, Shirou. It's fine to run out of your room, but isn't it unsightly to sleep over here"

---Saber appears to have an attitude

"Ah, morning. That's not it, it's just that my body was really hot yesterday, so I wondered outside and fell asleep by chance"

"I can tell just by looking. I don't need an explanation, please pay more attention the next time. If I let my Master to rest in a place like this, I'd lose my ground"

"Uuh...... I'm sorry, I will do my best to sleep in my room from now on"
"As long as you understand. By the way, Shirou, Taiga was calling you just now"

"Fuji-nee......? Why did she call me"
"I suppose it's related to breakfast. Since it's already passed the breakfast time"
"Eh----ow, is it over seven already......!? scheiße, I overslept......!"

"That's true. Shirou seldom wakes up last. Rin's training from last night must be tiring"
Saber analyzes the situation calmly
However, I don't have time for that

"Sorry you have to come here to wake me, you can go back first. I will be in the kitchen after changing my clothes"
"Yes. Then, I will do my best to calm Taiga"

Saber walks off with steady steps

However she actually says that she's going to calm Fuji-nee down...... Saber is pretty used to the morning of our family now......

I rush in the kitchen
Ignoring Fuji-nee's complaints from behind, while making the breakfast under five minutes

"Sorry for the wait. There's not much time before going to school, hurry and eat up"
I put the breakfast on the dining table

"Wh----"
Suddenly

"What the heck is this---!!!"

Fuji-nee bursts with fury

"What-there are only toasts, isn't it! Shirou, why is today's breakfast only this much......!"

"......Hey, I can't help it, I overslept. There's no time to make other things, and isn't this more or less what the bread for breakfast is anyway. There's not much difference, we only lack salad and fried eggs"

"Lots of difference! Neh, everyone thinks the same, right!?"
Fuji-nee turns to Saber and Tohsaka who are having their breakfast quietly
But she's too naive
These two don't love eating as much as Fuji-nee does, how can they possibly agree to her

"......That's true. Though not entirely like Fujimura-sensei, but I can't accept such crude stuff. I can only consider this an insult to bread cuisines"
......Uh, hold on a minute
I thought you don't eat breakfast originally

"........................Sigh"
Ow, what's with that obviously disappointed sigh!? Saber, are you confusing with another character!?


"See, everyone agrees that it's Shirou's fault. Majority rule, you must prepare breakfast properly after reflecting on yourself"
"Who cares about this cheating vote! And, you will be late if I cook now, Fuji-nee. It's already seven thirty, if you don't run with bread in your mouth, you won't make it, so just give it up"

"It's all right. If you let me choose between tardiness and hunger, I will respect breakfast"
"Stop joking! How can there be a teacher like you......! Enough, eat up already and go to school. Let me say this beforehand, you can call me stubborn if you want, but I'm not going to prepare anything else"

"Mm-. Really, Shirou always takes strange subjects too seriously. What precocious talks, you will become senile quickly"
"You don't say. Thanks to Fuji-nee, I am already completely like an old man"
I take a bite of bread after talking back
......Sigh, to be honest
It does feel a bit lonely to just have bread for breakfast, with this many people together

[----]

The sounds of Shinai clashing are echoing throughout the Dojo
The content of the fight is still the same

I concentrate my mind and attack, and Saber evades easily then counters with many times over
I try to endure her counters and pull on offense again, I'm defeated quickly once again---we just keep repeating this cycle of matches

"Hah----hah, hah, hah"
I stop my steps, and pant deeply
Wipe off the sweats off forehead with my arm, and exhale

"What are you resting for. If you're the Shirou from yesterday, you wouldn't be resting right now. Come, please hurry and attack"

"No---wait, a second. I can't breathe. I will rest, for a bit"

"This is not like you. If Shirou is not going to attack. Then I will just have to be the one doing the offense. Is that fine with you"
Saber stares at her terrible student discontentedly
However, even if she's with that expression, my body still can't move around freely

"......Sigh. What is wrong, Shirou. You are like a different person this morning from before. You used to be able to concentrate on the attacking Shinai in the past, but this morning, Shirou doesn't have that kind of strength anymore"

"......I know that too......but I can't do it smoothly"

Because, the conditions are way too different from yesterday

"Has your body temperature not gone down yet. However, this can't be an excuse for poor body conditions. Please calm your mind, and brace up"

"---No. If I want to do that, first we have to do something about that"

I point toward the bystander stands besides the wall

"What? Don't mind me, why don't you keep training?"

".................."
Tohsaka doesn't understand at all
She doesn't understand at all, as long as she's looking from there, I can't fight with Saber seriously

"Is it because you're bothering by Rin's presence. That means your training is not enough. ......It's all right. If that's the case, I will make you unable to notice the bystanders"
Saber clenches her Shinai tightly

"Aw-hold on a second, Saber, my breathing is not yet----"

"No problem. That kind of thing, should be adjusted in the middle of battles"
Saber vanished from my eyesight

"----!"
Just as I have a bad premonition and rush to guard my face with Shinai, Saber's Shinai hits my head directly

......And as such, the morning training was cruel to the extreme
I stop minding Tohsaka's stares after that knocked down, and I was able to concentrate on defending against Saber's attacks, before we realize it, it's already noon

"Anyway, Saber really is calm. You had a match with Shirou for three hours, and you never lifted your eyebrow once. You don't talk much usually, and it's even more refine when you're fighting. Just like inorganic objects"

Did she really enjoy seeing me being beaten up, Tohsaka appears to be very cheerful
Those two are resting in the living room
And I, am making lunch as a punishment for this morning's inattentive
......Seriously
I really want to just make some plain noodle

"Inorganic objects, huh......? That's true, though I never noticed it, but perhaps my emotions are suspended when I hold a sword. Even if it's a match"

"Hmm. Should I call this the determination of holding a sword as a woman? Since your physical build is inferior, so only your mind can't lose"

"That's not it, Rin. The way of fighting is to stay calm, that should remain true regardless of gender. Rin would probably abandon emotions as well in a fight. You're someone who can do so"

"Mm......you're so confident. Forget it, that is true. However Saber and I, are definitely different. What I abandoned was only naivety. Not as detached as you are"

"It seems that way. That's perhaps why you can be this elegant. Keeping the grace of women even in the middle of a battle"

"What, is that a sarcasm? Speaking of elegant, I'm not match for you. ......Shirou is over there, so let me be honest, when the first time I met you, I was stunned because I thought you were such an amazing beauty"
......Er, I can hear you, Tohsaka

"---I think Rin was mistaken. If I appear to be beautiful, that's not because of myself, but rather because of my Saber class, isn't it"

"I told you that's not it. I thought I lost, purely as a woman. ......Otherwise I wouldn't be that irritated"

"......Hence, that's your mistake. I have never once thought of myself as a woman, and never once been treated as a woman. It doesn't make sense for someone like me to be beautiful"

Because this line of Saber's, the conversation between the two is dropped
"--------"
I am irritated by Saber's words as I slice the vegetables

"......I've been thinking, what does that girl take herself for"
Doh! I chop the chicken up with a heavy swing of the kitchen knife
Somehow, I'm very annoyed

---I have never once thought of myself as a woman

"---Humph. Enough, this has nothing to do with me......!"
Doh doh! I stick the kitchen knife in the cutting board
But even then, I'm still full of angers

[----]

"And this would be today's lesson. More than yesterday's, your body seems to be settling down as well, this time it should work"

How did she move all of these to our house, Tohsaka takes out forty light bulbs, no less

"I'm going out for a bit. And I will be back a little while later, please use up these before I come back"

Tohsaka leaves the room

"----Hah"

And next
Though it ended up that way yesterday, but today, I'll have to succeed in one or two at least

[----]

"............Huu. Anyhow, I used up half of them"

I spent an hour, attempted to 'enhance' twenty light bulbs
Half of them broke, and the rest had no sign of change
However, among the light bulbs that showed no sign of change, I successfully poured mana into five. Afterward, I'll just need to challenge the twenty left overs, however---

"......Hold on. As far as testing go, wouldn't five be more than enough?"
All these light bulbs seem to be quite antique
It wouldn't be nice for Tohsaka if I keep on destroying them all

"............Hm"

Right then, if this is so---

---Go call Tohsaka

However you put it, I can't keep on destroying the light bulbs
......Well, I guess this is too late for a beginner who just broke forty light bulbs to say

"Hey-, Tohsaka"

There's no response even I call out to her
......How strange, isn't she home
Other places that Tohsaka might be---

"......There is someone in the Storehouse"
It seems like Tohsaka and Saber are talking inside

"Hey, Toh----"

Just as I raise my hand and about to call out

Suddenly, my back feels chill
......I believe it's coming from the Storehouse, it's Tohsaka's wave of mana, full of animosity

"----"
I've not made a sound
......Tohsaka is angry, I can sense it even from all the way here

"--------"
Their conversation can be heard from here
Without realizing it, I'm already in a situation of eavesdropping their conversation

"----That guy, what kind of man is he"

Tohsaka mutters, I can't tell whether it's angry or fear
Saber stands behind Tohsaka without saying a word

"I can't believe it. Saber, you noticed it already, right......?"
"......No. I have no idea. I'm a knight, not a Magus. I only sense slightly unnatural about this place, I can't grasp the situation like Rin does"

"---Is that so. Then let me tell you. That guy isn't a Magus"

With a voice full of hatred
Tohsaka states so

"......Rin. What does that mean"
"Literally. Sorcery, is nothing but give and take. No matter how mysterious, it's just taking things from somewhere else here"

"......However this isn't the same. That guy is taking what originally doesn't exist over here. Materialize that which can't exist. This is ultimately a concept of eroding reality. That guy's Sorcery, must be the product after some sort of deteriorated Sorcery"

"............"

I don't know what Tohsaka is talking about
However, that was not something I should listen in
......I stay faraway from the Storehouse
Though this would be lying to Tohsaka, but right now I should go back to the room, and pretend to be waiting for her----

Two o'clock
Tohsaka is still not back, consequently I start to work on the lessons she left me arduously

"Ah, phone"
The ringing of phone spreads here from faraway

"......Is it from the living room. Tohsaka---uh, this is my house's phone so I can't let her answer it"
Though I don't believe it's an important call, but I can't pretend I didn't hear it either
I stand up from besides the bed, and walk toward the living room to pick up the phone

There's no one around in the living room
Saber and Tohsaka are probably over at the yard

"Hello, Emiya residence"

'Hey, Emiya. It seems that you're absent today again, are you not well?"

At the same time as I pick up the phone
I hear Shinji's voice mixed with some fuzzy laughters

"Shinji? What's up, I don't believe we have anything to talk to each other"
'What, you're so cold. I gave you a call because I want to tell you one thing"

"......Tell me one thing......?"
'Aah. It's something I have to tell you no matter what, can you come to school. It'd be bad if I drag on any longer, I contact you because I can't hold it back anymore. ......By the way, is Tohsaka over there?'

......Shinji's tone, sounds strange
Though I can't say what exactly is wrong with it since I can only hear his voice, but he seems to be really excited, or very nervous

From this side of the transmitter, I can hear the sounds of other students, he seems to be in the school
It just passed two o'clock, the end of the fifth period, break time

'Hey, I'm asking you, Emiya. Is Tohsaka over there, or not?'
"......Not for now. She's not here for the moment"
'Is that so, perfect. I wanted only us two to talk. ---I will tell you something good, come to school now, Emiya. Of course you have to keep Tohaka out of this'

"--------"
I don't know how to respond
Shinji sounds strange, and if he wants to talk, we're talking right now
There's no need to go to the school specifically for that, and if I act behind Tohsaka's back, that's also betraying her trust

"---No, I'm sorry I can't go. If you have something to tell, wait until next week. I will be going to school by then"
'......Ah? What selfish words you speak of. That'd be too late, didn't I just say that I can't hold it back anymore......!'

Shinji yells angrily
Is he very worked up, I can hear his unrest breathings even through the transmitter

'......Humph. Are you pondering over it. That's true, you can't possibly come by yourself after all. This phone call sounds suspicious no matter how you look. Emiya thinks it's danger too'
Shinji's tone changes all of a sudden, then he laughs oddly

"Hold on. Calm down, you're acting strange, Shinji. I don't know what happened----"

'Ah ha ha ha ha! Stop lying Emiya, Tohsaka told you everything, right? Don't hide it from me. That's right, Emiya is the Master of Saber. You can kill a lot, a lot more people......!'

Shinji is really cheerful
......Though I have known this guy for five years, but I've never seen him this excited

"Shinji, you"
"All right already, I will be waiting for you in school. Hurry up, Emiya. You can still make it in the sixth period if you come now. Just in time for Fujimura's class, it's all right if you're late'

"No, even Fuji-nee will get angry if someone's late. Plus if I only go to the sixth period, it's more likely to be lectured than been absent"

'You reap what you sow, right. Aah by the way, if you let Tohsaka in on this, I will definitely cut tie with you. I always overlooked Sakura in the past. At least in the end, you should fulfill your duty as a friend, no?'

That's the end of the conversation
The transmitter is repeating the same monotone

"----What's that guy up to"

......But what should I do
I can't find Tohsaka who was in the house a moment ago, and I can't bring Saber to school either
However, if I refuse Shinji, I don't know what kind of things that guy would do

He seems to be agitated because he was refused harshly by Tohsaka yesterday, if I ignore him, he might touch Sakura again

"......Right. The day is still bright, it should be fine"

Let's hurry, since I've already decided
If I run, I should be able to make it to the sixth period

[----]

I can't see a soul at the school front gate
Since school is in session, looking from outside, the school seems to be deserted
Is there no physical education, there are no students on the school yard either

However, that should change soon enough some minutes later
School is closed after the sixth period is over
School yard or gate, will become lively right away by then

Go up to the third floor
There are no one around on the hallways of course
Everyone is in the classrooms, it'd be a little embarrassing to walk in class C like this

"......Forget it, I won't be caught completely, let's hurry to the classroom"
Class C is at the end of the hallway
This is class H next to the stairs, therefore I actually have to cross five classes----

"Eh----?"

Suddenly, I feel light in the head
Along with the urge to vomit assail my whole body

"Ah----grr"

My stomach is squirming
It feels like it's turned around all of a sudden
In front of my eyes is entirely blood red
As if my eyeballs are bloodshot, every object turns to red

"Ah----ah, gr----..................!!"
There's no change in temperature at all, but my body is heating up abnormally

"---What is, this----!?"
My feet don't follow my will
My body doesn't have any energy
Like an hourglass, I can't do anything except weakening
Every time I breath, it's as if I'm going to throw up the inward matters

"Grr---, uuh............!"

So hard to breath
My throat hurts a lot
Hallways, no, has the oxygen in the entire school building gone missing
I walk next to the wall and open the window unconsciously, as if I'm been urged by the lungs in pain

"Wh----"

My mind is frozen
Under this overly bizarre situation, I even forget to panic

---Outside of the window

Around the school yard, is entirely coloured in blood red
The school is as if been separated, enveloped by a red world

And the school building, is the altar that completes this red backdrop
And, I finally
Accept that this situation is 'that'

"----!"
I leave the window
Control my powerless feet with will, I enter the room in front of me

This is, the result of 'that'
Not a single student is sitting on a chair
All the students are lying on the ground, even the teacher that's supposed to be behind the platform

---They are still breathing

Everyone is cramping as if they are asking for help
No one is dead yet
They just can't stand up, and gradually decay in this fashion
The miserable state of them collapsing on the ground

Even reminds one of, straggling garbages

"Ah----gr----"

The urge to vomit is piling up
But I am still keeping my calm
Observing the students collapsing on the ground
Having difficulties to breath, but it's not to the point where they can't take in air
It's just that their stamina is weakening, they can still be saved if I hurry

Just as I am going to confirm the faces of these students, it feels like something heavy hits me deep inside my brain

"---Their skins, are"

Are melting
Not everyone is the same
I suppose there are some individual differences. Some of the students who are especially weak, their skins have begun to melt

Glutinous
Rotting arms akin to tumors, and eyes like dead fish

"--------"

I know
I know this scene

"--------Stop"

This is a scene from hell
I knew it since a long time ago

"--------I'm telling you, to stop"

Hence, stronger than fear
Anger, dominates this body

"......!"
My left hand is in pain
The command spells engraved on the back of my hand, let me know that the 'enemy' is nearby

"Hah-ah............!"
I'm running and out of breath
I'm already losing my mind

"Hey, Emiya. You're more spirited than I expected, this is great. Well, are you enjoying this performance"

At the end of the hallway, the one standing in front of the classroom of class C is, Matou Shinji

My hand is in pain
The command spells are telling me, the man standing over there is the prime culprit

"----Did you do this, Shinji"

I can't breathe unhindered, just stare at Shinji while keeping a distance from him
......Is he content with my state
Shinji opens his arms exaggeratedly, laughing out loud on the red hallway

"Indeed. Once I knew you have arrived, I activated the Barrier immediately. It was a lot of trouble to catch the exact timing. Because you would run away if I did it too soon, and I'd have to meet up with you if I was too late. I just wanted to see Emiya's pale face, I had no intention to cause any pitiful dispute"

"----Is that so. So it was also a lie, when you said you have something to tell me"
"Something to tell you? I'm just getting started. I have to let Tohsaka knows, which one is superior between you and me, I do have to apologize to Emiya for lying to you. See. Even if I didn't tell Emiya, but the school's Barrier was set up by me"

Shinji laughs as if he thinks it's very funny
"--------"
And then
I, too, finally realize

"Ah? You're not astonished like how I expected. What, so Emiya didn't believe me when I said the Barrier wasn't my handiwork. ......Ah-hah, not bad, so even you have doubts in others sometimes!"

That cheerful laughters, are like a drill that pierces into my head

"--------"

To tell the truth, I'm very astonished
I was prepared for the Master that sets up this Barrier being either Shinji or someone else

But that's it
And this is the result of that naivety
At that time---when I found out that Shinji is a Master, I should've thought of this

So, this is a mistake I made

"......Shinji, why did you set up something like this. Was it also a lie when you said you don't want to fight"

"No, that was true. I didn't think about activating this sort of thing either. This is nothing but a bargaining chip for negotiation. If I have this bomb, even Tohsaka wouldn't attack me easily, and it can be the last trump card in the worst case"

"......Is that so. But Tohsaka said there's still a few days until the activation of the Barrier. Did she make a mistake?"

"Humph, so like Tohsaka's opinion. However, though the Barrier wasn't completed, but the form was finished a long time ago. There's no problem if I just want to activate it. But, the effects would be weaker, it'd take a few minutes to kill someone"

"--------Stop"
The urge to vomit is gone
I stare at Shinji clearly, and said this line

"Stop? Stop what? You're not telling me to stop this Barrier, are you? I can't do something wasteful like putting away what I just activated"

"Stop. Do you know what you're doing"

"......You're pissing me off. Are you ordering me? This is the Barrier I set up. I'm the only one that can decide whether to stop it or not, if you want me to stop, you have to at least kneel down before me, right? Seriously, both you and Fujimura don't understand your positions"

"----Hey. What did you say about Fuji-nee"

"Eh? Aah, Fujimura. That woman could still move after this Barrier was activated. Others are already lying everywhere, she's still standing by herself. Then she walked before me who haven't collapsed, and told me to call an ambulance. How great, is she a model for teachers or what?"

"But I couldn't possibly call that sort of thing here, nor did I want to. However that Fujimura was still jerking me, so annoying, she stopped moving at all after I kick her away! Hahaha, I suppose that woman would die first!"

"--------"

I'm completely converted
It's not the kind of conversion like what Tohsaka said about turning on the switch in one's head
Click
I pull the trigger in my head, my inward is completely converted

"----Let me repeat again. Stop the Barrier, Shinji"
"You really don't get it. The more you say, the less I want to stop. If you're that pissed, then stop it with your own power, Emiya"
"---Is that so. Then, that's simple"

In other words
Before getting rid of this Barrier, I have to get rid of you first

My body leaps forward
My inward is heating up as if it's burning
The distance between Shinji and I is not even twenty meters
In my present condition, I can cross it in a flash
My body right now, is filled with energy incomparable to magic circuits----

"Hah, what a fool you are----!"

The dark shadow is stirring up
The shadow that was participated in the corner of the hallway, materializes and becomes restless
Completely dark blades
Akin to a guillotine, that beheads anything comes near Shinji

"--------"

I don't know what sort of Sorcery it is
There are three shadows that charge forth
This level----

----There's no need to stop
Regardless of what kind of power those shadows hold, it's meaningless if they can't hit me

Three blades break through winds

"----, the foolish one is you, Shinji......!"

This sort of thing, is way too easy to dodge compare to one shot from Saber---!

"Wh......!"

I pierce through the crack between the interlaced shadows
There's no danger at all
I don't sense any peculiarity from those shadows

So there's no problem
Saber taught me, don't hesitate as long as your instinct tells you that it's not fatal

"Shinji----!"

I step forward
There are no shadows guarding Shinji anymore
Only a few more steps left, just another three meters and I can---

"Stop, don't come any closer......!"
Shinji runs
In the instant which I stuck out my arm toward his back

"----!"

I feel chills all over, and draw back my arm in a rush

A course that cuts through the space
A black blade, cuts through the same space which I was in a moment ago

"......!"
I halt my steps
Where did it come from

In front of me, is an ominous woman in a black, that even the malicious blood red on the hallway pales in comparison

"Ah----"
My rationality is killed by fears
I will be murdered
Though I don't want to imagine it, yet the scene of myself been beheaded miserably still rises in my mind

---That's
A devastating sensation of death, completely different from the shadows before

"Good-good, Rider......! Don't hold back, do whatever you want with that guy......!"

Rider vanishes
I---

[----]

"Uuh----!"

I step back hurriedly
It's very dangerous at the moment
First I have to gather myself, and then make Shinji stops this Barrier----

"Ah......!?"
I can't even comprehend what is happening, just trying my hardest to retreat

"Hah-ah-ah............!"
My sight blanks out out of fears
Even so, I still raise my hand like hell to protect my head

"Aw......!"

A sharp object pricks my arm
The sound of chipping through bones, announces that the next time it'd be fatal

"Ah, gah----!"

I run away
There's no time to turn around
I guard my vital parts with two hands, flee as much as I can

"Ee----yah............!!!!!"
The sharp object makes a grating sound, tears me apart
My sight is covered by the blood mist gushed out me
And in that instant

Rider is approaching in an unrecognizable speed

"Ee............!"

Every time she cuts me, the noise I make doesn't sound like my own
Still I try my hardest, to flee under the attacks that can take out tens of people with each strike, and retreat without a break

"Hah----hah, hah, ah----!"

I don't know what I'm doing
What's taking Rider's dagger, is my arm
My clothes are shattered, there are scars all over my hands
But they can still be shields, I try my hardest to block the attacks coming for my head, the middle of my eyebrows, and my heart

Not with my will
Just simply the reactions of my body's instinct to Rider's attacks

"Ah----ah, hah----"

My lungs couldn't take in air since a while ago
I'm nothing but a beast who is cornered by death, and can't stop running
What is awaiting me afterward, is just been killed after exhaustion

"Grr----ah, uuh----!"

That's why she said
Don't fight with Servants. Emiya Shirou can't fight with such
After listening to her words, why have I----done this still. I'm supposed to catch Shinji as soon as possible, break this verdammt Barrier, what the hell am I doing----!

"What're you doing, Rider. Enough, hurry up and kill him off already. That guy can't do anything anyway"

Shinji's voice sounds like he's boasting his victory
Rider nods, raises her dagger high all of a sudden

---A shot aims accurately for the top of my head
I have no way to dodge it
At most, I can only try to avoid my vital part as much as possible

"Uuh............!"

---The dagger stabs on my shoulder, below the collar bone
The sharp sound of metals ramming into each other breaks out, and then an exclaim full of surprises

"Eh......?"

What's going on......? At the point of Rider's dagger, the edge is cracked----

"......What a surprise. My blade cannot kill you"
Rider stops her movement
And while I'm thinking about how to take advantage of my only chance

"----Then, please fall to your death"

I receive an impact on par of an iron hammer, and fly out of the window

"Ah----"
Just a round house kick on my abdomen
Enough to send me flying, crash open the window and into the mid-air
This is the third floor
I will die from bleeding too much even if I'm left alone, I'd die on spot if I fall from this height on top of that

No, generally speaking, when a man received a kick that can send someone flying for tens of meters, he would've been dead already

"A----ah"

I stick out my hand
Am I not falling down yet, or is it an illusion before death
My body, is still lingering in mid-air

"Ah----I, actually"
As if I'm trying to do something, I stick out my hand the hardest I can
Sky is coloured in blood red
The school building is rumbling, akin to the stomachs of living organisms

---Am I just going to

Watch all of these happening as I die

Just going to
Just going to
Just going to
Just going to----die by myself, and can't even save one soul----!

"I, actually----"

I grit my teeth reluctantly
Couldn't win. Couldn't even fight. I knew, yet I still made the mistake

I ignore my pains
Just been angry to the point of driving myself mad

---I boasted that I can do it by myself
The result of not letting Saber to fight, is this

"----"

I am a fool
I can't save anyone by myself
If I want this war to be over, what I should do, was decided since the very beginning

That guy said
If you don't want to conflict with anyone, kill anyone, or been killed by anyone
When you notice your own mistake, you should first decide what need to be corrected, and who is to blame

---And then

On top of the arm that I sticked out as if trying to grasp the sky, are command spells waiting for me to cast---

[----]

"-----Come"

I utters as if I'm praying
What happens to my life is of no importance
Just, in order to stop such cruelty

"No---Come, Saber-----!!!!"

I exhaust all of my strength, to summon my sword

One command spell is gone
And the space, shows signs of distortion at the time

Literally, it's Magical
Armed with silver armour, Saber appears as if she breached the ripples on space

"Uh............!"
My back crashes into the ground

"Ah----ah, ah---............!"
I stop breathing
My inwards are displaced because of the impacts from falling down
Several ribs are probably broken, just enough to pierce in

"Ah----uuh----"
Even so
My body is not out of service yet, my two hands, which are stained with blood, are not broken either

"Shirou......!"
......Saber is running here
I gather my hands which are senseless, and somehow manage to stand up, and straighten up my body to make myself appear to be fine

"There's no time to explain. You can understand the situation, can't you, Saber"
"Please hold on a minute, Shirou. I can understand, but before that, your physical conditions----"
"Please take care of Rider. Only you can beat down that woman"

"No, I have to cure Shirou's body first. If this goes on, you will die"
"---No. There are other priorities"
Rather than taking care of me, right now we have to defeat Rider and Shinji as soon as possible
Nothing should be placed before that

"But, this way you will"
Saber only concerns about me
......I'd be lying if I say I'm not happy
However I don't have time to argue
If Saber doesn't approve, then I'll have to use the second command spell

"Uuh............"
Did my determination pass on to Saber
Saber agrees reluctantly

"I understand. Master, please give order"
"Defeat Rider. I will take care of Shinji"
She nods without saying a word, then dash toward the school building like a whirlwind

---Rush up the stairs

Rider and Shinji are on the third floor
I can tell Shinji is still lingering there from the command spell's reaction

At the instant when I climb up to the third floor, sparks burst

"Rider......!?"

Though I didn't see it, but it seems that Saber noticed Rider who was going to ambush from the top, and deflected her attack

"---Shirou, I will defeat Rider here. You go make Rider's Master......!"

That goes without saying
Saber won't lose to Rider
After combating with Rider, and gained a somewhat accurate sense of her strength, I can be sure of this
Saber's combat ability, far surpasses that of Rider

"I will leave her to you......! But don't chase Rider too closely, it'd end once I stop Shinji......!"

I run pass Saber
Rider's deadly dagger shots toward me wickedly fast, but just one hit from Saber, even Rider herself is blown away---!

I'm running on the hallway
At the corner of my sight, is a panicking Shinji

"......Barehand is disadvantageous after all----!"

I need some pole shape objects to make weapons, for example---the mop in this cabinet will do......!"

"----Trace, on"

I pour in mana as I run
Is it because I don't have any distracting thought, or is it because I don't have any left over stamina to do other unnecessary tasks----

The shadow is stirring up
I am obviously injured extensively, but my body has not dulled a bit

In addition, I now have a weapon
So

There's not even any need for dodging
I smash the assaulting shadows with mop one by one
Though the mop is broken, but it's only a weapon made at the last moment, can't help it
And, I don't need that kind of things now anyway---!

"Shinji----!"
"Ee----!"

I hit Shinji from front
My arm, which is full of injuries, gives me a pain that nearly knocks me out

I land a hit on Shinji's abdomen, and press him on the wall in this fashion
"Grr, you......!"
Shinji wants to pull my hand away
I kick away his hand immediately
----Even I, can't control myself
I press his hand which was kicked away on the wall, and broke it just like that

"Ah---ah, eaaaaaah......!!"
Shinji's screams, are already unintelligible

"----Uuh----"
......scheiße
If I fail to keep my tension, I'll faint
Hurry, while my limbs can still move----

"Ee......!"
I clutch Shinji's hair, and press him on the wall

"---Scream all you want later. Stop the Barrier, now, Shinji"
"Don't---don't joke around, who's going to obey you"
I grab Shinji's throat with the other hand
The blood that stained all over my clothes, now soils Shinji's body

"Then I will just have to finish you off first. I don't care either way. Hurry up and make your choice"

I increase my grip on his throat
---Perhaps it's because mana is circulating inside of me
A neck like this, seems fragile

"Ha---yeah right. It's impossible for you. And-and I haven't killed anyone yet. Just take a bit of life from everyone----"
"---I see. Farewell, Shinji"

I start to exert my strength
No hesitation
Just, a bit of sympathy
Because Shinji never learned that, when a Magus is killing another of his kind, he would not hesitate---this is basic for a Magus

"Hold----hold on a second! Hold on a second, I get it now, I lost, Emiya......! I will stop the Barrier immediately, I will stop......!"
".................."
I loosen the strength exerted on his throat

"---Hah-hah-hah......Damn it, what brute. ......Hey, Rider! Stop the Blood Fort! Your Master's life is in danger......!"
Shinji yells at Rider who's faraway

"--------"
Rider has not replied
However, Saber takes a step back after she heard us
Rider lowers her dagger, and moves her lips ever so slightly

"......This should be fine, right. This Barrier appears to be a special one, you can't set it up at the same location twice easily. ......I won't set up a Barrier again, take off your hand"

"No way. Since I won, you have to listen to me. ---Shinji, give up your command spells. This way I won't have to fight with you again"

"Wh---don't joke around, how can I do that! Without command spells I can't make Rider obey. This way, I'd---"

"This way you won't be a Master. Then go to the Church at Shinto. It seems that that place would protect Masters withdraw from battles. ......Otherwise. Were you lying when you said you only set up the Barrier to protect yourself, did you set up this sort of Barrier to beat other Masters"

"......I never said that. I only said, I become a Master to make my Servant obey me"

And you think, that's all there is to to in becoming a Magus
......But that sort of person, what's the use even if you become one

"---That's it, Shinji. If you don't give up the command spells, I will cut your hand off. Then you won't be qualified to be a Master"
"Ah......? Cut off my hand......?"

Shinji tilts his head as if he's confused
That's not acting, it seems that Shinji really doesn't understand what I meant

"No, I mean----"
"Shirou, step back......!"
It's Saber's voice
Perhaps it's the result of the harsh training in Dojo, my body reacts to Saber's shouts, faster than my brain

I release Shinji and jump back
At the same time, Rider's dagger crosses where I was a moment ago

"Ri-Rider......!?"
"---Please stay back, Master. We're going to break away from this location"

"Shirou, step back......! Rider intends to release all the mana used to maintain this Barrier until now......!"

"......!? Release mana......!?"
Rider does look quite unusual
Whether it's how she actually shows up here when she's supposed to fight head on with Saber, or the chills given off from all over her, both hint at a different level of imposing manner from before

"Ri-Rider......!? What are you thinking, you can't even win against Emiya's Servant, what are you going to do......!"

"Yes. I am indeed unmatched for Saber. However please be at ease. My Noble Phantasm can surpass other Servants. Regardless of who the opponent is, he would not be able to block my gallop"

Rider raises her dagger
"Wh----"
Eveyone on the scene exclaimed in surprise
What is going on, Rider stabs her neck with the dagger----

And then, she rips it apart in one stroke

......Fresh blood is shed
From the neck of Rider, whose body is wrapped up in a black attire, spills a large amount of blood

"You----what are you, doing"
Even Shinji, her Master, holds his breath because of Rider's action
Even if Servants' abilities are superior to humans, but that's still a fatal wound
This way, Rider would only cause herself to lose too much blood and vanish, wouldn't it

"......!?"

However, that's only unnecessary worries of people who didn't know better
The blood shed is dwelling in the air, and starts to draw arrays slowly

That's, an Array drawn with blood
Patterns that I've never seen

An ominous that words can't describe, shape like a living organism
......A powerful condensation of mana, born out of Rider
The Barrier just now, is like a child's thing compare to this Array

"Wh......!? My body is been pressed----"

The leaking mana is truly too powerful
My body is as if been pressed by strong winds, moving back slowly

"Shirou, leave quickly......! Rider intends to use her Noble Phantasm, you will be engulfed in it if you stay over there......!"

Saber pulls me away as she speaks
She protects me, while confronting Rider's Array

"---Do you want to run away, Rider. If you're going to involve your own Master, I can only send you to another world right here. I will not allow you to use that kind of Noble Phantasm"

"......Hehe. How's that possible, isn't guarding the Master a Servant's duty. I'm just going to run away together with my Master. If you're not pleased, then please go ahead and chase after us, Saber"

"However----that's only if you still have the intention to fight, after witnessing this"

---I hear rumbling sounds
Rider's hair, floats in the air, along with the sound akin to noise of tearing apart flesh---

"Uuh............!"
"Shirou-bent over......!"

I'm been dragged by Saber to lie on the floor
Explosions and flashes
I shut my eyes in the angry winds
However, I still sense clearly even though I shut my eyes
A white object flies by
An object that resembles a huge arrow of light, rushes through the hallway in an unfathomable speed----

"--------"
When I raise my face, wretched traces of destruction appear in front of my eyes
I don't see Shinji or Rider
......The light just now wasn't charging toward us, apparently it was just going to break away

"Uuh--------"

My injuries are hurting
The trigger I pulled inside my head disappears again
The heat rushing inside my body, cools down all of a sudden

"Shirou......?"

I can't even hear, Saber's questioning
My conscious, falls into a blank darkness in this fashion

......I had that dream
For me, this dream is a reflection of 'death'
So every time I approach death, this scene, which I don't want to recall, would resurface

Corpses piled up like mountains
People were gradually collapsing
At that time, everyone was begging to be saved, but no one was saved
It was truly painful
Truly, truly painful, even staying alive was truly painful, makes one think that just simply die would be easier

My conscious was hazy, I struck out my hand meaninglessly
I didn't stick out my hand asking to be saved
Just, in the very end

I felt, sky was so far away

And then conscious slowly faded away, the hand which I raised, fell down on the ground as well

......No
It should've fallen

A big hand, held up my weak hand
That guy, ran into the fire, just because he wanted to save people, and then he found me

......I can still remember that face
That man's eyes were in tears, he felt happiness from deep down inside his heart because he found someone alive

---Because he looked way too happy

It made one feel like, the one saved wasn't me, but that man

Then
As if he was thankful for something, even made me who was in the brink of death felt envious, the man saved me, an unfamiliar child

---That was the turning point

The weakness of accepting death, turned into a strength of desire to live on
The emptiness of my heart, is filled with the happiness of been saved
I tried to move my fingers with all of my might, in order to not let go of that man's hand, until I lost my conscious

And then, after I came to, I was already in the hospital, facing the man who saved me

That was ten years ago
After that, Emiya Shirou was just chasing after Kiritsugu's back
Only thinking about becoming like that guy
Not because I were saved by him
Rather, I couldn't forget the expression he had at that time, and I wanted to carry on that illusion

I ran with that as my goal
Somewhere deep inside, I dreamed without letting anyone know

That's right---the hope I held
Is that if one day, I can smile like Kiritsugu back then, how much of a redemption it'd be----

[----]

"--------"

......I open my eyes, in front of me is the living room I'm familiar with
The ticking sounds of the clock, feel more annoying than ever
I appear to be lying on the ground, I raise my hands, and see both of my arms are wrapped with layers upon layers of bondages

"----It's so dark, outside"

I hold my body up
The clock points at ten at night

"---What's that, you ungrateful twit. That's not what you're supposed to say after you woke up, is it?"
"---Tohsaka. What, you're here"

"What about I'm here. I've been staying besides you to take care of you all this time, your attitude is just too much"

......Is that so
Then I'm really in debt to Tohsaka

"Sorry. My brain is still kind of rigid. Can't think things straight...... Anyway, thank you, Tohsaka. I let you take care of me again"

"----For, forget it, it's nothing extraordinary. Shirou was wounded so badly, of course your mind'd be mixed up"

"......So, are you hurting anywhere? Though your wounds on the outside are healed up, but I don't know the inside yet. It'd be terrible if we don't take care of any unusual symptoms, right?"

"----No. Though I'm really tired, but I don't feel pain. Just, somehow I feel---"

Feel like I'm floating in the mid air
I don't know how I ended up here
I can't recall, what did I do today----
"----! Tohsaka, what about school!? What happened after I passed out......!?"

"Don't worry, relax. Kirei went to help out the school. You can leave the repair of the hallway and the rest to that guy, so you don't have to fuzz over it. He is a man of the Church, he'd be punished by God if he doesn't do something"

"---That guy? So the school"
"Not that big of a deal. Though many students were sent to the hospital, but their lives are kept. Everyone said it was because of malnutrition, so they have to stay put in the hospital for a few days"

"----Is that so. That's good then"
Yes
Even though we were a little late to dissolve the Barrier, but it wasn't too late

Once I am relieved, my whole body loses its strength
I give out a deep sigh, and lean against the wall

"......Then was my body, also healed by Kotomine? Even Tohsaka, shouldn't be able to heal wounds this serious"

"What're you talking about. You did it yourself. Just like that time with Berserker. An awesome recovery rate that the wounds heal themselves...... I suppose you don't remember any of this?"

"How would I remember. I can't figure it out myself either. Before making a contract with Saber, my body was pretty normal"

"......Hum-ph. Maybe your ancestors were lizards or something, just you don't know about it?"
"............Hey. Don't make that kind of scary jokes with a straight face. I don't feel good about it either. I don't even know what exactly did my body turn into"

"What's so bad about it? For better or for worse, you did survive several times due to this. It's already the second time you are saved, I think it's worth it even if you have to be a lizard, no?
"......Tohsaka. Is it really that fun to tease a critical patient"

"You're not a critical patient anymore, right. Forget it, anyway you should go thank Saber first. Though we don't know how it works, but Shirou's body is this way thanks to Saber"

"----Ah"
My confusing state of mind is finally sort out, once Tohsaka mentions it
What I should do right now
I, who was saved by her, who needed her, have something that I have to tell her at once

"Grr----"
I stand up immediately
My joints are still sore as expected, but this is not a big deal

"Tohsaka, where's Saber?"
"In the Dojo. I'm going back to my room to pick up some luggage"
Tohsaka walks to the Separate Building light-footedly

"Ouch......"
Joints are in pain
I grit my teeth to endure it, and make haste to the Dojo

[----]

Come in the Dojo
Saber is by herself, sitting properly as if she's meditating

"Shirou......!? You woke up!?"
Saber who notices my arrival, stands up quickly and approaches me in a stride

"Sorry, I just woke up. So, Saber"

"What's the apology for! I have a mountain of things to tell you......! Meet up with an enemy without telling me, still want to fight by yourself, and you don't even care about your own body......!"

"You know, every single one of these things are stupid behaviors that can lead to your death directly! No, in fact you almost died. Does making me this worried entertains you......!"

"Ah----no, well"
"What! I won't accept such a half-baked explanation. For a whole day today, I'm going to listen to what you have to say!"

Saber approaches me as if she's going to swallow me up
Though it's certainly very imposing, but how should I put this, seeing Saber reveals so much emotions makes me very happy

"......I know, I will tell you all about it. Then let's talk, Saber. My body is already fine"

"Eh......Shirou, are your injuries, healed"
"Aah, it seems that way. Anyhow, I survive"
"Really---that's great"

No idea where that imposing manner went
Saber gives out a sigh as if she feels relieve from the bottom of her heart, and smiles gently as if she's blessing my well-being

"--------"
.....My heart is broken. As it turns out, I made Saber who doesn't show any expression usually, worry to the degree of making such a face
I didn't trust and rely on her
Yet, she still accepts me as her partner

"--------"

......I was, a fool
Such a pure trust, I did not notice
Such a simple trust of letting her fight, I did not give her

"Saber"
I speak up naturally
To someone whom in the past I'd feel embarrassed just from meeting her eyes, I now look at her face-to-face, truly naturally

"......What? What is it, Shirou?"
"----I apologize. I was, a fool"
I bow

"Wh......Shirou, please stop this. I went a bit too far. Though I certainly was angry, but you don't have to apologize for----"
"Yes I do. As a partner, it's only natural for me to apologize to Saber. I'm sorry that I worried you. From now on, as long as Saber is besides me, I will not fight alone anymore"

"----Shirou, so"
"Aah. Saber, please lend your strength to me. I can't win against other Masters by myself. For me, your assistant is a necessity"

"......Then, you admit that your actions in the past were wrong, correct? As a Master, Shirou should do all you can to support me from behind, fighting is my responsibility"
"--------"

......No
Only on this matter, I was not wrong
Even now, I don't want to see Saber to get hurt
For this, I didn't allow her to fight in the past
......This is the only fault
Because if I decided to fight together with her, I should've protected her with all my might----

"......No. I don't think I was wrong. If Saber is going to protect me, I'm going to protect Saber as well. I can't, let Saber fight by yourself"
"--------"
......Saber has not replied
Cold air flutters in the Dojo

"--------"
......Even so, I will not compromise on this
In this case, I can only beg Saber until she agrees. Just as I think of this and raise my head

"......Sigh. How obstinate, how very like you"
"Eh......? Well, Saber?"

"Seriously, there's no need for me to answer at this point. I am your sword. Besides me, who else can become your strength, Shirou"
As she speaks, Saber sticks out her left hand


"--------"
I can't think of any appropriate words, just hold her hand
.....A definite sensation of holding each other's hand
Few days after our encounter, we finally---make the, true contract

"? What are you two doing, holding hands?"
Uh
Why do you have to happen to show up now......!

"----"
Saber and I let go of our hands nervously
"? Suspicious. You are not discussing battle strategies behind my back, are you?"

"No, that's not it. Well, I was just measuring his pulse, for the purpose of observing Master's physical health"
"----"
I'm dumbstruck
Saber told a very weird lie
......No, now that I think about it, why did Saber become nervous as well

"Hey. What a peculiar method of measuring pulse"
Tohsaka stares at Saber as if she's amazed
Is it because she's not used to lie, Saber's behavior becomes more and more suspicious
......If I don't help out now, the situation will become even weirder

"Hey, what's up Tohsaka. Didn't you say you were going to pick up some luggage from your room"
"Ah, right. Come Saber, this is for you"
"Thanks. Sorry for the trouble"

Tohsaka hands over a carrier bag to Saber
......Saber who received the bag, shows a rare happy expression

"This is the last one, so you better be careful. Even if it's forced summon, your clothes would be ripped if you put on armors forcibly"
"I'm sorry. It was an emergency, so I didn't think of this. However, it's truly fortunate that Rin still has more of the same suit"

"Nm. The design is simple, like uniforms. That Kirei, he'd only give me plain clothes. ......Forget it, it's fine since these clothes don't match me anyway. But, why does it have to be this suit, Saber"

"---Mn. Because Shirou said it suits me well"

......Huh
I don't really get it, but that seems to be Saber's third suit
Since we don't have women's clothes in my household, so Saber borrowed them from Tohsaka

"............"
But
This sort of women's topics, I'd be appreciated if they can talk about it when I'm not around
I'm a man
Finally I said something serious, doesn't this sudden change of topic really make one loses his spirit---

And then, because there's nothing to do, I'm forced to bed by Tohsaka and Saber

Though my conscious has returned, however my body is still in critical conditions

My two hands, which have been cut by Rider, were originally serious wounds that's supposed to be amputated from elbows down, and my body which fell from the third floor was full of injuries as well

No matter how many things I need to go over, right now I need to sleep first and heal my body, this apparently is their mutual opinion

".................."

However, I have to settle things with Shinji as soon as possible
Shinji activated that Barrier without a second thought
I also know, how dangerous it is to leave that kind of guy alone

"............ Damn it...... This is not the time for bed...... already......but"

In front of my eyes is a dazed blankness
......Brain was the only thing that recovered
Once I lie down, my yet to be recovered body thirsts for more sleeps

"......Tomorrow ......By, tomorrow----"

......I can't rest like this after today
Even if my body isn't healed up, I will still have to catch the runaway Shinji----
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:53 am

10th Day

I'm having a nightmare

My wounded body, is hoping for a deeper sleep to gain as much rest as possible
However my mind is still dwelling on that scene, and can't sleep well
My yet to recover body is heating up, my heart, which keeps on regretting, is still been burned as well

Am I possessed by this nightmare
I'm in a coma, having dreams unconsciously

......How many were sacrificed
Though Tohsaka said there was no casualty, but that's only on the surface
Those whose lives were drawn out forcibly, can't possibly have no sequela at all
Their bodies will be unhealthy for a while, lack of oxygen would cause harm to their memories
And some students' skins were melted
Even if it's completely healed, they would still be scarred for life

......My body is in pain
I was nearly killed---no, my body which has certainly died once is cramping
The pains of my flesh are saying, even though involving everyone was a disaster, however I did good nevertheless
Because I stopped this disaster, avoided the harms that could've led to deaths
So I shouldn't be regretting, and there's no need to feel shame
Why not relax and fall to sleep now

No
I can't use an excuse such as this, to lie to myself

A tragedy took place, the fact that I was there but couldn't do anything about it remains unchanged
Though I said I'm going to save people
But then, I couldn't save anyone by myself
It's better if I just treat this whole deal as a misunderstanding, just pretend it never happened---so my mind and body can rest

......I'm pissed
Just because my body is weak, and now I'm thinking of lame excuse like this, don't joking around

It's impossible to have that kind of miracles

How can I say that just becaus it didn't happen the way I want it, and it was a tragedy I couldn't bare to watch, so now I'm going to do everything over, that's such a horrible insult
Make something that already happened into something 'never happened,' that I cannot do
Because that's impossible, and more importantly, I shouldn't do it

......Therefore, I cannot treat that event as if it never took place
I can only do one thing---if I don't like what I'm looking at right now, then think of ways to prevent it from ever happening again

Enough sleeping
Forget about my body
Let me get up and run if I can move
If I'm going to make nobody ever gets hurt as my dream, then even in the face of death, I will---

[----]

I open my eyes
Take a deep breath, and suck in air to my lungs

"----Hah"
The cold air of winter, rids of my sleepiness and nerves
Force of habit is quite incredible, it just pass six
Judging from the fact that I wake up at around the usual time, my body is probably recovering

"----OK"
I push up my body to fold the blanket
In the middle of this easy action, suddenly
I feel a pain from my left shoulder as if it's cracked

"Uuh...... Forget it, no surprise. It's not fully healed up after all"
But still, it's only 'pain'
It's much better compare to how I felt after been cut in half by Berserker a few days ago
My innards were a mess, the urge to vomit was a lot worse than pains

[----]

I walk to the hallway
The sky is full of clouds, as if it's going to rain

"Shirou, you're awake......?"
"Aah, I just woke up. Saber, on the other hand, is surprisingly early this morning. Aren't you usually still sleeping at this hour"

Nn, I haven't even cooked breakfast yet, how rare for Saber to wake up now

"......Shirou. I'm not sleeping because I like to. I think I said this before, I sleep until breakfast is ready only to save up mana. I hope you can stop using such wording that suggests I overslept"

"? Why. That's not what I meant. I just wanted to know is it fine for you to wake up this early"
"......Oh, is that so. You think it's strange for me to wake up early, is that it"

Saber's tone sounds cold
......Or am I thinking too much
The Saber this morning, seems more harsh than usual, and more frank

"No, not strange, it's fine. Saber has to sleep constantly only because of me. That I know, so wouldn't it be better for you to rest until I come over to wake you up this morning"

"Sure. However, that's only in standby status. The reason for me to sleep is to deal with emergency. It makes no sense to still be sleeping now"

"? Why doesn't it make sense. We're not fighting with anyone at the moment, and no one has come to assault us either"
"Eh......No, which is to say, that's"
Is it something uncomfortable to talk about, Saber is stuttering

"Forget it. There's no emergency right now, it's better for you to sleep before heading out. I will call for you after breakfast is done, save up your stamina before that. Because I'm going to borrow Saber's strength today"
I bid Saber goodbye and walk to the kitchen

"---Please hold on a minute, Shirou"
"? What is it, Saber, what else----"

"I can't pretend that I didn't hear what you just said. What did you say you're going to do"

"--------"
I can't help but hold my breath
She's obviously asking a question, but Saber is staring at me as if she's not going to let me answer

"And you body should be resting no matter what. Rin will prepare the breakfast. What Shirou should do, is to go back to your room and rest, let your body recover. I won't allow you to disagree"
"......Saber"
The atmosphere around Saber, becomes harsh, because she's seriously worrying about my body

"Please go back to your room, Shirou. The one who needs sleeps is not me, but you"
......Did she see through me. Saber's stares become more harsh
But even then---I cannot, leave Shinji alone

"No, I'm not going back to my room. I already had enough rests, and I have something I have to take care of. We're going out once we're all set, Saber. We're going to catch Shinji before today ends"

"Why. We don't have to catch Rider's Master today. Battles should begin after Shirou's wounds are healed. It won't be not too late by then"
"---Not true, Saber. Speaking of priority, my body is only secondary"

"----"
"We have no time. You know what kind of things that Shinji will do too. We have to separate him from Rider before he sets up another Barrier like that again. As long as he doesn't have a Servant, Shinji should be powerless"


"......Are you saying, you don't want to see more victims like those from yesterday to appear again. You're not fighting for the sake of defeating Rider's Master, but this?"

"That's not it. I just want Shinji to take the responsibility. For this, I have to defeat Rider. And it's only natural to act for the sake of preventing more victims from appearing. This kind of things, should be placed before the reason to fight"

"..................Is that so. Since Master says so, I can only obey"
And then Saber stops talking all together

[----]

"Looking for Shinji......? I don't mind, but you say this because you actually have some chances of winning, right, Shirou"

After breakfast
When I suggest that I can't leave Shinji alone, Tohsaka reacts this way

"Eh......chances of winning, to Shinji......?"
"Yeah. Let me say this beforehand, if you're going to say that you don't have any chance of winning yet you're still going to make a move on other Masters, I will laugh at you"

"Ah----m"
......scheiße
Now that I think about it, I only thought of stopping Shinji, but didn't think of specific ways to stop him

"......Hold on. Emiya, you are serious?"
"Aw----sorry, you can laugh"
"......Whoa. Excuse me, this joke is way over my head"

......Aw. The way she reacts, really makes me realize how much of an dummkopf I am, I feel like my body is shrinking

"Saber. Your Master is this way, but how about you? Do you have any objection to fighting with Rider?"

"There shouldn't be a problem if we're just going to fight with Rider. I already confirm her caliber. This, I believe Shirou understands as well. However you put it, he already went against Rider directly before"

"Ah, is that so. Then Shirou knows what level Rider is, too"
Tohsaka asks me with her stares
Of course it's to ask how strong Rider is

Certainly, I can grasp the strength of Rider
Is it because I made a contract with a Servant, or is it because of the command spells
Even with the Servants of other Masters, I can determine their abilities in terms of numerical values after watching them fight
Rider herself is not a specially outstanding Servant

"Rider is not as strong as Saber. In one on one, I believe Saber will definitely not lose"

"Is that so. So you do have an edge, don't you. Because Shinji is not a Magus, Rider can't receive support from her Master. This way it would certainly turn out to be a solo between Saber and Rider"
".................."
What Tohsaka said is right
As long as the Master is Shinji, Rider can only fight by herself
Saber shouldn't have any disadvantage, however----

"What, such an unmotivated look. Is there any other problem?"
"......Aah. Listen, Tohsaka. Rider was obviously dominated by Saber whose combat abilities far surpassed her, yet she was able to take Shinji and run away. I think that was Rider's Noble Phantasm......"

The arrow of light that raped the hallway
If Saber didn't come over to push me down, that wave of destruction would blow apart my body without anything left
If that was Rider's secret weapon, then even if Rider her own ability was weaker, we still can't be optimistic about the situation
No, I think, even if the situation is optimistic, she's still an opponent whom we shouldn't provoke----

"......Humph. In another word, Rider is the type that her Noble Phantasm is superior to herself"

"So, Saber. Let's put Shirou aside for now, you should know what Rider's Noble Phantasm is, right? She already used it in front of you, you should be able to speculate at least"

"......I'm very sorry. I was protecting Shirou with all my might, I couldn't confirm what it was. If I was distracted because of that, perhaps Shirou and I would be engulfed in that blow"

"Engulfed...... What, Rider's Noble Phantasm is long range?"

"Very close. To categorize, it's similar to Rin's Sorcery. I suppose it's not an anti-personnel Noble Phantasm like my sword or Lancer's lance"

"Similar to my Sorcery, that's strange. Saber has an outstanding Resistance, right. Modern Sorcery can't harm you at all. Even you have to dodge it, then"

"----Yes. A mystery will be nullified in the face of a more powerful mystery. To penetrate my armors, it can only be the Magic you speak of, or the Phantasm races"
"A Magic-user---are you saying that Rider is a Magician......!?"

"No, I didn't sense that abundant of mana. She's a Rider. Should there be a Magic-user, I suppose only Caster can be. I'm afraid Rider's Noble Phantasm is something else"

Tohsaka sighs in relief after hearing Saber's reply
However, I still don't quite get it

"Saber. Is your armor that hard? You said only Magic can penetrate, so Lancer's Gáe Bulg"

"Eh......? Nm, Lancer's Gáe Bulg is certainly a 'Curse' that's similar to Magic, however...... Rin, can you explain it to Shirou"

"Me? ......Forget it, that's fine. Simply put, Shirou thought that only Magic can hurt Saber?"

"Ah, no...... that's not it. I just thought that such a hard armor is incredible"

"Of course it's incredible. Not just Saber, all of the Servants are Heroic Spirits, you know? Because they're spiritual bodies, normal methods can't harm them. Since Servants themselves are a king of mystery"

"The only ones that can harm Servants with physical means, are other Servants who are also Heroic Spirits. On the contrary, if they're both Servants, even a mere paper cutter can hurt Saber"

"......Which means if the opponent is a Servant, Saber's armor is not that perfect......correct?"

"Right. But since Saber herself has such excellent close combat skills, even battling using weapons would not harm Saber. The only attacks left are the long range ones, which are tools that disregard space such as Sorcery, however though Saber is obviously a knight she also has a considerable Resistance, most of the Sorcery would be deflected"

"Curses that represent misfortunes can't work at all, it's useless to release mana in the forms of arrows to intercept directly either. To defeat Saber, you can only assault her up front"
"--------"

Saber listens to Tohsaka's explanation quietly
She didn't interrupt, which means it's true

"What, that's not fair. If you can't win with swordsmanship, then you can only rely on Sorcery, but what can you do if even Sorcery itself doesn't affect Saber. Somehow it feels a bit unfair"

"That's true. But it's not like Saber can never lose in close range combats, right? Even judging by brute strength alone, Berserker is on top of Saber, Lancer has a lance of certain kill in terms of weapons. And the aforementioned Rider also has a Noble Phantasm that can push Saber back, so Saber is not perfect either"

"We also have ways to defeat Saber. The simple way out would be casting a Sorcery that's more powerful than Saber's Resistance, or borrow a Servant's weapon and cut off her head when she's asleep. Since a Servant's weapon has the same spirituality as the Servant itself, so it's possible to harm her that way"

"..................Mm"
Though it's a very dangerous analogy, but now I can understand
---Uh, wait a second, Tohsaka
You can't say things like that right in front of the person you're talking about

"Is-is that so. That means it's not that Rider's Noble Phantasm is especially outstanding, but just because it's an attack from a Servant, so Saber has to concentrate on defense"

"How so. If Saber concentrates on defense, no matter Rider herself does anything wouldn't possibly pin Saber down. Since Rider herself is not that outstanding of a Heroic Spirit, so it's not a big deal even if she uses a Noble Phantasm. Right, Saber? I suppose Rider's Noble Phantasm is a weapon that has 'no relation' to her own ability?"

"I'm afraid so. I believe it's an automatic weaponry that does not rely on Rider's technique or mana, a Noble Phantasm that possesses effects of its own. Similar to Sorcery or Phantasm races. Regardless of which one it is, whatever was released from that Array was preponderant. I suppose there's not a Servant who can survive once he's been hit directly"

"Really? How much is it in terms of value?"
"In your words, it's A+. Though this is only my personal speculation, you can't conclude it for sure"

"A+!? What, isn't that near Magic......! Whoa, how come the school wasn't blown away after using that"

"Perhaps it's not a tool simply for destruction. Maybe it has other purposes originally"

"......Is that so. But that's still very troublesome. From what Saber said, it sounds like it's not only on A ranking, but also has the strongest instantaneous attack power among Servants"

"..................Humph. Apparently it's indeed a Noble Phantasm excel in both offense and defense"

To Tohsaka who's in deep thoughts, Saber agrees with a peculiar expression

"......?"
What's wrong
Saber looks as if, she's in a bad mood

"......Saber? Do you have some problem with Tohsaka's opinion?"
"Eh......? Ah-no-that's not the case...... Mm, to inquire into which side is stronger, is an inappropriate behavior for a knight......"

"?"
Suspicious
It's as if Saber feels embarrassed for her attitude, she is stuttering and can't bring herself to finish the sentence

"......Forget it. By the way, isn't what you just said very strange? What do you mean by Saber and Lancer's Noble Phantasms are anti-personnel"
"Anti-personnel Noble Phantasms......? No, just as the words suggest. My Barrier of the Wind King and Lancer's Gáe Bulg, are just weapons use to 'defeat the enemy.' Even if they carry powerful mana, or Curses, their purpose is still dealing with people"

......Nm, that's true
That invisible sword of Saber's, is indeed quite an advantage during battles

But that's only when dealing with people
When you're chopping firewood, speed wouldn't change whether the sword is visible or not
Same with Lancer's Gáe Bulg
The accursed lance that will always penetrate one's heart, if you're facing rocks and houses, it's nothing but a very sharp lance

"......I see, so that's why it's called anti-personnel Noble Phantasms. Then Rider's Noble Phantasm is----"

"It should be an anti-battalion Noble Phantasm. Now that I think about it, I did hear my Father mentioned before. Among Noble Phantasms, there are those exceptionally good at against personnel, and those exceptionally good at against battalion"

"Simply put, anti-personnel Noble Phantasms are like guns with infinite bullets, and anti-battalion Noble Phantasms are like missiles that only have one shot. Rider's Noble Phantasm, though strong, but there should be many restrictions in use for that matter. At least, it's not a Noble Phantasm like Saber's sword that can keep a 'can't be seen' state continually"

"Wh----"

Hold on
Guns and missiles, that's incomparable
Though Saber's 'invisible sword' is also pretty amazing, but in the face of that kind of mess up Noble Phantasm, she would be blown away before swinging her sword----

"......In another words. If we're going to fight with Rider, we have to defeat her before she uses her Noble Phantasm"

"Supposedly. We don't stand a chance if we fight each other with Noble Phantasms. If you're going to look for Rider and Shinji, please keep this in mind. Before anything else, we have to defeat Rider before she takes out her Noble Phantasm. It's more unfavorable for us as the battle drags on longer"

"Or if you defeat Rider's Master while I'm fighting. That Master can't fight, perhaps this is a more solid plan"

This is the conclusion
Not only do we not know what Rider's Noble Phantasm is, and that Noble Phantasm is extremely powerful
Since we don't have any way to confront it, so we can only defeat her before she uses it
Regardless of what other Servants' Noble Phantasms are, they cannot go all out with Rider's Noble Phantasm

"......Thanks for the advice, Tohsaka. We're going to look for Shinji, what about you. Are you going to watch the house?"

"......That's true, if you say so, it's fine for us to look for Shinji too---forget it, let's not. Rider is not the only enemy, and to begin with, we only cooperate to defeat Berserker. When Shirou is chasing after Shinji, we also have other necessary things to deal with"

Tohsaka reveals a somewhat cold smile, and stands up
"Then goodbye. I look forward to hear your good news"

I let Tohsaka stay at home, and take off with Saber
Seven-thirty in the morning
It's quiet on the hill road
Though it's usually the time for students to go to school, but today there is only a few silhouettes

"It seems that school is suspended. Even if no one died, but most of the students still can't stand up"

"......Just like serious malnutrition conditions. It'd probably take a few days until they can move around normally"

However, those are the victims with less damage
Skin deterioration, death of extremity issues
Allegedly there are even some who nearly lost their sights

"......I heard Taiga was sent to hospital too. Is it all right if we don't visit the sick, Shirou?"
"Aah, Fuji-nee is only tired. She even said I shouldn't worry about it, and study hard at home"

Before heading out, I made a call to Fujimura household, to make sure Fuji-nee is fine
Though I want to visit her, but right now I have to bear with it

"Focus on searching then. This is fine, but does Shirou have any idea? Though I can sense a Servant's air, but I wouldn't notice it unless I'm nearby. If there are no clues, wouldn't it be hard to find them"

"Aah. Certainly, if Shinji doesn't do anything and just go in hiding, it'd be hard to find them. But with that guy's personality, after what happened yesterday, I don't think he'd behave so well"
Shinji is not the type who will change for good after he's defeated
He's the kind of man who will fight back several times over after he got beat up

"......So, you're saying Rider's Master will set up a Barrier again......?"

"No doubt. That guy is like me, who can't provide Servants with mana. If he wants revenge, he will have to save up mana. Then it shouldn't be that hard to find them, right"

"---Not looking for Rider's Master, but a Barrier"
"Aah. Even if we can't sense the air of a Master, that kind of Barrier can be noticed as soon as we are close to it. And we can also narrow down the locations. We only need to find large buildings, with plenty people gathering"

"I'm astonished. That's amazing, Shirou"
"Hey. I'm not that brainless. If I don't have the confident to find them, I wouldn't say that kind of things"

......That's right, I do have confident
Though it's also because it's easy to find a Barrier, but it's more meaningful for us to walk around like that
Since just as I wouldn't leave Shinji alone, I'm afraid that guy, is not going to just leave me here without getting his revenge

To be on the safe side, we come to Shinji's home
Let Saber to sense whether there's Rider's air or not
In the end there's none
......Forget it, he's not a man who would be calm enough to lurk in his own house

"Let's get going. Shinji won't be here if he's going to set up a Barrier, it would be over at Shinto. Let's stroll all the edifices on the Shopping District"
I speak up to Saber, and leave the Matou residence

"Is this all right, Shirou? Here's Sakura's house, right. Since we're already here, how about say hi to her? I believe we still have enough time for this"

"--------"
I sure am worrying about Sakura
I heard from Tohsaka that Sakura just doesn't feel well, fortunately she doesn't have any physical wound
Even so, if possible, I do want to take a look at her, since I'm always in her care, I should repay her kindness at least

However----

"Forget it. Before this war is over, we can't meet Sakura and drag her into this mess"

......And, more importantly
I, who is going to fight with Sakura's older brother, can't meet with Sakura
If worse comes to worse and it turns out that I kill Shinji, perhaps I can't meet with Sakura for the rest of my life

......So, it's better not to linger
This is the best way to me, I believe to Sakura as well, this must be the best----

[----]

We walk among edifices arbitrarily
Though we've already seen some larger buildings, but there isn't any reaction at all

"--------"
I wipe away the sweats on my forehead, and move about my limbs which have become heavy like lead
My breathing is labored , so I take a deep breath for a bit

"? Shirou, is there something wrong----"
Saber turns to me who is standing still, and her face stiffened all of a sudden

"Shirou, come here"
"Eh...... Hold on, that's a park over there. There are other buildings that we haven't seen----"

"Please talk about that later. Right now coming over here is a priority"
Did she find something bothering her
Saber pulls me toward the park with a harsh tone

"Wait a-Saber......! What are we coming here for. There's nothing here. Saber should know this too!?"

"All right, please sit on the chair over there. We'll talk about it later"

"Mm----"
Me? Saber's eyes are pressuring me, I sit on the chair reluctantly
Suddenly----

Just for an instant, I lose my conscious

"Ah----eh"

I press my head with one hand
My forehead is sweating, though I'm sitting but I'm out of breath
......Uh, wait a minute
Why am I sweating, in this cold winter day

"......How strange. Am I this tired"

Just as I say this, I finally notice my own body's condition
It's not because I'm tired
This is only because, my wounds which haven't healed up are hurting again

"----Uuh"
......What's going on. No matter how many deep breaths I take, I can't change my labored breathing back to normal
My waist on the bench is heavy, my legs refuse to stand up right

"It seems like you finally notice your own body, Shirou"
Saber is angry
......But of course. How can I, who said I'm going to find Shinji, rest on a bench

"---I'm sorry. I can move again immediately, just wait a second"
"That's not what I'm going to say. Apparently it's useless no matter what I tell you"

"----?"
I know Saber's angry
Though I know, but I still don't know what she's angry at me for

"Hold on, Saber. I don't know what you want to talk about, if you don't make it clear"

"There's no need to explain if you don't know already. All right, Shirou please rest over there. If you don't like to rest by yourself, I'll accompany you"
As she speaks, Saber sits down right besides me

"Eh----"
A bench, isn't something very big
Saber who is next to me, and I, are close to the point where our shoulders will collide with one another just by tilting our bodies slightly

"Hold----no, hold on, Saber. We don't have time to rest. We're not here to fool around----"
"I'm not here to fool around either. Resting is an important part of battles. If you have any complaint, please make yourself breath properly first"

"Uuh...... No, what breathing properly, you"
Though my body is really tired and can't breath unhindered, but if Saber comes any closer, my heart will go berserk----

"Shirou, are you listening to me? You were just pushing your own body, now please relax your shoulders and calm down. Your body can't rest if your mind is wandering"

"No, I mean"
If you want me to calm down, shouldn't you stay a bit farther away from me
I don't know what Saber's thinking, but for me, Saber's a girl of my age

No, though actually she's younger than me, but anyhow she's a girl
......And, well, one who possesses a surreal beauty
A girl like that in such proximity, as a man, how can I stay calm

"......Shirou? Am I thinking too much, I feel like you look worse than before"
"Non-nonsense......! My-my mind is not wandering!"

"......That's fine then...... But wouldn't it be better if you lie down. The place you can rest around here---"

Saber is looking from left to right
......Uh
Why would there be a guy sleeping on his lover's knees in a nice and quiet park like this

"........................"
And Saber, is looking at that couple, while she's pondering over something

"Shirou. Lie down if you feel uncomfortable----"
"It's all right! I will be calm immediately if I quiet down, don't worry too much! Just ignore me for now!"

I turn my face away from Saber, close my eyes so as to avoid eye contact
".............................."
......Calm down my feeling
And next, I just need to be as unconscious of Saber, who is right besides me as possible, and take deep breaths like crazy----

[----]

After a night, the fire had weakened

What used to be a wall of fire that licked up vigorously, was no more
Surrounded by a scorched grassland, the burnt woods were making noises and fuming
I was still lying on the ground, thinking that that noise sure sounds like from a sparkler

The sky was all gloomy
Rain would come down soon, and the fire would probably be ended too
I couldn't even breath, just stared at the sky idly

All around me, were burnt corpses
I had burn marks all over my body, particularly on my chest, there was an especially sharp, and scorching sensation

Thrust into my chest
It's like I could grab my heart right away, if I stretched my fingers into the rotten flesh

---Aah, now that I think about it

I didn't fall down because I was tired
The already paralyzed body, is not gentle enough to rest just from fatigues
I believe, the reason I fell down was
I got injuries, that stalled my limbs

I succumbed to my fate, no panicking
Since I already knew there was no way out, and all the people around me also died in this fashion, I wasn't afraid
Just raised my head to stare into the gloomy sky, and observed my slowly stepping toward death self

But, even so
In my hazy conscious, I was still dwelling on the thought of calling for help until the last moment before death----

[----]

......Uh, that's strange
What burning sensation on my chest, I don't recall such a thing

"--------"
I sit up all of a sudden
Open the front of my shirt, to confirm my own body

"---Yeah. There's no injury"

There's no scar on my chest
Back then I almost died because of the burns and I could barely breath, but no critical injuries
If I did have critical injuries, then even Kiritsugu wouldn't be able to save me

No, compare to that kind of things, more importantly----

"Whoa, it's already at night......! Did I fall asleep, Saber!?"
"Yes. I didn't wake you up because you were sleeping so deeply, but it seems that it was worth it. Compare to before, Shirou looks a lot better"
Saber is right besides me, she replies with perfect composure

"......You're so bad. Even if it's my fault for falling asleep, but couldn't you wake me up. I said we don't have time to rest"

"Resting is an essential act. And Shirou only slept for about an hour, so there isn't any problem"
"Mm, that's judging from the result. What do you intend to do if I didn't wake up"

"That's true, I think it's about time. It becomes cold after the sunset, I was just thinking about waking you up"

Saber answers straightforwardly
......Not good. No matter how I think, Saber is right this time

"......Forget it, my body is a lot better now"

I stand up from the bench, and slowly walk onto the grassland
On the grassland, there's nothing like what it was in the past
Be it the residential area, or that crimson world
However, just from sleeping here I saw that meaningless mirage, this still makes me angry

"Shirou......? Any problem......?"
"Aah, no. I just thought that if I should've been somewhere else if I wanted to rest. This place, has way too many unpleasant memories"

"Unpleasant memories......? Does Shirou have some sort of connection with this place?"

"Eh......? Right, I haven't talked about it. I, used to live around here. But it was ten years ago. There was a huge fire back then, both my parents and our house were burned down. That's when I was saved by Dad, and then adopted to be his son"

"Wh......What, you"
"Aah, I'm not Kiritsugu's blood-related child. And not completely unrelated to the Holy Grail War either. I heard this is the final battlefield for the last War. I, who survived here, actually became a Master. Should I say this is ironic, or fateful"

I'm walking on the grassland
Obviously ten years have passed since then, yet the grass here doesn't seem to be growing well still
......Perhaps it's the regrets of the deceased, that tainted this land

"Shirou. Is this why you don't want to see any more victims? Because you yourself is a victim of the Holy Grail War, so you don't want another victim like yourself to appear......?"
"Eh----No, that's"

Now that I think about it, perhaps that really was my intention
But amazingly enough, somehow I never thought of it that way before

"......How should I say this. Though what Saber said was right, but I suppose my reason is simpler. Ten years ago, when I was saved by Kiritsugu right here, I could only feel happiness. Because I didn't have anything, that's why I long for becoming someone like that"

That's right, all I could feel was just happiness at that time
From making a wish to be saved, to have my wish granted, the emotion involved cannot be expressed through words

However, at the same time
The more happy I am, the more guilt I feel

"But, I feel uncomfortable about only my wish was granted. Though I was saved by Dad, but all the other people weren't saved, and it's always been like this"

Everyone was asking for help, and there was only one among them, my wish was granted

To save one man
All the others were sacrificed

And so---Emiya Shirou, has to take up this responsibility

"However, what already happened cannot be reversed. If I want to repay the deceased. At least I should prevent this kind of things from happening again. I won't let the tragedy ten years ago to take place again. If it did, then I wouldn't be able to face those who were sacrificed. I suppose my reason, is just something of this level"

Now we have to hurry and begin to search for Shinji again
My body is feeling well, we need to finish strolling buildings that we haven't investigated yet quickly
And, there will be less pedestrians at night
If Shinji wants to assault us, this would be a golden opportunity for him
If we're going to use ourselves as a bait, then what happens next will be the main course

"Let's go, Saber. Anyhow let's return to the Shopping District first"
"............"
"Saber......? What, did you forget something?"

"No. Just, I remember something from this morning. I told you to heal your wounds first and then go look for the Master of Rider, and Shirou told me that I confused the priorities"
"?"
Mm......so maybe I did, but I don't remember something this trivial

"Shirou said similar things yesterday as well. Though I had this feeling since a while ago, but I only confirmed it until then. ---You're a man, who don't intend to save yourself"

As if that's a kind of sins
Saber stares at me directly and says with certainty

"You value others before yourself. Though this is truly extraordinary, but this way you will certainly regret it one day. ......Shirou, you should value yourself more"
Saber walks pass me

"Let's go. Staying here certainly will bring you burdens"

Saber walks toward the Shopping District
Though I wanted to call out to her, but in the end I couldn't

"----What are you"

What are you talking about, though I wanted to say this, but my throat is stuffed
What's with the don't intend to save myself, how can that be
Though I can't possibly have that idea, but for some reason---I can't even find one sentence to deny it

---We're walking along the street of night
It's over eight already
The time when it's lively in front of the train station, Saber and I gaze at the town's park

"We went over all the main buildings already. Is there anywhere else to go?"
"That's true, there are some factories in those rather remote areas. Those are also places where people gather, and we need to investigate. However I personally think factories don't go with Shinji's taste"

......I can hardly face Saber even as I'm answering
Perhaps I'm affected by the conversation before
And because Saber's acting as if she didn't say those words, which bothers me more

"And what about Saber? Have you sensed Rider's air?"
"......No, I have not. Since I fought with her once, I will pick up something if we come close, however----"

A surreal touch of penetrating skin
Even I can sense this wave of mana
Saber can't possibly overlook

"......Shiou. I suppose I don't have to say anything"
"I know. ......So, are they around here, Saber"
"No, it appears that they're not that close yet. But they indeed are watching us. ......This mana, is perhaps a declaration of war"

Watching us......which means, they finally took the bait
Judging from the fact that Rider's obvious release of mana, she's leading us there

"----So. Is this sensation, Rider"
I switch my conscious
The clumsiness from a moment ago, is already been thrown faraway

"I'll search for the mana. Please be careful, Master"
I nod without making a sound
The killing intents penetrate my skin akin to needles, they're coming from the Shopping District where pedestrians are gradually leaving

Is it just so happened that no one is working overtime today
The so-called symbols of Shinto, the lights of the buildings are almost gone

Only a few silhouettes are on sidewalks, the field of vision is not bad
No one suspicious, Shinji should be on the other end......which is the park where we were

......The killing intents that penetrate my skins have strengthen again
There is certainly an 'enemy' nearby
No, or should I say
"--------Uuh"
A chill runs down my spine
Even an amateur like me can sense this killing intent, are we already within the attack range of the 'enemy'

"......Saber, be careful. Somehow, this is really uncanny"
"......Nm, Shirou's impression is correct. Though I don't think we would be assaulted in a place with people around like this, but that also depends on the opponent. Being cautious would not be asking too much"

Without saying a word, I nod and walk toward the park
At time like this, let's ignore the pressure of as if someone pulls a knife on my neck for now

I can't see Shinji or Rider on the Shopping District
If they're coming to assault us, they should be in the park where nobody is around----

"Shirou----!"
"? What is it, Saber"

I turn to Saber
She leaps up like a lightning

Deflects the attack, just above my head

"!?"

I raise my head
In front of me is an edifice rise straight up to the sky
And on the side of the edifice, is the 'enemy' who clings to it like a spider

"Wh----"

A long hair that nearly covers her entire body, and those exquisite, fair-skinned limbs
That person who hid her face behind the mask, is surely the Servant of Rider without a doubt............!!

"----Huu"

The attack comes from around the fifth floor of the edifice, that person licks her lips for a bit, and looks at me
......My back is frozen
No doubt
Did that person jump down from the top of the edifice, and aimed for my head from a blind spot just now----!

Saber lands
Saber, who jumps over my head to deflect Rider's attack, becomes armed in an instant

"Saber, that woman......!"
"I will go after her! Shirou please stay here......!"
"Eh---go after, how!?"
Saber kicks the ground
The silver armor disappears from my sight in a flash

"Wh----!?"

If I would to say Rider is absurd for jumping down from the top of the building, then Saber who only needs a hop to chase after Rider is just as absurd
No, common sense does not apply to them, the Servants
Saber, like Rider, is stepping on the side of the edifice, charge toward Rider like lightning----!

Two dark silhouettes meet up quickly

Clash, separate in the mid-air, and then step on the edifice and clash again, these two look just like a dogfight between two fighters
And I----

"--------"
I can't just stay here and watch
Is it because there isn't any place to stand, Saber is not overwhelmingly pressing down Rider like before
The battle between the two is advancing toward the sky bits by bits, moving with the top of the edifice as their target

"Right, the top--------!"

If Rider came down from the top of the building, then the possibility of Shinji being there is pretty high......!

There are two conditions in fighting with Rider
Beat Rider before she takes out her Noble Phantasm, or defeat Shinji who is her Master
Since Saber is fighting with Rider, is there's only one thing that I should be doing----!

[----]

The two silhouettes continue to rise up
It's already fairly distant from the ground, yet the battle's height is still increasing
Neither of them need any place to stand, with a mere action of kicking against the wall, they can fly toward higher ground

During that process
In the instants of flying, with the top of the building as the target, battles are repeating in a loop
If there's someone looking up from the ground, he might associate this scene with a pinball table
However, the two fighting each other can't be grasped by naked eyes

It's an acrobatic show of death where the performers can't be seen, and only the courses of their movement can be barely followed

"----Tch"
This kind of performance is not what Saber expected
Even as a Servant, she cannot fly in the sky by herself
Even though she can rush on the walls of the edifice, but as a result she can only rush all the way to the top of the building

This is no different from free falls
It's either keep going up before the momentum is used up, or loses the momentum and falls down
Therefore, if one describes this act as a 'fall into the sky,' he wouldn't be wrong
Since the beginning, the top of the building has been used as a target
During the process, in an instant, if one receives a blow from the opponent, then she can only fall to the ground piteously

---However

This rule, doesn't apply to the enemy that Saber has to defeat

The purple trace is pursuing Saber, who is rising continually on the side of the edifice
Rider is traveling both vertically and horizontally, drawing many arcs from all angles to assault Saber, as if she's not bounded by gravity
Her long hair is flowing like a comet, that fashion is just like a snake that entangled a huge tree

"Tch......!"

Saber's feet touch the wall
She tilts her body to the side, kicks against the wall with the edifice's corner as the target

Saber's course which originally goes straight for the top of the building, suddenly makes a ninety-degree turn
---Escapes the fluent chasing
In terms of instantaneous explosive force, Rider is still unmatched for Saber, she puts a great distance between herself and Rider after that kick, and jumps to the edge of the edifice where one part sticks out, and jumps again

This time it's upward
If to say Rider is a snake that entangles the edifice, then Saber is akin to exploding sparks

However, did Rider anticipate Saber's movement
The distance between the two has not changed
Rider rushes on the side of the edifice following Saber closely, and reveals her fangs just as Saber needs to jump----!

"Grr......!"

Saber blocks Rider, and jumps into the space given up by Rider
Even if she can blocks Rider's entangling chasing, but there's a limit to what she can do while floating in the mid-air

The one-sided dominating swordsmanship from last time, has become fairly even on this battlefield
There's not one decisive strike in the battle between these two
No, Rider herself is the one that avoids the decisive strikes
When Saber jumps toward the direction of Rider, Rider merely takes on Saber's attack, there's no sign of countering
Rider is only aiming for the fleeting moment when Saber jumps toward the top, in order to hamper her

"Grr---don't you have any intention to fight, Rider......!"

Saber curses at the enemy that avoids the battle
As a knight, this way of fighting is a form of humiliation
Battle has to be fighting with all of one's might, to decide the outcome
Under this belief, Rider's behavior is a sort of insult to her

"Haha---it seems that you're not good at high places, Saber"

Rider replies with a cold tone
What Rider says is correct, Saber is not used to fighting in the air
This kind of fights, tonight is the first for her

Knights are warriors that roam on land, to begin with
Not the type that attaches to walls like the woman in front of her

"The sword that you're so proud of has no use here, does it? But please be at ease, I will relief you of your pains very soon"
Rider is slowly increasing the height as if she's luring Saber
She's creating this circumstance purposely

"--------"

Saber is aware of it as well
The end of this game
What's awaiting her, is definitely Rider's shot of certain kill no doubt

Rider's trump card, can't be used easily
Hence she's luring the prey to a place like this with no obstacles, declaring victory with her most powerful strike

Once she arrives at the rooftop, Saber will be pushed into a corner
If Rider's Noble Phantasm is just as Saber suspected, then there would be no way to defend against it

However, she has already reached the point of no return
Even if Saber disregards of Rider, she cannot leave Rider's Master alone

Not because, defeating the enemy is the rule of the Holy Grail War

In order to protect her Master, she has to defeat Rider right here

......Because there's no way around it
Though even herself is astonished
But this is all because, she thought, she shouldn't push her simpleminded and honest Master any further

---The distance between the two to the ground is increasing gradually
As the spontaneous exchanges of offense and defense continue, they advance toward the final destination of the battle

[----]

"Damn it, how come it only goes up to the fortieth floor"

I run up the stairs as I curse
Though I enter the edifice through the back door, but the elevator doesn't reach the top floor
The ten floors before reaching the top of the building, I can only run with my own two feet

"Hah----hah, hah, hah----!"

I use all of my might to climb the stairs
How long have it been since I separate with Saber?
I think---it should be under ten minutes, but it's still too long

I don't know how this battle will end
Saber's not perfect either
It's possible for her to be pushed to a dead end because of one critical mistake
So before that, I will just have to---find Shinji and force him to use up the command spells, then there shouldn't be any need to fight with Rider

"Huu----hah, hah............!"

......The body that just recovered from extensive injuries, I feel more severe pains as I run upward
My breathing sped up while I was looking for the back door of the edifice, and run to the stairs
Even so, my pace has not slow down, it's faster instead

I have a bad omen
Though I don't know why I get this feeling, but my heart feels miserable
It's not physical pain, but more along the line of crisis alarm sounded

......Saber can't win
On the rooftop, there is something that one shouldn't make enemy of

As if trying to eliminate this ill omen, I run upward like hell

---What a strong wind
At the same time as I open the door, the street's night scenery reflects in my eyes
On top of the cement ground, it's burned black everywhere
The floor that makes a buzz sound, is like an iron plank used to barbecue

In the midst of all
Saber is kneeling down right in the middle of the rooftop which has a large potion been burned and slashed apart

"Saber............!"
"Shirou......!? Why would you be here----!"

Saber is panting, she seems to be anxious
Right when I intend to run over there----I notice something strange floating in the air

No
It's the overwhelming mana beyond my comprehension, that forced me to notice it

"Wh----"

I look up at the sky
The sounds of wing flapping
White, purer than the dusky moon

......That is
Unheard of outside of myths, a 'Mystery' exceeding legends

[----]

Before the instant her Master reached the rooftop
She has been confronting the enemy's 'true form'

"Hah---, hah, ah---"

Saber supports her nearly crumbling down body with the sword, and raises her head
The white glow that gallops without ever taking a break
Saber releases the winds entwined her sword, to make an invisible wall
Saber's body is been pushed aside
The defensive wall that's supposed to lower various forms of impacts, can't even slow down the speed of the Pegasus

"Uuh............!"

Saber's sent flying by the impact, and falls to the ground defenselessly

---But there's no time for her to lie on the ground

The Pegasus turns around in the air, and starts to slide again immediately

"Huu......!"

It's impossible to block it
She can only jump up to dodge it
But even if she gets out of the way, that shock wave would still destroy the wind wall that protects Saber gradually
If this goes on, the moment when she is hit up front defenselessly will certainly come

The white glow is hovering
The Pegasus is sliding from a faraway sky, sweeping Saber without touching the rooftop, and returns to the air once again

It's impossible to chase after it
There are no walls she can use, even if there are, who in the world can catch that Pegasus

"Hah......ha, hah, ha----"

Even in this unfavorable situation, Saber is still waiting for a chance to counter
Though it's a Pegasus, but since it's alive, so it should be able to be killed
Saber's only chance to win, is for Rider to make a mistake while bestriding the Pegasus

"I would have never guessed. You're actually this tough"

The voice comes from above
Saber is still holding the sword, looks to the mid-air

"However, does that hold any meaning still? You don't have any chance of winning. Since you're going to be destroyed, please just vanish"

Rider's voice is very calm
But in the depth of that voice, one can sense some shreds of delight

"......Humph. Though I did surmised that it could be a Phantasm race. But I never thought something like this would show up, Rider"

---Phantasm race
Just as the words suggested, it's something that only exists in fantasy
For instance, demi-humans such as elves or giants
And magical beasts such as ghosts and dragons
Those which in itself are 'Mysteries,' their existences are capable of over top Sorcery

A Mystery will be nullified in the face of a more powerful Mystery

Just like the power of Sorcery, which can be stored up in the form of knowledge
A Phantasm race stores the power with its long life-span

Study Sorcery with a human's body, at most, it can only last five hundred years
For those Phantasm races which have existed since the primeval age, five hundred years old of Mysteries are absolutely incomparable

However, for men and Phantasm races to live in the same world, is already a thing in the past
For the longer the Phantasm races live, the farther apart they will be from the world
The Phantasm races which are still in this world, should only have the power of a few hundred years

Therefore, in the beginning Saber also suspected that what Rider bestrides, would be a Phantasm race that is only been around for a few hundred years, however----

"......You actually summoned a thing from the mythical age. What a serious sin, Rider"
"That's right, I'm different from any of you. Or should I say, I was nothing but your enemy. Therefore, what I bestride is also a miserable child banished by the likes of you"

"---I see. I thought you are a twisted Heroic Spirit, but not even that, you're just an ogre or the sort"
"......Humph, please insult me to your heart's content. You can't even touch this child of mine"

The Pegasus is resting in the air
Akin to a huge arrow, it will penetrate Saber whenever an opening appears

"----"

Saber is pondering as she looks at it
A Pegasus itself is not that strong of a Phantasm race
For average pegasi, even after they've matured, are but a Phantasm race of magical beast class
Not a match for her 'Barrier of the Wind King'

However, that one is different
The Pegasus which existed since the mythical age, has already reached the class of a mythical beast
That Pegasus is near the highest class of Phantasm race, 'the dragon race'

......No, in terms of defense it has already reached the realm of dragon race
Because that Pegasus possesses, a defense more powerful than Saber's so-called highest Resistance
It releases powerful mana as it slides, just as if a huge city wall is charging

---Against that kind of things, you can't possibly defend or dodge

However, to one's surprise

That Pegasus is only a thing summoned by Rider, it doesn't have a true name
For Rider, that Pegasus worths pretty much the same as her favorite dagger

Which means---that dark rider, has not used her Noble Phantasm yet

"--------"

Even in a crisis, Saber has never thought that she would lose
Rather, she can take a step to victory only after Rider intending to use her Noble Phantasm
Regardless of what Rider's Noble Phantasm might be, if it's only capable of destroying this edifice then it's fine
After she blocks that strike completely, she can defeat the Rider who becomes defenseless after attacking

---That's right
If her Master, has not shown up here

"Wh----"

I look up at the sky
The sounds of wing flapping
White, purer than the dusky moon

......That's
Unheard of outside of myths, a 'Mystery' exceeding legends

"------A pe-pegasus......?"

That's the true form of Rider's Noble Phantasm
Is this the true form of what scorched the rooftop, and makes Saber kneel down
Rider is just as her class suggested, riding on a horse that roams across the sky

"!?"
My conscious breaks away from Rider
Just now, there was definitely a voice----

"Is it Shinji......! You're here, aren't you, come out......!"

I can't determine, how much power does Rider who bestrides the Pegasus possess
I only know, that white devil was weaved by the mana of at least a few hundreds of Magi

Of course the rooftop would be burned
That thing can reduce everything around it to nothingness just from running loose
If it really rushes down from the sky, perhaps even Saber can't stop it

"Stop hiding......! Since you're here, at least show your face......!"
Right now I have to strive for more time
Rider is already using her Noble Phantasm
So---our last straw is to defeat Shinji, and make Rider disappear......!

"----Ha. Haha, ahaha, ahahahahaha!"

The laughters are spreading here
Shinji---is he hiding behind something

"Shinji......!"
"Now do you see, Emiya! This is the difference between us!"
He speaks up again

"Uuh......!"
I surppress the worries in my mind, and concentrate on hearing that laughter
......Damn it, the winds are too strong......!
I can't tell where are the laughters coming from......!

"What a shame, you're an dummkopf got yourself into this because you tried to act all high and mighty......! When you kill someone you have to ficken him up nice and clean, do you get it now......!?"

"Shinji............!"
I can't rush
Just let him talks about whatever he wants for now, the more he talks, the easier for me to find him---!

"I'm different from you. Both you and that Servant will have to die here. Well, it's not like I don't care about our friendship in the past. Plus the favor I owed you from yesterday. I will at least let you die effortlessly---!"

"----!"

----Oh no
The Pegasus that was standing by in the air, turns its head slightly toward Saber at below
The whirl of mana is increasing its number of revolution as if there's no limit to it
Rushing here with a high speed like this, the entire rooftop will be reduced to smithereens----!

"What, relax Emiya. Though I was stopped by you before, but those fools in the school will follow your steps very soon. If you feel lonely, make that annoying Sakura to go with you is fine too!"

"Shinji, you----!"

"Go, Rider! Starts with that woman, don't leave any scraps......!"

"Tch, Saber......!"

A white comet, has fallen from sky
Just as I take my eyes off the comet, and run toward Saber

---A storm is stirring up right in front of me

[----]

"Saber......!"
"Wh------"

This is the first time Saber forgets about her enemy in the middle of a battle
Because she is angry at her Master,who came here to toss his life away
And also at herself, who failed to anticipate the arrival of her Master

However, those are all trivial now
For anyhow
Even under this desperate situation, in his eyes, there are worries for Saber

"Shirou--------"

---Think carefully, he has been this way every since the beginning

In his eyes, though he knew she's quite an outstanding knight
But never once did he treat her as a knight

"It seems the fun sideshows are about to end, Saber"

Soft laughters
Rider puts her hands around the Pegasus' neck, let the Pegasus' wings to flap even harder

"My Noble Phantasm is not suited for using on the ground, for it is too powerful. Once it is used, it will attract people's attentions no matter what. Since other Masters are still around, I can't use it easily. However, I don't need to worry about others spying on me when I'm over here. You can understand why I lured you to a more convenient location, can't you?"

Something that's lacking from before, appears in Rider's hands
It's a really small, and seemingly insignificant golden bridle

"---Is that your Noble Phantasm, Rider"

"Nm, but this is not what I intended. This child is too gentle, so he's not suited to fight. Therefore I have to apply something like this to make it becomes serious"

Pegasus' head is lower
This is not the will of the Pegasus itself, but a ferocious bestiality brought out by Rider

"---Vanish, Saber. Even if you survive, your Master has no way of dodging my attack. Once your Master is dead, even someone as tough as you will surely come to an end, right?"

---That's an undisputed fact

Rider's Noble Phantasm, really can destroy the entire rooftop
Though if she's hurried, she can grab her Master and escape from the rooftop, but she won't be able to stop Rider's attack from desstroying the rooftop
Her Master is not tough enough to survive in a crumbling building

Therefore, in order to protect her Master
She can only defeat that enemy, the Pegasus

"--------"

She doesn't have the time to ponder whether this is right or not
She only takes another look at her Master, who is faraway
He is gritting his teeth, fulfilling his duty

"----O winds"

Just like this, her perplexity is gone
She puts whatever will happen afterward behind her head as well
Right now she is, the sword of her Master, exists for the purpose of defeating the enemy

"Go, Rider! Starts with that woman, don't leave any scraps......!"

An annoying voice she heard
At the same time, the Pegasus flies off to an even higher sky

It's out of sight in a flash
The Pegasus flying toward a faraway sky, its outline has already become indistinct

Pegasus flying toward the moon directly, makes a curve and turns toward the ground

The comet drops instantly
Rider let the Pegasus becomes an arrow of light, while speeding it up

There's only one goal

Which is to annihilate the enemy, along with that isolated garden in the sky----!

"Belle----"

True name
If the so-called Noble Phantasm, is a sealed miracle that can only be released by calling upon its true name
And the so-called miracle, is a phenomenon that shouldn't exist in this world---

"----rophon............!!!!!"

Then this is certainly, a strike akin to the thunder bolt from heaven

Thunders show up at first
And there's no emotion whatsoever in Saber's eyes

"---You did say that it won't attract anyone's attention here, didn't you, Rider"

The winds are released gradually
Winds start to whirl with Saber as the center, quickly develop into a storm

"I agree. If it's here, then I wouldn't have to worry about devouring the ground completely----!"

The seal is lifted
Multitude of layers of winds are released
Saber's sword, reveals its true form

---Storm, starts to whirl in front of me

The white glow rushes down
But Saber has not moved an inch even when she's been targeted by the white glow

"Saber----?"

This powerful wind, is coming from her
No, not from Saber, but the sword in her hands

"----Eh?"

Are my eyes playing a trick on me
I am seeing, the sword that's supposed to be invisible
Slowly, like unwrapping bandages, Saber's sword is revealing its true form----

"A golden----sword?"

The wild winds are blowing
Layers upon layers of seals are lifted off like opening a box

The winds of restriction dissolve into the atmosphere
Saber raises the sword that revealed its form, aims at the falling Pegasus

Rider is approaching like a torrent of lights
'Bellerophon,' has already expanded large enough to encompass the entire rooftop under its glow, Rider's speeding up as if she's not only planning to annihilate us, but also the entire edifice

The white glow of 'Bellerophon' lights up the rooftop
"--------"
......Time is frozen
The inescapable destruction is right in front of me, my mind blanks out
However
It is definitely not stopped, because of the 'Bellerophon'

The concentrated strings of light
Rider despite having a giant Pegasus, the degree of purity of the glows are completely different

What's in Saber's hands
Is the strongest holy sword, the concentrated lights of stars

"----Excalibur----!!!"

---Just as the word suggested, it's a strike of light

The sword of light, cuts everything in its way with no exception
After cutting Rider in half, it keeps going toward the sky, slashes open clouds and disappears gradually

......If
This technique is used on the ground, it will perhaps leave a large displacement that shall never disappear

Saber's sword is not 'invisible'
Rather it 'doesn't want to be seen'
The awe-inspiring golden sword, that all too well known true name is

----Excalibur, sword of promised victory

In ancient England, it was known by many because it was deemed as a symbol of knights, the sword of the King of Knights was sealed by multiple layers of Barriers, the strongest Noble Phantasm among all the Servants

That is what Saber possesses, her proof of hero

The rooftop returns to silent
The winds have stopped blowing, and no one makes a sound

"--------"

I can't approach Saber, just standing there idly
Is it because I'm totally confused, or am I awed by that sword
I'm thinking over frenziedly, only come up with weird things

Why does Saber have that sword
That golden sword, everyone knows it belongs to the King of Knights
Then it dawns on me, I'm trying my hardest to figure out how she attained the sword, and hereby denying a simple conclusion

......There's no need to make any more speculations
That sword belongs to Saber since the beginning

Therefore her true name goes without saying
Though I don't know where the problem lies, but since that holy sword is in Saber's possession, then her true name can only be one

".................."

Saber keeps maintaining her stance after brandishing her sword
......I should've gone to her, but my body wouldn't move no matter what

......Until now, the fact that Saber is a Heroic Spirit never felt realistic to me
And now she's right in front of me, makes it clear to me that she is a hero from the past, and the 'difference' between us---is this why I'm hesitating on whether to approach her

"Ee......!"

I hear a scream
Something in a concealed corner

"----Who is it!"
I avert my eyes
There's a book caught on fire, gradually turns to dust, and

"A---a, aaah......! It's burning, the command spell is burning......!"

Shinji is jerking as he looks at it

"----Shinji"
"Ee......! A, aah----"
Is it because Rider was defeated, so he now realizes that he's in danger
Shinji turns around as if he's avoiding my stares, and run to the exit of the rooftop

"......!"
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:56 am

Shinji runs into the door entering the floor below
"Hold on, Shinji----!"

I can't let you escape now
However, just as I'm in a rush to chase Shinji
At the corner of my eyes
Saber collapses as if she's crumbling down

"----"
My train of thoughts stops once again
The escaping Shinji, and the exhausted collapsing Saber
I should----

[----]

----I can't leave Saber alone

Rider is gone, what used to be Shinji's command spells, the book is burned as well
Shinji has no Servant now, and he lost his command spells
I can take it as the outcome is determined
So, right now I have to take care of Saber first......!

"Saber......!"

I run to Saber
In Saber's hands, that golden sword is nowhere to be seen
The sword is gone, Saber is the only one left lying on the ground, however----

"Eh......?"
Saber is in a very unusual state
Large drops of sweats are seeping out of her forehead, her breathings are faint but intense, as if she's having a fever and dreamt of nightmares

"......How come. Hey, Saber---what's going on, what do I do"

I calls out to Saber in a panic, but she replies nothing
......She has lost her conscious completely

"----Saber......?"
I touch her forehead with my hand
"So hot......!"
I can't help but draw back my hand back
This-this is not the usual temperature......!
This is over forty degrees......!? (Note: 40 degree Celsius = 104 degree Fahrenheit)

"Saber! Hey, pull yourself together......!"
No matter how I call out to her, the only replies are the laboring breathings
"----"
I don't know what's going on
Though I don't know, but there's one thing can be certain, it definitely can't go on this way

"I will take you home......! Make your complaints later......!"

I fold Saber, who collapsed, in my arms
......So light
Though she's light since before, but right now she's even lighter than that time
No, more importantly, how should I put this----

"......So hot. She's really, living"

Saber, is Saber after all
I'm angry at myself who was confused
Regardless of what Saber is, she's really here, I can feel her temperature
But just then I actually felt some barrier between Saber and I, how foolish

"---We're almost home. Behave like a good girl before that, Saber......!"

I carry Saber and start to run
I don't feel the aftertaste of victory or anything like that at all
All I have is just, a painfully breathing Saber, held in my arms

[----]

"So it's over. I let her sleep in the Japanese style room, but judging from the look of it, she won't wake up for a while"

"......Is that so. It's great to have Tohsaka here. If it's just me, I won't be able to take care of Saber"

"...... . Forget it, all I did was just took her armor off to let her feel a bit lighter, you don't need to thank me. Saber's conditions didn't become any better, I didn't do anything either"

......Even so, Tohsaka's presence still helps a lot
The one who yelled at me, who just got back home and didn't know what to do other than panicking, was Tohsaka
Tohsaka could tell the condition Saber was in just from one glance, she suggested me to take her armor off first, and let her lie down

One hour afterward
Tohsaka somehow managed to speak with Saber who lost her conscious, and disabled the armor

"So, what happened. You said you were going to find Shinji, and Saber turned out this way after she's back. Though I know there was probably some big commotion, but can you elaborate it a little"

"----"
I can't speak out
......The true identity of Saber's Noble Phantasm
I should try my hardest to avoid mentioning her true name
That's not something I can speak out with my own judgment

"......We defeated Rider. Shinji lost his command spells and retreated from the battlefield. But, Saber resorted to her Noble Phantasm at that time, and then she collapsed"

"......Hum-ph. Saber's Noble Phantasm......"

Tohsaka closes her eyes meaningfully
With that girl's personality, she's acting this way because she senses something peculiar in this

"Forget it, I'm not going to interrogate you. For you guys, it's not the time for interrogation anyway"
"? Not the time, what do you mean"

"Just literally. ......You should've noticed it a little too, right. If this continues, Saber will vanish"
"Wh----"
Tohsaka indifferently
Utters the thing I avoided to think about

"......Vanish. Do you mean Saber will vanish"

"Of course. Saber's mana is almost emptied. Though I don't know what exactly is Saber's Noble Phantasm, but I suppose it's something consumes lots of mana. Saber nearly emptied the mana inside her. She's in pain right now, because she's trying her hardest to make her vanishing self to stay here"

"Vanish because there's no mana......Saber's obviously not hurt, but she will still disappear, is it"

"Nm. For Servants, exhausting mana is a problem more serious than physical injuries. Since mana is what endowed flesh and blood to Servants, ones with spiritual bodies. Once their mana is used up, they can only vanish"

"......Originally, Master would transfer mana to their Servants, to prevent this from happening, but you can't do it. Therefore Saber can only fight with her own mana. Once she used it up, that's the end of that. Things like this, she explained since the beginning, right"

----Certainly
Saber did mention this

"---But, there was no problem before, right. Saber also said, she can recover as long as she can sleep----"

"That's because Saber has an impossible amount of mana. ......That's true, Saber certainly has some mana left. If it's her, I suppose she can recover some mana, at least she can keep her flesh from vanishing"

"However, that's as far as she can go. Saber has to go on to fight in her present condition. She can't use the Noble Phantasm that led her to this state, at all. If she resorts to her Noble Phantasm again, Saber will definitely vanish"

"......She will vanish, if she resorts to Noble Phantasm again......"

No, I don't want to see Saber to fight in this condition to begin with
I don't want to see Saber curl her back painfully, ever again

"Do you understand? In conclusion, there are only two ways to restore Saber to her previous state. Provide Servants with mana from the Masters, or Servants supply mana by themselves"

......Servants supply by themselves
......Is it like Rider, to murder innocent people

"......How is that possible. Saber won't do it. Saber herself said she won't do it"

"That's true. If she has to sacrifice commoners, Saber would rather simply vanish. Then that leaves only one way. If you don't want Saber to vanish, you can only provide the mana from your body"

"---If I can do it, I would do it long ago. But I don't know any way to provide mana. Unfortunately, I'm not like Tohsaka who can do anything"

"......That's true. Even if I teach you Unison Sorcery, you won't make it in time. Because Shirou's not compatible with Sorcery, it will take a year to learn, and you can't help out even if you learn it. ......However, you should've exchanged the confirmations when you summoned Saber, perhaps there are some other ways, however----"

Tohsaka mutters, deep in her thoughts
And then stops shortly
Tohsaka looks at me with expressionless eyes

"Listen. If you want to save Saber, you can only let Saber herself to attack humans and eat their souls. I think you should know this as well"

"--------"
This is the most practical solution
But, that way----

"Of course Saber won't comply to it. But she will vanish sooner or later if this goes on, and you will be targeted by other Masters as well"

"--------"

Saber will vanish......?
This kind of things, I can't even bring myself to consider the possibility
Her warmth is still remaining on my hands, from when I held her earlier

"So there's only one solution left. ---Emiya, cast a command spell. This way you can avoid the worst case scenario"

That is to say
I have to order Saber, to murder the innocent people

"--------"

I can't say anything
I feel angry regarding what Tohsaka said, but behind those anger, I also admit that that is the only solution

"It's up to you to decide. Though Saber's body can calm down, once she's asleep, but she's almost at her limits. If you're going to make the decision, you will have to make it before the next time you're assaulted"

Tohsaka leaves the living room

......I can't even raise my head, just listening to the steps drift away gradually
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 11:57 am

Day 11

Arturia
Since her coming-of-age ceremony, the maiden was known to her countrymen by this name

It was an age of chaos
The beginning of the chaos, was the collapse of an empire
The supposedly invincible empire, awaited death under the invasions of many heretics
In order to fight with the heretics, the empire mobilized an army which was originally instructed to guard an island country

That was the beginning
Her country, after losing the protection from the empire, and unable to maintain their state of independence, quickly disolved into many small kingdoms

The attacks of the heretics
Among tribes, civil wars that could only be called suicides broke out
After that, was a long period of wartime that was known as 'the days dark as nights'

And at that time, she was born as the successor of the crown

It was an endless, age of chaos
The King belived in the Magus' prophecy, and expected a perfect successor
However the child came into being, was not the man the King had wished for
That child, was not a boy
Even with the fate of a King, a girl cannot success the crown

The maiden was entrusted to a vassalage, and grew up as a offspring of knight
Though the King was hence disappointed, the Magus was very contented
To begin with, gender has nothing to do with Kingship
More importantly, the Magus believed, the true testament of King, is for the maiden to leave the castle before the Day of the Prophecy

The maiden grew up in the household of a sincere and wise old knight, as his successor

Not because of believing in the prophecy of the Magus
The old knight sensed an air resembling a leader about the maiden, hence he thought he had to raise her to be a knight, and expected her growth

However there was no need for expectation, the maiden trained days after days, to become stronger than anyone

If the only one who can save this dying country, is the King

Then without others' words, the maiden swore to swing her sword for that sole reason

And then, the Day of the Prophecy arrived
To select a King, the King gathered the lords and knights in the country
Eveyone speculated, since they were to select the champion of champions to become the King, then it must be decided by fighting
However, there was only a sword in a stone prepared at the gathering site

There was an golden inscription on the hilt of the sword

'The one who pulls this sword from the stone, shall become the King of Britain---'

Many knights followed this inscription, and grabbed the sword
However no one was able to pull it out, and so the knights decided to do what they intended originally, to decide who shall take the throne through fighting

At that time, the maiden was still a knight in training, who didn't have the qualification to fight
The maiden approached the stone when no one was around, and extended her hand to the hilt without hesitations

"Ahem. Before holding that thing, you should first think about the consequences carefully, after all"

She turned her head, and saw the most respected Magus in this country
The Magus said
Once you pulled that out, you would not be a human anymore as a result

The maiden just nodded, to the Magus' words
To become the King, she would not be a human anymore
She had that determination, since the day she was born
For the sake of protecting his people, the King is also an existence that slaughters people the most
Her younger self, thought of this every night, trembled until daybreaks
There wasn't a day she wasn't in fears

But the maiden said, fears should be ended by that day

The sword was pulled out as if it was meant to be, she was surrounded by glows

---In that instant, she was no longer a human

King has nothing to do with gender
As long as one maintains the functions of a King, no one would care, its physical features

Even if someone notices the King is female, as long as she's a outstanding King, there shouldn't be a problem

Because of the power of the sword, her growth has stopped since then

Though there were some knights felt uncomfortable and feared, however the majority of the knights praised the mysterious immortalisty of their Lord

---And then
Began what the later generations would call, the legendary age of the King

The newly-ascended King, whose battles are like acts of the Military God
The King often stood on the frontline
All the enemies would be swept by winds

The God of War, Arturia
Who was praised to be a King of dragon incarnated, who could not possibly be defeated

Ten years in battle fields, twelve great wars, all ended with her victory
Those were the days, when she focused, and charged as a King

She never once looked back, never once injured

She grew up as a King, and fulfilled her duty

Is that why, I'm witnessing this illusion

Her soul, is perhaps still on the battle field even now
Before daybreak
Under the azure sky, she let the gentle breezes to brush against her body, just gazes into the distance

The sky is very high, the clouds are flowing really fast
In the clear air, she holds a sword in her hands, looking at the army she's supposed to meet and attack

---That posture, is left inside of me like a stigma

She and that sword, are united in one
The Sword in the Stone which chooses a King
I think, the radiance on that sword which decided her fate, was her own radiance

However, I was confused in the dream
That sword, is different from the one she holds
Though similar, yet it was different
The sword she brandished last night, was different from this sword

......Then
Where did she, lose that precious sword......?

[----]

Wake up from my dream, I'm in my own room
It's already rise and shine outside
Yesterday I had yet to make the decision and just returned to my room, it seems that I fell asleep while taking care of Saber

"......The dream, just now......"

What a strange dream
Events which I did not know of, the Saber whom I did not know of
How could I dream of such

"......But, that one is different from the sword carried by Saber......"

I am preoccupied by the thoughts
Saber's true identify that I knew nothing about
......Honestly, even now, I still can't accept her for who she really is
Saber is Saber
Even knowing her past, I cannot change my attitude toward her, and I believe Saber would not wish for that either

"......But. That and Saber, really compliment each other well"

Though the sword from last night really suited her, but the one from my dream is even more so

No, you could say that I was mesmerized at that time
Be it last night or the time in the dream, I seem to be specially drawn to swords

Though I also thought Lancer's lance was aesthetic, but I care more for the swords
Emiya Shirou apparently, has a personality that's easily obssessed with 'swords'

"Aah forget it...... It's not like I just started it this couple days"
I breathe out deeply, and raise my hand to the sweating forehead

"......Anyway, it's really hot"
I wipe away the sweats on my forehead
It's winter, yet my body is firing up
How should I put this, it's as if the blood flow inside me is heated up and can't calm down

"......What's going on......Ever since I saw Saber's sword, it's like"
My body is burning up for no apparent reason
My left hand which was engraved with the command spells, is as if holding a stove (Note: 'stove' and 'circuit' pronounced the same way in Japanese)

"......Just like back when I swallowed Tohsaka's gems...... My whole body is itchy, and I want to run"
I take a deep breath, and calm myself down

"......Saber, is she still sleeping......"
Saber hasn't woke up since last night
But her condition seems improved
As of now her breaths are calm, and no more painful panting
Saber is sleeping quietly
This is a morning scene no different from the past

"---Peraps, just like this"
Just keep sleeping like this, perhaps Saber can return to normal
Then it wouldn't be necessary to make Saber to kill
Saber can be like this, stay with me just like before---

"---How selfish of me---!"

I pound the wall
Disgust by my feebleness

"---I'm the one that made Saber like this, what was I thinking---"

Is Tohsaka still in bed
There's no life in this house, the hallways are like ruins
No, this is only because I'm depressed
Only because I can't make the decision, wandering in the gray area

"......?"

Just now, I hear the sound of wind breaking

"Again...... Just now, it was coming from over the yard----"

I heard that sounds before
......Fine
I'm not in the mood of making breakfast anyway, I'll take a stroll

[----]

It's a lot colder outside than normally
Even I, whose body is burning up, feel that way, it must be really cold
And the sky too, a cold sky as if it's going to snow

"......It's coming from, the Storehouse"

The sounds of breaking wind have a constant frequency
I walk through the yard as I breathe out white air

And that guy is right in front of the Storehouse
......I'm not surprised, perhaps I already noticed this guy is here
Has he been pulling a bow until now
Archer put down his bow as if he's bothered, once he caught sight of me

"So very dangerous. Don't shoot arrows in somebody else's household. What would happen if you shot someone"

"............"
He doesn't have to say anything, and I know
The wind breaking sounds just now, are the sounds of bow string breaking through air
Archer for some reason, is only pulling his bow

"......What a great bow. I didn't know better, but you truly are an archer"

"I'm different from the archers you know, I can't tell you what Kyudo is. Your bows are aiming at oneselve, but my arrow is shooting toward the enemy. The archers you speak of, I suppose are people who emphasize on etiquette" (Note: Kyudo is lit. Way of the Bow)

Archer raises the corner of his mouth sarcastically
As expected, I just can't get along with this guy

"Nobody is asking you about Kyudo. I'm just minding what you're doing"
"As you can see, I'm testing my conditions? The wounds inflicted by Saber are already healed. I can't take guard duty forever"

"--------"
......Is that so
This guy's already recovered. So Tohsaka can officially start to fight again

I turn around
Since Tohsaka and Archer are going to officially return to the battlefield, then I have to make the decision too
I need to find a place, to think about it seriously by myself

"---There's a word, called 'zanshin' I suppose"
"Eh?"

"A period of time to stay still after a job is done. I think that is, the only similarity between your Kyudo and my archery"
"......What. I don't recall telling you about hassetsu"

"Forget it, just listen up. After you release the arrow, your body stops all movements naturally. This is called a zanshin"
"............"
Certainly, there are eight stages of shooting called hassetsu in archery
And in the final stage, is zanshin or a state of mind after shooting the arrow-----

"......Aah. And so what"
"Such is a preparation. Zanshin is an act of oneself, not an act to confirm whether the released arrow hits the target. The arrow, already hit the target before shooting. The archer only releases his finger according to his anticipation. So there's no need to confirm whether the target was hit. Since if one thinks it will not hit before shooting, then it will not hit, and vice versa"

"---How can that be. No matter how much you want to hit it, sometimes you won't. If you only need to think about it to hit the target, then anyone can do it flawlessly"

"Is that so. At least, you can do it flawlessly"
"Wh----"
Now that he mentions it, I'm intrigued
Indeed----

"Forget it, this kind of things doesn't matter anyhow. I only want to say one thing. Zanshin is not an act of confirming whether you hit the target. Because you knew the outcome of that shot already. And so, wouldn't zanshin be a preparation made to accept that result"

"---I get it. Simply put, you are trying to say that I have to see to it to the very end"

"Precisely. I heard about Saber. You already knew it since the beginning, didn't you. If she fights without mana supply, she will be gone sooner or later. This is an undeniable fact. So----"

......Afterward, I can only accept that outcome
Is he saying, regardless of how Saber will turn out because of my decision, I can only see to it to the very end

"--------"
I turn my back against Archer
This time I'm really leaving this guy

"......Aah, by the way. Since it seems that you didn't notice, so let me tell you"
His voice comes from my back

"Saber, should've known that she will disappear once she uses her Noble Phantasm. I'm afraid, she never intended to use her Noble Phantasm even in the end"

That voice doesn't sound as annoying as before

"Yet she still used her Noble Phantasm, there can only be one reason. Even if she'd disppear, Saber would rather choose to protect you. You absolutely cannot forget this"

In that voice, there's only an honesty that simply tells a fact

[----]

There is no one in the park yet
Perhaps it's because today is a lot colder than usual
I'm the only one coming out for a walk, I can't sense anyone around me

"--------"

I sit on the bench exhaustedly
......As I wished, I'm now in a place with nobody around
I came here, because I have to make a choice

Can't drag this on any longer
I have to make Saber stay if I want to defeat the other Masters and end the Holy Grail War
No, this reason is irrelevant, I just don't want Saber to disappear

However
This means, I'll have to make Saber attacking others just like Rider

"----Uuh"

I can't do it
Making Saber to do that sort of thing, is like telling her to die
And Saber herself would insist on going against it
----But

My solem sight falls on my left hand

Two command spells left
If I use this, Saber will have to execute my order even if she's reluctant

"--------"

I bite my lips, wave away this pointless fantasy
And then, not sure how long I've been agonizing
Just as my fingers are going to be trembling from the coldness

"Ah-! Seriously, I thought you're not coming, so this is where you were-!"

Suddenly, someone calls out to me

"Ah hah, as expected. Good afternoon, Shirou. You look troubled, did something happen?"

"Ilya......? You come here by yourself again. It's very dangerous, you never know where the other Masters are hiding for the chance---"

I'm dumbstruck before finishing my sentence
Ilya is a Master as well
Not only that she doesn't need my concerns, aren't we basically enemies?

"......I'm sorry. I don't have enough strength left to talk to Ilya. Though we hardly meet each other, but I can't accompany you right now. Also, today is very cold, it's better if you go back"

Still sitting on the bench, I refuse Ilya
......Though there are many things I have to tell this child, but right now I can barely handle thinking about Saber's troubles

"--------"
......?
What is it
Ilya has said nothing, just looking at me like some stranger

"......Ilya......? No, I'm not ignoring you. It's just right now, I have many troubles to take care of----"

"I know. Saber's going to disappear soon, right. That's why Shirou is in trouble"

Suddenly
The girl in front of me, speaks in a cruel tone like someone else

"Ilya......?"
"You're actually troubled by things like this, what a fool. Shirou, this is how you let Rider's Master escaped. A failure doesn't deserve to live"

My feet twitch
Just as I feel like I shouldn't be sitting, and ready to stand up

---My body
Can't budge an inch as if it's been pressed down by Ilya

"Ilya, how---do you, know, about that"

"Do I really have to explain. Last night, I was also in that edifice. But well, I could only get a general idea from inside the edifice"

"----!"
Though I'm exerting strength on my limbs, there's no movement
No, it feels as if the more I exert, the more rigid they become

----It's those eyes
Once I caught sight of Ilya's red eyes, my body became paralyzed---

"Ah, you're already binded. Seriously Shirou, you don't have any guard. Though I did think it'd be easy to catch you when you're alone, but it actually went so smoothly, Shirou's adorable"

"Ilya, you----"
"It's pointless, Oniichan. You can't move already. You won't able to even make a sound soon enough, but don't worry. ---Today, I'm not here to talk to you either"

Ilya's eyes are glistening with murderous intent
Just like that night, she's Ilya, the Master of Berserker

"Grr......! Do you intend to kill me off, right here......!"

I grit my teech, and exert the strength all over my body
But I can't even move the tip of my finger
Even my nerves are gradually taken control by Ilya's eyes

"Uh huh. Because it's pointless even if Shirou continues to being a Master, right? After Saber's gone, you will be the only one left, I can't let you continue to being a Master. Shirou, who has no combat ability, can be killed easily"

Ilya raises her hand
The thin and white finger, touches my chest lightly

"It's great that I can find you before you are killed by someone else. Then, good night, Oniichan. Saber is going to vanish anyway, the sooner the better, right?"

My sight blanks out
My limbs lost their sense since a while ago, now even my sight is gone

......I fall into a complete darkness, and then not sure how long have passed
Just when I don't even know whether I'm alive or not, finally, even my conscious is broken down

............My body is so hot

Even if my conscious fell into darkness, yet the my body, which is seemingly on fire, pronounces my survival
---Is that so. So, it seems like I'm still alive
But, even if I'm alive, it's only for now
Didn't Ilya say

---Shirou who has no combat ability, can be killed easily---

......And seriously, just like what she said
If Saber's not around, I can't fight at all
The Holy Grail War is a war among Servants
And I can't fight with Servants no matter what
This is a fact, which has already been confirmed again and again

Too reckless
Saber was right, for me, to fight with a Servant, means how to survive

But I couldn't even do that
I was beaten up and had wounds all over, in the end I fell to the ground from the third floor
My life was only saved, because of this abnormal body that even myself can't figure out

In respond to that, I regretted so much that I nearly made a fist
Even though the opponent was someone I couldn't handle, but I wasn't able to stop the tragedy right in front of me anyhow
I clearly decided to fight
To fight as a Master, to let everyone goes unharm, but I couldn't protect them

---Mad

The protectors of justice that I have been admiring since childhood, would be meaningless if they don't retain victories forever

.........My body is so hot
My body is trembling, thinking about how I must win
But not only do I not have any change of winning, I don't have any combat ability either
How would I fight by myself

I don't have the strength to help Saber fighting, and not give her any burden

---Wrong again. Emiya Shirou is not suited to combat. Your fight should be a battle of mentality, a fight with oneself---

Suddenly
I recall the back of the man, who said this

---Emiya Shirou has no chance of winning in battles. With your skills, no matter what you do, it's useless against Servants---

I know
I already understand this fact to the point of hating myself

---Then, at least imagine it. What you can't defeat in the reality, defeat it in your imagination. If you can't win by yourself, then imagine something that can win

......This kind of things, I understand even without him mentioning it
If I want to win, I can only win in my mind
However, what should I imagine in order to win
I can't imagine myself defeat a Servant
I'm not smart enough to deceive myself, and an imagination created by self-deceiving is also full of flaws
This kind of third-rate imaginations, can't possbly match with Servants created by the first-rate fantasies

---So

What can I win at

With what

Right now, I'm still looking for that answer----

----Am I looking for it

The golden sword
That's a sword only belongs to her
Not that I want it

It's just, I think it's really beautiful
If possible, I want to hold it in my hands, and that's all

......Seriously, the bad habit of a Magus-in-trainning

Since I only have the ability to see the interior, and so I have dreams like this which is completely out of my league
However---since this is a dream, I can at least think about it

First off I have to imagine the basic structure, reproduce the composing material
......Aah, only relies on the basic steps of 'Enhance' is not going to work after all
For enhancing is to reinforce what already exists, it's meaningless for things that don't exist to begin with
Therefore, I need to add a couple more steps if I want to recollect that sword

---Prior than, even the basic steps

The technique before I mastered 'Enhance,' before Kiritsugu taught me, I figured out myself, a pointless Sorcery Engineering

Erm, I remember it was---how did it formulate............?

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.................................When I come to, I find myself in an unbelievable place

"----What, this is----"

This is not only a room I've never seen
The bed is ornated with luxurate canopy, and the fur on the carpet seems long enough to cover up to your ankle
There's even a fireplace, not just for decorating, but a real operational one

The patterns on the walls are not wallpapers, but carved in there directly
Though I'm already used to Western-style mansion like Shinji's place, but this is not on that level already
......Though saying my impression is a bit embarassing, but this is just like a castle out of fairy tales

"Uuh............"
My conscious starts to blurr
Body is unusually heavy
Is it because of the interrupted blood circulation. It seems like once I relax, I will fall back to sleep again

"---Uh...... What happened, to me"
I'm recollecting with a fuzzy memory
I was......right, my body was paralyzed by Ilya, and lost my conscious that way

"......Captured by Ilya......is that so"
There's no one around in this room
Though my body is heavy, but it's like before when I can't even move my fingertips
If I pull my strength, I should be able to raise a hand at least, however----

"Uwa, I'm tied up----!?"
My blurry mind, is awake at once
I recognize my crisis, and confirm the situation

"......I'm been prisoned on the chair, and my hands are tied on my back, is that it......erm......not handcuffs. Only ropes tying up my wrists, huh"
Though the situation is not as bad as I imagined, but I still can't move
My body is still in a state of paralized, and I can't stand up since my hands are been tied up

"......How long has it been since then......clock......so there isn't one, as expected"
There isn't anything resembling a clock in this room
Window---is it in the back
I try to turn my head as much as possible, but the curtains are preventing me from looking outside
Anyway, the sun is already set
I met Ilya in the day, so half a day has passed already at least

".................."

It's not the time for this
Though I don't know where is this place, but I have to hurry back to Saber's side right now
......Saber is very weak
I can't give her any more burden by been taken as a hostage

"Nm----!"
I'm sitting on a chair, and exert my strength on the arms which are been tied on my back
Even if I'm going to escape, I need to figure out a way to slip out of the ropes tying my hands----

"!?"
The door opens
I ease up in a hurry, at the same time she comes in

"Ah, you're finally awake! Good morning, Oniichan, are you feeling well?"

Ilya appears to be way different from before
Her cold eyes are gone, the Ilya in front of me is the girl in white, who talked with me in the park

"Nm, what's wrong? You seem to be dispirited, can't your body move yet? ......So strange, you should be able to speak up about now"
Ilya tilts her head to stare at my face
......Judging from her expression, she seems to be really caring for me

"......I'm fine. I can speak up, and my head is awake enough to understand that I'm captured"
I stare at Ilya who is looking over here

"What, are you not satisfied? The captured enemy is supposed to be imprisoned in the labyrinth. But that way Shirou is too pitiful, so I specially took you to my own room"
Ilya pouts
Am I supposed to thank her, or not
......Anyhow, I grasp the situation somewhat

"......I understand the situation more or less. I was captured, and this is Ilya's living quarter, right"
I raise my voice coldly
Since I understand my situation, now I can only listen to what she says

"Yep. I told you before, I live in a castle in the forest"

"This is the castle in a tree sea, there's nothing nearby at all. It will take many hours of driving from the city Shirou lived in. It's impossible for someone to come to rescue you, and there will be no one to interrupt us"

"---Is that so. This much I know, but why are you doing this. If you wanted to have me killed, couldn't you do it when we were in the park"

"Why? I wasn't going to kill Shirou? Shirou is mine after all. Though other Masters are all damned, but Shirou is an exception. I locked Shirou up here so others wouldn't interrupt us"

"----!"

I can't help but feeling surprised
Ilya seems to ignore my falter, presses her face against mine instantly

"I-Ilya, hold on......!"

Thou-though I don't know whether this is right or not, but the sensation of Ilya sitting on top of my thigh makes my heart beats faster
Though Ilya is not heavy, but the delicate stimulation of sitting on one's lap directly, makes me unable to think calmly----

"Nm, Shirou is special as expected. ......Neh, do you want to be my Servant? If Shirou becomes my Servant, you won't be killed. If Shirou nods your head, you can be saved"

Ilya utters as if to sweet talk me
This is definitely not something I can agree to easily
For Ilya, you can't turn back on your words once you give them

......And, if I resist, perhaps it will all simply turned into hatred

My conscious is frozen in the part that's extremely close to Ilya
This is not some simple courtesy question
What Ilya is asking, is the equivalent of asking someone whether he wants to live or die

"You don't even need to think about it, right? Shirou lost Saber already. So you don't have any mean to fight anymore. It's useless even if you continue to being a Master, isn't it"

"---No. Saber's not gone yet. I won't let her disappear"

"Humph. But this way you will be killed easily? C'mon, Shirou can just stay here. As long as Shirou stays besides me, I will protect Shirou forever"

Ilya leans her body against me
And I'm not even allowed to have the freedom to avoid

......I don't know how would I end up if I were to resist her
However, I can't agree to Ilya either

"......No. Let me go, Ilya. No matter what you say, I"
Ilya's finger, presses on my lips
That girl giggles softly and happily, and raises her head to look at me, who is confused

"So insensitive. Listen, right now Shirou is like a bird in a cage? It's my choice to let you live or die, so you can't say anything that'd anger me. ......I waited for ten years. If I just kill off Shirou like this, it'd be really disappointing, right?"

"Wh--------"

The girl's tone sounds like she's begging for a toy
And from that tone, I sense a cruelty that chills my spine, I can't help but halt my breath

"This is the last time, Oniichan. I will ask you again"
She raises her head with full of hopes and looks at me

"Shirou----become mine"

Seductive to the point of impossible to refuse, Ilya utters in this fashion

[----]

---I don't even need to think about it

There's a limit to how much one can put up with
How come everyone believes that Saber will vanish
Saber won't, and I will fight along side with her till the end
No way I will let this kind of thing to ruin my oath

"......Ilya, I won't listen to you. I have Saber. As long as Saber is here, I can only fight as a Master"

"--------"

Sound of halting breath
In an instant, the red pupils wide open, rigid like a corpse's

"......Is that so. Even you're going to betray me, Shirou"

Ilya retreats
The girl, in a composed manner, lowers her head to look at me calmly

"Fine. Since Shirou is not going to listen to me, then I'm not going to listen to Shirou's words either. Though I've been letting you roam freely in the past, but this is the end"
In Ilya's voice, there's only killing intention
A very ill-omened sensation comes over me

"Please wait for a minute. I will be right back after I take care of some business"

"Hold on......! What do you want to do, Ilya......!"
"What to do, I'm going to kill Saber and Rin of course. If I kill those two, Shirou will be regretting a little, right?"

"Wh---don't speak nonsense......! This has nothing to do with Saber or Tohsaka, I'm only saying I don't want to be with Ilya because of myself......!"

"Is that so? But those two are still damned. It's Shirou's turn after that's over. Since you don't want to be mine, I don't need Shirou anymore"

The footsteps are drifting apart gradually
Ilya is serious
She's really going to kill Saber and Tohsaka
......And if it's Ilya, I suppose it's easy for her to success

"Stop Ilya......! This has nothing to do with Saber or Tohsaka......! I'm the one who is captured, if you want to hate someone, just hate me......! You don't have any reason to kill them......!"

"But I do have a reason. I can't let any other Master besides me to survive. Isn't this the Holy Grail War?"
"Fool, don't talk about killing people that easily......! You're not suited to do things like that. Ilya is still a child, you can't do this kind of thing......!"

Ilya looks at me idly, and then

"What a shame. I already killed a Master, Oniichan"

With a very happy expression, she replies with this sentence

"But, that was yesterday. It was rather surprising. I thought Oniichan would finish off that guy"

"Wh----at?"

In an instant
The context of the event rush through my mind in a speed that even astonishes myself
......Which means, Ilya was also in the edifice last night
Then
Wouldn't the Master running away right in front of her, be a perfect prey

"Ilya----you"
"I'm sorry. I only did it because Shirou couldn't. In fact, I don't enjoy taking away others' preys"
She doesn't seem to feel any guilt in the least
For Ilya, perhaps this really is no big deal

"--------"

......I see
No, I should've known this since we first met
This girl in white, doesn't have the concept of good or bad
The one laughing innocently is Ilya, the one laughing cruelly is also Ilya
......Angel and demon are not coexisting on this girl
Ilya is just, a demon named angel----

"Then I will be going. It's Shirou's turn when I'm back, so please try your best to run away"
"However, a bird is a bird because it can't escape from the cage. You can't escape out of this cage by yourself, Oniichan"

......Ilya left
What that girl said is true
For this girl who doesn't know how to threaten or negotiate, everything she said is true
Then, I can't stay here for long
Before Ilya assaults Saber, I have to figure out a way to runaway, and meet up with them

"Grr---damn it......!"
I swing my body, and work hard to untie the ropes on my hands
Does Ilya really believe that I can't run away, there's no one in this room
As long as there is no one keeping an eye on me, this kind of rope I can untie by myself, however----

"Uuh----damn it, my body, still----"
Still can't move according to my will
My limbs are as heavy as lead, my breath starts to labor once I start to move

"......That Ilya......did she know this, that's how she could tell that I wouldn't run away"
......I certainly can't move around this way
Even if I manage to untie this rope, if I can't move around agilely, I won't be able to run away once I leave this room

"......My body is this heavy, probably not because of fatigues. ......Right, it's because I stared into Ilya's eyes, and then I couldn't move......"

I suppose those are the so-called Mystic Eyes
Allegedly, an outstanding Magus, can cast some mana intervention just by staring into others' eyes
Mystic Eyes in general are 'Binding,' this body binding spell is perhaps that sort as well

The eyes' weakness is, at the same time of receiving visual information it is also easy to be suggested
Therefore, Magi would make defense for their eyes to a certain degree to isolate opponents' mana

"......I was actually defeated not by real spells, but a suggestion-like body binding spell, what would Tohsaka say if she finds out about this......"

......However, that's at most an acquired Mystic Eyes nurtured by Sorcery
Other than this, there are also those born with this talent, monsters who possess innate Mystic Eyes, who can't exchange looks with others
Allegedly they can activate special abilities just by 'looking,' but those people are very rare

And
Fortunately, Ilya's Mystic Eyes don't seem to belong to that special lot. Just mana intervention through sending mana to the opponent

Then there should be a way to cancel the spell
The reason that my body can't move, is because Ilya's mana invaded my nerves
So, if I eliminate that mana, the body binding spell will be dispersed as well

"---It's actually quite simple. If you got dirt on you, just wash it away with water"

I close my eyes, let my conscious head toward inside of my body
......I can't find the foreign mana that invaded my body, nor can I take it out
However, if it's mana that haven't rooted inside my body and turns into a curse, I wouldn't need that kind of techniques
If Ilya's mana is jammed inside of me, then I can only use a stronger mana to flush it out

"......Sorry about this. Though it's a very rough method, but unfortunately this is all I know"
I apologize to my body for a bit

Then I only need to practice my daily training

A ceremony of implanting a foreign nerve from my back
......No, right now I don't need that
No need to make a new one
I only need to press the button in my brain
It's not to make a magic circuit inside my body, but switching my nerves to magic circuits

"----Trace on"

I murmur the utterances of self-suggestion
Spells are not words that apply to the world
Rather they are recited for us who are going to apply to the world
For a Magus, spells are words that most easily make oneself to change
A command to execute the Mystery of oneself and only effective against oneself, which is the most fundamental Sorcery, and is therefore called a spell

"----Basic substance, confirmed"

Blood circulation is going faster
Power is storing in the blood streams
I turn myself into, a device of functioning mana
......Perhaps it's thanks to the gem Tohsaka made me drink up
Normally producing mana would take an hour, but now, it's done in a flash

"----Composing materials, confirmed"

......There's not even a need to put the switch on
As long as I can keep the mana functioning, all I need, is to set my hands free
......However
Talking about turn on switch or what not, the switch itself can't be seen

----The hot flow is rushing
I restrain the gradually increasing rate of pulsation calmly, while untying the Binding

"Cough......!"

My mouth is spitting out blood
Perhaps some blood vessels were broken, and the blood inside ooze out
Let mana that's enough to wash away the mud in my body to flow. It's already a miracle that I'm only spitting blood, fortunately it doesn't hurt either

"......No pain, it's probably thanks to that again...... That self-regenerating......"
Though it's a strange phenomenon that I've yet to understand the cause, but at times like this I can only appreciate it
I can be healed as long as I don't die on the spot, for the present me, this is my best and only merit

......But what I have to watch out, is not to rely on it
After all the cause is still not clear. If I'm wounded because of relying on self-regenerating, that ability might disappear after a second

Therefore, I absolutely cannot rely on this uncertain miracle

"---OK, and next rope is the only thing left"

I untie the rope
Though my hands have blood stasis from being tied up, but it doesn't obstruct the flow of blood
......I suppose the one that tied up the rope was not Ilya, yet it was not tied up tightly either
And Ilya has no way to bring me here by herself in the first place
There should be people besides Ilya, and it's someone who doesn't have much strength

"......Berserker doesn't count. If she let that guy tied it, my hands would've been ripped already"

I make some lame joke, and stand up from the chair
"Uuh----"
.......It's fine and dandy that I'm free again, but this seems to be too reckless

Though I'm not hurt, but mana is still roaming inside my body
Every time I move, it's as if my body is been hit massively
......Perhaps it's too painful
My head is light and I want to vomit, the extremities of my limbs can't feel anything either

This way even if I want to hurry home before Ilya, is practically----

"---What am I doing. Now is not the time to say that"
I clap my cheeks and walk outside

"......?"
As I cling to the walls, and barely walk to the door
There are sounds coming from the other side of the wall
......Footsteps
And it's not just one. It appears to be that people are talking while approaching here, the footsteps stop in front of the door

"......Patrols......!? Damn it, it just has to be now......!"
There's no time to hide
I have to----

"----!"

No time to think twice
With my body in this condition, I don't stand a chance, I have to avoid making a scene before my body recovers......!

"Heave-ho......!"
I clasp my hands, and try to act as if they're been tied up by ropes

"......!"
The door is opened
Is it Ilya, or someone else in the castle
Anyhow, I have to sit on the chair, and put my hands behind my back, before whoever enters this, room----

"---Are you all right, Shirou......!"
"----"
I widen my eyes
Thought I've witnessed the illusion in my dream

"Are you tied up. I will untie you right away, please don't move----"
"Ah, no. The ropes are untied already"
I show my hands from my back

"......I don't quite understand this situation. Shirou, weren't you locked up here......?"

"......Uh, I was. I managed to free myself, and just as I was going to run away, I heard somebody's coming, so I pretended to be tied up at first"

"---I see. First make the enemy let their guards down, so you can later escape for sure, is that it?"
Saber appears to be admiring
......Forget it, I'm not going to mention that I actually had no plan for what comes afterward

"Anyway, is that you, Saber!? Not an illusion, but the real Saber, right......?"
I stand up and touch Saber

"! Shi-Shirou, hold on, don't touch me that way"
"Mm, it's real---ah, but why are you here?"

"Wh-what do you mean why, that goes without saying. A Servant doesn't need a reason to protect her Master. Since Shirou was captured, isn't it nature for me to come here to rescue you"

"Ah......no, I mean. How do you know I was captured. Wait, and why are you here, Saber. This is the Ilya's hideoout. Not safe for Saber to come in this condition"

"That-that's my line! You're the one to talk, what exactly were you doing. I already lost count of how many times I've said to you not to act alone, yet you still got captured by Ilya easily, and been locked up in a place like this......!"

"Shirou is not qualified to be a Master. Regarding this matter, I won't stop until you offer an apology"

"Aw......I was certainly too reckless. But, why is Saber here. You're not supposed to move around like this. But you even made it to Ilya's stronghold, what are you thinking!"

"What are you thinking. A Servant has to protect her Master. Since Shirou was captured, then it doesn't matter whether it's Illyasviel's stronghold or not"

"--------"
Saber claims
......That composure, just like the old Saber
Different from her feeble self, who suffers in sleep

"......Shirou? What's wrong, you're quiet all of a sudden. Were you hurt when you got captured af-after all......!?"
"Ah......no, that's not it. I'm fine. Saber, you look spirited, I'm happy for you"

......Seriously, I sigh with relief
Though I'm very surprised that Saber is here, but I'm glad that she's back to her usual self

Though this is only my idea
But I think, after all, Saber definitely has to act this way

"......I'm sorry, Saber. I don't quite get the situation, but you did come to rescue me, right"

"Ah......yes. As a Servant, it's natural for me to come to rescue my Master"
"Thanks. It's great to have you here"

---Great
This way there will be no problem
I just have to get out of here with Saber----

......Uh
Why, why do I see Tohsaka here......?

"Toh-Tohsaka......?"
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Uh-uh
Is the Tohsaka over there, real......?

"You're more spirited than I imagined. In this case we didn't really have to come along then"

"That's why I told you, don't mind Emiya Shirou, Rin. Men like him, only survived by causing troubles to people around him. This is a good chance. You should've left him to die"

"......I can't pretend I didn't hear that, Archer. Though I was the one requesting helps, but you don't have the right to insult Shirou"

"---Humph. Is this how you act after your Master is rescued. Like Master like Servant. No appreciation for allies at all. ......Forget it, one day we're going to fight each other anyway. It is more convenient to foster no personal feelings"

"............"
Did that hit the spot, Saber shrinks to slience
......This guy
Not just with me, does he have a bad relation with Saber as well

"That's enough. Archer, I don't suppose you forget about the situation we're in right now. There's no time for chit-chatting. We have to retreat before Illyasviel returns"

"......? Hold on. Tohsaka, did you come here because you knew this is Ilya's residence? And----"
Ilya did depart saying that she's going to kill Tohsaka et al
Which means...... did Ilya miss Tohsaka

"----Good. I believe Ilya is heading toward my house at the moment. If you didn't come here, you would have to fight with Ilya and Berserker"

"Mm, so it seems. I already confirm that Ilya and Berserker left. ......If that wasn't the case, we wouldn't trespass this kind of place"

......Is that so. Tohsaka et al already confirmed that Ilya left, hence they devised such a bold plan
Agressive as usual, though it's all thanks to her aggression this time

"Leave the chats to later. I was prepared for this ever since I found out this is the stronghold of Einzbern, but it's better if we don't meet up with her after all. Saber in this condition can't oppose Berserker either"
Tohsaka pulls Saber and I apart

"......Tohsaka. What do you mean by Saber in this condition. She looks fine, isn't she no different from her usual self"

"Wouldn't that be nice. Saber has not recovered at all. She's exhausted just from standing there, can't you tell after looking at her?"
"Rin......! We made a deal not to tell him......!"

"My fault, I'm going to break our promise. If I don't tell him, there's more harm than good, plus this is an issue can't be solved by covering up in the first place"
"......That is true, however----"

Saber can't raise her voice because of the pain
And I finally realize, her problems have not resolved in the least

"---Saber. Is what she said, true"
"......Yes. Rin was right. I am sorry, in my present condition, I cannot fight as a swordsman. What I can do, is only being a shield for Shirou"

"Humph, I knew it. You are obviously too weak to even arm yourself, yet you still want to come along. You were thinking that even if you can't fight, you have to protect your Master anyway"

"Wh----"
I halt my breath
What's that
What's with too weak to even arm herself
What's with even though she can't fight, she has to protect her Master, what's with these foolish ideas

"......Sorry, Shirou. I know a useless body like this is unqualified to be a Servant, but I sstill hope to become your shield. You might disagree with me, but for now, please just----"

---Like I said
Why do you always have such foolish thoughts----!

"Don't joke around, of course I won't agree......! Tohsaka, why did you take Saber along! Don't you understand Saber is much more important than me......!"

"Wh-what, I was opposed to this too. But Saber wouldn't listen no matter what I said, and without Saber, we wouldn't know where you are. I knew the risk involved, but Saber's presence was still a necessity!"

"Even then, you still----"

I intended to yell that she shouldn't have brought Saber along, but I stop myself
......I don't have the right to accuse of Toshaka
My being captured, is the main cause of how things turned out this way
Tohsaka, or Saber, just did what they thought was right

"......Quarreling is fine, but not now, Rin. A Master is very sensitive to the abnormalities about her own residence. There's no time to explain elaborately"

"......That's right. Illyasviel, should be hurrying back right now. ---Fine, let's talk later. We have to leave this castle first. Is this all right, Shirou"

"Shrou, let's hurry too"
"---Uh, but"
If Saber's the same as last night, then wouldn't she have a hard time just from walking too
I can't let Saber goes on to force herself like this

"......Seriously. It seems that I'm been looked down upon"
"Eh, Saber......?"

"Even if I used up my mana, I can still fight better than Shirou right now. From my point of view, I'm the one who's afraid of Shirou vanishing. ......Though Rin doesn't seem to catch it, but isn't the mana inside you too chaotic?"

"Ah......no, this is nothing. I just need to endure it a bit, and it will be all right soon enough. I, about this---have no problem at all, really"

"Then, I'm the same as Shirou. Tough, but not unbearable. Although I don't think you have yet to grasp the situation, because it's all too sudden, but just listen to Rin for now. If you have something to say, wait until we're home"
Saber rushes me

"-------"
......I'm beat
Have a word with that expression of hers, I can't even keep up worrying

"......That's true. Even though I have many things I want to say, but let's wait until we return safely"
......Right, I have to talk to Saber about her condition, and thank her for coming to rescue me

---Right now is not the time to ask about that dream

"----Fine. Let's go, Saber"

I nod in reply, and move as fast as I can

......Sweats come off of my forehead with each advancing step, but I don't want to say any complaint
Saber also came here sick
So as a man, I can't let her see that side of me----

"--------Uwa"

At the same time as I walk out of the room, I can't help but gasp
This is a hallway... all right
Judging from this hallway, which looks like it's from an art museum, this building is incredibly large

"Hey, now is not the time to zoom out. Even if we got out of this castle, there's still a forest outside. Sun will be up if we don't hurry"

"A forest---? So this place really is on a mountain? The forest that takes a few hours of drive from Miyamachou?"

"Yes, the castle of Einzbern. Even if we can get out of this castle, it'll still take a few hours to leave the forest. It's night time now, we should be able to leave the forest before daybreak"

Tohsaka runs without hindering on the hallway
I suppose she's running toward the back door they used to enter here

"......I know it's at night......just how long have I been captured"
Though I feel like it has only been half of a day, but perhaps many days have passed already

"I suppose Shirou was captured by Illyasviel in the morning. It's already been half a day since then. ......The date has changed, so it can be counted as a whole day"

"Uuh......is that so, how embarrassing"
"No, that's not it. Shirou was kept captive by Illyasviel for so long, yet you're still perfectly fine. Isn't this evident that although your body was lost, yet your mind was not"

"----Well, maybe"
"Mm. Illyasviel, though appears to be a girl, but she's also a Magus of Einzbern. If he submited to her, Shirou won't be Shirou anymore"

"......It's not like I didn't take this possibility into consideration. I did think that you might be dead already, before stepping into this castle"
"--------"

"So, it's truly great to be able to reunite with Shirou again here. Now that I see my Master is safe, I can't lose either"

......Saber speaks with a faint smile
Same here
I kept thinking about whether Saber was safe or not, too

"Hey, are you leaving or not----! I really will go on ahead by myself if you guys linger any longer............!!"
Tohsaka shows her face from the end of the hallway's corner and yells angrily

"Shoot, it's not the time to talk. Let's hurry, Saber"

I rush Saber and start to run
............Uuh
With each step, I felt the pains of as if boiling water are poured in my blood vessels
But this is nothing, grit my teeth, and I can keep running

I force my painful body to move, chase after Tohsaka's back
The one after my forced steps, is Saber who is running like a patient
......It's tough for her after all
Though she acts vigorous, but Saber's not in a condition where she can move the way she wants

"Saber, if you're tired----"

I was going to say that I want her to hold on to my shoulder, but I stopped myself
If I said that, Saber would just run by herself more stubbornly

Right now I'll just see how it goes
Saber seems very tired, I will wait until she doesn't even have the strength to oppose, then take her in my arms

......Saber, has some problem that's hard to deal with too
For a girl as impregnable as her, wouldn't rest lest someone forces her to

[----]

---And then
Led by Tohsaka, we arrived at the exit of the castle

"Uh, what exit, isn't this the front entrance, Tohsaka---!?"
"? Of course, what are you talking about. This is what a doorway looks like. It's the fastest way for both enter and exit"
Tohsaka goes down the stairs

"........................"
......Forget it, I'm in no position to complain
Saber and I also walk down the stairs into the lobby
This place seems to be the hall
So we can probably run outside going through that door at the end of the passage

"OK, it should be fine once we're here. Though the problem is after going in the forest, but right now is at night, we should be able to take advantage of the dark and return to the national road. When Ilya is back and finds out that Shirou is gone, it'd be too late for her. And that girl should be back at around morning......hey, Shirou, what's with that expression. You look like you're not very content"

"......No, that's not it. I just reconfirmed that Tohsaka is indeed an amazing individual"

"? You sure know how to confirm strange things in strange places"

......Not many people would just invade the enemy's territory from the front entrance
"Forget it. Anyhow let's get out of here. I still remember the route we came in, we won't be lost"

We run to the doorway
A narrow and long passage extended from the living room, and on the other end, stood a huge door
What surprises me, is this passage is thirty meters in length
......Just as I'm thinking that this really is a castle, and start to run

"---What, you are going back already? You hardly come by, what a shame"

The girl who shouldn't be present, her voice and giggles sounded at the same time

"----!?"
I turn back my head promptly
Everyone halts their steps
Because just as we turn our heads back and recognize the 'enemy', we all realize, we'd be killed if we turn our backs against the enemy

"Ilya......sviel----"

Tohsaka's voice is trembling
At the other end of the hall
On top of the stairs we just passed by, there's someone who shouldn't be there

---Curious enough, this situtation resembles last time quite a lot

Ilya who stands on top, and the Berserker behind her
The overwhelming presence of Berserker
Knowing the strength of the Servants, I am able to comprehend what a monster he is more than before
......What a grave mistake
That monster, Saber can't fight him on even ground even if she's in her normal shape

......Definitely can't go into fight
No one can defeat that monster
In order to defeat Berserker, we should be looking for a way to make him vanish without resorting to fight

Which means
If we don't want to die, we definitely can't meet up with that monster

"Good evening. I'm very pleased that you came over yourself, Rin"
Ilya's voice is bouncing cheerfully
That smile is the same as the one from eight days ago. It's a naked emotion, innocent yet cruel, like a child who impaled a captured insect

---And I come to realize

Whatever we do, we can't escape
No matter what I do, I can't stop Ilya
Even if I figure out a way to attract Ilya's attention, Tohsaka et al still won't be able to run away

"What? It's so boring if no one's talking. I seldom spare you time, I thought it would be better if you can at least leave behind some last words"

Soft laughters
......However, we don't have the leisure
If there's an opening, we have to rush to the entrance
Despite knowing that it's impossible to have such an opening, we can only wait for that chance

"............Is that so. Then, let me ask you one thing"

Even so
Tohsaka takes one step toward Ilya

"Ilyasviel. I didn't sense you ever coming back, you weren't hiding here the whole time, were you"

"Yeah, I didn't go anywhere. I, was here the whole time, looking at the show you put on"
"---Is that so. So the one that left the castle was a fake?"

"Mm, because I knew you were coming. Since I'm the host, how can I not entertain my guests?"

At the same time, that giant subject vanishes
Did he jump up, or just move to the side
Vrrmmm, Berserker appears in the midst of the hall, along comes a whirlwind

......This is it
If we run toward the back---the doorway, we'll be cut into halves by that axe-sword one by one
However, we'll only be killed if this continues
The only option left, despite knowing it's only suicidal, we can only fight with that giant chunk of death

"Is that all? Then let's begin, Berserker"
The maiden in white raises a hand as if to initiate some sort of ritual, and looks down upon us

"----I swear. Today, I won't let anyone go"

Announcing with malicious intents and joys

Berserker's eyes beam with lights
......The Servant who only followed Ilya around before, is temporarily released from rationality, and targets the enemy in front of him

"--------"
Clack
"......Tohsaka......?"
Tohsaka who advances one step, grits her teeth as if she's regretting

"......Archer, can you hear?"
A calm voice, Tohsaka whispers without turning back

"---Just a little while. Stall that guy by yourself"

She just told her own Servant, to die

"------"
Archer has not responded
"What......! Are you serious, Rin, there's no way Archer can fight Berserker by himself......!"
"We can take advange of that opening and escape. Archer can earn the time we need"

Tohsaka continues to instruct, ignoring Saber
It's a cruel, and emotionally-restrained voice

"--------"
Archer is still staring at Berserker, remains silent as if he's pondering, he nods his head slightly

"Clever. If Rin and you all can escape first, I can run away too. Taking independent action is an Archer's attribute"

Archer steps forward to shield Tohsaka

Berserker has not moved
From upward, we can only hear Ilya's laughters

"Heh, you really surprised me. You said you're going to let that nameless Servant to stop my Hercules. What, I didn't know you are so cute, Rin"

"--------"
Neither Tohsaka nor Archer has the leisure to retort

This kind of things, Tohsaka and Archer know all too well themselves

Archer advances
He appears to be barehanded just as before

".................."
Tohsaka looks at Archer's back
......There's not much to say
Tohsaka should know herself, her order was too ruthless
For herself to run away, she ordered Archer to die

"...............Archer, I"
Tohsaka seems like she wants to say something
But Archer

"By the way, Rin. Let me make sure of this"

He interrupts her with a voice indifferent to the point of not fitting this scenario

".........All right. What is it"

Tohsaka lowers her eyes to look at Archer

"Aah. buying time is fine by me---but it's all right to defeat that monster, right?"

And then, he blurts out something unbelievable

"Archer, you----"

"---Mm, don't hold back. Make him enjoy some beatings, Archer"

"Is that so. Then I shall do as you wish"

Archer advances
Only ten meters from Berserker
This much distance, I suppose that monster can shorten it in a flash

"Are you taking us for fools......! Fine, kill them Berserker! It's fine even if you tear apart these insolent guys into pieces......!"

Ilya's tone sounds hysterical
Tohsaka turns around ignoring her

"---Go. Once we're outside, victory will be ours"
Tohsaka holds Saber and my hands, and runs

"--------"
Saber also follows Tohsaka without complain
......I, too, leave Archer behind and run toward the doorway
Behind me

"Emiya Shirou"

That guy calls out to me, still has his back against us

"--------"
I let go of Tohsaka's hand and turn around
In the midst of that already faraway hall, there's the back of the man who's going to face off with Berserker

"---Listen well. You're not a fighter, but merely a maker"

Berserker is approaching
Archer is still empty-handed, going against the approaching enemy without taking a step back---

"Don't concern yourself with insignificant thoughts. There should be but one thing that you can accomplish. Try to make it to perfection"

Archer raises one hand
Since when, a short sword is held in that hand

"---Don't forget. What you should be imagining is the strongest self. You don't need any physical enemy. Your imagination alone, is your opponent"

The crimson shade lowers his body
Berserker's sword is screeching in the air

I start to run before I see that conflict
Tohsaka and Saber are already near the doorway

---I run without turning back

That crimson shade, is saying, hurry
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 23, 2006 12:00 pm

Alright, that's it, the end of the road. The story roughly at ep 14, where Archer's last stand against Berserker. The next scene deals with everybody's favourite, the threesome sex scene between Rin, Saber and Shirou and how Shirou successfully trace Caliburn, the Sword in the Stone.

Pics will come later.
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by stormy001 » Wed Oct 25, 2006 12:52 pm

Here I will summarize Unlimted Blade Works, 2nd story arc of the game considered by some fans as finest story arc of Fate/Stay Night.

The story begins when player choose to stop Saber from slashing Archer in the Day 3.

In this scenario, the initial threat to Shirou comes not from Berserker, but from Caster.

She has been gaining mana via taking the life force from other people throughout the city. Rider is already dead, killed by Caster.
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Although Rin is more serious on killing Shirou than in first story, she agrees to defeat Caster first, the more dangerous threat. However, Caster strikes, holding Fuji nee as hostage and using Rule Breaker, to sever the contract between Saber and Shirou so that she can try to set a contract up between herself and Saber. Saber resisted with all her might and Caster unable to get much out of her.

Archer and Rin attack Caster, but to the shock of all, Archer betrays Rin, opting to join Caster.

Rin, Shirou and Saber go to Ilya's mansion in the hope that she and Berserker can help them fight against Caster.
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Upon their arrival, they find Gilgamesh has just defeated the pair, ripping out Ilya's heart in the process. With the Lancer's assistance, Rin and Shirou fight Caster and her Master, Sōichirō Kuzuki.

However, before Caster decimate Saber, Archer kills Caster and Kuzuki. Archer proceeds to turn on Shirou. Rin makes a new contract with Saber, who then fights him off, allowing them to successfully rescue Shirou.

However, Shirou realizes that only he can defeat Archer... because he is Archer himself.

At Eizbern's mansion, Shirou and Archer duelling each other again, with Archer determined to end his own existence via killing his younger self, while Shirou tries to convince his older self that the path he chose was correct.
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During the battle, Archer suddenly struck with what he used to believe in; he then stops fighting, allowing himself to be stab by Shirou.

Meanwhile Gilgamesh decided to be vessel of Holy Grail himself, initiating the process.

Shirou goes after Gilgamesh, using his reality marble to unleash Unlimited Blade Works on Gilgamesh. Before Shirou able to fight Gilgamesh, he made a mana contract with Rin (aka sex) so Rin's mana can be supplied to Shirou to enable him to activate 29 Magic Circuits needed to summon Unlimted Blade Works (this scene is quite funny as Rin practically forced Shirou to have sex with her in a way. Not rape but quite forceful).
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Unlimted Blade Works is a reality where all defeated foes of Archer weapons stuck into the ground like a trophy of war. Archer/Shirou able to copy and use what is called Broken Phantasm which make the copy as good as original. Shirou's mantra for Unlimted Blade Works

I am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unaware of loss.
Nor aware of gain.
Withstood pain to create many weapons.
Waiting for one's arrival.
I have no regrets, this is the only path.
My whole life was "Unlimited Blade Works."

The whole poetry was spoken in English in the game. It is different from Archer's version

"I am the bone of my sword.
Steel is my body, and fire is my blood.
I have created over a thousand blades.
Unknown to death.
Nor known to life.
Have withstood pain to create many weapons.
Yet, those hands will never hold anything.
So as I pray, "Unlimited Blade Works."

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A Reality Marble, also known as an Innate Bounded Field, is an extremely rare high-class type of sorcery that creates an enclosed separate reality that is a physical representation of a user's soul. With a Reality Marble, users are able to bypass the laws of nature; for Archer, it is the creation of an ideal battlefield.

Archer's version of a Reality Marble is known as "Unlimited Blade Works", which manifests as an open, barren plain, littered with the countless Noble Phantasms Archer has encountered. Within Unlimited Blade Works exist all the raw materials and magic required to facilitate imaging, allowing him to duplicate any bladed weapon simply by seeing it. Swords, spears, and halberds are favored, but shields are also replicable at a substantially greater Mana cost. Most of the Noble Phantasms in Unlimited Blade Works are copies of legendary weapons archived inside Gate of Babylon, although several others were traced by Archer later in his lifetime.

Not only that, Shirou/Archer able to use the weapon immediately since they capable of learning all the skills by just holding the weapon itself.

Shirou defeats Gilgamesh, but the Golden Knight, determined to not lose, tries to destroy everyone with him. However Archer jumps in at the last second, saving them all and disappearing with a smile, indicating his determination to keep fighting the good fight.
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Resolutions: Two endings are available for this scenario. The "Good" ending resolves where Rin keeps Saber as her Servant, and life goes on for them. The "True" ending shows Rin heading off to the Mage Association after her schooling ends, with Shirō joining her as her apprentice. Rin did love Shirou from young but supressed her feelings since she did not want to hurt Sakura Matou.
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by stormy001 » Wed Oct 25, 2006 4:35 pm

This is summary of Heaven's Feel which I considered the best out of three but most brutal and tragic of all. Some Japanese Fate fans hated Kinoko Nasu (the creator) for this story arc in Fate/Stay Night.

A completely new character, Zouken Matou, is active within this story. Initially aloof in the Grail War, he summons the servant True Assassin upon seeing Rider lose to Saber and directs a mysterious shadowy entity at the same time.

During this time, Saber defeats Caster while the shadow assists True Assassin in defeating Lancer, and soon after, Saber herself.

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However, despite Saber's loss, Shirou continues to fight in the War, determined to stop the killing. He opts to join forces with Rin, but, much to his surprise, discovers that Rider has allied with him. Sakura commanded Rider to protect Shirou at all cost using the Command Seal.

She has survived being due to the fact her true Master, Sakura, still lives. Unfortunately, that itself is in doubt, as a parasite exists within her, spreading pain throughout her nervous system like a circuit, and if left unchecked, will result in death.

To maintain her survival, Sakura would be forced to draw the life out of others. This also caused Sakura to be very sexually active, having multiple sex session with Shirou in this story arc. Magus semen is highest concertration of mana, which explains why Sakura keep humping Shirou every night to regenerate her very demanding mana requirement due to her circuit worms.

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Rin is determined to save Sakura, who is revealed to be her sister, before she becomes a mass murderer and intends to kill her. Shirou has 2 choices - fight for justice, which would end in Sakura's death, or save someone dear to him. He sharply disagrees with Rin, deciding to save Sakura's life.Shirou and Rin decide to ask Ilya to see if she can help fight Zouken.

Upon arriving at Ilya's castle, they find Berserker on the losing side of a battle against True Assassin, the shadow and Dark Saber. Gangbanged by his opponents, Berserker is quickly devoured by the shadow, who then turns its attention on the three Masters and Archer.

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Archer is critically wounded protecting Rin; Shirou manages to save Ilya, but does so at the cost of losing his left arm. The three are ultimately rescued by the timely intervention of Rider.

When Shirou returns to consciousness, he finds that Archer's left arm has been grafted to his body; the Servant gave his arm to him before he had died.

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Meanwhile, having lost their Servants, three of them developed a plan to trace the Jeweled Sword Zelretch, but doing so causes increasing and extreme pain for Shirou, enough so that Ilya warns him that continual usage of the arm will ultimately kill him.

It is soon revealed that the murderous shadow is none other than Sakura herself. Gilgamesh confronts Sakura and impales her body with countless Noble Phantasms from his Gate of Babylon. However, with her new powers, Sakura regenerates at an alarmingly fast rate and kills Gilgamesh as well. By consuming Gilgamesh, Sakura's evil shadow grew even more powerful.

Shirou confronts Zouken, discovering that the latter implanted the Vessel of the Holy Grail from the previous war into Sakura as a worm, and that the shadow is the result. Worse, she is now out of control, and killing Zōken will solve nothing, as the shadow cannot be killed and will continue to feed on people, Servants and Masters. At this point, she already killed almost 500 normal humans in order to consume their life force.

Sakura also being experimented on by Zouken with painful sorcery experiments and Shinji has been raping Sakura all this while out of anger and frustation that he did not inherit magical powers from his lineage. Sexually abused and deprived of everything else, her only source of hope is Shirou.

The only way to stop the shadow is to kill its host, Sakura. Upon hearing this, Shirou is again forced to consider his choice, feeling that if he continues to choose to save Sakura, he will betray the sense of justice he has always believed in.

Meanwhile, Sakura, unwilling to see Shirou in so much pain, later confronts her step grandfather. However, she has completely given in to her dark side (Angra Mariyu dark influence in the holy grail vessel), as murdering her step brother Shinji has made her realize nothing can stop her. Shinji was trying to rape her again, threatening to tell Shirou of rapings. Horrified by such prospect, Sakura unconsciously kill Shinji.

She decides to kidnap Ilya in order to complete the Holy Grail.

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With Kotomine's assistance, Shirou runs off to save Ilya, taking on Dark Berserker, while Kotomine fights True Assassin. Kotomine stalemates Assassin and is able to defeat Zōken by purifying his soul; however, Kotomine becomes mortally wounded by Sakura, and dies shortly after rescuing Ilya.

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Shirou is able to release the power within his grafted arm to defeat Dark Berserker with Ilya's help which halts Berserker to give chance for Shirou to do something, but doing so causes intense damage to his own body and slowly begins to kill him.

Upon return, Ilya informs them of what is transpiring: since the third war, the contents of the Grail have been tainted by Angra Mainyu (as revealed in Fate/Hollow Ataraxia sidestory of Avenger, 8th Servant), and the completion of the Grail will cause wholescale destruction.

Shirou remains set on saving Sakura and Rider, upon hearing this, decided to help Shirou. In the interim, Evil Sakura turned on and killed True Assassin and destroyed Zōken's mother worm.

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The final confrontation occurs in a cave beneath Ryudo temple; the site was the place where the original ritual of the Holy Grail took place. The reason why is because it has highest flow of mana since ancient times, hence its selection for summoning the Grail itself.

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Together, Shirou and Rider defeat Dark Saber, while Rin uses the Jeweled Sword of Zelretch to fight Sakura. Rider and Saber nullify each others' Noble Phantasms, leaving Shirou a chance to remove Saber from her misery. Shirou initially hesitates to land the killing blow, but the corrupted Saber pleads with him to end her life, as she was no longer in control and was in constant torment.

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Rin continues to fight Sakura, but at the last second hesitates to finish her off. Sakura, realizing that she was still loved and thus seeing the mistake she made, relents. Shirou, barely alive at this point, joins them and uses his diminishing power to trace the Rule Breaker to save Sakura.

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In the process, the Grail completes, becoming the Grand Holy Grail, which is on the verge of releasing an evil existence from its form. Shirou moves to destroy it, but the corpse of Kotomine intervenes. The two men fight, hand to hand, with Kotomine defeated and Shirō on the verge of death. Shirou, knowing he is about to die, begins to trace Excalibur to destroy the Grail once and for all.

Resolutions: Heaven's Feel has two endings. The "Normal" version ends with Shirou sacrificing himself to destroy the Grand Holy Grail. Sakura vows to wait for him to return, because they promised to view sakura in the spring. However, years pass while Sakura ages and waits, faithfully for his return until she died.

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The "True" ending shows Ilya sacrificing herself, becomes the vessel of the Holy Grail, in order to save Shirou which is revealed to be her step brother and close the gate. Shirou was able to get a new body from a puppet master, Touko Aozaki, sister of Tohno Shiki's mentor Aoko Aozaki (from Shingeshutan Tsukhime), and live a normal life with Sakura and Rider. Rin becomes a sorcerer at the Magus Association in London.

Separately from the "Normal" and "True" endings, a "simple" ending comes when Shirou can't have a pact with Rider. In the episode Sparks Liner High of a "simple" ending, Shirō pulls out true performance of Kanshō and Bakuya, and wins the one-to-one duel with Dark Saber, but Shirō's mind breaks up. Another memorable bad ending is when Shirou was forced to watch Rin being raped (screaming is pain) after they got defeated by Evil Sakura while Evil Sakura laughing maniacally, saying "So my sister is a virgin...."
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Sword of Zeltrech

This jeweled blade applies a limited form of Kaleidoscope magic, allowing small fracture to connect to an infinite number of parallel worlds. Mana is siphoned from these alternate dimensions, then focused into the sword's crystal blade; when activated, creating an immense energy discharge taking the form of a blinding stream of light. This sword may also be detonated as a single-use explosive.

It belonged to Marshall Zeltrech, the old man who witnessed the birth of Princess of Progenitors, Arucied Brunestud (main heroine in Shingeshutan Tsukihime) 800 years ago and also stopped Crimson Moon from destroying the world. However in process of stopping the Vampire King Crimson Moon, he got bitten by him and turned into a Dead Apostle, hence he is branded a heretic by the Church. His name appeared on list of Most Wanted by the Church.

He is one of the Five Magicians, highest ranking magic users in Kinoko Nasu's universe. Another 2 known Magicians were Aoko Aozaki (red hair mentor of Tohno Shiki in Shingeshutan Tsukihime) and Justica von Einzbern. Magicians are people who able to manipulate things without any need of tools or artificial methods to perform magic.

In Fate, he appeared in cameo, congratulating Rin for successfully fighting Evil Sakura in the end. He is also Grand Master of Mage Association in London though he never appear much in the duty discharge.

His most notable ability is dimensional travel, Kaladeiscope sorcery (enabled inter dimensional travel, usage and info sharing) and Kaladeistick (the one that turn Rin into Magical Cat Girl Rin).

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This illustration showing Arucied Brunestud first encounter with Marshall Zeltrech.

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by stormy001 » Thu Oct 26, 2006 3:09 am

Archer is future version of Shirou who managed to become a legendary hero. While got admitted to Throne of Heroes on behest of Allaya, Protector of Mankind, he is designated a Guardian Spirit. His job is mop up any imbalances of thew world and got bitterly disillusioned by inability to save everybody everytime he was summoned for clean up work. He is using a bow of unknown composition and material, reflecting the future technology in his make up.

He felt used and becomes more like a machine of death. Hence his Reality Marble, Unlimited Blade Works has images of cranking gears in background, signifying his machine-like soul.

Angered by his idealism, he decided to go back in time to kill his younger self.
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by stormy001 » Thu Oct 26, 2006 3:15 am

Aoko Aozaki is one of the most powerful magic user, attaining the Blue designation and become of one of the Five Magicians. As seen in game, Melty Blood, her spell specialization is destruction and firepower, able to spam magic missles whenever she wants to. Known as Miss Blue Gunner, she is also a glutton who loves beef noodle.

Came across young Shiki, stole her sister's glass as a gift for Shiki so he can block the Eyes of Death Perception in Shingeshutan Tsukihime. Touko, her sister is 2nd powerful mage tier, able to make fake bodies and replacement parts that is as good as original biological bodies. She made one replacement body for Shirou in the end of Heaven's Feel since Shirou's original body was badly damaged in battle.

There is a short novel on her which I haven't read yet. Touko is one of the principal characters in another novel by Kinoko Nasu, Kara no Kyokai "Garden of Sinners".
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by stormy001 » Thu Oct 26, 2006 11:15 am

There is revelation that Sakura have massive hatred for Rin, as she felt her sister took everything that is dear to her. When it is known to her that Rin and Shirou got very close and intimate, her world crumbled. The whisperings of Angra Mariyu (Persian ancient symbol of pure evil) which trapped in Holy Grail becomes stronger to her and finally she succumbs after she felt there is no more hope for her.

Rin at first quite certain and cold about executing her own sister then suddenly have conscience attack in the end.

In Heaven's Feel, part of her descend into evil can be attributed to this long held hatred of Rin. Her plum eyes and hair is direct result of Zouken's circuit worms inside her body.

Ah yes, if some of you curious, Shinji did have non-consensual sex with Rider too.
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by stormy001 » Fri Oct 27, 2006 4:34 am

Rider become very powerful in Heaven's Feel because Sakura able to supply massive amounts of mana to her. Despite being physically separated from her true Master who is turning into evil nightmare, the mana linkage still flowing, hence her Noble Phantasm able to counter Dark Saber's Excalibur. It is ironic that Dark Saber also sustained by Evil Sakura at the same time.

In Unlimited Blade Works, Saber able to perform more powerful attacks after sealed a contract with Rin Tohsaka.
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by stormy001 » Sun Oct 29, 2006 12:55 am

Ilya.

The reason she is after him was because his step father, Kiritsugu Emiya, was previously working for her family in the last War and then he betrayed them by destroying the Holy Grail in 4th War. After her Servant was defeated, she has no desire and means to continue fighting and stays at Shirou's house.

She is a Homunculus, an artificial human given life by applying sorcery to sperm cells. She is actually slightly older than Shirou, her young appearance being a result of a distorted growth rate. During the Heaven's Feel scenario, it is revealed that the sperm used to conceive her was donated by Kiritsugu, making her his biological daughter and Shirou's step-sister.

She only have 1 year left in lifespan due to extreme stress while summoning Berserker and controlling him. Hence the 6 month aftermath in Fate/Hollow Ataraxia. As punishment towards Berserker, Ilya silenced him and rendered incapable of rational speech.
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by stormy001 » Sun Oct 29, 2006 1:54 am

The Einzbern, one of three clans of sorcerers involved in the Holy Grail War (the others being the Tohsaka and the Makiri/Matou), were responsible for creation of the vessel which the souls of the defeated Servants would go into, while the Makiri created the system of Masters and Servants and the Toshaka supplied the land which became Fuyuki City later.

Fuyuki City was chosen primary because it has massive mana pools, a concept similiar to ley lines. Hence the reason why all Holy Grail Wars were fought in Fuyuki City.

Another famous clan who did not join the 5th War was Elderfelt. Their heir was seen later in Fate/Hollow Ataraxia, known as Rubia. She is competitive and very envious of Rin Tohsaka. When they met in Magus Association in London, they ready to claw each other out.
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 30, 2006 7:06 am

Rin knew Archer was Shirou after she found out that young Shirou still have her pendant in his keepsake, while Archer returned the used up pendant in the Prologue. The pendant that Rin used to heal Shirou after he was stabbed by Lancer in the school. The revelation is noted in Unlimited Blade Works.

It is also hinted Rin Tohsaka will die fighting a worthy battle in the future. And, the Tohsaka clan is also accomplished martial artist family.
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 30, 2006 5:15 pm

Can't resist this scene, it is the best scene in Fate storyline.

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And the battle between the two ended.
The battle of annhilation where they killed each other to the limit ended with the defeat of the Red Knight.
The once gorgeous hallway of the mansion has dramaticatlly changed.
The floor has been cracked into thousand pieces.
Countless holes were driven into the walls.
The staircase has fallen and the crushed marble stones became dusts in the wind.
This space has been destroyed throughoutly, and has no resemblance of what it was.
Then time must have been tilted as well.
The dreadful marks of destruction won't even give one a chance to recall how it was just 2 hours ago.

'-------------------'
In the center of the ruin, there was a figure well fit to this scene.
Over 2 meters tall, it looks as if it's a statue carved out of a stone.
There was no need to explain.
It was Illyasviel's Servant, Berserker.

The giant didn't move.
His body was all red, and there were holes all over the place.
There wasn't even a location on the body without a scar.

1. Both legs were almost melted.
2. There's a clear mark that the head has been previously sliced off.
3. The arm is barely attached to the elbow.
4. The shoulder has been penetrated all the way to the crotch.
5. A chunk of blood is dripping down from the chest.
6. The organs in the stomach can be seen.
Berserker was immobile.
It was no surprise.
No matter how you look at it, it was a dead body.

The battle itself was actually over in half an hour.
However, the uexpected result made Berserker's master forget what she was doing.
She needed to go after her prey right away, but she couldn't take her eye off this devastating scene.

Ilya: '------I can't believe it, who was he?"
She said that annoyingly.
The battle that took place here was nothing but a humilation for the girl.

Her Servant was the strongest.
Being one of the most famous heroic spirit, there could probably only be one or two heroes who could stand against Hercules.
But an unknown archer defeated him.
The red knight fought Berserker equally, and in reality, killed the undefeated Berseker.

----This was unallowable.
For the girl, it was like a bug on the road striking her heart.
The girl's pride couldn't allow that an opponent who she's suppose to crush and show pity has driven them to a corner.

'This makes me angry!
To be defeated 6 times by that guy. You weren't going easy on him, were you, Berserker!'
'-----------'
The stone statue would not answer.
Perhaps it doesn't have the luxury to do so or find no reason to.
Berserker just quietly concentrates on healing his body.

Even for him, this battle was unbelievable.
His "Noble Phantasm" nullifies any kind of attacks.
Only an exceptional first rate attack can touch his body.
Therefore it was rare for him to even get a scar.
In reality, there was noone in the age of mythology that hurted him.

Even then, 6 times.
Archer inflicted such fatal damage as much as 6 times.
It goes without saying that all 6 were different methods.
Because even the strongest attacks, can not be used twice against Berseker.

If you say it was not normal, that itself was not normal.
If he had so many different abilities, then it would have been easy to identify which hero he was.
However, they couldn't figure out who Archer was even after destroying his body.
That contradicting nature as a Servant must have been the most unbelievable thing about him.

'---------------------'
....A faint light glowed in Berserker's eye.
If he was summoned as a nomral Servant, he would have regret this fight.
No matter who he was, Archer was a formidable foe.
If he still had his senses, he would have spent time contesting their swords.

'...I won't forgive them for insulting me like this...!'
His master spoke out loud.
His light of reasoning disappeared.
Right now, he was only a Berserker.
His only job was to crush and destroy his enemies.

'I can't wait any longer! Are you healed yet, Berserker!'
'-----------------------'
There was no need to answer.
Fatal wounds will be healed in a few minutes.
But------ in order to return everything to normal, it would take 3 days.
'I can't wait that long! Its okay, we're going to go kill them right now!'
'--------------------'

The giant objected with silence.
That was his instinct.
Berserker had a similar battle instinct like Saber.

It was true their enemies' power could be easily taken care of.
But if Saber's power has healed enough to use her Noble Phantasm, it was a different issue.
A Holy Sword wouldn't scare Berserker, but he wouldn't take a chance.
If they were to fight that Servant, his instinct told him to be in his best condition.

'If you have 5, then its enough. We could defeat such guys without using God Hand. Or are you telling me to let those guys who made a fool out of us go?'
'.......'
'Right? I'll let no one escape this forest. I'll give you Rin and Saber. Do what you like with them."
The girl jumped down from the stairs.
In the rubbles, she walked towards the exit without paying attention to Berserker in sheds of blood'

And then she turned back as if she remembered something.
'Now, lets begin the hunt Berserker.
But don't kill Saber's Master so easily. I'll give him the worst death.'
The girl chuckled and left the castle."
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by stormy001 » Mon Oct 30, 2006 5:56 pm

Souchirou Kuzuki

Before he came to Fuyuki City, Souchiro had been raised from childhood by an organization that trained young children to become professional assassins. The children were raised in isolation from the rest of society in places as forests. They were taught skills required for killers and were treated as if they were tools. Taught in knowledge on living as normal humans was minimal, to ensure the adequacy and efficiency of those potential assassins.

Souichirou realized that when he accomplished his mission, he felt only emptiness. Hoping to find meaning in his life, he left the organization and chose to become a school teacher, which he used to serve as a cover for his job as an assassin in previous missions. He still found no meaning and acknowledged only the his existence, for himself.

When he met Caster, he had a never experienced feeling within him. While he had no interest in the coming Holy Grail War or Caster herself, Souichirou helped her just because she asked for it.

Souichirou is not a mage, but a well-trained assassin. After Caster killed her previous master and summoned the servant Assassin, she chose Souichirou to be her new master. He has no interest in the Holy Grail war and acts mainly to the Caster wishes. It seemed that the two loved each other unconditionally.

According to Fate/hollow ataraxia, he finally realizes that he has regretted his whole life and how he killed others, knowing and understanding that what he was doing was wrong but still proceeding on with that kind of life. Uncertain of how to make atonement for his guilt, he suffered during his whole life yet managed to find some peace with Caster.

There is also hinted that he came from same group of people like Shiki Tohno but without Eyes of Death Perception gift.
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We came through a long, long hallway, pass the front entrance
---Hard to believe, this really is a castle
An ancient site hidden deep inside a forest
There are woods in any direction you look, in a distant, you can't even see the sky, much less buildings

"This way. We can reach the national road in three hours of running, keep it up"
Tohsaka turns her head toward us while leading the way

"----"
......Three hours. To be honest, I don't know if my body can hold together that long
Though not tire, but the pain has became more intense as I move around more
My fever should go down if I rest a little, but right now we don't have that kind of time

"Shirou, hurry"
Tohsaka's voice is burdened anxious
Tohsaka is the one that made that order to Archer
Though she appears to be calm, but that girl's heart must be filled with regrets

"I know, I will be right there. Saber, let's hurry"
"Ah......yes. Let's hurry, Shirou"
Saber lowers her head and responds, she starts to run as well

We follow close behind Tohsaka, cross the woods
Running alongside me, Saber is panting
I can't take a good look in the dark, but it sounds bad

......I can't go on ignoring this

"Ah----"

Saber suddenly loses her balance
I pull up her out-of-balance body from the side

"That's it. This won't do, Saber"
"What......what're you saying, Shirou. I have went through predicament like this countless times in the past. I can still run"

"What're you saying. No matter how many times you went through, pain is still pain. All right, take it easy"
I pull Saber over
For Saber is very light
It's easier than I'd imagine to take Saber in my arms

"Eh---what, what are you doing, Shirou......!"
"What I am doing, just take a break already. If you're running wearing an expression like that, I will be the first one to lose it"

"......! Insolent, let me go! Do you believe that this is enough to take me down......!"

Saber is squirming in my arms
However, this resistance is nothing
The slim arms that push against my chest really don't have much strength
......And now I am painfully aware of just how weak she is
I never thought that, that Saber can't even push away someone who holds her up

"What're you thinking, Shirou! I won't allow this even if you're my Master......!"
Saber is blushing and squirming
......Anyway, that's true
This is probably very embarrassing for a knight, however this is not the time to care for decency

"Liar. You're obviously so weak that you can't even push me away, how can you be fine. All right, behave yourself, this is a Master's order. If you don't listen, I can only make use of my Command Spell"

"Wh----De, despicable. How can I let you cast a Command Spell for this"
"Then behave. We'll be left behind by Tohsaka if we don't hurry"

"........................"
Did she give in, Saber stays quiet reluctantly

----Forget it, this is fine for now
As long as Saber doesn't squirm around, I can run while carrying her

[----]

My view becomes blurry
Bloodstream is flowing faster and faster as I step on
As I push down the nausea well up in my throat, I bite my teeth and run in the woods

"Haa----haa, haa, haa----"

Though I breath heavily, but I try to overcome the pains
For just one reason

"Shirou, please put me down. I can run still----"

Because once I show my suffering expression, Saber would look at me uneasily
I can't stop here

"Humph, don't underestimate me. It feels like nothing to me. Compare to a broken stove, a girl is as light as air"
"But----"

"All right, enough chatting. Do you know what's equivalent exchange? I've always been protected by you in the past, it wouldn't balance out if I don't do this. If I don't return this favor to you right here, I can't let you protect me tomorrow"

"No, that's not true......and, this way I'm the one who's at debts"
"Then that's great. Just put up with me this one time. I'm at full strength again all of a sudden"

I draw in a deep breath, step on the ground
That Tohsaka, she chooses all the narrow roads despite knowing I'm still carrying Saber
Though Saber is very light, it's tiring just from following her

"Heh, you will bite your tongue if you talk. It will make it easier for me as well if you don't talk, just behave yourself"
"----Fine. Then, I will obey Master's instruction"

As she speaks, Saber's whole body becomes relax
I had trouble with holding her still out of concerns, but now I can take it easy
The only problem left---is just whether Saber's and my body can keep it together

[----]

......How long have we been running
It feels like we've been running for thirty minutes, or an hour

"Haa---haa, haa, ha----"

No, running is not the hard part
My body wasn't trained that poorly, and Saber really is light

However, right now----

I don't know what's going on inside of me
I feel dizzier as I exert more strength, and more nausea
Since here is a forest, so it would make sense if I was poisened from a snake bite

"Grr----but, this way----"

This is not a pain that'd kill me
Just feels really heavy around the chest, as if I'm going to throw up
This is nothing compare to the heat on my hand

......Saber closes her eyes as if she has fallen asleep
This is not a sleep where she relax and rest
Saber's body temperature keeps going up
Even in a frosty winter, her clothes are soaked with sweats, she lowers her head so as not to let me see it, hiding her heavy breathings

"No----if this goes on, it really will"

Will become like that night
Saber was weakened, ever since she swung that sword toward Rider
......Saber's condition has not changed since then
Can the energy she showed when talking to me before, really be her last strength before disappearing

"Ha----haa, haa, haa, ha----!"

I run harder as if to deny it
Doesn't matter what happen to my body
Just keep believing in as soon as we get home, we can make it, I move forward desperately---

Almost lost my balance, I quickly lean against a tree and come to a stop

"Uuh--------"

......The taste of blood
Is this the source of nausea
Though it is only a little so it has not spilled on Saber, but a sense of nausea is entangling my chest

"......Forget it, this is much better than I expected"

If I throw up what's inside my stomach, it looks like I will make Saber angry for another reason
Now that I think about it, perhaps Saber really will take her sword and cut me down

"Haa----"

....Nm, this is gold
With a pleasant imagination, I recover my spirit somewhat
OK, this much of rest should be efficient

"No. This is it, you have to stop forcing yourself, Shirou"
"Saber......?"
She isn't sleeping
Saber says, still in my arms

"......What's wrong. What do you mean this is it"
"I'm saying, Shirou should run away by yourself. It is impossible for your body, to escape while carrying me"
"Wh----how can I do that......! I just trip myself. This is nothing at all----"

"Liar. What else do you want to say with a face like a dead man's"
---Mm
What is she thinking, Tohsaka who was running ahead turns back again

"Humph, push yourself however you want. But even in a dark night, please wipe off the blood at the corner of your mouth. Of course this would make Saber worry"

Is she angry, Tohsaka stares at me closely
Saber picks up her voice

"......Good. It'd be much simpler if Rin's here"

Without looking at Tohsaka, Saber says quietly

"True. I know what Saber wants to say. And there's no time, let me spell it out so even that schwachkopf can understand"
Saber nods, upon hearing Tohsaka's words

"......Yes. Rin, please put me down here. You can't run away while carrying me, and---I already, can't hold out for long"

"--------"
'What nonsense' I can't make out these words
I don't have any intention of leaving Saber behind
However, even then---what annoys me is, clearly, her body is deteriorating

Saber, already can't hold out for long
Vaguely I realize, she won't make it to the morning if this goes on----

"Is that so. And, Shirou? Are you going to commit suicide for your frustrated love with Saber just like this?"
"---Not a chance. I won't do that, and I won't let Saber disappear. If Saber shall vanish, then whether it's command spell or whatever I will----"

"OK, then it should be fine. Let's take care both problems together. Let's set the plan from now on, first help Saber, then us three leave the forest"

"............Ah?"
My mind goes blank
Tohsaka sometimes would make the most difficult thing sound so simple

"Hold on......! I do want to do that as well, but because I can't----"

"All right, come over here. Let me say this beforehand, I don't intend to let Saber vanish easily either. ......Mm, can't let this opportunity to slip away. I will let you fulfill this duty. Shirou also agreed, so you are OK with it, right, Saber?"

Tohsaka looks over Saber meaningfully

"...................................."

Without replying, Saber just lowers her eyes as if she's very embarassed

After crossing a few especially tall woods, something rather unexpected appears in front of us

"......Ru-in......?"
I'm still holding Saber, while raising my eyes to look at this building in astonishment
Is there a reason, the building in the middle of this forest, is now a ruin with no trace of men

"I suppose we can hide here for a bit. Archer found this place when we were on our way here. He said this can be used as an emergency secret hideout"
Tohsaka walks in the ruin with I-don't-know-what on her mind

"......Forget it, this shouldn't collapse again"

I step over the rubbles and walk toward the entrance
......How many months and years have people last been here
This building, is like a skeleton undermined by green

--The first floor of the ruin is completely occupied by woods

Only the rooms on the second floor are usable, and this place is in the best shape
The windows are still intact miraculously
Not sure how this was set up, but you can see the night sky faraway from here

"Hm-mm. Pretty clean. Perhaps somebody was just sleeping here not too long ago"

......I really don't know what she's thinking
Tohsaka steps over the rubbles, hits lightly on the bed next to the wall

"Shirou, come over here. Wouldn't it be bad if you don't let Saber go to bed. It's exhausing to carry someone"
"A----ah, I will be right there"
I walk up to the bed carefully, and slowly put Saber down

"How is it, is it unbearable, Saber? Can you move your body?"
"......Nm, since Shirou carried me here. My body should be able to hold out"

"---That so. So there's only one problem remains. It's been an hour since then. Even if Illyasviel chases us to here, it should take her a while. ......No, it will take more than that, we should be able to hide until daybreak"

"Ah----"
I let out a cry, now I remember
Though we ran to this ruin, but what about Berserker and Archer
That guy stayed in the castle to stop Berserker
And it's been an hour already
So Archer should be retreating from that castle alone too, but---

"Tohsaka, that guy---"
"------"
Tohsaka did not say a word
Just, as if holding on to a precious item, she presses her right hand against her chest
......And I, just found out Archer's fate

Tohsaka's command spells are on her right hand
Masters and Servants are connected
Just as Saber is aware of my danger, if a Master can also learn of the death of a Servant, then

"......Tohsaka, that guy"
"Pretty much. I only told him to buy us some time. That guy---annoyed me even in the end"

Tohsaka utters softly, as if to dismiss the idea with a laugh

......Silence
A silence that makes one believe that it will last forever, but

"---But I won't let his death go to waste. Since we lost Archer, we'll have to defeat Berserker right here"

It was broken by the sound of her right fist pounding on her left palm

"This is as far as regrets go. Better take action if you have time to worry, this is my creed. ---Since we already made it here, you should be prepared"
"......? Prepared for what"

"What else. To prepare for defeating Illyasviel......defeating Berserker. We can't escape this forest carrying Saber, and it will take a long time for her to recover. We're going to be caught up by Ilya regardless"

"Do you see? If all three of us want to leave this forest together, we can only defeat Berserker. If not, we will only go after Archer"

"----To defeat, Berserker......?"

To defeat that monster?
To defeat the death storm that can nullify numerous attacks, smashes down all who approach him with one strike......?

"--------"

I can't imagine
We're as good as dead once we start the fight
Tohsaka should know this as well
Even then, is she still talking about defeating it

"-------No, that's not it"

What nonsense is this
Tohska is not saying we can
This girl never counted on this since the beginning

"Aah----is that, so"

That's right, we're not defeating it in order to win
......I should've noticed this since the beginning

"It's that we must, defeat it"

That's all
---If we don't want to die here
We can only defeat that monster

"Precisely. But it's not that hopeless. Even for Berserker, he would take some damage after fighting Archer. I took all my previous gems along, we can come up with something once Saber is recovered"

"---On the other hand. Precisely because Berserker is wounded, this is the prefect chance to bring down Illyasviel, wouldn't you agree?"

"......Perhaps. But is there a way for our main force Saber to recover. ......I'm sorry, I don't believe we can cure Saber in a place like this"

"No, curing Saber has nothing to do with location. Saber is just weak because she used up her mana. Once she is recharged with a certain amount of mana, she can use her abilities like before again"

"Tohsaka, let me say this. I'm troubled because I can't recharge mana, did you forget"

"There is a way. Yesterday......the day before yesterday, I explained at that time. The way to distribute mana to a Servant, other than Communal Sorcery, there's one more method. Because at that time, hm......I didn't anticipate this development"

"Hm----?"
I recall the conversation from last night
Now that I think about it, it was----

"......But, you should've exchanged recognitions with Saber when you summoned her, perhaps there's anothe way, however----"

Tohsaka did say something like this

"......Now I remember. You said because we already exchanged our recognitions, therefore there's a way besides Sorcery"

"Nm. You and Saber are connected not just mentally, but also physically. So it doesn't require a very difficult Sorcery to distribute mana. You only need to share your energy with her"
......?
How

"Wait a minute. You said to share energy from the Master, but how do you do that"
Tohsaka turns her head sideway to look at me

After staring for a while, Tohsaka says that's very simple

"Make love to her. Fortunately Saber is a girl, isn't that very simple"

Then she says something like this straightforwardly

"--------Wh"
What, make love to her
And even said, fortunately Saber is a girl, so it's very simple, meaning

"Wh, eh------!!??"
Wait-wait-wait-wait-wait-wait-wait a minute, where did this come from!!!!

"Why are you so surprised, isn't harmonizing by having sex very common. The sperms of a Magus are crystals of mana. A poor Magus would even sell his sperms to the Association, didn't you know?"

"Who-who, who would know that......! isn't the Tachikawa-ryu cult, and Black Goat merely a superstition! Humph, I won't be trick by your sweet talks......!"

"......Let me tell you this. Tachikawa-ryu really does have a secret ceremony, and the Black Goat also has official contracts. Though I don't know what you're panicking about, but didn'y you just say you are prepared. This is the only way for us to survive, so don't give me more troubles, all right?"

"No, but, this"
Even if you make it sounds so simple there are still some issues......!

"Seriously, you don't have time to hesitate! Since Archer is already defeated, Illyasviel will come after us soon enough. If we're going to live on, we can only let Saber to recover right here. You should understand that without, you, Saber and I, all three of us together, we stand no chance against Berserker, right!? So there's only one thing for us to do!"

"Listen, I won't let Archer's life goes to waste. I will definitely make the opportunity that guy created with his life to succeed. For this, I will do anything to survive......!"

Tohsaka talks on and on
However, my mind becomes more confused as she rants on, my head blanks out more from just imagine the scene of making love to Saber

"------"
......Damn it. Even I know I'm blushing. But how can I help it
I'm really troubled by her sudden suggestion, and right in front of me, Saber is still lying on top of the bed, breathing heavily
Inside my head is a mess, as if I hop into another dimension suddenly----

"......Uh, Tohsaka, I can't do it after all. Put me aside, Saber will definitely refuse. Even if it's for recharging mana, Saber won't possible give up her chastity!"
"Really? Have you asked herself?"
Tohsaka's attitude hasn't changed a bit

"Wh----"
I look over to the bed
......Saber is still panting, looking at us without saying no to Tohsaka

"......Saber?"

"---Yes. I'm fine with it, Shirou"

......And then
With an embarassing voice, Saber says such

"--------"
This truly is, a cruel betrayal
Under these circumstances, how can you say----that would make one lose his sanity

......If someone asks me whether I want to make love to her, of course I do
Saber is a girl, a beauty that would blow one's mind away and make him can't think straight, yes, if that wasn't the case I wouldn't run out of my room to the storehouse to sleep
---That's why, I think not
The feels of touching her are still on my hands
Whether it's that feverish body, that skin soaked with sweats, or that indescribable lightness, they're still on my hands
Thinking over, even if it's not for helping Saber, I do want her---of course I desire her body
"What, you're so backward. Doesn't Shirou want to make love to Saber? Ah, is it possible that you're impotent?"
"No way-----!!!!! Not that, I---"

This is rude to Saber, and right now is not the time for it either, my head is empty, and, this is, my first time
......I'm so panic that I haven't noticed that I've been mumbling
"Well, you're already in the mood. Forget it, I understand how you feel, but give it up"
Tohsaka approaches
"Uuh......!"
Mm, is she coming, I take up my stance, but the enemy makes a surprising move
"Sorry about this, we don't have time to create the atmosphere slowly. Shirou, come here for a second"
Tohsaka extendes her hand
That's just, in an instant
Tohsaka puts her hand on my cheek, turns me toward her forcibly, and then just like that----
Takes the advantage, kisses me
"--------!!!!?"
Can't breath
Extremely confused, my brain won't process at all
---Yet I still come to recognize that, foul play of a sensation
......Tohsaka's lips, are just soft
I've always thought, to feel other's skin with lips is something special
But right now what I'm touching isn't the skin, but it's the touch of flesh
Lips are very soft, though there's no taste, but really sweet
Tohsaka is not used to this either, our lips are only feeling each other
......I can feel Tohsaka's body temperature strongly now
Her breaths are feverish. ......And the saliva, I suppose. The moisten lips, are exchanging a smidgen of water
My nose is tickled from the rubbing, just holding back takes a lot of efforts
"--------"
......Men are animals, all right
Though my head is still empty, but because of this, I can no longer step on the break inside of me----
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Warning: Explicit scenes of eros here....yes, the famous 3 some sex scenes from the game

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......Our lips parted
Leaving me standing there in shock, Tohsaka recedes to the bed
"Well, have you calm down?"
......How contradictory
Tohsaka herself is also blushing, yet she's saying that
"Tohsaka, you---"
"Sorry about this, let me handle it"
---How does that work
Why is Tohsaka apologizing. If anyone's to apologize, it should be me
"Anyway, I don't intend to stop here. ......Just look from there, Shirou. It's probably not going to work out under these circumstances, I will help too. ......For Shirou and---Saber, to foster that kind of feeling"
Tohsaka places her hands on the bed, and slowly moves above Saber
"Wh----Rin, what are-......?"
Saber's voice betrays her puzzlement
"......What I am doing? Helping you of course. Because you both look so not used to this, so just let me lend you a hand"
Tohsaka chuckles softly
......Did my switch turn on just now, because of her kiss
The way Tohsaka moves seems seducing because of the heat, slowly, she lets her fingers crawl on Saber's body
"Wh-don't-Tohsaka----............!"
Without hindering
Tohsaka bends on top of the bed, fingers creep on Saber who can't move because of the high fever
"Rin----please wait-a minute-I"
"......All right, just leave it to me. It's not easy for you by yourself. Rest assure, very soon I will rob off your ability to think---"
Tohsaka's fingers slip on top of Saber's breasts
"......You see. First you'll have to relax your body. Having clothes on, is very uncomfortable for this"
"Ah----yah- ......ng......"
Saber pants lightly, is it due to her confusion
Saber raises her head facing Tohsaka, with a blush and bewildered expression
And Tohsaka too---as if infected by Saber's fever, her cheeks are tinged with red, breathing heavily
"Toh----------"
I want to call out to Tohsaka, but my throat won't make a sound
......Is it Saber's panting
The motions of Tohsaka's fingers, are just that seductive
She unties the blue ribbons, undoes the buttons on her shirt one by one
The works of her fingers seem elegant and experienced
As if this is a ritual of releasing a knight from her armors, to expose the maiden inside, coquettishly
"Uuh......mm......haa, Rin, if this goes on, even without taking off clothes---I'm already---"
"......No, this is necessary. You're going to do that in a minute. You have to reveal the skin, and let the bodies collide"
Tohsaka, panting, whispers softly besides Saber's ears
Saber though grabs onto Tohsaka's hands in an attempt to stop her, but she can't resist letting Tohsaka does whatever she so desires
And then, when the last button on her shirt is undone

"--------"
I struggle to stop the image from overflowing my eyes
......Saber's naked body
The posture that I tried hard not to look at, not to think about, is displaying right before me---
"Uuh----"
I close my eyes
Shut the rebelling eyelids with will
......If I take a look, it will break
That something nurtured by Saber and I up until now will break
Out of fear, I grit my teeth to push down this foreign impulse
"Aa......mm......that's no good, Shirou......you have to take, a good look. It's going to start once Saber is ready......You will have to, feel it, too"
"---Feel what, Tohsaka"
"......All right, open your eyes. We're accomplices. Let's love Saber together, and then help Saber. ......Or else, do you intend to wait over there alone......?"
"Uuh----"
Tohsaka is talking nonsense
Nonsense, yet what I'm doing is contradictory as well
......To help Saber out, I can only make love to her
If I want Saber to stay, I can only accept this suggestion
......And, I've already accepted it long ago
Close my eyes means nothing, I already had my chance to leave if I don't care whether Saber stays or not
So---I'm not allowed to close my eyes
"---It's fine. But if I open my eyes, I won't be able to hold back"
"......Ah ha. Did you hear that, Saber? Shirou said, he will get excited from looking at you"
A soft chuckle
Is Tohsaka laughing from looking at Saber and I both blushing
"---Mm. But just hold it down a little while longer. Before Saber is ready, Shirou you just wait over there. Before I say go, stay there----"
Tohsaka is speaking with a tone more on fire than Saber
She wants me to stay aside to look at Saber
"--------"
......I exhale slightly
The instant I open my eyes, I have to forget everything
Forget Saber
Forget Tohsaka
Forget the trusting relation in the past and the days together with Saber, and make love to Saber for the sake of helping her
"........................"
I take a deep breath, hands grasp tightly into fists
Calm myself, so as not to be shaken by any sight
And then----

At that very instant, all the defenses I put up are demolished

Two colors intertwine
Pure white, the body of a maiden akin to a beautiful statue, overlapping with a slightly more developed body of another maiden
"Huu......chu, mm......ah. ......Saber's lips, are so tiny"
Just a kiss, touching each other
Tohsaka lowers her lips as if she's trying to get a taste of it
"Haa......eh......what about it, Saber......though it is a little faint, was Shirou's taste carried over......?"
Is she trying to say that was an indirect kiss
Tohsaka is uttering words that make me feel extremely embarrassed
"............This is, Shirou's bodily fluid----"
Saber makes an unbelievably hot sound, and swallows that
"......Mm, ah---......No, Rin......that wasn't clear enough. ......A bit, harder"
Saber pulls near Tohsaka voluntarily
Tohsaka, not resisting, this time she does it with force---not just touching each other's lips, but kissing passionately as if to melt into one another
"Haa----aah, uuh---mm......Shirou's, is so sweet"
"Mm......mm......But Saber's, is just as sweet......"
Interlaced colours of crimson
The rosy flesh of tongue intertwine, licking each other's tip of tongue
......No, that's not it
Saber is only dominated by Tohsaka
Sticking out her tongue, responding to her, are also according to Tohsaka desires
Saber's body is trembling, she looks at Tohsaka perplexedly----

"Mm......Saber......more forceful----"
The hot breaths overlap
Tohsaka is touching Saber carefully, carefully, as if treating something fragile
From the breasts like flowing hills, to the navel, beautiful lines are carved on her body
"Rin's......hand, on top of, my body----"
The fingers inch down even further, climb to the place that shuts close stubbornly
"Haa......mm"
Saber shivers ever so slightly
Tohsaka casts her eyes down at her pleasingly
"Heh, and next......it's about to start, Saber"
"......! Ah----no, Rin, that's---"
"......Where is, that? N-o, I won't listen if you don't spell it out clearly. ......Mm, say as loud as you want......enough to let Shirou to hear you......!"
"......Uuh"
Saber's resistance is futile
Tohsaka is panting fervently, pressing on Saber's body
"......Well......even if you spell it out clearly now, I can't stop"
"......Uuh, aah......! No, aah, Rin, Rin......!!"
Tohsaka is sucking on Saber's lips hard
"......Come, more moans. This is not enough, Shirou and I both want to take you to heaven----"
"Mm......! ......Ah, a finger, in there......----"
......Tohsaka's body covers up Saber's tiny figure
The panting of the two are the only sounds that can be heard in this rundown mansion
The white blossom, is been trampled by the rose
"Haa, mm......! No Rin, I can't, breath----let me go, for a little----"
Saber's lips are released, she pants
Tohsaka looks at the blonde girl under her, and takes in a deep breath
"Aah......mm...... I would have never thought......I didn't intend, for this to happen"
The finger clings to Saber's secret place, sinks in

"Uuh---ah, ah----"
......The touch seems very gentle
Saber only raises her shoulder, she isn't shuddered by Tohsaka's fingertip
"Mm......aah, haa......"
......In the midst of the burning panting, sounds of wetness are mixed in

Obscene, drops of sex juice that testify the maiden's love making
Are flowing out between Saber's thighs
"---Mm---......Rin, is too gentle---"
......Saber's voice sounds a bit impatient
Saber raises her head to look at Tohsaka, as if to complain the gentleness----no, her overly light finger movements
"Aah......but, don't worry, such......hm......even without Tohsaka's helping hand, I too can----"
"......Are you saying that you are already done......? Hm...... No way, Saber's not wet here yet......if you take Shirou in like this, you will definitely be in pain, Saber......"
The caressing sounds
As if pleasuring herself, Tohsaka touches Saber's secret place lovingly
"Mm......so......Saber's, is so adorable......mm, let me----love it more"
Tohsaka's lips suck on Saber's lips
Sounds of water spreads out from between tongues
"Mm......aah, haa, mm......! ......Haa, all, it's all right, Rin......I-I'm already used to, pains. On-on the other hand"
Saber says, she's afraid of losing her cool in front of the two
However----
"......Is that so. But Saber? You won't be the only one in pain, so will Shirou. We not only have to make your thighs wet, even the hole on your bottom will have to be soaked as well"
Tohsaka throws back with a sly smile
"Wh----what bottom----"
"......Sigh. I'm fine with it either way? But, the only one in trouble here Shirou"
"Eh......is, Shirou......?"
"Of course. Even my finger feels tight in Saber's. If you do it like this, you will only make Shirou dislike you. He would say Saber's is just painful, Saber is no good at all"
"----"
Saber is blushing, not from the caress, but the embarrassment
And Tohsaka laughs softly and looks at her, with a mean expression
"Well? I will stop if that's what you want. Though Saber's still can't feel good but I would change place with Shirou. ......Come. What are you going to do, oh Saber who doesn't want her womanhood to be seduced by me......?"
"--------"
Not just cheeks, Saber's skin also starts to carry heat
Chu, chu
The obscene noises of stirring that wet flesh
And in the midst of that
"............A little"
"I can't hear you. Spell it out clearly, Saber. I won't listen if you don't beg me with that clear voice of yours"
"............I'm in-in-your hand, Rin......that finger movement from before, please, do it a little harder---"
---Saber is begging Tohsaka with a completely red face
And what does this make Tohsaka do
"--------"
"......!? Rin-Rin, it hurts----!?"
Tohsaka presses Saber on the bed, and clings to her more violently

"Haa, unh............!"
Saber's body is arching
And in order to restrain her----no, to let her moves more vehemently, Tohsaka thrusts in her flex finger deeply
"Wh----Rin, so, deep----!"
"Haa......of-of course---Saber said so yourself, let me do whatever I-I want----!"
Can't she hear Saber's voice anymore
Tohsaka, as if she's possessed, cups Saber's breasts with her palms, and kneads that soft blossom, with the tip of her tongue she circles as if to taste that apex
"Yaa......!? Wh-what are you doing, Rin......!"
"Mm----Saber, so cute----"
Chu, an obscene and lovely sound
"......Haa, ah......mm, ah......yaa, haa"
Tohsaka is still panting, she starts to lick the pink blossom
"Ah......uuh......! Haa, ah......no, breasts, this way, hurts, ah......!"
Her body is squirming to rise up, her toes curling up, as if to refuse Tohsaka

Is it because she has never been touched there before---the small breasts that symbolize the air of a young girl are caressed, and Saber's sensation is overloaded
Saber desperately resists her with a weak, and feverish body
"Mm, ah, ah......! Ah, yaa----!"
From the cheeks coloured with strokes of blush, and the voice that shows pains, that coquettish from before is gone
"......Come. Don't lie, Saber. Saber's, is getting hotter, and hotter. ......That small breasts are teased, that obscene place is messed around by me, you are tortured, so why are you, feeling good---"
"Haa---no, I-I'm not, mm......!"
......From Saber's light-complexioned flesh, drops of sweats are spilled
"......Haa......haa......, mm, ah......don't......"
Saber's wild posture, is as if she's been possessed by something other than heat, the level of obscenity is increased in seconds
"Ah ha---what, you really are wet. Saber, do you like to be tortured, like this......?"
"Uuh......Rin, you......"
"Mm......your nipples, are erected......Saber's body, is so hot......"
"--------"

[----]

......Uuh
My throat is painfully thirsty
Saber who is been defiled by the crimson rose, is way too different from the Saber in the past, adorable, enough to make me want to steal her for myself

"......Uuh, ah......haa, ah......Rin, if this continues, on"
---Tearful face
The molested small breasts, the place that has just begun to moisten are seduced by fingers, that lovely throat is bearing the overflowing happiness with shames
I want to take over all of this, right now
Take Tohsaka's place to caress Saber's body, let me, make her groans in agony----

"Huu, ah......!! Yaa, haa......aah, yaa---!"
Saber's reaction is changing gradually
What used to sound like the splashes of playing in a puddle, is now clearly making sticky sounds

Looking carefully
Tohsaka probes in the seam of Saber's secret place, the fingers stirring inside, along with her wrist are soaked by clear liquid
"Mm......it's wet......aah, mm---but, Saber doesn't seem like the sensitive type"
"Haa......Rin, no, you can't go any deeper---"
"......Uuh......I know......beyond this is Shirou's job......and Saber's place is, so tight......so impressive, my fingers, are sticky"
"......Have-have you seen it, Saber......? Your sex, is like meat soaked in hot water---very, lascivious"
One more finger sticks inside Saber
"......! Ah, yaa............!"
Sticky sounds
Tohsaka is making those wet sounds to let me hear them, continues to torture Saber
"Grr, ah, no, spare, me----!"
And Saber raises her body every time, swallows down the moans that were just about to burst out
Approaching the limit
Judging from her look, a few more seconds---no, maybe she can accept me right now
"--------"
And me, no need to ask
That thing is fully erected already, pulsing shamelessly
My pants are so tight
My male part is already at the border of exploding, as if it will be all over just by touching it for a bit

"Huu, ah......!! Mm, aah, haa, yaa----!"
Saber's voice
Tohsaka is fidgeting with her secret place further, Saber can't resist at all under Tohsaka's fingers
The white blossom has no freedom at all
Tohsaka seals her off completely, with her palms
"Ah----haa, ah, Rin----! Mm, guu, ah, yaa, I'm, already"
"Mm......so you're starting to enjoy like a good girl......? ......Then it should be fine......Saber's, is saying that she wants Shirou's that. ......Then, I'll do this----!"

"Ah, yaa, mm............----!!!!"
At the very end, Tohsaka suddenly penetrates the paralyzed Saber

And then

"............Haa----ah, haa............ah"

Tohsaka turns Saber toward me, as if to display this burning fair-skinned flesh

"......Mm......are you ready, Shirou......?"
Tohsaka is already completely, in synchronization with Saber
Saber, whose eyes have lost light and rationality, her body is burning up because of the caresses
And Tohsaka, whose eyes are mixed with passion and sadistic, is flirting with Saber
These two stare at me, who is standing there, and reveal their bodies with nothing on
"--------"
The white flesh of a half-conscious Saber, and the blushing cheeks of Tohsaka who is exited by shames and certain expectations
Compliment by these two, even the air is dominated by a lascivious atmosphere, the ruins appear to be more and more moisture
"......Come, hurry. Shirou's pants are already prop up, isn't that right......hurry up and take them off, let us see. ......Saber also wants it very much, and I too---want to see, boy's sex organ in erection"
Tohsaka's voice is abnormally sweet, nothing like her usual attitude
"Uuh--------"
Dizzy
The vapor inside my throat is evaporated all at once
My mouth is dry, my head is been spliced to pieces
---Completely and utterly defeated
Saber and I, are fooled by Tohsaka's smooth talks
"Uuh.................."
My head goes blank, with one last bit of sense, I pull down my zipper
The male part embossed with bulging blood vessels, is exceptionally ugly compares to Saber's
"-----------"
The two hold their breath for a little
"......Uuah. You see that, Saber? That is going to enter your body in a minute. ......Are you, nervous? The way Shirou is looking at Saber, he can't hold it back anymore"
"Ah-------Shirou, I"
What are they thinking
Saber and Tohsaka is concentrating on staring at my reproductive organ
"Uuh----"
This-this is torturing......!
Even under normal circumstances I would feel very embarrassed, and of all things I'm erected like this, my brain is almost boiling from shames----!
"......Toh-toh, Tohsaka......! Anyhow, all I have to do is make love to Saber, and that's all......!"
I bluff with my nearly depleted rationality, and walk toward the bed
"Mm. Emiya is a boy after all. You can't run way, if the meal is presented right in front of you, no?"
Tohsaka laughs softly
"Uuh......!"
Very well, this gives me courage instead......!
My last bit of rationality is blown away by one breath from Tohsaka
"--------Shi, rou"
Saber looks at me, who is stepping forward
"--------"
......No
That's not it
I just, can't take this anymore
I want to touch Saber
I want to do what Tohsaka has been doing, touch that fair skin, listen to Saber's voice close to my own ears
But, is that----
"......Are you fine with this, Saber. Can I, really"
Because of how beautiful she is, and how much I want her
I don't want to make it happen this way...........
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:39 am

Warning: Very explicit scenes of lovemaking here.
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"----Yes. Please, Shirou"
Saber utters, spilling out a few drops of tear
"Uuh"
With what little sanity I have, I surpass my overflowing desires
At least
I'm going to do this, without hurting Saber
"......I see. Please bear it with me then, Saber"
I place my palms on top of Saber's shoulders
"So hot......!?"
"Mm, mm----!"
I'm burned by the heat at that instant
Not physically, I'm mentally burned
Saber's body, is very hot, very soft
"Haa----, uuh----"
I can't keep up my sanity anymore
Touching such skin, listening to Saber's panting, would drive anyone mad
"......Shirou......? I'm fine, just-just like this----"
Saber's pupils look over anxiously
"--------"
I'm infected
Infected by that high fever
......My head is light
My limbs lose their strengths
"Uuh----, ............!"
I try to surpass my dizziness, lying on top of Saber
"......Let's start, Saber"
I don't have the leisure to be thinking this is my first time, or worrying about Tohsaka's stares
With a pair of shaking hands, I position my erected self against Saber's slit----
Then, paralyzed by that heat
I can feel, Saber's, dripping love juice, is moistened as if to accept me, the soft muscles are beginning to part as well
No problem
Just stick it in, slowly, little by little, I can certainly come through, just as I think to myself, an electric current is sent through my spine

"Uuh----! ......Ah, haa, haa----"
......So hot
I only have my tip probes in slightly, and it is already so hot and sticky inside Saber, the thrill, like vines, entangles me

"Aa......Haa, ah......Shirou......are you, inside----"
There's an illusion of as if my reproductive organ is turning into bare nerves
My whole body is clutched by an unfamiliar sensation, strength begins to slip away from my knees

This is the pleasure of sex---this is how it feels inside Saber, I bear with it, as I slowly thrust out my hips
......Collide, enter slightly, I'm not sure what to do after putting my tip in
But that's fine
Compare to worries like that, right now, I just want to melt into this lava more
"Ah......mm-aa-guu......!"
I advance farther inside Saber
"Haa----"
......Once I'm in, it becomes easy to go in deeper
Saber relaxes gradually, and accepts me

"......! Haa......mm, Shirou, so, forceful......!"
......I'm definitely not been forceful
My erected sex, is penetrating little by little
"Mm, guu......!"
Have she felt the touch of the tip of my penis, Saber raises her waist slightly

"Ah, haa----! ......A-ah......so full......but, is this......did everthing go in, Shirou---"
"----Sorry, not yet"
There's barely anything inside, and it's definitely not enough

My sanity is dissolving
The temperature inside Saber, is higher than this supposedly congested male part
Saber is the same, the softness and suffocating sensation of those folds that cover me, in hesitation, give me a pleasure that almost makes me bite through my lips
"Haa----, uuh"
Though only a few centimeters of sensitivity is inside Saber, I feel as if my whole body is been caressed
Then---if not just the tip, what if I stick the whole thing in, how much will that---
"......Haa......haa-haa, haa..........uuh......"
Saber relaxes as she works hard to adjust her breathing
"............Uuh"
No, I can't stick it in forcefully
I have to be calmer, slower, without giving Saber any burden
"---No-way. It's going to be morning if this keeps up"
"?"
Tohsaka's voice comes from besides my ears

Suddenly
My waist is been pushed from behind ruthlessly

"Ahh-mma-aah----!!!!!"
"Wh----!?"
My conscience is back because of this sudden turn of event
Not slowly, or gently in the least
I stick my thing deep inside Saber ruthlessly
"Uuh......! Ah-guuh-uh......!"
Saber's face is distorted from the pains
Was it because of the unexpected, my insertion was very smooth
But on the other hand, this sudden pain stiffens up Saber's body, the softness from before vanish without leaving a trace
"Tohsaka, you----!"
I turn my head around, prepare to yell at that jerk behind me angrily
---However
"Ah, guu......!"
My thing that is bonded inside of Saber, doesn't give me even that much of freedom
"Ha----guu----"
It's wrapped up
Is this the resistance toward the penetrator, the ever so soft inside of Saber, wraps around my manhood tightly
"Shi---rou, haa, aauh, yaa----!"
"Wait---a minute, Saber, too tight----!"
I can't help but want to pull it out
But I can't
It was so smooth when I put it in, but now it's so tight as if I will be shattered to pieces if I pull out
"Haa----yaa, scheiße, Saber......!"

My testicles are contracting
The root of my manhood, is saving up stream of lava, of passion
---To be honest, it really hurts
Why does it wrap around so tight, I don't get why the pain is so intense
The tender flesh, the folds of a maiden, as if trying to resist me, wrap around my thing with everything, fix it up so it can't budge an inch
That pain of tightening up is coming from everywhere, like those inexperienced caresses that drive people nuts
"Haa----, guu"
I force my waist, to repel the urge welling up
Though I want to come out, but can't
This, is different from vomiting
How can I come out, because I want to feel a little better from the pains......!
"Saber, please, a little----"
Just as I'm begging her to relax, I notice
Saber's body, is stiffened stubbornly
I know at once, when I see the red stream flows out between my manhood and her slit

"Hnm............a-haa-haa---............hnm"
......How stupid of me
Saber never cries out in pain
How can I----!
"......Saber. I will pull out immediately, relax. If it really is tough on you, I will stop"
Lies
I actually want to make love to Saber like crazy, and I'm about to burst, yet I'm trying my best to cover up
"Haa......hmn......no......I-I'm-almost-used to it----please go on, Shirou"
"Saber, almost?"
"Hnm......I beg of you---now I need your sperms, Shirou---"
"Uuh............"
I halt my hips
......Oh
If I ejaculate the sperms first, then I wouldn't make Saber suffer anymore----
"......It's coming out, Saber"
I grit my teeth, and press on between Saber's thighs
However
"No, that's too soon......! It'd be pointless if you just pour in the sperms......You'll have to truly share the feelings---both of you in unison"
Tohsaka, breathing as heavily as Saber, stops me
"......What, unison"
Saber and I have already united as closely as possible
What else can I do----
"Blockhead, I'm telling you to hold back before Saber reaches climax......!"
"Wh---I'm feeling very good already!?"
"That's, only you---If you don't please Saber properly, then she wouldn't feel good"
"A--------uuh"
In other words, she wants me to make Saber feel good!?
This-this is too much......!
I'm already at my limit, I would ejaculate if I let go for a second
Saber also looks as if she would suffer from just a bit movement
Me too, moving a little bit and I will----
"Haa......that's fine, Shirou. I-I can endure this---please-please don't mind me and go on"
"------"
......Saber speaks as she endures the pain
I try to pull back a little after I caught her words

"Hnmuhh......! ......A, haa, a----"
Some vigor is back to Saber's body
Her legs that locked me, are trembling from pains
"Uuh-nm......! Haa, uuh......haa, haa, aah......!"
......Inside Saber, it is still very tight
Like a jug made of flesh, been filled up without any space
And I'm slowly forcing it to open, pulling out, then push back in again
"Guu----"
My mind blanks out
As if I'm going to lose my mind just from pulling out a few centimeters
The sensation of Saber's tight grasp, is pressuring to snap my penis
"Mn, mnuu, huu, aah......! Yaa---Shirou, a bit, slower......!"
"Haa----, guu............!"
I stubbornly push in my hips, pull out
Can't stop
Every gesture she makes blows my mind away, I can't even stop because it feels so great
And----if I can slowly soften her stiffness, Saber can also---
"......Uuh-h......how wonderful......Saber, so"
......I hear Tohsaka's voice
From my back, the sounds of flesh kneading are spreading here
Did she become excited from watching Saber
Tohsaka is matching Saber's breaths, moans as she masturbates behind me---
"Aah---guu, slow-slower---I can feel Shirou's shape......!"
......It's Tohsaka's fault
Making that kind of noises behind me, I can't take it anymore
Slowly moving back and forth is not enough
But Saber is still in pains
Though it is tough for me holding back, but Saber seems to be in a tougher situation

"Uuh-guu-uuhn......! Can't, it brushes inside, I, I'm becoming......!"

Suppress that blissful pain
And endure the physical pain
I really want to do something for her
"Saber, I'm turning to your behind"
So as to ease her a little, I change my position

"Aah----Shirou......?"
I hold Saber up, and place her in front of me
"Eh......No, you can't, wait......! This-this position, I don't know----"
"Alright, take it easy. This way, it will be a lot more comfortable"
"Aah----uuh......but, this way......!"
I have no mind to spare to listen to Saber's complaint
My heart is going to explode as if it has just being struck by a needle

I have to apply my remaining sanity to ease Saber's pains
"Yaa......! ......yaa-hn......! Shirou's, is, coming in again, aah----"
......The stiffness in Saber's voice is no more
Is it because I hold her from the back, her shame has surpassed the pain
Saber's body is no longer stiffened, my meat gradually begins to go back and forth smoothly
"Haa----Wha......It's more than, hnm, hnmya, hnm......!"
......Her reactions have changed
Out of breaths, like when she was mingled with Tohsaka
"Mmm......aaa......"
Inside the rigid body, the softness in the beginning is starting to return
"......See. Like I told you, this is easier"
"Aah......aauuh, not true, I haven't done---"
The confusing tone, not even a slight hint of her usual vigorous
Saber's obviously, starting to feel something
Feeling shameful for herself, who finds pleasure in being penetrated from behind
"......Aaaha. Saber is terrible. It's only your first time, yet you're enjoying this"
Tohsaka's fingers inches up along Saber's thighs
"......! No, liar......! I'm not, I'm not enjoying this at all......!"
"Is that so......? Then I will help too. Shirou is about at his limit---Saber's, spills so much. ......It's unsightly if I don't lick you clean"
"Wh......! Rin-Rin, what're you......!"
The bed shakes a little
Is she reacting to Tohsaka's tongue, Saber squirms her body to dodge
"......! Guu, Saber, if you move like that......!"
"Aah, eh, Shiou......!?"
I can't hold out any longer
Though I was moving slowly up and down, but as if to respond to Saber's soften inside, I speed up
"Haa......! No, Rin, don't, lick, that......!"
---I'm about to blow up
Folds and folds of flesh are rubbing against my nerves, amidst Saber's warmth, I'm reaching my limit
"Nmm, mguu, haa----! ......Wh-why...... My brain, is blanking out---............!"
Perhaps Saber's the same
Saber can't feel the pain anymore
What she has, is the same as Tohsaka and I, the sensation of emptying our heads
......And perhaps she's afraid of this unfamiliar sensation
Saber's eyes are filled with tears that weren't there even when she was penetrated, she's resisting while shaking her head
"Nmm......nmm, haa......! Stop, stop, stop, Shirou......! This, I----"
Saber wants to run away
Tohsaka's caress is holding her down
Saber wants to run way from the pleasure given by penetrating from behind, but she's captured and entwined by Tohsaka's tongue

"Haa, yaa......! Aah, no Shi----rou......body, itself......!"
......Near losing my mind
Or should I say, I was driven mad since a while ago
Saber's voice, sounds so enticing
The slender limbs, and inside Saber, so enticing that I'll be content to whither away like this
"Aah, haa, I can't stop......! No, Shirou, don't do, this......!"
Why is she
Refusing this impulse, with so much fear
"......Why. Don't you feel good, Saber"
I speak dryly, as I hold back what's going to come out soon enough
And she

"Haa, aah, nmm......! Haa, because...... I can't see...... I can't see Shirou's face-I'm scared"
Saber answers, with what I can only consider my last straw
"......!? Shirou, wait up, yaa, aah......!"
I can't hear
I don't have any spare mind to hear
Saber's panicking
Every time she wants to evade, the movement of her hips
I continue my thrust, try not to drown in this wave of pleasure
"Nm-huu-aah-haa......! No Shirou, if this continues, continues, I will become, a bit, weird----"
Not fair
I'm like this already
I want to relax
I want to reach climax
For this

"Yaa, mmhuu, aah......! aah, yaa, aah, nmmaah, aaaaaah............!!!!!"

I prop up my hips
Nothing like the steadiness in the beginning, I'm only moving according to my instincts
"Yaa, huuh, no, haa, hnmm......! Haa, no Shirou, I, am, am feeling so, strange----!"
---Saber's back is squirming
And I, holding her down
"Haa---guu, Saber............!"
"Aah----mmaa, aa, aaaaaa.........!!!"
Ejaculate the accumulated, oppressed, boiling hot sperms into Saber----

......I'm losing it
I hold back for too long, so after cum in Saber, my body needs a rest

Unconsciously, I raise my head to look at the sky, which gradually beams white rays
Sunrise is near
......I'm going to wake up from a night of dreams
That's right, I'm going to wake up from the dreams
Now is not the time to dwell in the afterglow, more importantly, this is a mean to survive

......So I have to treat this as a dream
Saber's touches and moans
If I don't treat these as some far-fetching dreams, I won't survive----
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:40 am

---------------------------
And the battle between the two ended.
The battle of annhilation where they killed each other to the limit ended with the defeat of the Red Knight.
The once gorgeous hallway of the mansion has dramaticatlly changed.
The floor has been cracked into thousand pieces.
Countless holes were driven into the walls.
The staircase has fallen and the crushed marble stones became dusts in the wind.
This space has been destroyed throughoutly, and has no resemblance of what it was.
Then time must have been tilted as well.
The dreadful marks of destruction won't even give one a chance to recall how it was just 2 hours ago.

'-------------------'
In the center of the ruin, there was a figure well fit to this scene.
Over 2 meters tall, it looks as if it's a statue carved out of a stone.
There was no need to explain.
It was Illyasviel's Servant, Berserker.

The giant didn't move.
His body was all red, and there were holes all over the place.
There wasn't even a location on the body without a scar.

1. Both legs were almost melted.
2. There's a clear mark that the head has been previously sliced off.
3. The arm is barely attached to the elbow.
4. The shoulder has been penetrated all the way to the crotch.
5. A chunk of blood is dripping down from the chest.
6. The organs in the stomach can be seen.
Berserker was immobile.
It was no surprise.
No matter how you look at it, it was a dead body.

The battle itself was actually over in half an hour.
However, the uexpected result made Berserker's master forget what she was doing.
She needed to go after her prey right away, but she couldn't take her eye off this devastating scene.

Ilya: '------I can't believe it, who was he?"
She said that annoyingly.
The battle that took place here was nothing but a humilation for the girl.

Her Servant was the strongest.
Being one of the most famous heroic spirit, there could probably only be one or two heroes who could stand against Hercules.
But an unknown archer defeated him.
The red knight fought Berserker equally, and in reality, killed the undefeated Berseker.

----This was unallowable.
For the girl, it was like a bug on the road striking her heart.
The girl's pride couldn't allow that an opponent who she's suppose to crush and show pity has driven them to a corner.

'This makes me angry!
To be defeated 6 times by that guy. You weren't going easy on him, were you, Berserker!'
'-----------'
The stone statue would not answer.
Perhaps it doesn't have the luxury to do so or find no reason to.
Berserker just quietly concentrates on healing his body.

Even for him, this battle was unbelievable.
His "Noble Phantasm" nullifies any kind of attacks.
Only an exceptional first rate attack can touch his body.
Therefore it was rare for him to even get a scar.
In reality, there was noone in the age of mythology that hurted him.

Even then, 6 times.
Archer inflicted such fatal damage as much as 6 times.
It goes without saying that all 6 were different methods.
Because even the strongest attacks, can not be used twice against Berseker.

If you say it was not normal, that itself was not normal.
If he had so many different abilities, then it would have been easy to identify which hero he was.
However, they couldn't figure out who Archer was even after destroying his body.
That contradicting nature as a Servant must have been the most unbelievable thing about him.

'---------------------'
....A faint light glowed in Berserker's eye.
If he was summoned as a nomral Servant, he would have regret this fight.
No matter who he was, Archer was a formidable foe.
If he still had his senses, he would have spent time contesting their swords.

'...I won't forgive them for insulting me like this...!'
His master spoke out loud.
His light of reasoning disappeared.
Right now, he was only a Berserker.
His only job was to crush and destroy his enemies.

'I can't wait any longer! Are you healed yet, Berserker!'
'-----------------------'
There was no need to answer.
Fatal wounds will be healed in a few minutes.
But------ in order to return everything to normal, it would take 3 days.
'I can't wait that long! Its okay, we're going to go kill them right now!'
'--------------------'

The giant objected with silence.
That was his instinct.
Berserker had a similar battle instinct like Saber.

It was true their enemies' power could be easily taken care of.
But if Saber's power has healed enough to use her Noble Phantasm, it was a different issue.
A Holy Sword wouldn't scare Berserker, but he wouldn't take a chance.
If they were to fight that Servant, his instinct told him to be in his best condition.

'If you have 5, then its enough. We could defeat such guys without using God Hand. Or are you telling me to let those guys who made a fool out of us go?'
'.......'
'Right? I'll let no one escape this forest. I'll give you Rin and Saber. Do what you like with them."
The girl jumped down from the stairs.
In the rubbles, she walked towards the exit without paying attention to Berserker in sheds of blood'

And then she turned back as if she remembered something.
'Now, lets begin the hunt Berserker.
But don't kill Saber's Master so easily. I'll give him the worst death.'
The girl chuckled and left the castle."

---Sunrise is almost here
For her, this forest is like her backyard
No matter where the preys hid, she doesn't need to look for them at all
The remaining life span of those targets, is no more than a few minutes

[----]

And then
Not sure for which reason, I was chased out of the ruins

......Tohsaka said, even though the energy was transferred to Saber, but she still has to adjust her clothing or something, anyhow the girls have many things to take care of, so I was chased out

"---Humph, what is she talking about, guys have many things to take care of too"
I speak as I lean against the wall
I feel very regretful, because I am

"...................................."
......Sunrise is coming soon
The sky to the east produces a few strokes of red, the forest is becomes brighter and brighter

The forest is fairly calm
Acting all casual, I can hardly remember I was been chased, and even done that

"--------Uuh"

Once I recall it, I try my hardest to sweep aside the fuss
I have to forget about what happened
I will lose my life if I dwell in Saber's touch too much. More importantly, this is rude to Saber

I only made love to Saber to help her
If that's so, I shouldn't have any other emotions
Regardless of how soft Saber's body is, and how nice it felt----

"Uuh--------"

What a liar
This is not something I can make excuses and pass off
I can't forget about Saber's warmth
However, I have to, for now
......Seriously, I've got no time to worry about stuff like this
Right now what we should be worried about, is how to deal with Berserker----

"......Oh. Do what one can do. Didn't that guy leave this line in the end"

The silhouette of Archer comes to my mind
......Though he's a guy I just couldn't like, but I keep remembering his words

"....................."
I stare at the tree branches
......What I can do, there's really not much to say
Even if I'm weak right now, I still have to put everything on the line

I bend a branch of suitable shape
And then I will just have to look for branches straight enough

"Shirou-! Come in we're ready-!"

Tohsaka's voice reaches here
I hold the branch that I bent, and return to the ruins

[---]

......However, the problem is going to be
Whether I can face Saber the same way as before, after what happened, but

"Here, Shirou. Rin seems like she has something to say"

---Looks I'm the only one worrying about that

Saber is as composed as ever
Unlike my immatureness, she is able to put things aside

"A---aah, I will be right there"
......Damn it, I'm not going to lose
I'd look like a fool if I'm the only one blushing, let's try my best to act calm

"Is he here. Then let's have our strategy meeting, but even though I said meeting, we don't really have time to discuss. And there is only that many ways to defeat Berserker, so first just listen to me, all right?"
Saber and I nod

"The strategy is fairly simple. Normal methods won't work against Berserker. If we want to win, I have to make an ambush, and make it a one shot kill without him ever has a chance to counter"

"......I share the same sentiment. Even if we fight Berserker head on, we won't be able to give him fatal hits. I suppose we need methods other than attack him head on to defeat him"

"......Methods other than head on, are you saying we should strike first before Berserker find us......? Though it's thoughtless to fight that guy face to face, but wouldn't this be even more thoughtless. How would a guy like that allow ambushes"

"Mm, I'm not going to make any tactical plan to approach Berserker without him noticing. Our opponents including Ilyasviel. She can at least detect Saber and Shirou's presences. I'm fine because I can hide my presence"

......Mm
For some reason, Ilya can detect Saber and I
If only Tohsaka can hide her whereabout----

"......You aren't saying that you are going to make the ambush, are you"

"Of course. Shirou is our opponents' main target, and I'm the one with the most freedom. So just leave it to me to get rid of them when I've seized a chance"
"Get rid of them when you've seized a chance, Berserker can't be that amateur"

"Well yes. So I will need Saber to create an opening for me. Saber, how are your conditions?"
"General fighting would be fine. However, I should avoid using Noble Phantasm. I'm afraid the mana I acquired from Shirou wouldn't support my body the moment I use it. Even if I do use it, the degree of purity would be lower as well, I don't believe that can defeat Berserker"

"Mm, that would be enough. I will ask Saber to go against Berserker. Of course with Shirou together. And I will be observing the situation. From Ilyasviel's point of view, I'm only an extra, if she doesn't see me, she will probably think that I abandoned you and ran away"

"......True. This......is not impossible"
"Let me know if the chances are very low. It seems Shirou and Ilya are getting along well, can we fool her?"
Tohsaka looks over meaningfully

"......Though I want to say no, but I will accept it. If I say Tohsaka ran away, Ilya would believe me. That child doesn't know to suspect other people"

"There's still a problem even if that's the case. I'm fine with going against Berserker. But, we can't let Shirou go too. Shirou can't take one strike from Berserker"

"No one is saying Shirou has to fight him. Shirou is going to be at some distant away supporting you from behind. It is difficult for Saber to stifle Berserker by yourself, let him go if it's dangerous"
"How is that possible. Shirou doesn't know black sorcery like Rin. What can he do even if he's supporting"

"Leave that to Shirou. ......However, since the opponent is Berserker, Masters are not supposed to interfere. Not only Shirou, even I'm a hindrance to Saber as well"

"But we can't leave anyone out of this. I know if Shirou is killed then Saber is done, but right now we have to do this. ......This battle is like a gamble"
"That..................is true"

Saber becomes quiet with a perplexed expression
Tohsaka is not speaking a word either, she should know how ruthless her own words are

Both of their worries are reasonable
That night when I met with Saber
The time when we were assaulted by Berserker, I could only defend with my body
It is very possible that night might reenact this time around as well
So it would be better for me to stay far away from the battle field, needless to say, I don't have a shred of intention to do that

"I get it. I will figure out a way to support you from behind"
"Eh?"
Both of them turn toward me
Uh, was what I said that out of character

"I just have to support Saber from somewhere far. I think I can do something about that"
As I speak, I pick up the branch I bent from before

The length is just about right. I can deal with the curve too
......This is the first time I cast this kind of 'Enhance'
But I believe the principles are correct
Basically I just have to enhance and enhance again, until the object is prepared to be used

And with this, I have take reference from what that guy had
Plus, my mana has been flowing around to no end since a while ago
I just need to repeat the usual procedures

Comprehend basic structures then alter
Clarify composing materials then reinforce

......However, I still can't make that guy's bow with this branch
My thought should start from the ideas behind such creation
To be as close to the genuine one as possible, I should at least think of various features in my head

......I open my eyes
The curved branch finally has that shape, but how should I put this, this----

"Uwa. Somewhat like it"

Should I say it's rugged, or twisted
But I feel, it should be fine as far as a bow is concerned
And then I just have to collect arrows using the same method

"---Shirou, that was"
"Aah. I learned the knack of it after Shinji's incident. Tohsaka told me already. I won't push myself too hard"
"............Is that so. Forget it, as long as you find a way, this is fine for now"

"Back on topic. Anyhow, I will leave the battle with Berserker to you two. I will climb up on a tree first, and observe the situation from above. And then, Saber can think of a way to create an opening from Berserker, I will use my treasured gemstones to penetrate Berserker from the blind spot overhead. That's all for the strategy, very simple"
Tohsaka inquires if we have any question with her eyes

"......Gemstones, is that Rin's Sorcery? However half-baked Sorcery is useless against Berserker's body. To hurt him attacks of the highest degree of purity are required"

"I know. Simply put, we need Level A attacks, right?"
Tohsaka takes out gemstones out of her pocket as she talks

"---This gemstone is?"
"I've saving it up ever since I can remember, just like a saving account. With only one of these I can immediately cast a Level A Sorcery. I had ten, I used one on you"

"Is that so---if it's the Sorcery from that time, certainly Berserker wouldn't be able to block it. He doesn't have the same anti-Magic status as I do. Even with just Sorcery, surely it can penetrate as long as it's at least Level A---"

"Precisely. I thought I'd just use a bit, but I can't take any chance. Since we're dealing with Berserker here, I'll spend a few"

Tohsaka thrusts out her chest confidently
......But

"......Hey. Aren't you a little cheap"
"......Agree. Though I'm not in the place to say this, but I thought you'd be generous enough to use up half of it"

"Uuh......wh-what, this is my choice! You two, do you know how much I've been through to save all this up!"

"........................"
"........................"
Both Saber and I protest with silence
After all this is a matter of life and death to Tohsaka. It wouldn't be funny if she failed because she's cheap

"......I get it. I will use half! ......What's the matter with you, I was only kidding. Even I know that much"

"---Anyhow, this is our battle plan. Find me a place to hide, and somewhere Shirou can easily support Saber. Let's find a good location before Ilyasviel is here"

......Aah, true we can't stay in this ruin any longer
Let's follow Tohsaka's instructions, look for a place to wait for Berserker
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:41 am

......Saber, is she really all right

Although she said she will be fine fighting normally, but after how much she has weakened, wouldn't it be tough on her to fight with Berserker right now

No, the matter with Noble Phantasm is more important

'I wouldn't be able to keep myself together the moment I use it'

Saber once said something like this
In other words, once Saber swings that sword, she will be gone, right?

"---Saber"
"Yes. What's the matter, Shirou"
"......Aah. Before the fight, can you promise me one thing"
"......? Mm, if it's something within my power"

"......Mm. About that. I don't want you to use your Noble Phantasm under any circumstance. The result of using that on ground level is very serious, so---even if we can defeat Berserker with that, I don't want Saber to vanish"

"Mm, I see. I don't have any intention to use my Noble Phantasm either. Whether or not that can defeat Berserker with my current mana is still unclear, and we won't obtain the Grail if I am to vanish"
Saber gives her words with certainty
And that makes me glad

"Good, just the usual Saber. Calm to the point of bored me to death, I'm relieved"
"......Hm. What do you mean by that, Shirou"
"Oh, nothing special. Let's hurry now. Tohsaka'd complain again if we make her wait"

"That's true. Rin seems to really enjoy complaining to Shirou"
......Saber speaks of an unbelievable thought, and leaves for the exit

---And all of a sudden
Is she tripped by the rubbles, Saber's body falls forward at once
"Uh!"
I pull her hand from behind in a rush

"Look careful at where you walk. The floor is all messed up----"
".................."
......Uh
Saber appears to be very embarrassed, all blushing

"Sa-Sa-ber......? What's the matter, did something happen"
".........No-not that......just that you're holding my hands, that"
Saber's face is increasingly red
......Her looks, are just like mine from a short while ago

"Ah--------"
I can't help but start to blush too
The hand I'm holding. ......Reminds me of the touch on Saber's body vividly, I withdraw my hand immediately

"--------"
"--------"
Us two stand there, speechless

"......Let's go-go outside. There's no time, we have to hurry"
"Tru-true. Let's hurry, Shirou"
Talking unnaturally, we rush our steps

......Once we're outside, we probably will never return to this place again
I look back at the ruin one last time, try to quell the pounding heart beats, walk toward the battle field

[----]

We arrive at an open ground in the middle of the woods
The sun rises about midway through the dome, the forest is surrounded by a cloudy white morning mist
Compare to the woods growing at will in the forest, the view here is quite decent

"Tohsaka. This place isn't bad"
"......True. All the conditions are met, but it's a bit of a problem if the view is too good. Put me aside, this way Saber and Shirou won't be able to run away"

"......Mm"
She even took escape route into account, should I say Tohsaka is a perfectionist or what

"Let's look for another place. It's fine, we still have time"
Tohsaka walks back to the woods
"........................"
However. Saber is staring into the space, not moving

"Saber? What're you doing, if we don't hurry Ilyasviel will----"

The chill
That you can never forget if you experienced once
Don't even need to see the shadow, or notice the atmosphere

But this pressure that assaults toward my being, definitely belongs to that guy

----Tee-hee, I fooound you----

The girl's voice is raised amidst the forest
From the other side of the mist
From faraway deep in the woods, a black thing is heading here in a straight line

---Wait for me. I will be right there to kill you---

......Perhaps it's because the sky can be seen from the open ground we're at
I'm grabbed by the illusion of Ilya looking and talking down to us from above

"scheiße, that girl already found Shirou......!? No, the view here is too wide---uh, what timing, this way in less than two minutes we would be......!"
Tohsaka is panicking

"Hey, why are you two so relaxed......! I said this place is no good, if we don't hurry and change to another location......!"

Tohsaka grab our hands
---However, we won't make it

"---That's fine. Let's fight here and now, Tohsaka. It's fortunate enough for us three to fight together. We can't ask for more"

"Fool, I already told you this won't work......! The ground is too wide......! We can't stop Berserker with Saber alone, even if you stand next to her you will be taken into Berserker's attack range right......!"

"I can understand what Tohsaka is worrying about. But we're all taking risks anyhow. And, right now we don't have anywhere to run to either, isn't that right?"
"Uuh......well, that's true"

"Saber is fine with this too, right? Counter Berserker right here"
Saber nods quietly
"Se-seriously......! I get it-I will be mad if you're defeated by Berserker easily......!"

I suppose she agreed, Tohsaka's body melts into the mist
This girl's fast
Left the ground and hid in the woods, she's already climbing up a tree

"---They're coming, Saber. Are you ready?"
"......You too. Once the fight starts, please do not move forward. No matter what happens, I will not allow Berserker to close in"

Saber replies with a determined and calm voice
......The morning mist is rippling
And in the mist
Leading by the white-clad girl, Berserker appears like a shadow leaking out of the mist

"What a surprise, I thought you'd run until the very end. Or should I say you've already given up, Oniichan?"

......There's probably around forty meters between us and Ilya
We stand facing each other from the opposite sides of the open ground

"......Humph, Saber is recover. Is that so, that's why you're not running around. ......What a shame. But that's still very cute of you to think you can win like this--------a shame really. Shirou is dead for sure"

Soft laughters resounded in the forest
Should I feel anger toward this
Saber, who stands beside me, is emanating killing intents as if she's going to charge in right away

"Seriously. How boring, you're not even talking no more. I don't suppose you're afraid of dying? Is it truly such a shame? If you beg me now, I still won't forgive you"

......Has Tohsaka climbed up on a tree yet
If that girl is to find a location, it should be near the center of the open ground. There happens to have many tree branches crisscross, they should be able to hold a person's weight, and hide her presence

"......Is that so. This is all you have to offer. Then let the chit-chat stops here. I will kill you along with Rin------wait a minute. What happened to Rin, Shirou"

Ilya's tone changed
......No wonder she's the Master of Berserker
She clearly knows what to take note of, and what not

"---Tohsaka isn't here. That girl is separated from us"

"On her own? Make sense, Shirou is carrying Saber around, so it must had been a burden. If Rin is by herself, she can run away farther"

"......That's it. If it's her, she should be out of the forest already. You won't catch her even if you run to her now"

"---Is that so. This forest is Einzbern's barrier. I know who is coming and going. No one has left since then. Rin is still in the forest. I'll just have to look for her afterward"

"--------"
......Good
Ilya only knows who is going in and out of the forest, she has not found out about Tohsaka
Now that I think about it, she actually did believe what I said
......Ilya certainly is a cruel Master
But even so---this cruelty should be able to put right

"......Ilya, I will ask again before the fight. Can you give up on being a Master, and withdraw from the battles"

"Afraid not, because what Grandpa said. As long as Berserker is still around, I'm a Master of Einzbern. Ilya has to kill the other Masters and take back the Holy Grail"

"......And, I'm the one who should ask again. I'm the head of Einzbern, so I won't say these words twice. ......But if Shirou is willing to change your answer, it is still possible for me to listen to you......?"

......There are some hopes hidden in that tone
However since Saber is the one besides me, I can't yield to Ilya's words

"----I won't change my answer. I'm the Master of Saber. If you don't give up on being a Master, then we'll defeat Berserker to make you give up"

I stare at Ilya and Berserker and speak
At the same time
The air lingering above the open ground, makes a Ching! sound and freezes

"......Is that so. Then I really have to kill you. Liquidate you and that arrogance of yours......!"

"Wh----"

......What, is that
Patterns are emerging on Ilya's face
---No, not just face
It's all over her body---incomparable humongous command spells, that we can see from a distant

"---Game over. Berserk, Herakles"

A low voice
As if to respond to that voice, the giant behinds the girl gives a shout

"■■■■■■■■■■■■"

Thunders that send ripples through the earth
The giant roars in despair as if he has lost his rationality---and all of his abilities, have turned into a ever swelling mutated tumor

"---How can that be. He was only robbed of rationality, and wasn't in berserk......?"

A hint of fear is mixed in Saber's voice
Of course she would be frightened
For even a man who can't see through the strength of a warrior such as I, know for sure that monster is untouchable

"Go forth......! Liquidate everything comes close to you, Berserker......!"
"■■■■■■■■■■■■----!!"

Sound of explosions
The dark giant makes a nearly crying sound, and leaps

"---Saber......!"

A silver stream follows suit
Berserker lands at the center of the open ground
The monstrous thing that lands on the ground, and Saber who rushes toward that same spot

---The earth shakes

As if to block a fallen meteor, Saber counters Berserker

---A reenact of myths

Amidst the forest enveloped by morning mist, two shadows continuously cross each other
Berserker's power, is overbearing

If to say the across strikes are like hurricanes, then the downward strikes would be waterfalls. It would be a fatal wound to Saber if she is to be hit directly

And Saber is coming out front, bounces off those attacks with all her mights fearlessly
Facing that storming attacks, she concentrates her strength on one shot and returns the hit

Otherwise she would be cut in halves along with the sword
Blowing several swings without a break, in actuality Saber has placed all her strength behind every single blow

The sounds of sword crossing never stop for a second
The attacking ranges are different
Speeds are different
Even the remaining staminas are too great of a difference

What Saber can do, is only raising her sword in the middle of the unavoidable sword storms, neutralizing that power, so she would not be cut down along with her armors

In analogy, Berserker is like an out-of-control boring machine
The blades rotate in all directions, mercilessly destroy everything in sight
You're done for if you stick your hand out a bit
Can't even run, once you're dragged into the rotating blades you will spill blood and innards

......A living human wouldn't be able to go against that thing
You die the moment you approach it, so you'll just have to make a run for it
However Saber is situated in the middle of the rotation, not even taking a step back

Only to be cut and peeled
Not surprisingly fire sparks are bouncing on top of her blade, and armors are falling into pieces
She situates herself, in a whirlpool that would lead you to death momentarily

"--------"

Upon witnessing this scene, I can only hold my breath
In ancient times
The heroes that went up against magical beasts such as dragons, must all be like her

They clearly knows the difference in combat abilities
But even then, they would still bet on that one in a million chance

The overwhelming violence way beyond and above mankind
Before that slim chance of opening appears, they can only defend, and then---many warriors who did not have the miracles come to them, passed on as if it's only natural

The battle between these two is like that
This fight is brilliant enough to snatch away one's heart and soul, however
As Saber taking more hits with each blow, it can only lead to the inevitable ending of Saber's lose---

"■■■■■■■■■■■■"

The angry cry shakes the land
Berserker's whirlwinds tear apart the air, blow away Saber who's blocking from aside
Saber's armor becomes more broken each time, like she's been thrown to the ground---however she would not kneel down, only charge toward Berserker ever more ferociously

......But this is the limit
Saber's breathing is in disarray, from her body's movements one can tell she's slowing down
Creating an opening from Berserker is out of question
I'm afraid just within a few more shots, and Saber will be cut in halves by that ax sword----

"Uuh--------"

In my tightly gripped hand, there's a bow
I will----
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:41 am

"Humph----!"
The moment Saber was bumped up, I take my shot at Berserker
This isn't effective
But, at least I can draw his attention away----!

"Wh----"

The arrow that aimed at Berserker's temple, didn't do anything at all
Not even disperse his attention
The giant doesn't even defend against the arrow, or should I say, he doesn't care

"That's right Berserker, leave Shirou alone. After you're done with Saber, you can do whatever you want with him"

Ilya's chuckles come through the forest
"Damn it..................!"
I can't do anything
Saber's gradually losing her strength right in front of my eyes, but I can't do anything for her

---I'm too powerless
No matter what I pull is useless against Berserker, I would only distract Saber, isn't that it----!

---Slash
Saber blocks that blow, her ankle sinks to the ground
A rapid yet heavy second blow
The axe sword is dancing on top, strikes toward Saber like lightnings
Saber quickly maneuvers her body, the steel sword peels pass her armor and smashes into the ground

"Uuuh.............!"

My teeth are almost broken from all the grindings
In the end, can't I do anything
Protect Saber, or even fighting along side her
There's nothing that I can do
What I can, after all is only----

---Then, at least imagine it
After all. This is the only thing left for you to do

"--------"

That man, said something like this

---You don't need any enemy. Only your imagination, is your opponent

......Right. What did that guy say. Not the usual annoyance. In those words, there's a point that I have to understand right now

---No, if I really think about it
Everything that guy has said up till now, have been warnings that I should not ignore

Saber's been sent flying
This is not a jump to block the attack
She's hit
Those slashes like hurricane, hit the side of Saber's stomach directly

Saber steps forward with force
Pours power into her numb fingers, facing Berserker even as she coughs

"----Stop"

My voice can't reach there
It's pointless even if it does, it's pointless even if I imitate Archer to take up a bow

Do I not get it yet
What I can do
What these hands of mine, can do

How can I help Saber

A bow is out of question. A gun won't penetrate him. The same weapon that he uses won't work either
That giant
To slash open that rock mountain I can only use a sword
Sharp and brilliant, one that never dents, a King of swords that can break the enemy with just one strike
Just like, yes
Just like what I've seen in the dreams, the golden sword that matches her perfectly

"Grr----"

---My head hurts

I bears with nausea, yet my eyes are still following Saber closely
However ironically, with every time I see Saber falls down, I feel as if I'm increasingly losing my rationality

I feel as if Saber and Berserker's movements, are in slow motion
The switches are in a row
Saber is coughing, her body bends in an L shape
Berserker applies all his mights to bring down his ax sword
One by one sets the firing pin uniformly
And then, like domino----
In unison, pull the triggers

"Saber............!"

Berserker's ax sword cuts Saber
A fatal strike
Saber's body is cut open from waist, flesh is flying in the air

"No---that's not......!?"

What's flying in the mid-air, is only the silver armor
Berserker only broke Saber's armor
Saber purposely revealed an opening, which led Berserker to make one huge swish---then with the strength she saved up, rushes in in full speed......!

"■■■■■■■■■----!"

Black roars
Yet, he can no longer escape Saber's closing up
She grips the sword with her two hands once again, steps toward the giant ever closer, draws the strength from all over her body and strikes at Berserker---!

"■■■■■■■■■■■■"

---Unbelievable
The giant who looks like he's rooted on the ground, is sent flying for quite a many meters by Saber's one swing

And then, just like that

"Step down, Saber......!"

The real attack, hops on stage in a hair's breadth

---Does she plan to cast the spell as closely as possible

Tohsaka jumps down from atop, as she falls she throw the gemstones at Berserker---

"Neun, Acht, Sieben----! Stil, schießt Beschiesen Erschießung----!" (No. 9, No. 8, No. 7, throw in all, eliminate the enemy......!)

The rain of ice falls
Among them are three huge ice lances, with a compressed mana that can easily shatter a villa----!

"No, dodge it Berserker, fast......!"

Ilya who had only stood there quietly as an audience suddenly screams
She realizes how much of a crisis it is, but it's already too late
The ice lances are not in free fall
They're launched, and 'accelerated' for the purpose of penetrating Berserker

Can't possibly evade those
One in a million chance, Saber's self-sacrificing shot and the ice lance shot gun matched perfectly

The mana with a power to completely defeat Berserker----!

However

"■■■, ■■■■■■■■■----!!!!!!"

The course of the ax sword draws a large arc in the air
Though Berserker is beaten on the ground by Saber, still he takes up the ax sword singlehandedly in a rush, breaks three ices

---Fresh blood spilled
Because he only used one hand, so not all the ices are destroyed, one of Berserker's hands is cut open
Not only that
Through freezing the giant's hand, the ice restrains its activities

"Wh----"

Saber makes a sound
---But of course
For Berserker's other hand, catches the falling Tohsaka just like that

"Uuh......!"
Tohsaka's face is twisted from pains
With Berserker's strength, squeezing Tohsaka to death should be a piece of cake

"Toh-Tohsaka----!!!"

I charge to the front
So what if I'm only a burden
So what if I can't do anything
How can I, let you kill Tohsaka---!

"Rin......!"
Though she shouldn't have the strength to stand up, yet Saber braces herself
"............"
Is she in pain because her stomach is compressed, Tohsaka lowers her head and stickes out her hand
---And then

"---Humph. I knew this was going to happen"

Smiling, she speaks fearlessly

"!"
We all hold our breath
Saber, I, perhaps even Berserker freezes up

---There should be a limit to how cunning one can be
That girl knew this would happen, yet never told us----!

"■■■■■■■■■■■■----!"

Berserker starts to grip harder
However, that split second, makes all the differences

"Success......!"

The bullets of light are launched
Four gemstones are used
A consecutive shots from the closest range, this time it truly, robs away the life of the black berserker

No
This is a heartily, undoubted, 'crushing one's life'

I suppose the Berserker's head is blown away
The blood spill for ten meter away to here

......Uh, are these, brains
Some stuff that's obviously not blood are mixed in, which somewhat distracts my high spirit
......Anyhow, this isn't too much
The opponent is that monster after all
If she didn't blow away his head in one shot, Tohsaka would definitely be crashed in his grip

"----Phew"

I slow my steps
Though Tohsaka is held by Berserker, but the result is clear
Berserker's head is still surrounded by the white smokes
And making some noises, the explosion from before must be quite huge----

"----Impossible"

Tohsaka's voice resounds to here
She's stunned, staring at those white smokes

----Wait a minute

Am I thinking too much
Or are Berserker's fingers, are sinking deeper in Tohsaka than before

"--------"
Tohsaka just keeps staring at the white smokes
......But that doesn't continue for long
The smokes that blocked the visibility start to fade away
And after that

Is what should be blown apart, the face of Berserker

"--------Ah"
Under the stares like a demon's, Tohsaka is scared speechless

"......Tee-hee. Tee-hee, ahahahahahahaha!"

Laughters
The silver-clad Master who controls Berserker from a corner is laughing

"I've taken a better opinion of you, Rin. I can't believe you actually killed Berserker once. But what a shame-. Berserker won't be gone just like that. Because, that guy's body won't disappear without being killed over twelve times"

"......Being killed, over twelve times......?"

Has she found some profound secrets in Ilya's words
The once stunned Tohsaka, her eyes have revealed a few regrets

"......Is-that so. I should've thought of this when I realized he was Herakles. People usually think of the bow of Hydra when you hear Herakles, but he only has that stone. ......Therefore, that guy's Noble Phantasm isn't an object. The hero Herakles' Noble Phantasm, is---"

"That's right, Herakles' Noble Phantasm is the flesh itself. You should've heard of Herakles' twelve labors. Greek hero Herakles went through twelve adventures in order to redeem his sins, and the reward was 'immortality.' You should know what that means, right?"

"......Storing lives......a Revival Sorcery that can be accumulated?"

"Uh huh. That's why this guy won't die easily. Because he was born from the deaths in the past, he has the spell of immortality casted upon him by gods. That is my Berserker's Noble Phantasm, 'The Twelve Labors' "

"So now do you see? Though Berserker just died once, but he still has five more lives. Tee-hee, what a shame, Rin. If you had five times the gemstones from before, Berserker would be gone"

I can't hear Ilya's voice clearly
From a corner of my sight, Saber is charging toward Berserker

"---Rin, run away!"

Saber is rushing up
Tohsaka is making an effort to free herself from Berserker's fingers, but she can't do it

"That's fine Berserker. Turn that girl to pulps"

Ilya stares at Tohsaka with burning eyes

"Ah---grr............!"

Tohsaka is screaming in pain
The giant's fingers are sinking in as if he's gripping her intestines
And in the future, inevitably
Awaits the horrid scene of Tohsaka being crushed piteously

"--------"

I'm running
Not thinking about who the opponent is, not thinking about where this is
My rationality has been burned down long ago

"---How can I let you......!!"

Saber slashes Berserker
The invisible sword is like cutting carrots, aims at Berserker's defenseless arm and strikes down
However it's fruitless

The sword is bounced off, there's not a scratch on Berserker's arm, he has not even lower his strength in gripping Tohsaka
"Uuh----!"
Is she in pain just from moving around
Blood streams out of Saber's mouth, yet she's still putting her life on the line and swings the sword

"Wh----Shirou......!?"

Her expression, is frozen the moment she notices that I'm charging toward Berserker

"Let her go, you bastard--------!"
I simply concentrated on hitting Berserker's back with my bow
The giant doesn't budge an inch
He never took me seriously, ever since I rushed to his back

"Uuh......!"
My fingers are numbed
Things are happening to my fingers just from hitting him, what exactly, is this guy's body, made of----!

"Hurry and run, Shirou----!"

......Eh?
I hear Saber's voice and raise my head
In an instant
My body floats like falling leaves

"----, Uha"

Again I'm thrown down like a piece of garbage
---Berserker sweeps me aside with his frozen sword
The bow I used to defend myself in a rush is broken easily, and I'm set back, to, this place----

"Aa----a, haa----!!!"

I squirm around in terrible pains
Bow is not the only thing that's broken
One of my hands, is bend like a smashed spider
Every time I inhale, my lungs are hurt as if they're being crashed

"Aa......ah, cough......!"
I can't breath normally because of the blood well up in my throat
Aah, but that's fine
It would only cause more pain if I can breath
For now it's better if I don't

"Haa----haa, aa----!"
I stand up
Right now I have to hurry, hurry and take that guy----!

I run
This is my turn. Break that guy's hand, and save Tohsaka
Does that guy have eyes on his back, he swings his sword around like he's keeping some gnats away

I can dodge this
His arm is frozen, how can I get hit by that----!

"Ah----"
Damn it, I fail......!
Did one of my legs got hit. Stop joking, how can you break someone's leg without even touching them----!

"No---this is enough, leave, Master......!"

I can't do it
I can't let Tohsaka be killed just like this
I have to do something

Weapon. Preferable swords. There's a broken bow besides my foot. Berserker's sword is approaching from above. I pick up the scrap. The sword sucks. But I don't have time to think. I activate my mana. Finish enhancing easily. But this sword sucks so bad. This piece of junk really turns to ashes this time, and my body is lying on the ground as wel, can't run. It's pointless to enhance this scrap. I'd have to start from the fundamental if I want to do it.

I can do it. Anyone can imitate as long as he has an example. Just repeat the basic, the constructing, the making, the experiences and the time----

"■■■■■■■■■■■■"

The giant turns this way
Does he intend to kill the annoying interference then finish off Tohsaka

"----"

I brace my body and stare at the giant
Fearless. My rationality has broke a long time ago
But, behind the giant's back

Burn onto my retina
Is the one who has given up on herself and determines to use the holy sword

[----]

The winds are gradually released
The golden sword in Saber's hands are beginning to take form

---That's the sword
I told her never to use

"--------"
It broke
The last line that hardly managed to connect Emiya Shirou, broke because of this

"Don't, Saber----!!!!!"

My left hand is burning
One command spell is gone

"Wh---why, isn't this the only way, Shirou......!"

I don't care
I don't care about that
I only know, you will vanish if you do that
I won't allow it
The self who can't save Tohsaka, or the self that can't even use a sword properly, I won't allow any of them

"Guu......"

Saber half kneels down
......She's like that just from releasing the sword
No way you can use that sword right now
So just wait
If you can't use that sword, then let me, prepare your sword----!

---Something you can't defeat in reality, defeat it in your imagination
If you can't win by yourself, then imagine something that you can win with

Now that I think about it, but of course
That's the only thing I can do
So let's make it
Make something that won't lose to anyone, always have the strongest imagination, deceive everyone, deceive even myself, imagine the strongest duplicate

Not difficult
Not impossible
My body to begin with
Is a magic circuit enhanced especially for this purpose

"Oo----"

I jump
My entire body is hot as if it's burning, my left hand is like Benihas (TL Note: Or Red Lotus, which the Buddhists claimed to be the color of the flames of hell.)

"Wh---that sword, is my......!?"

Saber's astonished
In front of her eyes, in my hands, is something that shouldn't exist

"Oo----"

This is not my will, does the sword possess a will of its own

"Oooooooooooh----!"

The golden sword is like being sucked into, breaks the giant's arm effortlessly

The captured Tohsaka falls down, and my sword shatters like glasses

My entire body's blood is streaming in reverse
But I don't bother with that
The sword broke
This is impossible. If this is a duplicate of that sword, it can't possible break
My imagination is not enough
My own imagination, can't reach that sword's level yet

"■■■■■■■■■■■■"
The giant throws a glance at me
Then a swing of the steel blade follows, this time he really is going to cut me down

---Whatever
My opponent is not you
To Emiya Shrou, there's only one opponent that I should fight
The one just now was not perfect enough
The sword that shouldn't break broke because my ideal has flaws
To duplicate, not just the appearance, I have to reenact even the making of the blade----!

"----"

Everything is quiet down
In front of me is the sword that raises a storm, and the gradually forming sword that blocks it little by little

I suppose subconsciously, I'm fighting with Berserker with the sword in my hands

---I shouldn't mind that
What I should do, is enhancing the sword in my hands to genuine

---Wrong again.
Emiya Shirou is not made to fight
Your fight is in your mind, a fight with yourself

I know that without he saying it
What I should do is simple

"----Trace, on"

I sharpen my mind
The one I'm supposed to challenge is myself. Therefore I can't allow one step back or compromise

"Grr---guu, uuh, aaa, ah---"

Identify idea behind creation
Define basic structure
Duplicate constructing material
Imitate producing techniques
Share growing experiences
Reenact accumulated years
Go beyond, finishing various constructions---

"Grr---aa, aaaaaaah............!!!!"

Right at this moment, I finish the sword of phantasms----!

"■■■■■■■■■■■■----!"

The giant roars
One by one I block the chaotic whirlwinds with the sword in my hands......!

"Uuh............!"
But that's the end of that
I'm sent flying
The sword let me take over, when my consicous is return
I took the hit that I should be able to counter easily

"Haa----ah"
My arm doesn't feel anything. There are scratches all over my wrists, the red flesh underneath are exposed

"Uuh----grr............!"
My lower half can't move. Make me feel like all my nerves and muscles are disconnected
---I can't stand up
I made a sword---a sword greater than Berserker
But that's it
I'm at most a maker, I finally made this one sword, yet I can't use it----!

I'm covered by a dark shadow
He was considering who to kill first
Now Berserker chases after me like a storm
And then strikes down that steel blade

The steel blade is parried aside

"Eh----!?"

Someone else's hands are on my own

"■■■■■■■■■■■■----!!!!"

Explosions and ripples throughout the air
The giant releases the strongest strike, intends to turn everything into ashes
But, before that

"Shirou, give me your hands---!"

I hear her voice, from a place closer than anyone

If the Berserker that chases after me is like a storm
Then Saber who rushes to my side is like a hurricane

Saber rotates her body as if she's sucking me in------

The stone sword broke
A flash of gold breaks the giant's ax sword, cuts into that rock body without a break, and then----

......Since the appearances are similar, perhaps the abilities are close as well
The golden sword sinks into Berserker's body deeply, and then cover the giant's body in a light from inside

----In an instant
The glow disappears, and the forest is surrounded by quiescence

"Haa----ah"

I'm gradually losing my strength
My body that was unbelievably hot before is starting to cool down
And the sword, begins to turn into sands and vanish starting from the blade

"--------"

I watch idly
Still leaning against Saber, before it's completely gone, continue to hold that sword

---A wing blows across the field in the middle of the forest

The roar that sends waves through the earth, or the slash that tears the air apart no longer exist

"Is that your sword, Saber"

The infallible giant, fixes his unshaken eyes on the knight that defeated him, speaking with a deep voice

"This is 'The Sword of Promised Victory'......the sword pulled from the stone that chose the King. Also a sword that I have lost forever. But---"
"That wasn't your sword. Just a phantasm made by that man"
Saber nods quietly

"A duplicate after all. A sword that shouldn't exist. However---"

Berserker's chest cracks open
And then
Starting from the wounds given by the flash, he's disintegrating into sands

"---That phantasm is not to be taken lightly. It managed to destroy me seven times over, with one single strike"

His last words, don't carry any emotion
Berserker sacrifices himself to the mission to the very end, amidst the thin white air, vanishes like morning mists

Dizzy
It's the price for casting a spell beyond my capacity. The out-of-control blood stream is pressuring my brain, there appears to be too much oxygen
......More over, my head hurts like it's cracked open
With the vanishing of the enemy, the emotion that once numbed the pains is gone as well
Dizziness and headache are pouring out as if to demand for all the expenses that have been piled up until now

"----Uuh"
"Shirou......!?"
Saber holds my collapsing body still
But, Saber shouldn't have any strength left to take care of me

"......No, it's nothing. Though I have fractures everywhere, but my life is saved. That regeneration is working too, it can recover"
"---What are you saying. You just used such a powerful tracing sorcery, now you have to rest"
"......No, but"
Before that, I have to talk to her

"............"
"Ilyasviel......!"

Saber takes up her stance
Ilya lowers her head, and stares at where Berserker was with hollow eyes

"......Fine. Though I don't know what you intend to do, but I will spare the trouble of asking. Right here I will simply put you----"

"Uuh......! No, Saber----don't do it to, Ilya. Since Berserker is not here anymore, then Ilya"
I stop Saber with my remaining strength

Did she notice us
After staring at the ground, Ilya

"......Lies. Berserker, is dead......?"

Like an abandoned child, murmurs

"............Ilya"
I press Saber down with my hands, and call out to her softly
Is that how Ilya took notice of us
She raises her face expressionlessly
"Aah----hm, ah..................!"
Suddenly
Like a doll whose switch is turned off, she falls to the ground

"Wh----"
We look at the girl on the ground confusingly
"Uuh......haa, ah, cough......!"
Like taking a turn, Tohsaka brace herself up
Looks like she breaks free after Berserker's hand is gone

"--------"

Is it because my mind is at ease after confirming that Tohsaka is fine
I almost lose my conscious all at once

But I can't give up now
Though we defeated Berserker, but we're still in the forest
In a short while, we still have to leave this forest with these bodies full of nasty wounds and pains

......I look at the sky to the east
We're still very faraway from the town, my comrades and my body aren't fully recovered either
But morning still comes

---The night that we once thought we'd never pass on

After defeating our greatest adversary, we leave the forest of winter
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Day 12

by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:44 am

The sky is tainted with a slight hint of darkness.
Be it dawn, or dusk,
As an observer I cannot tell.

Under the everlasting sky, a patch of grassland stretches indefinitely.
The sky, where my hands could never reach,
And the clouds that seem to be within my grasp.

There, just one of many battlefields she once thrived in.

Below, there are no cavalries,
No is there an indefinite grassland.

Under a dulled sky, filled,
No matter how you look at it, with scars of war.

There is no rouse of feelings,
To her, it’s just a scene she has to view everyday.
There is no heart, no wish to stay.
Using the golden sword to uphold her body, she breathes out, slowly relaxing her shoulders.

The war is probably over.
Glanced at the remains of the enemy soldiers, she walks toward her camp.
That’s the kind of war she has always experienced.
Her cool demeanor never changed, theaaaaaaaaaaaeven now.
She, no matter what kind of pains she has been through, is still the one I know.


--------------- Looking at her dream, the King’s dream.

Ever since she took out that sword, she’s no longer human.
Replaced her father as the lord, becoming an embodiment of many knights’ loyalty,
She was called King Arthur, or Arturia, the life of a girl who dreamt to be a knight, has changed, forever.

She, as the “prince”, thrived.
Managing multiple territories, presiding over hordes of knight, these tasks required a man.
Only her father and the magician knew that the king is a girl.

She, literally covered her body with iron, trying to hide that fact, for the rest of her life.

Of course, it’s impossible for suspicions and rumors to cease to exist.
But the knight who holds the word cannot be hurt nor cannot age.
The holy sword has the protection and blessings of the faeries; the beholder will not age and die.
As a result, no one thought about that surprisingly small body of that knight, and the face that most would measure as the face of a girl became the face of a young king, the glory of knights.

----------------- So, it never was a problem, in the beginning.

In fact, the king is undefeatable.
Flaw and weakness did not exist because of her body or her face.
Those people who feared the invasion of barbarians just want a strong king, and the knights on the battlefield just want to pay their loyalty to an excellent ruler.

The king met all those requirements.
As a result ------------- No one ever tries to find out what kind of person the king is.
Be it a woman or even a kid, it didn’t matter.
As long as that person protect this kingdom, as the “King”.

The new king is fair and just, always leads the soldier as they fight their enemies.
Many enemies, many of her people died as the result, but the king’s decisions were just. She was, by all means, more fit to be “King” then anyone else.
And there was no space to doubt the king, not to say meaningless.

She never knew what defeat meant on the battlefield.
Using a long-lost cavalry formation the king organized her army, and literally, traversed the battlefield, defeated soldiers from a different race, and took several castles.

She is often at the forefront of battles, because her country is right behind,
To prepare for war, she had to abandon many of her people.
As long as she is fighting, she will kill every last person that is her enemy.

To protect her country, it was common sense for her to get as much as she can out of her villages.
For that purpose, there never was a knight who killed as many as she did.

No one knows, if her heart ever felt the weight.
Perhaps I’ll know in this dream.

But, she who traversed the battlefield never was confused
Even when she sat in her thrones she never closed her eyes as a result of sadness.

The “King”, is not human,
Have humane emotions, and you can’t protect your people.

That oath, she followed word by word.
Solved every last problems, impeccably keen to work,
Completely objective in managing her country, absolutely just on punishing the guilty,

And, after she ended countless battles with victory, leaded several tribes out of their confusion, punished hundreds of guilty prisoners,

“King Arthur, cannot understand the emotions that human posses,”
A knight close to her murmurs to himself.

Did everyone held that sense of insecurity?
When the “King” is perfect to a certain point, everyone begin to become suspicious of their lord.

A person, who lacks humane emotions, cannot rule humans.

Several famous knights left the white castle, and as always, the king accepted it as a natural occurrence, a part of her rule.

The handsome king that was admired by knights, begin to be isolated.
But, it was a trivial matter to the “King”,
Isolated, terrified, betrayed, her heart would never change.

Not a single bit.
When she has finally decided that she’s going to take that sword, she had abandoned her emotions.

----------------------And then, the last battle for her, begun.

The battle at Baton Hill ended with her victory, and the dominating result made the barbarians plead for peace.
For a country that was to be soon crumbled, it was a short period of peace.

With an absolute hero ending the war,
Briton finally, although slowly, returned to the country she dreamt.

…. The scene is fading.
Somewhere in my mind echoes “the dream has ended, so wake up”,
Afterwards I became more conscious and clear, so I woke up, again.

But, before that, my minds hang on a single thing,
…. She is a fool.
Sure she is fabulous, and well dabbled in the art of waging wars.
But it’s a different story with that, right?

I’m angry at the people around her as well.
She never noticed it, and those around that person never taught her, as a result she would stay wrong forever without knowing it.

….. Seriously, they were all extremely loyal to her, so why hadn’t anyone told her this fact ----------
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:45 am

“--------------------------”
I woke up.
--------- After getting out of Illya’s forest, and getting back to home, it was already yesterday afternoon.
Tohsaka said that the wound on my stomach is pretty serious, so I should go to my room and rest. For me, as a result of my constant headache, I wanted to sleep as well.
I probably moved some heavy luggage.
And I fell down on my bed after I get inside, I couldn’t get up, not anymore.
Only Saber is still fine, so I slept after Tohsaka and I gave Saber the job of guarding the house, and then------------

“…. So I’ve slept half a day already. …. Right, no wonder my headache is better.”
Phew, I’m actually kind of relieved right now.
Things concerning Berserker,
The headache caused by “tracing” Saber’s sword is not going to gone just yet,
If it keeps hurting then my brain is probably going to break down before my body does.

-------------- And then,

“Eh------------?”
Saber is sitting, right, besides, my, pillow…

“….. Sa-sa, ber….? What, why is your face kind of pale? Anything happened while I was asleep?”
“……………….No, it’s nothing. I just, had a dream.”
“?”

“… No, it’s really nothing. Com’on, Shirou, get up now; it’s time for breakfast.”
Saber stands up, and left the room quietly.

“…..?”
I don’t understand why Saber is behaving this way.
Although I don’t know that, but--------------
“…. She sat besides my pillow so she could take care of me? …”
While I’m thinking about that, something forbidden drifts before me,
“….! No, stop, what the hell am I thinking…! No, DO-NOT-THINK-ABOUT-THAT-------”
I shook my head, trying to shake off any kind of unnecessary thoughts.
… That, being one with Saber is just because I’m her Master.
If I don’t think like this, there is no way I could face Saber.
“… And, it’s the result of the situation back then…. Who told Tohsaka to do th-that kind of thing---”
Wait, wait –WAIT! If you even think about Tohsaka, you won’t be able to contain it…
“--------------------- Calm down, it’s all right.
Didn’t I returned home as usual?
That was good, that was very good. Keep it up.”

No, I was not just exhausted yesterday, but … calm down.
… Also, if I stay like this it will be troublesome for Saber.

“--------- All right, I’m calm now. So, breakfast.”

Taking deep a breath while changing my attire,
It’s already past nine in the morning,
Saber hasn’t eaten anything since yesterday afternoon, she must be very hungry.

Past nine o’clock, the meal can’t be said as “breakfast”,
Thought about Saber, and I decide that it needs to be somewhat richer, in both variety and taste.

“Shirou, there is only me and you here this morning. Is it ok to not wake Tohsaka up?”
“Ah-ah, guess everyone else is still asleep. Many things happened yesterday, so I’m not going to force her to get up. I’ll just put the finished meals there so if she is hungry she could eat.”
“Is it so? Then please finish preparing it since it’s this time already.”
“I know. My body feels fine right now, so let’s go to the dojo after we finish eating, ’k?”
“Eh…. Go to the dojo…?! Do you still want to continue your sword training?”
“Wha-, why are you surprised, Saber? Isn’t it an everyday practice?”
“What’s wrong, Saber? Did I say anything weird?”
“Ah, oh, no. …. You know, I thought about it myself, and I thought that you don’t really need to continue that practice. After Berserker, Shirou don’t really have any more reason to risk your life, also…”
“---------- Is it so. Perhaps it is.”

The common enemy for me and Saber and Tohsaka, Berserker, doesn’t exist anymore.
Because we were ambushed by an enemy stronger than us, we became allies, helping each other like perfecting a sword.

“Mmm… But the training can still continue, right? I mean, I still don’t have the skills, and Saber won’t go easy on me if you have a sword. Compare to chatting around, it’s easier for me.”
No, easier as in happier.
“…. *Sighs*, I will be serious in the dojo, is it ok for you?”
“Yep, please, be 100% serious.
If I can’t handle it, isn’t it better if Saber go easy on me then? Well, training with Saber in the morning has become an everyday activity, please don’t take one of my few hobbies away.”

Taking out some sliced meat, mushrooms, onions, and eggs, walking toward the kitchen,
I still need bread powder, liquor, and some salad oil….

“……… *Sighs*, I don’t have any objections to that.”
“?”
It seems that Saber said something in the living room,
Although I heard it while I was heading toward the kitchen.

Onions bread powder liquor eggs salt, mixing those things with 400g sliced meat,
The menu for breakfast is a innovative Japanese boiled hamburger meat.

“?? Woke up already?”
Saber’s voice reached the kitchen,
“Tohsaka?”
While cooking I turned my head around.

“…. Morning. Sorry, Shirou, need to drink milk.”

Tohsaka came over, her face showing some degree of discontent, took the bottle from the refrigerator.

“Ahh-, I slept too much my head hurts. … Eh? What, eating something this good in the morning?”
Her discontent flew away, Tohsaka looks at the table … with sparkling eyes.

“Mmm, it appears to be very tasty. Just now I was thinking how hungry I am, that’ll help.”
Is it so? Well, you got saved, I didn’t.
Or perhaps this is what dad meant when he said you get something when you lose something else.

“… Some while back I thought about this: you are more keen than imaginable.”
“Ah, I’m just like everyone else. Please, my share as well.”

She waves her hand and heads toward the living room.
With that bottle of milk in her hand, Tohsaka dominates the table.
… No,
How should I describe it, she’s like a king, or should I say that she’s just at ease.

“You’ve gone loose, Tohsaka.”
Fabulous, worthy of the name Saber, she clearly said something so embarrassing.
But,
Even Saber’s hard gaze has become a passing breeze.

“Of course.
Berserker has ceased to exist, then it’s just Caster, Lancer, and Assassin. None of them is even close to Berserker, and right now Saber can defeat those easily, right?”
“------- You can’t say it like that, Lancer’s Master is still not in the clear yet, and Assassin is not a frank and open opponent.”
“So humble, those who could go against King Arthur can be named within ten fingers.
The problem that you had complained about the lack of pruna is solved as well.
There is no Servant who could compete with Saber right now.”
“---------”

Tohsaka’s comment made Saber narrowed her eyes.
… Same here,
What Tohsaka just said can’t be taken lightly.

“------------------ Tohsaka, you’ve discovered Saber’s true identity?”
“A bit, but I was assured yesterday. There is only one person who can use that kind of holy sword.
… But, the fact that the legendary King Arthur is actually a girl did shocked me. Since she is right in front of my eyes, I could only believe it.”
“Also, legend is the kind of thing that could be changed as you saw fit, right?
I don’t know if Saber wanted to hide that fact or the people around her did, but it is somewhat restrictive if you are the king and a girl. So, well, most people would want to see you as a boy, wouldn’t they?”

Tohsaka spoke like she always does.
Saber listened, and didn’t pay particular attention to it.
Of course I do agree with Tohsaka’s statement, no disagreement here.

“……..”
And then, she admit to it, frankly.
Class Saber in the Servants would choose a hero related to sword. Just for this point, she is probably the strongest one.

It’s the synonym for Hero in England,
Even in other countries it’s still a renowned beholder of the holy sword.

…. But, how did it end?
King Arthur’s legend concludes with the death of the King,
No, although a Hero but still a mortal,
It’s only common sense that she has to face death ---------- But no Hero dies a natural death.

King Arthur is not an exception.

The legend of King Arthur, in my memory, did end as a result of war.
At the final battle of Camlann,
Should be consolidating the entire Briton, King Arthur, after he had defeated and killed foreign enemies, has to face an unexpected “opponent”.

That the army that should protect its own country--------- As a result of the betrayal of her trusted knight, King Arthur was ambushed by those very knights whom she went to wars with, and was annihilated.

King Arthur defeated the leader of the enemy, but was mortally wounded. She gave the holy sword to the last remaining knight loyal to her, Sir Bedivere.

“Cross this battlefield, pass the hills.
There is a lake, toss the sword in.”

But Bedivere couldn’t obey that order,
First time, second time, Bedivere who feared the loss of the holy sword faked reports that he “tossed the sword in”.

Each time King Arthur orders Bedivere to toss the sword, finally, he followed the king’s order on the third time.
And then, King Arthur who has returned the holy sword, lost his breath.

“Oh yeah, Shirou, what are you going to do about it?”

----------- Suddenly,
Tohsaka stares at me.

“Eh?.... Do what about what?”
“Oy, about that little kid sleeping in the washitsu (Japanese styled room).
Everyone said leave her be, but you insisted on bringing her with us, didn’t you?”
“I also want to make a point about this. Although she has lost Berserker, Illyasviel is still a dangerous Master. For you to want to protect her, what’s wrong with you, Shirou?”
“Right right, couldn’t you just hand her to Kotomine?”

“Emm-------------”

Both stare at me with their hearts united.
… This is what happened,
After Berserker dissipated, Ilya faints.
I can’t just leave her there uncared for, so I brought her home with me.

Of course both Tohsaka and Saber disagrees, so I had to carry her here all by myself.
A Master who has lost his Servant must either run away before another Master attacks him, or accept the protection of the Church.
Tohsaka said hand Ilya to Father Kotomine, but I don’t think that Father will take care of her, so I’m letting her sleep in the washitsu for now--------

“Shirou, these are good thoughts that you have, but it’s extremely dangerous to relate to Illyasviel in anyway. It’s not too late yet. Hand her to the Church so her Command Mantra can be striped.”

Saber stares straight at me.
….. Mmm.
Saber is probably, serious.
It seems that it will take a lot of work to convince her.

“Wh-what, you can’t just leave her there. Ilya is just a child, not to say how chaotic the current situation is, it’s too pitiful to give her to Kotomine.”

“Pitiful? Can you look at her and say this kind of dream talk?!”
“Same here. Shirou is acting too emotionally around Ilya, didn’t she tried to kill you several times already?”

They are strengthening.
But, I can’t lose here.

“Sure, Ilya was an enemy, but she doesn’t have animosity toward us. If we talk to her the right way, Ilya won’t do this kind of things anymore.
This will be the best start. I didn’t fight so I can kill Masters; I fought to end all fighting.”

“That---------- of course I understand.”
Mmm, although she still doesn’t agree to it, Saber’s voice begins to soften.

But,

“Oh? So are you saying that everything Illyasviel had done can be forgiven? Let me say something first, that kid, besides us, attacked other Masters as well, and perhaps she even killed quite a few. Even if it’s like this you are still willing to help her?”

“--------------------That-”
…. True,
Ilya said, she killed Shinji whom I let go.

Shinji used Rider, trying to kill every student in that school. If that’s what a Master is suppose to do, then there is no other way besides bringing him down.

…. Although that is the case, Shinji was my friend for several years, and thinking about Sakura, not even I could let Ilya’s actions be bygones.

“------------ But, if it’s like this will there be an end?
Ilya is not a Master anymore, if she is regretful for her past actions, I think we should help her.”
“… Sure, that is very correct.
But, Shirou, I never plan to let what happened to Archer be bygone, because my Archer is killed by that person.”

…… The atmosphere froze.
We look stringently at each other.
And then,

“What---, doesn’t everyone’s Servant disappear in the end? Only an immature Master would care for that kind of thing.”

The problem girl who should be sleeping in the wahsitsu appears.

“----------Illyasviel…!”

“Wait, I don’t have anything against you, nor do I want to fight you, so can you stop?
… Seriously, I am really embarrassed that I’m a lady the same as you two. Really, you are older than me but worse than me at controlling yourself.”

Ilya seems to be truly stooped, drops her shoulder.
“Wh-what….!?”
Saber and Tohsaka growls together,
Both, at distinct levels, are more impressive then they were.

“Don’t be so angry like this, here right now it’s not a place where you two should be.”
Ilya said it like, turns her body and looks over here.
… As if I’m dreaming,
Ilya, with good manners, use her fingers to grab the two ends of her skirt, salute to me, respectively.

“Eh--------------Il-ya?”
“Thank you, Saber’s Master. To care for me, your enemy, I thank you from the bottom of my heart.”

“Ahh-----------Ehh?”
I look at Ilya, dumbstruck.
Because it’s too surprising? Saber is as quiet as I am.
And Tohsaka, she’s just drinking her milk while looking at Ilya, disinterested.

--------- Suddenly,
Ilya shows her regular smile.

“It must be like this.
Big-bro is still big-bro.”
She, in a straight lined fashion, hugs my neck.

“*choking sound*….!?”
Because of the ambush I choked.
“Wh-what-------------------!?”
*Choking sound*, Tohsaka got choked by her milk.
“-------------------------------------------!”
Saber pops her nerves, which is green, and sound effects begin to appear.

“Get off him, you who lacks of manner….!”
Saber runs toward me,
But, Ilya, like a monkey, uses my neck as an axis and grabs my back.

“Hhn, who’s the one without manner? It’s one hundred years too early for a Servant to express her opinion towards me.”
“I don’t have any reason or duty to follow your command….! If you have time to speak, get off Shirou!.”

“Why should I listen? Shirou, do the same thing you did yesterday, ok? That’s baby back, right?” (sorry, I have no idea what it’s called.)

Ilya turns round and round,
Saber, to catch her, turns with her.

“----------------”
Damn,
Something is happening to my body, something bad.

Those two’s enmity hasn’t ended.
…. Because she’s watching from afar,
Tohsaka, as if nothing has happened, wipes the milk on the side of her lips. She said, in a good mood,
“It’s time for your two to stop, if you continue any longer, he’s going to die, you know.”
“Eh….?”
Both looks at me, confused.

She’s right,
Although it felt good just then when my neck is getting strangled, now that I thought about it, it was quite dangerous--------------- (Is Shirou macho?)

So then, let me recheck the status quo.
But, I need to put those sliced meats that are going to become hamburger meats into the fridge.

Well, Tohsaka is somewhat quiet.
Although she’s looking at me, somewhat emotionally detached, I have no idea what she’s thinking beneath all that.

“Eh? What’s wrong, Shirou?”
Ilya sits besides me, for some reason she’s in a good mood.
Although she looks at the living room as if it’s rare, she never showed any concerns for Saber or Tohsaka from the start.
Possibly, anything these two says she will not remember.

The most problematic of this bunch,
“-----------------------”
Is Saber, who can’t calm down, looking at me and Ilya.

It’s really unlike her for her to not calm down.
Because of her, I feel that I’m sitting on a rug of needles.
… But this can’t continue forever,
I don’t really have an idea of what to say, but I need to break this status quo no matter what.

“----------- So, let’s talk about it.
It’s going to be noon soon if we continue to do nothing.”

“Right. Since we already made the conclusion, we nee to choose the solution, right Saber?”
“Right. My opinion coincides with Tohsaka’s, so all we need to do is to convince Shirou.”

Saber position herself for a complete refutation mode.
… Emm, from Saber’s point of view, Ilya is the most troublesome enemy is also useless to change.

“? Shirou? What are you discussing with Saber?”
Ilya asks me innocently.

“Ah…. Nothing. We were just discussing about what we have to do about you. Ilya doesn’t have a Servant anymore, so what do you want to do now?”

“That’s already decided. Let the Church protect you, or we chase you back to your castle. Either way there is no option for you to remain here.”

“… Shirou, is this what you think?”
Ilya looks at me, her eyes emotionally detached.
I-------------------

Hide Ilya.

“Protect the girls” is Kiritsugu’s pet phrase, besides, I hate those looks of hatred that kids smaller than me give me.

“------ No. I think Ilya should remain here.
This War is not over. Before I’m finished with remaining masters, I want to hide Ilya here.”

“Mn! Even Shirou agrees, so I’ll stay here!”
“…! Ilya, I can’t, breathe …”

I need to get Ilya off me -------- I thought. Before I acted, Saber already stripped her off me.
“Why, why are you always in my way from the start? Do you hate me?”
“Of course! I haven’t forgotten nor forgive what you have done to Shirou in the past… Shirou, you too! Don’t you understand that it can only be worse for us if we take Ilya in?”
“That’s all right. Ilya has lost her Servant already, so she no longer poses any threat. She already lost her credentials to be a Master.
Besides, what if we leave her outside and some other Master attacks her, it’s too dangerous for her.”
“Em… sure, but----------”
Saber stops half way.
It seems that she has realized as well that other Masters will attack Ilya if we leave her by herself.

“---------- I guess it’s my turn now.
Although it’s sad that Saber has been convinced, but this won’t do for me.
Listen up, Shirou, she’s still a Master. Remember what I taught you, that even if a Master loses his/her servant, as long as he still has any Command Spell left he can make contract with unlimited number of servants.
As long as there’s a Master-less Servant, and the Servant agrees.”
“Eh… Eh----------!
So a elite Master can make contract with a number of Servants?”
“It’s not a lot. Since the Holy Grail only have enough pruna to summon seven Servants, the most you can contract with is seven.
… But, not matter how elite a Master is, no one has enough pruna to let two or more Servant materialize.”
“And, because the total amount of pruna, lets say ten, is split between two Servants, their abilities will decrease. So it’s not better to make contract with multiple Servants.”

… I see.
So if I have contracts with Saber and Berserker, my pruna, which is only a person’s share, have to go to Saber and Berserker simultaneously, those two’s abilities will severely decrease.
It’s more efficient to just give all my pruna to a single person
“… You’ve mentioned before. So the Master of a particular Servant can be change means this.”
“Eh… how rare for you to understand so quickly.
Like Shirou said, this is what it means for Servant to be able to change Master.
Before a Servant disappears he still has some time left, if he wants to make contract with another Master, he will still be able to remain here.”
“So, you can’t let your guard down, Shirou. She’s still a Master, she could kill Shirou to take away Saber, or make contract with some other Servant.”
“Oh, let’s just say the same applies to you, Ilya.”
“Hnn, I’m not going to do this kind of thing.
…. I won’t partner with other any Servant. Ilya’s Servant can only be Berserker.”

Ilya says with her head lowered.
… Those two understands what they said.
Although I don’t know what relationship Ilya has with Berserker, but to the girl Illyasviel, Berserker is a one and only existence.

---- That comes as a surprise, but it makes me happy.
Ilya the Master is extremely cold and lacking of emotions, but she still values her partner.

“Ah, but if Shirou lost, I’ll accept Saber.
Because I don’t want any other Master to win.
If Shirou losses, I’ll bring you victory.”
Ilya proudly talks to Tohsaka and Saber.

“Don’t say such foolish things. I’m Shirou’s Servant; there is no reason for me to be yours.”

“Hn, that doesn’t matter.
I just want Shirou to win. Since it’s the same thing if I win or Saber protect Shirou.”

“---------?”
Ilya said some strange things.
…. No, I understand that she wants me to win, but… why?
… At the same time.
Tohsaka also thinks it’s odd, and starts thinking.

“It concerns me! No matter what, I’m not going to recognize you.
Rin, tell Shirou what you think.”
“Eh? Sorry, I didn’t hear you. Please repeat, Saber.”
“It’s just “I’m against Shirou hiding Illyasviel” statement.”

“Oh, that? As long as it’s just hiding, I’m not against it.”
“Wha--------------?”
Saber froze.
If I, the side for hiding, am amazed and even shocked, then Saber the would naturally be petrified.

“?..........! Are you SERIOUS!?”

“Yes. After I thought about it calmly, there are risks either way, and it doesn’t matter if we left Ilya alone, hide her here, or hand her to the church.
No, if Ilya can attract Master her it could be better.”

“The current Saber, even if all the remaining Masters combine their powers she still won’t lose. It’s quicker to end the War that way, isn’t that what you want, Saber?
But, it’s a different matter if you lost to another Servant.”

“How could that be possible? You know my condition, Rin, as long as Shirou is still my Master, there is no way that I could lose.”

“Right. So there is no problem with hiding Ilya.
… And I feel that, perhaps Shirou made a very surprising good choice.”

Tohsaka become quiet.
Saber seems to accept her logic, and left Ilya alone, however unwilling she was.
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:46 am

Breakfast is over, and we are going to the dojo.
Tohsaka returns to her room, while Saber is coming with me.

Oh, and Ilya,

“Shirou, do you HAVE to continue your training with Saber?”

She’s sticking with me, accompanying me to the dojo.
“I really looked forward to playing with Shirou today, you know? So why is someone as boring as Saber here, and it’s cold, and I have nothing to do!”

“…”
True. Things probably seem that way from Ilya’s point of view.
Since from the start, my training no matter which way I look at it, doesn’t seem like anything interesting.

“Why don’t we go back to the living room? Since Shirou wants to be stronger, I’ll become Shirou’s strength.”
Ilya grabs my hand, trying to leave the dojo.
However, there is nothing she can do; no matter how much I spoil her.

“I can’t, Ilya. This training is my routine, so I need to put my best into it. Since I’m not mature as a Magus, I need to do whatever I can to be of help in battle.
At the same time, as long as I continue my training I should be able to protect Ilya.
Since I’m the one who decides to keep Ilya, the least I can do is this.”

“Ehh?... I guess so.
But even if Shirou can’t protect me, it’s alright. Since Shirou is my big brother, you just need to stay with me.”

… No, I failed to convince her.
Ilya is pulling my hand really hard.

Saber looks at us quietly.
Her glance gives me a painful sting.
Saber hasn’t recognized Ilya yet, right? Her attitude is way too cold from a while ago ---

Suddenly, our eyes meet.
Perfect, why not let Saber try to convince her?

“Com’ on, Saber, say something. This is a daily for us in the morning.”

“There’s nothing I need to say.
You are the one who brought Ilya here, Shirou.
So convincing her is Shirou’s job, not mine.”

“------------*sobs*”
… Something’s in a bad state.
Although I don’t know why, that probably means she is very angry.

“What? So even Saber understands it.
It’s alright to not practice sword fighting. What’s left are all fodders, so it’s not necessary. Shirou, let Saber take care of whatever Master that’s left, we should just enjoy ourselves outside.”

“Ah, wa-wai-wai(t)-”
She suddenly drags me with her, heading toward the exit.

“Wait --------- No, Ilya, let go! I won’t listen to you no matter how capricious you are. I can’t let my training go to waste, and I WILL continue in the future.
… Although Ilya would probably feel it’s very boring, but I like it. If you want complain then go back to the living and rest.”

I forcefully throw off her hands.
“Ahh…?!”
She didn’t thought I would do that.
Ilya is somewhat shocked, looks at me, like a scared child.

“--------------”
Damn.
There are a lot other, gentler ways than throwing her hands off.

“….. Sorry, Ilya. I was been a jerk. But I can’t stop training, especially now. Although I don’t like the idea of letting you be all by yourself alone, can you be a good girl and stay in the living room?”

“………”
Ilya walks, not say a thing.
She got to the entrance, lacking her usual enthusiasm, and put her back against the wall.

“?”
“Ok, then I’ll stay here.
Is there anything else you wanna tell me?!”
Ilya stubbornly stares at me.

“Eh? Fine with me, but it’s quite cold over here, you know? There are hot teas at the living room, and lots of pastries and cookies.”

“I said it doesn’t matter, and it doesn’t matter! Hn! I won’t let Shirou and Saber stay here alone.”
After that strange statement, Ilya turns her head away from me.

“…… Alright. If you’re bored you can go to the living room at anytime.”

I don’t quite understand what Ilya means.
But, this is it for now.
Taking up the two shinais on the wall, I turn around to face Saber.

“Let’s begin. After three days my senses are dulled……. Saber? Why, you are dozing off. Are you having a fever?”
“Eh--- Ah, no, nothing of that sort.”
Saber, her back against Ilya, shook her head.

“You are all right? Then let us start. Shinai?”
“Ah… Just throw it to me! A-ah, it’s very troublesome if you get close to me so suddenly. W-we are here to train!”

“Of course. So what are you talking about, Saber?”
I throw a shinai to her, dumbly.
And till now, I never scored a point from Saber.
Nor did I ever try to rush inside Saber’s arms for a surprise attack; not once did I try to suddenly close in.

“------”
Saber catches that shinai I threw, took an exaggeratingly deep breath.

“We are going to start. Although it’s going to be quite different from before that it might surprise you, please keep a cool head, Shirou.”
Her glance scans Ilya, so said Saber.

“No problem. Who do you think I am? If we are to begin then let’s not worry about anything else.”
Looking at Saber who’s holding her shinai,
Only the golden-haired girl who holds a shinai is before my eyes.
Just like this, only her exist in my field of vision.

Training ended two hours later, a regular break.
I stopped dueling with Saber, and put my shinai against the wall.

“Ha-Ah-----Ha-----I knew it---- Saber , is really strong---” (short breath)

While I nod, I put that filled water bottle close to my mouth.
Moistening my dried mouth, with towels rubbing my sweaty shoulders, my body is calming down.

“That’s training? No matter how I look at it, it’s just Shirou getting beat up single sided.”
“*sob*-----”
Ilya bluntly said things that I can’t refute.

“It’s still different, Ilya. Although Saber can still take care of me pretty easily, it was worse a while ago. I didn’t faint today, not even once; it’s a new record for me.”

“Is that so… But is it a result of Shirou’s improvement? Saber, Shirou lost his balance for quite a few times, why do I feel that you let those chances slip by…”

Mm, Ilya sink in her thoughts.
… So sensitive,
I felt weird about that as well.

Is it because Saber is caring about my body, or is it that Saber’s own body hasn’t recovered completely yet.
Either way, Saber wasn’t serious.
No, she never was really serious in training, but if Saber discovered any opening she would attack without mercy.

But, Saber didn’t do that today.
She usually would step in right there, *Pa*! Those attacks that made my conscious go dim weren’t here today.

“… Even Ilya is thinking the same thing. So Saber is going easy on me.”

“Mm-, but incredibly it doesn’t feel like that.
Saber did want to continue her attacks, and she positioned her shinai in the right way. But she backed down immediately. Why did she do it, instead of going easy, it’s more like she’s afraid, or she’s being polite.”

“Eh? How could Saber be polite?
If so, it wouldn’t be so bad for me the first day.”

Right, Saber would never be polite about training.
Because I understand this, I could focus on Saber’s shinai like I’m facing my greatest opponent.

“… Eh, what’s wrong, Saber? You can’t call this training. Although I don’t think you would, you didn’t go easy on me, right?”

“No, I didn’t go easy.
As usual, I imagined Shirou as a Swordman one level higher, but…”

Seems like it’s something hard to explain,
Even Saber herself feels today’s training is odd somewhere.

“… Ah-ah, of course I can’t imagine Saber being capable of going easy, I also know that you were serious.
But, aren’t you too passive today? If you don’t attack from the front this training is not going to have any use, you know.”

“F-Front…? But if I do that I would be too close to Master. If I do that wouldn’t I have body contacts---”

“…? If we try to hit each other then more or less our shoulders will make contact. And Saber, didn’t you used to tackle me in close combat? Isn’t close combat Saber’s strongest point?”

“Eh--- I did something like that…!?”

“You did… Multiple times.
Didn’t you bump me to the wall the first time?
I said how could a tackle be this powerful from a girl, and aren’t the one who said it’s a matter of fact as a Swordman you, Saber?”

“Ah-----”
Saber is just standing there, dumbstruck.

“?”
Saber is really strange today.
But, there’s no way I could know her reasons.
It’s really bad if Saber’s body is having troubles, so should I talk to Tohsaka about it later—

Well, I still need to continue my training with Saber, even if she’s acting strangely.
Although I said continuing, just a few hits and Saber put her shinai down.

“?”
Training technique for newbie?
Letting me lower my guard, and when I get closer she would attack with considerable force.

“---Ha----Ha, Ah-----”
While I’m using my shoulder to breath (?), I look closely at Saber.
Saber seriously squeezed her eyes for a brief moment, took a step forward.
“Shirou, let’s eat lunch.”

“Eh----?”
Put my shinai down.
“It’s time for lunch already?”

The clock says a few minutes before twelve.
Although this is good timing, it’s Saber’s first time making that proposal.
Whenever we duel in the dojo, both I and Saber would forget time.
Rest a bit, feel hungry, look at the clock just to see it’s noon, those are regular practice.

“----Mn”
Although it’s the right proposal, and it’s ok if I just nod---

Sure, but why is she in a hurry today?

“Ok, since Ilya is here as well, why don’t we eat lunch a bit earlier.”
I took up the shinais, agreeing to Saber’s idea.
--- At that moment,
Saber lowers her shoulders, as though something heavy was lifted from them.

“????”
It’s getting weirder and weirder.
Perhaps I should ask for a reason more or less.

“Fabulous. Then why don’t we go to the living room?
Shirou’s cooking is quite delicious, but he does take a long time to prepare it.”

“? Do you feel that I’m wasting time preparing lunch?
Ah-ah, if so I’ll make Bentos daily. That doesn’t require much time, so I don’t need to return to the kitchen every time.”
I’m quite thankful for Saber to love my cooking so much, but there is no other way if that’s what she thinks.
“Shirou…? What are you doing? Why aren’t you at the living room yet?”
“?? No, I’m talking about lunch.”
Putting the shinais against the wall, there are mats for three.

“Right, lunch! Resting can wait, but if you don’t go to the kitchen it will be very troublesome for me!”
“Why? There’s nothing to do in the living room, so it’s no necessary that we hurry, right?
--- But, what will be troublesome for you?”

“Ah---”
Saber suddenly went stiff, as if there’s a clockwork spring.
“Also, why are you in such a hurry today?
Is there any reason my you are in a rush?”
“N-no such thing, I’m not in a hurry…”

“If you are not in a rush then we can take our time, there’s still enough time left.”
“No, that, it’s right…”
Saber don’t know what to do anymore, her glances fly about everywhere.

“S-Stop asking, just go back to the living room! Not eating lunch will hinder the afternoon training!”
“That’s why I said I already prepared for it. If you have time, please go to the living room and bring back here the bentos I made this morning.”

“Eh…? Bento…?”
While nodding I open the window so the air will flow.
Suddenly,
A sound that speech is unable to reproduce, announce it’s time for lunch.

“Ah-ah, right, we usually depend on our stomach to tell time. That’s why I thought it’s weird.”
Saber turn her head.

“? What, Saber? It’s cold when I opened the window?”
No, because we are going to eat lunch, and without some fresh air, it’s bad for the body.”

“N-nothing…! L-Living room, lunch at living room, right…!”
Saber left the dojo like a fleeting rabbit.

“…?”
No matter if it’s the passive duel, or the way she acts just now, Saber probably have a fever today…?

It’s noon, and us three begin our lunch.
Since I made quite a feast this morning, I used what’s left to make bentos.

“This is… I see, this morning’s cooking between breads.”

Saber passionately eats her sandwich.
Gracefully using napkins to cover parts of her sandwich so it won’t get dirty could also make this bento feel very high class.

“Mnmn, although I thought about it this morning, Shirou really knows how to cook.
I feel that, a tasty meal is a very good thing.”
On the other hand, Ilya is stuffing her sandwich into her mouth very enthusiastically.
Is she ignorant of her appearances, or is she just naively imitating me.
Ilya who seems to have better manners than Saber doesn’t restrict herself on meal manners.

“Wait, Illyasviel, your hair will get dirty.”
Saber cleans Ilya’s lips with a napkin.
It’s probably some cream at the corner of her mouth, Saber has no choice but to clean Ilya’s mouth.

“… Thanks, but what’s you purpose, Saber hates me, right?”

“Mn, I’m still watching you, but I understand people somewhat.
You don’t have any hostility, and Shirou treats you as a guest. So I have to show at least a minimum amount of manner, and---”
“And?”

“Your hair is beautiful. If it gets dirty right before my eyes, I’d feel really bad.”
She really means it.
Saber’s voice is like always, and it doesn’t look like she’s caring for Ilya.

“-------------”
Ilya uncomfortably looks at Saber.
I also noticed,
Ilya till now never looked at Saber, not even once.
To Ilya, Saber is just my Servant, not someone she sees as human.

“… Hn, even if it’s like this, Shirou is still mine.
Oh well, it’s alright if he care for Saber a little bit. Although I can make Shirou emerge victorious, I can’t protect him.”

Ilya shrugs her shoulder, continues to stuff sandwich into her mouth.

“You didn’t have to tell me. It’s a Servant’s duty to become Master’s shield.”
Saber lightly replies Ilya.
Although that talk is same as before, both their voice are much calmer.
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by stormy001 » Thu Jan 18, 2007 2:47 am

After lunch ends, Tohsaka came.
“Shirou, are you there? I’m ready, so come quickly.”
Tohsaka stated her purpose in a short and precise manner, and then returns to the outer building.

“… Right, I forgot. Tohsaka’s suppose to teach me Magecraft.
For me who never really had someone I could call “teacher”, Tohsaka’s seminar is much more than useful or useless.
Since Tohsaka is still willing to teach me, I should put things up and head for the outer building quickly.

“Sorry, I need to go to Tohsaka’s room.
I don’t know how long it would take, so Saber and Ilya should go back to your rooms and rest.”

“Ok. I think I want to sleep a bit, just a brief nap.”
Ilya rubs her eye sleepily, and left the dojo.
… Fabulous.
If Ilya went to sleep, then there won’t be any problems if I go to Tohsaka’s room.

“Shirou, are you heading to Tohsaka’s room?”
“Eh? Ah-ah, like I said before, I can’t afford to not let Tohsaka teach me the basics of Magecraft.”

“… There’s no need. We already defeated Berserker, so there is no enemy that could challenge us. If so, Rin doesn’t have anything to teach Shirou, right?”

… Mn, perhaps it is so.
Originally, everything Tohsaka taught me was to go against Berserker.
The present where Berserker has already disappeared meant the lack of necessity to study from Tohsaka, but----

“No, it’s not related to Berserker, I want to learn myself.
I’m not mature yet, but I need to be able to act independently.”

“… So. Since this is what Shirou says, I don’t have any authority to stop you.”
“…?”
Saber, with a depressing face, keeps murmuring that sentence to herself.

“Let’s begin, but let me ask first. Is any part of your body broken?”

Just like this.
I’ve barely arrived at her room, and Tohsaka asks about strange things.

“---? What’s broken?”

“Are there any parts of your body that you can’t move?
From what you did, I know some of your nerves would be burned.
… Oh well, it’s not really related. It’s just that, if I don’t know where your body is malfunctioning, I can’t teach you.”

Tohsaka’s words seem to imply that a part of me is numb,
But, Tohsaka is wrong, I know myself the best.

“--- There are no places that I can’t move.
After a night’s sleep my headache and fever are all gone, I’m quite healthy, actually.”

“Ah? Impossible, you traced Saber’s sword, you know? It should be a technique that if you use it even your wrist and hand can be damaged forever!”

“I already said that I can move them all.
Also, if I can’t move then how could I have Ilya on my back when we returned, although the headache and fever back then were really strange.”
“That must be a lie! Shirou, let me see your hand!”

She didn’t even wait for my reply, Tohsaka grabs my hand and stares at it incessantly.

“-----”
I stopped breathing.
… No matter how much we know each other, it still makes me nervous when Tohsaka gets this close to me.
Plus, t---this distance, will undoubtedly make me remember what happened that night.

Although I could never calm down after I remember, if it’s under normal condition I won’t try to remember.
As long as Tohsaka acts usual, I can talk as usual.
But if she’s this close, it’s only natural that I become so nervous that I forget to breath.

“… Looks like there really isn’t anything wrong with you.
It’s probably a scar from a burn, that black spot similar to a mole. Everything else looks fully recovered… no, instead of ‘cured’, it’s more like ‘replaced’”

Tohsaka speaking in a low voice, her breath tickles my wrist.

“------------------- Wai-”
My face is red throughout when it’s just like this, and she’s going further.

“Quite a body that likes to joke. This isn’t a regular or natural recovery. Although Shirou’s natural regeneration has some outside forces pushing it, but there’s no way THIS is healed naturally.”

So she says, while she folds up my sleeve and patting my wrist.

“Wai-stop…! That should be all, right, Tohsaka? If there’s nothing else, please go back to your seat…..!”

I took my wrist from her, away from Tohsaka’s touches.

“? What, I was just looking at your body to see if there’s any anomaly… Hahaah.”
Tohsaka close in.

“Even though your fever’s down, aren’t you still hot? Shirou, your face is really red, you know?”
“Th-that’s none of your concern! Please don’t mind, it doesn’t relate to you.!”

“So, if it’s unrelated, then it should be alright if I do this as wel-”
“Ah…! Your han-han-hand, don’t touch my forehead…!
My fever’s gone so it’s meaningless to do this…!”

“Mm, so it is. This time even your ears are red. Instead of a fever, it’s more like your drunk.”

A mean smile.
… She knew it.
This person, did it well she clearly knew.

“…. Tohsaka, you knew this and you still done it.”
“Ah, found out already? Since Shirou’s so shy, I teased you a bit.”
… Hm, those who play upon youth’s pure feelings should regret in hell.

“But, this is it for joking. If I continue any further it might become real.”
Tohsaka returns to her chair in high spirit.
… This is a big problem,
Hasn’t Tohsaka went further and further everyday to tease me?

“… Tohsak, although I’m saying it now, I came to learn, seriously.”

“Ah, sorry. Same here, I just wanted to be sure of my student’s status.”
“That so. Then it’s time we get into the real material.”

“… Yes. Although it’s the real subject, I’m not a professional in that area so I can only give you some advice, but it’s better than nothing.”
Completely different from the carefree her just now, Tohsaka looks at me seriously.

“Honestly, what I can help you with ended last time.
It’s impossible to help you learn Magecraft in such a short time.
I just opened the switch, do you understand?”

“That jewel, right? Indeed, after I ate that, I didn’t make the circuit again, but something else.”

“Right, that’s all I can accomplish in a day.
But, it can push the Magecraft you practiced to the surface.
I can only help to push the Magecraft you’ve learned from behind, and I never intend to teach you other Magecrafts, because you don’t have that kind of talent.”

“… Wuuu, for you to say that so frankly, in some way it’s really bold.
But Tohsaka, you can give advice for the Magecraft I use. So, what Magecraft did I use that time?”

“----------------”
Tohsaka doesn’t answer.
Just stares at me like an enemy.

“Tohsaka? This is a Magecraft seminar right now, and I’m really confused if you don’t say a thing.”
“---------------”
As if it’s something difficult for her to answer, she turns her face to the side.
But, that just happened in a second.

“------ Impossible,
I can’t use Tracing, nor can I teach you something that I don’t even know.”
“? …. Tohsaka… can’t use…?”

I tilt my head.
Isn’t what I did in the Bersker fight a basic for a Magus.
Imagine the makeup of an object through a necessary amount of pruna.
It’s no different from “Enhancing”.
And, it’s harder to sink in my or pruna, which is foreign to the makeup of something solid and tangible.
Because to make red even redder by adding “self imagined paint brush”, and results in a different color.

Compare to that, it’s easier to color with my own paint brush.
Because that painting is something I imagined.

“Is that so? It should be no problem for Tohsaka, it’s even easier than “Enhancing”.”

“You. If you repeat that to any other Magus, they’ll kill you. The “Tracing” you used completely copied a Noble Phantasm. I never knew any Faker who can do that.”

“-----”

A shiver in my back.
--- Is it my imagination?
Tohsaka is actually, hostile toward me----

“--- Tsk, it doesn’t matter now.
I had a small hunch ever since I saw your storage room. After all that happened, even if I do want to kill Shirou, it still won’t take care of anything.”

“Because you seem confused, let me explain. The Magecraft you used is “Tracing”.
Imagining existing artwork or famous sword, and use your own pruna to make it appear again. A halfway Magecraft, really.
At most it’s used during ceremonies, a replacement during emergencies. That thing, weaved by imagination, will be recognized as an “Empty Object”, it will disappear quickly.”

“……?”

I understand it’s something created by imagination.
Actually, the sword I saw in Saber’s dream was the model.

“… I don’t quite understand. Pruna is like clay, right? Even if it’s imagined, it shouldn’t disappear once it’s completed.”

“That’s impossible…! Isn’t pruna something that can only exist inside your own body!? That’s why we use pruna through objects, not to use it to influence nature!”

“Of course I can use pruna like kneading stuffing, and make it the shape of a dagger. But that’s it. That’s just making a stuffing the shape of a dagger, and the pruna will evaporate instantly once it’s outside the body.”

“Listen up! What’s weaved by pruna can’t exist for long, and from start to end it’s just the outside cover.
… But, even if it’s something that only looks alike on the outside, only when something’s appearance and utility-use both close to the original should it be a result of “Tracing”.”

“------Mm.”

She’s right, pruna is something formless.
I can feel its presence when it circulate inside, but it will slowly disappear when it’s outside.

Then, using pruna to weave something based on a design in one’s head, it’s only natural for that thing to disappear because its material is pruna.

… Now, when I thought about it,
Before when Kiritsugu was teaching me Magecraft, he said “Tracing” is less efficient so I should use “Enhancement” instead.

“---- I see. “Tracing” uses up a lot of pruna, yet it disappears fair quickly, so it’s meaningless to attempt it.”

“That’s right.
For example, use 10 pruna to “Trace” a sword.
After you’ve done so, the strength of that sword is at most 3 or 4, because human’s imagination is full of holes so it’s impossible to do an exact copy.
On the other hand, by using 10 pruna to “Enhance” a sword, that sword’s strength can jump to 20 or 30, and it last 100s times longer than “Tracing”.”

“Do you understand now? Right now “Tracing” is only used at ceremonies, as a replacement when tools aren’t collected properly, a Magecraft for clones of things that will disappear quickly.
It’s appropriate for Shirou’s father to teach you “Enhancement”.
Because regularly you only have a few circuits, so even if he taught you “Enhancement”, you are still no different from a common person.”

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That, I understand.
But, what is it, really.
Imagining in my mind, what it looks like when that golden sword, with all its power and past glories, is copied into reality.

“…. Hn. So is it chance that I traced Saber’s sword?
… If you think about it, the amount of pruna that sword contained is gigantic compared to what I have. No matter how I think about it it’s strange that I can emulate pruna hundreds of times my own.”

“… … That… … It must be that Shirou is very compatible with “Sword”. Doesn’t Magi each has their own element? I think yours is “Sword”.”

“Element… …? Isn’t that water or fire, natural elements?”

“Usually it’s a natural element that forms this world, but even in the Magi Association it’s not like Fire is very common, and Wind somewhat nobler.
It doesn’t matter if it’s Earth, Water, Fire, Wind, Sky, or Wood, Fire, Earth, Metal, Water.
Every Magus has one, but there are deeper branches of element.
… … Most times a Magus will not be a rounded person, but instead earns fame by being a professional of a specific area.”

“So Shirou’s element is “Sword”.
Although it lacks flexibility, it means that you are at the highest concerning “Sword”.”

“I see. That’s true.”
If it’s about sword, then I’m very interested, since a long time ago.
… By the way, what’s Tohsaka’s element?
She’s probably fire or wind, it’s quite apparent since she’s so arrogant. But I still want to ask, because I’m curious.

“Tohsaka, as a reference, what’s your element?”
“Me? Mine is the “Five Elemental”, what about it?”

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… … That,
That means, all of them?
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